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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Another_-_Ayatsuji_Yukito
  Relationship:
      Ikuo_Takabayashi/Yuuya_Mochizuki, Kazami_Tomohiko/Teshigawara_Naoya
  Character:
      Ikuo_Takabayashi, Yuuya_Mochizuki, Kazami_Tomohiko, Teshigawara_Naoya,
      Ouji, Norobu
  Additional Tags:
      i_forgot_Ouji_and_Norobu_surnames_burn_me, this_is_pure_denial_fluff_smut
      guys, a_little_ooc_because_feels_demand_it, REMEMBER_2012_GUYS
  Stats:
      Published: 2014-11-28 Chapters: 2/3 Words: 2269
****** Stargazer ******
by bia_douwata_13
Summary
     Three different loves. Six people. All of them, admiring the stars,
     sharing a moment of love. TeshixKazami, IkuoxMochi and OujixNorobu
Notes
     This is the first part of a three-shot I wrote, based in the music
     "Stargazer" by Hatsune Miku. IkuoxMochi.
See the end of the work for more notes
***** Chapter 1 *****
Ikuo was pretty reserved. He wouldn't bring anyone from school at his home most
of times, and he wouldn't even say what was his secret passion. After all, he
had two secret passions... The young man looked through the telescope, seeing
how Andromeda was pretty that night. With a smile, he sat on his chair,
sighing.
"If only you could help me, Princess Andromeda. If I could be to Yuuya what he
is to me, someone to be loved, someone to be admired from close, not far like I
do..."
He would somewhat feel like the constellation understood him, and he let the
telescope on his garden, getting in. It was getting cold, and he still had to
get his medication. Ikuo was feeling asleep when he sat on the couch, and had a
dream, a dream with Yuuya.
"Ikuo, look!" Yuuya said, looking through the telescope. "Seems that the
'Chained Lady' is bright today." he smiled sweetly and Ikuo felt his face to
get hotter.
"Let me see." he asked, as Yuuya reached him the telescope. "Princess
Andromeda. At the end, she was saved by Perseus from that terrible destiny. I
guess I like Greek Mythology, even the tragedies."
"The Tragedies? But weren't they the worse part?" the other asked, slightly
confused.
"Tragedies cause more conscience of our acts, make us not waste even a second
of our time. Tragedies make us think, make us consider on lovingly... At least,
it is what they mean to me... You can ignore all this weird speech."
"No... It is actually an amazing vision of it. I never saw them this way, Ikuo,
it's such a beautiful way to see something so sad." Yuuya said, with his bright
eyes and Ikuo blushed.
"Thank you, Yuuya. I guess I should have a more positive vision of Tragedies.
My life seems like one, you know."
"Don't say that!" the other protested. "You should see your life as a
fairytale, with a happy ending on it. I want you to be happy! It's not fair
that a good person like you can't have it." he continued. Ikuo looked at the
other seeing how sad he was. "I can't think of you in a tragedy... Because in
tragedy, the sweetest person dies. I couldn't stand it. I can't stand it."
"Yuuya, I can't promise you I won't die. I can promise you only to make you
happy while I'm still here, while I still can. If it ends up like a tragedy, I
want you to keep this moment in your heart forever, carry it with you, for
me... Even if my heart stop, even if I stop breathing, you have to promise me,
that everytime you see a star in the sky, you'll remember me..."
"I... I promise it." Yuuya almost cried, when Ikuo caressed his face. "I need
other thing to remember you. I'll keep it in my heart too."
"What?" he asked, looking at him.
"Kiss me. Kiss me like you never kissed anyone, kiss me with all the passion
that you have, kiss me, mark me, make me yours, before something happen. Before
this tragedy come to its end."
"Y-Yuuya." he reached out for the other, bringing their lips together, only the
lips for now, and Yuuya craved for the contact, for all the feelings, for
everything, as he enlaced Ikuo's neck, asking it, pleading it.
Even if he hadn't done this before, he dreamed with it all night long. He was
scared that he wouldn't know how to do it, and he would hurt Yuuya, so he had
search about it. It was pretty weird and embarassing, but it was the only way
he had to make Yuuya fell good too.
Yuuya sat on his lap now, as he would correspond passionately, brushing himself
on the other, in all the sensible points, just doing a dirty game, a try to
make Ikuo lose his control and get him. Ikuo had a almost unbreakable self-
control, at least, when he was 50 centimeters from Yuuya and was with their
friends. It was almost too much for him. Sometimes, unbreakable walls can
break, if pushed by soft things as... Oh, damn, it's so fucking close to it!
"I-Ikuo..." Yuuya called, as he left Ikuo's lips, feeling a trait of saliva on
his chin. "Do it... Do it..."
"Oh, God..." he whispered, as he saw Yuuya unbottoning his own shirt, with a
cute and innocent smile on his face. Ikuo felt all his self-control go to
somewhere to be found, and he lay Yuuya in the grass, as he would unite their
lips again, caressing the other's belly, getting close to his pants' button.
"Yes... There." he asked it, as Ikuo's mouth would rest against the skin of his
neck, bitting it softly. Dear God, Yuuya's skin was like silk, so soft and
perfect and he was almost losing his sense at the other's cute noises.
He liked to bite and then suck on it for a few seconds, to see how easy to
bruise was Yuuya's skin. Soon, all his neck was full of red dots as he would
get on his nipples. First, Ikuo just teased his nipples softly as he would hear
Yuuya's whimper. Then, he kissed each one, before sucking on the left,
unbuttoning Yuuya's pants.
His hands reached for Yuuya's underwear, softly palming the member throught the
fabric of it. Yuuya tried to contain his moans, but it wasn't working, it ended
up making him so hard that he would explode. And Yuuya was so perfect, so real
in front of him, when he had to prepare the other. His finger would search for
the other's entrance, teasing it as Yuuya would open his legs, easing the
entrance of his fingers. One, two, three fingers... As his wait would get
finally end when...
The clock was waking him up for the best dream, he had ever had in his life. It
was just a dream, in the end of it. It was only a normal day of a random June
week after all. He would dream that again, of course, and he would end it.
It was a pity that it never happened...
***** Chapter 2 *****
Chapter Notes
     Second part, TeshixKazami~ With a good dose of angst, I must say.
Kazami was looking down the clouds. It was something that he was used to do
alone, after Takako had crossed the line with Yumi, and then, he was alone. Of
course, Fujioka would be here and there, but he would prefer just looking at a
certain window. He also loved to see the stars. They would make a kind of make
a bright way just for him to see Naoya's window.
He could see as the blond would get on his room, change his uniform for one of
his favorites printed shirts, one that Kazami knew that was his favorite
because when they were little, they bought it together, with their moms and
Naoya said (of course he didn't remember now) that he would use it forever.
Maybe, he used it but didn't remember why. Yes, this was a good explanation,
since half of things that he done, even he wouldn't know why was he doing it.
It was one of the things that more amused him about the other. Of course there
was others, such as the way he would act as a child with his friends, but
protect every single them in necessity times.
Kazami should stop doing it. He should stop holding himself on his best friend.
The best friend that turned to be the only thing that was holding him to earth.
Maybe he should go away, like the others, but when he talked about it, his
heart would hurt and he would feel his head hurting too.
"I know things about you that even you don't know..." he whispered. "Like, the
constellation that you always look and says that's pretty is Ursa Major, that
your favorite color is blue, since you said that you love the sky, you says
that you think Yukari is pretty, but that she isn't pretty enough for any of
us, but you liked her on our first day at school, because I saw you staring at
her. And you crushed on Akazawa too, or did you just wanted to mess with her? I
never understood it."
It crushed his heart, talk to himself, without knowing what Naoya would say,
how would he react, if he was going to laugh. He wanted to have another stupid
fight over ice cream with him, he wanted to say that he was dumb and he wanted
to spend time with him again. They were really stuck together, because the
other didn't see to let him go.
So, he thought he hadn't nothing to lose if he gone to earth to talk Naoya.
Fujioka did it all the time, so why couldn't he? He got up and stepped in one
star, using it as a ladder. It made him laugh, because it was exactly as he
imagined a angel to get in his house to get him when he died. It was something
really stupid after all.
Anyway, he got on the ground and looked through the window, he felt like he
would regret this. I'll never know if I don't try, a voice, his own voice said,
giving him enough force to go on again, and he entered in Naoya's room. It
wasn't too different from what it was in the last time he saw it. There was the
same bed, the same desk, and the same wardrobe, probably full of printed
shirts. But there was a "new" thing. It was a picture of the both in the first
day of the ninth grade. He felt the tears coming onto his face and let them go
for some minutes, all alone. He could hear steps, so he wipped his tears.
"Mom, do you-" he stopped talking when he saw Kazami. It couldn't be real, it
couldn't. He knew he was going crazy in the moment that he saw Kazami in the
middle of the stars, he was getting really crazy.
"Teshigawara..." Kazami said as the other would lock his door, sitting on the
bed, covering his face.
"It can't be real... I can't be you... I've been dreamed of this since you left
me. I dreamed that you would suddenly appear, at school, in front of your old
house, waving for me... And then you appear here, when I'm awake. So, is it how
being crazy feels like?"
"Teshigawara... I just. I'm so sorry I couldn't stay with you more time." He
tried to approach as Naoya sobbed violently.
"Why? I want it to be real so bad... But, if it's just a dream, I can say it to
you. I sorry I haven't said it when you were here." he breathes. "I love you,
Kazami. I probably love you more than I should, in a different way from what I
should. A-and, doesn't matter how many time pass, it won't leave me. I guess
I'll never love someone as much as I love you." he sobbed again.
"I l-love you too. I love you too much, more than I should too. I-It's your
fault for being such a happy-go lucky person! You should stop making me smile
when I'm sad! You should stop it, I can't go away if you don't stop it." he
cries, as he hugs Teshigawara and he hides his head on middle.
"No! If you go... I won't pass through this. I won't live." he said, simply as
Kazami would make him look at him.
"Listen to me. You are going to do this. You are going to live for us both. I
want you to be the happiest as you can, smile as much as you can, for me. Can
you do it as you did all those years? Can you?"
"K-Kazami, don't leave me, please, don't leave me." he asked again. Kazami just
got down for a little, to kiss the other. First, he kissed Teshigawara's tears
away, trying to give a reasuring smile to him, then he united their lips,
feeling the salty taste of the tears, feeling Teshigawara's hand caress his
face. "I love you, please don't leave me."
"As much as I don't want to leave you... I can't come back permanently. I can
only come here, now and then."
"But stay here with me... I need you, can you at least stay with me for this
night?" when Kazami understands the sense of what the other was saying, he
blushed. It wasn't something natural of him, but now that the images of him and
Naoya doing it were marked on his brain forever.
"I can..." he whispered, as he would lay on bed, only waiting for Teshigawara
to come.
He didn't know what he had to do, or where to put his hands. He was so confuse
on what to do, when Teshigawara was all over him, kissing all his neck, bitting
everything and touching places that he never touched (except for cleaning) and
then, Teshigawara wasn't only touching it... He was sucking, and licking and...
God... What was he doing with his fingers...
"God Dammit, go a little slower." Kazami asked.
"S-sorry..." he slow down his fingers, easing them in, trying to prepare the
other. It took just a little time, when Kazami helped him out, sitting on him.
"A-ah. I-It's weird... But it's good too..." Kazami half said, half moaned,
when Teshigawara would thrust on him, slowly.
It wasn't too much of a surprise that Teshigawara's mom didn't hear her son
asking food for all the afternoon...
End Notes
     So, yes, I'm really cruel, because I wrote down this dream in the
     same morning that he died.
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