Title: Sherm: My Little Anon: Episode 44 Author: Long_Gone_Writer Pastebin link: http://pastebin.com/6PkzTG1d First Edit: Wednesday 7th of November 2012 10:09:37 AM CDT Last Edit: Wednesday 7th of November 2012 10:09:37 AM CDT >>You're pissed >>You're cold >>You're drenched >>You're shivering >>And you're double pissed >>They think they can do this to you? >>Did they think this would STOP you? >>You're going to murder someone >>Your eyes were blood shot >>Your stomach hurt >>You felt like you were going to vomit your kidneys >>But you persisted >>A wide crossbow bolt jutted from your torso, between two ribs >>And through the other side of you, just the the side of your spine >>You have no idea what all is hit >>Maybe your lung >>But it didn't matter >>The roar of the waterfall blocked out all sound for you >>A freezing mist weighed you down >>One at a time, you threw a hand up >>Grabbed a protruding stone >>Hoisted yourself up >>Braced yourself >>Repeated with the other hand >>Your plan was as follows >>Get back to the top, >>Kick ALL the asses, >>And then live the rest of your life with your friends in peace and happiness   >>Of course, the pain coursing through your body was going to be a little problem >>You found yourself frozen in place >>Unable to go up any further Ghnn... >>You groan >>If you move the wrong way, the bolt moves and your pain is excruciating >>Maybe, maybe if... >>You move one hand from the wet stony surface and lower your hand to your torso >>You grip the bolt >>And, instantly, you convulse and vomit a shower of blood >>You hug the outcropping, fearing falling off >>A crimson streak stains the side of the chasm >>You heave heavy breaths >>Condensation drips from your eyebrows as the waterfall rages next to you and over you >>But through the sting, and through the pain, and through the nausea >>You look straight up >>The mists of the Everfree linger over you like a fog of war >>You have no idea how far you have to go >>But you are human >>No, you're more than that >>You're Anonymous >>So you will persist   >>It's taking you so much longer to climb back up than it took you to fall down >>But that was obvious >>You were always the kind of guy to go with the flow >>To just let stuff happen >>But in this case? You would forge a path across the turbulent wake of fate >>You aren't going down like this >>Neither is Rainbow Dash, or Twilight Sparkle, or Spike >>Or any of your other friends >>Fluttershy, Pinkie Pie >>Rarity >>Applejack >>The thoughts of their suffering propel you just one more hand hold >>God, this was hard >>But it was worth it >>What you wouldn't give for one of Braeburn's apples right now >>You pause for a moment and look down >>You've made some distance >>It was a long way down >>It was a good thing you were able to get a grip on something before you hit bottom >>By Celestia, you hated pitfalls >>Your worst experiences were always with pitfalls >>Your muscles ached >>Your tendons felt like they were going to fly apart at any moment >>But you weren't going to give up >>Not after seeing those tears in Dash's face   >>Did you really mean what you said? >>You love her? >>Was it real, or did you just blurt it out from the drama of the situation? >>She was a pony, after all >>But you were alone >>In the past week, you have done nothing but lament that Dash was no longer a part of your life to the level that she was >>You suppose you loved her as a friend >>But that's not what you meant, was it? >>You gripped another hand hold and hoisted yourself up >>Your shoe braced itself under you >>You meant that you want to spend your life with her >>But you can't shake the truth that she's a horse >>A two-dimensional animal with wings >>But you were so tired of being alone >>She made you smile >>She made you cry >>She dominated your thoughts when she wasn't around >>Her charming ego, her confidence >>You loved it >>She had faith in you when you didn't have faith in yourself >>You hissed, steam jets vented from the grille of your teeth >>Another step, just that much closer >>Probably wasn't the best time to drop that bomb on either of you >>You'd talk about it with her after this was all over   >>The Everfree doesn't have shit on you >>You've survived it before >>You remember back then, you were unknowingly hunting down one of Fluttershy's chickens >>You pause and look up to the waterfall's crest >>It roars a familiar roar >>What do you know? This is actually the very fall that you fell from >>That means that down there is a mud bog that would break your fall >>Perhaps you should just let go? >>No >>No, fuck that >>There's alligators down there, too >>And you don't know if the bog will save you twice >>You continue your great labor >>Without safety lines or cords, you are determined to reach the top >>You were being greedy again >>Greedy for Dash >>And everyone else >>You wanted your life back >>And you were going to stop at nothing to get it back >>Human greed was a powerful force, it seemed >>Your body was wrecked >>Exposed to extremes >>You had a heavy bolt through your torso >>It still hurt like hell >>You powered through >>Because you're Anonymous >>Come Hell or high water >>No one is going to stop you from achieving exactly what you want   >>Celestia's rays are coming over the horizon >>The sun is rising with you >>How long has it been? >>You've lost all track of time >>At least you're not losing too much blood >>When was the last time you were this determined to do something? >>Something so hard >>Your muscles whine in protest >>They sting against your flesh >>Lactic acid courses through your vessels >>On the inside, you are a furnace >>The outside, a refrigerator >>And on the border of these two extremes is a surreal sensation of lingering doom >>But, perhaps, you've found it >>Perhaps you have found the strength of man >>The will to survive, to go on >>A will that redoubles when given purpose beyond yourself >>Who knows? Maybe you're wrong >>As you struggle to grip the next stone outcropping, maybe you are a scant seconds from death >>These stones are wet >>In some places, traction is non-existent >>Your hand wraps around a tough looking stone, and it instantly snaps out of place from your weight >>You dangle, helplessly, on one arm >>But you correct yourself and continue >>Too many people are counting on you >>Yes, people >>You don't care about the physical distinction at the second   >>Your hand rises over the precipice and grips the edge >>Your nails rake through the ground >>And you hoist yourself up >>It's hard >>But you're harder >>You've come to expect it by now >>Usually, something bad happens just before you win >>But this time, you refused to let that happen >>You would be a liar if you didn't say that you were proud of yourself >>You earned this one >>Your knee was thrown over the edge >>And you lifted yourself onto the horizontal surface >>The bolt drips with your blood >>You can't get it out >>The pain is just too much >>You can go on with it >>You slowly get to your feet, and start moving >>The caravan is gone >>Everything is gone >>But they left you a present >>You see the body of a familiar griffin, huddled up with its eyes rolled back into its head >>And a heavy bolt shunting out of its cranium >>You instantly vomit upon comprehension >>The foul taste of stomach acid fills your mouth >>You curse under your breath >>You took too long >>Now what were you going to do? >>You hobble forward >>A hand comes to a tree, and you balance yourself >>You slowly collapse into it, shoulder first >>Just a little sleep >>That's all you need >>Just for a few minutes >>You'll figure it out then