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  Mom always told me 
          I had to keep a firm grip on my dates or they'd take advantage of me, 
          and I mean to keep in control. I'm in college now; a freshman at a 
          decent school; far enough from home to keep 'em from coming up without 
          calling, and close enough to go home to wash my clothes. I'm no highschool 
          girl; I'm a college woman. Smart, beautiful and in control. Actually 
          I get a bit of a rush when I push those octopus hands away, or give 
          them the "Cold Look" when they try to go farther than I 
          want them to.Dave's lips press against mine softly, and I moan into his mouth. About 
          time I found a good kisser; I think I went through a dozen or more guys 
          before I found one who could kiss worth a damn, and isn't that the 
          most important thing? I mean, if we stay together forever, we'll both 
          get old and wrinkly, but we'll still be able to kiss.
 Standing, our arms wrapped around each other, I feel his hand slide 
          up into my long blonde hair, holding my head tightly, his other hand 
          running down to the small of my back as our tongues fly against each 
          other; first quick little strokes, then long, slow caresses. His taste 
          is sweet; that little tang that makes me think of cool spices, though 
          his kiss heats up my body like it was on fire.
 His hand moves down to my butt, softly caressing and occasionally squeezing 
          my tight rear. He thinks he's getting away with something; isn't that 
          cute? We've only been dating for about two months and I don't want 
          him to go too far too quickly.
 We're going slowly; I'm not just hopping in bed with a guy because 
          he pays for a movie! The first date he got a kiss at the door; you know, 
          the normal thing. Second date I decided to let him french-kiss me and 
          I almost melted into the seat of his car. Didn't I tell you he could 
          kiss? Woof! The next two weeks we would go out, do the first half of 
          what we said we'd do, then spend the second half kissing. I let him 
          grab my butt and put his hands on my legs, but I'm not letting him 
          go too quickly.
 This month I allowed him varying ammounts of contact with my breasts. 
          First quick touches, then rubbing the tops of them, but no nipples, 
          then play through my shirt. Last week I let him put his hand under my 
          shirt and it nearly drove ME wild. I let him unbutton my shirt and his 
          "roman hands" went all over my belly and breasts while we 
          kissed.
 Last time I let him put his hand under my bra, but it dug into my back 
          and the bottom of my other boob. Uncomfortable to say the least. The 
          thought breaks my concentration and we break the kiss; I stand there 
          looking into his eyes. He has great, soft brown eyes that get a wild 
          look from time to time, kinda like he was being hunted. He's a junior 
          working on his fine arts degree; the best type of guy. Creative, deep, 
          and sexy. Hmmm. I think I'll take off my shirt tonight, if he earns 
          it.
 "What we doin' tonight," I ask.
 He smiles. I love that smile. "How about the movie at the auditorium, 
          then come back here for dessert?"
 Time for the cold look...
 He grins, and picks up the box he brought in. "I baked 'em myself. 
          The brownies may be from a mix, but I finished 'em just before dinner. 
          Sheesh. Always thinking the worst of me."
 "Well, I guess it's OK then." I say, trying to keep my 
          haughty air. I fail, and end up grinning along with him. Ok. One point 
          to the big boy. He lets me sneak a brownie before we go, then it's 
          off to the movie.
 You know, I think colleges run to the "Oldies" section when 
          they pick the movies they are going to show. Not that it's all that 
          bad; no one but the geeks in the front row actually watches them. We 
          stopped watching after the first twenty minutes and got down to some 
          serious petting. Oh, how his lips set me on fire. His hands have been 
          roaming all over my chest, stroking my belly. He tweaks my nipples, 
          two hard little points straining against my shirt, and I groan into 
          his mouth. It's hard not to be loud; I can't wait to get back to my 
          room tonight so I can make some noise. I'm all turned on, with time 
          to spare; I think I want to explore something new.
 I release my hold on his head and bring my hand forward to caress his 
          pecs. Nice, strong muscular chest, and only a tiny roll at his beltline. 
          I love stroking that chest, but I want more; the light squeezes on my 
          nipples have me really going tonight. I caress his hip, sliding my hand 
          down to his knee, then up along the top of his leg. I repeat the stroke 
          a number of times, watching my hand move slightly towards his crotch 
          each time. I feel his hand move across my belly and towards my crotch. 
          Not yet, I think, grab his hand and re-deposit it on my breast. My turn 
          to play tonight.
 He resumes his caresses until that golden moment when I feel the hard 
          lump of his penis beneath his jeans. I've never touched a penis before. 
          Well, there was that time that Russel put my hand in his lap in highschool. 
          What a moron; he was always trying to go too far. This time I'm in 
          control.
 I trace its length through the materiel of his jeans. It feels like 
          a roll of quarters, only a bit longer. I notice as I stroke it that 
          his hands have stopped moving and his eyes keep jumping back and forth 
          between my hand and my eyes. I love the look on his face as I scratch 
          the fabric over the pointed tip of his penis. I stop when he gets flushed. 
          As soon as I did, he pulls me in towards him and his lips close over 
          mine. MMmmmmm. The lights go up; I guess the movie is over. I get up 
          to go after he breaks the kiss, but he holds me down.
 "Could we wait a minute," he asks, and points to his obvious 
          stiffie.
 "Well, OK," I say. "I guess I should be nice since 
          I caused the problem."
 "Problem? Give me problems like this anytime. You do bring it 
          about from time to time without even being near me, you know. Just the 
          thought of you."
 That's a good thing, I think. Well, maybe I'll touch it some more 
          tonight. I don't know. I should probably hold off on that until I'm 
          more ready to have sex with him, and I don't think that will happen 
          for a while yet. I want my first time to be with someone I love. I haven't 
          really been holding off for marriage, just for the right guy. Well, 
          I WAS holding off for marriage in highschool, but I'm much older now. 
          That virginity 'till marriage is for the geeks in the front row.
 Well, a few kisses should give him enough time to soften, but as I move 
          in for a good one, one of his classmates starts walks by and starts 
          up a conversation. I start giving him the cold look, but he ignores 
          it completely. Doesn't he know I'm on a date here? Ah well.
 We return to my room and plow through the brownies while sitting on 
          the edge of my bed so we can watch some TV. Nothing is as good as a 
          brownie and Buffy. I'm feeling good and relaxed as he caresses my cheek. 
          I turn to face him and his hand slowly floats down to my boob. How hot 
          his hands make me. I close my eyes as I feel both of his hands massaging 
          my smallish, but firm breasts in circles, pushing against my nipples 
          with his palms. Now his fingers rotate back and forth in smaller and 
          smaller circles. Tuning a radio, I think, and can't supress a grin. 
          Ahhh. He reaches my nipples, pinching lightly. Ohhh. He repeats the 
          motions a few times, each feeling better than before. I feel one of 
          his hands slide down my belly, slowly coming back up under my t-shirt. 
          His hands are so warm on my belly, so smooth. My nerves are tingling 
          at his touch; a spark flying from my toes to my chin. I peek at him, 
          opening one eye just a bit, and decide. I stand up, and keeping ey!
 e contact with him, slowly raise my shirt. By the time my shirt is above 
          my navel his eyes have dropped down to watch the progress, gazing at 
          my creamy white skin.
 When my shirt is high enough that it blocks my eyes, I just pull it 
          off quickly, then bounce down next to him. "I guess I'm a fool 
          for your strong, warm hands," I say, and cling to him for another 
          kiss, his hands running up and down my bare stomach. Smooth, warm, dry 
          hands, making me soft as jello beneath his touch. He leans me back and 
          I lay back on the bed, my bare feet on the floor, my head in the clouds. 
          His hands rub my breasts through the materiel of my bra, I almost wish 
          I hadn't worn the thing.
 After about 4 or 5 minutes of rubbing my skin, stroking my skin - untouched 
          by any male until today - I feel his hands drop to the center of my 
          chest and start trying to undo the front fastener on my bra. I'm not 
          sure I want that quite yet, but my mind is relaxed from his touch and 
          I'm feeling a bit less inhibited. Sure. Why not. I let my eyes close 
          again, the cold air on my nipples telling me that he was successful. 
          His hands feel sooooo good, touching lightly, then squeezing a bit, 
          then a bit more. When he held onto my stiff nipples and pulled, I thought 
          I was going to explode right there. My body raised up after him on its 
          own, my back arching with pleasure at the sensations. I feel his hands 
          on my chest, my breasts in the vee between his thumbs and forefingers, 
          a little pressure keeping them from sliding down to the side, and suddenly 
          the heat of his mouth, sucking my left nipple. Wow! So Hot! His tongue 
          flicks up and down, shooting fire through my body eac!
 h time it passes over the distended tip of my nipple.
 He pulls away. I expect the mouth on my other nipple, but then a stream 
          of cold air on my wet left nipple makes me push down into the mattress. 
          That's not fair! His hand pushes below my body and pulls me up into 
          his greedy mouth. The sensations are intense! Why didn't I do this 
          earlier? I shiver all over as he leaves my left nipple and I feel his 
          tongue circling my right areola, like a shark circling its prey. His 
          hand comes up and massages my left breast, gently squeezing, pushing 
          it around and the sensations make me feel on top of the world. Then 
          his tongue flicks across the tip of my nipple and I jerk. Again and 
          again from different directions he assaults my nipple, my body spasming 
          at each contact, until his lips surround my nipple and take it into 
          that dark, warm place.
 It wasn't an orgasm, exactly. I just feel warm all over and so relaxed.
 I feel his hand resting on my crotch, touching that most private place 
          through my skirt. I should smack his hand away, but I don't want to 
          move. I don't remember ever feeling this good, and I don't want it 
          to end. Just a little more, then I'll stop him.
 But his lips on my nipples take my attention away, bouncing back and 
          forth from one to the other. Licking, sucking, then trying to devour 
          my whole breast into his hot mouth. How does he excite me so much? I 
          can't believe this. I'm all flustered, not thinking straight. His 
          hand has been stroking my cunnie, up and down, his lips teasing me. 
          He grabs my nipple with his teeth, sucking the breast upwards and pulls 
          up until the skin is streatched taught. I rocket to another height!
 And his hand feels so good on my bare inner thigh, moving up to stroke 
          my panties. So soft, so warm, so hot. Wait a minute; I open my eyes 
          and look down; he had been pulling up my skirt as he stroked between 
          my legs, and now my skirt is a puddle around my waist. Why am I letting 
          him go so far? I should stop thi.... But his mouth attaches to my other 
          nipple and takes all of my attention. Well, if he makes me feel this 
          good, I guess I can let him stay there for another minute or two.
 His hand strokes my thighs like I was doing to him at the theater, moving 
          in slow circles towards my mound. Slowly his circles move inwards, and 
          now they are almost a line stroking my inner thigh, and up across my 
          panties. Each time he comes across my slit I can't help bucking up 
          into him. He starts pushing my panties between my lips, getting them 
          wet with the proof of my excitement, coming closer and closer to my 
          clit at the end of each upstroke. I begin to stiffen as his strokes 
          become shorter and shorter, concentrating on that special place. The 
          flat of his hand strokes my leg just outside of my panties, and I feel 
          his thumb push under them, then lift up and his hand is on my flesh, 
          one finger digging into me where no one has been before.
 I grab hold of the blanket and steel myself, "Dave, I..." 
          I get out, but then his finger touches my clit. My back curls, my jaw 
          drops as I pull in a deep breath. His finger slides up and back, stunning 
          me into silence. Masterbation was never like this! He sucks in my nipple, 
          nibbling lightly, and all I can do is groan out "Aaahhhh, Daaaave."
 His finger moves up and down, faster and faster, and I feel myself pushing 
          against the floor, lifting my butt off of the bed. Anything for more. 
          My body starts to tighten up, then start vibrating against his touch. 
          His lips move up to mine, kissing away all thoughts or conciousness, 
          save for the feeling of his fingers, moving me closer to paradise.
 Oh. I buck up into his hand as a shock travels from my clit to my hair 
          and down to my curled toes. "Aaah," I exhale into his mouth 
          as a second shock hits me. "Ahhh, Ahhh, OOOOooooo!" Then 
          my eyes flash open as a lightning bolt makes my body stiff as a board, 
          the orgasm running through me, holding my mind and soul suspended from 
          my body. I return, nearly delerious and drained from the experience.
 I lay back on the bed and breathe, languidly feeling the blanket beneath 
          my back, the cool floor on the soles of my feet. David is sitting now 
          on the edge of the bed, stroking my legs, occasionally reaching back 
          to touch a breast. I close my eyes again and smile.
 "Oh, David," I pant, "I can't remember ever being 
          this high."
 He stands and moves between my legs. "Lift your butt," he 
          says. I do and he removes my skirt and panties. I don't care; he was 
          just touching there anyway. Between the afterglow of my orgasm and wanting 
          to please my man, I'll do just about anything. Consequences will be 
          handled tomorrow, right now I just feel wonderful.
 I hear him take off his shirt, then feel him lay ontop of me, my breasts 
          pressing into his bare chest, his jeans pressing against my belly. His 
          hands feel so good as they trace their way around my head, stroking 
          my jaw and ears and temples. His kiss is soft, his hands warm. I bring 
          my knees across his back, holding him to me. His kisses roam my face; 
          my nose, my cheeks, up to my forehead and over to an ear, down my jawline 
          and under my chin. I let my legs uncross, put one heel on either side 
          of the bed and concentrate on the feelings his lips bring as they tease 
          my skin.
 Down they go to my neck, sucking on the hollow at the bottom, then move 
          diagonally to my breast, skipping the sensitive and re-hardening nipple. 
          He kisses under my breast, across to the other one, where after some 
          torturous play of coming close and moving away, he sucks on my nipple.
 "Ahhh. About time." I grin, my eyes still closed.
 After a moment he moves back towards the other one, but stops at the 
          middle of my cleavage and moves downwards, ending up kissing my belly 
          button, swirling his tongue and making me giggle. Oh my; he's moving 
          lower. I've read about oral sex, but I expected I'd be the only one 
          doing it. Will he really? Maybe I have found the right guy. I really 
          don't know if I can take another orgasm, though. I should pull him 
          back up. Just another moment; it feels so good.
 He kisses the top of my patch of pubic hair, then drags his tongue down 
          the crease at my right leg, slides over and licks his way back up. Oh. 
          I feel his fingers slide up and down my vulva, the lips parted because 
          of the position of my legs. Then his tongue decends into the crevice 
          and makes a slow, long lick ending just above my clit. What a feeling! 
          So hot! So sexy!
 His tongue starts flicking my clit, dropping down from time to time 
          to my virginal opening. Good thing his pants are on or I'd have to 
          stop this alltogether.
 Those magic fingers appear on either side of my swollen outer lips and 
          pull apart lightly. Just feeling his tongue on my clit, cool air all 
          around it drives me wild. After a moment, he lets go and goes back to 
          stroking my clit with his tongue, three, four, five strokes, then down 
          to my vagina, and back up again. This repeated stimulation is driving 
          me mad.
 He stops for a moment, shifting around. I guess the hard floor is tough 
          on his knees, but then he is back, picking up where he left off. Next 
          thing I know he's grabbed my ankles and put them over his shoulders.
 The touch of skin to skin is a beautiful thing, I think to myself, as 
          I trace my feet across his broad back, ending up with them resting just 
          below his shoulderblades while his tongue knocks out all other thought. 
          My clit is peeking at him from under its hood, and getting bathed in 
          saliva as he flicks it left and right, up and down, driving me wild. 
          He places a finger at my opening and my excitement doubles. He slides 
          in a little bit and I can't help rutting into his face.
 Oh.
 Oh My God.
 I start to tense as my body edges towards the biggest orgasm of my life. 
          His hands push my legs upwards and apart, the cunillingus stops as he 
          lifts up; I shake my head. "More. MORE! Don't Stop Now?!?!?"
 He kisses me on my lips; I taste my juices as I feel his hips between 
          my legs, his penis laying across my open pussy lips. I stare at him 
          in shock, then look down at it as he pulls back, my body slack from 
          suprise as he pulls up at my thighs. I start to say "Um, um, I..., 
          I'm noaaaaaaat..." as his penis lines up with my waiting vagina, 
          and pushes forward, entering an inch.
 The feeling of being entered engulphs me. So many nerves are firing 
          off messages to my brain that all I can get out is a "Wwwwhhhaaaaa..." 
          as he pushes in another inch. There's a stretchy feeling as he comes 
          into me, and a tighter, somewhat painful feel behind it, kind of like 
          when you play with a scab.
 Time slows down, or maybe my brain speeds up. I know I should stop. 
          I need to stop; I didn't want him to go this far. Not tonight, anyway. 
          Maybe next week. But it feels so... right. And I do want him; is wanting 
          the same as loving? Is it too late? I mean, he IS inside me. I'm technically 
          not a virgin anymore. The streatchy feeling is exquisit, and I'm so 
          excited by all that's happened. Well, I can control other things. I 
          think I'll keep going; hope it doesn't hurt too much. "Slow... 
          Please..." is all I say as he relentlessly sinks his daggar into 
          my sheeth. He pulls back a bit and pushes forward again.
 Oh, he is big. It's so tight, stretching me, filling upwards. I wonder 
          if it will go up into my stomach, but then I feel his belly rest on 
          mine and know he is in me all of the way.
 He looks into my eyes and I smile at him, kissing him lightly on the 
          lips. He pulls back and I feel my body closing tightly behind him as 
          he pulls away. I sigh as I feel the emptiness, and close my legs around 
          his butt, pulling him back inside. He is so warm, so good, filling me 
          up until I can take no more, then pulling back, the smooth feel of him 
          sliding in and out.
 I feel so warm, so complete as he lays his body along mine, his arms 
          on either side of my body, his head over my shoulder, his chest pressing 
          against my breasts. He lifts his butt and I feel his penis sliding in 
          my channel, slickly caressing my insides. With my legs about him I feel 
          the movement as one long connected motion as the sides of his butt between 
          my legs, pausing as he reaches the top of his stroke, then smoothly 
          moving downwards. The motion starts at my thighs and ends in my vagina 
          as I loose track of where he ends and I begin.
 This is a dangerous game we're playing. The thought runs through my 
          head as I feel his belly on mine, his bare penis filling my vagina completely.
 "David," I nearly sing his name as the emotions bounce back 
          and forth in my skull. He pulls back his head, his penis deeply inside 
          of me, and his eyes look into mine. Before I can say another word his 
          hands clasp my head and his lips press against mine. The motion of his 
          penis as we kiss nearly brings me to orgasm, but I stop the kiss and, 
          shaking from the pent-up energy, look him in the eye.
 "David, we have to stop this now. I didn't, well, I don't want 
          to be a tease, but I..." Words fail. He looks dissapointed as 
          he shifts position. I feel his knees pull up on either side of my waist, 
          and he sits back on his heels, looking down at me, his penis still deeply 
          inside.
 "Ok, my love, I'll stop if you want, although I was saving this 
          little thing for last. I could do it if you want, and I KNOW you'll 
          like it."
 I look up at him from the bed. He used the "L" word. Maybe 
          it will be OK. Maybe I should wait until he says it again. I don't 
          know. Why didn't he say it before? Why now, with both of us naked? 
          When he's up there and I can't hug him close? Oooohhh!!! And why didn't 
          anyone tell me it would feel this GOOD!
 While I was lying there speachless, he shuffled forwards a little, lifting 
          my back up onto his knees. He lifts my legs up and I rest them on his 
          shoulders, my toes pointed at the ceiling. I guess he took my indecision 
          as a sign to continue. I do want him to stop, don't I? Do I?
 He reaches around my legs and grasps my rock-hard nipples. As he does 
          so, his penis touches that sensitive spot inside of me, making me jump, 
          my vagina clasping at his prick. One of his hands massages my breast 
          as the other strokes its way down to my tummy. "Ooooohhhhhhhh 
          David," I croon.
 I feel his thumb rubbing circles in my pubes, then parting my pubic 
          hair, rubbing lightly at my skin. He rocks back and forth and my body 
          feels like it is floating. His hand on my breast squeezes gently and 
          I arch my back, thrusting myself onto him as I feel his other hand grazing 
          lower. The other thumb hooks downwards and begins circling my clit, 
          and my body starts to shake.
 "Yes!"
 "OH My Lord, Yes!"
 My head thrashes side to side as the orgasm approaches, turning my hair 
          into a blond cloud. I can feel my insides clenching at his penis, which 
          feels huge inside of me, rubbing back and forth as he rocks my body. 
          His thrusts are faster as he rolls my clit with his thumb. His balls 
          bounce against my ass with a soft rythmic pat. He is going to cum in 
          me, I think to myself. I'm not ready for this. I'm unprotected and 
          in the middle of my cycle. My egg is waiting for his cum to fertilize 
          it, to make me pregnant.
 My mind wants me to push him away, to get him to stop, but my body is 
          too far gone. My arms flail back and forth as the orgasm takes me, thundering 
          through my lithe body like lightning. A cry comes from my lips, crazy 
          sound that fills my ears as I give my body over to the pure emotion. 
          My legs slide off of his shoulders to clamp onto his body, holding him 
          inside me as my vaginal muscles contract against his bloated erection, 
          massaging it, pulling at it.
 I look up at him, and I know his cum is beginning. His hand releases 
          my breast and he grabs my upturned ass, falling forwards as he pulls 
          me into his virile dick. I'm almost folded in half now, my knees inches 
          above my shoulders, and I watch his face in amazement as he cums. His 
          hips buck hard into me, incredibly deep in me now, sending his seed 
          splashing at the mouth of my cervix, which is passing them far into 
          my womb. I think I can feel it as he fills me, millions of little stars 
          swimming upstream to their destination. My mind is frozen with fear 
          as my body exults in passion. His strong legs against my ass as he pulls 
          me into him again, and a second dose of semen makes its way up inside 
          of me.
 Slowly he collapses on top of me, my legs resting in the crooks of his 
          arms as his head bent to lay between my breasts. Our breath comes in 
          ragged gasps. I am filled to overflowing, the cooling excess squishing 
          around his penis where it lays still deep inside me, dripping along 
          my back to pool under me. I lay on my back and hug him with my whole 
          body, knees slipping around his rib cage, warm in his tight embrace. 
          There is no question but that even the slowest of his sperm are traveling 
          to my egg, but caught up in the glow of the moment, all I can do is 
          hold him and say, "I love you."
 
 
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