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Alone

By: Fourdak on Oct 20th, 2012  |  syntax: None  |  size: 2.56 KB  |  hits: 177  |  expires: Never
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  1. >Have you ever felt alone?
  2. >Not the alone as the normal kind of alone
  3. >That alone in a crowded room alone
  4. >That feeling when you walk down the street and you just feel…
  5. >Different
  6. >You try to tell yourself you’re not
  7. >You look in the mirror
  8. >You think you look perfectly acceptable
  9. >You make sure to watch your words around others to not come off sounding stupid
  10. >You even laugh at all the jokes you don’t get
  11. >But still it doesn’t help
  12. >You hear every single passing remark
  13. >Even if it isn’t totally directed at you
  14. >You feel every stare that comes your way
  15. >Judging you, measuring you
  16. >You keep yourself sane by telling yourself that they aren’t looking at you or talking about you
  17. >But late at night, when you’re alone in your bed
  18. >You hear those remarks
  19. >You feel those stares
  20. >”Why does he look funny?”
  21. >”Why do you stand like that?”
  22. >”What’s wrong with your voice?”
  23. >”Why can’t you be more like us?”
  24. >Slowly, you build a wall
  25. >You hide yourself away from this cruel world
  26. >And there you lie, late at night, hugging your pillow
  27. >Wishing it would all just
  28. >Dissapear
  29. >Wishing for that one person
  30. >For someone who won’t care
  31. >Looking for someone who appreciates you for the good qualities
  32. >Someone who can look past the not so normal face
  33. >Someone who hears more than that lisp in your speech
  34. >Someone who just…
  35. >Understands
  36. >Then something happens
  37. >Something amazing
  38. >Something unexpected
  39. >Something magical
  40. >She appears
  41. >Out of nowhere
  42. >You don’t know how she arrived
  43. >And part of you doesn’t care
  44. >Because she isn’t like everyone else
  45. >She looks deep into your soul and finds the real you
  46. >She takes the time to tear down that wall
  47. >She understands you, she doesn’t mind that you sometime repeat yourself
  48. >Of that your ideas maybe a little crazy or off the wall
  49. >She doesn’t judge you like the rest do
  50. >Maybe that because, she isn’t normal herself
  51. >Ok sure, she’s a pony
  52. >She has wings and can fly through the air
  53. >But that is almost normal now a days anyways
  54. >It goes deeper than that
  55. >This little grey pony with the golden hair and eyes
  56. >The one with a mark on her flank that looks like bubbles
  57. >She has a lisp herself and she doesn’t always talk clearly
  58. >Her eyes are different too
  59. >They don’t seem to star at the same spot
  60. >One looking at you, the other staring into the distance
  61. >But you don’t see those things
  62. >You just see the mare that came into your life
  63. >And saved you from yourself
  64. >Because you know
  65. >She only has eyes for you
  66. >Sometimes
  67. >You just don’t know what went…
  68. >Right.