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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Graphic_Depictions_Of_Violence, Underage
  Category:
      F/F
  Fandom:
      Shingeki_no_Kyojin_|_Attack_on_Titan
  Relationship:
      Mikasa_Ackerman/Annie_Leonhart
  Character:
      Mikasa_Ackerman, Annie_Leonhardt, Annie_Leonhart
  Additional Tags:
      Romantic_Angst, Explicit_Sexual_Content
  Stats:
      Published: 2013-10-26 Updated: 2013-11-15 Chapters: 6/? Words: 12762
****** COLLARBONE ******
by Rumified
Summary
     A look inside Annie's teenage life with Mikasa as her GF in an
     alternative universe in modern times and the challenges it imposes.
Notes
     Alternative Universe. Time frame is present. No Titans here. Mikasa
     (17) and Annie (18) are both HS students, and they're already a
     couple in secret. Up to speed? Perfect. Also make a note that
     anything in italics are inner thoughts and monologues. This is all
     from Annie's POV.
     ____________________
     If you're wondering where my rating comes from, it's not on this
     chapter but will be in chapter 4. Apparently I have to rate the
     entire thing as a whole and not in chapters. So I apologize for any
     misleading there.
***** Part One *****

Her body shifted as she remain sitting down at the edge of her bed, and Annie
realize that she found herself in a familiar situation. Dejavu. She was staring
at the same undone lace before her. She glanced up at her clock and noticed
that she has literally spend 10 mins trying to tie up her boots. A task that
takes her under a minute to do at most, evidently, she was very nervous. I
don't have time for this-I'm running late.Annie thinks a bit irritated knowing
the only thing getting between walking side by side with her girlfriend was her
boots. And she wasn't going to be defeated by such a pitiful thing as an undone
lace.
 
Mygirlfriend. A thought that always makes her smile, it's been almost a month
since they became a couple, and she was forever grateful that Mikasa got the
nerved to actually asked her out. Whoever thought that calling out someone on
their awkwardness was a gateway to happiness? Her smile brighter than before as
she recollects memories of how it all began. Mikasa had asked to walked her
home only because she would be walking the same way after school, an
excuse,Annie believes. She knew that Mikasa wasn't very forward at the start,
it was weird really, considering how many times Mikasa boldly called out people
regardless of how others will see fit, but when it came to Annie, she was
nervous. She cared what Annie thought of her.
 
And had she not asked, Annie would be bend over the possibilityof Mikasa
wanting anything to do with her. Enough to the point of having a psychotic
breakdown if Mikasa hadn't said anything along the way. The mere statement of
admitting that you enjoy spending time with them was enough to encourage her to
asked her out. Awkwardly, but none the less, asking. It wasn't like those ideal
situations that you'd wish to brag about with your friends if they'll ever be
asked on how it all began. For now Annie didn't wished to be asked, she wanted
this secrecy to last a bit longer.
 
My girlfriend.
 
Again, Annie feels her cheeks flustered up as thoughts of her dominate them and
blinks as she stares down to see perfectly tied boots. Miraculously. She had
woken up 30 minutes earlier just to get herself ready, for my girlfriend,she
was no fashion expert, but she liked looking presentable for her. She had
abandon her usual hairstyle and let it all down, Mikasa was even bold enough to
call her cuteupon doing so, Annie had been a anxious when Mikasa leaned closer
to her that afternoon and was half expecting a kiss when Mikasa simply pulled
her hair tie making her hair come un-done; letting it all fall back for once.
 
You're very cute, Annie. Mikasa had said with a small whisper and smile as she
pressed her lips against yours that day; giving you what you were expecting at
first. Your reward for allowing it to be down. No other girl could had been any
happier than you that day, and you never went back to your usual style since
then. Because deep inside Annie wanted to be cute. Not scary. She wanted Mikasa
to desire her like an girlfriend should. Just the joy it brought her to see you
with it down afterwards was enough for you to bear that you couldn't helped
yourself but hold her hand as you walked side by side home making her
blush.Your other reward.Annie wanted to repeat that memorable day today, it
wasn't very often that they got the chance to walked together to school. So
today was of vital importance.
 
She jolted up and fixed her jeans, while still not a fan of skirts, Annie has
to make sure they were still properly pressed from the night before after
sitting down for what seem to had been an eternity with her boots, she stood
before her mirror and turned around to make sure everything was perfect.Her
smiled turned into a devilish grin as she decides to treat her girlfriend so
early in the morning by applying a small line of clear flavor lip gloss across
her lips. Her reward. Never a fan of makeup, but lip gloss had it's perks.It
made kissing much more fun. Annie decided, it had cause her father heartache
when he first noticed it on her and Annie had to reconfirm to him that she
wasn't dating any boys. It wasn't a lie. She wasn't. It's just complicate.Her
father wasn't the only one to notice a cheerful side to her, her peers started
to notice. Armin paid her a compliment soon after she let her hair down, and
while it was pleasant, she just wanted Mikasa's approval above all.
 
She grabs her trusty midsize jacket declaring herself to be finally readyand
starts to make her way towards her room door.
A loud thunder stops her at her tracks as she grabs her door handle and quickly
looks out her window.
 
 
***** Part Two *****
Chapter Summary
     Annie's being challenge by mother nature and her father before she
     even leaves the house.
Chapter Notes
     Italics are still inner thoughts and monologues.
 

Rain. Annie had never really formed an opinion about the rain until now. Until
that point, rain had meant an umbrella and a change of socks at the day's end.
Maybe she would have to pay attention to where exactly her extra socks went.
Maybe it would be muggy afterwards. Maybe she'd need a jacket because it was
cold.
 
 
Just simple things. Rain was an inconvenience at worst, and relaxing to listen
to at best. Maybe. Just maybe.  But today rain was something evil, a Satan-
spawned plague brought on by too much perversity and abortions and not enough
disciple by the world at large; rain was something to be hated and feared. Rain
was- Rain was at her doorstep. Her heart slowly sank as the realization of her
hair coming undone by the rain were flooring her, of all the negative effects
rain had on her appearance. No longer perfect.
 
"No!" Annie blurted out chasing away such an awful thought. Her work won't be
in vain, determine to quickly counter this she quickly burst her closet doors
wide open and grabs a hoodie instead in a desperate effort to hide her hair
long enough to finally see Mikasa trying to look as presentable as possible.
She puts it on sliding her arms through it adjusting it just right, knowing
that she'll need an umbrella regardless. She stares down at her boots and
whines out feeling defeated. Nothing I can do about that..She grabs her door
knob once more and walks out grabbing her book bag along the way making her way
down the stairs.
 
"Annie-" She looks up and sees her father called out to her as he puts down his
coffee but Annie can't help but to look out the window and pause. Slowly,
steadily hiding the sun away, changing its color to a bleak dispair, that was
nothing more than a darker, more translucent version of itself. It was raining.
Her heart began to harden. "Annie, I can take you to school. Are you ready?"
Her father continues  with a small smile as he gathers his things. In an
involuntary moment of panic, Annie's mind jumped someplace she didn't really
want it going, so she paused and forced herself to think rationally.
 
No. NO. Her heart harden more.  The consequences of the current weather
situation were becoming severe by the minute. "No. I mean-it's quite alright.
I'm prepare for it. Besides I'm running late-"
 
"More reason for me to take you. Come." Her father added in insisting once
more. His eyes glared at Annie's lips and felt discomfort knowing that Annie
made an effort to be ready. For whom, he had no idea. He didn't wish to bring
up the same subject as before, for now he made it his life goal to be the one
taking her to school directly. To Annie, the possibility of having her father
assume that she could be lying to him was scary, but she had made sure that it
wasn't his worst of his fears, yet. It was more comforting that way.
 

Yes, it is more comforting to be lied to than to face the truth.The way she saw
it, wasn't a crime. She wasn't lying. She just wasn't saying the alternative
truth to it. Had he asked the right question.. Annie honestly wasn't sure if
she would had been honest about it. Feeling her father vibe of discomfort she
surrenders herself, knowing that going against it would be most unwise and the
last thing she wanted to do was give an explanation about why she at all cost
must walk out in the rain when there is perfectly a car available in the
driveway.
 
 
Yes. Make sense of that. She swallows hard and finally says "Alright." Annie
begins to walk out as her father holds the front door open for her, and just as
she steps out she bites her lower lip removing any trace of lipgloss; it wasn't
for her fathers sake, it was for hers to be reminded that her morning plans
were ruined. Feeling the sweet taste sink into her tongue was the nail in the
coffin of not seeing Mikasa. Her reminder that it was not going to happen.
 
Deep in thought and in silence, Annie couldn't help but to look outside her
window, it's not that she didn't wish to be rude and be ungrateful to
everything her father has done, she just wished the circumstances were better.
As much as she wanted to pull out her phone, she fringe from doing so because
she didn't wish to add more fuel to any ill thoughts her father may have of
her. That it's completely possible to be in the car ride with your parent
without staring at your cell. Finally, her father spoke as he pulled up to her
school.
 
Annie's mind cleared immediately at this new found information, and though she
didn't give a smile, she wanted to. Briefly, she even felt something other than
her usual vague sense of guilt towards her father. Annie stepped out closing
the door behind, thanking her own father, the rain become something friendly
again; Annie was very glad of this change in perspective. The more she
considered her fathers words, the more uncertain she became about how to
approach this matter. Her mind was quickly building up new ideas, and her heart
started racing as a result.  Maybe.. Just maybe-she would. Annie smiled inside
as she walked into class.
 
______________________________
It must had been an eternity since she last saw her girlfriend, because Miaksa
couldn't hold her any more tighter than she already was. "I'm still upset about
this morning." Mikasa began as she continued to embraced her tightly from
behind as Annie just melted in her arms, making herself right at home. "It was
out of my control." Annie commented softly with pink cheeks letting Mikasa take
in her scent in, and started to sense where this was going that she tilted her
head some exposing more of her neck down to her collarbone that Mikasa started
to lick it. Annie closed her eyes and let out a soft sighed, she really enjoy
this position, and was perhaps one of those rare moments where she was happy to
be slightly shorter to just be so engulf by her like this. In just those few
minutes, she was fully hers. She didn't wish to just know it, she wanted to
feel it.
 
Mikasa lower her head more licking pass her neck to her collarbone painfully
slowly for Annie's taste. She couldn't help but squirm in her embrace. Mikasa's
grip loosen up, but that wasn't the only thing going down, Annie felt her sides
being gently caress making her eyes widen.
 

Bold. Very bold.Annie knew this side of Mikasa existed, and it very much arose
her to be desire by her like this, being reminded of this also makes her wonder
if she would actually go all the way if she would just let her. As much as
Annie was enjoying this new found affection, she knew that Mikasa didn't have
much of any brakes once she'd get started. This actually excited her, and
worried her as well. Mikasa's hands eventually found their focus under Annie's
shirt, stroking her stomach feeling it tone, nibbling her ear in the process
making Annie protests about it. Mikasa had reached her weakness.  And while
Annie was very much enjoying this and wish she'll never stop she knew she had
to be the responsible one and glanced at her watch for a moment.
 
She was devastated inside. How she manage to pass 30 mins in an instant was
baffling to her. She knew their time was coming to a sudden end. It was always
like this. The moment they would get intimate with one another, they had to
split, or perhaps it was Mikasa's fault for taking her sweet time on lingering
around long enough to make Annie go insane that made their departure that much
more devastating. Annie groan and shifted some moving her shoulder up alerting
Mikasa to stop. "We can't.. we're running out of time." She murmured turning
her attention to her as she started to pull her hands out from under her shirt.
"What? It's time already?" Mikasa was baffled, confuse beyond believed and
grabbed Annie's wrist to look at her watch. 
 
Devastation was written all over her face, and it was an impression that Annie
share as well, and wraps her arms around her tight whining. "But I want
more." Mikasa had deluded herself that by doing this, time itself will last
longer. How that is even possible was beyond Annie, that she couldn't help but
laughed knowing that Mikasa was always the biggest baby when it comes to this.
As seconds slipped between her fingers, she had became silent as Mikasa remain
her current position. Denial perhaps. Her cheeks became brighter than before as
thoughts came into mind and she parted her lips. "Mikasa..." she began; finally
breaking the silence. The sweet torture it was.
 
Her tone was different, that it capture Mikasa's attention 100%, the forever
silent girl, remain that way without questioning her. Could you face her as you
say it?Annie wasn't sure if she could, but she didn't wish to be a coward about
it. It suddenly became a situation where it didn't matter how she said it, she
was just really hoping she won't be rejected. She turned her head to the side
to face her and raised her hand up to stroke her cheek and gave her a serious
expression. Mikasa's heart was racing expecting something horrible. "My
father's not home tonight.." Annie had just delivered the softest whisper
Mikasa has ever heard. There was a tone of seduction behind it all, letting
Mikasa's eyes widen upon hearing such sweet words feeling Annie's lips press
against her sealing the deal.
 
Rejection wasn't an option. It was forbidden.
***** Part Three *****
Chapter Summary
     Annie's coming to terms of what it means to have your girlfriend over
     and what that entitles.
Chapter Notes
     I opted for a different style of writing, bear with me; I'm
     experimenting. Italics are still inner thoughts. But italics inside
     parenthesis are Annie's fathers remarks. Annie is very close to her
     father, and without a mother she was basically raised by him. Unlike
     the SNK universe, Annie didn't had to learn how to fight Titans cause
     they don't exist here. So replace kickass fighting with etiquette.
     Annie's father wanted to make sure he was at least raising her right
     by teaching her important morals and values. So with that type of
     upbringing, Annie is affect by her father's approval about most
     things. And most of the decisions she makes it's with him in mind. So
     in this fanfiction you'll see a lot of Annie's inner monologs along
     side her father's remarks. Cause when you they your voice of reason,
     you basically get an idea of how they'll react to anything you'll do.
     Understand? Good.
Fingers. Annie glanced down and was smitten by Mikasa's fingers intertwine with
hers as they both walked back to her home. My home. My place of protection. My
room. My bed-Annie froze for a half second and resumed her train of thought
turning a slighter pink from her cheeks looking down some. My bed... A bed was
something of comfort of your own, and it was the bare necessities of privacy,
being in the same bed is the ultimate intimacy act available. Nothing more
private than my bedroom. My bed.It had suddenly dawn on her that she didn't
even make the bed. She was so excited that morning to be readyfor her
girlfriend that the bed itself was the least of her worries. It had done it's
usual job, it provided a restful nightly rest and comfort.
 
 
She glances at her hand being lock in with Mikasa's who was smiling at her in
return as they walked close side by side not saying very much to one another.
Both anxious, excited and very nervous.To them, this is conversation.
 
 
For an invitation to your house overnight with your girlfriend was anything but
having tea. You know father would only approve if it was just that. Only
that.Annie had never actually form any real opinion about how her father felt
about that subject, it wasn't their day-to-day basic conversation. Because for
that, Annie was certain she may need some tea if the opportunity ever arrived. 
 
 
This was going to be was their first time together not being timed by a
horrific school alarm. And a first time for them to be together without anyone
for many hours. Alone. Overnight. Annie's heart started to beat faster than
beforerealizing the gravity of it all. It started to get heavy.
 
 
Fingers have many uses. . .Annie began and suddenly turned more redder than
before as she becomes aware of where those fingers might end up in come
tonight. Or sooner. Annie may be a virgin but she wasn't ignorant about those
types of things. Suddenly fingers were a very erotic thought. A very perverted
device for wrong-pleasurable-uses. They can make and break you. They can hurt
you and heal you. They can... (what are you thinking about?) be
pleasurable.Annie finally submitted to her desire knowing that Mikasa had long
slender fingers. For a brief moment she even wonder just how deep they can go
and felt an incredible itchinside her.
 
 
Suddenly being hand conscious, she looks at her own hand and notices that they
aren't as long and perhaps not as pleasurable and she could only mutter inside
in disappointed knowing that thiscomes with the height difference. But that
wasn't the least of her problems since there was nothing she could do about it,
but a new one took it's place- would I be able to please her?Annie stopped. She
really had to consider this possibility, and her heart became very heavy. This
simple motion actually floor her as she came to a sudden stop that wouldn't go
unnoticed by Mikasa since she was held back from advancingforward by her hand.
 
 
"Something wrong?" Mikasa asked in her usual unfazed tone. Annie was nervous
and she knew Mikasa could see it as well. Annie had dug her left hand inside
her hoodie's pocket hiding it from her, hoping for a moment that Mikasa had
never notice her fingers until now. She looked to the side with a full blush
and it was Mikasa's turn to be concern. She walked closer to her now seeing
clearly that something was wrong.
 
 
"Do you think my fingers are too short?" Annie quickly bolted her head back up
to face her and blurted out nervously making the poor girl freeze in her
tracks.  Still with her hand inside her hoodie and with the other gripping on
tighter in efforts of not having them fully reveal. Mikasa blinked. Silence.
Complete utter silence.
 
 
There it was. Mikasa’s poker face. I could never read it.
 
 
Annie was quickly regretting her question, the silence made it that unbearable.
Mikasa finally spoke without letting go. "... Not if you know what you're
doing." Her cheeks quickly fluster and Annie's jaw dropped. She didn't think
Mikasa would actually go there. "They're beautiful... like their owner." She
added with a small smile unlocking her grip to see Annie's fingers fully before
raising her hand high enough to kiss them. Annie was floored. She took a tiny
step back, big enough for her bookbag to shift on her back. Hershoulders relax
falling back down. In a small daze witnessing the amazing display of affection
being offer to her by her girlfriend.
 
 
Annie had to seriously wonder if she ever loved anyone this much before. Her
heart started to ache, she couldn't take what Mikasa was doing to her. Whatever
second thoughts she had, they were quickly obliterated. Annie wanted Mikasa
now. "My house is right around the corner!" She blurts out as she grabs her
girlfriends hand once more-interlocking her fingers in place and takes a step
forward with full speed having one thing in mind. Mikasa blinked at the sudden
change of space and just smiled following suit with a nod.  
 
_____________________________________________
 
Annie bursted through her front door at full haste, pulling Mikasa in, dropping
her bookbag wherever she saw fit and ordering Mikasa to do the same. Mikasa
wanted to be humble and respectful of being allow just inside her house, but
Annie wasn't giving her the time to do so. She was pulling her from her hand
upstairs towards her room. Annie didn't had to state where, Mikasa had good
sense of direction, and it was pretty obvious too. She was really surprise by
how anxious Annie appeared before her, she hadn't seen this side before, not
this open. She wish it'll never end. As Annie lead the way, Mikasa was
unexpectedly rewarded the sight of Annie's nice rearthat her jeans were making
since she was so adamant about not letting go of her hand leading the way.
Because really, the last thing Annie needed was a lostMikasa that would never
make it to her room.
That's just unforgivable. Punishable by Law. 
Annie burst into her room pulling Mikasa in, my secret, and started to kiss her
wrapping her arms around her  sides moving her hands frantically around her,
and hadn't Mikasa not push back she would had trip all over any of her
girlfriends clothes on the floor. Bewilder of the how fast things were
happening around her she found it best to have Annie lean against her door for
nowand with some force pushed her against it. Annie was taken by surprise and
gasped some breaking the kiss.
 
 
Trust.
 
 
Is that what it was?Is that what my father believes when it comes to me? (You
don't have to believe someone in order to trust them). Annie wonder as her
fathers words echo into her. Just as swiftly as they enter, Mikasa was moments
away from doing the same as she started to kiss her roughly against the wall
sliding her own tongue inside her mouth removing Annie's hoodie along the way.
 
 
(Trust was something that was earn between family members, not given Annie.)
Especially in Annie's case. She was even surprised by her father's comment, it
didn't added up to the events that lead to it, first he was aware that Annie
was meeting up with someone, and to trusther enough to leave her alone for the
night.
 
 
Ignorance is bliss. (Or I just trust you.)Annie closed her eyes hard trying to
block it out and focus on what was happening not just in her mouth, but all
over her body. Mikasa was really in such haste. She had slide her leg between
Annie's legs to part them and had the decency to move it up.Annie released a
pleasurable sound as she felt her girlfriends knee touching her crotch.
 
 
Trust. That's what it was. And the more it began to sank in faster than
Mikasa's tongue Annie started to feel guilty about taking advantage of that
trust.
 
 
Disappointment.
 
 
Annie felted it. It had built itself from prior arguments and it manifested
itself in the form of shoving Mikasa off her. Above all, I'm angry at
herself.Mikasa looked back confused as there was now a gap between them and saw
a panting Annie standing before her, her chest beating. Suddenly she pushed her
again, this time with much force from her chest with both of her open hands and
Mikasa let out a cried as she fell backwards onto Annie's bed.
 
 
Annie blinked softly and saw a very hurt and confuse girl on her bed. "Annie,
what's wrong? Did I do something to upset you?" Mikasa cried out as she tried
to lift herself up from her elbows looking at her . "No."  Annie answered and
just as quickly jumped into bed crawling over her in the same fashion she used
when she waltz into her room, with haste. She was resting her hands on her bed
on either side of Mikasa's head looking down at her as she sat above her. "No."
She repeated and smile softly.
 
 
"You're perfect." She said in her most honest sincere tone that Mikasa has ever
heard. Annie pressed her lips against her and tried her best to regain the
energy she had earlier, before that sudden abruption that she regrets
displaying before her. Surely, little by little Mikasa was getting heated
herself as Annie kept kissing her as she felt Mikasa's fingers slide their way
into her shirt once more.
 
 
Annie closed her eyes tighter and felt that she was still bother by previous
thoughts. I'm sorry I'm not perfect dad. Annie paused for a moment as she felt
Mikasa moving her thigh up sensingthat she wanted to change positions. Her eyes
widen and pins Mikasa down breaking their kiss. "Forget about it." She says
catching her breath some as she looks down at her forming a decent gap. "Who
says you can top me?" Mikasa responds.
"You think you can top me just because you're taller?" Annie glares as she
makes that statement.
 
 
"You think you can top me just cause you're older?" Mikasa strike back just as
quickly.
 
 
"My room." Annie declares with a smirk leaning down some, believing that it
makes absoluterule for calling any shots.
 
 
"My girlfriend." Mikasa boldly states stating a fact raising her head more
towards her being less than an inch away from her lips. Annie's eyes become
wider, her expression gradually soften as those words slowly sink in. She
stares deep into Mikasa's eyes and sees fire in them. She knows that Mikasa
would put up a fight, a very good fight.Annie was silence for a good 6 seconds,
and she starts to lower her eyes some, and Mikasa believes for a moment that
she has defeated her, that she has won this round.
 
 
Satisfactionstarts filling Mikasa as she continues to stare at her intensely,
and just as it came, it's quickly obliterated by what she hears next making her
eyes widen.
 
 
"My body." Annie boldly states as she whispers it into Mikasa's lips.
 
 
These words slowly echo into Annie's ears, and it becomes the loudest silence
Mikasa has ever heard simply overwhelming her. Annie's chest is about to burst,
and she can't decide if it was the right wording, or the way things have led,
but it set an immense fire inside her that if Mikasa didn't do anything, she
would seriously go insane from it. Still keeping the close positions of their
lips Annie whispers "Give it to me." Her request was in a low raspy voice more
sexual than the one before that only made Mikasa shiver upon hearing it. It
also very much set her off. 
Departing herself from her, Annie in sudden reflex grabs Mikasa's from her
shirt and pulls on it lifting her up from the bed as Annie pulls back still
straddle and blurts out. "Fuck me now!"
 
 
 
***** Part Four *****
Chapter Summary
     Annie discovers the awkwardness that comes with your first time.
Chapter Notes
     I want to apologize in advance for making an error regarding the
     girls age on P1. I accidentally put 16 for Annie when in reality
     she's 18, Mikasa is 17. Italics are still inner thoughts. But italics
     inside parenthesis are still Annie's father’s remarks. He is still
     her voice of reason. This is still mainly Annie’s POV. But I’ll
     probably add some of Mikasa’s for argument sake. Be reminded that
     this is an Alternative Universe and there is no suffering that the
     SNK Universe provides. As usual, I feed off your comments.
With a sudden motion Annie pushes Mikasa down and starts to quickly unzip her
own jeans still on top of her. Not regretting for one moment her earlier
outburst. Being shy is not something that will stop me from having her in me.
Determine as can be her chest is pacing rapidly and Mikasa’s bewilder as Annie
grabs her hand shoving it down her jeans.Also determine. Annie lets out a grunt
as Mikasa forces her hand in biting her own lower lip becoming aware of what
awaits her.
A tight fit.
Her hand comes at a sudden stand still. Not the type Mikasa was expecting…
Out of desperation and the suddenness of it all, Annie fails to remove her
jeans that Mikasa was having a hard time trying to slide anything in. Annie
lets out a groan, (Disappointed?) No. Frustration. Mikasa now more determine
pulls her jeans down from her rise but is quickly stopped as Annie is reminded
that she still had her legs parted while straddling her. (It’s not going to get
any lower than that. It’s a sign Annie. Stop this.) No!Annie shouts back to her
father’s remarks. (What is it a sign of then?) It’s a sign that I’m really
horny!
And Annie will be damn if clothes will stop her from having this with her
girlfriend. She wasn’t the least bit sorry about that. Her mind is greatly
focus on her current predicament.
My girlfriend.That lines crosses her mind which forces Annie to looks up at
Mikasa not realizing that she can see her underwear and was seconds away from
touching her pubic hair. Annie blushes right up at that thought and parting her
lips some and decides to quickly disregard it shrugging it right off. It’s
stupid to think about that. I do want her to see me naked someday. Today is
that day.
Mikasa’s pays her no attention as her expression becomes serious staring at
Annie’s crotch fixated to have her hand fit once more. Annie shifts some as she
looks down and sees Mikasa’s fingers sliding inside her underwear struggling to
make it through and just as quickly, feels her middle finger reach her clit.
Finally. Annie gasps as she loses balance falling into Mikasa being utterly
amaze at how this simple act affects her as she struggles to hold her weight up
with her hands against the mattress. Big mistake.
It only got tighter.Annie’s sudden drop forward made Mikasa’s finger slide in
deeper forcing itself in. Thanks to the jeans being in place and having no room
to move, Annie lets out a cried as Mikasa’s thumb strokes her clit taking its
new place.
“FUCK.” Annie blurts out letting her chin hit Mikasa’s shoulder blade being out
of control. Startle by the sudden outburst Mikasa lets out a mild gasp and on
reflex starts moving her thumb in a circular motion feeling a warm wet
sensation on her fingers reducing herself to a blushing idiot beneath her. No
stranger to the sensation herself, but new to Annie’s.Mikasa was getting clear
information on how Annie reacts to it all making her turn red on contact. Annie
moans out feeling her legs wobble gripping on to her bed sheets inches away
from moaning directly into Mikasa’s ear turning her on even more.
“Stop—wait.” Annie mumbles out panting softly picking herself right back up,
this is not how I want it, knowing full and well that it can be better but once
more she fails to realize that she is still wearing her tight jeans. She’ll be
reminded of that soon enough.
As she starts to sit up slowly Mikasa feels her fingers and hand tighten and
her eyes quickly widen sensing what will happen as Annie starts sitting right
back up. “Wait—“ Mikasa starts and realizes that her fear is realize as her
middle and ring finger merge together due to the lack of space forcing
themselves in dismantling Annie as she feels this sudden force enter her just
as quickly and cries out in pleasure obliterating Mikasa’s warning from being
heard.
“AH—!” She cries out as she quickly latches on to Mikasa’s shirt forcing her to
sit right up with her which results in an even louder cry as she feels pain
shoot up inside her failing to realize what this has done to her. She faces the
ceiling forcing her eyes close as a tear escapes her eyes making her ears turn
a flustering red. She was now gripping on to her with her chest beating rapidly
as she pants away having her hips aching. Annie wasn’t aware that just by
sitting down in this position, Mikasa’s fingers were fully inside her. The
tightness of the close space wasn’t helping matters. If anything it was the
cost of it.
Mikasa’s looks at her girlfriend who in return was facing the ceiling wondering
if she was alright——hoping to see anything that would merit permission to
continue on——instead she sees her neck expose for the taking and just as
swiftly as that thought came, she instantly feels a new sensation that her
fingers demanded her attention forcing her eyes back down at Annie’s crotch.
She feels a suction which makes her eyes widen. Annie is contracting? Settling
in? Mikasa flusters right up slowly closing her eyes feeling overheated by
everything allowing herself to focus on this sensation that she had only dreamt
of. Like Annie, this was all too much for her too.
She lets a soft sound of pleasure escape her lips. “Mm...” She’s squeezing my
fingers in… Mikasa’s mind racing with very sexual thoughts she tries to wiggle
one of her fingers only to have Annie moan out softly as her body responses to
it with another squeeze. Mikasa exhales softly as she’s overheating biting her
own lower lip, believing that she has such a hot sexual girlfriend and couldn’t
be any happier about it. The realization is hitting her at the core that she’s
about to go over the edge having her chest pound like crazy knowing full and
well that its excite she wouldn’t dare to move her fingers out. Not yet. Not
ever.
Annie never really form an opinion about her jeans. She knew that it made her
features more presentable and she wanted her girlfriend to enjoy the view, but
never in her life that she would detest them as much as she does now, to even
being thankful for them all at once. It was making everything that much more
intense for her.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. FUCK. I feel her all the way in. Annie thinks softly still
refusing to open her eyes. Still refusing to face her. She honestly wasn’t sure
how to respond to all of these. It’s all too fast.Her face was bright red,
being aware that Mikasa can feeleverything even if she’s not directly seeing it
isn’t helping her situation. But her body makes an obvious observation: Her
fingers are long indeed… She swallows hard allowing herself to be reminded of
that simple pleasurable fact. Then a second thought hits her: A spot that I
never could never reach.This new form information heats her up more being aware
of how private this place is. Chewing on her lower lip trying to control her
panting she still feels her insides throbbing, feeling her girlfriend’s fingers
inside her——motionless—— being grateful that Mikasa is kind enough to give her
time to adjust. Even if I am squeezing around them; is it proof of how much I
really want you? Annie wasn’t certain but she wasn’t going to question it. She
does want her. And more.
More than anything, Annie wants her to enjoy this moment, because this is the
best I can offer. She thinks softly feeling a warmth inside her overwhelming
her. Happiness. Bittersweet happiness.
But that moment came to a fast abruption as Mikasa makes the realization of
being inside Annie finally hit her like a fast bullet that results on a fast
upward thrust that makes Annie’s body move forcing it to react to it. A loud
outburst escapes Annie’s mouth echoing the entire room bracing herself as she
gripes on tight to Mikasa. Knowing deep inside allowing her instincts to alert
her that she wasn’t going to stop at that. Once more Mikasa repeats the same
act and Annie bites down hard to her shoulder blade muffling another cry being
prepare for it this time. (Always trust your instincts.)
“Fuck.”She mumbles out weakly under her breath now biting down on her shirt.
FUCK. Is all she can think of. It’s all I can think of. She was right to trust
it. But just by feeling it wasn’t nearly enough to prepare her for it.
Annie’s cried sent chills down Mikasa’s back knowing that she can provoke those
sounds out of her. That she had that power. She isn’t going to stop. Being
nearly push off the edge Mikasa moves her——motionless——fingers as she sticks
her tongue out licking Annie’s neck sending a shudder down the poor girls’
back. She forces her eyes to open and pays Mikasa her entire attention as she
starts to kiss her wrapping her arms around her neck. She lets out small pants
in-between alongside muffles of pleasurable sounds escaping her with each
passing rub Mikasa deliver. It’s still a tight fit.She thinks briefly, feeling
conflicted about wanting it this way or trying to resolve this issue once and
for all. Annie’s a bit heated, and her mind is brought back to action as Mikasa
starts pulling her shirt up with her free hand. It isn’t working.
Mikasa was really starting to damn clothes in general. It was written on her
face the frustration they were giving her. They were preventing her from doing
what she wanted. Making it her top priority to not be defeated, she breaks the
kiss and bends down as low as her back would allow it opening her mouth as she
bites down below Annie’s breast latching on her shirt and pulls it right up
with her teeth shocking Annie in the progress. Annie honestly couldn’t believe
what she was seeing. Mikasa’s expression was something she hasn’t seen before.
Her eyes were piercing through her, they’re on fire. It actually startle her
sending her chills all over as her chest picks up its pace. Does she want me
that bad to act like an animal? The evidence was overwhelming. This new found
information starts to excite her beyond words as Mikasa actually manages to
pull it up above her left breast that Annie is anything but amaze. Still
speechless by her display she quickly wonders if Mikasa everhad such experience
to be that quick about it. Her mind quickly finds its focus as Mikasa swiftly
pulls her bra high enough to reveal one of her pink nipples that she quickly
latches on to it rendering Annie to a moaning mess resulting in arcing her
back. It was Mikasa’s turn to return the sensation Annie was delivering to her
fingers below.
FUCK.A recurring word in her vocabulary as of late, Annie really can’t define
this new found sensation. Her fingers gripping on to others hair as she feels
her nipples harden feeling one get pull on by Mikasa’s teeth having a burning
sensation hit it at her core. So bold Mikasa! She begins but she is willing to
forgive——after all——this is better. Better than anything I ever experience
before.Annie starts melting into her embrace, she can’t escape it even if she
tries, Mikasa is busy moving her fingers into her, trying to make the best of
her limited space, with her spare holding Annie down from the hip, and now her
mouth sucking on to her chest, Annie was losing her mind. This was all too much
to handle. Too much to endure at once. “AH——“ She screams out suddenly.
Her loud moaning was now echoing in Mikasa’s ears, Annie’s hips were buckling,
swaying about, trying their best to not lose control——aching for more——but
Mikasa was making it impossible to keep her resolve. Mikasa’s fingers fully
drench, Annie was seconds away from ruining her own favorite pair of jeans,
which she wouldn’t mind considering how much trouble they have brought her as
of late, she still didn’t want Mikasa to stop.
Feeling a sudden heat make its way inside her she quickly removes her own shirt
alongside her bra not allowing it to be of any issue for Mikasa——and
her——quickly sensing that Mikasa was sure to rip it off herby any means
necessary if she hadn’t done that and Annie knows full and well that stopping
to do that wasn’tan option. Because stopping to remove petty things like ones
shirt, should never be an excuse for pulling your hand out from there. It’s
forbidden. Punishable by law. DEATH PENALTY EVEN.
“AHH——“ Once more Annie cries out feeling her temperature rising straight up
stronger than before as her eye sight become blurry and starts to sense from
Mikasa that something wasn’t rightas she continues rocking her hips. Annie
quickly feels an alert coming her way.
A change. No. Not now. No. What are you thinking? No. Not when I’m this close.
Agonizing close. Don’t——
Right on cue Mikasa stops and pulls her fingers out shifting her entire
position bringing Annie down to the bed positioning herself on top like she
originally planned to. UGH. Is this your freaken pride Ackerman!?The agony is
written on Annie’s face. PUNISHABLE BY——Mikasa cuts her train of thought before
she could even complain grabbing on to her jeans and attempts to pull them off
her once and for all. A task that should had been perform in the first place.
Annie stares at her expression once more and knows that she is dead serious on
getting them off her, she wouldn’t dare to intervene with what Mikasa was
doing. She was sure to not like the outcome of that and didn’t wish to be on
the receiving end of that. Wish decision. Mikasa’s actions make her pant as she
frantically tries to remove them off her, trying to be precise but the more she
tries the more she struggles with it. Annie was sure that if she were to remain
still and not help, she would be out of a pair of jeans in seconds.
She starts to allowthis change for argument sake that it will benefit them both
at the end. Still. Horrific timing.She pouts internally as her heart still
races lifting her hips up some aiding her along the way still startle by her
girlfriend’s new found expression. She is driven, she is——she’s fucking
horny.­­She quickly makes that assumption——on target——feeling relief to
actually see that. Seeing that it wasn’t one sided, that she was capable of
bringing her some joy through it all.
And just as quickly as that thought came, Mikasa does a final pull knowing that
she’s close to being rid of them that she does it with such force——joy perhaps?
——that Annie comes crashing down with them letting out a cried being place
directly under her. Correction. She’s angry.
***** Part Five *****
Chapter Notes
     I just want you guys to know that I could had done this in a lot of
     different ways. And as such I thought about a lot of different ways,
     and I played them all out in my head, and a lot came up to dead ends.
     Like it did cover something, but not what I wanted and so on. I
     couldn’t find a happy medium. And it was really stressing me out. So
     I rearrange a lot of things——and I had written about 2 good
     pages——and I realize that it wasn’t what I wanted. And then I wanted
     to kill myself. It didn’t left me…excited? I can’t explain it. I just
     know that if I don’t like it, you guys probably won’t enjoy reading
     it. And who needs this aggravation? No one. I started to focus on
     something that, I think we all have been through——but we don’t really
     pay attention to it——and I honestly haven’t read anything that
     actually does cover it. Which is probably what motivated me to write
     this the way I did; and that’s how our certain someone sees us in
     those moments. And how vulnerable we are because of it. I think
     that’s very important. And if anything it allowed me to tap into
     their psyche which made me value the characters more because I’m
     exploring something that wasn’t there. Maybe it was but no one talked
     about it. But it did allow me to cover some ground of their
     relationship starting points considering that they are an already
     establish couple since the beginning of this fic. And I think that
     added more foundation to it. Hopefully you’ll understand as you read
     along what I’m talking about. POV is a mix of both. Italics inside
     parenthesis are Annie’s fathers remarks. You guys know this. As
     usual, I feed off your comments.
And just as quickly as that thought came, Mikasa does a final pull knowing that
she’s close to being rid of them that she does it with such force——joy
perhaps?——that Annie comes crashing down with them letting out a cried being
place directly under her. Correction. She’s angry.

And there it was, that expression that froze Mikasa in her tracks, which
reminded her of how flawed and vulgar she’s becoming. Her mirror. That’s what
Annie was now to her. A reflection of her actions and the effects it held were
all over her expression. Mikasa’s urges were that strong that invoke such
expression from her. It is sudden. It is fast.The realization was finally
hitting her now as she manages to pause ever since they both walked into the
room. She had expected various things about coming over, happiness above all,
but not this expression. She certainly isn’t prepare for this. 
Am I at blame?She quickly thinks feeling a sweat. No. Annie was pulling me in
quickly. She very much wanted this. Right? Mikasa’s head was spinning with no
real answer and the last thing she wanted was to put blame on anyone.  Her eyes
quickly glance at her fingers remembering that Annie was very much grinding
against them moments earlier, and they were still wet from her. All of it was
proof that Annie was enjoyingherself, Mikasa bites her lower lip wondering if
she has just justify her situation.
But isn’t it human nature? To act base on urges and desires?  Mikasa had no
real answer for that since she was moments away from comparing herself to an
animal. An animal that was expose to Annie out of all people. The rage she felt
that made her perform such sudden pull of her jeans were loudly heard. How
frantic she was to trying her best to get them off her. To undress her by all
means necessary.  She wasn’t questioning what she is feeling let alone her
actions all these time, to her it feels like it was falling into place at the
right time that stopping to question it was not an option. Go with your
instincts. Your animal instincts. Her heart starts to ache.
Annie remains quiet and sees her trouble expression and is reminded that
seconds are escaping from continuing still having an urge inside her. She knew
that she had to be patient for a moment longer. Because it’s polite? Annie
wasn’t really sure about that. She just knew how serious Mikasa appear before
her that interrupting wasn’t going to be a good idea. The silence between the
two was becoming more nerving by the second. (But that is the real problem
isn’t it? Wishing to say many things, wishing to speak but unable to do so.
Knowing that what you’ll say is extremely delicate. Speak Annie. Say the wrong
thing and end this.)
Out of all the things Annie really needed, her father’s voice echoing in her
ear was not it. She wasn’t expecting for him to come crashing down in her
thoughts. If anything her thoughts were more in the R Rated path. She isn’t
prepare for that.
(Certainly not for tea. Was it?)His voiced mocked her. Annie made sure to
remind her herself of that simple fact: For an invitation to your house
overnight with your girlfriend was anything but having tea. Damn the tea. This
was worth all the tea.
Mikasa was now facing a dire situation. She’s troubling her girlfriend. By not
performing? By not speaking? Because I stop? Because really what the Hell would
you say when you’re involve in such a physical act that doesn’t really require
words?!  Mikasa thinks miserably.  Annie. I’m sorry. Is something she
desperatelywants to say but for the life of her she can’t open her mouth to say
it. Anything to reassure her that she was still here regardless of her current
actions. Anything that would dispel that she isn’t just any animal out of
control. Annie’s frighten expression started to ease up, her green eyes fixated
on brown ones panting softly as her heart beats loud inside her chest still
trying its best to recover from the sudden stop that Mikasa brought upon her.
The ache was still killing Annie as she squirm a bit beneath her.
This is the moment to stop and think about your next move. Mikasa’s temperature
is still on a rise, and she could feel her entire being warm up, her blood is
still racing, throbbing through her veins, and she doesn’t wish to stop now
that they have come this far. So agonizing close. Annie would certainly vouch
for that. If anyone was more frustrated about the whole ordeal it was her.
Punishable by law.
This was it. Annie’s expression was enough punishment for Mikasa to endure that
she closes her eyes for a moment trying to find ways to control this and hopes
of finding a better solution for it. For a moment of bliss and joy shouldn’t be
define by the fear from your partner’s eyes. Mikasa has to be seriously
cautious about this and be reminded that any movement she’ll make will have its
own consequences.
Her train of thought wasn’t helping her. If anything it started to invoke
uncertainty and fear. Complete opposite of what she felt earlier. Reminding
herself over and over again that this is their first time, trying to understand
just what that means. Because knowing something is not the same as
understanding it. Feeling frozen, her eyes jot open as she receives attention
from Annie feeling her cheek being stroke with her right hand. Her eyes bulge
open as she feels a fire ignite inside her. A reminder perhaps? That Annie is
waiting for me? Or… The stroke that allows it all? That would allow me to go on
an——her train of thought is cut off as Annie rubs her lower lip with her
thumb. Please… baby. Pay attention to me.Annie’s body is screaming for her to
listen. 
Mikasa’s heart starts beating furiously inside her as stares at her parting her
lips. Annie lowers her finger tips passing her throat making her squirm by her
mere touch gliding them above her. Annie had a hard time really believing what
she was doing—perhaps the reality of the situation had not yet impressed itself
upon her, or perhaps it had simply shocked her into a sexually frustrated,
humming ignorance that is commonly found in mental institutions. Because that’s
what this is becoming if you don’t do something, a mental institution worthy of
having me in its place by the madness you’re driven in me. Annie whines
internally. Please do something. I’m going insane.Annie starts to lose herself
by Mikasa’s features as her eyes trail off seeing what she has to offer. Mine.
She thinks softly feeling the smooth skin on her finger tips, the warmth of her
body heat against them. All mine.Feeling a bit daze by her interaction, the
sensation of knowing that all of these was hers was overwhelming her. Annie
knew Mikasa was gorgeous, and the fact that she was hers was the icing on any
cake for her. Annie parts her lips as her fingers come to a sudden stop
touching the collar of her shirt being in denial of such blockage. It hadn’t
hit her until now but Mikasa is still dressed. Punishable by law.She thinks
softly a bit annoyed by this. But not for long.
The silence between them becomes louder at the intensity of it all. Mikasa is
on edge uncertain of what Annie might do to her now that she has taken the lead
on things. Miscommunication at its finest. Her temperature piques up in
response to Annie’s light touching——teasing?——Her fingers finally come down
swiftly stopping in front of her chest before having her hand fall back down to
her side. Intimacy. That’s what this was. Annie was giving her
attention——nerving close attention——the type that was never possible to achieve
in school. The environment never allow it. It never allow for anything to
really happen. Had Mikasa known that it was going to drive her insane, she
probably would had opted not to do so. Being on edge was a territory she wasn’t
comfortable in. Being dominated was all she ever known. She started to take the
lead but was now losing her composure with each passing second. She’s crashing
badly.
Sex was something that neither of them openly talked about, they were so caught
up with trying to find happiness in their daily lives that only merit them 30
minutes of alone time to venture into it. They were always all over each other
in those private moments that it would be an understatement to say that they
lust for one another.
The urges that Mikasa felt whenever she didn’t wish to let go of Annie, how
sometimes their kisses would go deeper than expected and it came to the sudden
realization that it was a territory that they both very much wanted to explore
as their hands roam around a bit trying their best to touch butnot actually
touch at all. It was sneaking up on Annie that Mikasa wanted more the moment
her hands touched her skin under her shirt. How her kisses were becoming
different. How her tongue appear to be looking for something, trying its best
to get her tasteon her. The mere cute kisses that would only last seconds was a
thing of the past because Mikasa seem more interested in deeper, longer kisses
that make would surely drive them insane. 
How she’ll bite her lower lip as she pulled back, all sexual signs behind them.
How her gentle kisses on her neck were no longer that. They would turn
aggressive that always left a mark. How kissing turn into biting. How hugging
turned into hands exploring under her clothes. Even if it wasn’t direct contact
with her privates, the motion that they would always finda way to venture was
alarming to her. Everything was having a new meaning.  All of these thoughts
made Annie fluster every night of just how much furthertheir relationship was
becoming. Every day was an extra step further. And her thoughts always
manifested to such an intense activity at night that she hasn’t let her partner
know about it.
Yet.
Just thinking about it was making Annie’s mind go up in flames.
Annie wasn’t certain if it was her current mental state of feeling dazed, her
heated passionate moment that was stolen away from her——whether it was her
pride for stopping just to top her——or how horny she really feels right
now——even her thoughts aren’t helping——that her right hand started to touch her
own skin making its way above her underwear tip toeing their way inside. She
honestly wants Mikasa to be part of this. Annie stares deeply into her eyes as
her body squirms some knowing full and well that she is teasing her own skin as
they make their way lower. Mikasa’s eyes quickly glance down noticing what
Annie is doing. She quickly flusters up at that and her chest starts beating
furiously inside her, feeling the same way she felt when she had ask Mikasa to
come over earlier that day. The courage she had to build to even ask it. She is
reliving it again.
“Um…”Annie parts her lips giving Mikasa an uncertain expression looking to the
side a bit and back at her. Feeling timid about the whole thing, she herself
starts blushing. It was something Annie has never done before. Mikasa had to
seriously blink at this, it’s an expression she has never seen before. Annie
wasn’t giving her any specific look, more like help me please, I’m lost and I
don’t know what to do but I’m sure I want this. As soon as that thought cross
her mind she turn madly red.
Annie lets out a frustrated sigh as she feels her body temperature rise
quickly. Fuck it. Irritated at last Annie lifts herself up from her elbows and
grabs on to Mikasa shirt pulling her down by force from her collar. Payment for
the jeans.
She stares deeply into her eyes showing Mikasa the fire inside them gripping on
tight to her clothes. She’ll be damned if she’ll let her escape. “The only way
you’re going to get me off by staringis if you see me touch myself.”  She
whines miserably to her in a desperate tone feeling aggravated as she starts to
feel winded. It was Annie’s turn to be bold. “So do something!” She declares
very annoy quickly wrapping her legs around Mikasa’s waist. Because you’re
mine. Don’t ever forget.On instinct Annie sticks her tongue out and runs it
upward licking Mikasa’s lips rather sexuallyand finally releases her shirt.
Fucking mine. “Before I really go insane.” She quickly adds in her
warninggiving her a serious glare that shocks Mikasa’s core leaving her
speechless.
Mikasa’s chest is beating furiously at that command. Her mind exploded at how
bold Annie’s action was to lick her like that. Her breathing becomes heavier.
And little by little she feels a fire build up inside her. All of her hard work
of controlling what she started went in vain. She’s becoming possess again.
Mikasa closes her eyes allowing it to consume her with no end in sight.
Inside she was screaming.
***** Part Six *****
Chapter Notes
     Anyways, this is a MATURE chapter to me, it has escalated to that
     point now. It may change in the future, who knows. In my definition,
     an M is mostly adult territory. Where Adults have more experience
     than the average teenager of understanding. And I will honestly say
     that I have no idea of the age group that actually read COLLARBONE.
     But this chapter covers adult themes. And I'm not referring to sex.
     There is a term that I used here——that can be considered bad——but I
     want to clarify what it means in my fiction and how I'm using it.
     Before I find myself in a controversial situation. I'm sort of
     clearing the air out of any future misunderstanding. I used the term
     'Violated'. First off, I'm not trying to alter its definition, and
     I'm not praising any violators out there or supporting rape for that
     matter. I'm not that kind of person. However I can be that type of
     writer that can write a very sexual scene that is borderline rape
     with both parties consenting to it that will annul any negativity
     towards it for the purpose of being fanservice to those that find
     that appealing. If you’re not a fan of reading about being dominated
     and being taken advantage off, PLEASE DON’T READ THIS. I cannot
     stress that enough. Stop reading COLLARBONE, go home. Thank you for
     all your love and support up to this point, I’m sorry I couldn't
     deliver what you wanted. Now I could save myself a lot of trouble if
     I could replace that word with something else, but no. It's the
     perfect word for what I'm going for. Like it makes sense to use that
     word. The way Annie uses it and her current mind frame that leads to
     that term make sense to me. This is something that I'm trusting my
     adult readers to understand. Hopefully it will and I don't come off
     as some crazy psycho. Anyways as usual, I feed off your comments/
     reactions.
‘The only way you’re going to get me off by ‘staring’ is if you see me touch
myself.'
 
That's what Annie said. It was only now sinking into Annie's skin. Deep enough
to penetrate that it really makes her blush at the realization of it all as she
shudders beneath Mikasa. She just realizes what she has said to her girlfriend.
The statement that basically said what she is willing to do to make it
possible. I honestly offer. She thinks softly feeling a sweat come down her
forehead. Is she expecting it?She's honestly at edge knowing that turning back
now is not an option and by all cost she will deliver even if it'll kill her
from the embarrassment. Annie’s Pride. At its finest.
 
——if you see me touch myself. It echoes in her head feeling it ring inside her
ears at the alarming suggestion she made. Invasion of one's privacy.Annie knows
this, but she isn’t that fearless to begin with; she is shy and timid.
Certainly out of character to offer. But——everything is having a new meaning.
This means something to me. Especially exposing yourself like this to your
girlfriend isn't something she was necessarily raised to do. (To expose
yourself to anyone for that matter. I raised you better than that, Annie.)  She
didn't even bother herself answering back to that simple fact and she blames
her recent suggestion on her urges for making such poor judgments——or perhaps
I'm regarding about the degree of intimacy it'll provide, and also showing its
limitations that I only wish to share with her and no one else, maybe——Annie
cuts herself off feeling uncertain of her own urges and she didn’t wish to
think about it any longer. She isn’t in the right mind frame to debate such
petty things that were suddenly defining her own character.
 
——touch myself. It echoed. She makes a face this time as it flashes across her
eyes not expecting such a violating thought into her head like that. There were
many things forcing themselves into Annie, but not the one her body was aching
for. Her chest is still racing, she’s still breathing moderately fast feeling
herself get warm all over gripping onto her bed sheets.
 
You would think that the simple act of touching oneself remains a private
experience because 99% of the time, it is. That the moment you'd date someone,
you'd wish for them to partake in that experience that it would cease to be
private for intimacy purposes. There were no more boundaries at that point. 
But really, that's a decision you'd make. Between lovers. Not just your
own. Even if Annie had devoted 4 seconds——4 seconds?! ——out of her life to
figure this all out she still wasn’t anywhere near close to explain her
actions——human nature perhaps? ——if she had thought about it she would assume
that it's taking a new significance in their relationship.  She doesn't regret
it by any means necessary, if anything she feels some excitement coiling
inside, and a part of her now wish for Mikasa to ask her to do it. To take the
plunge.A new sensation builds up inside that can't be describe——maybe it's her
heated persona that is flaring up in flames in desperation for Mikasa to
continue, or the insane urge she feels between her legs that made her said such
things and licked her the way she did——but the effects were making her feel
dirty. And Annie was welcoming it. How daddy would be proud.
 
Annie’s time is up.
 
Mikasa’s body becomes engulf with such incredible heat that Annie can even feel
it radiate off her. Still on her elbows, she stares intensely at her and she
sees Mikasa’s body tremble gripping onto the bed sheets with such
strength——focusing? ——as she lowers her head still with her eyes firmly shut.
Annie couldn’t make sense of what she is going through that trying to decipher
Mikasa was not going to happen. Maybe the same thing? It was a guess. That’s
all this was. But base on the aura Mikasa is giving she can sense that it’s
something bigthat her breathing starts picking up awaiting with anticipation
whatever she may throw at her. She braces herself and takes a few deep breathes
feeling her entire body aching. Mikasa!She screams in her head.
 
‘Do something!’Annie’s words were echoing in her head and just on cue, Mikasa's
opens her eyes and glares at her, letting her that she heard her——loud and
clear——Annie’s entire being is frozen. She’s taken back by the glow behind
these brown orbs that burn a bright red with such fire inside them. She exhales
parting her lips staring at them. It was perhaps the most beautiful display of
eyes she has ever seen that it was overwhelming that she suddenly felt tiny.
She is unmatched for them. Utterly defeated at her mercy, her expression
softens, her muscles become less tense, her thighs were losing their grip
around her waist; her complete and utter attention was in her eyes and she
can’t escape them even if she tries. With her heart rate being alarmingly high,
her outer shell is frozen over. Her body eagerly wants to surrender at such
magnificent display, and just as quickly as she's bewitch by them, her entire
lower body gets hurled up into the air——effortlessly——by such strength making
her fall backwards as Mikasa pulls her jeans off by all means necessary.
 
I'm sorry Annie. But I really want you. She admits in agony as she her heart
beats furiously inside her chest. Mikasa makes that loudinput to herself as she
pulls her jeans upwards finally relieving herself of them once and for all
having Annie fall back down to the mattress.
 
If there was ever a moment that Annie questioned or even doubted in the
slightest of just how much Mikasa wanted her, watching her throw her jeans
across the room with such force was that moment that annulled it. It was
frightening to witness. And an explosion came from within as the realization of
it made her really excited because of it. She is more than wanted. She is
desired sexually by her girlfriend.
 
Annie looks down quickly fluster as can be and sees Mikasa grabbing on to her
panties this time with both hands and pulls them off just as quickly
disregarding if she was going to need any assistance for that. Because really,
asking for assistance to remove something so simple was perhaps laughable.
Annie quickly gasps out gripping on tight to the bed sheets this time pulling
them down with her as her legs rise up once more and sees that permission isn’t
required. Fuck. Mikasa is going to do whatever she wants by any means
necessary. Annie's lets go of the sheets and allows gravity to run its course
again and watching them fall above her head and presses her lips together with
a small glare feeling discomfort becoming fully aware that her lower bottom was
hovering above the bed. Mikasa isn't letting her fall down again. She knows
that from her expression that the Mikasa she knows is gone,this is someone new,
someone that she has never met before. Someone that isn’t going to be stopped. 
Whatever disapprovalMikasa had about her clothes were loudly said as she tosses
her underwear to the side like it was nothing. Not even her eyes bounce off
her. Mikasa was greatly focus. Being completely nude hasn’t hit Annie yet, but
she can feel the effects of the cool air in her room have on her body as it
renders her a shiver finding its focus on her hard nipples; she disregards it
and pays it no heed. Everything is happening fast again to focus on anything
once more. And all she can do right now is just stare at Mikasa and watch her
every move.
She isn’t going to stop. To what end?Annie honestly didn’t know. But she is
certain that moments ago she was ready to let her entire being go for her sake,
now the idea was a bit frightening to her. She quickly dismisses the thought of
Mikasa trying to harm her, declaring it 'a stupid motion'not being capable of
seeing Mikasa as someone who would bring harm to her. Trust. This is trust.
Annie really tries her best to not confuse the trust her father entrusted her
with, to the one she must have for her girlfriend. I'm trusting my entire being
to something I have never experienced. At the edge of everything, completely
vulnerable for the taking. At your acceptance. At your command——Annie ponders
deeply and trails off feeling her vision get blurry as her legs remain in the
air——maybe it's the blood rushing to my head that makes me think such things.
'Do something!' Mikasa’s thought shout at her and leans forward placing Annie's
legs over her shoulder blades——because Heaven forbid there should be a gap, a
horrific horrible gap between two heated bodies. It’s enough to make anyone go
more insane——Mikasa has never questioned Annie's flexibility, but is pleased it
didn't provide her any challenge. Annie squints her eyes at this motion being
more curious than ever at what Mikasa has in mind all fluster up displaying a
nice blush. More than anything Mikasa is arouse to have confirmation of what
her girlfriend's body can do.
The possibilities.
Mikasa ponders feeling excitement burning inside her. Annie can't help but tilt
her head to the left as Mikasa lowers herself more pushing Annie's legs closer
to her chest as Mikasa rests her hands on the bed placing them next to Annie's
head towering above her. Mikasa was finally close enough to smell Annie's
scent, the perfume she had earlier was still present. She could see vividly the
color of her eyes. The frozen blush that was on her cheeks. Annie. Mikasa
thinks softly to herself being quite fond of her eyes.  Just as quickly as she
thinks it, Annie's eyes shift breaking contact with her long enough to glance
at Mikasa's left hand feeling the closeness of it.
"Look at me." Mikasa immediately command grabbing her face with her right hand
forcing her attention to her and her only not letting Annie respond to it. Her
voice was cold, possessive, clearly Annie has done something wrong and is being
scolded for it. "Ahh——" It escapes Annie's lips as she stares back at Mikasa
being completely taken back by the sudden change of pace with her heart racing.
Feeling surprise herself, Mikasa's insides start igniting and starts rubbing
Annie's lower lip with her thumb slowly not easing up on her hold. Her left
hand grips onto the bed sheet as she slides her pointing finger inside Annie's
mouth and whispers softly to her "you're mine."
Annie's eyes widen and strangely enough she nods. Agreement. Only moments ago
Annie was doing the same to her, she isn't going to judge her on it. Because
inside more than anything, I want to be hers. Only hers. She desperately thinks
as her tongue strokes her finger tasting herself from the previous acts.
Knowing full and well where that finger was earlier.  The act that confirms
that I am yours.Annie lowers her eyes feeling her insides fill up with
shame, disgust, being completely aware that she has fallen off the pedestal
that her father still held her in. (I'm still proud of you.)
Because you don't know these things. You don't know the real side of me. If
only you knew. If only——Mikasa starts to ascend her finger out and is stopped
as Annie bites it firmly wrapping her mouth around it giving it a gentle suck
before releasing it panting some. Mikasa could feel the hot air inside Annie as
she slides it out and grabs her by her wrists holding them down as she lowers
herself enough to kiss her directly sliding her own tongue in caressing against
hers. Mikasa tilts her head to the side getting a better reach deepening the
kiss as Annie makes a mild fist knowing her efforts of trying to do more was in
vain as her body squirms aching under Mikasa's strength. It isn't fair. I'm a
nervous wreck. My heart willing to burst any moment, this is my intimacy with
you. It's invasive. I feel violated. I'm exposed above all——Annie gasps for air
as Mikasa departs from her mouth and starts biting the lower lip as Annie tries
moving her wrists once more. Mikasa looks up and sits up relieving her hands
and just as quickly as she does, she grabs Annie from the hips and turns her
over. "Wait." Annie protests unsure of what Mikasa has in mind, but Mikasa
won't let her. With force once more she quickly turns Annie around having her
face the bed——anything but me——and crawls over quickly as she slides her hand
in front of Annie's crotch grabbing it——claiming ownership——rubbing it roughly
feeling her folds wet from prior events as she slides 2 fingers in.
"AH——" Annie moans out loudly but bites down the cry with her bed sheets trying
her best to muffle it. 
I'm sorry, Annie. But I really want you. Now.Mikasa lowers her eyes stating
that fact once more very determine to make that possible. She licks her once
more up to her ear and gives Annie another command with the same tone as
before.
"I want you on your knees." Annie's eyes widen as Mikasa doesn't really give
her any time to comply. Mikasa preps up on her knees biting her shoulder blade
making Annie's temperature rise feeling her entire body heated trying her best
to not lose control as she cries out in pleasure. "Spread." Mikasa ordered
knowing that she could get a better fit than what she was getting. Fucking
mine. Mikasa reminds herself as her heart starts racing please to feel a tight
fit once more. Annie complies to her as she spreads her legs more giving her
easier access as she pants out loudly underneath her unsure of what to do with
herself.
Mikasa forces her fingers in deeper making Annie cry out against her will.
“FUCK.” There was no denying it. This is more pleasurable. Annie closes her
eyes firmly and bites down on the bed sheets trying her best to not lose it as
she grips on tight to them. Mikasa isn’t going to stop.She knew better to
follow her instincts. At your mercy. At your command.They start echoing in her
head. With her fingers better in place Mikasa starts moving forward knowing the
effect will be stronger and starts grinding against her making her move with
her. Annie starts panting wildly as a few moans escape her trying her best to
muffle it biting down on the sheets. Her ears were a bright red, she was losing
her mind with each passing second. She would never assume Mikasa to be that
bold as to go this far. She feels a sweat come down her forehead as she her
body moves against the bed feeling Mikasa squeeze her clit. "AH——" Annie cries
out as her body twitches and hits the bed hard gripping on tight again feeling
her knees almost wobble.
Mikasa forces her fingers back in seeing that Annie is getting tighter and even
wetter as her body starts twitching beneath her.  Mikasa starts panting feeling
herself warm up quickly remembering the sensation from before and smiles
knowing that Annie was coming close again. Agonizing close. Then the unexpected
happens. Annie starts doing something that catches Mikasa's eye. She's
escaping? Annie wants to be put out of her misery. She's aching forward,
gripping onto the covers trying to break free from her hold surely close to
losing her mind knowing that something will happen if Mikasa carries on. This
was proving too much for her to bare.
Her vision becomes blurry as tears form in her eyes, Annie's head starts
spinning, she feels like it's going to melt any second. She wasn't feeling this
earlier when she was close, if anything it was building up gradually. Maybe its
because there is no blockage that it's more intense? Annie assumes quickly as
she makes a grab for her pillow. For anything! Stop. Please stop. Annie shouts
in her mind as she's panting hard unable to catch her breath as she leaves
traces of her saliva on the bed. Mikasa doesn't let up and holds on to her and
doesn't ease up on her movements determine to get her off this time. Something
is coming! Annie has never felt this way before, but it's starting to feel a
bit familiar. Her eyes quickly widen up, the realization that she could urinate
on Mikasa was alarming to her that she desperately needs her to stop. "Sto——"
she tries to blurt out looking at her but Mikasa isn't listening to her. If
anything, her movements become more aggressive as she twists her middle finger
around before thrusting it deeper joining the other. Annie starts wailing
burying her head into the bed as she tries to lift herself up some. FUCK. FUCK.
She quickly looks behind her from underneath passing her own breast from view
and sees a small trail of her own fluid down her thigh and sees Mikasa's
fingers at work. Knowing that they are the cause of that trail.
Her face hits the bed once more and agonizing rubs her forehead against it
trying to shake the imagery off before looking to the side at Mikasa being
completely red. "No." She begins, this time a small whimper and swallows hard
trying her best to communicate. With one final attempt she tries to grab
Mikasa's hand with her right one in hopes of pulling it out but fails miserably
as Mikasa simply brushes it off. Her knees give out, whatever strength she had
before was now gone, her movements were all Mikasa's doing. As much as she
really wants this, as much as how good this feels, as much as her body may be
on fire, she doesn't want to pee on her girlfriend.
At the edge of everything——her thoughts begin.Completely vulnerable for the
taking. She cries out again feeling utterly hopeless knowing full and well that
she wasn't going to stop. To what end? Her thoughts screaming at her, repeating
early events that have led to this moment. Reciting important passages that
defined her situation.
“AH——!” She shuts her eyes tightly, feeling the sensation arriving at her
doorstep any second now. She braces herself for it gripping on tight to the
sheets squeezing around Mikasa’s fingers feeling herself burn inside with
immense fire. At your acceptance.
—— At your command.
Her mind immediately goes blank. There is a loud ringing in her ears. The room
instantly becomes silent. Her entire body tenses up in midair. Her knuckles
tingle, her toes curl up. Her muscles are clench. Her blood is throbbing
through her veins pulsating across her body. Annie starts having this
incredible sensation sweep over her. As if the world’s ocean ascended from
below her and is now hovering above her spitting her out into a vacuum, feeling
a moment of tranquility beyond anything she has ever experienced. She absorbs
this moment to the fullest. Completely transcend, feeling numb all over letting
herself get sucked into this abyss. And just as sudden as this moment came, the
world’s ocean came crashing down so abruptly that it forced her to open her
eyes bringing her back to Mikasa.
Annie parts her lips and exhales silently feeling utterly drained resting
firmly against the bed.
Annie isn’t aware that the loud ringing in her ears was her scream before
blacking out, she isn’t aware of how tighten she clamp up around Mikasa’s
fingers and has yetto release them which are now perfectly still inside her.
She isn’t aware of the shaken expression Mikasa now has because of the whole
ordeal. She isn’t aware of how she confused the difference between comingand
going like she thought she would. There are a lot of things that Annie isn’t
aware of during those 10 seconds of pure bliss. But she was grateful that
Mikasa let her have it.
"Again?" Mikasa offers softly as she leans down giving Annie a kiss on her
back. Annie blinks softly and stares at her in silence.
She quickly smiles.
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