
EiS: Chapter 25
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"She's gone..."
Elsa stayed in her bedroom curled up in the fetal position. Her
"My sister is gone..", she hated this, even if it was just a trip, it was a six month trip, it would feel like an eternity to her.
As Elsa wept her tears on a soft pillow, she heard a knock on the door. "Honey, are you okay?" Her father was inches away from the door, yet could tell that something was bothering Elsa.
"I-I'm fine, I just need to rest, I'm very tired", Elsa didn't want to speak with anyone, she just wanted to be left alone in her own sorrow. At the back of her mind, she wanted to escape her prison, yet not the one of her bedroom but the one in her mind, this was crippling her deeply. As a grown woman, she rarely left the house without having some form of high anxiety, from sweating and shaking, she couldn't function in society in this condition.
If only she had a back bone to run out those doors, drive to the airport and fly where her sister was going then she wouldn't be a burden anymore. Yet she was afraid, she was still afraid.
"I hate myself", Elsa said in a whisper as she began to feel frustrated.
"Alright dear, your mother is making supper soon, yet I'll tell her to save your plate for later, sleep well.." Her father said as he left the room way.
Elsa remained quiet as she started to wept more in silence.
Who was she kidding, this was her deathbed, she wouldn't be a normal person for society, she was extremely anti-social and had no friends. If something were to happen with her parents then she would have to be independent on her own. While she had her sister that she deeply loved, she couldn't be a bigger burden by ruining her own life from her presence.
"Dying would just be better, I should just.."
"NO", Elsa began to regret those painful thoughts, she hated even thinking that. Suicide? What was wrong with her? Ending her life would not only make her parents suffer but Anna too.
No, she had to live to see this through, she had to live for Anna, yet while she would be away, it would be hell for her...