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 I had my first sexual 
          experience when I was in secondary 4 and I was then 18 yrs old. This 
          happened when my boyfriend, 21, now my DH (dear hubby), had my first 
          sex at his home when parents went on holidays with the rest of his family. 
          When we first did that night and he planned romantic candles light dinner 
          at home which is so romantic that made me melt, we started with light 
          kisses, my heart was pounding as we started deep kisses lead to hugging 
          and before long we were rapidly grabbing the other ones clothes off 
          and he had condoms so there was nothing to worry about. .We were both 
          virgin then and was a little clumsy But some how he did manage to penetrate 
          me without much difficulty, as before that, we used to cuddle and he 
          likes fondle my breasts a lot when we meet. And I also like to wear 
          short flurry skirt so that he’s able to rub his fingers on my 
          virginal, especially when we went to the cinema. Back to my first sexual experience, 
          once inside me we started rocking slow at first then faster & harder. 
          After sometime he slowed the pace down a bit I guess, he’s to 
          prolong our sex. I think he thought I was having an orgasm as I wiggled 
          on his cock trying to get off him but I’m so all I could say was 
          oh my god oh my god over and over….. I felt the throb of his cock 
          deep inside me then felt the first squirt of his semen shooting into 
          the condom within few minutes we were done and hugging together to sleep. I woke up around one or two in the morning and DH was kissing me and 
          I got instantly horny. I guess it was just having been asleep and all 
          that I didn\'t even think about needing a condom and when he rolled 
          on top of me and we started getting into it all I could think about 
          was just making love. He slipped right into me and I should\'ve come 
          to my senses when he said, \"Oh my God, that\'s incredible!\" 
          as he entered me bare for the very first time, but I didn\'t. We rolled 
          and kissed and made love and I felt myself start to get off as he went 
          faster and as I was on a down stroke and intended to get off him on 
          the up but in that fraction of a second he held me down onto him pushing 
          as deep into me as he could He held himself deep into me and went off 
          and I humped against him to try to get my own pleasure and he pushed 
          a few more times….later I knew I was too late. I felt the throb 
          of his cock deep inside me then felt the first squirt of his semen shooting 
          into me, again and again he throbbed and squirted sending millions of 
          sperm in search of my egg which I now realize is in there and readies 
          he flooded my virgin pussy with his seed.
 With him holding me I laid my 
          head on his shoulders shaking I was thinking oh shit! It is really happening 
          I am actually going to get myself pregnant. Not being able to see my 
          face at the time he said; must have been a good orgasm you had there 
          sweetheart you still shaking. He started moving in me again still hard 
          he was going to have me twice, realizing that the damage was already 
          done.  I guess it being a little early, as my period had just finished a week 
          ago, so I wouldn’t matter that much. And I just give in and we 
          continue to enjoy our first sexual encounter without and protection. 
          When we finished I looked down and saw white semen dripping out of my 
          virgina, and find that there a pool of wet cum and blood spot on his 
          bed sheet, he is delighted to see that I am now his and he had deflowered 
          me. He decided to change the bed sheet and keep that as souvenir for 
          our first sexual memory. Till today the bed sheet is still well kept 
          in an airlock bag in the cupboard. We did it a few more times that night 
          and then again in the morning and I stupidly didn\'t care about the 
          condom any more. In the morning my virginal was a little sore and felt 
          minor pain, when I got off the bed to clean up but he said we rest for 
          a day and it will be alright.
 Thereafter, for the next couple 
          of days we continue to make love like bunnies, about 3 to 4 times a 
          day. I was having orgasm after orgasm again; I love the multiples orgasm 
          although they are not very big ones they are continuous, this slowly 
          had overcome the pain as I beginning to become more experiences and 
          enjoy the special feeling. And my virginal was always wet… My 
          pussy was leaking cum down my thighs every day. A few days later a feeling flood my mind, but somehow after that I started 
          to realized just what that slimy tangy tasting fluid meant and exactly 
          what would happen if I continued. In my mind I screamed NO, STOP, GET 
          HIM OFF I’M OVULATING AND I’M GOING TO GET PREGNANT!!!!
 But somehow my body desire overcome 
          my mind and just put the though behind, this can’t be happening 
          to me, it not my luck. That thought spread a warm glow through my body 
          though. I sighed. I imagined DH’s little swimmers alive and kicking 
          inside me, flowing around up my birth canal, wriggling into my womb 
          by the millions, seeping deep inside me and swimming up my tubes. I 
          might be conceiving as I lay there. I was at the peak of my cycle. I 
          massaged my lower abdomen in excitement as I visualized tiny tadpoles 
          eagerly swimming up inside my fallopian tubes and attacking my ripe 
          egg. We did not get out of the house that few days and enjoy each other 
          company till the family returned from holiday. Having been so irregular at 
          teenage, I gave no thought to the fact I had not had a period since 
          our weeks of fun time. My fellow classmate told me how I had a \"glow\" 
          and I did feel great with the essence of love all around. That was the 
          best I have ever felt in my romance life physically. At the same time, I rationalized that my school uniform, especially 
          my pinfold seemed to be a bit snug due to my lover shower me with too 
          many goodies and chocolates with too little time to work out. That weekend, 
          on Saturday, as I was trying on some of my dress for an upcoming friend’s 
          party, I found it difficult to zip the zipper, and the top seemed a 
          bit too tight as well over my breasts.
 About two weeks later, I am beginning to sense something not right. 
          It has not been a complete month yet and I feel that I couldn’t 
          possibly be pregnant. I am experiencing breast tenderness and fatigue. 
          Think that may be due to examination stress, that my period was late. 
          I started to experience some cramping. The morning sickness started 
          at the beginning of 3th weeks. I guess mostly because I may be having 
          some flu during this period. During the first week, I started getting 
          the dreadful nauseous feeling; I would munch on dry biscuits in the 
          morning. It got worse during the next few weeks of my exam, so I had 
          to stay clear from all food or smells that would trigger the nauseous. 
          Garlic, fried, spicy and oily foods were out of bounds for me. Even 
          the smells of toothpaste would trigger queasiness whenever I brush my 
          teeth.
 I would suck on sour plum sweets most of the time, to relief from the 
          awful feeling. No perfume smelled good on me…in fact it made more 
          nauseous but luckily I’ve got to tide over those lousy episodes 
          of morning sickness some how. Next, I’ve am get the tiredness 
          spell, throughout my day in school. My classmate and friends even the 
          school teacher started to find me not right. But they did not go in 
          detail to find out, we were all busy preparing for the ‘O” 
          level exam soon.
 But I hold back the possibilities, I did not test yet because I read 
          that I should wait at least 10 to 12 days after but I think I may have 
          conceived but my breasts tenderness are making me question whether or 
          not I conceived they started bothering me almost immediately; maybe 
          afterwards like a day or two later it will come? Is not possible my 
          period didn’t shown and was I getting worried after being late 
          for 3 weeks plus! to reconfirm I went to the calendar and looked. Then 
          I turned a ghastly pale white “I was indeed late for more than 
          3 weeks, I could be pregnant! I went and get a pregnancy test kit from 
          Watson that afternoon, that night after I missed my period for the twenty 
          day in a row & I took the pregnancy test, the result is positive.
 But when the doctor told me I was pregnant. Naturally, my fertile teenage 
          body had indeed put my DH’s sperm to good use and I became pregnant. 
          but suddenly, I have saddened with fear and feel I will not be able 
          to handle these both emotionally and financially, I am a little scared 
          and bit nervous, I just hope I will be a good mother. And he assured 
          me that he will be responsible and will get married soon. I feel that 
          I have won him greatly having had the best sex of my life that night 
          and I will now have the baby I have always wanted.
 My baby and I will be seating 
          in the examination hall accompanies me through my papers. But before 
          I went for my exam, we decided to get settle down soon after I graduated, 
          now I can’t wait to see my baby and hope to bear more babies on 
          along the way after we get married after my exam. 
 
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