Tulpa Forcing Log - 1/31/2013

After my chat with Maya I decided to humor her and violate my tulpae’s privacy by pestering them about any problems they might have.

 

Internet was down so why not?

 

I talked to Eris for a while first.

 

She seemed fine, but eventually wandered into dangerous territory.

 

She said she felt as if she was my “trophy wife” and that she felt “shallow” and “Her only purpose was sex”.

 

Admittedly, that was what much of our time was spent with: sex.

 

I brought up “why live up to when you can surpass”, and she said that she couldn’t think of how.

 

I suggested her helping me learn to get good at billiards, but she said I “lacked the finesse”

 

I decided to just accept that, even if a secondary reason, I did create her for some kind of sexual purpose.

 

I asked her if she hated me.

 

There was a pause, before she said “I don’t.”

 

She paused again, before saying “but what am I supposed to do?”

 

Of course I delivered a speech, headed by “be beautiful” and after admitted it was a motivational speech and apologized.

 

I brought up her love of arcade games and after some thinking she mentioned wanting to play Street Fighter 4 (or whatever; I’m not a massive fighting game fanboy), even saying she’s wanting to try a fight in the wonderland.

 

She’s going to make me learn the game so she can get great at it.

 

Which means a job.

 

In the works.

 

Next up, Cygnus.

 

Had to wake her up.

 

I asked if she had any issues.

 

Funny enough, it was we didn’t have sex *enough*.

 

She also started to break down when she mentioned that the 29th was the fourth month I’ve been with her and we didn’t do anything but kiss.

 

I swore time to her later, just us, and kissed her again, just to make a point and seal my promise.

 

I also gave her a playful slap on the ass, which got a cute little “eep” out of her and left her completely surprised and confused.

 

 

Next was Celly.

 

She’d had some issues recently so I figured I’d get any more off her chest.

 

She was leaned back in her chair with a pen to her… muzzle, and didn’t take her eyes off the wall in front of her when she said hello.

 

I asked how it was going.

 

She said fine, she was bouncing some ideas around in her head.

 

I asked how far she was.

 

I got a look at her desk and a rather sizable amount of paper with writing was to her left on the desk.

 

I asked if she was left handed.

 

She said “Usually left, sometimes right, depends.”

 

I asked if she had anything that was bugging her.

 

She said “Not really”

 

I asked if she was sure.

 

She broke down and asked a rather silly question, putting the pen down and changing with a snap of her fingers; she asked if she looked good in a swimsuit.

 

Specifically it was a string tie bikini that was barely even that on the lower part.

 

The chest was covered well enough, and they were a sort of brown color.

 

I told her the bottom was good, but the top was a bit awkward with her form, so I suggested one of those white shirts that’s rolled up and knotted in places.

 

She did so and I noted a pony tail would be cute, so she did so, tied about midway up the back of her skull.

 

I got a hug and a kiss on the cheek with and as a thank you from her.

 

That solved, headed to Danielle next.

 

She was, as normal, super happy to see me and gave me a big hug after almost tackling me.

 

I responded by kissing her, which got her to calm down a bit thankfully and asked her if she had anything on her mind.

 

She ended up dragging me off to see her bedroom in its entirety.

 

It looked like it had parts ripped straight from history. Roman or Greek pillars, a bed that looked like something a queen from the days of knights and horses, a rather lavish vanity wit ha large mirror, a dresser with doors, the floor in tile with a rug on it, and gold in some places in the walls.

 

She *tried* to get me onto the bed, but I told her I still had to talk to the twins.

 

She was disappointed, and tried shoving my mindform’s face into her tits as a last resort to get me to stay.  Temptation avoided, I pulled back and gave her a kiss and  a quick grope of the ass to get a giggle out of her and leave her at least positive and no longer worried about the lack of avity.

 

Next up was Sarah. She’s quiet, so I hadn’t spoken to her much.

 

She was curled up very dragon-eqsue on a smooth part of the cave.

 

I’d decided to abandon using mindform until I needed it again.

 

I woke her up and asked her how she was doing.

 

She said fine and thanked me.

 

I asked why she changed her colors.

 

She said “yellow is better than brown”.

 

I asked if she had any problems so far.

 

She said that her tail had split.

 

She’s apparently subconsciously or actively taking my “female one heded ghidorah” idea to heart, as the tails were already looking similar.

 

I told her she could just stop it if she wanted, to which she nodded and sighed.

 

I asked her if there was anything else.

 

She said no, but Jamie really wanted to talk to me.

 

Cautious, I found her curled up asleep on her bed.

 

Her room is a nice contrast from the onyx gray cave; it’s a nice pale green wallpaper with some yellow patterns and a simple bed with a desk, chair, bookshelf (assuming full of my memories from the library she wanted to access quickly) and a small endtable with a lamp.

 

Upon realizing I was in the room she shot awake, turned around and pounced my mindform (I’d planned on shaking her awake), pinning it to the floor.

 

She had a mischievous grin and giggled a bit, her tail twitching slightly behind her.

 

She greeted me with a rather eris-like “hey dad.”

 

Fearing the worst I threatened to dissipate my mindform if she tried anything.

 

Disappointed she removed herself and sat on the bed, letting me take the chair.

 

I asked her what she wanted to talk about, as Sarah had informed me she wanted to talk.

 

She said “nothing anymore” with a pouting face.

 

I asked her if she had any problems, and she said she was, and I quote “ STARVING for attention “ from me.

 

I offered to bring her along for the ride in the IRC when I finished up after this.

 

She happily agreed and,before I could react, kissed me on the cheek and almost sent my mindform to the floor again.

 

I should also note she changed to a very reddish brown in terms of scale colors and changed her eye color to a hetachromatic pair, one gold one light blue.

 

Her hair was short, with the longest parts in the front, spiking up to the right.

 

Fuck hair gel.

 

Her hair was a sort of muted crimson.

 

She even had a few stray freckles on her face.

 

End log.