- Chapter 14
- >"Well aren't you the pot calling the kettle black?"
- >You bolt upright.
- >Something brushes against your arm.
- >You look and see a gray hoof.
- >"Good morning Anon."
- >Octavia is staring at you intensely.
- >A small half moon smile rests on her face.
- >Pot calling what?
- >You look at her.
- >Memories of last night flood your mind.
- >Shit.
- >You suddenly feel very guilty.
- "V-Via I'm sorry about last night! It was all my fault, I shouldn't have-"
- >You voice trails off as her body morphs.
- >Mutates.
- >The fuck?
- >You stare in horror as the musical pony melts into a familiar looking tan stallion.
- >Mara.
- >With silver hair this time.
- >"Good morning Anny. I see you had fun last night."
- >He points to the bedsheets.
- >They're covered in blood.
- >Oh, fuck...
- >You start panicking.
- >Did you do that to Octavia?
- >Mara chuckles.
- >"It's yours, idiot."
- >What?
- >You look down at yourself.
- >Sure enough, there's a red stain on your shirt.
- >Damn it.
- >You rub your temples furiously.
- "... where's Octavia?"
- >"In Canterlot."
- >Say what?
- >"She left last night while you were taking a shower. Don't you remember?"
- >What?
- >But how?
- >You stare in horror at him.
- >He did not?
- >Was he Octavia this whole time?
- >He smirks.
- >And cackles.
- >And doesn't stop.
- >You kick him.
- "You fucking little prick!"
- >He falls to the floor and continues laughing.
- >"I'm kidding!"
- >What?
- >"That was a joke! You should have seen the look on your face!"
- >His face starts twisting.
- >You see a carbon copy of yours appearing its place.
- >You look scared, disgusted, and surprised all in one.
- >His face shifts back to normal.
- >What is he-?
- >Joking?
- >He was messing with you.
- "Where is Via?"
- >"Oh, Via? Is that your new pet name for her?"
- "Answer me!"
- >"Octavia left a few hours ago. Luna escorted her back to Canterlot."
- >You open your mouth, but no words come to fruition.
- >Your confused to say the least.
- >Why did Octavia leave?
- "... what time is it?"
- >"Four in the afternoon. I think. Might be five, actually."
- >He disappears into the bathroom and comes back with your pendant.
- >"Ah nope... it's 4:30."
- >He places the pendant on a table.
- >Four thirty?
- >Shit...
- >You've been out for at least 16 hours.
- "Why'd Octavia leave? What happened?"
- >Mara looks at you.
- >"I dunno. Something about blacking out last night, and not knowing why she woke up in bed next to a human."
- >What is he talking about?
- >Did he do something?
- >Mara sighs.
- >"Anny, you're not going to like what I'm about to tell you."
- "Tell me anyway. And stop calling me that."
- >"Well... don't be angry with me. But Octavia had me absorb some of her memories."
- >You blink.
- >What?
- >"She asked for it. Said that this was a mistake. Apparently she didn't want you to feel guilty for last night. You were crying last night, you know?"
- >You're speechless.
- >She willingly asked to have her memory wiped?
- >"I have a feeling she was feeling a bit of regret too, so that might have been a part of it. After all, she's a successful musical genius... if word got out that she was getting frisky with a human, well, who knows?"
- >You lay back on the bed.
- >Why? Why would she-?
- >"Anny, don't beat yourself up about it."
- >He leans on the bedside.
- >"If you want, I can take your memories away too. That way you don't feel all broken up inside."
- >You blink.
- >No.
- >Absolutely not.
- >"Are you sure?"
- >He's reading your mind again.
- >You shake your head.
- >So, everything you told her, everything she said...
- >Those feelings you shared.
- >It's meaningless now.
- >You stare off into space.
- >You feel empty inside.
- >"Anny?"
- "Stop calling me that."
- >This is all his fault.
- >He egged you on this entire time.
- >And you knew he was up to something.
- >He wanted this.
- >He manipulated you.
- >And Octavia.
- >And then got to "feed".
- >"I'm not that evil."
- "You violated every inch of my body. Twice. You are definitely that evil."
- >Octavia doesn't even remember you now.
- "I did what you asked."
- >"Hmm?"
- "I asked her to sleep in my bed. So stop reading my mind."
- >If you were going to suffer, you at least wanted to get something out of it.
- >You're supposed to be in control, not him.
- >"You called it off before inviting her. No deal."
- >You close your eyes.
- >Mara, you're such an asshole.
- >"Love you too."
- >You carefully pick yourself up and head to the bathroom.
- "Clean up the mess."
- >"What? No, I'm not touching th-"
- "Do it. Now."
- >You slam the door on him and proceed to take a shower to clean yourself up.
- >You need some time alone.
- >You wash yourself quickly.
- >The steam clears your head a bit.
- >You step back into your room and see Mara busy at work, stripping the bed from it's sheets and scrubbing away at blood.
- "Why aren't you using magic?"
- >"... oh yeah. Good idea."
- >He tosses the brush away.
- >His horn start's glowing.
- >A pool of blood starts leaking upwards from the bed.
- >He collects it in a jar.
- >That's.... gross.
- >Shit, you forgot you haven't done any laundry.
- >"There's a dress in the closet."
- >What?
- >"You'll have to make do without your undies."
- >You blink.
- >Wait, can't he just do your laundry with his mag-
- >As if to answer, a blinding flash sparks from his horn.
- >What the?
- >You look back at him.
- >HIs hair is brown again.
- >"Damn it..."
- >What just happened?
- >Mara sighs.
- >"Bed's clean."
- >You know what? You don't want to know.
- >You slip into the dress.
- "I'm going out. You stay here."
- >"Where you going?"
- >You don't know.
- >You say the first thing that comes to mind.
- "Job hunting."
- >You walk away.
- >Job hunting?
- >That's the last thing you wanted to do.
- >Being caught in all of this chaos is taking it's toll on you.
- >You walk through the streets of Ponyville, going to wherever your feet take you.
- >Right now, they're taking you down a hill.
- >You know you promised Celestia that you'd pay her back for your home, but all of this is too much.
- >Jobs can wait.
- >The only thing you need right now is for Mara to be out of your life so you can start living a normal one again.
- >"Hey, watch out."
- >You don't even remember the last time you had a good night's rest.
- >An image of Octavia pops into your head.
- >Oh god.
- >That fucking bastard Mara.
- >He really screwed you big time.
- >You're starting to regret sparing him from banishment
- >"I said watch out!"
- >Huh?
- >You trip over a log and eat dirt.
- >What the?
- >Why the fuck is there a log in the street?
- >Wind whips your hair.
- >You see cart after cart roll past you.
- >They crash at the base of the hill.
- >Shit.
- >"What the buck kid!"
- >The p0ny grabs you by your dress and drags you close.
- >"Are you out of your damn mind?"
- >You don't recognize him.
- >He doesn't seem to be a local.
- >He violently stomps a hoof on the ground and screams.
- >He shoves you away.
- >You wince as you fall to the ground..
- >"Anon?"
- >Twilight walks up to you.
- >She looks concerned.
- >"What seems to be the matter here?"
- >"This girl, she just sent my carts to their doom. It's going to take me weeks to repair the damage. And I'm going to miss my shipment to Manehattan!"
- >He turns to you.
- >"Do you have any idea what happens when I miss a shipment? It comes out of my pocket. I've got over 30,000 bits worth of merchandise here!"
- >Fuck.
- "I'm... sorry."
- >"Sorry? Sorry?! Oh, well as long as you're sorry, it's all fine and bucking dandy!"
- >You're fighting back tears.
- >"Sorry ain't gonna cut it! Just how exactly do you plan to pay for this?"
- >Twilight steps in between you two.
- >"I'll pay for it."
- >"Listen lady, I don't know who you think you are but there's no way you can weasel your little friend out of this. So just step out of my way and let me-whoa!"
- >Twilight uses her magic and holds him upside down by his hooves.
- >"I'm Twilight Sparkle. Princess Celestia's personal student."
- >She pulls out something from her bag.
- >It's a gold medallion.
- >The sun and moon are plastered on the heads and tails.
- >"Go to Canterlot and request to see the Princess with this. She will compensate you for all your troubles."
- >She drops him, and flicks the medallion at his chest.
- >"Come on Anon."
- >She pulls you away and leads you to the library.
- >She drags you in and closes the door.
- >You fall to your knees.
- "Twilight..."
- >She looks at you.
- "I'll... I'll pay you back. All..."
- >Your voice trails off.
- >Thirty thousand bits.
- "... who am I kidding, I'll never be able to pay you back."
- >Twilight sighs.
- >"Anon, I don't expect you to pay me anything. You were in trouble."
- >You fall silent.
- >"You know I'll always help my friends?"
- >She gives you a smile.
- >You feel dead inside.
- >You owe her more than you could ever possibly give her.
- "I'll... let me work as your assistant."
- >"Anon, I don't-"
- >"I'll do anything Spike and Owlowiscious can't, please, just let me-"
- >She covers your mouth.
- >"Forget about the money Anon."
- >How can she just forgive a debt like that so easily?
- >Your breaths become shallow.
- >She pulls you into a hug.
- >You hug her tightly.
- >"It's okay..."
- >You stay in her arms.
- >What kind of friend were you, forcing her to pay off something that was completely your fault.
- >You remember Twilight telling you a story about a deep dark pit in the underworld where only the most evil creatures live.
- >You felt like you should be there right now.
- "Do you think Cerberus would be hungry for a hopeless human?".
- >"You're not hopeless."
- >She rubs your back reassuringly.
- "... sure feel like it."
- >She pulls away from you.
- >"Stop thinking like that. You're not hopeless."
- "But I am.... nothing ever goes right. Everywhere I go, disaster is bound to follow."
- >She rests her head against yours.
- >"Then it's my job to watch out for you."
- >You sigh.
- >You've been doing that a lot lately.
- >"Anon... is something bothering you?"
- >Huh?
- >"Ever since we found you in the forest, you've been... off. Is something that matter?"
- >Mara.
- "... I'm fine Twi."
- >"You can tell me. I just want to help."
- "..."
- >Just say it.
- >Mara's causing you more harm than good.
- >Say it.
- "It's m-..."
- >Just say his name.
- "My mind."
- >"Huh?"
- "I just have a lot on my mind."
- >"Did Mara do something?"
- >Yes.
- "No."
- >"I can talk with Celestia... we won't blame you if you want him gone."
- >Gone.
- >You wish he was gone.
- >Just like Octavia's memory.
- >Twilight stares at you.
- >You feel overwhelmed with guilt.
- >"Anon? Anon!"
- >You're hyperventilating.
- >"Calm down... just breathe."
- "La-last night. Octavia s-slept over..."
- >Twilight pats your head.
- "I... to h-her."
- >"... it's okay. It's not your fault. No one is judging you."
- >You break down in her arms.
- >She holds you tight
- >You can't speak.
- >You can't do anything.
- >You just feel overcome with anger, remorse, and fuck knows what else.
- >You let out a good cry.
- >Because you think you deserve it, after all this shit.
- >Your sobbing eventually quiets.
- >You're just too exhausted to move.
- >Twilight's almost in tears herself.
- >But she's holding you.
- >Comforting you.
- >She's always been there for you.
- >You lay in her arms and fall asleep.