Tiffany's Diaper Tales
                         Volume II
                      By BabyInDiapers
                     Written 07/11/2005
                        Chapter 019


I woke up Saturday morning. I yawned and stretched while in my 
crib. I rolled onto my back and propped my legs up on the bars 
of my crib and began to tinkle. I felt the warmth and wetness 
spread all over my tush. It felt really good. Then I began to 
make poopie. After pushing a couple times I had a full diaper. 
I laid there for a moment just enjoying the feeling. I began 
to be aroused by the sticky warm wet feeling in my diaper. I 
began to touch myself and before long I was breathing heavily 
and finally it all culminated in a wonderful feeling. A smile 
was on my face as I laid there catching my breath. I looked 
over to see the clock and my heart almost stopped. Mommy was 
standing there. I wasn't sure how long she had been there.


I was speechless. "Good morning hun. I see baby really likes 
her messy pants!" Mom said with a smile as she looked down at 
me in the crib. She lowered the rail. My heart was beating 
fast and I was blushing. She gave me a hug. "It's ok honey, 
it's natural for a girl your age to do what you were doing. 
It's nothing to be ashamed of." She said as she began to 
change my very messy and wet diaper. We were both silent as 
she dressed me.


After I was diapered and dressed mommy motioned for me to sit 
on the bed. She sat next to me. "Honey, we need to have a 
little mommy-daughter talk. I wasn't sure when to bring this 
up, but I think now is a good time." She said. "Mommy, I'm 
sorry." I said as I cried. "No no, baby don't be. You didn't 
do anything wrong. Honey shhh. It's ok baby. I just want to 
talk to you about some things ok? You're not in trouble. So 
relax ok sweetie?" Mom said as she held me. A moment later 
after I was calmed down she began to talk.


"When I was a little girl, I got caught by my mom wearing a 
diaper I had stolen from our neighbors who had twins. You see 
Tiff, I like diapers too, I always have, even since I was a 
little girl. I think what you experienced a few years ago when 
you went back to diapers, somehow was passed down from me to 
you. I don't know if other people in our family ever wore 
diapers or not. Back then people didn't talk about these kinds 
of things. So when I was young, I didn't get to enjoy diapers 
like you did. I guess that's why when I realized you were 
interested in diapers and baby stuff; I just wanted to give 
you the opportunity to try it. I never had that opportunity to 
live out my desires. Tiffany, if you're anything like me, you 
probably feel guilty sometimes, or you wonder if you will ever 
be able to have a normal life and so on. I just want you to 
know that it is possible to balance your baby life and your 
adult life. I've been doing it for a long time now. Your daddy 
has been very accepting of me, and has let me be a baby when 
we have our private time. We kept it a secret pretty much 
until a couple years ago when I wet my pants on the way to 
Mrs. Woods office. Anyway, I guess what I'm saying is, your 
father and I love you, we accept you for who you are, and we 
understand what you are going through; especially me. So if 
you ever want to talk, we're here for you honey. Ok?" 


Mommy held me. I was crying because I was so relieved. I was 
so glad that my mother really understood what I felt. She let 
me be a baby again because she really understood me. "No 
wonder you're such a good mommy. You really do know what it's 
like to be me. I never realized that mom. Thank you so much. I 
love you." I said as we hugged. We both were crying for a 
moment or so. Then we wiped our each other's tears away. We 
then went into the kitchen and had some breakfast. Daddy came 
home a while later. He had been out doing a network job for a 
small company replacing there hubs with switches.


After breakfast mom and I went out shopping. Around noon we 
headed towards the food court. "Do you need to be changed 
before we eat?" "Yeah, I'm wet." I said. We found a bathroom 
to change me in. After that we went to eat. We then went to 
see a movie. I really was having fun spending the day with my 
mom. After the movie she took me to the park and we both 
played in the sand box together. We must have looked so silly, 
a teenager, and her mother acting like toddlers in a sandbox. 
It was really fun.


"Let's go play on the marry-go-round." I said as I stood up 
brushing sand off of my clothes. "Honey, we need to go home." 
Mom said. "Why, it's only 3:30." I whined. "I need to use the 
bathroom." She whispered. "Can't you use the one here?" Mom 
was silent for a moment. "Tiff, I went in my diaper." She said 
while blushing. "Did you go number one or two?" I asked. 
"Number two." She said. "Aww. It's ok mom. Let's go home. I 
just wished you would have told me you were in diapers. It 
doesn't matter to me. If you want to wear them all the time, 
it doesn't matter mom. Why are you so scared to wear them 
around me and the other girls?" I asked as we sat on a bench. 
Mommy was crying. "I was always afraid if anyone found out, 
they would take you girls away from me. And my mom and dad 
really hurt me when they caught me that day. My mom beat me 
that day. I've never been able to get over that." She said.


Mommy was crying a lot. I held her. "Mommy, no one's gonna 
hurt you if you wear diapers. It's ok. I know that must have 
really been hard to go through. But now everything is ok 
mommy. Daddy loves you, Aunt Kathy loves you, your daddy loves 
you. And all of us kids love you so much. You don't have to 
hide anything from us either mommy. We're all older now. No 
one's gonna take us away. We're a tough family. You know that. 
Just think of all we've been through mom. God is with us. He 
loves us unconditionally. He's the reason we've made it this 
far and the reason we will make it all the way through life. 
Mommy I love you." I said while holding my mother as she had 
done so many times in the past for me when I was upset.


A few minutes passed. "Thank you sweetie. I love you so much. 
You are my angel." She said while hugging and kissing me. A 
few minutes later we went to the car. "Mom this has really 
been a good day. I'm so glad we got to talk." I said. "Me too 
honey, Me too." She said. We went home and daddy wasn't there. 
He had to go back to his earlier job. There were some problems 
that arose. He had left a note. Aunt Kathy was also working 
late tonight. "Well looks like it's gonna just be us for the 
whole day." I said. "I think it was really meant to work out 
this way." Mom said. "Me too." "Well I need to go get cleaned 
up. Then I'll change you again." Mommy said.


"Mom?" I said as I stood in front of the door to her room. 
"What?" "Let me change you and diaper you." I said. "Honey, I 
don't think that's a good idea." She said. "Mom, I've changed 
Tammy, Teala, and Amy, and also Laura and Emily, even messy 
ones. I know how to change diapers. I want to change you mom, 
it's not easy to have to do it yourself. I know, cuz I've done 
it before. So what do ya say?" I asked. She sighed. "Ok."


She went and got a diaper from her stash and then she came to 
my room. She laid down on the bed. I took off her pants and 
then unfastened the tapes of her disposable diaper. I wiped 
her and powdered her. She was very shy. Then I put a nice 
clean diaper on her and taped it. "Now, wasn't that so much 
easier then doing it yourself?" I said as I came back from 
washing my hands. "Thank you Tiffany." She said. "Hey don't 
mention it. I mean come on, you've changed me millions of 
times and I'm a messy baby." I said. We both laughed.


We then decided to make bottles and cuddle in mommy's room for 
a nap. After we woke up, we both made dinner. We made sure to 
save some for Daddy and Aunt Kathy. After dinner mommy gave me 
a bath. We then spent the rest of the evening on the couch 
watching sappy chick flicks; With a tub of ice cream and a box 
of tissues, of course. Later daddy came home and then Aunt 
Kathy. Mommy got up to warm up there dinner for them. I sat 
with daddy and Aunt Kathy while they ate. Mommy went to get a 
shower and get ready for bed. She was tired.


Finally it was bed time. I gave daddy and Aunt Kathy a hug and 
kiss goodnight. Mommy took me to my room. "Mommy, today was 
really great." I said. "Yes it was. I really feel better now 
that we had our talks today." "Me too. Mommy, can I um, well 
you know." I said blushing slightly. "Does baby wanna be 
breast fed?" mommy asked. "Yeah." I said while giggling. "Ok 
silly. Come over here and lay down. There ya go." She said as 
she held me in her lap raising my head to her breast and 
propping her arm up with a big pillow. I began to suckle. Her 
milk trickled out into my mouth. "Go to sleep baby it's ok. 
Mommy's gonna sleep with you tonight. So just go night-night 
baby. Shhh." Mommy said. She hummed a soft lullaby as my head 
tilted back. I didn't even stay awake long enough to switch 
sides. It seemed as though I instantly lost consciousness.


The next morning I woke up. My head was laying on a blanket 
draped over mommy's breasts. I noticed my diaper was both wet 
and messy. This was normal for me after breast feeding. Mommy 
was awake. I lifted my head for a moment. "Good morning." I 
said to mommy. "Hi." She said as she sat up. The blanket fell 
into her lap. Without saying anything I just moved myself into 
position and laid in her lap and she let me suckle on her 
other breast. We both fell back asleep cuddled in bed. When 
Aunt Kathy woke us up for church both of us had very messy 
diapers. Aunt Kathy changed me and gave me a bath and daddy 
took care of mommy. We then went to church. It was a great 
sermon and my mommy went down for prayer and when she came 
back she was smiling. Later she told me that between our talks 
the day before, and the message at church, and lady who prayed 
with her in church, she totally felt healed from the abuse she 
experienced in her childhood from her mother.


The next few weeks were great. Mommy was just being herself 
and not worrying about the whole diaper thing. She was so much 
happier now that all that had been lifted off of her. We 
talked on the phone to Tammy who was at college. We also 
talked to Teala. Aunt Kathy also was able to call Amy. That 
Sunday night before we went to bed, we sat out in the living 
room and prayed for Teala, Tammy, and Amy. We thanked God for 
our family and how he had brought us through so many things. I 
got out my guitar and we sang a couple songs. It was like 
having church! It was wonderful. I wound up going to bed an 
hour past my bedtime. Mommy tucked me in. "Will you be ok 
without your mommy tonight?" she asked. "Yeah, I will be fine. 
I'm sure daddy misses cuddling with you." I said as I kissed 
her goodnight. "Sleep tight baby. You've got school tomorrow." 
She said. "Ah! Don't remind me mom." I said as I rolled over 
onto my tummy. "Good night crinkle pants." She said as she 
swatted my diapered bottom. "I love you mommy." "I love you 
too baby." The light turned out and the door shut. I wet my 
diaper and fell asleep.