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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Choose_Not_To_Use_Archive_Warnings, Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Young_Justice_(Cartoon)
  Relationship:
      Dick_Grayson/Wally_West
  Character:
      Dick_Grayson, Wally_West
  Additional Tags:
      Underage_Sex, Dubious_Consent, First_Time, Squick, Fluff, Sappy, Romance
  Stats:
      Published: 2011-12-21 Words: 1191
****** Eventually ******
by Val_Creative
Summary
     "I should have just said something—" Dick insisted, flinching back
     slightly from Wally's hand going for his bare shoulder.
Notes
     YJAM prompt: "KF/Rob- dubcon. Wally and Dick are kinda together,
     Wally is a horny teenager and Dick is an itty bitty little thing- the
     sex ends up a bit onesided, painful, and scary. Bonus if KF is
     totally unaware that he's hurting/scaring Robin."
                                     X.X.X
 
There had been lubricant involved. What form of sex didn't have lubricant?
(Unless that's what got someone off and they must have been out of their mind.)
It did nothing to squelch the pain though. The building, hot white pain.
Wally had forced himself in. Clumsy stretching. No waiting. He was overeager
and horny and Dick was too young.
Heck, he didn't even know anyone in his age group having sex. If anything they
fooled around once or twice. But Dick wanted to know how this would feel with
Wally. They had both agreed to it in a way and Dick expected it to be about as
fun as the other things they've done together getting past the initial pain.
But, no, this… his stomach just felt really sick, and his erection hurt, and
what Wally could manage to reach into with his penis through Dick's opening
hurt… and Wally pushed in so far.
His anal cavity throbbed in a steady, agonized tempo as the thrusts into Dick
sped up (human speed, not metahuman, god, if that was the case then Wally would
have torn him up) and rocked him violently on his knees. Wally must have been
having difficulties controlling himself.
The moist tip of Dick's erection pressed rigidly between his stomach and his
own bed and his back arched up, as he cried out in stifled, long whimpers into
a pillow at each new thrust shaking him. Wally had hit nerve bundles. That was
good. But it wasn't enough.
The staggering feeling of being filled and being out of the position of control
thudded his heart faster and Dick didn't want to admit he was afraid of this
but a part of him was.
And how long it would last.
Dick cried out louder, squeezing his eyes shut, when Wally's blunt fingernails
plunged into the exposed skin on his hips and Wally must have mistaken it for a
better noise because he could feel the fringe of Wally's bangs against his skin
and Wally's lopsided smile touching his lower back, and oh god, Dick should
just say something already but…
Something changed in the pacing and it hurt again and Wally was out, finally,
and breathing out his orgasm and disposing of the condom. Dick wasn't sure he
had released himself. Wouldn't matter… he was too tense for it… too nervous.
He dug himself deeper towards his cotton-feel pillow as Wally let out a shaky
laugh and moved next to him, probably staring right at him.
"Oh man… that was something, wasn't it…?"
Dick leaned up, facing his back to his 'boyfriend'. They hadn't even gone out
that long. Maybe about three months. Why did he think this was a good idea?
"Need to…clean up," he muttered, grimacing as long spikes of pain rippled up
his body and the corners of his eyes watered. Please wear off, please…
Several minutes in Dick's master bathroom, tossing out the soiled tissues and
towels (immediately thankful for no bloody spots on anything) he opened the
bathroom door and Wally reappeared in knee-length pajama shorts. Green Lantern
shorts. Dick bit back a snarky comment. Hard to. He may have given into it if
he wasn't feeling so worn out, both physically and mentally.
"Did I do something…?" Wally asked the naked boy, frowning.
Dick's throat tightened up.
"Nah, man," Dick lied, keeping his eyes lowered as he slipped on his own pajama
shorts. Red and blue.
A relieved look on the other boy's freckled face. "Good. It's not like I hurt
you or anything, right?"
Another tissue in Dick's hand chucked at the garbage bin by the toilet.
Wally then stated, looking unnerved by the awkward silence, "…right…?"
"I should have just said something—" Dick insisted, flinching back slightly
from Wally's hand going for his bare shoulder.
He backed away, grim expression in place.
"You'll need new sheets. I'll…I'll get some."
The speedster zipped out of the master bathroom entrance for the dresser
drawers, and Dick exited after him, counting out four seconds in his head
before Wally came back into full-view with the old sheets in the laundry basket
by the bedroom door and the fresh sheets spread out in a tidy, unwrinkled
arrangement on Dick's bed.
Wally rubbed the back of his neck, stealing a small, uncertain glance up at
Dick's stoic gaze on him. "…You probably just want to sleep alone…heh."
No. He never liked sleeping alone.
"…Probably best, KF."
Wally's hand lowered slowly. "Yeah…"
Another moment of awkward silence and Wally zipped out, closing Dick's bedroom
door behind him intently.
Dick sank into a half-sitting position, leaning to one side from another sharp
spike of pain and holding his head in one of his hands.
He didn't mean to sound so cold about kicking him out. He didn't even really
want Wally to leave. It wasn't completely Wally's fault so much as it was his
on some level as well for not communicating about feeling unsure and forcing up
his body to become tense during sex…
Communication, it was one of those essentials to a good relationship, right?
Dick slid his palm over his eyelid and cheek, looking back up.
After a few minutes, a set of resolute knocks thundered against his door.
Mildly surprised, Dick answered to find a panting Wally holding onto newly
printed sheets of computer paper.
From the corridor, the speedster ruffled through the first four in the top of
the mini-stack, going into a quick explanation, "So I just did some research on
the web when I got back to my room and it said in one study that only eight
percent of guys dating like to continuously having sex like that but they still
like to do stuff like masturbate with each other and we can do that and I can
live with doing that—"
Another few papers fluttered to the floor of the corridor.
"—And twelve percent find it too uncomfortable with their partner and—" Wally
let the rest of the mini-stack collapse at their feet as he spoke faster, green
eyes practically begging, "I'm sorry I was so bad at this, Dick—don't make me
sleep alone, dude; I would miss you and we don't have to ever do that again if
it hurts you—"
"Wally."
Dick's blue eyes narrowed and Wally's jaw clicked together noisily.
"It's not that I don't want to hear you out but…"
Dick motioned to the pool of research papers scattered around them, grinning.
"You just made a mess at my door," he said.
Wally glanced down, eyebrows raised," …Oops," he mumbled, and then proceeded to
super-speed kick them into a pile inside the bedroom.
"I'll let you stay on one condition."
Wally's foot paused over the pile, anticipating. Dick's amused grin faintened.
"We take things between us slower than we have been in the bedroom. At least
until I get comfortable enough."
"I'll do whatever you want, bro," Wally replied, brightening when the other
boy's arms hugged around him decidedly.
Dick rested his forehead against a body-heat warmed, freckled shoulder and
chuckled.
"Damn right you will."
 
                                     X.X.X
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