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Verina EDIT/ Appology to Verina

By: NoLongerDivided on Nov 26th, 2012  |  syntax: None  |  size: 1.57 KB  |  hits: 112  |  expires: Never
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  1. I was wrong.
  2.  
  3. Almost everything in Verina's section was wrong.
  4.  
  5. The only reason she even acted this way was because I did something I'd never done before with Luna or Eris: I was afraid of her.
  6.  
  7. I denied her form for an hour at the least.
  8.  
  9. I was wrong.
  10.  
  11. Wrong is the only word aside from stupid I can think of to describe myself right now.
  12.  
  13. I broke one of the ground rules of tulpaforcing: don't try and force the tulpa to have a certain personality.
  14.  
  15. I did that, and I paid dearly for it.
  16.  
  17. But, even after all of that... she forgave me.
  18.  
  19. She knew.
  20.  
  21. But she wanted to please me, to meet my expectations.
  22.  
  23. I was wrong.
  24.  
  25. God I can't stop typing that, but I won't because it's true.
  26.  
  27. I was wrong.
  28.  
  29. Now I think she's confused; she keeps her distance even now...
  30.  
  31. ...With good reason.
  32.  
  33. Eris wouldn't talk to me yesterday either.
  34.  
  35. I know why now:
  36.  
  37. I'm a hypocrite.
  38.  
  39. One of the reasons Eris was attracted to me was because of the fact I DIDN'T judge her by her appearance.
  40.  
  41. She noticed this before I did with Verina.
  42.  
  43. She won't speak to me because I'm not the same person.
  44.  
  45. I'm fine with this for now; I dug my grave.
  46.  
  47. I've betrayed Verina and Eris.
  48.  
  49. I might not be able to speak to any of my tulpae for a while.
  50.  
  51. Could be an hour, could be a week or more.
  52.  
  53. All I know is I made a fatal mistake.
  54.  
  55. No amount of "I'm sorry" will ever make amends for the wrongs I did to Verina.
  56.  
  57. Her name means to fear or to respect; I chose the former, and paid the price.
  58.  
  59. I'm going to leave the situation in Eris's... claws.. for now.
  60.  
  61. She seems to know what's going on.
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