Title:           Teaser for my fucking log of Kat-a-lion-watermelon-the-sixth
Author:          Anonymous
Pastebin link:   http://pastebin.com/ZfpdUHWr
First Edit:      Thursday 31st of January 2013 02:35:14 PM CDT
Last Edit:       Thursday 31st of January 2013 02:35:14 PM CDT

I'm Cez, I'm in college and I maed a tulpa.
Maybe some faggots will be interested in reading this, but I made it for my own records.
I'm starting this on January 31st [Day 10], but I had some logs for the first 5 days. Days 5-10 will be hazy, due to bad memory.
Let's fucking get on with it.
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{PART ONE, BORING INTRO STUFF}
Cue November '12.
I make a friend at college, whoop-de-doo.
During the christmas holidays, he asks me if I know about tulpas.
>nigga wut?
so he tells me how he has this "thing" that is basically an imaginary friend.
But it is more than that, it has helped him for the last eight and a half years through a chaotic upbinging.
She is the world to him, and she is the most important thing that ever happened to him.
Many feels are felt, and I get jelly of such a perfect releationship.
about two weeks later I look up our good ol' TG.
This thing was bigger than I thought. all these guides and complex shit, so I decided to lurk for a bit, but I didn't really think it was for me.
 
January '13
It's exam time, so far to much revision for practically ANY spare time.
Go to my last exam, 21st of Jan. Its electronics, so fukken piss easy shit.
Done 32 minutes into a 75 minute exam.
Started thinking about stuff. All kinds of stuff.
Came to realise that this college life was all a bit pointless.
All these "friends" I had didn't really want me around. I was the one hanging around them.
No-one really would care if I was there or not.
I knew at the end of summer term, my only proper friend, the one with the tulpa, would be gone.
I knew I needed something to keep it all together.
 
I knew I needed HER.