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all righty so I'll be doing these I
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don't know if I want to come blogs or
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blogs or fricking podcasts but I'll be
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uh I'll be mostly capturing audio but I
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think one time in Japan video will be
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more appropriate but basically I want to
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be a kind of proactive here and kind of
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record this process because it's a
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rather unique aspect of my life that I
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haven't experienced before even though
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I've gone through multiple life paradigm
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shifts this one's a little different and
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I think it's worth the while just kind
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of cataloging it to some extent I don't
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know if I'll keep it straight like am
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now I kind of want to have more fun with
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this but I'm a little tired so the
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showman in me isn't really there so let
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me just go into I've got this kind of
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list prepared here of things I want to
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kind of cover people have been asking
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left and right and I figure this is a
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good way to kind of offer a full list of
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things that are happening with me so
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starting the 18th I will be out of the
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country it'll have no ties to Canada
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I'll have my whole life in a 5x5 storage
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unit and then that's mostly you know
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important tax information and some
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merchandise and a few chairs and very
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little very few things are going to go
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there so there's that I'll be in the
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States for about a week and then on the
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27th
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I'll be leaving for a 15 ararat 15 hour
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flight and landing in Japan right on
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time for Comic at which I will be
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attending so let's get through these
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steps of what's happening and what's
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happened so I've been and and and two
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kind of before I go forward here I've
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been wanting to do this for quite a
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while I was just things have either not
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lined up or it took on projects you know
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things get in the way but this isn't
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kind of us this is it isn't a
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spur-of-the-moment thing this is this
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thing I've been slowly building up over
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for the past few years so first thing
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that was kind of in the way here
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we've got a I've got a few things there
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that I had to do before I leave
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I had a really rough week I really what
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rough month in November October and
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especially to remember I had a comic to
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get out for Island which is being
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published through image and I was 30
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pages full-color and I did get help with
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that with some assistance and stuff but
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even then you know with dialogue and all
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that all the little niggly bits here and
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there it was a lot of work and I had to
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kind of really push past that that was
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the badge of honor that's probably one
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of the most professional I want to say
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use the word professional professional
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time times I was not the most
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professional because it was taxing very
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taxing and hard and it wasn't that I
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didn't enjoy the characters or whatever
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subject matter it was just that there
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are sometimes themes or ideas that you
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want to tell but you aren't the right in
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the groove of it and even though it is
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something you want to do it it's also it
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can be very very tricky and hard to
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grasp onto a specific aspect of
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that'll help you complete the project
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and that was this thing and this thing
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is just a you know how I had I been
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approached to make this comic two years
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three years ago would have been a lot
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easier I probably would have sucked more
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but it would have been a lot easier
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because I was more deeply entrenched in
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that sort of subject matter so I'm glad
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it's done I think it's a good story and
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I hope it does well but but it was it
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was tricky and I had that looming over
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my head while I was prepping to leave
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and they couldn't they couldn't follow
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me
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it couldn't follow me to Japan so that
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had to get done so that got done and
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then due to the full time focus on that
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I had to sort of there's a few things
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first the if I had to kind of put game
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stuff on the side I mean I had a coder
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and I didn't work I had kind of shit
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luck with coders but I think I've got
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some people lined up here that will
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really kind of pan out
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regardless I'm kind of back at the helm
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of that because I really want these
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things to come out and there's a few
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games I should have come out with in a
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small short period of time and they drug
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out and I'm kind of sick of it so my
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focus is going to shift over to games
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that is to say I'm not going to stop
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drawing but I'm not going to take any
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kind of picture active activities
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outside of the one two comics a week
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that is art focused and if I do do art
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it will be more focused towards the game
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aspect so
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that's kind of where I'm moving so
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moving forward
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comics once a week updating my patreon
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transitioning to games that's the next
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year as far as personal art I want to
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really focus on my faces my coloring and
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my hands so there might be a lot of
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studies done within that because that's
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sort of haunted me I don't want to say
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ha to me those things I know I can do
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them but I'm not really great at them
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and it could be and I think it's time to
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just really dedicate a good solid year
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to that so I think that's what I'm gonna
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do and I tried to do it last year but
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there's a bunch of complications that
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came to way including some health stuff
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due to a infected tooth so that's been
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there was a few things that kind of
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happen this year that really I wanna I
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don't want to say set me back but I was
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a little setback in my output was
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significantly drop due to it but I did
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my best considering what I was dealing
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with so let's talk about kind of like
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what's gonna happen here first
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I'll be moving over to Japan and the
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knee-jerk reaction not knee-jerk the I'd
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say the initial attempt would be there
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to be for three months while renewing
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that for another three months and
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there's a few ways to do that you could
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literally just go to the you can go to
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the immigration centers and just simply
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say I'd like to renew my travel visa I
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have some more things I want to see in
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this country I have some things I'm
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looking into you can I extend my travel
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visa you can also leave and come back
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those are that's another option people
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often go to Korea and then come back a
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week later that doesn't always pan
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for some people as I've seen or heard
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people be rejected and then it's a
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fucking problem so that's that's the
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last case scenario for me but ideally
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I'm there for six months legally and
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with a proper visa and like we're not
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nothing's goin nothing's on the
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nothing's being played under the radar
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here because there's nothing worse than
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being barred for life from a place you
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like to spend a lot of time in while I'm
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in Japan there's a few things I want to
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do I want to look up some schools see a
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language schools and ideally I'd like to
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go there and take two years of the
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Japanese language there are different
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options there are different costs there
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are different requirements but all in
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all I'd really like to stick around and
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get get that language under my belt it's
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definitely something I've I've poked at
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it for the last 20 years since I've been
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14 years old the first time I rented a
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Japanese language book from the library
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and I should have known it by now and
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it's one of those things where I'm like
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either fucking stop or do it so that's
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one of the reasons I'm going is I want
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to see if I can follow through with that
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while I'm there I will definitely be
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looking into making connections in the
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sense that I want to there's a few
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industries the game industry the adult
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industry the adult gaming industry and
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the hentai I wrote comics industry and I
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do have a few contacts already before
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going there but I want to have a good
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idea what what it is how it's like over
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there it's worth kind of delving into if
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I want to stay in Japan for a long
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extended period of time past the two
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years for a language school I'm gonna
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have to find either an employer or get a
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business visa business visa
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requirements are pretty high financially
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speaking not impossible but it is
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definitely going at life in hard mode if
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you're going to try to run a business in
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Japan because the a lot of its stacked
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against it but that is still an option
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so that's one of the things while we're
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there sightseeing is one thing making
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contacts you know seeing other people
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who were from outside of the country
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meeting them and seeing how they managed
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to stick around for a while and then if
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the school does go down then I do that
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for two years I then get my n2 which is
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the ability to basically you can you've
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learned enough Japanese that you can
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enter the workforce and then once that's
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the case there's a few options I can
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look into that is definitely the one is
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to just go to animation school for two
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years another two years so I'll be
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beginning I'll be there for almost five
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years if that's the case and once I'm
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done and then I'll have Japanese
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animation thingy-majingy so that's kind
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of a long term concept there's also
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sticking around looking for work I got
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it I got to convince someone to hire me
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for three years so that's a little
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tricky I do not have a university degree
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so that could even trickier we'll see
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what happens on that and I mean a lot
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the final option here is just to come
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back to Canada after an extended visit
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and go yeah I did that and then this
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kind of reeve actor myself into what I'm
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doing what I've been doing so far and
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refocus on it
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without there being the Japanese aspect
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to it and that's uh that's pretty much
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it I mean that's what I'm thinking those
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are my plans so we'll see how it goes I
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I don't know it could pan out it could
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be a devastating one of my fears is
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right now Japan is getting a large
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influx of people just like me and I'm
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afraid by the time I get there they'll
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be tired of it and that a lot of doors
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that we're open will be kept closed due
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to just the volume of white dudes
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showing up and doing their thing and and
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we all know the Japanese culture is
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rather insular and that's definitely
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gonna be the aspect where I'm going to
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be feeling the cold shoulder due to my
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race that's fine I actually welcome
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feeling a little I've never really
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entirely felt this sting I'll brace ISM
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if there if I'm gonna really receiving
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that it's not going to be in my country
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it's gonna be in another country and I
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sort of you know way welcomed the
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experience I'm sure I'll get tired and
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sick of it like looming over me and I
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think the looming over you there your
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whole life thing is probably the long
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lasting part of the races that most
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people don't get to experience who
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aren't in that scenario and that's
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probably the part that's going to teach
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me the most but I welcome that aspect
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and considering I'm a bit of an isolated
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person I don't think I'm going to it's
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not gonna hit me as hard as people some
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people who like to socialize more that
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said I would like to get in a scenario
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where I'm constantly interacting with
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Japanese people so that I can better
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motivate myself to learn the language
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and that's pretty much it that's this is
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it as for format
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I never really decided how I'm gonna do
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this thing here I think I'm gonna be
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doing videos when I pick up some cool
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interesting stuff I'm not quite sure
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what people want to hear about or see
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about while I'm doing this please please
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please tell me what you'd like to see or
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hear and I'll keep that in mind for my
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next updates okay thanks guys but