Title: [19:35] * Feldspar closes the door behind her "Don't tell anyone, ok?" [19:36] Author: GreenHoof Pastebin link: http://pastebin.com/cdSGa8AB First Edit: Sunday 8th of September 2013 09:10:28 PM CDT Last Edit: Sunday 8th of September 2013 09:10:28 PM CDT [19:35]  * Feldspar closes the door behind her "Don't tell anyone, ok?" [19:36] "Ok. I promise." [19:36]  * GreenHoof looks concerned [19:37] "Well, something apparently happened between Hearth and Uni, made it uncomfortable for them. So Uni asked, and Chinook and I agreed to let hem stay with us; If we did suicide watch." [19:37] "Suicide watch... damn..." [19:39] "What was going on between Hearth and Uni?" [19:39] "Don't know." [19:39]  * Feldspar nods "It looked good till this afternoon. He got upset and mad... at himself, and me, for trying to stop him" [19:39]  * GreenHoof nods, listening [19:40]  * Feldspar chokes up "H-He said I was gonna fail, a-and he tried to... t-to... kill himself with my pickaxe." [19:41]  * GreenHoof slowly walks closer to Feldspar "Oh my god... I'm sorry..." [19:41] "I stopped him... and Chinook and I got him to calm down... but..." [19:42]  * Feldspar hugs GreenHoof "I-I can't stop thinking about how mad he was when I stopped him. The anger in his eyes..." [19:42] [Gotta go eat, brb] [19:42] [k] [19:44]  * GreenHoof embraces Feldspar in a tight hug as well, stroking her mane "It must've been horrible. I'm sorry... I bet that hurt a lot." [20:04]  * Feldspar nods, sniffling a bit [20:04] [back] [20:04] [k] [20:05] "It did." [20:07] "He's gonna thank you one day, Feldspar. He's just not himself right now. He's trusting you with his life in this time of mental instability. That's quite a step. I know that probably has you under a lot of pressure..." [20:07] "But... if anyone can succeed, it's you and Chinook. You two are some of the kindest here." [20:07] "You really think so?" [20:10] "Yes. I do. There's nothing that can't be overcome with the power of love and friendship." [20:10]  * Feldspar nods, hugging GreenHoof harder "Thank you." [20:12]  * GreenHoof hugs harder "No problem. And you know what? If you and Chinook ever need help, let me know, okay? I'm here for you two." [20:12]  * Feldspar smiles "I'll do that." [20:13] "Unify, too. He'll get back on track." [20:13]  * Feldspar nuzzles GreenHoof "You're a great friend GreenHoof." [20:16]  * GreenHoof nuzzles back "You are too, Feldspar... Do you remember the times you helped me?" [20:16]  * Feldspar shakes her head "No. I'm a little off mind today. When were they?" [20:17] [I'm honestly drawing a blank, I have a bad memory sometimes] [20:17] [lawlz. I didn't expect you to] [20:18] [sorry] [20:19] "After I... killed... my first pony, you comforted me and told me I was a good person. And after I watched Bob die, you... well, you let me cry my eyes out in your hooves. You're a good friend too, Feldspar, so I'll always be willing to help you." [20:25]  * Feldspar smiles at GreenHoof, embarrassed  "Oh, I totally forgot. My bad." [20:25] [ok!] [20:25]  * GreenHoof chuckles "Hey, I don't blame you. It's been an eventful time here." [20:27]  * Feldspar nods, then thinks for a bit [HERE IT COMES] "First? What do you mean by that?" [20:27] [#ShotsFired] [20:27] (Oh shit...) [20:27] "Mean by what?" [20:27] [#SHOTS FIRED] [20:28] (Huehuehue) [20:28] "Well, you said 'your first pony'." [20:28] "Uh... y-yeah. The first one I had to... kill..." [20:29]  * GreenHoof shifts uncomfortably [20:29] "Did... did you kill more?" [20:30] [OH GOD I FEEL LIKE SHIT] [20:31] [GreenHoof?] [20:31]  * GreenHoof hesitates [20:31] [lol it's k] [20:31] [ok] [20:32]  * GreenHoof nods [20:32]  * Feldspar hugs GreenHoof "Oh God, I'm sorry I asked. I didn't mean to bring it up." [20:33]  * GreenHoof hugs back, though very tense "I-it's okay... I don't mind..." [20:35]  * Feldspar hugs harder, feeling GreenHoof's tenseness "No, it's not. I didn't mean to. [20:35] "Not okay to ask, I meant. And I know you mind." [20:37]  * GreenHoof shakes his head, still hugging Feldspar "N-no, it's really okay... I don't try to hide it anymore..." [20:38] "Hide what?" [20:38] "I used to avoid it when people asked. Th-there's no point. I did what I had to do... yeah..." [20:40]  * Feldspar hugs Green closer, nuzzling him "You're right. Nothing was wrong with what you did. Don't try to convince yourself otherwise." [20:41] "S-sometimes I have to convince myself it wasn't wrong..." [20:44]  * Feldspar nuzzles GreenHoof again "You weren't. You wouldn't be here if you hadn't. And that would've been terrible." [20:44] "Yeah..." [20:44]  * GreenHoof tries to chuckle, but it comes out as more of a rasp "I-I already had to s-say it in front of the whole council." [20:45] "Say what?" [20:45] "Kept questioning me about who killed the second one. I didn't want to say it but I told them I did. They said it was justified." [20:46] "B-but this is about you, not me..." [20:46]  * GreenHoof shakes his head, trying to clear his thoguhts [20:46]  * Feldspar intensifies the hug "Well, I don't mind shifting the conversation." [20:48]  * GreenHoof lets the hug intensify, her embrace comforting him. "Wh-whatever you want..." [20:48] "But, why don't we just sit here, nice and quiet, enjoying the company?" [20:49]  * GreenHoof nods, giving a weak smile "I'd... like that." [20:49]  * Feldspar lies down in the bed, pulling GreenHoof down with her [20:50] "Oof!" [20:50]  * Feldspar giggles quietly "Sorry." [20:50]  * GreenHoof chuckles [20:51]  * Feldspar hugs GreenHoof closer, nuzzling him [20:52]  * GreenHoof returns the close hug, nuzzling into Feldspar's chest and mutters "So warm~" [20:53]  * Feldspar sighs happily, nuzzling GreenHoof's mane "Mmhmm~" [20:54]  * GreenHoof yawns [20:56]  * GreenHoof sighs happily "Feldspar?" [20:56] "Yes?" [20:57] "You're fuckin' awesome." [20:57]  * GreenHoof laughs [20:57]  * Feldspar giggles [20:57]  * GreenHoof cuddles up closer to Feldspar, letting his eyes close [20:58] "You too." [20:59]  * Feldspar snuggles closer, burying her face in GreenHoof's mane andslowly dozing off [20:59]  * GreenHoof dozes off to dreamland~ [21:00] So does Feldspar~