Title:           Sword of Damocles (one shot)
Author:          Holyoats
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First Edit:      Sunday 17th of March 2013 06:30:36 AM CDT
Last Edit:       Sunday 17th of March 2013 06:30:36 AM CDT

>The sound of her loud yawn drew your attention away from your the book you were reading
>She walked in sluggishly with her mane damp fresh from the bath hanging free from her usual braid.
>The weariness from a long days applebucking shown across her entire body.
>You could see it in her every move.
>Walking up to you she places her head upon your lap and sighs.
"Ready for bed AJ?"
>She looks up at you with a smirk.
>"Is that an offer Anon? Cause if it is I accept."
>Chuckling you set your book down and throw an arm under her rump
>Standing up gently you place your other arm behind her back and pull her tightly to your chest
>Throwing her hooves behind your neck she reaches up and begins to kiss and nibble on your chin and ears
>By the time you have reached the stairs she has began to lightly kiss you as she forces herself into your hand.
>Every second its getting harder to focus on climbing the steps.
>Especially when she forces her tongue into your mouth and starts grinding even harder.
>Finally you pull away from her.
"AJ if you keep this up I wont be able to make it up these stairs."
>"Ya know I wouldn't mind Anon" she says shooting you another seductive grin "But I don't think Big Mac 'n Granny would appreciate it much."
>With a shake of your head you continue your way up the stairs and finally make it to her bedroom.
>Setting her on the on the bed you gradually disentangle yourself from her.
>Reaching down you cup her face and give her a deep kiss
"Goodnight AJ."
>As you go to stand you hear her growl at you
>You turn back and see her look at you with anger and hurt.
>"Gosh Darn it Anon!"
"AJ I-"
>Reaching for her she slaps your hand out of the air
>"Don't ya 'AJ I-' me!" Her glare softens a bit as she turns her head up to you and stares in your eyes.
>"I know being with a pony aint easy on ya. That is why I aint ever pushed ya into doin nothin that ya were not comfortable with. But you have been in Equestria over two years now. We have been together for six months. I need this Anon. I need ta know if this will work between us. I need ta know..."
>She turns her head trying to hide the embarrassment on her face as she mumbles
>"Ah need ta know if ya are even attracted ta me at all."
>Quickly you lean over and throw your arms around her.
>Picking her up you set her calmly on your crotch
>She struggles for a few moments before looking down and looking up into your eyes.
"I think we both know that I am attracted to you."
>"Than why wont ya rut me?"
>Leaning forward you rest your forehead on hers and sigh.
"When I first arrived in this crazy neon pony land I thought it was all a dream. After a few weeks I was not sure anymore. Could I actually BE in this place? I tried to stop questioning if this was real or not and just try to live, but the longer I stayed the more it bothered me. You see I grew to love this place and the ponies in it."
>You gently stroke her mane as you try to put your feelings into words.
"I began to wake up every morning and both be hopeful and terrified that I might wake up back on earth. That this all has been just some sort of dream. Then we started dating at it became worse. If I stay here the rest of my life I will never again see my family or friends. If I were to wake up at home I would lose this beautiful place with all my new wonderful friends and the girl I love with all my heart."
>Wiping away the tears you feel beginning to form you continue.
"And for some God forsaken reason my brain seems to have put it all on if I ever fuck a pony. I don't know why but I feel that is the deciding vote that chooses my fate and the only decision I have left is when that vote is cast and that terrifies me. I am afraid that when we do finally have sex I will either wake up on earth or wake up here and I don't know which is worse."
>When you finish you lay back gently on her bed and let the tears come.
>You had fought this fight inside you every day since you started dating her
>You feel her move from her position and walk beside you on the bed
>"Anon. Don't ya think your family would be happy that ya made a new happy life for yerself here?"
"I know that, but what about you AJ? Could you choose between me and your friends and family?"
>She gives you a pained look and looks down.
>"No I couldn't and I wouldn't be happy with the person who made me choose."
>Grabbing her again you pull her close and give her another kiss.
"Soon AJ. I will be able to make that decision soon."
>"Can ya at least sleep in here with me tonight. If I can't have ya I at least wan't ta have ya close."
>A smile makes its way onto your lips
"Absolutely."