Tiffany's Diaper Tales
                         Volume II
                      By BabyInDiapers
                     Written 01/03/2006
                        Chapter 028


School was going well. We were already in the month of 
November. Our band was also doing well. we played live at 
least a couple times a month for different churches and other 
events in our area. One day when we were live in concert I had 
to make poopy. Up until this point, I never had to do that 
when I was on stage. I usually just wet my diapers and that 
was it.


I tried to stay focused on the music. Instead of trying to 
squat or whatever to help it come out, I just held it until it 
came out by itself without me having to make faces and grunt 
and so on. I felt so embarrassed because I was blushing and I 
must have been making it obvious I was pooping. 


At the end of one song that was fast paced I decided to have 
some fun and fall back on my tush while playing a solo and use 
my feet to push me back and then twirl around on my messy 
bottom. This helped to mush it and make it less lumpy and 
noticeable. I then got up and we finished the concert a few 
minutes later.


Back stage Emily and Laura were like "What was going on with 
you during the second to the last song?"  I smiled and told 
them I was going poopy and I had to squish my diaper to make 
it less noticeable so I fell back onto my hiney and did it by 
spinning on the floor on my messy diaper. "Wow that's so 
cool." Laura said. Emily just smiled. "Yep you rule Tiff." she 
said. Robert just gave me a silly look. I went and found my 
mommy and she changed me in the restroom at this place wee 
were playing at.


When mom and I came out of the bathroom stall with a dirty 
diaper in her hand to throw away, some girls who were there 
saw it. "Oh my god you're that girl from "Second Birth! You 
all rock!" the girl said. All the time she was looking at the 
diaper my mom was throwing in the trash. She looked at me. "So 
um, I don't mean to pry or anything, but like how come you 
wear diapers?"  she asked. 


"Well, I have been wearing them since I was a kid. I can't 
control when I have to go potty." I said. "Oh ok, I'm sorry, I 
didn't mean to embarrass you." she said. "It's ok." I said as 
we all left the bathroom. Later that evening We all ordered 
pizza and hung out at my place. I got sleepy after a while so 
I had mommy tuck me into my crib after everyone left.


Everything was going great until one day Laura came to my 
house on a Saturday afternoon. She had been somewhat withdrawn 
the past month or so. She broke down and cried. She took off 
her glasses because she was crying so much that her tears were 
getting all over the lenses. "What's wrong Laura?" I asked as 
I reached out to hold her. She was quiet for a moment trying 
to gain her composure.


"You know how I had to start wearing glasses and stuff last 
year, well my eyes keep getting worse. Yesterday after school 
my mom and dad took me to another eye doctor to do some tests 
and stuff. I, I'm losing my vision." She said while crying 
more again. I didn't know what to say. "Like how much? Like I 
mean is it just harder to read or are you -" I paused. "I am 
going blind." she said through her sobbing.


"No you're not. I'm gonna pray for you. God can heal you." I 
said. I just didn't want to accept this. Laura was my best 
friend. Emily was not as close to me as she used to be. Laura 
and I were inseparable so far in 8'th grade. I'm not saying I 
wasn't good friends with Emily, just not as we were when we 
were little. She changed a lot over the summer.


Mommy came in after a while to let us know she was going to go 
get some things at the store. She noticed Laura was very 
upset. "Honey, your mom told me what was going on. I'm really 
sorry. I will be praying for you." Mom said as she hugged her 
and I both. "Laura, no matter what happens, I'll always be 
your best friend. I promise." I said as I looked at her.


"What If I forget what you look like?" she said. I thought for 
a second. "Don't worry about that. Just because you may not be 
able to see me, doesn't mean I won't be there for you." I 
said. "And I won't be able to play in the band anymore." she 
said while crying again. "Yes you will. There are lots of 
blind people that play instruments. It might take some work to 
get used to it, but you will do fine." Mom said. We both were 
trying to comfort her.


We spent the whole day together. We played and got her mind 
off of it as best as we could. Emily and Angela and Kelly and 
Robert all came over and we hung out in the tree house. Later 
after it got dark everyone went home. Laura was staying the 
night at Emily's house. Mommy gave me a bath after I came back 
into the house. "Mommy, it's not fair!" I said as I started 
crying while mommy tucked me into bed. 


I had been a big girl and been strong for Laura when she 
needed me earlier, but it was taking a toll on me. I regressed 
majorly. "Mommy, I don't want her to go blind. She's my best 
fwend." I said while sobbing. Mommy held me. Somehow, even 
when there was no words to say, and nothing that could be done 
to change things, when mommy would hold me and comfort me, It 
just seemed to magically make everything ok just for a while, 
even if everything wasn't okay.


Mommy took me to her room and breastfed me. Later daddy came 
to bed and we all cuddled up together. We said prayers 
together and really prayed for Laura and her situation. I lay 
awake even after daddy was asleep. Mommy was still awake. She 
held me close. "Go to sleep baby." she whispered as she kissed 
my cheek. I turned over onto my tummy. I wet my diaper and lay 
still for a while. Eventually I fell asleep.


Everyone left around 9. Mommy gave me a bath and diapered me 
and got me ready for bed. She read me a bed time story. then 
she breast fed me. After she left the room I laid in my crib 
just feeling like a big baby. I felt like I had to go number 
two so I just did it in my didees. I didn't feel like playing 
with myself. I sometimes would do that, but sometimes when I 
felt like a baby, I didn't need anything else to add to it.


It's like sometimes the dirty diapers were a big turn on, and 
sometimes after mommy babied me and breastfed me, and my 
diaper was messy, I just felt so helpless, innocent, and 
babyish. That feeling was what I really liked the most. The 
emotional feelings of security, inner peace, and so on. I 
sucked my thumb and held onto my Mr. Fluffy. I finally fell 
asleep a few minutes later.


The next week at school was going well. Laura was still having 
trouble reading the blackboard and also even close up. One day 
during class she started crying. She said everything was 
really blurry and that she was scared. The school contacted 
her mother and they came to pick her up and take her to the 
eye doctor again. Laura didn't come to school the next day. So 
after school Emily and I went over to her house on the way 
home.


We rang the bell. Joey answered. "Hey, is your sister home? 
She wasn't at school today." I said. "Yeah she is taking a 
nap." Joey said. "Is she feeling okay?" I asked. "Well, she 
tripped and fell last night and hit her head. She is having a 
hard time seeing." Joey said. I held back my tears. I felt so 
bad for her. Her mom came out to see who was at the door.


I could tell she was also pretty sad. "Hi girls." she said as 
she invited us in. We sat on the couch. She told us that the 
doctors said that her macular degeneration was in advanced 
stages and that we didn't detect it earlier. We just thought 
she needed glasses for reading earlier in the year. But we 
didn't know it was a progressive disease." She said. "So is 
there a cure? I mean besides God healing her and stuff?" I 
asked. "No cure, all we can do is pray." she said while she 
started crying. We both hugged Laura's mommy. Even Joey hugged 
her.


Laura woke up and came out to see us. She almost slammed her 
shoulder into the door frame when coming out of her room. "Hi 
Laura." we said as Emily and I went up and hugged her. "Hi." 
she said. We talked with her for a while. Laura seemed to be 
dealing with things better than her parents.


After a while Emily and I had to leave to go home. I told 
Laura I would call her later on. she said that'd be good. 
Emily came over for dinner. Her mom was working late. Her dad 
was away on business again. He wasn't around very often since 
he got a new job a year or so ago. It required lots of 
traveling.


I took a nap in the playpen. Mommy was folding laundry. She 
woke me and changed my diaper and we had dinner. Aunt Kathy 
and Kevin were eating with us tonight. Aunt Kathy and Kevin 
announced that they were getting married in June of the next 
year. We were all excited for her. I knew for a while now that 
Aunt Kathy would probably marry him and move out. So I was 
sort of expecting that. Even so, I would miss not having her 
around. But I also missed Tammy, Teala, and Amy as well.


I got my own shower that nigh, and then called Laura like I 
said I would. We talked a while. "Well, my mommy says its bed 
time. I gotta go Tiffany. Thanks for calling me though." Laura 
said. "No problem. Hey Laura?" "Yeah?" "I love you so much. 
And no matter what happens, I will be there with you. I want 
you to know that." I said. "Thank you." she said while crying. 
"I love you too Tiffany." she said. "Ok, now don't get all 
mushy on me now." I said. Laura giggled and stopped crying. 
"Ok. Nighty night. I'll see you tomorrow at school." she said 
as we both hung up.


That night while mommy tucked me in for bed she noticed I was 
somewhat sad. "How's Laura doing?" Mom asked. "Ok." I said. 
Mom just looked down at me in my crib. "Honey, I love you." 
she said as she knelt down and held me and kissed me on the 
cheek and forehead. She crawled into my crib and laid down 
next to me and Mr. Fluffy. I wet my diaper and turned over on 
my tummy. I could feel mommy patting my diapered tushie. I 
felt ok again.


Mommy left the room as I fell asleep. I woke up once more that 
night to go poopy in my diaper. I then fell right back asleep. 
I still felt like mommy was there; even though she was in the 
other room. I slept good the rest of the night.


Time went on and Thanks Giving holiday came and went. It was 
now the beginning of December. Laura's vision was about the 
same as it had been. She had to go to special classes during 
study hall where they helped her to deal with her loss of 
eyesight. She was not totally blind, but she had no peripheral 
and could not see things in detail unless they were magnified. 
My friendship with Laura was so much closer now.