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[19:35]  * Feldspar closes the door behind her "Don't tell anyone, ok?"

[19:36] <GreenHoof> "Ok. I promise."

[19:36]  * GreenHoof looks concerned

[19:37] <Feldspar> "Well, something apparently happened between Hearth and Uni, made it uncomfortable for them. So Uni asked, and Chinook and I agreed to let hem stay with us; If we did suicide watch."

[19:37] <GreenHoof> "Suicide watch... damn..."

[19:39] <GreenHoof> "What was going on between Hearth and Uni?"

[19:39] <Feldspar> "Don't know."

[19:39]  * Feldspar nods "It looked good till this afternoon. He got upset and mad... at himself, and me, for trying to stop him"

[19:39]  * GreenHoof nods, listening

[19:40]  * Feldspar chokes up "H-He said I was gonna fail, a-and he tried to... t-to... kill himself with my pickaxe."

[19:41]  * GreenHoof slowly walks closer to Feldspar "Oh my god... I'm sorry..."

[19:41] <Feldspar> "I stopped him... and Chinook and I got him to calm down... but..."

[19:42]  * Feldspar hugs GreenHoof "I-I can't stop thinking about how mad he was when I stopped him. The anger in his eyes..."

[19:42] <Feldspar> [Gotta go eat, brb]

[19:42] <GreenHoof> [k]

[19:44]  * GreenHoof embraces Feldspar in a tight hug as well, stroking her mane "It must've been horrible. I'm sorry... I bet that hurt a lot."

[20:04]  * Feldspar nods, sniffling a bit

[20:04] <Feldspar> [back]

[20:04] <GreenHoof> [k]

[20:05] <Feldspar> "It did."

[20:07] <GreenHoof> "He's gonna thank you one day, Feldspar. He's just not himself right now. He's trusting you with his life in this time of mental instability. That's quite a step. I know that probably has you under a lot of pressure..."

[20:07] <GreenHoof> "But... if anyone can succeed, it's you and Chinook. You two are some of the kindest here."

[20:07] <Feldspar> "You really think so?"

[20:10] <GreenHoof> "Yes. I do. There's nothing that can't be overcome with the power of love and friendship."

[20:10]  * Feldspar nods, hugging GreenHoof harder "Thank you."

[20:12]  * GreenHoof hugs harder "No problem. And you know what? If you and Chinook ever need help, let me know, okay? I'm here for you two."

[20:12]  * Feldspar smiles "I'll do that."

[20:13] <GreenHoof> "Unify, too. He'll get back on track."

[20:13]  * Feldspar nuzzles GreenHoof "You're a great friend GreenHoof."

[20:16]  * GreenHoof nuzzles back "You are too, Feldspar... Do you remember the times you helped me?"

[20:16]  * Feldspar shakes her head "No. I'm a little off mind today. When were they?"

[20:17] <Feldspar> [I'm honestly drawing a blank, I have a bad memory sometimes]

[20:17] <GreenHoof> [lawlz. I didn't expect you to]

[20:18] <Feldspar> [sorry]

[20:19] <GreenHoof> "After I... killed... my first pony, you comforted me and told me I was a good person. And after I watched Bob die, you... well, you let me cry my eyes out in your hooves. You're a good friend too, Feldspar, so I'll always be willing to help you."

[20:25]  * Feldspar smiles at GreenHoof, embarrassed  "Oh, I totally forgot. My bad."

[20:25] <Feldspar> [ok!]

[20:25]  * GreenHoof chuckles "Hey, I don't blame you. It's been an eventful time here."

[20:27]  * Feldspar nods, then thinks for a bit [HERE IT COMES] "First? What do you mean by that?"

[20:27] <Feldspar> [#ShotsFired]

[20:27] <GreenHoof> (Oh shit...)

[20:27] <GreenHoof> "Mean by what?"

[20:27] <Feldspar> [#SHOTS FIRED]

[20:28] <GreenHoof> (Huehuehue)

[20:28] <Feldspar> "Well, you said 'your first pony'."

[20:28] <GreenHoof> "Uh... y-yeah. The first one I had to... kill..."

[20:29]  * GreenHoof shifts uncomfortably

[20:29] <Feldspar> "Did... did you kill more?"

[20:30] <Feldspar> [OH GOD I FEEL LIKE SHIT]

[20:31] <Feldspar> [GreenHoof?]

[20:31]  * GreenHoof hesitates

[20:31] <GreenHoof> [lol it's k]

[20:31] <Feldspar> [ok]

[20:32]  * GreenHoof nods

[20:32]  * Feldspar hugs GreenHoof "Oh God, I'm sorry I asked. I didn't mean to bring it up."

[20:33]  * GreenHoof hugs back, though very tense "I-it's okay... I don't mind..."

[20:35]  * Feldspar hugs harder, feeling GreenHoof's tenseness "No, it's not. I didn't mean to.

[20:35] <Feldspar> "Not okay to ask, I meant. And I know you mind."

[20:37]  * GreenHoof shakes his head, still hugging Feldspar "N-no, it's really okay... I don't try to hide it anymore..."

[20:38] <Feldspar> "Hide what?"

[20:38] <GreenHoof> "I used to avoid it when people asked. Th-there's no point. I did what I had to do... yeah..."

[20:40]  * Feldspar hugs Green closer, nuzzling him "You're right. Nothing was wrong with what you did. Don't try to convince yourself otherwise."

[20:41] <GreenHoof> "S-sometimes I have to convince myself it wasn't wrong..."

[20:44]  * Feldspar nuzzles GreenHoof again "You weren't. You wouldn't be here if you hadn't. And that would've been terrible."

[20:44] <GreenHoof> "Yeah..."

[20:44]  * GreenHoof tries to chuckle, but it comes out as more of a rasp "I-I already had to s-say it in front of the whole council."

[20:45] <Feldspar> "Say what?"

[20:45] <GreenHoof> "Kept questioning me about who killed the second one. I didn't want to say it but I told them I did. They said it was justified."

[20:46] <GreenHoof> "B-but this is about you, not me..."

[20:46]  * GreenHoof shakes his head, trying to clear his thoguhts

[20:46]  * Feldspar intensifies the hug "Well, I don't mind shifting the conversation."

[20:48]  * GreenHoof lets the hug intensify, her embrace comforting him. "Wh-whatever you want..."

[20:48] <Feldspar> "But, why don't we just sit here, nice and quiet, enjoying the company?"

[20:49]  * GreenHoof nods, giving a weak smile "I'd... like that."

[20:49]  * Feldspar lies down in the bed, pulling GreenHoof down with her

[20:50] <GreenHoof> "Oof!"

[20:50]  * Feldspar giggles quietly "Sorry."

[20:50]  * GreenHoof chuckles

[20:51]  * Feldspar hugs GreenHoof closer, nuzzling him

[20:52]  * GreenHoof returns the close hug, nuzzling into Feldspar's chest and mutters "So warm~"

[20:53]  * Feldspar sighs happily, nuzzling GreenHoof's mane "Mmhmm~"

[20:54]  * GreenHoof yawns

[20:56]  * GreenHoof sighs happily "Feldspar?"

[20:56] <Feldspar> "Yes?"

[20:57] <GreenHoof> "You're fuckin' awesome."

[20:57]  * GreenHoof laughs

[20:57]  * Feldspar giggles

[20:57]  * GreenHoof cuddles up closer to Feldspar, letting his eyes close

[20:58] <Feldspar> "You too."

[20:59]  * Feldspar snuggles closer, burying her face in GreenHoof's mane andslowly dozing off

[20:59]  * GreenHoof dozes off to dreamland~

[21:00] <Feldspar> So does Feldspar~