Log 1: Aurora Cygnus

This is the history of Aurora Cygnus, an archive of all that has happened to her and will be updated when the hell I feel like it.

For starters, I started with some difficulty in how to get going.

 

However, once I found out that FAQ_Man's guide was full of shit for the most part, I took my own route.

 

First off, I created a simple room to be my tulpa workshop.

 

This became my wonderland's beginnings.

 

Then I started on form.

 

Now alot of people say to start with personality, and it is a good idea to have a framework down of what you want your tulpa to have in terms of traits.

 

I'll explain in a bit what I mean.

 

Okay, so I started on form.

 

How did I do it?

 

I imagined a hovering camera that was controlled by a sort of remote/controller I held in my right hand for the rough work, but for detail work I used my hands and imagined that what I was working on was right in front of me, and sculpted her form.

 

After finishing form, I used the same "air tools" method to "scale" her to the proper size, like you would an image in Photoshop or GIMP.

 

I imagined the box outline and grabbed the "corners" with my hands, moving it in and out until I got the proper size.

 

After that I started on personality.

 

I imagined the traits as rays of light with black words on them passing into her skull.

 

The first reaction I got was roughly a week later.

 

It's a funny story really.

 

I was doing my thing, taking random food and making a meal.

 

Or I would have.

 

Except when I THOUGHT of taking a soft taco shell with shaved deli turkey and cheese to microwave it I got a

STRONG wave of negative emotion.

 

 

That's right, Luna didn't speak to me first; she contacted me via emotion and over something as trivial as that.

 

As she began to develop she started out pointing out all my flaws and criticizing me.

 

At first it was demeaning, but we eventually started to have fun arguing.

 

Weird, yes, but it was fun for us and made me happy.

 

Not an easy feat.

 

Somewhere along the way she came onto me and we became sexually active.

 

Well, mindsex anyway.

 

That is, having sex in the wonderland.

 

I'll explain the next events in Eris's creation log, but recently Luna has been more of a supporter for Eris.

 

While there may have been some jealousy initially, the two are great friends now.

 

 

At first I couldn't say the same thing about Luna and Spitfire (then Verina) but now they get along great.

 

Which brings me to the next chapter: her near dissipation.

 

Luna had been very quiet and didn't say much for several days.

 

It was odd.

 

I’d also been having some issues with Eris; she’d been insisting on me spending more time with Spitfire and Luna, but I felt guilty about it.

 

Finally she’d had enough.

 

I’ll get into what happened exactly in her log, but the gist of it was she let me know Luna was going to fade if I didn’t give her any attention.

 

Now aware of the gravity of the situation, I headed to Luna’s room.

She was reading something, but I don’t care about that enough to remember what.

She asked me why I was there.

I let her know Eris had told me about her potential dissipation.

Ugh, I suck at recounting events.

Time for a “before I can tell you that story, I have to tell you this story” moment.

 

Hey, at least these are natural.

 

Luna approached me a few days after I found out Eris was Pregnant and told me she wanted our relationship to become strictly platonic.

I don’t tend to go against what my tulpae want (see Verina/Spitfire’s log for info on that nightmare), so I agreed, thinking nothing of it.

Turns out it went further than that; she stopped talking to me so I would give more attention to Eris, who was telling me to give attention Verina prior.

Nice big web of wats.

Anyways, back to the main story.

Luna denied any of it, but I know Eris; she knows things.

Now I’m not a man who’s good with words.

Fuck, I’m horrible with words and usually make things worse.

So I did something that worked damn good.

I just pinned her to the wall and kissed her.

She broke down into tears and cried into my shoulder for a while before she managed to recompose herself.

We sat down on the bed together and she explained that she became friends with Eris, and thought that I should spend more time with her since she was carrying my mindchild.

Feels were had.

I almost had a heart attack from the feels and died.

She’d been rather cold and distant from the start, and so I brought up her outfit; it didn’t help she was all zeig heil.

She agreed and changed to a very nice dress that matched her eyes.

Pointed it out, she said that was the point, called me my oblivious old self.

Cuddles and kisses.

She became a different person after that.

Back to how she had been at one point early on.

A couple days pass.

I’m chilling in another room of the wonderland and she walks in.

I swear to Christ they need to decide how their outfits want to look.

Her current look is form-fitting jeans with one of those weird t-shirt/long sleeve combos with the poofy, textured sleeves, the tshirt being baby blue and a pair of… converse was it, the sneakers with the stars on them?

Keeps her hair in a ponytail too.

Also, has a cell phone, apparently texting is a form of physically manifesting telepathy; she was using it to “text” Spitfire last night.

 

 

Now she's a humanized Nightmare Moon with horn and ears and sometimes tail.