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Something Changed

By: alienfreaknugget



Friday evening and my girlfriend Amanda is dropping her kids off at their father's. I've been home for awhile and sipping bourbon on the couch. But not too much bourbon because every other Friday night is our night. The night where we don't have to be quiet, where we can stay up all night if we want and do anything we like.

Amanda whirls through the front door and lands in my lap. A gorgeous woman with long dark curly hair, a beautiful body and ice blue eyes. She kisses me deeply and then murmurs into my ear, "You've been drinking bourbon. Bourbon makes you ornery, baby." 

I nod and smile. I'm not terribly inhibited in the first place but with a little bit of whiskey, I tend to walk on the wilder side. Amanda begins nibbling on my ear as her hand snakes down to my crotch and begins rubbing my already hard cock. 

"What is that," she coos as her thumb and index finger trace the outline of my raging hard-on, "is that for me?"

"Mmmmhmmm," is all I can manage. The back of my neck feels hot, my heart is racing and I'm having trouble focusing my eyes. 

She kisses me deeply again and then whispers in my ear, "I think we should get into the toy box tonight. Give me the key."

Amanda and I have been living together for a couple of years and although some nights have gotten wilder than others, she's never been the one to initiate getting into the toy box. I reach into my pants pocket, brushing the pulsing head of my dick with my hand as I do. I pull the keys out and show her which one. "What are we playing with tonight?" I ask.

She gets right up next to my ear and whispers, "I think tonight is the night that we get your special clothes out and try out the strap-on."

My heart skipped a beat and I suddenly felt weak all over. We have played with toys before, mostly using the vibrator or the vibrating eggs on her. Once she fucked me by just holding the dildo and it was heavenly but she had remained skittish about seeing me in heels and hose, bent over and waiting to get fucked. I wonder what had gotten into her?

"Come on," she said and pulled me up off the couch. In the bedroom we opened the box (kept locked to keep snooping children out) and started taking things out. Early in the relationship, I had told her about my occasional urge to cross-dress and how I enjoyed more of a submissive role. She said it had excited her but we needed to wait until she was more comfortable. Other than the one night of dildo play there had been a couple of nights of half-hearted spankings... and I usually got a finger or two rammed up my ass during blowjobs which made me cum almost immediately every time. But tonight she had a totally different air about her.

She took the strap-on, which had come with two different sized dildoes, out of the box and then walked over to her underwear drawer. She pulled out a black bra, black thigh highs with the line up the back, and a black thong. Turning to the closet she picked up her high heeled Mary Janes and told me, "I'm going to go in the bathroom and get ready. When I get back in here I want candles lit, music on, and you in whatever it is you want me to fuck you in." Her words were so direct I felt as though I might pass out. 

"Yes Mistress," I said somewhat sarcastically and smiled. She turned back towards me as she walked out of the bedroom and raised an eyebrow. I had set the tone for the evening with my little remark and my hands trembled as I moved to the box. 

I took out the five inch black heels with ankle straps that I had bought off of eBay. Then I got out my white thigh highs and garter. I took out lacy white underwear to match and a little black one piece dress that a former girlfriend had left years ago. I also grabbed a few condoms to put on the strap on, the lube, the ping pong paddle, the riding crop, and a wide leather belt. 

Before undressing I lit the candles and turned on a NIN cd. With the music on low, I quickly peeled off my day clothes and threw them into the closet along with my shoes. Shaking and with heart racing fast, I sat down and slid the thigh highs on being careful not to put a run into them. My nuts were so full already that they ached as the soft silky material slid up one leg and then the other.

Next I slid on the garter belt and attached the straps. After that, the lacey underwear. I made sure to have the underwear over the top of the garters so they would slide down easily. After that I pulled on the dress and stood up to smooth out the wrinkles and see if everything was on straight. Being tall already I stood gigantic in the middle room. I walked across the hardwood floor a bit letting the heels click and announce the arrival of my sissy side. I knew Amanda could hear it in the other room and wondered what her thoughts were at the moment. 

Hips swaying side to side, I walked to the light and turned off the bright overhead lights. I wasn't going to wear the wig and make up and the rest of it tonight. I half expected that she would see me and begin laughing anyway. There was no way this could be happening.

I walked back to the bed and sat down. I took a gulp of bourbon and waited. I was trembling all over and my cock was poking up ridiculously against the dress. I eyed the bottle of lube and decided it might be best to go ahead and work some into my ass before she got done. Moving quickly I yanked my panties down to my knees and poured the lube onto my fingers. Reaching around I worked in as much as I could and then pulled my panties back up. I wanted everything to be just right when she walked into the bedroom.

Looking around I eyed the paddle, the crop and the belt and an idea sprang into my head. I grabbed the belt, folded it in half and bit it in the middle. Holding the belt with my mouth, I hiked my panties down to mid-thigh and assumed the position of being on all fours in the middle of the bed. Knees and elbows down, hands stretched flat against the bedspread, legs together with the high heels in perfect symmetry. 

I head the sound of her high heels coming down the hallway but I dared not look up. I wanted to be seen instead of seeing. Slowly the door opened and she walked into the bedroom. "Weeeell," she said, "what do we have here. Looks like a little bad girl who needs some... attention."

I couldn't believe it. She was dropping straight into character and playing it to the hilt. She walked over to the side of the bed and I could feel fingernails begin to rake up the backside of my thigh and onto my ass. "You've got nice legs, baby," she said and traced across my exposed asshole with the tip of her fingernail. "Are you going to be a good little slut tonight?"

I nodded yes and held the belt in my mouth. "What should we do with this?" she said and took the belt out of my mouth. 

"Whatever pleases you, Mistress," I said in a shaky voice.

"Whatever pleases me," she said and let the thought trail off into the infinite. The hand returned to the back of my thigh and slowly raised my dress up over my ass. "Does my little slave girl need a spanking tonight?"

"Yes Mistress," I said. She never hit hard enough to suit me but I had the feeling tonight would be different. 

A heard a small whoosh before the belt sliced across both ass cheeks. It sounded like a rifle shot and the heat spread quickly. My god, I thought, she is in a mood. I remained motionless and enjoy the pain as it began to dissipate.

Again the belt fell but even harder this time. I groaned slightly but said nothing. From behind me I heard her simply say, "Hmmm", and again the belt whooshed through the air. I let out another small groan of ecstasy and this confirmed for her that she was on the right track. 

Without saying a word she unleashed a volley of blows, one after the other. I arched forward trying to hold my place but eventually I had to collapse onto the bed and clinch my butt cheeks together. "I wondered how much you could take," she said and ran her nails across my glowing red ass cheeks. "Makes me wonder just what you'll do for me tonight."

She was clearly tapping into a dominant side that she had never explored before, at least not with me. "I think that's enough whipping for now," she said and tossed the belt onto the bed. "I want to see you ... in other ways," she decided. "Stand up but leave your panties where they are," she commanded.

I moved as best I could and stood facing her. My face burned with excitement almost as much as my ass burned. She looked incredible dressed in the black heels and lingerie. I noticed she had chosen the smaller of the two red dildos for the harness but that the bigger one lay on the dresser awaiting its turn. 

She reached under my skirt, grabbed my balls and begin to knead them slowly in one hand. As she did she moved to my side and whispered into my ear, "You like that, baby? You like doing as your told?" I nodded yes but did not speak. "You like it when Mistress whips you?" I nodded again. Her tongue went slowly into my ear and danced around. I felt a convulsion in my balls and almost came right there. 

She pulled away from ear and whispered again, "Now my little slut. I want you to get on your knees and suck my cock. I want to see you lick the head and balls. I want to see slobber running down your chin. I want you to do it like you would a real cock." And with that she moved in front of me and placed her hand on my shoulder, pushing me down. 

I dropped to my knees and looked at the bobbing fake dick in front of me. I looked up at her and she smiled and stepped forward. "Open up cocksucker." My dick flinched again with excitement as I took her cock into my mouth. 

The adrenaline and whiskey running in my veins broke free and I began sucking her cock like my life depended on it. Long strokes taking it all the way in and all the way out. The rubber didn't taste like much of anything at all as it slide in and out of my mouth. Amanda stepped forward and placed her hand on top of my head. Slowly her hips began to move as she started fucking my face. I stopped moving as much and let her pump away. "Take that cock you little cunt," she said. "Look at you sucking that dick. I bet a little sissy faggot like you would love to get a real dick in his mouth." 

Inside my feelings shattered and I looked up at her to see where that had come from. I was met with a glare that carried all the deadness of the world. Those beautiful blue eyes had found a place that I had never seen before. Something had changed in her. And something had changed in me. Even though I hated what she said, my excitement had increased exponentially. 

She continued to look down at me as she fucked my mouth moving faster and faster. "That's right. Suck it baby. Oh I wish it was real. I would so love to see your mouth full of cum." I fought hard deep inside not to blow my load right there.

After a few minutes more she pulled out to look at my face. I had strands of slobber running down the front of my dress and my knees hurt but my cock showed my willingness to continue. "Looks like you enjoyed that too, didn't you cumslut?" I nodded yes and looked at the floor.

"I think," she exhaled loudly, "that it's time we fucked that little sissy ass of yours." I looked up at her and the room swayed slightly around her. "Up on the bed," she commanded. "Get on all fours."

I slid the panties all the way off and climbed up onto the bed. I hiked my skirt up and spread my legs wide. "You're an eager little cunt, aren't you?" she chided.

Part of me was screaming to stop. To take a time out and break the spell. To make sure she still loved me and respected me and knew that we were just playing. Instead I nodded and whispered, "Yes Mistress, please fuck me."

I thought she might put one of the condoms onto the dildo but instead I heard the lube snap open and then shut. I slick smacking noises as she greased up her bright red cock. Then I felt a finger at the entrance of my asshole. Then another. Crossing her fingers she began to work in and out of me, spreading the lube and spreading me. 

I arched my back and put my shoulders down onto the bed. I was in heaven. All the while she talked to me in short clipped sentences, "Does that feel good, baby? I know you like it rough like this. I can't wait to stick this big fat cock in your ass and fuck you all night."

She withdrew her fingers and told me to scoot up on the bed. She climbed on behind me and I felt her position her cock at my backdoor. With one fluid motion she was in me. I groaned loudly and grabbed handfuls of the bedspread. "That's better," she said and began to slowly fuck me. In and out and moving slow, her hands grabbed my hips as she picked up the pace. This dildo, the smaller one, slid in and out of me easily and I spoke only in vowels of sheer pleasure as she fucked me long and slow. 

"This doesn't seem to be doing the trick," she decided after a few minutes of fucking me. "I think we need to get the big one out." I said nothing as she pulled her cock out of me. I remained with my ass in the air and lube running down one leg as she changed cocks.

The second cock was much bigger around and about 8 inches long. I had never put this one in my ass and I wondered if it would fit. The bed shifted under her weight as she mounted me again. This time a much larger head pressed against my ass I began to clinch instinctively. "You better relax, baby or this is gonna hurt."

I took a deep breath and forced myself to relax. Seeing my ass relax she began to drive it all the way in. I knew if she stopped or if I clinched up half way through that she would tear me in half. The large fat dildo plowed deep into my ass filling me full. "Oh my god," I croaked. 

She pulled it partially out and then crammed the rest in again. "Little sissy 's got a great big cock in her ass now," Amanda said and began to pick up the pace. Within a few seconds she was pounding away at my ass and I spread my legs wider to take her. 

Over and over again she continued to pound me. All the while she switched between comforting, baby talk and degrading humiliation. Finally, after what seemed like forever, she announced she was going to cum in my ass and buried it as deep as she could go. I was spent and collapsed flat onto the bed.

Pulling the dildo out and moving around to the side of the bed Amanda laughed and said, "You're not done yet sweety. Get your girly little ass up and get over here." 

I moved slowly but did as I was told. I stood before her with glazed eyes, still trying to get my breath. She moved closer and kissed me with an open mouth running her tongue over mine. I kissed her back with everything I had. "Now I want you to come baby. Spread your legs." 

I stood in the heels and moved my legs as wide apart as I could without falling. Her hand went under the skirt and cupped my balls. "Stroke it for me baby. Cum for momma."

I reached under my skirt and began to furiously stroke my aching cock. Amanda leaned close and whispered in my ear as she played with my balls. "I want you to cum in my hand baby. And then you're going to get on your knees and eat it. But don't you swallow it. Momma wants to see you with a big mouth full of cum."

I couldn't hold out any longer. With a thunderous eruption, I poured the biggest load of cum in my life into her hand. I stood shaking for a moment unable to open my eyes. "Mmmmm," Amanda said, "looks like a mouthful to me. Get on your knees little girl."

Even though I had cum, and cum hard, I remained under her spell and slowly dropped to my knees. She offered her cup hand to me and I looked at the pool of white and clear goo. "Tilt your head back and open your mouth.. But do not swallow it."

I tilted my head back and slowly she poured the whole mess into my waiting mouth. I gagged slightly at the amount and the angle of my head but managed to hold it all in. "Good," she cooed. "that's my good girl. Freshly fucked asshole and a mouthful of cum. Now," she said and sat on the bed, "get your slut ass over hear and spit that shit all over mommy's cock." 

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. The cum in my mouth tasted salty and warm, my ass was already swollen and sore and my knees were hurting from kneeling. But as I realized my position in this situation, I knew I could only obey. I crawled on my knees to her lap and bent forward. She held the dildo in her hand like a real cock and I let the contents of my balls and my mouth drool out and onto the cock that she had just pulled out of my ass. "Suck it all up bitch," she said. 

I dropped my head and took the dirty cock into my mouth I mixed the ass lube with the saliva and the cum and began to suck her cock again. Up and down I pumped smearing cum and lube around my mouth. "That's it," she said. "Now suck it all up in your mouth and show it to me."

I did as I was told and sucked all the cum off her hand and the fake prick. I opened my mouth and looked up at her. The flat, hard dead spots in her eyes beamed back at me. "Swallow," she said. And I did. 

I looked down at the floor as she walked around me and took the dildo harness off. "And now," she said taking the strap-on off, "it's my turn. Get on the bed and lay on your back."

I moved limply up to the bed and stretched out. The mattress felt good and the energy drained away from me. I could have fallen asleep in an instant if not for the tip of the riding crop that was pushing against my balls. "Don't even think about it," Amanda warned. "You're going to get me off with that wonderful tongue of yours or I'll beat your balls black and blue." With that she climbed up and straddled my face. She was dripping wet and more turned on that I could remember. Her high heels dug into my sides as she ground her pussy over my eager mouth. My hands cupped her ass cheeks and rubbed along the silky material covering her thighs. 

She came over and over again until we were both too spent to move. We both undressed, blew out the candles and crawled into bed. She curled up next to me, nuzzled her nose into the back of my neck and said softly, "That was awesome, baby. I can't wait to do it again."

"Mmmhhmm," I mumbled as sleep started to overtake me.

"Maybe tomorrow night, we can get you dressed up and take you down to that gay club downtown. Put you on a little leash and see what happens."

My eyes shot wide open. 

To be continued...

Something Changed Ch. 02



I awoke to the feeling of Amanda's hand rubbing my morning hard-on. Her naked body was curled up against mine, one leg thrown up over my legs, her pussy rubbing against my thigh. My eyes opened slowly and I rolled over to look at her. I was greeted by the most mischievous smile I have ever seen in my life. "Morning, baby," she cooed.

"Morning," I yawned back. As I yawned I arched my back and tensed every muscle, including the one in her hand. A pleasant soreness ached in my ass and the taste of bourbon, semen and her cum made for some powerfully bad morning breath. I turned away from her so as to not breath directly in her face. "You're up awfully early for a Saturday."

"I could say the same about you," she giggled and gave my dick a hard squeeze. I let out a soft moan. Curling up higher on my hips, she continued to stroke my cock as she nibbled on my earlobe and growled a little. "Last night was funnnnn," she purred.

"Yeah," I said watching her hand jack me up and down. "It was fun. But I have to admit, I was a little surprised by some of the things that... " I let it trail off. It suddenly sounded so accusatory. I didn't want to ask for things and get them, only to complain about them later. "I guess I just didn't think you'd get into it that much. You seemed to enjoy it quite a bit."

"Uh huh," she purred and sat up straddling me. "You looked hot. All bent over getting fucked in the ass. Your little sissy clothes on. And then there's that magic tongue of yours." With that she slid up higher until her pussy found my lips. I loved eating her out in the morning. The intensity of the smell, the sharp taste, the responsiveness in her body. Not to mention how much I loved morning sex period. The first rays of the day always brought a clean slate, a clear focus. No lingering worries or thoughts from the office, the kids, the hassles, just a clean slate.

Amanda arched backwards as I ran the tip of my tongue in tiny figure 8's around her clit. Her hand wrapped itself around my still hard cock as the inside of her thighs began to tremble. "It's like a remote control," she giggled. "If I want you to go slower, I squeeze less. If I want you to go faster..." with that her hand slipped down to my contracted nutsack and gave it a good squeeze. My tongue shot into overdrive setting a bad precedent. 

"Just like that, baby, just like that," she said softly. Her head was back now and I could see her mouth was slightly open. I pulled my hands up from around her glorious ass to her feet. Just as I thought, her toes were coiled tightly inward and the trembling in her thighs were increasing in frequency. "You're gonna make me cum, you're gonna make me..." Her deep throaty moans were loud enough to be heard across the street. Her thighs clamped down on my head and I sucked greedily at the increased flow of juices coming from her pussy. 

She collapsed backwards with her head down by my feet and spent the next few moments breathing heavily with her eyes closed. "God damn I love that tongue of yours," she said finally. I smiled broadly. I loved making her cum. I loved making her feel good. 

I loved her.

Amanda propped herself up on one arm and found herself staring straight at my still erect cock. "Hmmm," she said. "Looks like your turn." Grabbing my dick at the base she ran the whole thing all the way down her throat. The warm wet sensation ran from the tip of my cock to the back of my brain. Slowly she pulled her mouth up, following it with her closed hand. Back down went the hand, followed by the mouth. The smooth slow piston of one of Amanda's blow jobs. I had been blown by other girlfriends but nothing compared to hers. I propped my head up on the pillows so I could watch. I loved watching her suck my cock.

While her right hand and mouth worked my dick, her left hand snaked in between my legs and found my poor battered asshole. Without saying a word she brought her mouth up off my cock and dove straight onto my ass. Her hand continued to pump my dick as her tongue began to flicker around my puckered rosebud. Wave after wave of euphoria swept over me. Her tongue dug deeper into my ass occasionally popping back onto my dick to relubricate it. 

Soon one of her fingers found it's way into my asshole followed by another. This usually heralded the end for me. I felt my balls contract and I started to get that feeling at the base of my cock as I fought not to cum.

And suddenly, she stopped.

My eyes shot open as I looked to see what was wrong. Amanda sat holding my dick in one hand with the two fingers of the other hand still stuffed in my ass. "What?" I asked. "Something wrong?"

"No," she said and smiled. "I was just thinking about how good you looked last night baby. It seems like a waste to not have you dressed up. It is the weekend after all. And we can do anything we want." She punctuated her sentence by wiggling the two fingers in my ass. 

I was so close to cumming. She knew what she was doing. 

"I gotta pee," she said pulling out of me. "Why don't you slip into something more comfortable while I go to the bathroom. Just the heels and hose," she said and tossed them to me off the floor. I didn't notice her grabbing the strap-on on the way to the bathroom.

My nuts hurt to the point of bursting. Shaking all over I quickly slid the hose on and then the heels. I loved the feel of the thigh highs against my legs. I laid back down on the bed and rubbed my legs against each other. I just wanted to cum. Anything to cum.

Amanda came sauntering back in, the bigger of the two dildos swaying obscenely from the strap around her waist. "Mmmmhhmmm," she said and climbed on the bed. "That's the way momma likes it. Open your mouth slut."

I opened my mouth to say something but before I could say much she had crammed half of her cock into my mouth. While one hand force fed me dick, the other hand's fingertips teased the red swollen head of my cock. I closed my eyes. Anything to cum. 

"I dunno," Amanda said as she slowly drove her rubber prick in and out of my mouth, "fucking your mouth just isn't as much fun as fucking that sweet little ass of yours." 

She pulled the cock out of my mouth and told me to spread'em. "I dunno," I started to protest, "I'm still pretty sore from last night."

As Amanda leaned across the bed, the cute smile on her face disappeared into the flat dead hard space again. Moving to within a millimeter of my face she said as coldly as anyone has ever spoken, "Get those legs in the air. Right. Fucking. Now."

The twitch in my balls told me that a small amount of ejaculate had just seeped out of the head of my dick. I fought hard inside not to cum as she stared into my eyes with the look of a mad woman. I didn't know what to do. This part of her scared me. This part of her made me harder than I thought was possible.

My cock won and I slowly lifted my legs into the air. Amanda moved over and put one leg on each of her shoulders. Apparently spit was the only lube I was getting this morning. She positioned her cock at my back door and pushed the head slightly in. Before penetrating my inner ring, she leaned forward into my face again. "I wanna watch you. I want to see your eyes while I fuck you."

With that she moved her hips forward and began driving into me. I tried to relax but she was moving too fast. I grabbed handfuls of sheets and covers and grimaced as she plowed into me. I shut my eyes from the pain only to be caught with a flat hand across the face. "I want you looking right at me. I want to see everything going on inside that head of yours."

She buried the monster in my ass and then slowly pulled it back out. It was too much trying to maintain eye contact. She quickly built her speed up as she fucked me. Moving back and holding my legs by the ankles only, she went faster and faster. I moaned and held on, trying to adjust to keep up with her. 

Amanda looked only at the rubber cock she was running in and out of my ass. She seemed mesmerized by it, almost transfixed in a hypnotic trance. I was finally able to relax and start to match her rhythm. "I'm going to have six pack abs if we keep this up," she murmured to herself. 

She was beginning to tire and finally looked up at me and winked. The smile was back. The gleam in her eye had shooed away the dead spot. She stopped fucking me but left the cock in my ass as she ran her fingertips down the insides of my legs and down to my dick. "I think you need to cum, baby," she said . She licked her hand and began to stroke me. 

I lasted about 20 seconds before blowing my load all over her hand and my stomach. Every time I shot a thick rope of spunk, my ass contracted around the hard rubber cock buried in my ass. Feeling this Amanda moved slightly to rock the dildo back and forth just a bit. I came more. And more after that. 

Amanda scooped up the jism with her fingers and ran them over my open mouth. I was still lost in orgasm and let her drape the white ribbons over my mouth. "Lick them up lover," she whispered. "Unless you want me to fuck you some more." To prove her point she pulled the dildo out a couple of inches and then rammed it back in. 

My whole body cried out. Everything was over-stimulated, over-sensitized. "Eat," she said.

I licked my own cum off her hands and fingers. She told me I was a good girl as she brought more and more cum to my mouth. 

After my breakfast, Amanda pulled out of me and went to wash up. As she did she covered me up, still dressed in heels and hose, and gave me a kiss on the forehead. "Go back to sleep, baby."

I was spent. My balls hurt, my ass was sore, my body shook all over. "Get some more sleep," she told me in a soft voice. "You're going to need your energy tonight. We're going out."

I remembered what she had said last night. As I drifted off again, I had no doubts that she would get her way tonight and that I was in for a very strange evening.

Chapter 3 coming up shortly!



Something Changed Ch. 03



I wasn't going. After awaking from many hours of sleep to find myself dressed in heels and hose still, I decided in the clarity of waking that I wasn't about to be taken out in public looking this way. Amanda could be persuasive but why would she want to do this to me? Fun and games in the bedroom between the two of us was one thing but going into a club dressed like a ridiculous looking whore... it was more than my mind could wrap itself around. 

I slid the covers back and stretched. My thighs rubbed together as I arched my back. I did love the feel of my two stocking covered thighs rubbing back and forth. My asshole only ached slightly but the pain gave rise to a slight twinge in the head of my dick. 

As though on cue, Amanda walked into the bedroom and struck a pose against the half opened door. My cock twitched more when I saw what she was wearing. Her black pumps matched mine almost exactly. Her opaque stockings ran up her incredible legs and disappeared under a black leather mini-skirt. The top was a black lace corset that pushed her cleavage together in ways that girls only dreamt about. She was wearing her heavy black rimmed reading glasses and had curled her hair. "I went shopping this afternoon and got a few things," she said and twirled around to show me the rear view. "You like?" she asked coyly.

"Mmmmmhmmmm," was all I could manage. My cock had grown semi-erect just looking at her and I felt my face flush hot. The pit of my stomach knotted up and again I started rubbing my legs together. "Look, Amanda, about tonight..."

Before I could finish she held a finger up to her lips to silence me. Without saying a word, she climbed up on the end of the bed on all fours and looked me in the eye. She straddled one of my legs and grabbed my now fully erect dick in her hand slowly began licking the head. Beneath her she reached down and pulled my leg up between hers and began to grind her pussy against me. 

"I don't know about going out tonight," I persisted. "I don't think that..."

She took my cock all the way down to the base and took the breath right out of my sentence all in the same move. Switching hands she began to kneed my testicles as she increased the pace of the blowjob. I closed my eyes. Her hands pushed my legs apart and her mouth left a trail of kisses down the shaft as she began to suck on my balls. Continuing south, she began flicking her tongue around my asshole. I pulled my legs apart and back as I reached down and pushed her head in further. She moaned in appreciation and began to tongue fuck my ass deeper and deeper. 

It felt so good. I looked down at the beautiful black curls that fell across my crotch. Her ass in the air with her skirt riding up revealed a black lacy thong that I was sure was sopping wet. Amanda ran her wet slobbery mouth back up to my cock and began sucking it again. Her hand pumped the shaft while her mouth caressed the sensitive ridge around the head. A finger teased my asshole as she sucked and twisted, pumped and licked. My balls were tightening and ready to unload when she suddenly stopped and crawled up on top of me.

"Kiss me," she said with a sad and far away look in her eyes. She leaned down and ran her tongue straight into my open mouth. She chewed my bottom lip, flicked her tongue under my upper lip, pulled my tongue out of my mouth and sucked it as she had my dick. We kissed passionately for several moments before she pulled away from me and grabbed a fistful of my hair. The sadness had left her eyes and the dead flat hard spots had returned. With her free hand she pinched one of my nipples and said, "You're fucking going. I am so fucking horny right now I can hardly stand to be alive. And the thought of what you're going to do for me at the club tonight..." she finished leaving her words hanging in the air like hammers waiting to fall. "And besides," she said switching gears, "you love me. And you love this," she said as she reached back and fondled my rock hard erection. "And you'll never find another woman who will indulge your predilections like I will, will you baby?"

Amanda hopped off the bed and started walking out of the bedroom. "Get up and get ready. We're leaving in 15 minutes."

15 minutes later I was seated in the car fully dressed in heels, thigh highs, panties, a simple black dress and a wig. "Here," Amanda said and handed me a small lone ranger type masquerade ball mask. "You can wear this. With everything else you have on, no one will ever recognize you."

I quickly put it on. At least there was some hope of anonymity. "You're also wearing this," she said and slipped a leather collar around my neck. After fumbling with it a bit, Amanda attached a dog leash to the collar and gave it a playful tug. "Thaaaat's better," she purred, "you look fucking hot!"

My balls hurt they were so full. My dress tented up in front of me as my unsatisfied cock pushed it up. My thoughts swam in circles, my eyes had trouble focusing. I felt as though she had drugged me but I knew it was only the mix of adrenaline and hormones running through my blood.

She would get her way tonight. But a huge part of me feared what was to come after this. 

We paid the cover charge at the door and Amanda proudly led me in by the dog leash. I struggled to keep pace with her as I was very unused to walking in heels. The harder I tried to work with the heels, the more my ass pushed from side to side. The erection was gone and replaced with pure terror. My heart beat at a furious pace and the mask probably did nothing to hide my shame.

I stood behind her with my eyes to the floor as she ordered drinks for us at the bar. I looked up to see the bartender pointing towards the back of the club. Amanda paid and carried the drinks over. "Here you go baby," she said, "this will help."

I gulped down the whiskey in the glass and felt it warm the huge empty space that ran through my middle. She sipped hers and smiled broadly. She loved this. And I had no idea what she was getting out of any of it. Did she love me more? Did she hate me? Had her respect for me grown out of my willingness to depart with my inhibitions to indulge her fantasy and mine? Or had I slipped to the status of a plaything... a plaything to be discarded on a whim.

Amanda stepped forward and kissed me lightly on the lips. Her hand ran up the side of my thigh and disappeared under my skirt. Sliding easily past my panties, her hand began straightening out my dick and playing with my balls. The club music blared over of us and the different colored lights sprayed around us. Amanda kissed me deeper and worked my cock harder. Once I had achieved a full erection, her hand slid out from under my dress and found the chain connected to my neck. Throwing the chain over her shoulder, she led me back further into the club.

Everything in my peripheral vision blurred as I concentrated solely on her. I watched the way her hips moved back and forth, the way the heels accentuated her claves, the way she stroked the links of the chain with her finger as it disappeared over her shoulder. 

We left the main dance area of the club and came to a lounge of sorts in the back. A large well dressed doorman asked something of Amanda and then let us in without looking at me. We found a small red velvet love seat towards the middle of the darkly lit room and sat down. All around us, shadows intertwined as people moved around through the pockets of red and black lights. Across from us in a booth, an older woman sat with her legs wide apart while a young blonde woman sat on the floor beneath the table, her head busily moving as she ate the older woman out. 

To my left, a thin white man was tied over a padded saw horse. His back was red with welts that streaked out from underneath the leather studded harness he wore. Behind him a large, tattooed man with a shaved head was fucking his ass. Another similar looking man wearing only chaps was fucking the skinny slave's mouth. 

Off to the right, a very pretty black man dressed in a pink dress was making out with an elderly white man. The crossdresser's legs were spread apart and her panties had been pulled to one side. The old man was fingering the cd while kissing her. Every so often, the old man would pull his finger out of the cd's ass and pop into her mouth. 

Amanda sat next to me sipping her drink and watching the crowd. Her hand played underneath her skirt and then under my dress. Soon her tongue found its way into my ear and I closed my eyes to enjoy the sensation. Just loud enough to be heard over the music, Amanda told me to get on my knees in front of her. I opened my eyes and looked at her. "I want you to get on your knees and lick me."

I would be happy to do that and quickly slid down between her legs. Amanda parted her legs and pulled my head down onto her dripping wet pussy. My tongue quickly went to work, darting in and out of her snatch before taking time to run tiny figure 8's around her swollen and erect clitoris. Her thighs moved to cover my ears and I began to concentrate on making her cum.

As I licked and kissed her eager cunt, I felt a hand slide up the back of my thigh highs and snap the garter. I started to move my head up but Amanda clamped her thighs down hard on my head and held me there. I froze. My dress was being lifted up and the cool air of the club washed over my exposed and vulnerable ass.

Amanda ground her pussy against my face more and tugged at my hair. The walls of her vagina were beginning to spasm and I could tell she was holding off a huge orgasm. The lace panties I was wearing were being pulled down slowly and the lower they went, the wilder Amanda's rotations became.

I flicked the tip of my tongue against her clit and she began to arch her back. A finger was smearing lube across my ass and Amanda was squeezing my head between her legs like she was holding on for dear life. The finger doing the lube job slowly pushed into me and I let out a small groan. Amanda's thighs were quivering and I could tell from the position of her hips she was sitting up to get a better view.

Over and over again, the finger worked itself in and out of my ass. I heard the muffled vibration of sound as Amanda said something. The finger withdrew from my ass and was quickly replaced by something much bigger pushing against me. With all of the ass fucking I had taken in the last couple of days, the huge erect dick pushing against my backdoor found little resistance and soon I was impaled on some stranger's cock. 

Amanda was going berserk. She was grunting and grinding against my face as though she were on the receiving end of a good fucking. Two hands grabbed my hips and the huge dick in my ass began marching forward into my bowels. It was every bit as big and full as the dildo that Amanda had been fucking me with and I took every inch of it. The dick withdrew and plunged forward again. With each stroke of the big cock in my ass, Amanda came closer and closer to the verge of orgasm.

I heard the vibration of Amanda speaking again and suddenly the person fucking me picked up the pace. Slamming hard into me, the stranger fucked away at my tight little asshole. I had stopped licking Amanda and had begun moaning and yelling into her pussy. I felt the prick in my ass stiffen just as Amanda did. The hands on my hips squeezed hard and the cock in my ass drove in to the hilt. Amanda also came and came and came, furiously grinding against my face and smearing it with pussy juice. 

I fought for breath and finally managed to pop my head up from between her legs just as the wilting cock behind me withdrew. When I looked up to say something to Amanda, a new pair of hands took their place on my hips and a fresh hard penis slammed into my ass. Amanda looked down at me as my mouth fell open in a silent O. There was a fierceness behind her eyes now, a hunger. A stranger had sat down beside her where I had been, his fly open and a long skinny erection protruded from his zipper. 

Amanda grabbed me by the back of the head and moved my face from her lap to the stranger's next to her. "Suck it bitch," she said and pushed my face towards the sitting man's hard-on. My mouth was still open in an unheard scream and Amanda guided the stranger's prick right into my mouth. I gagged and choked as she pushed my head all the way down. I fought back and brought my head up enough to keep from gagging. Instinctively, I held my mouth open wide and covered my teeth with my lips as Amanda pushed my head down again and again on the cock. 

The second stranger in my ass must have loved the show as his pace had increased already and the smacking sound of his hips against my ass filled the lounge. Amanda let go of my head and both of the seated stranger's hands came down around my head. Holding me still, he began to buck his hips slightly, fucking me in the face. I looked up to see him but was obscured by the back of Amanda's head. She was leaning over his shoulder sucking the cock of someone standing behind the loveseat. 

Shame and anger filled me. Jealousy and hatred rose up in my heart as I watched my beloved Amanda with another man's dick in her mouth. Never mind that I had one in my mouth AND in my ass, this was something I never wanted to see. The pain built inside me and I began sucking greedily on the penis in my mouth. The seated stranger let go as I brought a hand up from my position of being on all fours to stroke his shaft. I licked and sucked and stroked and jerked his cock until he was hips began to tense. Suddenly, shot after shot of salty, chunky, thick globs of cum shot into my mouth. 

I turned around to look at the guy fucking my ass and showed him the stringy gobs of cum all over my lips before pushing them into my mouth with my fingers and swallowing them. He quickly pulled out of my ass, yanked the rubber off his dick and shot his load into my eager mouth. Arcing ropes of jism landed again and again in my mouth before I moved my head forward to suck the rest out of him. 

A large black man with a huge 10 incher was standing next to him smiling eagerly. His cock was already out and covered with a rubber. I looked at him with my mouth full of dick and cum and winked. He nodded and drove straight into my abused back door with one fluid movement. He was considerably thicker than the two previous guys and I groaned in pain and pleasure.

I turned my head and Amanda as looking at me in amazement. A small trickle of sperm ran from the edge of her mouth. Leaning down she ripped my head back with her hand opening my mouth. Before I could even think she spit the load of cum from her mouth into mine and then kissed me deeply, rolling around the stranger's cum in our kiss. 

Breaking from our kiss, she told the man fucking me to move back and as he did, he pulled me with him. Amanda parked her ass in front of my face and pulled me in. Another man sat down in the love seat and Amanda began sucking his cock while I tongue fucked her ass. The wide black man fucking me was outlasting the other's by a mile. His strokes were long and deep and every so often I could feel his balls slapping against mine. 

The stranger Amanda was blowing must have cum in her mouth because she turned and deposited another load into my mouth before standing up and walking shakily away. The seated stranger winked at me and zipped up. The man fucking me reached up to grab my shoulders with both hands and buried it deep inside me, cumming hard and fucking me in short, sharp jabs. 

After he came, I drug myself up with the help of the couch and stood as best I could. I felt dizzy. I couldn't even begin to form a rational thought. My panties were still around my ankles and there was a small spot of precum on the inside of my dress where my dick had been rubbing against it. 

Amanda came walking back from the bar with two fresh drinks. Her eyes were vacant now. Nothing was there. She looked like an extra in a zombie movie. She sat the drinks down on the table and moved closer to me. 

I was waiting for her to tell me she hated me. I was waiting for her to cry. I was waiting for her to hit me. I was waiting for her to tell me she loved me. I was waiting for anything. Anything at all.

A smile crept back across her face as she looked down at where my dress poked out. "Uh, looks like you need a little help down there," she said and gave me a quick kiss on the lips. Her hand raised up the front of my dress exposing my rock hard dick and without another word, she was on her knees sucking me off in front of everyone. 

I only lasted a few seconds before cumming harder than I had ever cum before. It felt as though pints and quarts of spunk were draining out of me. Amanda folded her arms behind her back and left the head of my dick in her mouth taking load after load until finally there was no more left. 

My legs shook and I steadied myself on the arm of the couch. Amanda kissed and licked my flaccid penis until no more cum oozed out. As she stood, she pulled my panties up for me and smoothed out the front of my dress. Motioning for me to sit down, she handed me a drink and picked up hers as well. As we sat, she threw my arm around her and nuzzled back into me and purred. We both sat silently sipping our drinks, watching the carnal shows around us. 

After a while, Amanda looked up at me and said, "I'm ready to go, how bout you?" 

I was more than ready. I didn't know what to think. I didn't know what to feel. But I knew I needed to get out of here and see what would happen next.