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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Choose_Not_To_Use_Archive_Warnings, Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Shingeki_no_Kyojin_|_Attack_on_Titan
  Relationship:
      Levi/Eren_Yeager
  Character:
      Levi_(Shingeki_no_Kyojin), Eren_Yeager
  Additional Tags:
      Minor_Character_Death, Nightmares, Self-Loathing, Comfort_Sex, Emotional
      Hurt/Comfort, Angst_and_Fluff_and_Smut, Levi_can_be_a_sweetheart_when_he
      wants_to_be, but_it_got_deleted, I'm_surprised_it_took_that_long, I_was
      in_a_mood_when_I_wrote_this, Originally_Posted_on_FanFiction.Net
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      Published: 2014-08-25 Words: 4005
****** Screaming ******
by 9haharharley1
Summary
     “I can still hear her screaming…” he muttered brokenly. “That’s all I
     can focus on…" Levi’s grip on his wrists tightened and his eyes
     became hard. Eren stared up at him pleadingly. “They won’t leave me
     alone! Everyone I’ve known and all I can hear are their dying screams
     in my head!” He sobbed, broken gasps escaping dry lips. “Make them
     stop! Please, Levi, make the screaming stop!”
Notes
     This was deleted from Fanfiction.net, so I'm reposting it here.
     Enjoy.
See the end of the work for more notes
Screaming.
 
There was so much screaming. Eren could hardly think over the screams, could
barely even breath, taking a hesitant step forward. Another. Then another.
 
The Wall was breached.
 
A monstrous titan had breached Wall Maria.
 
Titans were entering the district, one by one, picking people up and swallowing
them whole, some taking the time to chew them. Blood speckled the streets.
People ran to the northern gate, desperate to escape the monsters, but Eren
could only stare forward, eyes wide, ignorant to his sister’s cries of worry
for his life.
 
His mom. He had to get to his mom. Carla was in danger.
 
Eren ran.
 
He ran as fast as his little legs could carry him, lungs burning, chest
heaving. Fear coursed through his body, threatening to swallow him like the
titans. His eyes steadily stared forward, but a scream to his right broke his
concentration. A titan held someone in its hands, a crude smile on its stupid
face, and Eren stared in horror as it stuffed the struggling human in its
mouth. He tore his eyes away and ran faster.
 
Up ahead, just around the corner! His house would be right there, so would his
mother, and then they could escape, make a dash for the north gate and from
there to Wall Rose. Just a little faster…
 
He rounded the corner just in time to see a titan lift Carla into the air, her
legs bent at awkward angles as she pounded her fists against the monster’s
hand. Eren’s eyes widened in horror, suddenly lifted into the air and being
carried back the way he came. He screamed, reaching out for his mother, calling
to her, tears streaming down his cheeks as the titan brought Carla to its
mouth.
 
“Mom!”
 
“Eren!”
 
Eren jolted awake, a scream dying on his lips as he stared with wide eyes at
the figure hovering over him. His breathing was ragged, his body sticky with
sweat, made only more obvious by the sheets clinging to his shivering frame. He
barely registered the warm hands on his shoulders, or wide, startled eyes
staring down at him. Eren released a heavy breath, frightened teal eyes darting
around the room in panic as he trembled.
 
He could still hear their screams.
 
Oh, god, the screaming…
 
“Eren…”
 
He blinked up, feeling fresh tears follow a trail of old ones down the side of
his face. Those silver eyes above him watched with worry. A sob bubbled up in
Eren’s throat and he squeezed his eyes shut.
 
“It was just a dream, Eren…” Levi muttered, his voice deep and soothing. Hands
cupped Eren’s face, calloused thumbs wiping away the tears. “You’re all right…
You’re safe…”
 
They both knew that was a lie. They would never be safe, not until the titans
were gone, not until they exterminated every last one of those monsters. They
were not safe. Despite that, however, Eren’s sobs slowly subsided, his shaking
becoming less violent. Levi continued to stare down at him, gaze unrelenting
and wiping away every tear that escaped from Eren’s gorgeous eyes. His voice
was steady as he reassured Eren that he was safe.
 
Soon, all that escaped the teen were quiet sniffles, his shivers now caused by
the cold that swept over his sweaty body. Levi leaned in and pressed soft
kisses to the corners of Eren’s eyes, a quiet sigh escaping the younger man.
Eren hiccupped.
 
“Sorry…” the teen mumbled, turning away so he wouldn’t have to stare into those
steely eyes. Levi’s hands on his cheeks forced him to look back, his silver
gaze hard.
 
“Don’t you dare,” the Corporal hissed. “Don’t be sorry for something you can’t
control. Don’t be sorry because this stupid war gives you nightmares. You’re
carrying the hope of humanity on your shoulders, so don’t apologize for showing
a bit of weakness.”
 
Tears filled Eren’s eyes once more, threatening to spill over, and he quickly
turned his head, breaking Levi’s hold on his face to wipe the tears away. Levi
lay down behind him, pressing his bare chest to Eren’s sweaty back. Strong arms
wrapped around the boy’s chest to hold him close. He rubbed soothing circles
into Eren’s skin.
 
“Was it your mom again?” Levi asked quietly. He placed soft kisses to the back
of Eren’s neck, grounding the youth in reality.
 
Eren nodded hesitantly. “Yeah…” he whispered. Levi pulled him closer.
 
“Want to talk about it?” the Corporal asked. He continued to pepper Eren’s neck
with kisses.
 
Eren shook his head in the negative, but opened his mouth anyway. “It was the
day the Wall fell. Titans invaded and people were screaming. I was running to
my old house… I thought that if I could just reach her we could escape and live
in Wall Rose, that everything would be fine!” He latched onto one of Levi’s
hands, holding it in his own, squeezing tightly. “I thought I could save her,
b-but…” Tears spilled down his cheeks again. “I-I was too l-late and a titan h-
had her and… and…” He buried his face in the pillow, another sob escaping him.
“There was so much screaming…” he whispered.
 
Levi kissed his ear. “Shh, it’s okay, Eren. It wasn’t your fault.”
 
“Yes, it was!” Eren shouted into the pillow. “If I hadn’t been so weak, I could
have saved her! If I hadn’t been such an idiot, we… We fought, Levi. That day I
got into a fight with her about joining the military and we fought. I called
her stupid and ran…” He trembled in Levi’s embrace.
 
He yelped as he suddenly found himself on his back once more, Levi straddling
his waist and glaring down at him. He pinned Eren’s hands up by his head on the
pillow, and Eren stared with wide eyes at the older man.
 
He hadn’t seen Levi that angry in a while.
 
“Listen to me, you little shit,” Levi snarled, his grip tightening painfully on
Eren’s wrists. “You were only ten when the titans invaded. I was a stupid thug
in the Capital. The Survey Corps had just returned from a mission with less
than half of their men. Nothing could have been done to stop the titans. You
were just a boy. You may have gotten into a fight with your mother, but that
doesn’t mean she thought you didn’t love her. Going back for her was enough to
prove that. That was enough for her and she loved you even though you called
her stupid. She still loved you even though you wanted to join the Survey
Corps. She probably died happy knowing she got to see you and Mikasa one last
time.”
 
Eren choked back a sob, closing his eyes tight against the tears. Levi leaned
in close and Eren could feel his warm breath against his lips. He opened watery
teal orbs to stare into stormy grey.
 
“You’re not weak, Eren,” the raven stated softly, gazing at the brunette with
loving eyes. “You’re anything but weak. You have more will to fight than anyone
here. You have more passion and fire than any soldier I’ve ever met and you
give us all hope. Not because you can turn into a titan but because you’re so
determined. People rally behind you.” He placed a soft kiss against Eren’s
lips. “You’re strong, Eren. And even the strongest have their weaknesses. No
one will blame you for having a few nightmares.”
 
“But…” Eren tried to argue, “but… my mom…”
 
Levi kissed him again. “She would be proud of you. She would be proud of the
man you’ve become and of the strong soldier you are today.” Eren’s lower lip
trembled and he whimpered.
 
“I can still hear her screaming…” he muttered brokenly. “That’s all I can focus
on… I hear her screams, everyone from my district, Petra’s, Gunther’s, Auruo’s,
Erd’s!” Levi’s grip on his wrists tightened at the names and his eyes became
hard. Eren stared up at him pleadingly. “They won’t leave me alone! Everyone
I’ve known and all I can hear are their dying screams in my head!” He sobbed,
broken gasps escaping dry lips. “Make them stop! Please, Levi, make the
screaming stop!”
 
Levi crashed his lips against Eren’s, muffling the boy’s broken whimpers and
wrenching sobs. He bit Eren’s lip, thrusting his tongue into Eren’s mouth when
the teen gasped at the shock of pain, the slick muscle tasting every inch of
the brat. Eren moaned as Levi ravaged his mouth, coaxing Eren’s tongue into his
own hot cavern so he could gently suck on it. Eren whimpered when Levi pulled
away, their lips brushing lightly against each other.
 
“I’ll make you forget,” Levi whispered huskily against his lover’s mouth, his
breath hot on Eren’s face. “I’ll make sure the only thing you can think of is
how I feel inside you, and the only thing you hear is my name falling from your
lips.” He bit Eren’s lower lip, sucking it gently, and Eren moaned. “See?” Levi
growled when he pulled away. “You’re already begging for me.”
 
“Please, Levi…” Eren whimpered. “Please make the voices stop.”
 
The Corporal released Eren’s wrists, trailing warm, calloused fingers down the
youth’s toned arms, over his shoulders to his chest. He leaned in to kiss
Eren’s neck, nipping lightly. Eren whined, his hands finding their way to
Levi’s hair, nails scratching over the stubble on the back of the older man’s
neck. He moaned as Levi soothingly sucked at each bite mark he left, paying
particular attention to Eren’s collarbone. His fingers found the youth’s
nipples. Levi rolled the nubs between thumbs and forefinger. Eren moaned,
tugging at Levi’s soft hair. Levi pulled away from his clavicle to kiss him
again.
 
Their tongues lapped lazily at one another as Levi continued to pinch and roll
Eren’s nipples. Eren arched wantonly into the touch as Levi settled between his
legs. The brunette wrapped his legs around his lover’s waist, trying to pull
Levi impossibly closer. Both of them groaned as their naked arousals pressed
together, their kiss growing in heat and passion. Eren bit none too gently at
Levi’s lower lip and the older man moaned.
 
“Fucking brat…” he muttered, pulling away slightly. Eren gave him a cheeky
grin, his tears having subsided and face flushed a pretty shade of red.
 
“But I’m your fucking brat,” Eren replied softly. He dipped his head to kiss
Levi’s neck, nipping lightly at the pale flesh.
 
A breathy sigh escaped the Corporal at the attention. “And,oh, how I’m going to
fuck you.” He ground his hips against Eren’s and the boy moaned.
 
Eren squeezed his eyes shut, bucking his hips as he arched off the bed. “Then
you better- Ah!” Levi dipped his head to latch onto a pert nipple. “You better…
mm… fuck me good, then…”
 
Levi briefly considered replying, but decided he was having too much fun
eliciting all sorts of tortured moans from the brat. Eren’s fingers carded
through the Corporal’s silky hair, tugging when Levi would gently nibble at the
nub in his mouth. Breathy sighs escaped the teen as Levi nipped and bit,
switching to the other side. Eren whimpered.
 
Eventually, Levi abandoned his teasing to lick a trail down Eren’s chest,
running his tongue over toned abs to dip into Eren’s naval. Eren moaned.
“Tease…” he whined, hips jerking.
 
“I’m taking my time,” Levi replied. “I figure if I drive you crazy, the voices
will shut up faster.” He was met with silence. Levi looked up to see Eren
staring down at him; face flushed a lovely shade of red and eyes cloudy.
“Unless you want me to be rough?” Levi asked, honestly a bit unsure with Eren’s
state of mind at the moment.
 
“No…” Eren muttered. He pushed black bangs out of the Corporal’s eyes. “Gentle
is nice…”
 
Levi gave him the tiniest of smiles. “Gentle it is, then.” He leaned up once
more to softly kiss his young lover, hands holding the teen’s tanned hips. When
Levi pulled away, Eren whined, only to gasp as fingers lightly traced the vein
on the underside of his length.
 
“Oh… Levi…” Eren murmured, mouth falling slack as the raven wrapped a calloused
hand firmly around the youth. He swallowed Eren’s moans and quiet gasps with
another kiss, sucking the boy’s bottom lip between his teeth. Applying firm
strokes to the member in his hand, Eren soon melted, hands clawing at Levi’s
muscular shoulders and back. He swiped his thumb over the tip, smearing the
pre-come gathered there, and Eren nearly sobbed. Frustrated tears welled in
already puffy turquoise eyes, but Levi kissed them away.
 
“What do you want, Eren?” the Corporal purred in his ear, taking the lobe
between his lips, suckling lightly. “What do you want me to do?”
 
That deep, husky voice washed over him and Eren could barely find the words to
voice his need in his flustered state. His nails dug further into Levi’s skin,
scratching long, red marks down his toned back. “You…” he whispered throatily,
moaning when Levi swiped his thumb over the tip again. “I want you… mm-ah!”
 
Levi chuckled in his ear, the sound sending shivers through the teen. “You’re
going to have to be more specific.”
 
“Please, Levi!” Eren cried out. “I want your mouth on me… Please put your mouth
on me!” His face enflamed as the embarrassing words left his mouth, but Levi
only stared hungrily down at him.
 
“I thought you’d never ask,” the raven teased. He pecked the brat on the lips
before ducking out of sight, and Eren cried out as warm, moist heat enveloped
his senses. His eyes squeezed shut, hands finding their way to his lover’s hair
as Levi’s lips wrapped around his tip. Levi gave him a gentle suck, his tongue
swirling playfully over the head. One of his hands came up to fondle Eren’s
sac, the other holding the teen’s hips firmly in place.
 
“Ah… Fuck, Levi, don’t stop!” Eren cried. Placing a hand over his mouth, Eren
tried to muffle his noises. It was the middle of the night after all, and he
tended to get a little loud. But when he looked down, Levi was giving him a
dark glare, some of its intensity lost thanks to the cock in his mouth, but
scary nonetheless. Eren hesitated, but removed his hand. “S-sorry… Ah!” Levi
gave him a hard suck.
 
Growling low in his throat, the Corporal went further down on the teen, the
vibrations sending pleasure through the youth beneath him. Levi bobbed his head
a few times, pulling away to kiss the tip. Nibbling very lightly down Eren’s
length, Levi sucked at the base, earning a deep moan from his lover. He licked
back up along the vein to the head, teasing Eren’s slit with his tongue. Eren
whimpered.
 
“Oh, please don’t tease…” Eren sobbed, gripping tight at Levi’s hair.
 
“As you wish,” Levi mumbled against his organ. He smirked.
 
Eren all but screamed as Levi swallowed him whole, his member brushing the back
of Levi’s throat. His hips bucked wildly into the moist heat and Levi had to
hold his hips down with both hands. He bobbed his head slowly, rhythmically,
pulling away so his lips only circled the head before deep-throating his lover
again and again. Eren’s moans became increasingly loud, the Corporal’s name
falling like a prayer from parted lips with each hard suck.
 
While the brat was thoroughly distracted by his mouth, Levi took one hand and
inched it down, his middle finger prodding lightly at Eren’s entrance. He poked
pass the tight ring of muscle and Eren groaned, quickly relaxing with the
pleasure Levi’s mouth gave him. The raven reduced his sucking, much to Eren’s
annoyance, to ease his finger in and out of the brat’s tight hole. He lapped
idly at the tip as the brunette rocked down to meet the finger prodding his
insides.
 
When a second finger was added, Levi deep-throated again, making Eren scream as
he hit that wonderful bundle of nerves inside him at the same time. Levi
smirked around his cock, continuing to thrust against that spot in time with
his bobbing. Eren howled and moaned, hips jerking uncontrollably, his body
unsure of what to do amidst the double assault.
 
“Oh, fuck… Ah, Levi, sh-shit… I’m g-gonna… gonna…” He was so close, and Levi
relentlessly hit that spot inside him, taking Eren as deep as he could into his
mouth. “Ah! S-shi- Levi!”
 
Eren screamed, his vision going white as he arched off the bed, filling Levi’s
awaiting mouth as he did so. Levi drank him down greedily, sucking the brat
dry, easing his fingers in and out slowly. Before pulling away, Levi licked a
long stripe up Eren’s now flaccid length, his finger scissoring the completely
relaxed teen. He added a third digit and Eren whimpered.
 
Levi placed light kisses up the teen’s taut stomach and chest, taking a moment
to suck on his jugular. Eren writhed under the ministrations, his skin overly
sensitive in the aftermath of his orgasm. His nails scraped over the stubble of
Levi’s undercut, Levi sighing against his skin in appreciation.
 
“That was…” Eren started. He licked dry lips as Levi sat up to hover over him
on one arm. Eren gave him a cheeky little smile. “That felt great.”
 
The Corporal narrowed his steel grey eyes, leaning in so his lips barely
touched his young lover’s. “Just great?” he growled against soft lips, his
breath tickling Eren. “You sounded like it felt a lot better than just
‘great.’”
 
Eren moaned, teal eyes lidded heavily as he stared back at the shorter man.
“Okay, it felt awesome; fantastic, even.” His hands left the back of Levi’s
head to scrape down his well-defined chest and abs, moaning as he rocked
against the fingers still stretching him. Levi couldn’t fight a moan as one of
Eren’s wandering hands grasped his member, giving him a few good pumps. “I’m
sure you can make me feel even better, though, Corporal.”
 
Rocking into Eren’s hand, Levi groaned against his lips. “Are you challenging
me, brat?”
 
“Not at all, sir,” Eren replied, breath hitching when the fingers stretching
him suddenly plunged back inside. He threw his head back with a cry and Levi
kissed his neck.
 
“Sounds like a challenge to me,” Levi said. He kissed the moaning brat, sucking
on Eren’s bottom lip before pulling away, taking his fingers with him. Eren
whined at the loss. “Be patient, you little shit…” Levi mumbled. He reached
over to the bedside table to grab a tiny bottle of oil.
 
“Easy for you to say,” the teen grumbled back, reaching down to stroke himself
back to full hardness. Levi slapped his hand away. Eren whined.
 
Pouring a generous amount of oil on his member, Levi slicked himself up,
moaning when he caught sight of Eren watching him. He loved when the brat only
had eyes for him and Eren knew it. The brunette licked his lips, gazing up at
Levi with loving, lustful eyes as the older man lined his length up with the
teen’s entrance.
 
“Still want me to be gentle?” Levi asked softly. Eren nodded, wrapping his legs
around the Corporal. Levi nodded. “Deep breaths, then.” He took his arousal in
one hand, Eren’s thigh in the other, and slowly inched his way in.
 
Groaning at the tight heat, Levi pulled out only to push further into his
lover, Eren moaning and whimpering beneath him. He did this until he was fully
seated in the brunette, his fingers digging into Eren’s skin. Eren dug his
heels into the small of Levi’s back, pulling his lover as close as he possibly
could even as tears of pain welled in his eyes. With only an inch or two left,
Levi grasped Eren’s hips and forced the rest of his length in. Both of them
groaned loudly.
 
Levi bent forward to take one of Eren’s nipples between his teeth, distracting
the youth enough for Eren to relax. When the brat’s labored breathing calmed
down some, Levi gave an experimental thrust. Eren moaned under him.
 
“Good?” grunted Levi, his breathing coming out in heavy pants. Sweat was
starting to bead on his forehead from the effort it took to keep relatively
still.
 
Eren gave him a weak nod. “Y-you can move…”
 
Pulling out slowly before thrusting back in, Levi set a leisurely pace. The boy
under him squirmed and moaned, his fingers clutching at the bed sheets. Levi
hiked one of Eren’s legs up onto his shoulder, changing the angle of his
thrusts. When Eren’s eyes popped open and he all but screamed, Levi knew he hit
his mark. Leaning forward with one hand still keeping a bruising hold on Eren’s
hip, he tangled the other in chocolate locks and forced the other into a heated
kiss.
 
He swallowed Eren’s moans and cries for more, tangling their tongues together
and trying not to let loose into the brat’s all too willing body. He kept his
pace slow and his thrusts forceful. Eren’s toes curled against his back and he
was nearly sobbing in frustrated pleasure. Levi pulled away from the kiss to
rest his weight on one hand, hovering over the kid to stare at his face
scrunched up in ecstasy.
 
“Levi…” Eren moaned. “Levi, harder… Oh, god, harder!”
 
Levi smirked down at him. “I didn’t hear a ‘please.’” His thrusts remained
steady.
 
Eren whined, rocking up to meet him. “Please, sir!” he begged shamelessly. He
opened hazy eyes to stare at his lover. “Please, go harder! Fuck me harder…”
 
“As you wish,” Levi grunted. His speed picked up and Eren screamed, hands
flying to the Corporal’s arms so nails could dig into his biceps. Levi groaned
at the minor pain, but moaned loudly as Eren tightened around him with every
hard jab of his prostate. He buried his face in Eren’s neck, biting his
shoulder as Eren’s cries grew louder and louder. Soon enough, the headboard was
hitting the wall, and Levi didn’t care who they woke up to the sounds they
made. All that mattered was Eren moaning under him and screaming his name,
begging for more.
 
Not long after, Eren became unbelievably tight around him and Levi groaned as
Eren screamed, painting their stomachs with his second orgasm of the night.
With a few more thrusts into that almost unbearable heat Levi followed suit,
sighing his lover’s name as he coated Eren’s insides. He relaxed completely on
top of Eren, panting as he laid his head on the boy’s chest. Eren’s breathing
slowly calmed down and his heart rate returned to normal levels. Heavy arms
came up to wrap around the Corporal, both of them basking in the afterglow.
 
Eren was usually the one to break the comfortable silence first, and this was
no exception. “The screaming stopped…”
 
Levi made a little noise of curiosity. “Did it? I couldn’t tell over your own
screaming.”
 
Eren chuckled lightly. “Was I that loud?” Levi couldn’t see the blush on Eren’s
face, but they both knew it was there.
 
“You’re always that loud,” the Corporal muttered. He sat up, slowly slipping
out of the boy to lie beside his lover. He pressed a short kiss to bruised
lips. “But I love it when you’re loud.”
 
“I love you,” Eren snapped as a cheeky retort.
 
Levi rolled his eyes. “That was unbelievably cheesy.”
 
“You love me,” Eren said with a grin.
 
“I love you,” Levi agreed solemnly. He draped strong arms around the teen. “Go
to sleep, brat. We’re burning these sheets first thing in the morning.” Eren
laughed lightly and snuggled closer to him.
 
The screaming wouldn’t stay silent for long. Soon enough, the faces that
haunted their nightmares would return. The dying screams of the fallen would
plague their thoughts, and Levi and Eren would wake in the night with screams
of their own, desperate to seek comfort in each other, to remind themselves
that they were still alive.
 
For now, though, they could be content.
End Notes
     I’ve come to realize that I have trouble writing normal bed sex. It
     just seems so boring to me. I have more fun when they’re doing it on
     a desk, or against a wall or something.
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