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      Published: 2016-09-03 Updated: 2017-05-03 Chapters: 2/? Words: 4026
****** Forgive ******
by Marth_Marf
Summary
     Only God is the one that can feel, and if you ever develope feeling
     for another seraph, your memories are going to be erased, want it or
     not.
     You're too weak to have them.
     -------
     Seraph AU. In which a Seraph escaped God's kingdom because the rule
     "Only God can have feeling" seemed too stupid for him. Another
     followed him and... WELL basically they want the seraph to go back
     "home" and get his memories erased to live in peace again, but he
     messed up, and the other too, and now things are like this.
     (Better explanation when history advances. Maybe will be
     discontinued. Sorry.)
Notes
     This was an idea I was trying to release months before but since my
     life was in much shit I couldn't even make a descent draw. Finally
     finished first chapter! Pray to Marth's goddess Naga to have next
     ones! And I don't really know how to put links correctly but ok.
     Enjoy!
See the end of the work for more notes
***** Chapter 1 *****
The night was upon them. Some of the candelabrum were on, the flames on the
candles moved slightly. The only person in this temple was on her knees, the
light barely illuminating her covered form. With a rosary glittering under
those flames, she moved from bead to bead, whispering her prayers that echoed
in the grand place.
 

‘’Hail Mary full of grace…’’
 

Every people in the village where on their houses, hiding, crying, praying for
protection.
 

‘’Blessed is the fruit of thy womb…’’
 

The girl looked up to the big crucifix in front of her, green eyes full of
feelings shined as the rosary.
 

‘’Jesus.’’
 

Away from there, a group of soldiers protected the entrance to the city, as
well other soldiers up on the walls with bows prepared and fear forming in
their chests, like every night since three months ago.
 

‘’Holy Mary, Mother of God…’’
 
 

A terrified scream could be heard in one of the houses at the border of the
village, but no one dared to come out and see what was happening. They knew
what was… but sadly nobody wants to be part of it. The person screaming was a
little girl, and apparently her mother.
 

‘’PLEASE LEAVE HER, SHE’S JUST A GIRL! I BEG YOU! FORGIVE HER!’’
 

Pray for us sinners.
 

Blood covered the marble floor of the humble home, and the mother fell on her
knees, crying over the dead body of her daughter and her husband who tried to
protect them.
 

Now and then at the hour of our death.
 

The woman closed her damp eyes, and her sobs died down slowly, it was her turn.
She was going to see her family again in other place, in a happier one. A last
smile for this world was on her quivering dry lips.
 
 
‘’Amen.’’
 
 
A new thick red tear descended down, following the already marked path on the
praying girl’s face.
 
 

These creatures made their move again.
 
 
===============================================================================
 
 The candles on the temple had been blowed off, and one of the grand doors
opened. The guards in there looked at the form coming out.

With a great black and red dress the girl was arranged, but the cape on her
shoulders and the hood covering her head shadowed her features, however, the
moon light betrayed her and showed them the bloody trail of tears in her face.

‘’My lady…’’ one of the guards approached concerned.

‘’God will hear us eventually, he… does this for a reason.’’

‘’My Lady would you need something?’’ He tried again.

‘’I’m fine, Crowley. Let’s go back to the city. Thanks for protecting me on
this night again. May God always be with you.’’ The girl passed the guard, and
this bowed at her, lifting his face a little, he looked how she was being
helped to get back in the carriage.

This is getting out of hands.

Her hands.
 
===============================================================================
 
‘’So…’’ the purple haired boy with red eyes started, licking the tip of his
fingers coated with blood from the dead little girl on the floor. ‘’neither
here is what we are searching.’’
 

A guy with black hair in front of him denied. His bored expression made the
other boy sigh, but soon a smile was back on his features.
 

‘’Cheer up! Her blood it’s good, such a waste I made… if only you just don’t
get grossed out by having some like this…’’ he said tracing his fingers on his
lips before suggestively taking his tongue out to brush the pad of his fingers
slowly on it, his eyes never leaving his friend’s, which made a grossed out
face and pass besides him out the door. That made Lacus laugh at Rene’s
sensibility about ‘’eating manners’’. Despite his façade, Rene was pretty
collected, and the way Lacus acted always pulled a nerve on him, just never
snapped. And he never will.
 

‘’This search is useless, that girl must be a hide-and-seek champion, it’s been
two years and we still don’t have any signals of her. The Queen never explained
us correctly why is all of this, for me is like a waste of time, don’t you
think?’’
 

‘’Is not like we run out of time.’’
 

‘’Yeah, duh! But that person we are searching for is just a human, what if
she’s dead already?’’ Lacus snickered ‘’Saying that made me imagine the queen’s
reaction…’’ they both trembled. Their Queen wraith wasn’t something nice to
feel.
 

‘’Then we better hurry.’’
 

‘’Hurry on what? I told you, we don’t know much about this oh-so-desired
human.’’
 

‘’Gender girl, around her teens, lives on a house…’’
 

‘’…You’re better than this Rene.’’
 

The black-haired vampire raised an eyebrow, looking at the careless Lacus, who
shaken his hand in front of his face in a ‘forget it’ manner. They both were
strangely tired, but their mission wasn’t finished, so they wandered around a
little more. As Rene said, they weren’t running out of time.
 
 
Back again inside the capital’s walls, the cardinal Luxera keeps looking down
at her rosary that was hanging around her neck. With her tears already dry on
her face, Crowley keeps looking at her with concern. His Lady was crying more
blood these past days, and that was the signal that poor lives had been taken
by those monsters. Vampires.
 
The King had been so filled with fear and reclaims of his people that he didn’t
know what to do. At first, he had leaved the problem at the hand of his
general, they did everything they could, and what they thought that will stop
those beasts. Typical myths about vampires hating garlic, crucifixes and holy
water were put on the plan to stop them, but of course, it didn’t work.
Soon the Sancta Sedes took upon the matter and they claimed that they knew a
way to make the king’s problem go away, this of course made King Tenri’s
attention to look at their way. Tenri Hiiragi was never interested in holy
matters, and never will, for he the only one that ruled upon the world was the
human race, the stronger ones, as anyone could see, not the elves, not the
faeries, not the sirens, not the angels, not the gods, and definitely not the
vampires. Humans were the one. But he won’t dismiss a chance to take those
bloodsuckers down for what they were doing.
As the reunion between Monarchy and the Catholic Church advanced, the Pope
Gales told King Tenri that they had a special kid that has direct contact with
god, and that she might bless his kingdom and give a peaceful life to them,
Tenri wasn’t at all interested in this, it must be just another way to get
money, he knew how the people in that circus acted.
The first rejection of their ‘’plan’’ was taken in a good way by the Sancta
Sedes, so they retreated for a time. After a week and half, they reappeared,
seeing the King distress getting bigger they offered to make a ‘’trial’’ of
what they said, and even with all the disorder happening, maddened, the King
rejected them again. This time making the Sancta Sedes grow enraged at the
ignorance of the king.
A Month passed and that was the final straw for the King, the Catholic church
didn’t say a word after their last encounter, so that meant that Tenri has to
go to them, and that’s how happened.
The Pope Gales was so happy to see the King coming to their territory, because
that was the signal that he waited for. Tenri talked about the ‘’war’’ with the
vampires and how it was getting worse, and that he accepted the plan, whatever
they wanted he would give it to them, the Pope said that he didn’t had anything
especial in mind, but that he wanted to leave it as a favor that one day he
might take back from the King itself, Hiiragi accepted, and the whole ‘’Kingdom
salvation’’ started.
Gales called for the Cardinals, and they made their wait to the saint throne,
in the middle of them, covered with veils and long clothes, a little figures
walked towards the front, while the others bowed and chanted a few prayers.
The most beautiful pair of vivid green eyes looked up, and removed her black
veil to show a beautiful face, almost sculpted by god. Rosy lips and little
nose, soft skin and black as night hair. Tenri almost got down of his knees at
the sight of the little girl. Giles greeted the very first female Cardinal.
Luxera, the god’s message was the way they addressed her. She was capable of
talking directly to God almighty. The ultimate tool of these Catholics.

Tenri was indeed impressed.
 

‘’My Lady wouldn’t be better if you clean those stains? Let me help you
please.’’ searching in his pocked, he took out a handkerchief and moved to sit
beside his lady, grabbing her chin to move it towards his face in order to
start cleaning. The girl had her eyes closed, trying to stop her crystalline
tears. It was always like this. After a good time of trying to connect with
god, and not having answer, the only signal that showed them that they were
doing something bad was her red tears, making her feel all the pain, all the
fear.
 
Once finished, Crowley had gifted to her lady a sweet smile when she finally
opened her beautiful eyes. Luxera smiled back and soon she hugged her
bodyguard, squeezing him and cuddling against the broad chest of the male, the
redhead caressed her hair and whispered some encouragement words to her.
 

‘’He doesn’t talk to me anymore Crowley, I’m scared, I was the only—‘’
 

‘’My lady do not get desperate, I assure you that every will come out fine, we
must be missing something out, but I swear, for your salvation and of the
people, I will always search with you the reason. So please, don’t ever think
you’re alone.’’
 
After a good moment of only listening the horse walking on the stones of the
street, she nodded and made herself comfortable on Crowley’s arms. She was so
tired of all this, she wanted to rest in peace, to be a normal kid who just had
to work, go to school, have friends to play with… the only one who always made
him company was Crowley, and he was happy about it.
 

‘’Yuuichirou, we are getting close.’’ He said softly still caressing the back
of the cross-dressed boy.
 

‘’Geez, don’t call me like that when I’m like this. Loses its purpose.’’ The
pout on Yuu’s voice was clear, but nonetheless he sat correctly again. Leaving
Crowley to fix him.
 

‘’I must say that my days at the castle are really…’’
 

‘’I know.’’ The redhead’s words were muffled by the thin hair brush in his
mouth, he was making Yuu’s hair to look presentable, after all their work still
hadn’t ended. They needed to report everything that had happened during their
mission outside to the king and his court. Taking the brush way from his mouth,
he keep happily combing the black soft hair. ‘’I’ve never seen you so carefree
in a place like that, I could almost follow you all the way to the kitchen
without you noticing.’’ A smug smile appeared on his lips and Yuu only groaned,
looking to a side, definitely not wanting to meet the man’s smile.
 

‘’You jerk…’’
 

‘’If god could heard you right now.’’
 

‘’Oh shut up. He didn’t give a fuck about what I was saying an hour ago, I
don’t think he would listen me now.’’
 

‘’My, my, those aren’t words for a lady.’’
 

As the carriage came to a stop, Crowley leaved the comb back on the little box
they had inside and moved towards the door. Finally out, he extended his hand
to Luxera, who delicately descended to bow at the guards who were there to
receive her.
 

‘’Thanks once more for you hard work, gentlemens, may god be always with you.’’
The melodious voice made all the guards to have goosebumps on their skin and
only saludated back, the girl giggled and that was the signal to their hearths
to explode in happiness, of course they didn’t show it.
 

Once far away from them, Yuu sighed and heard Crowley’s laugh behind him.
 

‘’Whatever, let’s just get over with it…’’
 

Amane Yuuichirou, 16 years old, orphan, has a secret identity with the name of
Luxera, Cardinal in the Sancta Sedes, the tool of the sinners, the salvation of
the innocents, the god’s message…
 
===============================================================================

‘’The only way I can feel love.’’ Blue obsidians were looking up at the sky,
his expression with a tinge of melancholy made everyone doubt the fact that he
was a vampire. His blonde hair shone like silver under the moonlight, giving
him some angelical aura.
 

‘’Mika.’’
 

The voice made the blonde snap back to the reality, and his expression
automatically changed to a bored one.
 

‘’What is it Krul?’’
 

‘’You have a call of Lacus and Rene.’’
 

‘’They found out something?’’
 

The pink haired girl only shrugged lifting up her hands, at this Mika groaned
and made himself fall from the high glassless window of the abandoned church he
was in, falling with elegance that even his mother whistled.
 

‘’Look at my son, so beautiful, I am so proud of myself.’’ Any modesty could be
heard from the vampire girl.
 

‘’Why should you be ‘’proud’’ of yourself?’’
 

‘’Oh, isn’t it obvious? I gave you birth Mika!’’ Krul happily jumped towards
his son, grabbing his hands to spin around a little. ‘’You’re such a happiness
killer.’’ She pouted childish, even when she was like 3.000 years old.
 

‘’Come on, is not time to play.’’ Releasing himself from the hold, he fixed his
clothes and grabbed his phone from the pocket of his suit, dialing Rene to talk
personally. Signaling to Krul that he was going out, his mother only nodded
dismissing him, soon the vampire queen was the only one in the lonely church.
 

‘’Oh Mikaela. I hope that you can find what you’re searching.’’
 

Turning around Krul looked up at the window, smiling at the sky, all this thing
was only starting.
 

She had a debt to pay to an Angel.
***** What I hate. *****
Chapter Summary
     A little talk with the prince, the usual traits with the guard, and
     the usual annoying appearance...
Chapter Notes
     HEY IT'S BEEN A WHILE, I RECENTLY GAINED INSPIRATION FOR THIS HISTORY
     AGAIN AND I hope you enjoy the slightly CrowleyxYuu that is here...
See the end of the chapter for more notes
As they made their way inside the room of the throne, Yuu or better saying,
Luxera, keep his head up, maintaining the perfect posture that every woman
envied. Crowley following firm and strong. Luxera sure has the perfect life
everyone desired. Status, God-blessed, beauty, grace… except it wasn’t. Well,
not always.
The king, or better saying the king’s son, Hiiragi Kureto, stayed stoic and
unimpressed by all this, just looked at the God’s send intensely. Deep down,
Yuu wanted to punch his royal face. Surely Kureto was going to act like a bitch
again.
‘’Your majesty, the cardinal Luxera has arrived.’’ The servant announced,
strong and clear, the soon-to-be king lifted his hand, dismissing his servant.
‘As well my fucking nightmares.’ Yuu muttered under his breath, and a smile was
on Crowley’s lips upon hearing that. Once in front of their majesty, they both
bowed with respect before standing correctly once again. Crowley made his way
to the front, ready to give some information about what happened. Yuu on his
side never broke eye contact with Kureto.
‘’Prince Kureto, we are here to report you the advances on today’s night.’’ His
voice high and unwavering.
‘’Oh? So, we really had some advance tonight. That is a surprise. Since the
killing has not stopped for the last two months. However, yes, I must admit
that the bloodshed has diminished like 10 per night, before was worse.’’ Kureto
stopped to move a little in his place, sitting correctly to speak to the girl
in front of him. ‘’Should I thank you for today’s, My Mistress?’’
Of course, the ambient was heavy, no servant had the ability to hide their
expression in this moment, and all that they desired the most in this moment
was disappear. Kureto wasn’t a easily enraged person, but his carefree reaction
scared them in a way… it was like you never knew what to expect, the prince
could simply slice your head there, but then again, he was not that kind of
person.
He giggled. He dared to giggle, and then moved back to his comfortable
position.
‘’You may continue, holy knight. Enlighten me with tonight’s advance on the
matter.’’ His hand signaled the red-haired man who never changed his sunny
expression.
‘’If you allow me to continue, I must say that we’ve detected the place from
where the vampires are spreading, apparently they are moving now, since their
expedition has been useless these past days. In addition, more damsels and
girls are being sent to the security of the Vatican to protect them.’’ Again,
the prince scoffed at that.
‘’I see. Glad to know they are attending and helping our problems this much
without any payment.’’ The male stood, making his servant move close to him.
Eyes locked on the girl who at this time has her emerald eyes closed in a way
of respect to the blueblood. Once Kureto approached her, Crowley kept his
senses alert, only if this idiot tried anything against her lady... ‘’The god’s
blessing is enough for all of you really? Does that fills all of your bodies
with the required energy?’’ he did not stop there, his hand now lifting the
face of the holy girl with delicacy, daring to caress her chin. ‘’Does that is
enough to keep you all living good and happy? Tell me, my lady. Is it all that
enough to them?’’
 
‘’Kureto-sama, the king needs you at his chambers.’’
Upon hearing that, Yuu moved his face to a side, closing his eyes again. And
Crowley had gone back to his relaxed façade.
‘’Lord Kureto, I assure you, that one day you might be able to understand the
gods blessing.’’ Luxera said with calm ‘’But apparently is not close by.’’ Like
that, the girl turned around, her guard followed giving his arm to the girl.
‘’For now I recommend you to take care of you sick father, he needs his
descendants close, and it’s a sweet act on your part to accompany him.’’ Before
she disappeared behind the grand door, she looked one last time to the king and
made a slight bow.
‘’Good night, Your Highness.’’
 
Kureto just smiled once again, and moved to see his father.

‘’I really hate his pretty face. Gods he couldn’t have born in other kind of
family, no... Shitty character and in a royal family.’’ Yuu said while Crowley
helped him to get off the tight dress. ‘’A royal family Crowley! His ego has
been lifted ahead fucking god’s kingdom!’’ finally released of all those
layers, he jumped to his great comfy bed. Silk white sheets making contact with
his equally soft skin. That helped the poor boy’s stress, he really hated
treating with people like that, it was unnerving, he never knew what to expect
next, that’s why it bothered him too much. Paying no mind on the last pieces of
clothes he had, a soft pink under corset, galterbelt and stockings of the same
color, along with lewd panties… this was his all time under wear and he was
used to it, Crowley by his side, still had some ideas while seeing his sire
like that. And Yuu wasn’t going to know if his dearest friend never told him,
so he was calm with the situation. Unless… no. he shouldn’t think of these
things now, it was dangerous.
So he giggled instead, leaving the dress close by so the maids could retrieve
it for cleaning next morning. Moving back to the bed, he knelt in front of his
sire, putting the boy’s foot on his knee so he could discard his stocking. Yuu
had to sit on the bed to help him out a little. ‘’Still my lord, you should be
more careful with the way you talk to him, we didn’t come here to make
troubles, right? We are here to help.’’
‘’I doubt he cares about the way I treat him, he enjoys it when I lash out at
him discreetly. And just call me Yuu, jeez…’’
‘’I’ll repeat myself, we could get in trouble. Yuu.’’ Crowley said as he
sensually caressed up Yuuichirou’s thigh to get rid of the second stocking. The
first one already discarded on the bed, Yuu looked kind of bored at his guard’s
action, lips formed in a light pout. Curiously there was some tension on the
room, but the boy paid no mind, and instead just grabbed Crowley’s face and
leaned close.
‘’I want my milk before going to sleep.’’
‘’Ara, such a dirty order Yuuichirou.’’
Yuu released him and threw himself back to bed, both stockings gone, now just
staying the garterbelt (that he already is taking it off by himself) and the
corset that still needed some help to disappear of his body, so Yuu gave to the
man his back, both hands together and stretched up his head. This sight made
Crowley bite on his tongue not to do anything inappropriate, how could it be?
This wasn’t nothing new, it was their every day program, undressing him,
bathing him, touching him…
Lifting one knee on the bed to equilibrate himself, his slowly forming tent
pressed against Yuu’s plump bottom, and he did his best not to rub himself on
the boy, untying the corset, he released his breath once away from Yuuichirou
in a dissimulated way. However, of course the kid seemed as clueless as always.
‘’Thanks Crowley, I’ll take care of myself from here. The water is ready,
right?’’
As if going out of a trance, the red-haired man nodded his head after a while.
‘’Yes it is. All of your necessities are close by too’’ moving to grab the
change of clothes for the boy, he grabbed an oversized white shirt that Yuu
claimed it was comfy and leaved it on the bed, by the eyes of Crowley, the
shirt seemed so tight. Well, Yuuichirou was so petite after all. ‘’Now if you
forgive me, I’m going to bring the milk you asked for.’’ His typical smile
coming back to him, and you growled like a cute mad puppy upon seeing him, and
moved to the bathroom totally naked. Back showing that pair of intriguing
scars, two long vertical tick lines.
‘’Whatever…’’ He was tired and in the need of a warm bath, he was going to get
it now, he wasn’t in the mood for Crowley’s weird character shifting.
 
Once alone in the bathroom he closed the door and then dipped himself of the
big tub filled with warm water, he could feel how all his muscles melted and
placed back on their respective space. This is what he screamed for all the day
in the back of his mind, maybe that’s why he couldn’t correctly connect with
God, because of having a mayor desire invade his mind all the time.
With eyes closed in favor of intensifying his concentration, the tried once
again, tried to get any kind of whispering, any kind of hushed voices trying to
get to him. However, all he could detect was… nothing. Absolutely nothing.
Maybe god didn’t want to contact them; maybe he’s tired of trying to help them?
Is this the way of god to say that is a lost case? For sure he didn’t know and
couldn’t help but to feel mad. ‘How dare him?’ You thought. ‘How dare you to
give up with your own creation?’ And that’s when he heard a laugh, way too
scary to be god’s. His eyes flew open, but he definitely wasn’t at the warm
tub. Seeing nothing but white and gray, dark smoke and sad clouds. He had sit
and looked around, meeting with red eyes and long black hair. There’s this
demon again…
 
‘’Asura.’’ Yuu said in a neutral voice, eyes showing no emotions.

‘’For sure humans aren’t his creation, Yuu.’’
 
The demon always answered him with the same annoying carefree reaction, just
like he hated it.
Chapter End Notes
     THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING THIS. I HOPE YOU LIKED HOW IT CAME THIS
     CHAPTER, and I sWEAR that Mika and Yuu are meeting soon!
End Notes
     End of the music!
     Any error that you see, you can tell me to fix it! I want to improve
     my writing and also my english! Thank you very much for the kudos! <3
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