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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Graphic_Depictions_Of_Violence, Major_Character_Death, Rape/Non-Con,
      Underage
  Category:
      F/M, M/M
  Fandom:
      Shameless_fandom
  Relationship:
      Terry_Milkovich/OMC, Terry_Milkovich/OFC, Terry_&_his_siblings, Terry_&
      his_father, Terry_&_Frank_Gallagher, Ian_Gallagher/Mickey_Milkovich
  Character:
      Terry_Milkovich, Lennie_Milkovich_(OMC), Milkovich_Siblings_-_Character,
      Frank_Gallagher, and_mention_of_Gallagher_siblings, Nicky_Milkovich_(AKA
      Pops), Sarah_(or_Terry's_gf), Mickey_Milkovich, Ian_Gallagher
  Additional Tags:
      Strong_Language, Underage_-_Freeform, Consensual_Sex, non_consensual_sex,
      (implied_rape), handjobs, Anal_Fingering, Violence, Guns, Blood,
      Homophobia, Terry's_reasoning, is_it_incest_if_it's_between_cousins?, it
      is_not_in_any_way_an_excuse_for_terry's_behaviour, it's_just_giving
      another_option
  Stats:
      Published: 2016-04-18 Words: 1171
****** Terrance ******
by JAinsel
Summary
     Terry Milkovich is a monster, a homophobic bastard, a piece of shit
     father. The worst of the worst.
     But Terry Milkovich has been a kid, a teenager like all the others.
     Maybe more violent and more dangerous, but always a South Side Teen.
     This is the story of that Terry, the one who's scared shitless of his
     father, the one who got a girlfriend and the one who falls in love
     with someone of the same sex...
Notes
     Please don't start reading this story with canon!Terry in your mind.
     Nope nope nope.
     WARNING: read the notes below if you think you better be completely
     informed before reading.
See the end of the work for more notes
Ronnie elbowed him to capture his attention. He succeeded, but first Terry
kicked him in the shin, just ‘cause.
“What?” asked the younger brother. Ronnie pointed a finger at a blond kid
passing by.
“Pops told us to ruffle up any Gallagher’s we see.”
Terry nodded. That Peggy Gallagher bitch had taken off a week ago after a
squabble with their father, who was pretty sure she had duped him on the
revenues of the last batch. Now the order was to take it out on her children
and the Milkovich kids were all for it. The Gallagher’s were easy targets, but
lots of fun anyway.
The youngest was this little kid who loved to make things blow up; everyone was
sure one day he'd end up blowing up his own balls. Then there was the redhead;
a fucking nerd without a backbone and with his nose constantly in a book and it
seemed impossible that he belonged to the South Side but fuck if it wasn't nice
to trash his beloved books in the mud. The oldest were the twins; the fatass
and the smartass. The first one they'd usually kick in the butt, the other… oh,
he was the one Ronnie had just spotted.
“Hey, Frank!” Terry called out.
The look of fear on the kid's pretty face was a delight.
“Oh, hey guys. Nice day, huh? Makes you want to be nice with the rest of
humanity doesn't it?” rambled Frank, slowing down his pace but not stopping.
Ronnie put himself in front of the kid, putting a hand on his chest.
“Yeah… not really,” said Terry with a smirk.
“Where you think you're going, Frankie boy?” asked Ronnie. “We want to spend
some time with you.”
“Well, as much as I'd like to have some quality time with you fellas, I really
need to go home. Aunt Ginger wants me home as soon as possible, you know, to
make dinner-"
“Sure thing, Gallagher, we'll be brief. Come with us.”
Frank gave them a resigned look and nodded, following the two brothers to a
construction site. They were going to build new, luxury apartments in a year or
two, but in the meantime it was the South Side kids playground.
“Look,” said Terry once they arrived on the second floor. “We have our orders.
If you cooperate you'll get home in no time to prepare dinner for your aunty
with a black eye. You try something and we'll take our fucking time to break
every knuckle in your hand. All fifteen of 'em.”
Frank, blabber mouth that he was, raised his forefinger to point out, “Just as
a clarification, I believe our hands have only fourteen-”
Terry was fast to grab his fucking finger and break it with a loud snap. “You
wanna fucking die?!”
What the fuck? Terry might not be smart as Frank but he could always kill the
fucker!
“Ah! N-no, of course not. I was simply stating-”
Another painful sound. This time coming from Frank's face.
“The fuck, Frank? Just take the beating and shut the fuck up!” exclaimed Ronnie
after his brother had punched the kid. Frank opened his mouth to answer but he
wisely decided against it.
So there he was, the Gallagher kid, getting pummeled by the two brothers. It
was moments like this that Terry felt good. Punch. Kick. Break some bones.
Blood. Blood from others noses. Blood running through his veins. This was good.
This was natural. Terry managed to look at Frank's bloody face and didn’t think
that it was kind of pretty. He couldn’t notice his big eyes or cute nose or the
fact that he wasreally blond. No, Frank was just a bloody pulp in that moment.
Fuck, fighting was good. Terry liked to give but also liked being on the
receiving end of the violence, that was why he was always in some sort of
fight, even -and often- with his brothers. They knew how to take a punch. Frank
did too. His dumb bitch of a girlfriend instead cried every time he slapped
her. Sarah was a fucking weak thing, that's what she was.
When he and his brother decided Frank had received enough beating, they left
him trying to stand on his two legs again. They were out of the half
constructed building when a familiar voice called out-
“Terrance!”
Terry rolled his eyes at the use of his whole name. At the same time he smiled;
there was only one person who could get away with it. Strangely enough, his
name had a nice sound coming from his cousin’s lips.
“Ay, Lennie. You finally out?” Terry asked, going to greet the older boy coming
towards them.
“Yeah, you know I can behave,” Lennie replied. He pushed back a strand of black
hair that kept on falling onto his forehead. He'd let his hair grow quite a bit
since he got busted. It looked good on him, though. He'd gotten taller too.
Terry had grown and had hoped to reach his cousin's height but it was all for
nothing. Lennie was a tall fucker. “Come here you two!”
Their cousin hugged Ronnie and then Terry in a warm embrace. Too warm even. It
was fucking June and they already felt like melting. Not to forget they had
just had a good round of exercising with Frank.
“Ow, get away from me, it's too hot!” Ronnie complained, but Terry accepted the
hug without grumbling.
Lennie laughed his usual hearty laugh that made people like him instantly. He
had just gotten out of juvie where he'd spent four months after being charged
for battery and assault. He had had a brawl with some rich fucker who hadn't
wanted to pay him the right price for his high quality weed. His cousin dealt
the best weed in town and Terry was pretty sure Lennie already had a stash
lined up ready to be sold.
“So, what have you been up to? You got blood on your knuckles.”
Terry smiled. “Just used a Gallagher as a punching bag, the usual.”
Lennie nodded, knowingly. “Yeah, heard Peggy took off? Things are going to
become boring this summer then.”
Terry shoved him. “Don't worry, a Milkovich always know how to create his own
fun!”
 
***
 
 
.... The story actually continues, but not here on AO3 or on tumblr or
whatever. If you read all the warnings and tags and still want to read a story
with Terry as a protagonist that some users find as an excuse for Terry's
behavior towards Mickey and Ian, send me a message on my tumblr and I'll give
you the pdf. I'm tired already of anon hate and as any other person I don't
like to be hated, so yeah, the fic still exists but far away from people who
don't want it. So I hope everyone's happy and chill.
 
Ps:I just wanna thank all the users that have defended me. You're all lovely
and I'm so glad you're reading my fics <3
End Notes
     I still think canon!Terry is a bad man and nothing else, but I
     decided to give this Terry more layers.
     If you were wondering if the building site is the same used by Mickey
     and Ian... YES
     Rande and Ronnie Milkovich are canon and the other Gallagher brothers
     are all canon as well (mentioned by Peggy Gallagher in the first
     season)
      And fuck, I almost forgot! A big thank you to my adorkable beta
     ElfyDward <3 <3 <3
     ***
     OKAY READ THIS: users here who don't have any problem whatsoever
     calling me horrible, have instead issues with this fic, especially
     the last part.
     I'M NOY TRYING IN ANY WAY TO JUSTIFY WHAT TERRY DID TO HIS OWN SON.
     This is a fic, just a fic. I described a cycle of violence as an
     alternate version for terry's reasoning for making a whore rape
     Mickey, I don't really think I'm justifying Terry's actions in any
     way. And don't forget that I wrote in Terry's pov, which should be
     abundantly clear especially in the last part. Terry think he's doing
     the right thing, of fucking course he's not.
     I don't really know what more to say. Don't read if you don't want to
     read about Terry.
     ***
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