Log 3: Celly

The tulpa who has changed more than any other, "Celly", short for Celestia.

 

Formerly Verina, it’s unknown how she came about.

 

No planning went into her at all.

 

She just happened.

 

And boy did I have a tough time with her at first.

 

She first made herself known as a voice in my head.

 

At first I thought I was really going insane and developing schizophrenia.

 

Then she started to create her form.

 

Something that had… bad things connected with it.

 

I started by trying to deny her form, and eventually she gave in.

 

She was a total cunt, and rubbed Luna the wrong way from the first second.

 

She was loud, obnoxious, rude, and violent, harboring a bloodlust that she satisfied in the "levels" of my wonderland.

 

She was and to a degree still is a competent fighter, was a berserker, but is a bit more cautious now on the rare occasion she does fight, and even used my own powers (which she shared to an extent).

 

 I could only come up even against her in the past, and thanks to a distraction she almost hacked my head off during an attempt to break her fear of my DURK N EGGY form, which I’ll get to later.

 

I got sick of her old attitude fast.

 

I decided to do something about it.

 

I ambushed her, tied her down, and thought over a few ideas before deciding on the best course of action; giving her what she wanted.

 

I created a new "level" in the wonderland where she could spawn any enemy she wanted and kill to her heart's content.

 

I promptly went to sleep.

 

Through a series of events we got to her saying that Eris was “a freakshow”.

 

That didn’t fly with me.

 

I berated her and took her arm as punishment (she was capable of regeneration then.)

 

After some hours of thinking, I realized that she’d turned out this way becaouse of my own actious.

 

Feeling terribly guilty, I approached her and explained what I’d done wrong, and that she could be whoever and whatever she wanted.

 

She changed for the first time.

 

She was a girl, about 16, and called me…”big brother”.

 

I was  fine with this until she started begging for me to give her the dick.

 

Things were… awkward after that.

 

They got even more so when Eris managed to get Verina to change who she was, not just form.

 

She took on the form of a human Spitfire, pulled some KILLER RP with me, and demaned I call her that.

 

She’s changed her hair to make it shoulder length and her outfit, but she’s not changed personality.

 

She’s fragile, and easy to hurt emotionally, not to mention afraid of my DURK N EGGY form; she can remember everything prior to her first reform.

 

I tried having her fight me to get over the fear, and she almost lobbed my head off.

 

Luna stopped her with an arrow to the arm though.

 

Soon after, a couple of days at least, we sat down to talk.

 

One thing led to another, and she changed.

 

AGAIN

 

Into a Humanized Pinkie Pie.

 

Thankfully without the same personality.

 

However, this wasn't to last.

 

As mentioned, she was theorized to be a splinter of myself, and this led to her becoming confused.

 

She didn't know what she was, so she finally came to me and asked for me to give her form and new traits.

 

At first I was reluctant; she was unique in that she created herself, and I'd be taking that from her.

 

But Luna arrived and DEMANDED I give her new form and traits, claiming she would perish otherwise, dissipate into nothing.

 

Reluctantly I did so.

 

Now she's much happier, but I can't help but feel I've dome something wrong by changing her, even if she still holds all her old memories and traits somewhere.

 

More recently she's been shown to be much better off, although she has changed again, this time into a lavender and magenta anthro dragoness. You can read my other logs for that though.