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             Shari Tells a Story 
             "Hey Melissa. What's up?" 
             Melissa looked like she had been hit in the head with a large 
              blunt object, one with quite a bit of weight, probably swung by 
              someone with a good deal of strength. Her eyes were wise and staring 
              and her mouth was hanging open in complete shock. She never looked 
              away from Shari's shit-covered body, though her gaze did roam from 
              head to toe several times, completely drinking in the site before 
              her. She looked like she was having difficulty getting a grip on 
              reality. 
             "What . . ." she stammered, not knowing what to say. 
              "What the hell are you . . .doing?" 
             Setting her nearly empty glass of her piss-shit cocktail down 
              on the floor, Shari leaned forward, sliding partially off the huge 
              dildo shoved deep inside her cunny. "Masturbating," she 
              said, figuring that she got caught in the act, and a particularly 
              vile act at that, so she might as well be totally honest. Things 
              couldn't get much worse, so there was no use getting embarrassed 
              or flustered. "I just had one of most lovely wanks of my life." 
             "But . . . is that . . .? I mean, the smell -" 
             Shari pushed off the floor with her hands, rising to her feet 
              which were numb from kneeling so long. She pulled herself up off 
              the monster toy that was still suction-cupped tightly to the wooden 
              floor. 
             "I am covered in shit, Mel." She was standing straight, 
              if a little shaky, and looked her housemate and friend in the eyes, 
              being bold about her kinks. "I have a bit of a shit fetish, 
              I'm afraid. Do you mind helping me to the bathroom? I really need 
              to clean myself up." 
             "Oh. Um, sure." Melissa was obviously confused. Her 
              mind was racing in so many directions, and her own embarrassment 
              for walking in on her friend while she was playing with herself 
              finally caught up with her and she began to blush, and dreadfully 
              so due to the strangeness of the situation. "Sorry I interrupted 
              you." 
             Shari smiled pleasantly at her, showing off teeth that were less 
              then white. It was very clear that something brown had been in Shari's 
              mouth. "Don't worry about it - didn't bother me at all." 
             "It would seem not." Melissa took Shari's cleaner hand, 
              the one that had been holding her glass, pouring the mix of wastes 
              into her mouth as she came. "You can barely walk!" 
             "Legs are asleep. And still a bit shaky from cumming so hard. 
              Thanks." 
             Melissa scouted the area outside the door and, as she expected, 
              it was clear. She helped Shari waddle through the hall and into 
              the bathroom, giving Shari support as she stepped into the bath 
              tub. Mel turned on the water and started to rinse her hand in the 
              down-pour from the faucet; Shari waited patiently for the water 
              to warm up, just standing there, plastered with shit. 
             "So . . ." Melissa started. "You enjoy that? Playing 
              with your . . . feces?" 
             "Oh god yes! I used to do it all the time back in high school, 
              but I stopped when I got to college - this is the first time in 
              nearly four years. It was even better then I remembered!" 
             "You looked like you were enjoying it." Melissa sat 
              on the toilet. 
             "You don't seem too disturbed by it, Mel," Shari noticed, 
              giving Melissa a sly smile. "Not going to stop being my friend 
              over this?" 
             "Of course not!" Melissa was very adamant about that 
              fact, as if insulted Shari would think her that shallow. Shari was 
              glad to hear it - that had been her biggest concern. "Not like 
              I haven't seen that sort of thing before, it's just -" 
             "Where?" 
             "What?" 
             "Where have you see this sort of thing?" 
             Melissa was embarrassed by that - she hadn't meant to admit to 
              fact, it had just slipped out in her confusion. "Um, the internet?" 
             "Looking up scat porn, Mel? You're not hiding something from 
              me?" Shari was grinning at her, making it a joke. 
             Melissa returned the smile - the first time her expression had 
              changed from shock since she opened Shari's door. "No, nothing 
              like that. You know, sometimes someone sends you something as a 
              joke or you go to the wrong page or whatever. I've seen it before." 
             "And?" Shari asked. She, herself, had been a big fan 
              of scat porn, but it had been very difficult to find anything good 
              back when she was still playing shit-games. Since it had disappeared 
              from her habits in college, the porn had also dropped under radar 
              as well. Maybe she should look back into it - high speed connections 
              and the vast growing amount of info on the World Wide Web, maybe 
              she could down load some pictures or videos. There must be something 
              out there - others who shared her interest. She would definitely 
              check it out. 
             "It was gross," she stated, but she was hesitating and 
              her eyes were cast down to the floor. "I was very grossed out, 
              totally disgusted." 
             "But you kind of liked it?" 
             She looked up at Shari, her face full of concern. "Yeah. 
              Am I sick? Or perverted or something?" 
             Shari just laughed. The water was warm enough now, and she tilted 
              her head back into the stream. As it fountained out of the showerhead 
              and poured down her hair, the clear water turned a dark brown. Melissa 
              was watching Shari running her hands through her shit-soaked hair 
              with amazement. 
             "I don't think I'm the right person to answer that. I don't 
              think you're sick at all!" 
             Melissa nodded, but that assessment did not seem to make her any 
              happier about it. "I don't think I could ever do it; I'd feel 
              terrible afterwards, but every so often, I find myself thinking 
              about it." 
             Shari ran a hand across one of her breasts, rubbing the pasty 
              brown substance around on her skin with the flat of her hand. Her 
              nipple reacted and perked right up. She gave a low moan as she pinched 
              it. Shari and Melissa had roomed together both last year and the 
              year before. Nothing had ever happened between them, but both had 
              shared stories to each other about having had experience with other 
              women. Mel had less experience, but she had enjoyed it every time. 
              And Shari had the notion that Melissa was often checking her out 
              - though that could have just been her imagination and desire: she 
              was actually checking Mel out a good portion of the time. 
             "What are you doing?" Mel asked, her voice a little 
              raspy, a little hollow. 
             "Just enjoying myself. I'm still a bit turned on. Sorry, 
              I'll behave myself." That was a lie, but she removed her hands 
              from her nipples, but kept massaging shit into her breasts under 
              the guise of trying to clean them, even though the water was still 
              at her back. She couldn't help but notice that Mel was staring hard 
              at the scene she was creating. 
             "Maybe I should just leave you to . . . clean up," Melissa 
              started to get up. 
             "No, no! Stay. It's fine. I don't mind. Sides, if you're 
              anything like I was, I would imagine you've been wishing for a long 
              time you had someone you could talk to about this." 
             That got her ass back on the toilet, Shari noticed. At first, 
              Mel tried to keep her head down, but after a few moments, her eyes 
              were back on Shari's body, slithering up and down her naked, filthy 
              form, paying special attention to her dirty boobs. 
             "What's it like?" 
             "Warm," Shari replied. "It makes me completely 
              hot inside. It's like having an orgasm with your whole body." 
              She was smearing it all over herself, trying to make it look sexy 
              and sensual as she caressed her body. Melissa was shifting around 
              in her seat, crossing and uncrossing her legs. "I feel totally 
              sexy and turned on." She slipped a hand between her legs, feeling 
              that she was all hot and wet again, but she didn't dawdle there. 
             "And . . . tasting it?" 
             That made Shari smile. "It's hard to explain the taste. Bitter, 
              like old, strong coffee. At first it doesn't taste good - not at 
              all! But it gets you wetter than anything in the world, and soon 
              that's all that matters. It makes you feel great, and the taste 
              just kind of disappears. It's not the taste that gets you hot, it's 
              the act of tasting," she started to rub her fingers across 
              her lips, leaving a layer of shit on her like brown lipstick. "Buth 
              then, after a while, you start loving the taste, longing for it." 
              She dipped her finger into her mouth quickly, then twisted it around 
              and pulled it out, like a little girl sucking on a lollipop. "Not 
              just the taste, either, but the feeling of it in your mouth. Nothing 
              makes me cum so hard as having a mouth full, just full of it. Or 
              sucking on a piece of shit like I'm blowing a fat cock - I used 
              to cum just from that." Just saying the words, vocalizing desires 
              she had never spoken before, got her incredibly turned on. 
             Shari turned back towards Melissa, who promptly turned her gaze 
              to her friend's face. She was so turned on, she spoke her desires 
              without thinking about whether it was a good idea or not. "Want 
              to jump in here with me?" 
             "What?" Melissa was shocked by the question. 
             "Come on, it will be fun! Who better to experience this with 
              then a caring friend? I wish I had had someone to talk to about 
              it and try things out. Someone with experience who wouldn't judge 
              me or push me. Someone who loved me and would always be my friend." 
             Melissa was hesitating, which was a good thing in Shari's mind. 
              It showed that she was interested and curious; even if she said 
              no, that would be fine. Mel would always know that Shari was there 
              for her. 
             "Besides, I'm the one covered in shit! You can stay as clean 
              as you like. We're in a shower after all. And it's mostly watered 
              down at this point - you can barely smell it." 
             Melissa finally smiled, then laughed. "Sure, why not!" 
              She stripped off her clothes, dropping them carelessly to the flood, 
              and stepped into the shower with Shari. She looked her friend up 
              and don, seeming nervous and confused. "What do I do?" 
             "Anything you want, silly! Touch me!" 
             Mel giggled, and she reached out and started to massage Shari's 
              tits. "It feels like a mud bath!" Her hands slid all around 
              Shari's breasts, and she even rubbed and pitched Shari's nipples, 
              making her moan in pleasure. "Doesn't smell like mud, though," 
              she noted, wrinkling her nose. 
             "You get used to the smell," Shari sighed, enjoying 
              having Melissa caressing her. "It's a turn on." 
             "I guess." Melissa's hands roamed all over, sliding 
              across the water-slicked crap that covered Shari's body; she even 
              rubbed her hands across Shari's brown-streaked face and across her 
              lips. Her hands, however, kept returning to Shari's tits, mauling 
              the soft flesh and squeezing hard, making Shari moan. Melissa was 
              really getting into it - it almost seemed like she forgot there 
              was a person there, she was so pleased just to be rubbing her hands 
              through the mess. 
             "Hug me?" Shari asked. It was an offer to help Melissa 
              step things up a notch, but there was no hint of command or urgency 
              in her voice. If Melissa wanted to take her up on it, that was cool 
              with her. If not, that was fine as well. 
             Mel smiled her big, cute smile and wrapped her arms around Shari. 
              She had bent at the legs a bit so that when they embraced, their 
              breasts mashed together; their hard nipples poked into each others, 
              causing them both to moan. They wiggled around on each other, both 
              of them working to get Mel as dirty as they could in this exchange. 
              Mel's hands were squeezing Shari's ass, while Shari held on to Melissa's 
              hips in order to slip against her more easily. 
             Then Melissa did something surprising. She leaned in a kissed 
              Shari, her tongue immediately parting Shari's shit-tinged lips, 
              getting a taste as she did so. Not that Shari's mouth was not ripe 
              with similar, bitter tastes, even if they were much fainter then 
              the full, heavy tang of fresh shit. Nothing on Shari's body would 
              have that potency, now, but it was still a step in the right direction. 
              They held the kiss for a long time, making out with passion and 
              desire, like lovers who had not seen each other in months. 
             When she drew back, Melissa sighed, her face radiating happiness. 
              "I've wanted to do that for years!" 
             "Me, too," Shari giggled. "How was it for you?" 
             "Shitty," Melissa replied. "But awesome! It was 
              bitter, and nasty, but kissing you was great." 
             Shari reached her hand between Mel's legs, her fingers sliding 
              up and down the blonde's slit a few times before slipping right 
              into her flooded pussy. Her legs buckled for a second, and Melissa 
              had to wrap her arms around Shari's shoulders to keep standing. 
              She was gasping for breath, her eyes wide. 
             "Look how wet you are!" Shari slid another finger inside 
              her friend and started to fuck her in earnest while palming the 
              girl's clit. "Isn't it great?" 
             "Uh-huh," Melissa mumbled. Her mouth sought Shari's 
              again, but the smaller girl had different ideas. She guided Melissa's 
              mouth to her breast. Melissa hesitated for only a second before 
              she lowered her mouth to Shari's hard nipple and sucked it into 
              her mouth. She licked and suckled, getting the full feel of having 
              shit on her lips and tongue, even if the shower water had slicked 
              it down quite a bit, cutting the full flavor a great deal. From 
              the noises and the way she was feasting on Shari's tit, she seemed 
              to be enjoying herself very much. 
             Shari pumped away, but it didn't take long before Melissa cam. 
              Once again she leaned her weight on Shari to keep on her feet as 
              her body shook and she screamed out loud. When her cries died, she 
              looked Shari in the face, her eyes starting to tear up, "That 
              was the best ever!" 
             "I told you!" 
             "Thank you! Thank you so much!" 
             They embraced again, but this was a tender hug, a hug between 
              two loving friends who had experienced something that brought them 
              closer to each other then they had every dreamed. 
             "I don't want to stop yet," Melissa cooed. 
             "We don't have to." Shari turned the shower head, directing 
              the spray of water against the side wall. She laid down on the floor 
              of the bathtub and held her hand out to Melissa, inviting the taller 
              girl to join her. She did so, but it took some wiggling and sliding 
              to get in position and comfortable. But since this only helped Shari 
              distribute some of her slimy brown water on to Melissa's naked body, 
              neither one of them minded it much. 
             Shari was pretty much on her back with Melissa lying next to her, 
              her legs straddle around Shari's body. Melissa was hunched a bit 
              so that she could easily lick and suck on Shari's breasts while 
              Shari buried her hand in Mel's crotch and teased her clit. 
             "Tell me how you got into this," Mel requested right 
              before she started back on licking away the brown puddles on Shari's 
              body. It was more water then shit, now, but it still had a tinge 
              of earthy flavor, and that is what she needed to wean herself into 
              this fetish. She could actually stand drinking this. 
             "Jeez," Shari started, trying to remember herself. "Where 
              did it all begin? I guess it was when I was eight or nine and this 
              boy I used to play with - Mikey - and I peed in front of each other. 
              One of those, 'show me yours and I'll show you mine.' We actually 
              showed ours to each other a few times before the peeing thing. Then 
              we started the peeing together when we would play together. We would 
              actually hold it until we both had to go. 
             "Usually it was outside, when we were in the woods and didn't 
              want to go home just to pee. After a while, we even went together 
              if we were inside. I would sit on the toilet and go, and he was 
              would pee between my legs. Of course, I'd sometimes get hit by it 
              and we would laugh and clean it up. 
             "Mikey had an older brother who had a bit of a porn collection. 
              I don't know how Mikey got any of it, but we looked at some of the 
              magazines. It was mainly stories and pictures girls masturbating 
              with weird things - bananas, cucumbers, carrots, that kind of thing. 
              We both loved the look of the girls, beautiful, naked, with big 
              full breasts. They looked like they were really enjoying themselves. 
              The stories were a little strange to us, but we liked them, what 
              we could understand. For a while we thought 'cum' was another word 
              for pee!" Shari laughed and Melissa giggled. "We kept 
              reading about cum coming out of penises and the only thing we knew 
              that came out of penises was piss. 
             "Mikey lent me some magazines, and I remember going home 
              to try doing what the women in the magazine were doing. I tried 
              using a carrot in my pussy but it wouldn't go in, and it hurt. I 
              tried my ass - there were plenty of women doing anal with these 
              things, too, and the stories made it sound like fun. It worked a 
              lot better for me. I'm probably one of the few girls who played 
              with her asshole before her pussy. 
             "I really enjoyed anal stimulation from the beginning, but 
              it would always make me have to shit afterwards. I used to show 
              Mikey, I'd stick something up my ass and play with it a bit and 
              then take a dump. He used to think it was disgusting, that I would 
              take a dump afterwards, but I didn't. He'd watch every time, though, 
              telling me how gross it was. I didn't care. It felt wonderful. 
             "I think I started associating the enjoyment of playing with 
              my ass with taking a dump, too, because I began really like shitting. 
              I would be really happy whenever I had to go to the bathroom because 
              I just liked doing it. It made me all warm and fuzzy inside whenever 
              I went. 
             "Had some early-on experience with golden showers, and I 
              liked it at the time. Mikey peed on me a few times, too. And in 
              my mouth." 
             Melissa gave her a queer look, but she didn't take her tongue 
              away from it's gently work on Shari's breast. 
             "Well, we kept reading about how all these women wanted men 
              to cum on their breasts or in their mouths, so we tried it. Wasn't 
              til a little later we realized how wrong we were. It was funny, 
              though, when we found out. He had been the one pushing for it; he 
              was very apologetic afterwards, and we never did it again. Had he 
              wanted to, though, I would have been all for it. I didn't mind the 
              taste or the smell; I had enjoyed it very much at the time. I wasn't 
              about to ask for it, though. It seemed okay for me to ask him to 
              cum on me, which I had done a few times - the women in the stories 
              asked for it all the time, so it seemed right for me to ask him 
              to do that. But when we learned he was just pissing on me, I didn't 
              feel as comfortable asking for it: I wasn't sure if I was supposed 
              to enjoy it or not. Had he wanted to, though . . .  
             "Any way, when we got older, Mikey and his family moved away. 
              He left me with some porn to remember him by, like I would forget. 
              I eventually learned how to make myself cum and the pleasure of 
              vaginal masturbation, but I always had better orgasms if I played 
              with my ass while I went at it." 
             Melissa nodded. Seems she had discovered the same thing at some 
              point. 
             "So, that's how it went. Most of the time when I masturbated, 
              I would just rub my pussy until I came, but those times when I had 
              more time and wanted a better orgasm, I would stick something up 
              my ass. I stuck to carrots, bananas, cucumbers - they're the best, 
              in my opinion - partially because that's what I had seem women using, 
              but also cause that's what was around. Used my fingers sometimes, 
              but couldn't go as deep and they weren't big enough - not quite 
              as satisfying. I think one time I used a badminton racket handle 
              or something like that. Didn't matter to me. I'd pound my ass and 
              rub my clit until I came, then I'd go to the bathroom, without fail. 
             "I eventually tried something new - I buggered myself good 
              with a cucumber but I took it out before I came instead of after, 
              and that wonderful feeling of having to shit soon followed. I kept 
              rubbing myself, but not enough to make myself cum. Not until I actually 
              started to shit. Then I frigged myself hard and came. It was the 
              best orgasm of my life, but I felt a bit dirty afterwards. Shitting 
              after masturbation was one thing, cause it wasn't in anyway involved 
              with the act, but shitting during was just a little weird. But I 
              couldn't stop doing it. It felt better when I did it that way, and 
              I wasn't about to deny myself that. So, every time I played with 
              my ass while wanking off, I would hold off and cum while I went 
              to the bathroom. 
             "Well, I took it a step further one day. I kept fingering 
              my ass while waiting to shit, and I could feel it up inside of me. 
              Intrigued, I pushed hard and shit right into my own hand. When I 
              came, it was brilliant! But, afterwards, I was disgusted with myself 
              - I had been holding my filthy shit in my hand! That just seemed 
              so disgusting to me, I didn't masturbate for like months - not any 
              kind of masturbation. But when the need really hit me again, I did 
              the same thing - stroked my clit and fingered my ass until I shat 
              in my hand. I loved doing it in the moment but felt terrible about 
              it afterwards. I felt like I had a real problem, but I couldn't 
              tell anyone - how do you tell someone you like shitting in you hand 
              when you masturbate? And any time I had the time, I didn't have 
              the will-power to stop myself. 
             "And it got worse. Instead of just holding it, I started 
              sniffing it until I came. Then, one day, while sniffing it and feeling 
              just so wonderful in the moment, I just slathered by boobs with 
              it. Smeared greasy shit all over my tits and face. I went really 
              slow with my fingers, trying hard not to cum so I could preserve 
              this moment longer - I must have been going at it for over an hour 
              by the time I stopped covering myself with my shit and I still hadn't 
              come. I pulled aside the shower curtain - at this point I did most 
              of my masturbating while in the shower. My parents always wondered 
              why it took me so long! 
             "So anyway, I pulled side the shower curtain and look at 
              myself, my tits black and my face smeared. It was so hot to me, 
              I came as soon as I saw my reflection. I wasn't even touching myself, 
              but I was cumming. So, I started rubbing myself, too: it was awesome! 
              I was sure my parents could hear me screaming in the bathroom, but 
              they never said anything about it. After my orgasm, I was still 
              looking at myself, and I felt sick. I mean, who does that? Who smears 
              shit on themselves while masturbating? Who enjoys playing with their 
              shit? Who gets turned on by that? 
             "It was the worst feeling in the world. It took forever before 
              I felt clean from that. I again went months without touching myself. 
              I would replay that moment in my mind, getting horny as I thought 
              about it and feeling totally disgusted with myself for getting horny. 
              I wanted to do it again so bad, and just wanting it made me feel 
              dirty - and not a good dirty. I think not masturbating at all just 
              made it worse - I was so horny with no outlet. But had I done anything, 
              I would have been thinking about it the whole time and that would 
              have been worse, I think. 
             "Every time I went to the bathroom, I would imagine catching 
              it and rubbing it all over me. And then I would scold myself. I 
              called myself such terrible things. I was honestly full-fledge depressed. 
              It was in high-school, so no one really thought anything of it, 
              but I felt so alone, so different. I though there was something 
              wrong with me. I would wonder why such a horrid, filthy creature 
              was ever born. I wondered if I should just kill myself." 
             As she spoke, pouring out her heart like she had never done before, 
              telling a story that no one but she knew, Shari felt Melissa pressing 
              harder into her and drawing her into a loving embrace. She suckling 
              was soft, as if she was trying to sooth all of Shari's old wounds 
              in this instance with her mouth. Shari's arm wrapped about Melissa's 
              naked, wet body. It was comforting to tell her this, and it made 
              her feel very close to her. She was safe with Melissa here, and 
              even though it hurt her to remember her youth, she knew that she 
              would never feel that way again. She renewed her efforts on Melissa's 
              pussy, wanting nothing more right now then to bring her to a great 
              orgasm. 
             "I felt so alone. All my friends, I couldn't tell them anything. 
              They wouldn't understand. They were normal people with normal desire. 
              Even having normal sex with other normal people. Not me. I used 
              to think that I couldn't love anyone else, that no one else could 
              love me. I would be alone forever. Never even dated anybody, and 
              after the first few guys were rejected, the rest stopped asking. 
             "I just kept getting worse and worse. My parents were taking 
              me to a councilor, but I couldn't tell her what I had done. I think 
              my parents were afraid that I had been raped or something. Looking 
              back, it could have seemed that way. 
             "I don't know how much longer I could take it. I think I 
              might have actually hurt myself if it wasn't for my cousin, Jeff. 
              He was a great guy. Very caring, very perceptive. He and I were 
              close in age - he's like two years older than me. We've always been 
              friends, though we hadn't seen each other for a while. 
             "It was Christmas time, and my family was over his house 
              - we were staying a few days. As soon as he saw me, he was hugging 
              me and doting on me. He never let me out of his sight. It was annoying 
              at the time - I actually thought I was going to infect him or something. 
              Finally, he took me into his room and locked the door. I was nervous, 
              but I trusted him. 
             "'Shari,' he says, 'I know something's up. You can tell me, 
              if you want. I've been there.' 
             "'No you haven't' I tell him.  
             "'Yes, I have.' He took my hands, I remember because I wanted 
              to pull back away from him but he didn't let go. 'Is it about sex?' 
             "I nodded. He hugged me, and then I did start crying into 
              his shoulder. 'Did someone hurt you?' he asked and I shook my head. 
              'Have you had sex?' I shook my head again. 
             "He was rubbing my back, saying that he knew how I felt, 
              like I was alone and couldn't tell anyone cause they wouldn't understand. 
              I nodded. Then he sprung it on me, and it was funny cause he sounded 
              so excited and yet so sympathetic, too, and he says, 'I know exactly 
              what you are going through, Shari. I know exactly how that feels. 
              You're the first person I feel like I can tell. Shari, I'm gay!'" 
             "I was shocked. I didn't know any gay people; I had no idea 
              how to react to that. It was just a huge surprise. He went on to 
              tell me how he felt like he had been living a lie, how he hadn't 
              been honest with who he was. He knew he wasn't a bad person, and 
              I agreed with him. And he told me I wasn't a bad person either, 
              I just needed to accept myself, whatever that meant. He was much 
              happier with his life because he had stopped feeling disgusted with 
              himself and just realized he could not help what turned him on. 
              If he liked having sex with men, then that's what he would do, that's 
              who he was. There was nothing to be ashamed of. 
             "He hadn't come out of the closet yet, but he had been planning 
              on it. He said that he hoped that I felt like I had someone to turn 
              to so that I wouldn't feel so alone, the way he had felt for years. 
              He said that he had been planning on waiting a while longer, but 
              after having seen me as upset as I was, and having talked to me, 
              he decided to tell everyone at dinner that night. And he did. I 
              sat next to him all dinner, and at the end of dinner he told everyone. 
              I held his hand as he did it, too. 
             "It made me realize that I couldn't help who I was any more 
              than he could. I wasn't disgusting or sick, just different. No better 
              or worse than anyone else. My cousin and I were very similar in 
              that." 
             "How did your family take it?" Melissa asked, for the 
              first time removing her mouth from Shari's skin. She had sucked 
              one tit completely clean and was working on the second. "Jeff's 
              coming out, I mean." 
             "Okay. Could have been better, but I guess it could have 
              been worse, too. At the time, people couldn't deal - Jeff and I 
              spent the next few days together, alone, avoiding the rest of the 
              family - seems I was guilt by association since I obviously knew 
              what he was going to do when he did it. But I felt better then I 
              had in over a year, and Jeff knew it. He said that, even if he was 
              kicked out of the family, the fact that I was better made it worth 
              while. I told him he would always be my family, even if everyone 
              kicked me out, too. Some of the family still has a huge problem 
              with him being gay, but for the most part, they're cool. Jeff and 
              I are still very close now. I should probably go and see him soon. 
              . . 
             "Anyway, I was a lot better. I had accepted myself for who 
              I was. I didn't feel the need to tell my family, thought. Unlike 
              with Jeff, no one really needed to know what I did alone. He'd be 
              bringing boyfriends home with him; my family would never know anything 
              about what I did. As soon as we were home and my parents went to 
              work the next day - I was still on Christmas vacation - I went for 
              it. And I went all out. 
             "They were gone when I woke up. I stripped naked and immediately 
              started going at it. I was wanking as I walked to the kitchen to 
              get a cucumber, I was so horny. And I had been planning for this 
              moment since Jeff told me he was gay, so I hadn't taken a dump since 
              he came out of the closet. I had a few days worth of heavy meals 
              in there - I was in pain, but it made it even better, knowing just 
              how good it would feel to get it all out. 
             "I got in the shower and started to really let my ass have 
              it. I was compensating for a year of depression and self-loathing. 
              I was going to make sure that I loved myself completely. When it 
              came out, it hurt it was so big, - even after fucking my ass with 
              the cucumber - and I rubbed it all over my body. It was funny - 
              I was so desperate to rub it in my skin, it was so important to 
              me, that sometimes I was just shitting right in the tub instead 
              of in my hands. I just let it come right out and land where-ever. 
             "I covered every inch of skin I could reach. Even mashed 
              in between my toes and rubbed it into my hair. I had never felt 
              such a sense of completeness, like I was finally whole. I loved 
              it. I still had quite a pile left, so I sat in it, wiggling my ass 
              around in the pile. It felt so good, I was on the edge of cumming 
              the entire time even though I wasn't touching myself. 
             "Problem was I couldn't see myself in the mirror while sitting, 
              so I stood again and appraised my work, thinking that I had never 
              looked or felt sexier then in that moment. My depression and self-loathing 
              were completely gone. 
             "I wasn't even aware I was doing it, but I watched myself 
              in the mirror as I scooped up a handful of shit and shoved it into 
              my mouth. I kept packing more and more in, not swallowing any of 
              it, until nothing more could fit. It tasted terrible, but it felt 
              so right, so freeing that I left it in - and my god did it make 
              me horny. I really thought I was going to cum when I started filling 
              my mouth. I was so close! 
            "I kept adding shit to my body, mainly my tits and face cause 
              I loved the way it looked; my boobs were hidden completely in the 
              huge shit-mounds I had piled over them. I had one handful left, 
              and I pressed it into my cunt." 
               
              Melissa's eyes went wide at that, and she started to cum again. 
              She had cum a few times during Shari story as Shari rubbed her clit 
              and fingered her pussy, but this time had her spasming really good 
              and biting hard on Shari's nipple. Shari shuddered as well, but 
              continued her story when she regained her composure. 
               
              "Yeah, I pushed it up inside of me, as deep as it would go. 
              My hands were covered, and I stared to work my clit with my palm 
              as I wiggled the shit in my cunt. It felt heavenly. My other hand 
              was pumping the cucumber in and out of my ass. I wish I had two, 
              cause I really would have buried that shit all the way in my cunt. 
              Probably better that I only had the one. 
             "When I came - I can't even describe it. Like every little 
              part of me burst to pieces in pleasure. I was watching myself in 
              the mirror, shaking and hollering even though my mouth was packed. 
              I must have cum for a few minutes. I couldn't even stand when I 
              was done, and I had no idea how I ended up sitting in the tub, but 
              I was when I opened my eyes. 
             "Feeling fully and completely satisfied, it was the first 
              time that I had no twinge of disgust or remorse. Right after I came, 
              I decided to do the same thing every day of that break. I had never 
              had a thought like that before, that I wanted to recreated what 
              I had done. I had for the longest time been promising myself that 
              that had been the last time, and then breaking that promise. It 
              felt wonderful to tell myself it wouldn't be the last time. And 
              I knew it was a promise I would keep. 
             "I took my shower to clean off. I spit out most of the shit, 
              but kept a descent chunk in there during my whole shower, just sucking 
              on it and turning it to mush in my mouth. I had to pee, so I lay 
              down and squirted it all over myself, which was a first as well 
              - peeing on myself that is. I loved it even more than I had when 
              Mikey had done it." Melissa seemed to love the idea, too, from 
              the way she reacted.  
             "When I was totally clean, which took a long time, I swallowed 
              the shit in my mouth. I had been planning that since the moment 
              I stuff it in my mouth - I swore that this time I would actually 
              swallow it. When I was all turned on, I had been telling myself 
              I would swallow my whole mouthful, but after I came, I was a little 
              more reasonable about the size of my first shit meal. I vomited 
              it back up a few minutes later, but actually swallowing my shit, 
              even that little bit, been a wonderful experience and I knew I really 
              would do it everyday like I had told myself I would." 
             Shari chuckled. "By the end of the week, I could stomach 
              a good amount of shit without ever vomiting. I had a terrible infection, 
              too, but it was worth it. I learned a lot." 
             Melissa lifted her mouth off of Shari's breast; she was smiling 
              and rubbing her hands all along Shair's body, which was, at this 
              point, mostly clean. She cuddled, snuggling in to Shari, and hold 
              in her close. "That was a great story. Thanks. It made me feel 
              better about myself, too. I lied earlier, when I said I hadn't been 
              looking on the internet for scat. I had - I do, often. I read stories, 
              mostly, and wish I could be in them. I've never played with it before, 
              but I always wanted to. Never had the courage to ever do it. Not 
              like you," she added with a kiss on Shari's cheek. 
             Shari turned her head and kissed Melissa more deeply and passionately. 
              "Now you have. And aren't you glad you did?" 
             "Yes! And I will again, too. I came like six times, and I'm 
              still super horny!" 
             "Told you it was the best! Ever have anal sex? I love anal 
              sex, as you can probably imagine." 
            "Tried it once or twice," Melissa replied with a grin. 
              "I like it a lot, too." 
            "Then how about a homework assignment?" 
             Melissa was confused by what Shari meant, but she agreed. 
             "Your homework is that tonight, you need to find a guy for 
              some anal sex. Make sure he cums inside of you, beg him if you have 
              to, then as soon as he cums and pulls out, suck his cock clean. 
              And for extra credit, drink his cum, too." 
             "How?" She had, once, sucked a guys dick after he ass 
              fucked her, but only once and only because thrust his cock in her 
              face right afterwards. She would never have initiated suck a dirty 
              act, herself. She had been too insecure; she thought she could do 
              it now. 
              "How ever you can. Squirt it into you hand and lick it off, 
              doesn't matter." 
             Melissa rested her head on Shari's shoulders, sighing blissfully, 
              "Okay! Sounds like fun! God, can you believe we've lived together 
              for over two years, and just now found this out about each other?" 
             Shari stroked Melissa's wet locks, "I'm just glad we did 
              find out. Feels great to have someone I can talk to about it." 
             "Not your cousin Jeff?" 
             "Yeah, I never did tell him why I had been upset - I felt 
              that this was still a little less acceptable to a lot of people 
              then his being gay. I think he's still waiting for me to come out 
              of the closet," Shari laughed. "Maybe I'll tell him when 
              I see him." 
             Melissa nodded and closed her eyes. She could have easily fallen 
              asleep right there, cozy and warm and basking in the after-glow 
              of many splendid orgasms. It would have been the perfect time for 
              a nap. 
             But Shari struggled up to standing and pulled Melissa with her. 
              "Come on, Mel. We still have a lot of cleaning to do and a 
              party to get ready for!" 
            
            
            Next: Shari 
              Goes to a Party 
             
            
             
             
             
             
              
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