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 This is obviously not mine, 
          but as it was posted to a public web site:http://groups.yahoo.com/group/BabyFactory/
 I will assume permission to repost was implicit in the posting. The 
          above site is one I recommend for anyone on this web site. Enjoy!
 
 To all my fellow lovely ladies,
 
 It is so wonderful and refreshing to belong to a 
          group in which the
 members so perfectly grasp the wonders and the joys 
          of being
 pregnant! I'm a medical professional (nurse practitioner) 
          and I'm
 now 31 years old. I have been bred successfully four 
          times (I say
 bred "successfully" because I've had 
          a miscarriage, which was
 probably my fault) and am preparing to be bred again 
          this summer.
 
 I've had five wonderful children (including fraternal 
          twins) and
 have been bred by both black men and white men and 
          in every case
 I've had my babies adopted at birth by loving couples 
          who were
 unable to conceive a child together. I cannot think 
          of a more
 loving gift.
 
 I've been so blessed; I get pregnant rather easily, 
          and have never
 had anything but a joyous pregnancy and easy births 
          (I've never been
 in labor longer than 4 hours). I have that wonderful 
          elastic skin
 (thanks so much again, mom!) and have no stretch 
          marks despite
 carrying twins once (they were delivered vaginally) 
          and two other
 babies each of which weighed more than eight pounds 
          at birth. I
 love getting very big in the belly (and believe me 
          I have!) and I
 can honestly say I feel more like a woman when I'm 
          pregnant than at
 all other times. Women glow, look so radiant when 
          there's a baby
 growing in the womb.
 
 I look forward to conceiving again in the very near 
          future and to
 all you pregnant ladies out there, if you don't 
          know how to swim,
 learn. It is THE best exercise you can possibly do 
          if you're
 pregnant. Swimming exercises every muscle group in 
          the body and,
 unlike running or walking, is totally non-destructive 
          and GREAT for
 the legs, back, and breasts.
 
 With love and good wishes,
 
 Veronica A. Hartley (New Jersey)
 
 --- In [email protected], 
          "barefoot_so_good" <barefoot_so_good@... wrote:
 
 Hi Veronica,
 
 Thanks for speaking up and contributing. It's always nice 
          to find new
 folks to talk to. When did you start making babies?
 
 Having some medical training is very helpful. I know several 
          women
 involved in the local birth community, and they're all very
 knowledgeable and desirous to help other women. One of my 
          lovers is a
 doula, and it's a great way to meet other women looking for 
          someone to
 get them pregnant.
 
 Will you breed black or white or something else this summer?
 
 Best,
 Barefoot
 
 You are quite welcome, Barefoot. 
          I joined this group with the intention of trying to make a contribution and it's nice to get
 feedback.
 To answer your first question, 
          I was 20 the first time I was bred. It was in the early summer of 1995; I had just graduated from
 college (Columbia University in New York City) and was home with my
 family in Boulder, Colorado, which is where I was born and raised.
 I had been on the pill (Loestrin) 
          and as you probably know it's best to take six months off the pill for every six months on the pill. I
 had just finished my six months off and had started back on the
 pill. I became romantically involved with a half white, half
 Hispanic married man (a friend of the family) who was 42 at that
 time. I thought I was protected but I wasn't and he ended up
 impregnating me rather quickly -- like, two weeks after I got home
 from New York for the summer.
 Abortion was never, ever an 
          option with me and I went back to Columbia, to begin medical school and get my MS in nursing as well,
 with a tiny seed growing in my belly. I got very big in the belly
 but it was truly a wonderful pregnancy. I ate right, exercised
 right, got plenty of rest, and the time went by way too quickly. My
 little boy was born on February 20, 1996, two days early, and he was
 adopted immediately. I had made all the adoption arrangements in
 the fall and I even enjoyed sex with the parents-to-be (the wife was
 very bisexual) many times before the actual birth. I had written
 that I've been bred white, and that was the time.
 I suffered with a very bad case 
          of post-partum depression because I wanted the baby, my son, so badly. It took a lot of counseling but
 I finally got over it. I kept milk in my breasts and pumped them
 several times a day, donating the milk to one of the many breast
 milk banks in New York.
 But at this point I should tell 
          you something about my pre-college background. My parents were, naturally, both Caucasian and my
 mother was a professional musician (the violin) who played many
 years with the Colorado Symphony in Denver and now gives private
 lessons.
 My father was an architect and 
          was killed in a private plane crash in southern Wyoming when I was nine years old. For the last two
 years or so he was alive my father would bring a friend home, a
 black man with whom my dad had worked on a number of building
 projects. The man, Larry Carver was his name, would come home with
 my dad on Friday evenings and stay until Sunday evening. He would
 stay with my mom and dad in their bedroom. Larry was there for one
 purpose and one purpose only: to have sex with my mother. Whether
 or not my dad took part as an active member of a threesome or was
 merely a cuckold I really don't know, although I suspect he did take
 an active part in some way. I actually saw Larry fucking my mom on
 several occasions when the bedroom door was left ajar (for my
 benefit, perhaps?) or when my dad would open the door to leave the
 room and I would be upstairs and could see inside. Larry was very
 dark skinned, like the color of dark chocolate, and the sight of his
 bare body on top of my mother's very white one was, to me,
 incredibly beautiful. What I saw back then, and what my mother
 would tell me, planted the seed in my head that black men and white
 women are THE perfect match, that they were created for each other.
 Mom explained it all to me one 
          afternoon when she thought I was old enough to understand, about her powerful attraction to black men and
 Larry's equally powerful attraction to white women. I was okay with
 that, really I was. The sex they shared was separate and apart from
 that which my mother and dad shared. One was romantic and in the
 context of marriage, and the other was for the pure pleasure of
 mutual sexual enjoyment. My mother drew a clear distinction between
 the two, and so do I.
 Larry had never been married 
          and within a few months of my dad's death he and my mom got married. Mom got pregnant right away and
 would have four beautiful biracial babies over a period of not quite
 seven years, the oldest of whom, my sister Tonya, is now 21 and has
 just finished her junior year at the University of Texas at Austin.
 Larry and I never had sex during 
          my high school years, although God knows I dreamed about it often enough and saw him naked all the
 time. He and my mom had an "open door" policy with regard 
          to their
 bedroom and any time I wanted to just walk in and watch them have
 sex I was more than welcome to do so. Larry and my mom did it
 almost every day and, if she were pregnant (and she often was),
 right up until time for her to deliver. I loved watching and
 masturbating as I did but I wanted it bad and it got extremely
 frustrating sometimes.
 All the other babies I've had 
          since that first one have been black-bred and all in the future will continue to be as well. All have
 been adopted although I have not been a "surrogate" in the 
          strict
 sense of the word. A true surrogate gets artifically impregnated by
 the father-to-be and breeds for a fee (usually several thousand
 dollars plus all medical expenses). I've never gone the "pregnancy
 for pay" route and never will. To me it's taking advantage of 
          an
 unfortunate situation (i.e., the couple's being unable to conceive
 on their own). I've not had sex to get pregnant by the father-to-be
 in any of my pregnancies, or via the IVF "turkey baster" 
          route.
 I choose my breeding bulls very 
          carefully and have always utilized two, and usually three, when trying to conceive. My partners are
 NOT chosen randomly. I love these guys who say they will
 be "passing through" such-and-such a town on such-and-such 
          a date
 and will be available for breeding...like a plumber stopping by to
 fix a leaking faucet. Who IS this guy anyway?? Is he fresh out of
 jail, or possibly a drug dealer, or maybe is HIV+ and doesn't know
 it...or what?? It's estimated that 25% of all HIV+ people in the
 United States DON'T KNOW they are infected.
 So, ladies, screen your potential 
          breeders VERY CAREFULLY. Remember that, with the grace of God, you are creating a life, a human being,
 and whether you want to keep the baby or give the child up for
 adoption you owe it to the baby you will carry in your womb to give
 him or her EVERY possible chance at a normal, healthy life.
 I thought the letter sent out 
          to all new members reminding them of the tremendous responsibilities involved in bringing a child into
 the world, was exceptionally well written and should be carefully
 read by all. This is not something which should be done on a lark
 because you have nothing better to do on a given weekend, but MUST
 be very carefully thought out.
 Thanks again for allowing me 
          to be a member of this group! Veronica A. Hartley, CNP Parsippany, NJ  |