LemonLime

[20:43] <GoldenTouch> do you believe that shadow would threaten me like that?

[20:44] <Arrant> Honestly yes

[20:44] <GoldenTouch> I really wish I had my log...

[20:44] <Arrant> I'm talking to him on steam right now

[20:45]  * GoldenTouch wants to know how thats going

[20:48] <Arrant> Scruffy The Janitor: Been waiting to see if the votes in my favor

Charon: About 4C?

Scruffy The Janitor: Yeah

Charon: well...

Scruffy The Janitor: Oh this sounds like its gonna be heartbreaking

Charon: You pretty much screwed the pooch on the whole "second chance" thing.

Charon: Theres no polite way to put it

Charon: Sorry

Scruffy The Janitor: The thing with Boris?

Scruffy The Janitor: Sighs

Scruffy The Janitor: Figures

Charon: People are pretty pissed off. Theres probably more, but I might be missing it

Scruffy The Janitor: It was fucking Retconned and I didn't know he was in a fucking relationship Scruffy The Janitor: I felt fucking awful about that

Charon: Hm... According to Gold, you tried to talk him into a threesome with his waifu. But, since he refused, you didn't like that.

Scruffy The Janitor: I was never serious about that part

Charon: I'm just goin' off what I heard, here. But, the way I see things, you might be better off not going to Four Cannon. Its just to much stress and hurt for you.

Scruffy The Janitor: I need this Charon, its one of my only fucking rays of sunshine in my shitty life. For fucks sake if I don't get a job I'm gonna be out on the street

Charon: Then focus on getting a job. Why allow people to abuse you like that? It's not worth is Eclipsis. Somethings are more important than others.

Scruffy The Janitor: I am

Scruffy The Janitor: And its been hell on me, why do you think I want this so bad? It gives me something to look forward to

Charon: Let me be very clear: There is NOTHING there for you. There is no other way to put it. You need to turn your attention elsewhere, because if you keep on trying to get back on 4C, its just gonna hurt you.

Scruffy The Janitor: Well what else am I gonna do?

Charon: Have you tried to find a hobby? Or maybe join a club, IRL? Scruffy The Janitor: Too poor and I just don't. Have the time.

Charon: Go outside some. Talk to people. Get some psychological help. Try to find someone or some way to deal with your lack of self-confidence.

Scruffy The Janitor: Easier said then done and I have been Charon. For two years I've been seeing someone

Charon: Of course its not going to be easy. No one ever said it was easy. But the point is you have to keep trying at it.

Scruffy The Janitor: I know

[20:50] <Arrant> Read on, sorry for the wall of text

[20:50] <GoldenTouch> jesus tapdancing christ

[20:51] <Arrant> I'm holding my forehead.

[20:51]  * GoldenTouch is *golding* his forhead~

[20:51] <Arrant> I'm seriously holding my forehead, and looking down in frustrati- HUE

[20:52] <Arrant> I try to tell him

[20:52] <Arrant> Lord knows I try

[20:53] <Arrant> But, Sweet Black Fucking Sabbath, he just doesn't listen.

[20:54] <GoldenTouch> link

[20:55] <Arrant> ?

[20:55] <Arrant> Link to what?

[20:56] <GoldenTouch> >how he's not listning

[20:56] <GoldenTouch> or post it

[20:56] <Arrant> We're talking in steam chat, and I never logged anything.

[20:57] <GoldenTouch> I wanna read this convo

[20:57] <Arrant> The one i'm having right now?

[20:57] <GoldenTouch> eeyup

[20:58] <Arrant> Pretty much everything up there is the highlight of it

[20:58] <Arrant> Should I post it, not as a wall of text?

[20:59] <GoldenTouch> do whatever

[20:59] <GoldenTouch> I just wanna see the phenomininon known as shadow spark

[21:00] <Arrant> Scruffy The Janitor: Been waiting to see if the votes in my favor

[21:00] <Arrant> Charon: About 4C?

[21:00] <Arrant> Scruffy The Janitor: Yeah

[21:00] <Arrant> Charon: well...

[21:00] <Arrant> Lemme just stop right here to explain a few things.

[21:01] <GoldenTouch> ?

[21:01] <Arrant> Firstly, and obviously, I'm Charon and he's Scruffy. Secondly, it's my fault he returned in the first place. So, if you want anyone to blame, there you go.

[21:01] <GoldenTouch> why did he return?

[21:01] <Arrant> It's a long story. A really long story.

[21:01] <Arrant> You'll need to hear the whole story.

[21:02]  * GoldenTouch has time

[21:02] <Arrant> A while back, some time after Unify's ShadowQuest - I'm certain you heard about what happened about that, yes?

[21:03] <GoldenTouch> ?

[21:03] <Arrant> Well, Shadow and Wisp got reconned. Well, at least, the ending did. And Unify didn't like that. He was ranting and raving all over the place, but I managed to talk with him, and calm him down.

[21:03] <GoldenTouch> hmmhm

[21:04] <Arrant> Eventually, we came up with this plan: We were gonna practice our skills in GMing and come up with some ideas for 4C. But we needed a place for it.

[21:04] <Arrant> Trust me this is all relevant.

[21:04] <Arrant> So, we became friends.

[21:05] <GoldenTouch> yeah

[21:05] <GoldenTouch> ure both 15 right?

[21:05] <Arrant> Me and Unify? No. We're both 16. But thats beside the point

[21:05] <Arrant> Anyways

[21:06] <GoldenTouch> Wait

[21:06] <GoldenTouch> your 16 now?

[21:06] <Arrant> Turned in August

[21:06] <Arrant> Fast forward sometime, and Swift and Blue Blur are RPing in the main chan. So, we hopped in, and joined in the fun

[21:06] <GoldenTouch> yeah?

[21:06] <Arrant> A few people, however, didn't like that - Namely Green Light. So, we hopped over to Four Noncannon.

[21:07] <GoldenTouch> whaddya mean?

[21:07] <Arrant> They just didn't like what we were Rping I guess.

[21:07] <GoldenTouch> >Greenlight having a problem with shitposting the main

[21:07] <GoldenTouch> Kk so move on

[21:08] <Arrant> So, we went to Four Noncannon and RP'd there for a bit, when Blue went AFK. Then Green Light and Hearth hopped in Four Noncannon, and basically kicked us out. Not literally, mind you, they just sort of took over.

[21:08] <Arrant> Realizing we had no were else to go, we decided to make our own room.

[21:09] <GoldenTouch> how did they kick you out?

[21:09] <Arrant> Their RP just overpowered ours.

[21:09] <Arrant> We couldn't do anything in there

[21:09] <GoldenTouch> >what did they RP?

[21:11] <Arrant> I don't remember, something about Bob and Green Light and Hearth. Hearth tried to seduce GL, convienced he was Bob's reincarnations, but then Bob came down from the Heavens, or some shit, then some OOC chatter, then we left.

[21:11] <GoldenTouch> Lol k

[21:11] <GoldenTouch> so next

[21:11] <Arrant> Realizing we had no where else to go, we made our our room.

[21:11] <GoldenTouch> and?

[21:11] <Arrant> RoughDraftedLemon, or "the Lemon" we called it.

[21:12] <GoldenTouch> kk

[21:12] <Arrant> We basically used it for bullshit RP.

[21:12] <GoldenTouch> I know

[21:12] <Arrant> But, when it was made, Silver contacted me.

[21:12] <GoldenTouch> yeah?

[21:12] <Arrant> We talked for a bit, and I honestly felt sorry for the guy. He actually depended on the RP.

[21:13] <Arrant> So I asked the guys, "Hey, why don't we invite Silver?"

[21:13] <GoldenTouch> they didn't care?

[21:13] <Arrant> They didn't. So we let him in on our "fun"

[21:13] <GoldenTouch> how did that go

[21:14] <Arrant> He IMMEDIATELY went in search of colorful horse plot to tap

[21:14] <GoldenTouch> .....

[21:14] <Arrant> Admittedly, there were some blank bits, but nothing noteworthy happened. Thats why they're called "Blank"

[21:15] <Arrant> However, me and Swift, were RPing as delightful mischief makers, and gave his horse a hard time.

[21:16] <Arrant> He didn't through a fit, but dammit, he was pissed.

[21:16] <Arrant> He did all in his power to stop me and Swift, but we persisted in our mischief. In the end, though, he got what he wanted.

[21:17] <Arrant> Scruffy The Janitor: Oh this sounds like its gonna be heartbreaking

[21:17] <Arrant> Charon: You pretty much screwed the pooch on the whole "second chance" thing.

[21:17] <Arrant> Charon: Theres no polite way to put it

[21:17] <Arrant> Charon: Sorry

[21:17] <Arrant> Scruffy The Janitor: The thing with Boris?

[21:17] <Arrant> Scruffy The Janitor: Sighs

[21:18] <Arrant> Scruffy The Janitor: Figures

[21:18] <Arrant> Charon: People are pretty pissed off. Theres probably more, but I might be missing it

[21:18] <Arrant> Scruffy The Janitor: It was fucking Retconned and I didn't know he was in a fucking relationship

[21:18] <Arrant> Scruffy The Janitor: I felt fucking awful about that

[21:18] <Arrant> Charon: Hm... According to Gold, you tried to talk him into a threesome with his waifu. But, since he refused, you didn't like that.

[21:18] <Arrant> Scruffy The Janitor: I was never serious about that part

[21:18] <Arrant> Gonna stop here again.

[21:19] <GoldenTouch> >i was never serious about "THAT PART"

[21:19] <GoldenTouch> He threatened me...

[21:19] <Arrant> I know.

[21:19] <GoldenTouch> about how he was gonna get me hated by fourcannon

[21:19] <GoldenTouch> you know what I did?

[21:19] <GoldenTouch> I told him to fucking try, no one would believe his liar ass over me

[21:19] <Arrant> I would've laughed, or felt sorry for the guy.

[21:19] <GoldenTouch> >he went on about how power worked

[21:20] <GoldenTouch> and how my "power" would fail

[21:20] <Arrant> That sounds like him alright...

[21:20] <Arrant> There's more to my story...

[21:21] <GoldenTouch> pls tell me

[21:21] <Arrant> The next day, me and Unify decided we should lay some rules for the Lemon

[21:21] <Arrant> 1] Do not talk about the Lemon

[21:21] <GoldenTouch> hue

[21:21] <Arrant> 2] Do NOT talk about the Lemon

[21:21] <GoldenTouch> you just broke rule #1 and 2 to me

[21:21] <Arrant> the other rules were pretty basic.

[21:23] <Arrant> No saying you did things and have them JUST happen. [Like saying you grenade proofed a door, in the span of 10 minutes, or entered cheat codes from GTA in order to get some weapons] Nothing complete and utter bullshit. Etc. Etc.

[21:23] <Arrant> We all agreed, including Silver.

[21:24] <GoldenTouch> and I'm guessing he broke the rules?

[21:24] <Arrant> Not at all really.

[21:24] <Arrant> Although, he did still try to oppose me, because he felt that I was interfering on his >fun

[21:25] <Arrant> I countered all his IC arguments, with some of my own

[21:25] <Arrant> Eventually, I won that battle, and we came to an understanding

[21:26] <Arrant> So, Unify did his little Story Arc, and we went along with it. It was fun, really. And Silver liked it. But, for godsakes, he acted like just a horrible person, IC. But he followed the rules, and I couldn't complain.

[21:26] <GoldenTouch> yeah

[21:26] <Arrant> Every day, he looked forward to RPing with us in the Lemon.

[21:26] <GoldenTouch> may I post something?

[21:26] <Arrant> Here?

[21:27] <Arrant> And about what?

[21:27] <GoldenTouch> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cq8_tDJpePk

[21:27] <Arrant> ?

[21:27] <GoldenTouch> >can you not watch it?

[21:27] <Arrant> I did.

[21:27] <GoldenTouch> hue

[21:27] <Arrant> I just don't understand...

[21:27] <GoldenTouch> nothing...

[21:27] <GoldenTouch> continue

[21:28] <GoldenTouch> so how did he eventully get in

[21:28] <Arrant> I'm getting to it...

[21:28] <Arrant> Charon: I'm just goin' off what I heard, here. But, the way I see things, you might be better off not going to Four Cannon. Its just to much stress and hurt for you.

[21:28] <Arrant> Scruffy The Janitor: I need this Charon, its one of my only fucking rays of sunshine in my shitty life. For fucks sake if I don't get a job I'm gonna be out on the street

[21:28] <Arrant> Charon: Then focus on getting a job. Why allow people to abuse you like that? It's not worth is Eclipsis. Somethings are more important than others.

[21:29] <Arrant> Scruffy The Janitor: I am

[21:29] <Arrant> Scruffy The Janitor: And its been hell on me, why do you think I want this so bad? It gives me something to look forward to

[21:29] <Arrant> Charon: Let me be very clear: There is NOTHING there for you. There is no other way to put it. You need to turn your attention elsewhere, because if you keep on trying to get back on 4C, its just gonna hurt you.

[21:29] <Arrant> Scruffy The Janitor: Well what else am I gonna do?

[21:30] <Arrant> While the Lemon was going on, We - Me and Unify - neglected to do what we were planning.

[21:30] <Arrant> We needed to keep trying to work at GMing. We needed help, and we needed to talk with people!

[21:31] <GoldenTouch> but you spent all your time in the lemon.

[21:31] <Arrant> We invited Lucy and Able to the Lemon, and decided to put Unify's Arc on hold for a while.

[21:31] <GoldenTouch> and what happened?

[21:32] <Arrant> We talked about 4C - about its state of affairs, about the problems it was going through, and how to fix them.

[21:32] <Arrant> Hell, Lucy even gave us a sneak peak of this happening thats going on right now

[21:32]  * GoldenTouch too

[21:32] <Arrant> To give us hope, and possibly inspire us, I assume.

[21:32] <GoldenTouch> So your part of the darkercircle?

[21:32] <Arrant> darkercircle?

[21:33] <Arrant> I wasnt aware there was one.

[21:33] <Arrant> ...

[21:34] <Arrant> O-k... then...

[21:34] <GoldenTouch> ...

[21:34] <Arrant> Continue?

[21:34] <GoldenTouch> the GM's of lucy's weekend

[21:34] <Arrant> Oh.

[21:34] <Arrant> Nah.

[21:34] <Arrant> Nothing like that.

[21:34]  * GoldenTouch led the helldog revolution in the woods

[21:34] <GoldenTouch> :3 they were so cute

[21:34] <Arrant> Ah.

[21:34] <Arrant> Anyways...

[21:35] <Arrant> Returning to the topic...

[21:35] <GoldenTouch> continue

[21:35] <Arrant> Well...

[21:35] <Arrant> We had to kick Silver, really. Only temporarily, though. Just until we came up with some GM stuff.

[21:36] <Arrant> Reason why...

[21:36] <Arrant> Simply, because he spoke.

[21:37] <Arrant> And, Jesus Christ, when he spoke, the bullshit just flowed from his mouth. He just kept on Doomsaying and being Doom Paul and all that...

[21:37] <Arrant> We really wouldn't have minded it if he actually tried to HELP.

[21:37] <Arrant> But nope. He just kept on talking and talking. Never actually doing anything

[21:38] <Arrant> Point is, he was being more intrusive to our "cause".

[21:38] <Arrant> But, I still felt sorry for the guy...

[21:38] <GoldenTouch> so

[21:38] <Arrant> Charon: Go outside some. Talk to people. Get some psychological help. Try to find someone or some way to deal with your lack of self-confidence.

[21:39] <Arrant> Scruffy The Janitor: Easier said then done and I have been Charon. For two years I've been seeing someone

[21:39] <Arrant> Charon: Of course its not going to be easy. No one ever said it was easy. But the point is you have to keep trying at it.

[21:39] <Arrant> Scruffy The Janitor: I know

[21:39] <Arrant> I still felt sorry for him... I didn't want to rob him of the RP that he said was "helping" him

[21:40] <Arrant> That was giving him something to wake up to.

[21:40] <Arrant> So, I made another room, so that Unify could continue his arc, and we could have our GMing talks.

[21:40] <Arrant> And Silver got his RP.

[21:40] <GoldenTouch> mhmm

[21:40] <Arrant> #dueprocesslime

[21:40] <Arrant> or just "The Lime"

[21:40] <Arrant> a counter-part to the Lemon...

[21:41] <Arrant> Unify continued his arc there, and Silver RPd there, with them.

[21:41] <GoldenTouch> I should not have just joined the line...

[21:41] <GoldenTouch> he's in there...

[21:41] <GoldenTouch> and im guessing pissed

[21:41] <Arrant> Eh, its fine.

[21:41] <Arrant> Anyways...

[21:42] <Arrant> I never actually went to the Lime, I just stayed inside the Lemon until something came up.

[21:42] <Arrant> And me and Unify continued our GMing talks.

[21:42] <Arrant> Then, the Lime started slowing down.

[21:43] <Arrant> From what I can tell, Silver behaved no differently from what I saw in the Lemon. Always trying to get laid, and nothing else...

[21:43] <Arrant> Then... he went to the Lemon one day...

[21:44] <Arrant> No.

[21:44] <Arrant> No wait...

[21:44] <Arrant> I went to the Lime

[21:44] <Arrant> And then, we were discussing the possibility of a Minecraft Server.

[21:45] <Arrant> The RP just slowed down to a screeching halt in the Lime

[21:45] <Arrant> And I remember Silver being clearly vocal about it

[21:45] <Arrant> But his words were drowned in all our hype.

[21:46] <GoldenTouch> hue

[21:46] <Arrant> So, I decided to set up the server. But I ran across some problems

[21:46] <Arrant> Like, no one could connect to the server, so we tried to find a solution.

[21:47] <Arrant> And I remember, as clear as the fucking day, he said "I wonder if I should hop on the main"

[21:47] <Arrant> "Would that be a bad idea?"

[21:47] <Arrant> All I said was

[21:47] <Arrant> "I think that'd be a bad idea"

[21:47] <GoldenTouch> ...

[21:47] <Arrant> He asked "Why?"

[21:47] <Arrant> I just said "It just does."

[21:48] <Arrant> Scruffy The Janitor: Jesus I hopped into a room to talk to Boris and they all flew into scream at me

[21:48] <Arrant> Charon: Exactly why you should leave. If you keep at this, they're just gonna keep doing it, and you're only gonna get hurt.

[21:48] <Arrant> I knew EXACTLY why!

[21:48] <Arrant> I knew WHY he shouldn't have came back. But did I bother to offer an explanation? Hell no!

[21:49] <Arrant> I was to god damned focus on other things!

[21:49] <Arrant> I could've said that! I could've said because "You'd fucking screw up again, you dipshit!" But I didn't! So he went on the main!

[21:50] <Arrant> And then...

[21:50] <Arrant> Nothing.

[21:50] <Arrant> No one noticed him

[21:50] <Arrant> He just sat there...

[21:50] <Arrant> Watching.

[21:50] <Arrant> Until, of course

[21:50] <Arrant> He spoke

[21:50] <Arrant> Then everyone noticed.

[21:50] <Arrant> At first, everyone greeted him, as if an old friend.

[21:51] <Arrant> They welcomed him back, with open arms.

[21:51] <GoldenTouch> hue

[21:51] <GoldenTouch> Yep

[21:51] <Arrant> And, at that time, there didn't seem like a time where I could turn on the main, and he wasn't completely forcing ERP on everyone with that stupid possession shit.

[21:52] <Arrant> Scruffy The Janitor: I know man I know

[21:52] <Arrant> Scruffy The Janitor: It just gave me something that was an escape

[21:52] <Arrant> The rest...

[21:52] <GoldenTouch> i know

[21:52]  * Arrant nods

[21:52] <GoldenTouch> well I'm glad I know

[21:53] <Arrant> So, using what you know...

[21:53] <Arrant> what do you think?

[21:53] <GoldenTouch> I don't know...

[21:53] <GoldenTouch> ...

[21:53] <GoldenTouch> All i know is

[21:53] <GoldenTouch> he could have possibly saved it

[21:53] <GoldenTouch> but

[21:54] <GoldenTouch> Everything went downhill when he fucked with me..

[21:54] <Arrant> saved what?

[21:54] <GoldenTouch> like made people like him

[21:54] <Arrant> He had his chance.

[21:54] <GoldenTouch> People tried defending me when I talked to my friends in skype chat as threating was happenign

[21:54] <GoldenTouch> I said n

[21:54] <GoldenTouch> no

[21:54] <GoldenTouch> leave him b

[21:54] <GoldenTouch> but...

[21:55] <Arrant> He blew everything

[21:55] <GoldenTouch> when He kicked me for no reason, and people were actully watching it witnessing it

[21:55] <GoldenTouch> thats when he blew it

[21:55] <Arrant> Some people never learn

[21:55] <GoldenTouch> >PM's telling me they were going to talk to bacon

[21:55] <GoldenTouch> noap

[21:56] <Arrant> Well... Thats the story. Of the Lemon. Of the Lime. Of the Arcs. Of Shadow Spark.

[21:56] <GoldenTouch> k

[21:56] <Arrant> I need a nap.

[21:56] <GoldenTouch> well i'm gunna go lay down

[21:57] <GoldenTouch> talk to you later BB

[21:57] <Arrant> Yeah...

[21:57] <Arrant> Take care

[21:57] <Arrant> Later