I Am So Sorry

I am only typing this because I need to explain just what's going on.  I'm not asking for anyone's forgiveness, but just their understanding.  If you aren't interested in the 'Why' but more of what's going to happen IC, please skip the following monologue.

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Last night, I kinda passed out, as in blinked and woke up 7 hours later.  Lel.  Well, I left my tablet on, with Esper and everything on it... and my roommate snooped around.  He asked me about it this morning, and for the first time I honestly revealed my true power level to him, telling him everything.  He told me two things: One being that he was secretly into Pone and thought Four Cannon seemed awesome... and the other being I should be honest with my IRL GF [2 weeks].  I was hesitant for what are hopefully obvious reasons, hoping I could somehow keep IRL and Online separate... But figured I should tell her.  And that's what I did when we had lunch.  From the look on her face I thought she was going to break up with me, but she didn't.  She explained to me that to her, my RP relationship couldn't really coincide with our IRL one, especially if we were serious.  I really like her... Love her, even... I did what I hope anyone else here would have, in that I chose IRL over Pone RP.  The amount of guilt and disgust I feel right now for what I am doing to her, Hearth and the rest of ya'll truly cannot be described adequately.  But I know this is the right decision.  As of right now, I cannot in good conscience maintain An IC relationship with Hearth... But here's the predicament.  IC, nothing would ever lead me to actually do that... Nothing, of course... Besides...

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Bob's Death.  As much as it pains me to say it, this is legitimately the only possible thing I could do IC to keep my word IRL... The IC ramifications of Bob's death, however, are absolutely terrible to many people here, Hearth especially.  I'm going to take a break from Four Cannon, long enough so that all this boils over.  I ask from the bottom of my heart for you guys to understand, and in time hopefully not hate me OOC.  If I can/When I reroll, I plan on coming back to Four Cannon to have fun... And no relationships whatsoever.  You guys have helped this be one of my funnest summers, and once again I can't apologize enough, though I know I am doing the right thing.  I have two humble requests, but if you elect to ignore them I have no objections.

1.)  Give Hearth the option to retcon her pregnancy in some form or another

2.)  Give Lucy full reigns on how my character should die

So long, and thanks for all the fish 4cannon. Hopefully see you all soon.  I'll be sure to lurk the threads from time to time.

-Andrew