Title:           Aoyin's Journal, Day 4
Author:          Aoyin_Nightstreak
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First Edit:      Monday 8th of July 2013 03:16:44 AM CDT
Last Edit:       Monday 8th of July 2013 03:16:44 AM CDT

Day 4
Weird... I don't remember writing that last bit last night. That certainly didn't happen, as far as I remember. Or... No, I think it may have been a dream. I know I went for a drink and all, but I forgot to update my journal last night when I got back to Recon's. I wonder if I did that in my sleep. I don't FEEL that upset over all of this, but perhaps it's bothering me without me realizing. Perfectly possible, I've heard of it more than once. Well, I'll ruminate on this while I go bathe again, then it's off for more exploring and wing training. Speaking of wings, I've seen a few wingboners, but don't understand how they work. I've got control of my wings, unlike my penis, so I don't see how that correlates. Well, maybe one day it will happen to me, and I can write it down for my consciousness to receive when I wake back up.
 
Oww. That simple expletive sums up how I feel. I pushed myself harder today. I want to fly. It's like an itch that won't go away. Gah. I could fight it... But why? It doesn't seem to be physically hurting me beyond a few bumps and sore muscles. And really, how useful would flying be? I have no use for it as it stands right now, but only good could come from learning to use these wings of mine. Anyway, I'm going to go grab a drink, then head to Recon's.
 
Recon fell down the stairs. I lol'd. The day was amusing. Had to take him to the clinic though, and it turns out he lost a lot of blood. And a hell of a trooper he is, he was up within a few minutes of regaining consciousness.
I also was allowed by Liven to take some of the poppies that they grow at the clinic, and made a strange discovery: There's marijuana in Equestria. I would never have expected that revelation. I've never had an interest in it of course, but it's still here. I wonder if any kind of opioids here. It would be interesting if we began producing morphine. Of course that's pretty far off considering the fact that we don't even have many weapons (that I'm aware of).
I've considered experimenting with different herbs that can be found around here. We have California poppies, but I'd like something with a little more kick to it. I've seen a few breakdowns already, and as I've been told most of the town isn't particularly stable. Not surprising, since we're all, you know, rainbow ponies. Some of them even got genderswapped. How interesting an experience THAT would have been! Sort of regret that I hadn't been one of them, to get a first-hand(hoof?) experience on how the hormones conflicting with the brain would have worked.