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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Choose_Not_To_Use_Archive_Warnings, Major_Character_Death, Rape/Non-Con,
      Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Death_Note
  Relationship:
      Near/Light, Mello/Halle
  Character:
      Near, Yagami_Light, Halle_Lidner, Stephen_Gevanni
  Additional Tags:
      Necrophilia, Video, Voyeurism, Non_Consensual, Gross, Humiliation, Child
      Abuse, Law_Enforcement, Anal_Sex, Prompt_Fic, Kink_Meme, Rare_Pairing,
      Rape/Non-con_References, Violence, Alternate_Universe_-_Canon_Divergence,
      What-If, Alternate_Ending, Disturbing_Themes, Awkward_Sexual_Situations,
      Implied_Relationship
  Collections:
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      Published: 2010-06-22 Words: 2219
****** Depraved ******
by sashocirrione
Summary
     Halle knows that Near is a sneaky little devil. That's why she
     secretly left hidden cameras behind when ordered to vacate the area.
     A very sick alternate ending NearxLight. Gross.
Title:"Depraved"
Author:Sashocirrione
Spoilers:MAJOR spoilers for everything up to the end of the anime/manga.
Warnings:NO UNDERAGE READERS. Rated M for a reason. Sexual activities.
Violence. Death and sex combined. Rape-like situation. Grossness. Mentions of
childhood sexual abuse.
Summary:Halle knows that Near is a sneaky little devil. That's why she secretly
left hidden cameras behind when ordered to vacate the area. A very sick
alternate ending NearxLight. Gross.
Pairings:NearxLight and a very minor MelloxHalle
Additional Notes:All canon events previous to this have occurred as normal. The
scene of Light's confrontation with Near went as it did in the manga, not in
the anime.
Disclaimer: I do not own Death Note, and I do not make any money from these
writings.
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It was not good. No, no, no it was not. It was the most disgusting, the most
depraved-
And yet Halle watched it. She continued watching the video all the way to the
end, or rather the videos since she'd filmed the deed from multiple angles,
every sordid little detail of it burning into her brain never to be forgotten.
She didn't know why she didn't stop, turn it off, and get herself a stiff
drink. It was like watching a train wreck. Or perhaps her brain had simply
ceased to think, rendering her incapable of turning off the video and
destroying it.
No, that wasn't what had happened. She hadn't stopped thinking. She clearly
remembered the first thought she'd had while watching it.
It was: "Near is too devious. What else is he hiding? At least Mello was
straightforward. I knew what to expect from him."
And the rest of her thoughts during the viewing session were oddly clinical,
detached, analyzing. She was viewing the tape from the perspective of a highly
trained CIA agent, evaluating it for criminal tendencies, was that why she
didn't stop?
Or was it because she needed, absolutely needed to know what her employer was
capable of, for her own safety and well-being?
It was a good rule for a CIA agent or anyone else in a similar line of work.
Know what you are getting into. Know if your superiors can be trusted, and how
far. Never trust anyone unless you have to. Well, she'd trusted Mello, and
maybe that had been reckless but her instincts had never screamed at her not to
trust Mello. Every good agent who lasted a long time in the field had those
instincts, except they weren't really instinctual. Halle couldn't believe that.
Despite seeing a shinigami, a god of death, and despite knowing that Kira
killed with a supernatural power, she still didn't believe in that psychic
shit. No, those beliefs were for gullible, kool-aid drinking fools.
The thing that had led Halle to disobey Near's order had felt like a gut
instinct, but it was actually a sense honed by long experience. Something was
off. Normally, obedience was the rule even when things were risky and the
management unpredictable, but in the Yellow Box warehouse an inner voice had
told Halle not to trust Near, to figure out what he was really up to.
The Japanese Task Force had already been ordered to leave the building. Kira
had been among them for years. It wasn't their investigation any longer. They
had failed horribly.
Without even looking up from his crouch on the floor, while continuing to play
with those creepy little finger puppets he'd spent so many hours creating, Near
had said, "Leave me. There are a few things I still have to do. When I am done
I will exit the building, and you can bring a car around to pick me up then."
Gevanni had said, "What about the body?"
His hand gesture indicated Light Yagami, the former Kira, lying on the dirty
floor, surrounded by shallow puddles of water turning pink from his still-
oozing blood.
Near had said, "Leave it. You will bring a body bag to haul it away once I am
done here."
Alarm bells were going off inside Halle's head. But instead of saying anything
she made a quick trip to the surveillance van and back under the guise of
getting a blindfold and better restraints for Mikami. Once they had all left
Near alone in the warehouse, there were actually four hidden cameras expertly
placed by Halle. She did not trust Near. Mello, yes. Near, no.
And the video she retrieved afterwards confirmed it. An autopsy would prove
everything. The body was still in custody. Hell, an autopsy would be overkill
for the situation. A standard rape kit would collect more proof than Halle
would need.
Halle couldn't get the haunted look in Light's eyes out of her mind. During the
act his body was in just the right position so that he appeared to be staring
into the lens of one of her cameras, staring directly into Halle's eyes, and
with that chilling expression frozen onto his face. It was the one he'd had
directly before his death, the one his body would no doubt have until his face
bloated from the gases of decomposition or rotted away. Haunting, insane, and
tragic. Maybe even regretful, in his last moments, that he'd destroyed his life
and betrayed everyone around him for a mere six years of pretending to rule the
world.
And Near, it was obvious he'd planned it. The sneaky, perverted devil. Near had
waited ten minutes, playing with his toys, then had gone to the only door in or
out of the warehouse, opened it, and peeked out. Then he had closed it and
locked it.
Had Near had this in mind all along? Was this a secondary reason why he'd
chosen a place that was unobservable except for that one entrance, secure for
whatever nastiness a person might have in mind? The place had been scoured for
hidden cameras by both teams well before Mikami had arrived, so betrayal by a
member of the SPK was the only way anyone would see Near's act of insanity.
He'd planned ahead, that much was certain. Near's white pajamas were already
stained on the underside from the dusty, grimy warehouse floor, but he'd taken
them off and placed them into a large plastic bag, obviously to avoid staining
them with blood from what he was about to do. Near had stood there, totally
nude, smirking down at the corpse of his enemy, and there was something about
his facial expression in that moment that had looked very Kira-like, exactly
like the smirk that had been on Light's face as he had earlier said, "I won,
Near."
Nude Near was an unwelcome eyeful. Halle knew he was 18 years old. Mello had
revealed that much about Nate River's personal history. But Near looked so
immature it was positively unsettling to see him naked. He looked thirteen, or
maybe even twelve.
It brought forth memories of the pedophiles Halle had dealt with in her career.
Many of those sickos had a penchant for creating homemade porn, which was easy
proof, making it a simple matter to convict them. But it was a double-edged
sword. Someone had to view those videos to confirm the contents before any
conviction could proceed. It was the worst duty in the world, one Halle would
rather forget. But seeing naked Near, standing there getting an erection at the
corpse splayed out before him, it was a trigger for those disgusting memories.
It made her remember several kids at about the age Near looked to be, as they
unwillingly starred in porn videos made by their tormentors.
Kira had later killed three of those men. It was the only time Halle had agreed
with Kira.
Various words had popped into Halle's mind at the point when Near leaned down
to unbutton Light's trousers, remove his belt and tug his clothing down to bare
his genitals. Disturbing. Depraved. Wrong. Utterly sick. No word she could come
up with was adequate to convey the sheer horror of the situation. She'd already
guessed at that point in the video, and guessed correctly, what was about to
happen but she didn't look away.
But before it happened, Near had to have his little speech.
He wasn't content to merely fuck Light's dead body; he had to talk to it first.
Near said, "I didn't like L but I did respect his methods... some of them. L
was too weak. There were many useful techniques he did not try. L died eight
days after obtaining Higuchi's notebook. That proves he was too much of a
coward, or too attached to his meaningless interpretation of justice, to write
down a name as I did. All he had to do was write down Misa Amane's name to
force her to slip up and reveal everything, to allow your conviction. L was
smart enough to make it look completely unsuspicious, but he didn't do it, and
he lost."
Near crouched down between Light's spread legs and stroked along his dead
thighs, gradually working upwards to the lifeless thing between Light's legs.
Near grasped it and said, "I had the guts to do what L never would. I'm not a
loser like he was. I wrote down Mikami's name, to ensure he wouldn't do
anything to interfere with my plan. He'll commit suicide in a matter of days.
I'm keeping the real death note too. I'll destroy the false one in its place.
This is too valuable a tool to waste."
Near played with the soft dead penis in his hands almost absentmindedly, like
he played with his hair, a kind of kneading that progressed into a swirling
motion.
He suddenly said, "Light, you are going to take my virginity. It is only
fitting that I should dominate over you."
Then Near was spitting into his hands, an enormous amount, and he used that
impromptu lubrication to penetrate the corpse. Throughout the act, Near's face
was just as upsetting as Light's face, but in a different way. There was an
expression of intense concentration on it and that, along with Near's obscene
grunts, cemented the image of Near as a sexual being in Halle's mind. He was so
clearly enjoying the act, enjoying the depravity.
Near climaxed with a loud sigh and pulled out, afterwards cleaning up the area
and re-clothing Light. His semen inside Light's body would be evidence, along
with the video footage.
As soon as Near had his white pajamas back on, he left the warehouse.
Halle and Gevanni secured the warehouse and the corpse together. At that point
she hadn't watched the video yet, but she could tell Light was in a slightly
different position, his clothing a bit more rumpled than before.
When Gevanni later asked Near about it, Near had replied in a bored tone, "It
is still possible that Light could have previously written down everyone's name
except my own, in which case all of you might perform actions that are now
meaningless but out of your control. It was imperative that I should search the
body alone."
Halle was able to sneak away and watch what she'd recorded only a few hours
after Near burned the fake notebook.
After that, it only took a search by Gevanni and a few phone calls to the right
people to bring Near into custody and be sure the real death note was
destroyed. Mikami was restrained so thoroughly that he couldn't commit suicide
and instead died of a heart attack right on schedule, but Near only got a slap-
on-the-wrist punishment for the murder. He didn't spend any time in prison for
his crimes, mostly because the CIA and the president of the United States had
already given him permission to kill Kira or to kill for the purpose of
bringing in Kira.
No, the real punishment was something else. Near's cover was blown. Even
outside official circles people now knew that the real L was dead and that the
man who led the team that caught Kira had merely been L's successor. Near would
never manipulate the world's police forces from behind the scenes while
pretending to be the real L. That possibility was now cut off. If he wanted to
gain a reputation of being the world's best detective, he would need to do it
on his own merits, not by stealing someone else's identity.
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A/N (Author's Note):
In case some people were wondering about the accuracy of that scene, lube is
not just for the uke's comfort. It actually makes sex better for the seme too.
Dry sex can cause pain for the seme, not just the uke.
For those of you who liked creepy!Near in "Broken Toys" here's an even creepier
version of him.
Wow, this creeped me out just to write this. I couldn't write it from Near's
perspective or even from Ryuk's perspective, as that would be too gross for me
to write it, I had to write it from the perspective of a condemning bystander,
and I chose Halle, at least partly because I think she was yet another Death
Note female character who was underdeveloped and I wanted to show her using her
brains.
Or maybe your mileage will vary and you'll consider this version of Near to be
less creepy than the other one.
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