4 comments/ 59567 views/ 13 favorites My Sexy Changes By: TaraJaden It all started with a bit of fun or as an experiment. I found make-up in the bathroom, and in particular it was lipstick; red lipstick. I wondered what it was like and I put it on. Half knowing I shouldn't but I wanted to anyway. I put it on in a deliberate and detailed fashion making sure to get the edges to emphasize the fullness. My lips looked sexy. I continued my fun by applying some eyeshadow and eye liner. I gave myself a smouldering look in the mirror. A curl to my eye lashes and some mascara I was soon on to doing my hair. Big hair was in fashion with lots of hairspray, my hair wasn't too short for me to create a somewhat feminine style. The excitement lasted long enough for me to masturbate and then wash it off. Many times when I had time I would go back and make myself up, even going so far as to add dresses, nylons, and heels to the mix. I painted my nails sometimes. The more I did it the more comfortable I felt in it. I wanted to walk around and experience the world. The next time I got one step further I looked at my body and with my make-up done up and my hair curled and fluffed I looked at a well-shaped female body. I didn't have breasts but it didn't matter everything else was shaped right, I struck a pose and blew a kiss toward myself, it was so sexy. I decided I was going to do something I only dared to think. I filled the bath with water and sat at the edge of the tub soaking my legs. After they were totally wet I began putting shaving cream all over them then grabbed a razor. I began with one foot and made my way up my ankle I reached my calf and saw my smooth leg and how sexy it looked. My thighs began to heat up and get tense which then trigger my hips and buttocks to do the same. My crotch began to swell and tighten followed by my spinchter, my penis began to get hard as I passed my knee and shaved my thigh. I was taking a huge step and it was thrilling me. One sexy leg done and one to go. I repeated the same technique as before until I revealed two shaven legs. I then shaved my ass which turned me on. I wanted to stick my finger in my ass wiggle it around a bit but I knew I would just cum if I did, so I just shut the thought out of my mind and continued. I felt so girly and sexy. Once I finished I realized I would need to shave around my penis and testicles. I began shaving around the top and looked and saw how bushy and unattractive it looked. I took a pair of scissors and cut it down I got to a point where I was looking at it and thinking it would be sexier just to shave it all, so I did. I walked to check out myself in the mirror and I totally turned myself on, except. I had hair on other places of my body, this would not do. So I started shaving my chest then my pits and arms. Shaving around my stomach and around my nipples. When I finished I looked in the mirror and saw my fully shaven body, the excitement ran through my body that my knees buckled and I went to cover myself. I stepped up to the mirror and stared in admiration I was so beautiful. My eyes and lips dazzled and my hair looked gorgeous. I could feel my erect penis and I felt I had to calm myself down to enjoy the sensation. I walked around fully naked just trying to feel myself, I took some deep breaths and began to relax something in me really felt like a girl and I looked at things differently. At this point my penis wasn't erect anymore and it was my opportunity. I grabbed it and pushed it between my legs. I tried to hold it in place as I walked back to look in the mirror. I stood there admiring my body and felt my body heat up as I looked on, I was so sexy. I couldn't stand it anymore and spread my legs and let my hard penis snap back to the front. My ass tightened with excitement as I stepped into the shower. I turned it on and let the water run down my smooth body as I took my free hand and stuck it between my crotch and shoved a finger in my tight ass. I felt like a girl and I was going to finger my ass until I came. I reached for the soap bottle and squeezed some into my palm, then lathered my ass and finger up and began to stroke the inside of my ass. My dick felt so hard but I didn't want to touch it, If I was going to cum it would be because I fingered myself to it. The more I pumped the more my body danced with excitement, every time my finger pushed I imagined it was a cock attached to some man. My legs began to bend into the pumping action of my finger until I was as much riding my finger as it was pushing into me. I could feel the walls of my ass tighten up around my finger and my testicle clinch as my excited body began to climax and shot hot gushes of cum all over. As I came I still stroked my ass with my finger knowing full well that even if I came the boy that would be fucking wouldn't stop and I would need to know how it would feel. Surprisingly my orgasm continued beyond me cumming so I continued to stroke and I continued feeling the sensation. When it stopped I felt very coy but kept bending into my pumping finger thinking of the make believe boy that could be on the other end. When I took my finger from my ass I felt refreshed and satisfied. Continued my shower and thought about the next time. I purchased a dildo, and kept it secret. I would use and imagine it was a real cock fucking me. It felt so good and I would quickly lose my load and cum on myself. My curiosity got to me more and more and I would suck on it to see what it would be like to have a dick in my mouth. My solo experiences would sometimes end with me trying to ejaculate into my mouth. It all felt so good. I wasn't sure where this was taking me. I remember watching all these different drag girls on TV. Some were simply female impersonators, like Grae Philips, and some were transsexuals. I was envious of Grae. She was so sexy and feminine. I didn't see her as a man pretending to be a woman, but a woman that happened to be a man. I had known what a transsexual was but I had no idea what it meant to be one. Both would inspire me. My Sexy Changes Ch. 02 I always thought the previous time I cross-dressed would be the last, but it wouldn't be. Something would get me excited, the look of a girls outfit or the thought of riding my dildo, and I would find myself in make-up and a dress. I would get my hair cut super short to try and eliminate any feminine feelings I had. However it never seemed to help. My short hair only challenged me to find a style that was girly, and with help from a curling iron and hairspray it never was a problem. Even allowing the hair on my legs to grow out, I would find myself shaving them again. I would prance around in my cute sheared body from room to room, once again freeing the female inside of me. Bright red lipstick was quickly becoming a favorite of mine. Along with some dark eye shadow and eyeliner I was starting to feel like a sexy background singer in a music video. A tight saucy black evening dress, stiletto heels, bright red painted nails, and some choice jewelry completed the look. I was dressed for a night out, but I would never make it out the door. With nowhere, and no one to go with, I never knew what to expect. So, I stayed inside. At times I would get my cock tucked between my legs and keep it there. However I would feel an erection forming in my crotch as some sexual thought passed through my mind, I tried my best to push the thoughts out of my mind but I couldn't stop my body from reacting to how dressing like a female made me feel. Most nights would be spent flipping through the pages of Fredrick's of Hollywood catalogues fantasizing about dressing like the women in the pictures until my body yearned for release. As I looked at the pictures I saw the girls as a representation of what I could be, and with that I found myself getting aroused. Then imaging the kinds of sexual encounters that could be had with the hard muscular body's of the men from Playgirl I would find myself wildly stripping naked. Though I had yet to have sex with a man I imagined how I would straddle their tight bodies and push my ass into their hard cocks. My mind fantasied a scene of sexual bliss, as I gave into my feminine desires and explored the rugged masculine bodies of these men, and deliver them into delight. Soon a reasonably sized dildo would be found toying around in my ass. I felt my smooth body and dreamed of giving it up to the capable hands of one of the bare studs in the magazine my body ached with excitement while the dildo controlled my orgasm to a crescendo causing waves of cum to ejaculate all over my face and body. I gave up trying to fight my urges. Though my short hair made me look cute I thought that I would let my hair grow out long enough to do something girly with it. I was needing to actualize my womanly side. All I needed was to force myself into a commitment. A period of time went by and my hair had grown quite a bit. I was able to curl, fluff and pin it so it looked longer then what it was. I hastily went through the same process of getting ready. I hadn't shaved in a long time but a black pair of nylons and I was all set. I wanted to hurry before I lost my resolve. This time I was going outside. I had thought that I would drive some where, but I didn't know where I would go, or what I may encounter. I decided that I would simply go down the block and back. Most people were gone at that time of day and I would probably go unnoticed. I stepped out the door and with quick purpose I walked to the end of the sidewalk, lingering I enjoyed a moment as an exposed girl. I turned and walked back. When I arrived home I was excited that I had made such a large step. I enjoyed the feel of my outfit for a period of time inside the house before ending the night with a bit of one on one time with my dildo. I made a plan to get myself dressed up in public that I thought was perfect and began working on it, what happened after that I never saw coming. My Sexy Changes Ch. 03 I had crossdressed a few times and built a desire to do so more, and in public. As a boy growing up it was hard to find opportunities. I would dress privately and wait for the next time. My next opportunity was for Halloween. I told some friends I wanted to go as a girl, as I was surrounded by girls this went over well. I picked a black mini skirt, a one piece leotard and a soft furry white sweater. At first the girls could only find shear nylons. I asked if I should shave my legs but then the girls found a black opaque pair nylons. I put the nylons on first then the leotard followed by the miniskirt. It all clung so tight to my body, combined with my exposed legs I was getting an erection. I needed to focus on the next task; getting my hair and makeup done. The girls helped with my make-up. I had a specific look I was going for, red lipstick, soft foundation with a slight pick to my cheek bones and shadowy eyes. My hair was shorter in the front and much longer on the sides and it the back, perfect length for some of the styles that were popular around that time. The girls curled and ratted my hair making it look as full and sexy as it could, at times I thought I would give myself away with my alteration, instruction and fidgeting. Once it was done we were almost ready to go out. The last thing was stepping into the heels. I remember seeing the curve of my calf and my foot angling into the point position to fit in the shoe. With the first foot in my eyes rolled up my nylon leg and a feeling of excitement came over me as both legs came into view and a miniskirt connecting them. Putting on the last shoe I thought "This is it, I'm a girl in public." I tried to contain my excitement allowing it only to show as it related to the group. We all went out together and the girls called on some other friends to join us, a couple of boys to be exact. This worried me at first, I thought the boys would alienate me, but they proved to be alright. As we all talked and laughed throughout the night one boy in particular, Alex, and I found ourselves walking side by side toward the back. He wasn't jockey acting and seemed very aloof, funny and always ready to laugh. He had charisma and it was hard to ignore. Throughout the night I always found him close to me. Sometimes we would gather close together to look at something and I would always next to me or just behind me. We would often times be in close proximity to each other, talking to each other about our own things. I found him easy to talk to and in my current state being attracted to him. He wasn't dressed up in costume but we managed to get onto the topic of mine. I told him how the girls wouldn't let me shave my legs and made me wear the black leggings instead. I told him that I thought my costume only felt half done and that I wanted to have the complete experience. Later, I realized I told him this because I was trying save any chance that he might have liked me by explaining why I wasn't sexier looking. We had a great time that night and after it was over we all went home. Alex told me that he thought I was pretty cool and that if I wanted to hangout to give him call and gave me his number. I hadn't realized it until later but I was actually being hit on and asked out. Once I got home I stripped down and tried to think of how I would be able to dress up again. Later, I called Alex and we talked for a bit. Eventually we decided to meet up and get something to eat. He told me he lived with his Aunt and that she had given him some money to buy us food. Another first I just had a boy pay for me. I had intentionally not cut my hair and usually wearing it in a half ponytail. I tried to hold back any feelings I had for Alex and simply enjoyed his company together. During our interactions he was always inviting me closer to him, trying to show me something through a window or in a book. I wasn't sure what his intentions were. I would look at what he was trying to show me and then at him but I would get no signs that he was interested in me. I can say I went home many times and imagined he and I spending time being intimate together. That Summer he invited me over to his house where he lived with his aunt. When I arrived he asked me to sit with him to watch tv. Meanwhile, his aunt was doing chores around the house. He introduced me to her and explained who I was and how we met. She then began to ask me if I was the boy that was dressed like a girl that night of Halloween. I answered yes with a bit of a sinking feeling. Then she went on to explain that Alex mentioned that I was upset I couldn't shave my legs for the complete effect. I also told her that was true and then explained that I thought I would have looked really good as a complete girl that night and I wanted to see it fully for myself. This is where things took a turn. She said to me "Well do you still want to see?" I didn't know what to say I looked to Alex and he smiled and nodded adding "She likes this kind of thing." She then explained that she used to be a hairdresser and we could have some fun if I was up for it. I didn't know what to think, here was a chance for me to dress up again but it seemed so sudden. I looked at Alex one more time and he said "Go on have fun!" I got up and walked towards her. I can only say I felt like either like a run way model or an ugly Betty getting a makeover. She lead me to the bathroom and pulled out an electric razor, a bladed razor and cream. She said "Do you want to shave your legs now or do you want me to do your make-up first." I was like a deer in head lights I didn't know how to answer. Then she spoke up "Ok honey, let's do your make-up first." She had a large bathroom that she could perform in. I sat in a chair as she determined how to proceed, combing my hair straight down she began to comment. "You have some beautiful hair but we need to shape it up a bit." That was the last time I saw myself in the mirror until we were finished. She went to work on my hair cutting chunks out of the back. Layering the front to blend with the sides. I could no longer feel the hair touching the back of my shoulders. Once she was done spraying and styling my hair I felt the back of my neck and to my surprise she had tapered the back into the neck line! She quickly scolded me and told me to leave my hair alone and that I would get ca hance to see it soon enough. I could feel that the sides were still long. I couldn't imagine how I looked or if I would be happy with it, but I was still so excited because I felt so girly! I can only say that she was quick with putting my make-up on and knew exactly what she was doing and how she wanted me to look. She would say to me "We want you to look soft and beautiful." Once she was finished she said "Oh you are such a beautiful girl." With the door wide open Alex heard her and shouted "What does she look like?" His Aunts response to him was "You stay in there. You don't get to see her until she is done!" This was the first time I was aware that they were calling me her and I was actually okay with it, what else could they call me, I only felt like a girl. Then she stood me up and gave me the shaving equipment and told me to have at it. She shut the door behind her and left me alone to prepare the rest of myself. I initially was going to shave parts of myself and leave some clothes on as I went along, but then it seemed too difficult so I stripped fully naked. I sat down and then activated the electric clipper, pressing it against my ankle I pulled it up my calf cutting the long dark hair down to stubble. I have to admit once I made it up to my thighs this was beginning to turn me on. I finished trimming my whole body with the electric razor and moved on and eliminated what was left of the stubble to reveal a totally shaven body, I took care of every spot and other then my new bouffant and eyebrows the only hair that survived was a little patch far below on stomach. ;) At this point I called for Auntie Louise, this she demanded I call her, and told her I was done. She handed me my outfit, a beautiful white dress with tiny red flowers. I put the shear nylons that she had passed along and then fitted the dress over that. The straps fell down over my shoulders to reveal them. Once I had it on to some degree Auntie Louise helped me create some cleavage with the help of a padded bra. "Now we just got to paint your nails up a bit and find the right jewelry for you to wear and you'll be all set to go out!" Auntie Louise said with a smile. Leading me out to the living room she instructed Alex "Now close your eyes." After placing me in the spot she thought he could best see she then said "Open them up!" Alex obeyed and when he did he acted though he had the wind knocked out of him "Whoa!" is the only thing he said. Auntie Louise scolded him "Whoa?! Is that all you got to say? Tell her how beautiful she is." "Oh yea, your beautiful." he paused then added "Your absolutely gorgeous." I could only blush and turned to Auntie Louise and said "When can we do my nails?" "Right now." she answered. I was a bit relieved we could get away from parading me around, but that was when I realized that there might have been something going on between Alex and I that I wasn't aware of before, whether I knew it or not, I think he liked me. Auntie Louise finished my nails with a French manicure that had little red and white hearts on them. She then told me she had the perfect jewelry for me to wear. After rummaging through some jewelry cabinets she produced a matching set of gold heart earrings and necklace and then spent a few moments helping pmevut them on. Taking a long look at her finished project she said to me "You are so beautiful. Now you need to get out and see what it's like to be the girl you've wanted to be. I'm going to send Alex with you to make sure your safe. He'll be a gentleman and treat you like a lady." The last part touched me a little bit. It was all about fun and feeling good but once I was complete and in front of the mirror I wasn't sure where this was going to take me next. She insured me that this moment was going to take me to a place I had only dreamed of. More on the way. My Sexy Changes Ch. 04 At this point I wasn't the same person I was when At this point I wasn't the same person I was when I first entered the home of Auntie Louise and Alex. I was a person let loose and excited! Auntie Louise straightened my dress and looked me over. "I'm going to give Alex some money and he'll take you wherever you'd like to go." she said. "Your hair looks really beautiful. If you don't like it we can always change it. Now give me a kiss on the cheek." she continued while offering the side of her cheek. I gave a quick peck. She then turned to Alex and said "Here's some money. You take her where ever she wants to go and treat her like a lady." He took the money and agreed to what she told him. We left the house and started toward the car. I was so excited and so many things were bouncing around in my mind. "Where do you want to go?" Alex asked. "To the mall!" I answered. As we entered I grabbed his arm for comfort. I wasn't sure if I was going to burst with excitement or turn in fear. My hair felt so good, I would shake and it bounce around brushing the sides of my cheeks. My body was heating up from how giddy I was feeling. The heat contrasted with the occasion breeze against my nylon legs and up my dress was turning me on. I could feel my tucked penis attempt an erection from time to time. We spent sometime looking around, I looked at clothes in all the girls sections, dresses, shoes, make-up, anything girly. I was enjoying myself so much. Eventually we decided to see a movie. When we went to sit down Alex lifted the divider between our seats. When he saw that I noticed he said "I don't like those things, this gives us more room." I might have been reading into things but I got the feeling he meant more room "for us" and I hadn't thought of him as being more then what we had been. We sat and watched the movie. Through out the day as I was "girling" it up I was also noticing him, but also tried to ignore him as well. At times, I wanted to throw myself at him smother him in kisses and take him all the way, I wanted strip and feel him. I wanted to taste his cock and let him penetrate me, but I felt like he was just taking me for a walk and though I liked the company and protection I was ignoring the fact there might be anything more. On to the next point before this I had experimented a lot with my gender and sexuality in private and this moment I was dealing with all of these things at once. I was having no trouble with my current appearance I didn't want it any other way and wasn't making any plans to switch back. I loved being a woman and I was seeing now where it was leading me. There really is no leap here, well not much of one. You either act on your instincts or you don't. I had secretly acted on my instincts in one way or another and only fantasized about the others. So here's this boy and myself and all I can think is he's waiting on me, maybe liked me but maybe he didn't? Where was I going to go from here. I know I was going to start feeling awkward and if I didn't try something I always would. So I made a move. I slid over by him and began to lean against him. He put is arm around me and nestled into each other. After a few moments my feelings and desires got the best of me so I turned toward and looked at him. Making eye contact our eyes bounced back and forth at each other lips, to tell you the truth I believe it was less about him and more about me; I wanted this boy to take me to the next step. We leaned into each other and began a slow kiss, moving our lips we formed a succession of tiny kisses. He moved his hand to my thigh and began to rub it, which was enough to set me on fire. We continued to kiss until we broke off for a bit. He looked at me with the same look he had given me all day ,which was same look I had such a hard time interpreting. I wasn't sure if he saw me as the girl that I was or the boy he invited over. It was obvious he liked me, but what was he thinking. The movie was coming to an end so I got up a bit early and made an excuse saying I would meet him in the lobby. When we met out in the lobby we started back to the car. I told him that he needn't worry about me thinking today was awkward and that I wanted to be this. He seemed to understand and so drove back home. He didn't talk much and took me back home. In the parking lot we made plans to see each other again and ended the night with some more kissing which actually lasted a while. Once we were through I stepped out of the car straightened my dress and went to my place. That night I only removed my dress, I slept with my nylons on and bra, I left my make-up on was going to sleep as a woman. However sleep proved to not be so easy. I had so many passions flowing, my mind danced with fantasies. After my yearnings were sated I fell to sleep. Auntie Louise gave me confidence. I woke and admired my shaven legs in shear nylon. With all my girlyness still intact. I caught a glimpse of myself in a bedroom mirror on my way to the bathroom and liked what I saw. My hair was cut into a long A-line bob with long tapered fringe swept to one side. I saw a woman. Once I got into the bathroom though I could see a familiar boy under it all. I attempted to do something that later Auntie Louise would tell me to do and that would be to focus on the girl and what made me feminine. I cleaned up the best I could and though I was feeling once again aroused and wanted to call on Alex for a bit play I thought it would be too soon and did not want to scare him away or have him think I was obsessed. I did however decide today would be good day to start a new wardrobe! I went out and tried on all sorts of outfits. I bought dresses, shoes, make-up, hand bags and all sorts of clips and combs for my hair. This day was special I had so much fun venturing on my own with an invigorated interest. When I arrived home I took a shower and dressed into a new nighty I had bought, I might have been over dressed but I couldn't resist trying it on, wanting to know how the satin and white nylons that ran up to the mid-thigh felt against my skin. I have mentioned my feeling of arousal before and it would wax and wan through out the day. That night I was feeling very much aroused and as I did the night before I knew I need to calm myself down. I took my plastic friend out of the drawer. I have also mentioned my experimentation and I had used this device often in the past. It was innocent and fun however it had proven to a great source of stimulation that caused me to yearn for satisfaction in places I didn't know I could be satisfied in prior. Once past the initial sensation one will get well adapted to it's use your body will begin to invite it in and tonight I needed it. In secret I would experiment eventually obtaining a point of climax where I needed to only stimulate myself from the inside. This happened as I was dressed as a girl in all cases but I did not need to do anything with the rest. I often would get hard and ejaculate just the same but all the stimulation was from inside. I tell this part of the story because it gives context to the previous story, what I was thinking and why, and now where it is going. I was a girl now I had people that looked at me as a girl and it was ok. I knew where this was taking me and I was going for it. An opportunity occurred sometime after the weekend Alex and I went out. An opportunity I think that was set up by his Aunt. The way it came about was a couple days after we had gone out. I went over to his house to see him and was dressed in a denim skirt that came up over the mid way of my thigh, I knew this might tease him as much as it made me feel good. I wore a tube top in the usual manner that would make it look like I had larger breasts and cleavage, a pair of open toed heels, I curled my hair this time and it bobbed a bit on my rouged cheeks, a bit of lipstick and eyeshadow and I was dressed for the kill. When I arrived at Alex's house I met Auntie Louise at the door, she looked me over and exclaimed how beautiful I was and then invited me in. Alex sat in his usual spot watching TV, I said hello to him trying to put away a smile, he said hi back. I followed Aunt Louise into the dinning room outside the kitchen. She asked me how I liked my look and told her everything about how I felt and that I was not interested in going back. I told her how it was all her doing and I hoped she would continue to encourage me and hoped to be the best lady I could be. She seemed a bit surprised at my announcement, but told I was a very beautiful lady and that she supported whatever I wanted. After we chatted she asked me to stay for dinner and that I should sit with Alex and she would need sometime in the kitchen. As I approached Alex to sit by him he looked up at me, I looked onto his eyes as I walked around and sat close to him on the couch. It didn't take long until the tension was to much for he and I that we started smooching on the couch. Grabbing my thigh he rubbed up and down sometimes feeling towards my ass. I had tucked my penis again but I could feel it shooting up into an erection between my legs, I remember fidgeting to get my penis into a cofortable position or to get it to calm down; which at times only made it worse. We would pull away to calm ourselves down and see if Aunt Louise had noticed, she hadn't or she had but wasn't saying anything. In general you might say things between Alex and I were heating up. Then Aunt Louise spoke up from the other room "Did Alex tell you I'm gonna be gone for a couple days next weekend?" "No." I answered. "Yep, I'm gonna be out of town for a couple days and I told Alex he should have you over to keep each other company." she said. "I don't mind. I'd love to come over!" I answered. Now at the time I answered this I was thinking totally innocently, but after a little while I realized this could be a great moment with Alex alone and I got really excited. This might seem strange when I said Aunt Louise might have set this up, obviously she was setting us up from the first day she transformed me, but there is a reason that I would later learn, that I will tell you now. Aunt Louise suspected Alex was gay, she told me later that after he and I met that Halloween that all he did was talk about me and when I came over she saw a chance to maybe help him but little did she realize how much she was doing for me. The day she made me over she saw how happy I was and wasn't sure what would happen, when Alex came back that day all he could do again was talk about our day together. Now here I was back at her house, this time in my own clothes with me having done my hair and make-up and what she knew was that she made the right decision. She did have to leave for a few days but she thought it would be a good time for us to get to know one another and have fun like couples, I don't think she expected what would happen. I first entered the home of Auntie Louise and Alex. I was a person let loose and excited! Auntie Louise straightened my dress and looked me over. "I'm going to give Alex some money and he'll take you where ever you'd like to go." she said. "Your hair looks really beautiful. If you don't like it we can always change it. Now give me a kiss on the cheek." she continued while offering the side of her cheek. I gave a quick peck. She then turned to Alex and said "Here's some money. You take her where ever she wants to go and treat her like a lady." He took the money and agreed to what she told him. We left the house and started toward the car. I was so excited and so many things were bouncing around in my mind. "Where do you want to go?" Alex asked. "To the mall!" I answered. As we entered I grabbed his arm for comfort. I wasn't sure if I was going to burst with excitement or turn in fear. My hair felt so good, I would shake and it bounce around brushing the sides of my cheeks. My body was heating up from how giddy I was feeling. The heat contrasted with the occasion breeze against my nylon legs and up my dress was turning me on. I could feel my tucked penis attempt an erection from time to time. We spent sometime looking around, I looked at clothes in all the girls sections, dresses, shoes, make-up, anything girly. I was enjoying myself so much. Eventually we decided to see a movie. When we went to sit down Alex lifted the divider between our seats. When he saw that I noticed he said "I don't like those things, this gives us more room." I might have been reading into things but I got the feeling he meant more room "for us" and I hadn't thought of him as being more then what we had been. We sat and watched the movie. Through out the day as I was "girling" it up I was also noticing him, but also tried to ignore him as well. At times, I wanted to throw myself at him smother him in kisses and take him all the way, I wanted strip and feel him. I wanted to taste his cock and let him penetrate me, but I felt like he was just taking me for a walk and though I liked the company and protection I was ignoring the fact there might be anything more. On to the next point before this I had experimented a lot with my gender and sexuality in private and this moment I was dealing with all of these things at once. I was having no trouble with my current appearance I didn't want it any other way and wasn't making any plans to switch back. I loved being a woman and I was seeing now where it was leading me. There really is no leap here, well not much of one. You either act on your instincts or you don't. I had secretly acted on my instincts in one way or another and only fantasized about the others. So here's this boy and myself and all I can think is he's waiting on me, maybe liked me but maybe he didn't? Where was I going to go from here. I know I was going to start feeling awkward and if I didn't try something I always would. So I made a move. I slid over by him and began to lean against him. He put is arm around me and nestled into each other. After a few moments my feelings and desires got the best of me so I turned toward and looked at him. Making eye contact our eyes bounced back and forth at each other lips, to tell you the truth I believe it was less about him and more about me; I wanted this boy to take me to the next step. We leaned into each other and began a slow kiss, moving our lips we formed a succession of tiny kisses. He moved his hand to my thigh and began to rub it, which was enough to set me on fire. We continued to kiss until we broke off for a bit. He looked at me with the same look he had given me all day ,which was same look I had such a hard time interpreting. I wasn't sure if he saw me as the girl that I was or the boy he invited over. It was obvious he liked me, but what was he thinking. The movie was coming to an end so I got up a bit early and made an excuse saying I would meet him in the lobby. When we met out in the lobby we started back to the car. I told him that he needn't worry about me thinking today was awkward and that I wanted to be this. He seemed to understand and so drove back home. He didn't talk much and took me back home. In the parking lot we made plans to see each other again and ended the night with some more kissing which actually lasted a while. Once we were through I stepped out of the car straightened my dress and went to my place. That night I only removed my dress, I slept with my nylons on and bra, I left my make-up on was going to sleep as a woman. However sleep proved to not be so easy. I had so many passions flowing, my mind danced with fantasies. After my yearnings were sated I fell to sleep. Auntie Louise gave me a bit of confidence. I woke and admired my shaven legs in shear nylon. With all my girlyness still intact. I caught a glimpse of myself in a bedroom mirror on my way to the bathroom and liked what I saw. My hair was cut into a long A-line bob with long tapered fringe swept to one side. I saw a woman. Once I got into the bathroom though I could see a familiar boy under it all. I attempted to do something that later Auntie Louise would tell me to do and that would be to focus on the girl and what made me feminine. I cleaned up the best I could and though I was feeling once again aroused and wanted to call on Alex for a bit play I thought it would be too soon and did not want to scare him away or have him think I was obsessed. I did however decide today would be good day to start a new wardrobe! I went out and tried on all sorts of outfits. I bought dresses, shoes, make-up, hand bags and all sorts of clips and combs for my hair. This day was special I had so much fun venturing on my own with an invigorated interest. When I arrived home I took a shower and dressed into a new nighty I had bought, I might have been over dressed but I couldn't resist trying it on, wanting to know how the satin and white nylons that ran up to the mid-thigh felt against my skin. I have mentioned my feeling of arousal before and it would wax and wan through out the day. That night I was feeling very much aroused and as I did the night before I knew I need to calm myself down. I took my plastic friend out of the drawer. I have also mentioned my experimentation and I had used this device often in the past. It was innocent and fun however it had proven to a great source of stimulation that caused me to yearn for satisfaction in places I didn't know I could be satisfied in prior. Once past the initial sensation one will get well adapted to it's use your body will begin to invite it in and tonight I needed it. In secret I would experiment eventually obtaining a point of climax where I needed to only stimulate myself from the inside. This happened as I was dressed as a girl in all cases but I did not need to do anything with the rest. I often would get hard and ejaculate just the same but all the stimulation was from inside. I tell this part of the story because it gives context to the previous story, what I was thinking and why, and now where it is going. I was a girl now I had people that looked at me as a girl and it was ok. I knew where this was taking me and I was going for it. An opportunity occurred sometime after the weekend Alex and I went out. An opportunity I think that was set up by his Aunt. The way it came about was a couple days after we had gone out. I went over to his house to see him and was dressed in a denim skirt that came up over the mid way of my thigh, I knew this might tease him as much as it made me feel good. I wore a tube top in the usual manner that would make it look like I had larger breasts and cleavage, a pair of open toed heels, I curled my hair this time and it bobbed a bit on my rouged cheeks, a bit of lipstick and eyeshadow and I was dressed for the kill. When I arrived at Alex's house I met Auntie Louise at the door, she looked me over and exclaimed how beautiful I was and then invited me in. Alex sat in his usual spot watching TV, I said hello to him trying to put away a smile, he said hi back. I followed Aunt Louise into the dinning room outside the kitchen. She asked me how I liked my look and told her everything about how I felt and that I was not interested in going back. I told her how it was all her doing and I hoped she would continue to encourage me and hoped to be the best lady I could be. She seemed a bit surprised at my announcement, but told I was a very beautiful lady and that she supported whatever I wanted. After we chatted she asked me to stay for dinner and that I should sit with Alex and she would need sometime in the kitchen. As I approached Alex to sit by him he looked up at me, I looked onto his eyes as I walked around and sat close to him on the couch. It didn't take long until the tension was to much for he and I that we started smooching on the couch. Grabbing my thigh he rubbed up and down sometimes feeling towards my ass. I had tucked my penis again but I could feel it shooting up into an erection between my legs, I remember fidgeting to get my penis into a cofortable position or to get it to calm down; which at times only made it worse. We would pull away to calm ourselves down and see if Aunt Louise had noticed, she hadn't or she had but wasn't saying anything. In general you might say things between Alex and I were heating up. My Sexy Changes Ch. 04.2 At this point I wasn't the same person I was when I first entered the home of Auntie Louise and Alex. I was a person let loose and excited! Auntie Louise straightened my dress and looked me over. "I'm going to give Alex some money and he'll take you wherever you'd like to go." she said. "Your hair looks really beautiful. If you don't like it we can always change it. Now give me a kiss on the cheek." she continued while offering the side of her cheek. I gave a quick peck. She then turned to Alex and said "Here's some money. You take her where ever she wants to go and treat her like a lady." He took the money and agreed to what she told him. We left the house and started toward the car. I was so excited and so many things were bouncing around in my mind. "Where do you want to go?" Alex asked. "To the mall!" I answered. As we entered I grabbed his arm for comfort. I wasn't sure if I was going to burst with excitement or turn in fear. My hair felt so good, I would shake and it bounce around brushing the sides of my cheeks. My body was heating up from how giddy I was feeling. The heat contrasted with the occasional breeze against my nylon legs and up my dress was turning me on. I could feel my tucked penis attempt an erection from time to time. We spent sometime looking around, I looked at clothes in all the girls sections, dresses, shoes, make-up, anything girly. I was enjoying myself so much. Eventually we decided to see a movie. When we went to sit down Alex lifted the divider between our seats. When he saw that I noticed he said "I don't like those things, this gives us more room." I might have been reading into things but I got the feeling he meant more room "for us" and I hadn't thought of him as being more then what we had been. We sat and watched the movie. Through out the day as I was "girling" it up I was also noticing him, but also tried to ignore him as well. At times, I wanted to throw myself at him smother him in kisses and take him all the way, I wanted strip and feel him. I wanted to taste his cock and let him penetrate me, but I felt like he was just taking me for a walk and though I liked the company and protection I was ignoring the fact there might be anything more. On to the next point before this I had experimented a lot with my gender and sexuality in private and this moment I was dealing with all of these things at once. I was having no trouble with my current appearance I didn't want it any other way and wasn't making any plans to switch back. I loved being a woman and I was seeing now where it was leading me. There really is no leap here, well not much of one. You either act on your instincts or you don't. I had secretly acted on my instincts in one way or another and only fantasized about the others. So here's this boy and myself and all I can think is he's waiting on me, maybe liked me but maybe he didn't? Where was I going to go from here. I know I was going to start feeling awkward and if I didn't try something I always would. So I made a move. I slid over by him and began to lean against him. He put is arm around me and nestled into each other. After a few moments my feelings and desires got the best of me so I turned toward and looked at him. Making eye contact our eyes bounced back and forth at each other lips, to tell you the truth I believe it was less about him and more about me; I wanted this boy to take me to the next step. We leaned into each other and began a slow kiss, moving our lips we formed a succession of tiny kisses. He moved his hand to my thigh and began to rub it, which was enough to set me on fire. We continued to kiss until we broke off for a bit. He looked at me with the same look he had given me all day ,which was same look I had such a hard time interpreting. I wasn't sure if he saw me as the girl that I was or the boy he invited over. It was obvious he liked me, but what was he thinking. The movie was coming to an end so I got up a bit early and made an excuse saying I would meet him in the lobby. When we met out in the lobby we started back to the car. I told him that he needn't worry about me thinking today was awkward and that I wanted to be this. He seemed to understand and so drove back home. He didn't talk much and took me back home. In the parking lot we made plans to see each other again and ended the night with some more kissing which actually lasted a while. Once we were through I stepped out of the car straightened my dress and went to my place. That night I only removed my dress, I slept with my nylons on and bra, I left my make-up on was going to sleep as a woman. However sleep proved to not be so easy. I had so many passions flowing, my mind danced with fantasies. After my yearnings were sated I fell to sleep. Auntie Louise gave me a bit of confidence. I woke and admired my shaven legs in shear nylon. With all my girlyness still intact. I caught a glimpse of myself in a bedroom mirror on my way to the bathroom and liked what I saw. My hair was cut into a long A-line bob with long tapered fringe swept to one side. I saw a woman. Once I got into the bathroom though I could see a familiar boy under it all. I attempted to do something that later Auntie Louise would tell me to do and that would be to focus on the girl and what made me feminine. I cleaned up the best I could and though I was feeling once again aroused and wanted to call on Alex for a bit play I thought it would be too soon and did not want to scare him away or have him think I was obsessed. I did however decide today would be good day to start a new wardrobe! I went out and tried on all sorts of outfits. I bought dresses, shoes, make-up, hand bags and all sorts of clips and combs for my hair. This day was special I had so much fun venturing on my own with an invigorated interest. When I arrived home I took a shower and dressed into a new nighty I had bought, I might have been over dressed but I couldn't resist trying it on, wanting to know how the satin and white nylons that ran up to the mid-thigh felt against my skin. I have mentioned my feeling of arousal before and it would wax and wan through out the day. That night I was feeling very much aroused and as I did the night before I knew I need to calm myself down. I took my plastic friend out of the drawer. I have also mentioned my experimentation and I had used this device often in the past. It was innocent and fun however it had proven to a great source of stimulation that caused me to yearn for satisfaction in places I didn't know I could be satisfied in prior. Once past the initial sensation one will get well adapted to it's use your body will begin to invite it in and tonight I needed it. In secret I would experiment eventually obtaining a point of climax where I needed to only stimulate myself from the inside. This happened as I was dressed as a girl in all cases but I did not need to do anything with the rest. I often would get hard and ejaculate just the same but all the stimulation was from inside. I tell this part of the story because it gives context to the previous story, what I was thinking and why, and now where it is going. I was a girl now I had people that looked at me as a girl and it was ok. I knew where this was taking me and I was going for it. An opportunity occurred sometime after the weekend Alex and I went out. An opportunity I think that was set up by his Aunt. The way it came about was a couple days after we had gone out. I went over to his house to see him and was dressed in a denim skirt that came up over the mid way of my thigh, I knew this might tease him as much as it made me feel good. I wore a tube top in the usual manner that would make it look like I had larger breasts and cleavage, a pair of open toed heels, I curled my hair this time and it bobbed a bit on my rouged cheeks, a bit of lipstick and eyeshadow and I was dressed for the kill. When I arrived at Alex's house I met Auntie Louise at the door, she looked me over and exclaimed how beautiful I was and then invited me in. Alex sat in his usual spot watching TV, I said hello to him trying to put away a smile, he said hi back. I followed Aunt Louise into the dinning room outside the kitchen. She asked me how I liked my look and told her everything about how I felt and that I was not interested in going back. I told her how it was all her doing and I hoped she would continue to encourage me and hoped to be the best lady I could be. She seemed a bit surprised at my announcement, but told I was a very beautiful lady and that she supported whatever I wanted. After we chatted she asked me to stay for dinner and that I should sit with Alex and she would need sometime in the kitchen. As I approached Alex to sit by him he looked up at me, I looked onto his eyes as I walked around and sat close to him on the couch. It didn't take long until the tension was to much for he and I that we started smooching on the couch. Grabbing my thigh he rubbed up and down sometimes feeling towards my ass. I had tucked my penis again but I could feel it shooting up into an erection between my legs, I remember fidgeting to get my penis into a cofortable position or to get it to calm down; which at times only made it worse. We would pull away to calm ourselves down and see if Aunt Louise had noticed, she hadn't or she had but wasn't saying anything. In general you might say things between Alex and I were heating up. Then Aunt Louise spoke up from the other room "Did Alex tell you I'm gonna be gone for a couple days next weekend?" "No." I answered. "Yep, I'm gonna be out of town for a couple days and I told Alex he should have you over to keep each other company." she said. "I don't mind. I'd love to come over!" I answered. Now at the time I answered this I was thinking totally innocently, but after a little while I realized this could be a great moment with Alex alone and I got really excited. This might seem strange when I said Aunt Louise might have set this up, obviously she was setting us up from the first day she transformed me, but there is a reason that I would later learn, that I will tell you now. Aunt Louise suspected Alex was gay, she told me later that after he and I met that Halloween that all he did was talk about me and when I came over she saw a chance to maybe help him but little did she realize how much she was doing for me. The day she made me over she saw how happy I was and wasn't sure what would happen, when Alex came back that day all he could do again was talk about our day together. Now here I was back at her house, this time in my own clothes with me having done my hair and make-up and what she knew was that she made the right decision. She did have to leave for a few days but she thought it would be a good time for us to get to know one another and have fun like couples, I don't think she expected what would happen. My Sexy Changes Ch. 04 Then Aunt Louise spoke up from the other room "Did Alex tell you I'm gonna be gone for a couple days next weekend?" "No." I answered. "Yep, I'm gonna be out of town for a couple days and I told Alex he should have you over to keep each other company." she said. "I don't mind. I'd love to come over!" I answered. Now at the time I answered this I was thinking totally innocently, but after a little while I realized this could be a great moment with Alex alone and I got really excited. This might seem strange when I said Aunt Louise might have set this up, obviously she was setting us up from the first day she transformed me, but there is a reason that I would later learn, that I will tell you now. Aunt Louise suspected Alex was gay, she told me later that after he and I met that Halloween that all he did was talk about me and when I came over she saw a chance to maybe help him but little did she realize how much she was doing for me. The day she made me over she saw how happy I was and wasn't sure what would happen, when Alex came back that day all he could do again was talk about our day together. Now here I was back at her house, this time in my own clothes with me having done my hair and make-up and what she knew was that she made the right decision. She did have to leave for a few days but she thought it would be a good time for us to get to know one another and have fun like couples, I don't think she expected what would happen.