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Mommy I Feel Like A Girl Ch. 01

By: MommysBoy2012



At eighteen, I was sitting in my room, thinking about how much life had changed for me. I was feeling very unsure of myself. What concerned me most was my self image, how I felt sexually. I noticed it was getting harder to enjoy the images that I had before. 

I reached under my bed and pulled out my Penthouse magazine and opened it up. I gazed through the pages noticing that the images no longer aroused me. As I turned the pages I saw a beautiful woman, nothing stirred within me. I continued to turn the page, she was undressing, still nothing. On the next page, a man appeared with her. He was a very large and muscular man. I became slightly aroused. Turning to the next page I saw his cock near her mouth. It was then I noticed how aroused I had become. Again I tried to convince myself it was the way the girl was holding it, caressing it so close to her mouth. 

I had done this many times before. Folding the magazine, I reached back under my bed. Almost afraid, I pulled out the Inches magazine that I had shoplifted from the store. I never would have had the courage to buy it. Even the cover was enough to arouse me, but as I opened the magazine, instantly I was fully aroused! Such well endowed men. My heart pounded. I couldn't deny it much longer. Couldn't deny what truly touched me sexually. I put the magazine back under my bed.

I came to live with Sarah a few years ago when she was dating my dad. My mom had gone off with someone years before and I was living with my dad when he met her. Not long after, dad too had left and Sarah took me in. She wouldn't tell me why dad left, but I have my suspicions. She's only six years older than I am, but she is such a positive and strong influence in my life that I feel like I finally belong. She's become my mom. I know she loves me, but would she still love me if she knew? 

I didn't have time to think on it, so I got up and got dressed for school. I brushed my teeth, had a bowl of cereal and went to my room to get my books. As I walked into my room I almost had a heart attack. My mom had been cleaning up my room and was now holding my Inches magazine in her hands, staring down at me. As she held my greatest embarrassment in her hands, I started to stutter, saying something to the affect of it being a girlfriend's magazine that she left here. I could tell by her look that she didn't buy it. I watched as she flipped the pages, amusedly.

"So," she said, "this is what you like huh?"

"No mommy, I like girls." I said

"Really?" she said, in a voice that kind of worried me. "Forget your books today honey. You're not going to school today. I want you to take your pants off, leave just your briefs on and then come into the living room." Her voice always calmed me, even when she seemed upset. 

"Yes mommy." I said as she closed my door and walked out. 

I was very embarrassed as I walked into the living room. I had always been very ashamed of how tiny I was. Especially after seeing what the men in the magazines I had seen looked like. I was using my hands, kind of trying to covering myself as I walked towards mommy, now seated on the couch. 

"Sit here." she said, patting at the couch. 

I sat at the other end of the couch and wondered what she was thinking, why I was staying home today. 

"So, are you sure like girls?"

"Yes mommy I do." I said trying so hard to seem convincing. 

"Ok, let's see then." 

She got up and walked to the DVD player and inserted a movie and sat back down. She grabbed the remote and pressed play. As she turned and saw me looking at her she nodded her head towards the TV to watch. I did. The movie began; it was of a beautiful girl. She was sitting down on the edge of her bed, removing her red stiletto heels. She stood and unzipped her red satin dress slowly. One at a time she removed the straps from her shoulders. The dress fell to the floor. She had very large breasts and was quite shapely. I could feel mommy's eyes on me. I tried to appear not to notice. She once again turned and watched what I was now watching. Removing her bra, her breasts were now exposed; mommy again looked over at me. 

This time she said, "Honey, I don't see anything."

As I looked at her, I noticed that her eyes were on my briefs. She was smiling. I turned back to the TV. We continued to watch the woman undress and then lie on the bed in just her pink lace thong. Reaching between her legs, she started to rub herself, moaning as her eyes closed. She did this for a few moments, I could feel mommy occasionally glancing at my briefs. Arching her back, she slid off her thong and exposed her juicy pussy. 

I heard mommy whisper, "Baby, still nothing." 

"But mommy, it's because you are here and I am nervous." A small giggle came from her voice as I looked and protested.

"Oh? Ok then. Let's see."

She stood up and returned to the DVD player, changing the movies she sat back down. 

"Look honey." She said to me, directing my attention back to the TV. 

The movie came on and the scene began playing from the inside of an apartment. The door opened and a man entered, throwing his keys on the table. He was a very large and handsome man, maybe 6 feet tall. He removed his suit jacket, and tie. Slowly unbuttoning his shirt, one button at a time, he removed his shirt and exposed a very strong, broad chest. I can feel mommy's eyes on me at the same time I feel my briefs move a bit. Afraid of what might happen, I lower my head, trying not to watch.

"Baby! Watch!" Mommy raises her voice to me, my head looking at her. 

I turn back to see him now sitting on the edge of the bed unfastening his pants. As he stands, there is a huge bulge in his briefs. Immediately I can feel myself getting aroused. I'm scared that mommy will see, but at the same time, I'm unable to take my eyes off of him. He lowers his briefs and exposes a huge, thick, powerful looking cock. It's big head just hanging there as the camera moves in on it. 

"So," mommy says. 

I turn and see her looking at my briefs, now standing up. She giggles, but it's clear the affect that he is having on me. I start to weep, and she moves closer to comfort me. Wrapping me up in her arms.

"Aww honey its ok. Mommy knew. I could tell by the way you look at men when we are out. You don't even know it yourself, but you look all the time. I see you when we are shopping. Girls that any boy would be staring out, you don't even notice."

She lifted my chin up and wiped a tear away. "You can be honest with mommy honey. I want you to be." 

She pressed pause on the movie and looked at me. She sees a very disappointed look on my face and smiles. "Would you like mommy to put the movie back on? Would you like mommy to let you look at that man again?"

I nod yes, trying to stop sobbing. 

"Ok, first I am going to ask you something. You need to be honest with me ok?"

"Yes mommy I say."

"If I say that the only way you can see him again is to promise mommy that you will never be with a girl again, would you?"

I nod yes. 

Gently mommy says, "Say it."

Quietly I say, "I promise mommy to never be with a girl again, if you let me see that man continue." 

"Good. As a matter of fact, I think you want to BE a girl don't you?"

My eyes widen; embarrassment and shame on my face. I'm unable to speak. 

"Ok," she says, "I guess I will put the movie away." She started to get up. 

"Ok mommy, Ok I will." And she stops, looks at me as I say, "I do want to be a girl mommy." I look at her, tears now streaming down my face. 

She snuggles closer to me and holds me and says, "That makes mommy happy, I always wanted a girl." Looking into my eyes, she smiles at me. "I'm going to teach you to be my girl now. Is that ok?"

And I look up at her and nod yes. 

"Good girl." she says, as she presses play and the movie starts again.......

Mommy I Feel Like A Girl Ch. 02



Mommy watched me as I returned my attention to the TV. I continued to watch the man as he stood there totally naked, stroking his cock. I tried my best not to moan out loud. On the screen there was a knock at his door. Mommy paused the movie again.

"Honey, why are you stifling your moans? I want you to be open with me. Tell me, what is bothering you?"

I held back my tears as I said, "Mommy, I just tried so hard, for so long to like girls. I really thought all these feelings would just go away. Lately, I can't seem to even get a little aroused by girls." A tear streamed down my cheeks as I finally said it.

Mommy moved even closer to me and held me tightly as I sobbed. "Go on. Tell me more."

I explained how lately when I get into bed I keep thinking about men, thinking about cock. 

"I understand. What men honey?"

I struggled to admit what had happened to me just two summers ago. How while speaking to our neighbor, Sal, I had seen his cock coming out of the bottom of his shorts while he had bent down while washing his car. She could see the obvious excitement in my face as I went on. Her eyes opened wide. 

"You mean my friend Laura's husband sweetie?"

"Yes mommy."

"Oh my," she said. "Honey, I know he's big." Giggling, "Laura had told me on several occasions just how thick his cock is."

Hearing mommy say that word, in that context excited me so very much. 

"So, you've been thinking about him?"

I nodded yes, still afraid that she wouldn't like the idea of me thinking of her friend's husband in that way. 

"What do you think of when you think of him?" She asked me. 

I proceeded to tell her about a dream I had, now opening up completely. I told her how I dreamed that I was home alone. I was in my room and I put on a pair of panties and was posing in the mirror, on my knees while thinking about him. How I hadn't even noticed when he opened my door and was watching as I moved in front of the mirror. I had my ass up high, moaning his name out loud. Rubbing my finger along my pussy, I moaned his name even louder, now begging for his cock when I felt someone from behind grab me and pick me up in his arms. It was Sal! He carried me to my bed in his big strong arms, my arms holding him around the neck. He laid me down on my bed as he began to remove his clothes. I watched him, still rubbing my pussy. 

He ripped my panties off and grabbed my hips, pulling me to the edge of the bed where he could taste me. I let out a moan as I felt his strength, realizing that he was completely in control of me. My legs up and over his shoulders, I could feel his tongue against my opening as I moaned. My hands stoking his hair as he licked me gently, like he couldn't get enough. I felt his hands moving up the sides of my body across to my chest, where his fingers found my nipples. Gently squeezing them between his fingers, my moans were uncontrollable. I felt like I couldn't raise or open my legs enough for him. I totally surrendered to his power, his strength. 

I could hear him moan, "You are so tight baby."

Hearing him say that made me apologize. I knew he wanted exactly what I wanted. 

"You're a virgin, aren't you?" he asked. 

"Yes Sal, I am."

He smiled up at me and rose to his feet, coming to the edge of the bed where my head was. I could see his huge cock hanging there, dripping with precum just inches from my face. My eyes felt watery and glassy. I knew he could see that I had that fuck me please look in my eyes. His hand gently held the top of my head as he moved closer and his heavy thick cock touched my face, leaving a wet trail of precum along my lips. 

As I paused mommy asked me, "What happened next honey?" 

I could see she was actually aroused by my dream, which comforted me so. Mommy, I said, "That's when I woke up."

"Awww," she said, noticing how sad I was that he didn't get to finish. "So, honey, tell me. Was that the best dream you ever had?"

"Oh my goodness, mommy, yes. I just wish it...wasn't a dream!"

"Uh huh, mommy knows sweetheart. So, now tell me. What you are? What do you love? Who do you want? Mommy needs to hear you say the truth."

"Oh my goodness mommy, must I?" My eyes began welling up with tears.

"Yes," she said. "It will free you! Come on now tell mommy."

I wrapped my arms around her and sobbed, as I heard myself say the things that I had been so scared to admit to anyone. "Mommy, I am a girl."

"Good, go on."

"I love men mommy."

"Very good, honey. What do you love most of all about men honey?"

"I love cock mommy." 

I saw her smile and knew it was ok, more than ok. She looked down at me and said I think you need a new name, one that better suits who you really are." She wiped away my tears. "I've got just the name. How about Mandy? That is your new name." 

I looked up at her and said. "Yes, mommy, I understand."

"What is your name?" she asked me. 

"My name is Mandy mommy." Again seeing her smile at me comforted me so. 

"Good girl". The words were comforting to me, making my knees weak. She continued, "For being such a good girl your reward is finishing the movie. Would you like that?"

"Yes mommy, please let's watch the movie."



Mommy I Feel Like A Girl Ch. 03



Mommy turned the movie back on. I watched as he put on a robe and went to the door. As he opened it a very young beautiful girl stood there. "Yes?" he said. 

She asked if he happened to know where the landlord's apartment was. She went on to say that she was interested in an apartment and wanted to speak to the super. He glanced down at her. She was a tiny young thing, 18 or 19 years old, very small in stature, innocent looking. She explained that she was going to college at the nearby University and needed a place to stay. She trusted him immediately, even though he was clearly much older than she was. He had a way about him that she just felt comfortable with him. "Well," he said, "I am not sure when she will be back, but why don't you come in and wait?"

She stepped in saying thank you as she did. They walked to the living room and sat across from each other. He had just come home from work and as he always had, was about to pour himself a drink. As he went to the bar, he asked her if she would like to join him. 

She seemed to be very interested and asked, "Do you have any vodka?" 

"Oh yes." he said and went to the cabinet and pulled out a bottle of Kettle One. 

As he reached for the bottle, his robe opened just a bit and she gasped when she saw how huge his cock was. She felt a twinge of excitement, but tried to appear calm. 

"Would you like anything in it?" he asked. He turned and saw that she was looking at his open robe. 

"Yes," she said. "THAT!" and she let out a small giggle. 

He smiled at her and said, "Of course, I'd be more than happy to oblige." 

As he handed her the glass of vodka, he plopped his cock into her glass. She sat there in awe. Seeing his massive head in the glass that she was about to drink made her whole body feel electrified. She reached for the glass as his cock slipped out of it. Not missing a beat she brought the glass to her lips, her eyes now on his. His cock right in her face, she sipped the vodka. 

"Yummy." She said with a big smile. Seeing his cock hanging there, dripping, she gently reached for it and slowly stroked it, looking at it lovingly. Mommy turned to me in that moment. 

Pausing the movie she asked me, "Would you like to have that drink honey?"

I was so excited I couldn't deny it. "Yes mommy, oh my goodness, yes."

"Good girl." Her words comforted me. 

In that moment I felt just like that. I envied the girl that was in the movie and was, in fact, living vicariously through her. Mommy could see it. 

"What I would like for you to do is to tell me what you're thinking as you watch it. Tell me what looks good and if anything should, tell me what doesn't look good. Ok baby girl?" I nodded yes to her. 

"Honey, would you like to get rid of that silly pair of underwear? It's ok really, you can be totally comfy with mommy."

I stood with my tiny erection pointing through my briefs. I slowly lowered my briefs, my eyes on mommy. Mommy giggled as I lowered them, exposing a very small thin erection. 

"Look honey," she said as she put the movie back on, "Look at him and then...look at you."

My head lowered from the embarrassment as I heard mommy say, "Uh uh ...none of that. It's a symbol honey. It's telling you that you really are meant to be a girl. Do you understand?"

I looked down at myself and then at the man in the movie and turned to mommy and nodded yes. 

"Good." 

As it started up, it looked like she was about to lick the vodka from his cock, when instead he took her by the hand and sat down next to her. Slowly he started to unbutton her top, slipping his hand inside, feeling her breasts and hardened nipples through the thin lace bra she had on. Her hand slipped down between his legs and found his cock once again, as his mouth approached hers. 

Mommy stopped the video again. She turned to me and asked me, "Do you want that honey? Do you want to be her, feeling his cock? Do you want him to kiss you?"

"Yes mommy." I moaned softly. 

"Good girl, very good."

I could see mommy was enjoying my reactions, my honesty. Again she pressed play and his mouth touched her open mouth, pressing his lips to hers. As he pulled away, her mouth remained open, lost in his kiss. He moved in yet again, his tongue out, wet and warm and slid his tongue deeply into her mouth. 

"Tell me baby, what you are thinking right now?" 

"Oh my mommy...I love what that looks like. I wish I could feel his tongue like that."

"Oh, that's so wonderful baby. Perhaps not too long from now, you will." 

We returned to watching the movie. The girls lips wrapped around his tongue, sucking on it as if it were his cock. He stood and removed his robe completely. He stood with his cock close to her face. She looked up at him, her eyes begging for permission to suck it. He nodded yes to her, giving her the permission she craved, as her mouth opened to taste him. His head was so huge. She had to struggle to just to get it into her mouth. As I watched her I could feel myself wish that I was her! 

I looked to mommy as she asked what I was thinking. I couldn't lie to her anymore. I admitted that I was jealous, envious. That I wished it was my mouth that licked and sucked him now. I looked down between my legs and asked mommy for permission to touch myself. She told me I could. My legs opened as I leaned back, finding my pussy. Watching them, I inserted my finger into myself and moaned.

"Oh my god mommy"

"What baby?" she asked. 

"This feels so good."

"Have you been doing that honey? Have you been fingering your pussy?"

"I have touched, but never fingered mommy."

"And what have you been imagining as you do that?"

I confessed that I had been imagining a man's cock, entering me. Filling me, feeling him like the girls in the movies I had been watching. 

She smiled and said, "I am pleased to hear that baby girl, very pleased. Now, keep watching."

The size of his cock thrilled her. She had never seen a cock like his before. His hands grabbed at the back of her head as he guided her deeper onto his cock. He waited for her to try and get used to it, but she could only take so much. As he pulled back out, she tried to catch her breath. She quickly downed the rest of her drink and before she could even put the glass down he put his cock back her mouth. She struggled to take it into her throat. It was at once terrifying and amazingly erotic. He hadn't been with a girl her age in quite some time and it was driving him crazy as well. He removed his cock once again, as she let out a sobbing sound. She was now crying for his cock and he loved it. 

He laid her down on the couch, the glass dropping to the floor. Pulling her head over the edge of the couch upside down, he held her face in place as he placed his cock deeper into her throat, his huge balls on her face. It was smothering her, but she was totally enthralled. He got harder and harder, swelling in her throat as he moved back and forth into her mouth. She had been with a few guys before and knew he was about to cum. She tried to prepare herself, but she had never been with a man like him before. 

Just before he came, he pulled out of her mouth. Picked up the glass, and came in the glass that had held her vodka. She watched as he filled the glass with semen. She was amazed. She had never seen so much cum in her life. He drained the last bits of cum from his still hard cock into her glass. She smiled knowing that she had caused him to cum so much. He had a serious look on his face as she sat up. 

He lifted the glass and said, "Here!"

Her eyes opened wide. Her face showed signs of shock, as he repeated it. "Here! Drink this." Mommy looked to me as he handed her the glass of his cum, looking to see the expression on my face. My legs were now raised high, my finger deeply inside of me, slowly pushing it in and out of me. She watched as my finger would disappear and reappear. 

"You know what she must do, right honey? You know what YOU must do right?"

I barely could speak as I said, "Yes mommy."

"Good girl." she said as we both watched what we knew was about to happen. 

She raised the glass to her lips and he nodded. She tilted the glass into her mouth, emptying all of his cum into it. I moaned wildly, mommy's attention turning to me as she witnessed the first orgasm that I have ever had as a real girl. I could see the look of approval on her face as I trembled, my feet now pointed, still moaning watching her drink all of his semen. The girl swallowed and sat there. Not even believing what she had just done. He used his cock to wipe the last bits of cum from her lips back into her mouth. 

He smiled down at her and said, "I think we will become very close neighbors you and I." And the scene faded out.

Mommy turned the TV off while I pulled my finger from my pussy, slightly ashamed of myself. Ashamed that I had just had an orgasm and mommy knew how I really felt. I felt so different having put my truth out there in the world. This is my truth. I was born a boy, but I feel very much like a girl and now mommy knows it. She even approves of it. I even think it turns her on a bit. I like that it turns her on, it makes me happy to know that how I feel is okay...



Mommy I Feel Like A Girl Ch. 04



"Honey," she says, "Let's go to your room for a moment, ok?"

"Ok mommy," I said and I got up from the couch to follow her to my room. 

As we entered, she reached under my bed and pulled out my collection of magazines. We sat on the bed as she showed me the ones I had collected and asked me which to keep and which to throw away. 

"This one?" she would ask as she held up a Penthouse or Playboy, I would say no and see her smile. 

One by one I witnessed a growing pile of magazines full of women appear on my floor, ready to be thrown out. Then, the last magazine was the one mommy had been holding when I walked in this morning. It was the Inches magazine. 

I saw mommy smile as she showed it to me and asked, "Should I should throw this out too?" 

"No mommy." I said. 

She giggled and said, "I didn't think so. Tell me sweetheart," as she flipped through it, "Which one do you like the most?"

I turned to a page with an amazingly well built man, so big and strong, with a massive cock. I looked up at her as I came to his page. 

"Oh," she said emphatically, "Yes, he is quite amazing. So, it appears that you have an attraction to a very special type of man honey. It's good to know this."

I squirmed on the bed, still feeling more than awkward that I was being so open and honest about the one thing that shamed and terrified me the most. 

"It makes sense," she said. "You are so very different from all the men here. They are big men, very strong and powerful looking. They're also very, gifted there," Now pointing to my briefs. "You're so petite and timid and so...tiny. You really are a little girl, aren't you?"

My head lowered at her words. She lifted my chin once again and said, "It's ok honey, remember, it pleases mommy," as she smiled at me. "Tell me honey, you feel like a girl don't you?" And I nodded yes. "Say it!" 

My lip quivered as the words came out, "Yes mommy, I do feel like a little girl." Her smile broadened. 

"So, we have the day to ourselves Mandy. Why don't we do a little shopping and have a girl's day out honey. Sound good?" mommy asked.

I was still trying to get used to her knowing and being so ok with my feelings, so I just nodded yes. 

"I'll get dressed. You put on some jeans and a t-shirt and meet me downstairs and we will go."

As I dressed I could feel myself letting go. Allowing all the feelings that I had kept hidden for so long, even from me, come out. I wondered what it would be like to be wearing something else, something more in line with my true self. I found the tightest jeans I could find and the shortest t-shirt that I had. I giggled as I noticed the bottom of my shirt, didn't even meet the top of my jeans! But, I wore it anyway. I went downstairs and mommy was on the phone, whispering to someone when she noticed me coming down the stairs. 

As she saw me, I heard her say, "Ok I have to go, 'Mandy's' coming down the stairs!" I couldn't even begin to wonder who she may have been speaking to or what about, but mommy was clearly in charge. As always, I didn't even think to question her about it. 

When we got into the car, I put the radio on and tuned it to my usual station. It was a rock station. Mommy immediately changed it. She tuned to a station that all the girls I knew listened to with techno, dance, and emo music. 

"This is what you have to listen to honey. Not hard rock, men don't like that."

I looked at mommy and just leaned back, listening for the first time. I could even feel the music affecting me differently. We drove to the mall and parked the car. The first store she said we should go into was the GAP. I walked in and out of habit I walked to where the men's jeans were. I felt a tug at my hand, as mommy took me over to the girl's section. She started to look through the jeans, occasionally holding up a pair to my waist. After she had a few pairs, she told me to go to the dressing room and try them on. I was so embarrassed, but with the tone mommy had and the look on her face, I knew better than to argue. One at a time I came out to show her. By her smile I knew which ones I was to keep and which ones she didn't like. 

We left there and she took my hand as we walked on. She stopped near a shoe store and I noticed that it was only girl's shoes. She looked down at me with such a sly smile and pulled me inside. We left the store with a few pairs of shoes, most were high heeled and I had a difficult time trying to walk in them. She told me not to worry, in time, it would be very easy. 

We went from store to store, repeating that process, my mind swirling. I felt like I was in another world. It seemed so strange and yet so wonderful, erotic. The last store we entered was Victoria's Secret. My eyes widened as we walked in. The sales girls were clearly amused as mommy took me from counter to counter holding various items up against my body and then telling me to try them on. 

I whispered, "Mommy, could you please come with me, so I don't have to come out in this?"

"No I want you to come out and start to feel comfortable with who you are baby girl." 

As the words came out, a wave went through me. Being called baby girl had such a profound effect on me. I walked to the changing room and did as she instructed. We left with several pairs of thongs and panties as well as baby dolls and teddies. I was truly excited that I was going to get the chance to wear them at home. 

On the way home from shopping I was so tired from all that had happened today. When we got home from shopping I left my new things with mommy to wash. I headed up to my room to take a small nap. I climbed in bed in my usual boy briefs and fell right to sleep. I hadn't fallen asleep that fast in a long while. Normally all the thoughts I tried to ignore kept me awake. I slept right on through the night. 

"Wake up Mandy," I hear mommy say. "Wake up."

I open my eyes to see mommy standing over me, she is wearing jeans and no top. I am so shocked, even confused. She sits on the edge of my bed rubbing my head, as I look up at her. 

"Good morning mommy" I say. 

"Hello sweetie, I hope you enjoyed your sleep. I can't believe you slept all night long." she replies. 

I stretch and ask mommy if I may go pee. She says of course darling, and moves over so that I can get out of bed. 

As I stand, she says in a very stern voice, "Mandy! What are you wearing?"

I look down and see that I am in my briefs and I realize what she means. 

"Why did I go to all the trouble of taking you to the mall, if you are going to wear that nonsense?"

"I'm so sorry mommy." I say. 

"Mandy, go pee and brush your teeth. I guess you will have to stay home again today. You still have a lot to learn."

As she shakes her head, I go to the bathroom, lower my briefs and begin to pee. As I begin to pee, the door opens slowly. 

It's mommy and she sees me and yells, "Mandy, what are you doing?"

"What mommy I ask?" in a shaky nervous voice, not sure what I've done to make her upset. 

"Girls sit to go potty." she says. 

I immediately lower the seat and sit down, looking up at mommy. 

She walks towards me and says, "Mandy, undo mommy's pants." I look up, her huge breasts hanging over my face. I take my hand and gently reach for mommy's zipper, lowering it as I continue to look up at her. I can feel something under her zipper that puzzles me. After I've lowered it all the way she tells me to pull her pants down and of course I do. She steps out of her pants. She is standing before me with a huge bulge in her panties. "Oh mommy what is this?" I say, gently rubbing my hand along the outside of her panties.

She lowers her underwear and pulls my head close, pushing her huge fake cock between my lips. 

My moan is ignored as she says, "Mandy, from now on, you will think of this every time you have to pee, do you understand?"

I nod, unable to speak with the head of mommy's huge cock filling my mouth. Her hips gently rock back and forth as I hold mommies hips, my hands on her ass. She pulls my hair gently, causing my mouth to let go. I look up at her, my eyes tearing from choking on her cock. 

"Good girl, now wipe yourself like a good girl and go into your bedroom. I have some things lain out for you to wear."

I walk into my room and on the bed are the pretty pink thong, black baby doll with mesh top and a pair of high heels. I stand before the mirror as I slowly put on the clothes and shoes, admiring myself in the mirror. I can hear mommy call from her room. 

"Mandy? Are you dressed?"

"Yes mommy" I reply. 

"Come here then baby girl." 

I open mommy's door and she is on her bed lying on her back, holding the huge toy in her hand as if she were rubbing it like a man would do. The sight of that huge cock standing up like that forces a moan from me. 

"Come here." she says in a serious voice. 

I walk towards her slowly. "Mommy is going to be your first! Would you like that?" 

"Oh my goodness yes mommy." My eyes can't stop staring at her erection. 

"Tell me Mandy. Say the words then. Ask mommy to."

"Mommy, please, could you please be my first?" "You know what I want to hear honey, say it." "Mommy, please, will you please fuck me?" Mommy smiles and moans gently as she says, "Yes baby, I will, mommy will fuck you honey. Now, come here." 



Mommy I Feel Like A Girl Ch. 05



As I approach the bed, I see mommy take a tube and rub the contents all over the toy, rubbing it up and down teasingly. 

"Come here Mandy." she says, as she pats the bed where she wants me to lay. 

She kneels behind me as I lie on my stomach and asks me to lift my ass up a little, so she can remove my panties. I lift up and feel her pull my panties down to my knees and slip them off of me.She leaves the baby doll and heels on. "You look so pretty in these honey. Spread your legs open."

I do as she asks and then I experience a warm, wet sensation as she rubs some of the lubricant along my pussy. Up and down, then I feel her finger slip inside me. The feeling causes me to moan and at the same time, lift my ass up again.

"Ohh, good girl." mommy says, appreciating my instinct to lift higher. 

Slowly she moistens inside of me with her finger and the lubricant, then she adds another finger. The feeling is so amazing I can barely move. I don't have to, mommy is doing it all for me. She lifts my hips so I am on my knees, my face is now pressed against mommy's pillows as I feel her trying to stretch me more and more. I can feel one hand on my hip as I feel the tip of her cock slowly push against my opening. I am trying to open for it, but it is so big. 

"Relax," I hear her say, "Try and relax baby girl."

I do all that I can to obey and feel the pressure building as she slowly enters me with the cock. The moment she is inside of me, I cum in an incredibly strong orgasm. My moan sounding extremely feminine, as the feeling travels along my spine, up and down my entire body, as I feel her press deeper and deeper into me. One hand slips under my body and gently squeezes my nipple.

"Wow, your nipples are so hard. You like this honey?"

I can't even muster a response, I just give her a moan that answers her question quite well. Her hand returns to my hips to lift me up even more. Her strength is so comforting. I realize that there is nothing I can do to resist her. She has total control of my body. I am no match for mommy's power. My fingers clutch at her sheets as I try to take all she is giving me. The orgasm subsiding, I can feel more of her cock enter my pussy. I begin to calm down, feeling myself opening for her. 

"It's almost completely inside of you Mandy." I hear her say. 

Just knowing that turns me on even more, my moaning now constant. 

"There you go." she says as I feel her hips pounding against my ass. Seeing that I am now taking her completely her rhythm increases. Back and forth, her hands pushing my upper back down, to make my ass rear up even more. I can feel another orgasm coming on as she removes her cock from me, causing me to moan greatly. She keeps it out for just a moment and then thrusts it deeply into me. Instantly my body begins to tremble as the orgasm takes me over. This one lasts for so long, it almost scares me. For a moment, it felt as if it would never stop! 

As I come back from the affects, I turn just a little, looking at mommy as I say, "Thank you mommy."

"You're welcome baby girl," she replies as she smiles. She then whispers to me, "Mandy, turn over honey."

As I feel her cock slip out of me I slowly turn over and mommy grabs my legs and opens them wide. Looking down at my pussy with a huge smile.

She says "Oh my Mandy, your pussy is so open right now." 

Mommy is biting her lip, a look I've seen before in movies, when someone is really turned on. 

"Stay like this she says, stay with your legs like this."

I keep my legs up and open as mommy grabs the tube once again, reapplying the lubricant to her cock as she stares down at me. Noticing my nipples standing up, so perky, she comments on how feminine I look as they pop through the mesh top of my baby doll. She grabs the cock in one hand and slowly pushes it into me. The moans begin again. Holding my thighs she quickly begins to fuck me, thrusting her hips against me with each push. Slapping her strong thighs into my ass, she's forcing the cock deeper than it was before. 

Holding onto my hips, she says, "Mandy...mommy is fucking you honey. THIS is what it's like to be fucked."

My eyes roll back in my head, in such ecstasy. I can feel the orgasm building yet again, as I move my ass forward as mommy thrusts forward. Trying to feel her cock even deeper, I am now fucking back! 

"Good girl," mommy says "Cum for mommy Mandy, cum on mommy's cock."

As the words leave her lips, the orgasm begins. Reaching for mommy's ass to pull her closer, her cock buried inside of me, I begin to moan loudly. "Fuck me mommy! Fuck me!" Not even caring who might hear. 

"You ARE a girl Mandy, you really are." 

I can feel mommy's cock getting more slippery as I realize that I am literally cumming on her cock from my pussy. I can barely hear the wet sounds from our fucking over my moaning. The orgasm diminishes in intensity and mommy removes her cock from my pussy and lies next to me. 

Smiling at each other, she gently touches my nipples and asks, "Mandy, do you like being a girl?" 

"Yes mommy, I really love it." 

"Well, perhaps we can make you even more into a girl honey." she says with a giggle. 

"How mommy?" I ask. 

"You'll see," she says, "You'll see."



Mommy I Feel Like A Girl Ch. 06



Sorry guys chapter 7 has yet to "happen", but there will be more stories as soon as I can get time to sit and write them. Thanks to my Loyal fans who have read and enjoyed my stories and even provided me with great feedback :) 

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"Why don't you shower, get dressed and meet me downstairs Mandy. I would like to take you to the city, show you some things."

Looking to mommy, as I was still shaking from the orgasm's intensity, I ask, "What should I wear?" "Come, I will help you pick some things out."

We enter my room and she lays out some of things that we had bought. Pretty pink, frilly panties, a nice pair of tight jeans, a light pink top, and some high heels. She looks at me and I can see she is wondering something. 

"What mommy?" I ask intuitively. 

Her finger on her chin, thinking, staring down at me, she says, "Mandy you could use some makeup and a little styling," as she brushes her hand through my hair. She sighs, and says, "So much work we have to do but, that will have to wait. We have more important things for you to do today Mandy." She says with a smile I am becoming all too familiar with. 

I quickly shower and dress in the things mommy has lain out for me. We get in the car and travel into the city. We pull up in front of a sex shop and mommy parks the car. As we enter, my eyes are filled with images of men and women having sex in magazines and movies. So many interesting things line the walls; toys, dolls, lube, bondage stuff and all sorts of different types of sex apparel. Walking further into the store I see a sign above a staircase that reads "Male Room." 

She looks down at me smiling and says, "Let's go upstairs honey." 

My heart begins to pound. I'm so curious, yet so excited just from the sign. We approach the top of the stairs and it is very dark. Music plays in the background and there are two rows of very narrow looking booths lining the walls. Between them are men lingering about. Standing, staring. It's still hard to even see them clearly as my eyes adjust to the darkness. I can hear the sounds of sex coming from inside the booths. As my eyes adjust I see numerous men looking at me. Some are gently touching themselves. My eyes follow their hands as I notice the outlines of their cocks straining to get out of their pants. I look up at mommy, now smiling from ear to ear. She takes my hand and leads me to an empty booth. 

Pointing inside, she says, "Go in honey. Wait there." as she hands me several one dollar bills. "Just insert the bills and watch the movies honey."

"Yes mommy", I say walking inside.

I close the door behind me, the room inside is pitch black. I struggle to find the slot to put my dollars inside. As the money goes in, a movie comes on the screen. I see there are buttons with arrows and quickly realize that by pressing the buttons, I can change the movie. The light from the movies is now causing a glow inside the booth. I sit on the small seat inside and begin to search through the movies, pausing as I see something that catches my eye. From the corner of my eye, I notice a small round hole cut out in the wall. I peek through, but the booth next to mine is totally dark. I can hear people now, they're talking outside and I can tell mommy is one of the many voices. 

The voices are barely audible over the movies playing. I can hear things like..."Let me see." " How about you?" "Please, is this good enough?" It dawns on me that it is mommy speaking to the men outside the booth. Finally I hear mommy say, "Oh my! You, you are the one." And I hear the door open in the booth next to mine. 

I hear some fidgeting and the door closes. Then I hear the sound of a belt buckle and a zipper getting undone. Curiously, I peek once again through the hole, as my face reaches the wall to peek a man's cock pushess through the hole brushing against my face. I lean back admiring his huge, thick shaft. Instantly my nipples harden and a soft moan escapes my lips. I'm in awe of it, just hanging there poking out of the hole. I lower my jeans and panties and kneel by the hole, slipping a finger inside my pussy. 

I gently reach for his cock, my hands trembling since I have never touched a real cock before. As my small fingers glide over the head, petting it, I am uncontrollably drawn to it, my face getting closer to it as my lips kiss the tip. It is so warm! I place kisses along the full, hard length of it, moaning even more now. My tongue reaches out, after wanting this for so long, I taste the man's cock. I run my tongue along the little hole, as I receive my first taste of precum. I have an orgasm instantly at the thought of his cock cumming in my mouth.

The taste only seems to excite me more as I open as wide as I can to engulf his massive cock deeper into my waiting mouth. Feeling it slip over my tongue, the head quickly hits the back of my throat. The taste filling my mouth now, as more precum flows from his cock. Slowly I struggle to take more and more of it, as he starts to slide it back and forth through the hole and into my mouth, my moans now loud enough for those outside the booth to hear. I feel him getting harder and harder. As my mouth begins closing on it ever so gently, I start sucking, trying to milk the seed his cock, eager to taste his cum. I can feel his cock throbbing as the vein becomes filled with semen. I can feel the head swell in my mouth, my fingers now pumping quickly in and out of my pussy.

We are now both moaning. A few seconds later I feel a shot of cum hit my throat, followed by another and soon my mouth is filed with his cum. I try as hard as I can to swallow it all, but there is just so much, it leaks from the corner of my mouth as I feel a strong orgasm myself. The feeling of his sperm filling my mouth has caused me to cum! The taste is overwhelming, I'm not even sure if I like it or not, but somehow it is undeniably exciting. His rhythm slows as his cum stops spurting out. I feel him pull out of my mouth as I swallow the remaining bits of cum. 

I feel a strange sense sadness wash over me at the loss of his cock in my mouth. I watch as he pulls it back through the hole, my body yearning for more. I remove my fingers and stand I pull up my panties and my jeans. My head is reeling as I open the door. Mommy is staring right at me with a very comforting smile. She reaches for my hand and I reach out to hold hers. We walk back downstairs and she spins me around to look at her. She takes her finger and scoops the cum from the corner of my lips back into my mouth, as it closes on her finger. I moan as I savor the last bit of his cum. We walk back outside, hand in hand. 

I look up and say, "Thank you mommy, that was amazing." 

"You're welcome baby girl. I love seeing you this happy. Guess one day soon I will have to take you to club 'G'. We can get some drinks and meet some men and see what happens from there. Would you like that?"

I grin and say, "Yes please mommy, please take me to 'G'."



Mommy I Feel Like A Girl Ch. 07



The next morning I wake up very late. After all, I've been up most of the night fantasizing. I had no choice, I was awakened frequently with incessant desires. Sometimes I woke up and I was already playing with my pussy as I open eyes! In my sleep it seems I am fingering myself! I can't even sleep at a friend's house anymore, or a cousin's or any other bed other than mine for fear that I will wake up moaning like I just did. It's become so much more powerful than I ever dreamed, having sucked a cock the day before at the booths with mommy has certainly done nothing to quell the needs. On the contrary, it seems to have touched off an even greater need for men, for cock. 

I look up from the bed and see that it is already almost noon! Knowing that mom is already out of the house, I know I am alone. I open my closet door and remove some items for me. First a nice frilly pair of red panties with a string in the back and a pair of sexy, red four inch heels. Next I remove the toy that I bought, which is a very thick six inch cock with a suction cup base. Then some lube, a towel and last but certainly not least, the latest issue of Inches magazine. I lay the towel on the floor by my desk and lightly moisten the base of the suction cup and press it against my desk so that it juts straight out. I place it so that when I am spread open, it is at the perfect height. Even the sight of a toy cock arouses me so. 

I can already feel my pussy responding, a twitch and throbbing that signals that I am ready to take it. I position myself so that one leg is on either side of my desk, which has me spreading my legs very wide, very far apart. It is a good thing that I am so flexible, my ability to do a split coming in handy. I hold the magazine and turn to a page that I love. The man in the magazine is Latin, very handsome, tall with a very strong looking body, but not overdone. As my eyes lower down the page, the greatest reason I am so drawn to him stares at me, his enormous, powerful, thick, wet cock. It's impossible to stifle my moan just looking at it. 

I can feel my entire body weaken at the sheer sight of it. This vision causes my legs to spread even further as if he was behind me and I was inviting him inside my pussy. Perhaps begging is a more appropriate word for the way I feel. I take the lube and wet the toy thoroughly. Sliding my hand over it back and forth making sure it is soaked. I then raise my ass as high as I can so that I can take the end of the lube bottle and actually place it inside of my now slightly open pussy. I squeeze the tube gently, feeling the cool lube enter me. Eventually some drips back out of me onto the towel below me, and I know that I have sufficient amount to take the cock. 

I back up slowly, my head down, as I feel the wet tip touch my pussy and I push back to experience the pleasant pressure. I slide off and back on it, I do this a few times before the head slides inside of me causing my pussy to stretch. The moans coming from my mouth now sounding more and higher pitched and breathy. Little by little I rock back and forth taking more of the cock each time, until most of it is lost in me. 

I look at the man in the magazine and begin speaking to him as if he were here with me. I tell him how I feel about him, how badly I want his cock. I am moaning this to him like a girl in a porn video, but I have no way to stop myself. I don't even fully realize what I am saying, nor how loudly. I am now moaning about his cock, fucking onto it fully spread open, banging back against my desk so that I can feel all of the cock. Even though it hurts me a little, I have a need that must be fulfilled. I must take the whole cock. If he were here, he would insist, and so I keep pushing, moaning and then I begin to cum. 

It's an orgasm like none I've had before. It causes a wave to run up and down my spine. I never felt such a wonderful sensation. I never knew I could climax like this and yet, it doesn't stop. Instead it makes me want to take more. Slamming back against the desk now, wishing he was bigger. Wishing he had more cock for me, moaning how much I love it. How much I want him to fuck me. My head drops in exhaustion as I turn to the side and in the doorway is Laura, my fantasy neighbor Sal's wife. She has a look of shock and disbelief on her face. 

I am too taken by the sensation to move quickly enough and hide any part of what I am doing. Laura's eyes are fixed on me. I see her eyes as they follow my back down ass, slowly moving on the cock. I just can't fully stop, I see her glance at the magazine in front of me. Laura dashes off. I can hear her running down the stairs and the door closing. I quickly clean up and sit on my bed weeping from embarrassment. I sobbed for almost an hour when mommy came home and came up to my room. 

"What's wrong Mandy?" mommy asks. 

"Nothing mommy," I say.

"Well get ready, we are going to a great club tonight. I know you will love this place." 

Her smile did nothing at that moment to console me. I just said, "Please mommy, let's not go, ok?" 

"OMG honey, why?" she said. 

" I just don't want to go and I don't want to talk about it. Please mommy. Please." 

"Ok then." she muttered, as her face turned to one of sadness as she closed my door and went off to her room. 

It was a full week before I felt comfortable enough to sit with mommy and tell her what happened, why I didn't feel comfortable going. Then one day I needed to talk to her. 

I said, "Mommy, I need to tell you something. You know that day we were supposed to go to the club?" 

She nodded yes so I said, "Well the reason I didn't want to go was, oh mommy," I sobbed. "I was in my room that day and I just had such an urge to play that I took out a toy that I bought and a magazine and I... mommy, it's so hard to say it." 

My crying was so out of control as mommy wrapped me up in her arms. I felt so protected and sheltered. She took my chin and lifted it up, looking deeply into my eyes she said, "Tell me Mandy. You can tell mommy anything." 

I tried to stop my crying long enough to say what had happened. I described how I was on the floor, on my knees, my ass raised high and how I was sliding back and forth on this large rubber cock, which was attached to my desk by a suction cup, as I was moaning in such a feminine voice. How I was climaxing from it as Laura walked in and was standing there, her mouth wide open. She must have come into our home and probably came upstairs when she heard me. Maybe she thought I was in trouble or something. I went on to say how a look of disbelief appeared on her face as I was telling the man in the magazine how I loved his cock. How I was begging him to fuck me harder, as I slammed back onto the rubber cock harder and harder. How I didn't even hear her open my door, because between the intensity of the orgasm, and the combined noise of both my moans and the slamming of my wet pussy into the desk, I couldn't hear anything at all. I was lost in the orgasm. 

"Go ahead Mandy. Tell me everything." she insisted. 

I went on to describe how I was too caught up my orgasm to even stop myself even after I saw her standing there. How I saw her look me up and down, noticing my thong pulled to the side, as well as the heels I was wearing, and the image of that man in the magazine with his enormous cock. I just couldn't stop at that point. I had no control over my feelings as the orgasm ran up and down my spine. I couldn't speak but I also could not stop fucking the cock as I looked at her. I could see she was having a hard time taking it all in and yet my body continued to rock back and forth along the shaft of my toy. 

"Then what happened Mandy?" she asked. 

"Then I saw her walk out and I heard her practically running down the stairs out of the house. I was so scared to tell you mommy." As I told her my eyes filled with tears. 

I sobbed heavily as she took me in her arms and held me and rocked me back and forth, telling me, "Shhh Mandy, it's ok baby girl. It's ok" 

She pulled me from her breasts and said, "You know what I am going to do? I am going to go talk to her. I will explain it and make it all right. Will that make you feel better honey?" 

I nodded yes, feeling ashamed and scared but knowing that mommy always made things right. Then mommy got up and left for Laura's.



Mommy I Feel Like A Girl Ch. 08



So, once again I find myself downstairs on the computer. With mommy out, I have the freedom to be me. I have my black, lace edged panties on and my high heel shoes, which are open at the heel. Just having these on makes me feel instantly more feminine than I can possibly fight. I look at myself in the full length mirror that we have downstairs, turning around, looking at myself from every angle. I can feel my entire world changing. My walk changes, my moans, my voice, everything becomes what I am, extremely girly.

I sit at the computer desk and go to one of my favorite male websites. All of these men, with their strong bodies and big cocks, I can feel the power draining from my body. I watch closely, losing myself in their appearance. I slowly slip a finger down between my legs and push aside the panties so I can feel my pussy. I press my finger to the opening and feel the throbbing, pulsating feeling I have become accustomed to. Oh, how I wish it was a real man, a real cock. Suddenly the door to the basement opens and mommy is standing at the top of the stairs. I am shocked and frightened. Feeling ashamed and embarrassed, I try to conceal what I am doing. Even though I am aware that she not only knows and supports this behavior and the expressing of my true self, she actually demands it! But out of habit, I still feel so ashamed. Mommy will soon change all of this. I see that she is looking at what I am looking at on the computer, so it's clearly too late to hide anything.

She walks down staring at me. "What are you up to Mandy?" she asks casually.

"Nothing mommy, I was just looking at stuff. I thought you were at a friend's house", I say.

"Yes, apparently you did" she says with a giggle. She walks over to the computer and sees the man I am now looking at. There are several photos of him, all in very seductive and all of them showing his generously sized, thickly veined cock. Then she looks at me, then down to my panties and high heels.

"Don't you look such a pretty girl?" she says softly. I feel nervous and confused. Is she really ok with how I am dressed?

"You like that, huh?" she says, referring to the men on the computer. My attention now back to the images there.

"Yes mommy, oh my gosh yes." I say in response.

"I had a feeling honey. You know mommies know this kind of thing."

Noticing my panties pulled to the side, she reaches down between my legs and under my seat to feel my opening. My eyes fixed on hers as she does it. "Oh my, you are so open. Does looking the men do that to you honey?"

I nod yes, unable to form words as I feel mommy's finger playing with my pussy. "Tell me what your name is."

"My name is Mandy mommy."

"Good girl." mommy says with a big smile.

It has become abundantly clear that mommy wants me to only think of myself as Mandy, a sexy sweet girl in need of a man. In need of big cock "Sit back in the chair and relax honey" she says. And, of course, I do what mommy says.

Mommy now inserts a second finger inside of me and I moan softly for her, from her touch. I can feel my pussy opening and closing on her fingers, I begin to gently rock back and forth on them. She is leaned forward, so she can have access to my pussy. I instantly begin to climax as I feel mommy's fingers moving inside of me, gently massaging my pussy, pressing against the walls inside of me. With her free hand I see her lower her own panties and I watch as they drop to the floor. Mommy is thoroughly enjoying the pleasure that she is giving me. She steps out of her panties and spreads her legs. Now fingering herself, as she fingers me.

She whispers to me, "It's ok baby, it's just us girls now honey, right Mandy?"

"Yes mommy." I moan.

She occasionally uses the fingers that she is using to finger herself to finger me! Her juices moistening me even more. She whispers, "Mandy, you need to know what it's like to have pussy juice inside of you. It won't be long until you have a real pussy and you will have these juices to lubricate your man's cock"

"Yes mommy", I moan back to her. Mommy knows that those words will make me cum again and I do. The sensation she is creating inside of me, the words she says to me can easily make me cum. It feels as if I am really squirting fluids from my pussy!

At that moment, I hear the door close upstairs and feet come down the steps. Suddenly in the entryway at the bottom of the stairs stands my neighbor Sal, Laura's husband. He's a tall and handsome man with great confidence and even greater body. He is muscular and his arms make me think of what they would feel like holding me, confining me, as he fucks me. I have thought this for literally years now. Keeping those thoughts to myself, I'd had no idea that mommy had seen it in my eyes for a long time already. I obviously find him to be unbelievably attractive. He is wearing jeans that show every bit of him, every bit of how blessed he is.

He has a look of open amazement on his face. Standing there wide eyed. He seems frozen, but only for a few seconds, as I see him rub himself watching mommy finger me. I witness his fingers take the long journey along the length of his now bulging cock.

"Holy shit," he says, "That is so hot."

Mommy doesn't move or even seem disturbed. As a matter of fact, she seems to have been expecting him. "Come on Sal", she says, "Join us."

He is clearly extremely excited and unable to refuse mommy's generous offer. Sal instantly begins to undo his buckle and lower his fly. His pants drop to the floor exposing a huge bulge in his briefs that already appear to be wet. He has pre-cum oozing through them, and my eyes become trained to the image. Just the sight of it, as mommy continues to finger me as I watch, causes me to have a third orgasm.

Mommy smiles noticing my attention focused on it, "Mandy, kiss it darling."

Sal comes close to my face with his briefs still on. Still being rocked by my orgasm I gently kiss the wet spot on his briefs, moaning from the sensation, the smell. My hands reach out and grab his strong hips, grateful for his gift. As he pulls away, the pre-cum leaves a trail on my lips leaving them shiny and wet. Mommy takes her free hand and removes Sal's briefs exposing an enormous, thick, throbbing fat cock. His head is enormous, the vein running the length of it is so pronounced. Just the sight causes me to open more and mommy slides a third finger in me, taking advantage of the opening.

Sal takes a stance behind mommy and rubs his wet cock against her opening. I hear her moan, watch her face. I see him struggle to get his huge cock inside of her, even though they are both now very wet. He is huge, she falls further forward trying to allow Sal easier access, as well as allow her to accommodate such girth. Slowly he begins to slide his fat cock in and out of mommy. She turns to him and smiles and he seems to know what she is thinking.

He removes his cock, glistening with mommy's juices and his pre-cum, dripping with fluids and places his cock to my lips and says, "Kiss it!" with a forceful voice.

Oh my gosh, if he only knew how many nights I lied in my bed thinking of him, wishing he would hold me, kiss me and more. I obey him instantly. That clearly pleases mommy, I can see it. He returns to mommy's wet and now open pussy. She is fucking me with three fingers as Sal is fucking her with his huge cock. She can see the look on my face, telling her how much I envy her. She can see how badly I wish it was me he was fucking. He repeats the process with mommy's wet pussy and my mouth several times.

Each time I kiss it leaves my lips wet. The juices from mommy's pussy and the cum from Sal's cock coating my lips. Mommy begins to buck and fuck him faster as she explodes in a wild climax, her moans now filling the room, his moans quickly join hers as he cums. Her legs trembling from the power of their orgasm, as she calms down and recovers from the experience, she turns and looks at Sal once again. Mommy reaches between her legs and dips her fingers inside her pussy, then she puts her fingers to my mouth and excitedly I lick them clean, getting my first real taste of Sal's cum. Mommy walks behind me, her hands now sliding gently and slowly across my chest to my nipples, she pinches them. I moan from the sting. Her fingers are wet from the juices of her own pussy, wetting my nipples too. Then gently she rubs her fingers across them, feeling how they have become so large from her pinch. I feel smothered in her, her breasts beside my face, my back against the chair. She does it again, and again, repeating that process. My nipples are now sticking out and swollen, my pussy now throbs, opening and closing gently as if searching for mommy's fingers. 

"She's ready." mommy says.

She reaches down and lifts my legs up, out and open as far as they could possibly go within the arms of the computer chair. Sal, positioned between my legs, his cock bobbing up and down, still dripping with his and mommy's combined cum, he places the head to my opening. He presses forward as I feel pressure unlike any I have ever felt before. My head pressing deeply between mommy's breasts and the chair, I moan loudly.

Mommy moaning and whispering to me, "You are going to love his cock Mandy."

Slowly and forcefully he presses forward, forcing me to open more than I think I can. I feel the head slip in and hear mommy say, "Oh that's a good girl."

He presses further and then pulls back, he pushes back in again over and over as I feel myself begin to accommodate his huge cock. I am unable to resist anyway. Mommy has my legs firmly in her control and Sal is much too strong for me to fight, even if I wanted to. I try as hard as I can to relax so I can take him completely, then, I feel it. He slips in suddenly and his balls are now against my ass. He is in me! Oh my gosh. Finally, I know the joy and pleasure that I had been yearning for. It's not long before I am being fucked! I instantly orgasm, overwhelmed with emotions and sensations.

"Oh god, Sarah, you were right. Her pussy really is amazing. She cums so easily, I love it!" I hear Sal say.

Mommy repeats over and over in my ear, sending chills down my spine each time, "Good girl, Mandy"

I am lost in the feeling when the real thrusting begins. I hear the slapping sound of his huge, wet balls hitting my ass. My toes are now stretched in my heels, pointed. He is holding the heels of my shoes and mommy is holding my legs up for him. I flail trying to grasp for some control, but it's useless. I have no power here with them. I feel like a helpless little girl and I love it. He thrusts inside me over and over again each time feeling like he's going deeper than before. He starts moving harder and faster against me as mommy continues tormenting my swollen sensitive nipples. I thought I had no orgasms left; I'd already had more than ever before. I feel the tingling begin and know it won't be long before I cum again.

Then I hear him begin to moan loudly again and instantly I know he's about to cum and that makes me orgasm.

"Oh, here it comes Mandy," mommy says excitedly. "Get ready baby."

I can see by the look on his face that he is ready to cum. Ready to burst! He pounds me as I feel the semen from his cock enter my pussy, filling me. I hear the sounds of wet slapping now coming from inside of me! I can even feel a trickle of spray from him forcing the cum out of me and onto my thighs. I feel the semen dripping down my ass. I am sitting in a pool of cum! He slows down. I realize that I have been weeping in an orgasmic joy. I have cum from inside of me! I am drenched. Exhausted, truly satisfied for the first time in my life.

I turn to face mommy. "Thank you mommy." I say.

"Thank Sal too sweetie."

I turn to Sal and say, "Thank you Sal. Thank you for fucking me."

Sal gets dressed so that he is not missed at home and walks back up the stairs, buckling his pants and zippering up as he goes. Mommy smiles down at me, as I sit in the chair still shaky from cumming so hard and so many times.

She looks down between my legs and says, "Mandy, Sal's cum is leaking from your pussy sweetheart. Never waste your man's cum." She takes my hand and guides my fingers back inside of my pussy. "Good girl, Mandy. Now finger his cum deeply inside of you. All of it." she says firmly. I look at her for approval as my fingers go in as deeply as possible, taking all of Sal's cum with them. "That's it," she says. Drawing her words out as she says them. "Deeper Mandy, I want his semen in you so deep that it stays in you. Your body will absorb it and you will forever carry part of him with you." She continues, "You do know Mandy that the first man to fuck you will always be special to you. You will always love him in a way that only us girls will and can understand. And you will always be in love with his cock."

As her words leave her lips, as I watch her say this, I cum once again, even harder than before, my pussy tightening around my fingers as I climax. I nod yes as my fingers are still deeply inside of me.

"Shhh Mandy, you can admit to mommy how you feel about him. I've seen it! Tell mommy now!" she demands again.

That controlling look on her face that weakens me so, I whisper the words to mommy, tears now flowing from my eyes from the emotion I am feeling, "I love Sal mommy."

She smiles, truly enjoying my openness. "And what else Mandy, what else do you love? C'mon baby girl, I need you to say it. I insist that you say it! " Mommy knows her wishes are nothing I can fight. With tears streaming down my cheeks, I utter the true words to her, "I love Sal's cock mommy." Mommy hugs me as I weep again into her bosom. "I am so happy, and proud of you Mandy." she says. "Would you like to know something else?" she asks me.

Sobbing, I tell her yes.

"I spoke with Lauren about what happened." My eyes widened, but knowing that they talked only forced more tears. "Don't cry baby girl, I told you mommy would make it right, didn't I?"

"Yes mommy, you did," I said.

"Well, at first of course she was shocked and appalled by what she saw. But then, as I explained everything to her, I could see she was beginning to get curious. She listened very carefully as I told her how much I loved the fact that you are a girl. How much fun it was watching you become a girl. I could see as I went into some intimate detail, that it was making her "more" than just curious. We discussed what she had seen. She told me everything. How she watched and listened to you moaning as you fucked that toy cock, even while you looked right at her. Hearing you tell him how much you loved his cock shocked her so. She just didn't understand that even after you saw her you didn't stop. I explained that you were mid orgasm and couldn't help yourself. I truly believe that she was getting a bit turned on by the whole thing before I ended." And then mommy giggled, just knowing that she had had such an intense affect on Laura. Of course, it was no surprise to me. I am always affected by mommy that way.

"She's curious mommy? She really wants to know how I feel?" I ask as mommy begins to pick up my clothes and help me dress myself.

"Yes daring, she really wants to see sometime. She wants to talk to you about it someday. I suggested we have a little BBQ tomorrow evening to celebrate you coming out and her and Sal both thought it would be a wonderful thing to celebrate. So tomorrow night will be your night baby girl. You get to dress up and act like a true girl. Tomorrow when Laura and I go shopping for the food we are also going to pick you up your first bikini to wear to the party."



Mommy I Feel Like A Girl Ch. 09



The next morning as I step out of the shower I dry myself slowly, looking at my body in the mirror.  I can't help but notice how much larger my nipples are lately.  I remember a time, not too long ago, when they were flush with my skin but now, they stick out quite girly.  I touch them as I take notice. They are so sensitive; I can't help but moan as I do. Rubbing my fingers over them very gently, admiring them. They look like small rubber pencil erasers.  I smile.  Yesterday mommy pinched them so much and her pulling them seemed to affect them greatly.  I walk out of the bathroom to show her and I see her pick up her keys and head for the door.  

"Mommy, look!"  I say, now showing her my nipples.  "Look how puffy and swollen and perky they are."  

Mommy smiles and says, "They look beautiful Mandy.  Do you know how much men like that honey?  They love to see girls' nipples, it turns them on so."  

We smile at each, sharing a tender moment. She knows how much I love to hear that.  "Where are you going mommy?"

 "I told you baby girl, Laura and I are going shopping.  We are going to buy the food and drinks, maybe some wine as well, for your party this evening.  And, what else do we need?" she asks me, looking softly into my eyes. 

 I reply "My first bikini mommy."  

"That's right Mandy, something very girly and special for tonight."  

"Oh mommy" I say excitedly.  

"So be a good girl while I am gone and think about what you want to say at the party tonight."  

"Mommy?" I say in a questioning voice.  

"What honey?"  

I whisper so no one can hear, just in case Laura is nearby, "Where is Sal?" 

Mommy giggles as she says, "Oh honey, you are so adorable.  You really like him don't you?"  

I nod yes as we giggle together.  

"Well, unfortunately, Sal had to go to work today baby, but don't worry, he will be here tonight for your party.  He wouldn't miss it for anything."  

"Ok mommy" I say as she closes the door to leave.  

I go to my room and close the door.  I remove my towel, already thinking about the evening ahead.  As I remove the towel, I catch my own image in the full length mirror.  I look at myself up and down, I actually see myself differently now.  I used to be so terribly ashamed at how tiny my "clitty" was, but now it almost pleases me, knowing that only real men have cocks!  And what I am looking at clearly is not that.  It causes me to giggle.  

I turn around, still looking into the mirror and admire my ass.  It's small and round and soft looking.  I know men love that as well.  I am now glad that I don't really grow much body hair at all.  The entire image screams to me, "I am a girl."  Before getting dressed I gaze out the window.  

I live in a neighborhood that is not quite finished.  Laura and Sal live next door and they are on the corner of our block that’s still under construction.  Our house is next and then nothing  but empty lots.  It allows us great privacy but at night sometimes I get scared.  It is so quiet and no one is around.  As I think about this, an idea pops into my head.  I will take this time to get a really nice tan.  It's a warm summer morning and it will allow me to tan over any silly boy lines that I may still have. 

Reaching into my closet, I pull out my soft white terri cloth robe and slip it on, leaving it open.  I don't want to get caught outside totally nude, just in case mom and Laura come home sooner than I think, at least I will have something to slip on. I go down stairs and make myself an iced tea.  I grab the suntan lotion from the bathroom and take them both outside with me along with a nice beach blanket.  The sun is already blazing.  It will be a very hot day for sure.  I lay the beach blanket down under the shade of a tree, and walk over to the lounge chair, remove my robe, and lay it over the chair.  

I love being nude now and I love that I am exposed to the warm air, feeling a breeze blow over my nipples.  I put the iced tea down and pick up the tanning lotion, applying it generously over my entire body.  Gliding my slippery fingers over my nipples especially slowly, I moan from the sensation as they harden to my own touch.  Sliding my hands down my body over my "clitty" and around to my ass, continuing down my legs all the way to my feet.  I put the bottle down and lie back on the lounge chair, positioning myself to face the sun.  

As I lay there feeling the warm sun touching parts of my body that have never been exposed to the sun, I feel myself thinking about that precious time with Mommy and Sal.  My body begins to respond, as I moan and touch myself.   The image of Sal's huge cock bulging through his briefs.  The precum leaving a huge wet spot, oozing semen right through them, has me writhing in my lounge chair.  It is all but impossible lately, to think of anything else but men and cock.  I let the feelings and thoughts flow freely as mommy has instructed me to do.  I stop trying to suppress them.  I hear myself moaning in my own feminine submissive voice.  My eyes close as I think of how he allowed me to kiss his wet cock.  I run my tongue along my lips picturing it, wishing so much that he had allowed me to suck it, not just kiss it.  How wonderful that would have been.

"Oh Sal, I love your cock."  I say in a soft moan.  

My knees bend slightly upward and open some as my right hand finds my now tingling, swollen nipples, and my left hand reaches down to rub my slippery pussy.  As I begin pressing my finger against my pussy, I’m thinking of Sal's enormous cock.  That mushroom shaped wet head and his long thick veiny shaft.  The moaning increases, as my finger slips inside of me.  The suntan lotion has lubricated me and I slip in a second finger and press in and upwards to feel greater pressure.  I slide my hand across to the other nipple, which now needs attention as well.  I squeeze it; pinch it, hurting it, but enjoying it.  Going back and forth between my nipples feeling how large they are becoming.  How proud mommy would be to see how puffy they've become.  My eyes remain closed as my legs lift up and leave the chair completely.  They open even more instinctively, my toes once again pointed.  

Because I am the only one around, I have the freedom to say whatever I want out loud, and so I moan even louder now, "Oh Sal, I want you so badly, I want your gorgeous cock so badly." moaning in a weeping sound now.  

I am going crazy, squeezing my nipples and fingering myself while saying what I truly want out loud.  A tear flows from my eye as I imagine Sal before me.  I am literally crying for his cock.  Suddenly I feel a hand on mine, gently removing my hand from my pussy.  My eyes open instantly, staring into the bright sun. 

I can't see who it is but I hear a voice say, "I'm here Mandy."  

OMG, it's Sal!  I am speechless and quite honestly embarrassed, as I try to compose myself.  

"Shhh, it's ok." he assures me as he kneels by my chair and replaces my fingers with his!  

I can see him now, because he is kneeling by me, my eyes on his, as he slides his finger in and out of me, staring right into my weeping eyes smiling.  My mouth is open slightly in shock, as he leans forward and kisses me deeply.  I moan right into his mouth.  As he slowly pulls back, I try and force words from my lips.  

"But I thought you were at work Sal."

"I was Mandy but I left early, so that I can be here for your party, and have enough time to get ready honey."  

OMG Honey, he called me.  I look down to witness his finger slowly working itself into my pussy, and then back up to his face still smiling down on me.  

"I am so glad" I whisper as my mouth intuitively reaches for his, wanting more of his kiss. 

His mouth presses firmly now against mine and again my mouth opens, but this time, it's to feel his tongue.  I am not disappointed.  I feel his warm, wet tongue enter my mouth and another moan comes from deep inside of me.  I feel my lips wrap around his tongue as if I am trying to hold it from ever leaving, moaning so softly on it.  My pussy opens more for him.  Mommy was right!  I feel so much for him, that his kiss is enough to open my pussy.  Sal slips a second finger in sensing my desire for more.  He pulls back again to look at the expression on my face, without slowing his finger's rhythm.  My legs are still up and open, as if showing him how much I want him.  He slowly removes his fingers and stands beside me on the other side, so that I can look up at him.  He can see the awe on my face, and he is pleased.  He slips off his shirt and while I wait to see his masculine strong chest, my hand slips up along his leg to his massive bulge in his pants.  

He moans from my gentle touch.  "Oh Mandy, you are so fucking hot." 

 I fumble at his belt and zipper anxiously waiting to see his cock again.  His pants drop to the floor as he throws his shirt to the ground next to my chair.  I reach for his brief's band and pull down over his now immensely throbbing cock.  As soon as I see it, the most feminine moan can be heard from my lips.  

"OMG Sal." I moan as my hand gently caresses it, my eyes fixed on it, tears still running down my cheek. 

Sal looks down at me, leans forward and scoops me up in his strong arms.  I never felt so little and powerless.  My hand reaches around his neck for support as he carries me over towards the beach towel under the tree.  As we walk, we look at each other deeply and he places his lips on mine once again, kissing me so deeply.  His knees bend and we head down toward the blanket, lowering me onto it gently. As my head touches the towel, his cock is mere inches from my face and my mouth reaches for it before he can even take his hands from me.  He holds my head as he guides his enormous cock towards my mouth, but stops short of allowing me to place it into my mouth.  

He can see how distraught I am, how badly I need it.  "Mandy," he says.  "Do you like my cock honey?" 

 "Oh yes, Sal" I moan in response.  

"Tell me" he says firmly. It seems pretty clear that he enjoys taking charge, and having me say and do things.

 I look at him and say the words he wanted to hear.  "I love your cock Sal."

He smiles and moans hearing me change the word from like to love.  I did that on purpose, because it's quite true. I DO love it.   Mommy knew it, she was right.  I am in love with Sal's cock now.  I look up at him, just amazed at his strength and masculinity.  

He looks down at me and says, "Not now Mandy.  You are not allowed to suck my cock just yet.  Your mom said not to let you until you have your party and you announce that you are a girl to us, and we all acknowledge it. Only then, may you taste my cock and feel it in your mouth and deep in your throat."  

Tears stream down my face, hearing the words.  Part of it is from being so terribly disappointed and part is just the way he makes me feel.  
"You may give it a kiss Mandy."  

Sal leans forward so that his wet head is just a breath away from my lips.  I kiss it as I moan and weep, making a big smacking kiss sound, to show him how much I love it.  He smiles and walks towards the foot of the blanket.  My legs once again lift up and open, he rubs his cock against my wet opening, up and down, lubricating me with his precum.  He presses the head to my opening and instantly I cum! Uncontrollably, I am moaning loudly, as the feeling runs through me.  

"OMG Mandy," he exclaims.  "You actually get wet when you cum.  Your pussy is dripping wet."  

As the words leave his lips, I feel myself opening for him and hear the wet sounds of his thick cock pushing into my pussy.  He is so turned on, he can't stop.  He presses further, impatiently.  He needs to cum.  I can see the look on his face.  He presses more and more, as I strain to try and take him.  I ignore the discomfort because my only concern now is that he loves fucking me.  So I will do anything to make sure he wants to again and again. I am inhaling, trying to open myself for him, as the climax subsides.  He has already begun to thrust in and out of me, forcing that gigantic cock deeper and deeper. 

 The sounds of his cock, and my pussy are making me crazy.  He hits the back of my pussy hard!  It almost feels like he hit a bone!  I gasp, trying not to show any pain.  I don't want him to stop.  His body falls forward and he wraps his big strong arms around my head as he leans on his elbows, one arm on either side of my face.  His chest pressed firmly against me as he grinds his cock into me.  

I turn to the side and lovingly kiss his bulging biceps, moaning to him, "Oh Sal, I..." I stop mid word, afraid to tell him what I was going to say.  

His mouth now an inch from mine, he whispers, "Say it Mandy.  I want to hear you say it darling."  

I am unable to deny him and I cry as I say the words to him, "Sal, I love you."  

Hearing me say that causes him to pump harder and harder.  My legs bouncing in the air, my ass being slapped hard by his huge balls.  I cum yet again and the orgasm doesn't subside for quite some time, as he presses his mouth to mine.  My mouth opens, wanting to feel his tongue again.  He allows me to taste it, sliding his tongue into my mouth as far as he can as we both moan.  His rhythm now becoming familiar, reminding me of the time with mommy.  I know he is about to explode inside of me.  I realize that I am fucking him back, forcing my ass towards him as he thrusts forward.  The pain has become ecstasy. We both begin to climax, as I feel hot cum shooting inside of me, the wet sound and the slapping sounds making me crazy, knowing that his semen is deep inside me again.  He slows as he recovers, and kisses me softly as he removes his cock from me.  

It seemed to take forever to remove that huge slab of man meat from my soaked cum filled pussy.  Leaning back, he smiles at me and watches as I obey mommy's previous instructions.  He watches as I finger all of his dripping cum back inside of me, deeply, moaning as I do it.  

"Oh fuck," he says watching.  "You are so hot Mandy."  He brushes his hair back and catches his breath.  "I can’t wait for your party tonight Mandy.  I better go and get ready, before the girls come home," he says as he smiles.  

My eyes still wet, I say, "Ok Sal."  I remove my fingers, as he walks to his house, and I stand and put on my robe and return to the house as well.  All the while thinking of tonight and hoping that somehow I will be able to suck the cock I am deeply in love with.



Mommy I Feel Like A Girl Ch. 10



I don't think I could have been back in the house for more than a half an hour when I heard the door close. I had just gotten done showering for the second time when I could hear Laura's voice. I quickly put on a pair of panties, a pair of shorts and a t-shirt and opened my door as if nothing had been happening. I peeked out my door and saw them placing some packages on the couch. 

Mommy turned to see me standing there. "Come here," she said. "Look at the pretty bikinis we bought." 

I walked down the stairs and saw Laura smiling broadly at me as mommy began taking the items out of the shopping bag. 

"Look," she continued as she removed three bikinis. As she took them out, I could see one blue bikini, one red bikini with white wavy lines, and a third bikini that appeared to be much skimpier than the other two. I noticed that the bottom of it was a string bikini bottom. This one was bright pink. 

"Isn't this pretty," she asked me, holding the string bikini out to show me. 

"Yes mommy," I said softly, feeling shy about admitting things in front of Laura. This was the first time that I even saw Laura since the incident. 

As she held up the pink bikini she said, "This one is yours baby girl." 

I could feel butterflies, as I realized that mommy was right. Not only was Laura ok with my being a girl, she seemed very into it. Her eyes on me, she was gauging my reaction to both the bikini and the fact that it was all quite out in the open now. I took the bikini from mommy and headed upstairs. 

Before I could get far, I heard mommy say, "Where are you going?" 

"I was going to go up to my room and try it on, mommy" I replied. 

"Well, wait for us honey," she responded. 

My eyes must have opened wide, but I did what she said, as always. We all walked upstairs and headed into mommy's room instead of mine. Instantly, they began to undress. 

"It's ok honey, it's just us girls," mommy said as she giggled to Laura. 

Laura and mommy weren't hesitating at all as their clothes dropped to the floor one piece at a time, first their bras, then their jeans and their panties. I followed their lead and removed my t-shirt, undid my shorts and allowed them to drop to the floor as well. I saw Laura's face with a somewhat shocked look as she noticed my panties. She had seen a lot but still the sight of me in panties was still a surprise. Seeing as they were both totally naked, I lowered my panties. I could actually hear a gasp from Laura as she saw my tiny clitty. 

"Oh my gosh!" she said to mommy, as her mouth and eyes opened wide. 

"See, I told you," mommy said, as they both shared a giggle, looking at me standing there, staring at my tiny clitty. 

"She really IS a girl Sarah!" Laura said. 

My hands instinctively covered myself out of habit. Mommy slapped my hands away as I did that. 

"Don't do that Mandy," she said. "Be proud of being a girl!" 

I had tears forming in my eyes, as I removed my hands and allowed Laura to stare closely. She was completely naked right before me, but had no qualms about it. To her and to mommy it was just three girls getting dressed. Laura gently reached towards my nipples, commenting on how perky they seemed, as she enjoyed yet another giggle. I soon began to feel like one of them, as we slipped on our bikinis. 

"Laura," mommy said when we were all dressed in our bikinis, "Would you help Mandy with a little bit of makeup?" 

My eyes now on Laura, as she said "Oh my of course, I'd be glad to Sarah" 

Laura walked towards me and took my hand; "Come honey." as she walked towards the makeup table and had me sit on the stool. She looked at me and asked "Mandy, would you like some lipstick honey and maybe some eye shadow?" 

I could tell that she was enjoying my giving in to what I felt and who I was in front of her. So I looked up at her and nodded yes. She began to apply some lipstick and some light eye shadow as she told me how pretty I looked. I could feel all my strength draining from my body. I was now staring into the mirror watching myself become more and more feminine. More and more...Mandy! As she finished she stood up and stepped back to admire me. 

"Oh my, you look beautiful", she said. She turned to mommy and joked, "I better keep her away from Sal, she looks so hot", and they both giggled loudly. 

I was staring at myself in the mirror now, with both mommy and Laura watching my every move, as they witnessed the very visible change in my demeanor. As I dressed and after Laura applied the makeup I clearly had begun to move and even sound more feminine. 

Behind me, I heard a whisper of a voice come from Laura, "Mandy, let's do your nails honey." 

"Yes, Laura," I replied in a soft voice. 

"Good girl," mommy said, approving of my obedience to Laura's suggestion. 

She sat me on the bed and did my toenails and my fingernails in a pretty light pink. After my nails had dried thoroughly enough, mommy suggested we go out onto the deck and join Sal, who had been waiting patiently for his girls. We all walked out of mommy's room and headed towards the deck. We opened the sliding glass door to the deck and one at a time we joined Sal, who was already standing by the grill ready to barbeque. As I stepped out I looked at Sal, wanting to see his expression. His mouth was wide open; I saw a glazed look in his eyes. I could tell he was instantly attracted. He could not take his eyes from me and I was thoroughly enjoying the affect that I was having on him. 

"You look amazing," he said. 

"Thank you Sal," I replied, smiling broadly. 

Mommy asked them both if they would like to have some wine and they both enthusiastically replied yes. Mommy turned to me and said, "Honey, would you be a good girl and get us some wine glasses from the cupboard?" 

"Yes mommy," I said. 

As I returned I could see they were all huddled together closely discussing something and when I came back out they stopped talking. I was so curious to know what they were saying. Obviously it was about me. 

I laid the glasses out on the table and heard mommy say, "Now, please bring out the wine and the opener. They are on the counter inside." 

"Yes mommy," I said. 

I returned and I handed the bottle to mommy, who then promptly handed it to Sal to open it. He opened the wine and poured everyone a glass but me. Mommy noticing that I was looking at them drinking said, "Honey, why don't you get yourself a glass of iced tea." 

I walked inside and poured myself a glass and came back out to join them. They raised their glasses and told me to do the same, as we all clinked glasses together. 

Sal proposed a toast. "Here's to the end of Chris, the boy that was always conflicted and out of place, and the beginning of Mandy, a beautiful girl and new life." 

"Yes" they all said. 

They all looked at me and smiled and we all drank to Sal's toast. 

Sal went back to grilling as they all chatted and then mommy said, "Sal, would you mind going to the basement to get some more wood for the fire pit?" 

I said, "I will mommy." 

Mommy giggled, "Silly girl, only men lift heavy things like that. You will need to start to adjust your thinking more baby girl." 

Sal smiled and headed towards the basement, returning with firewood and placing it into the pit. He lit a match and started the fire as he returned to grilling once again. 

"Mandy go to your room and get all of your boy briefs honey." 

"All of them mommy?" 

"Yes, all of them!" she said sternly. "They are all in a basket by the door in your room." 

I returned with the basket of briefs that mommy had prepared for me. As I walked back out all three of them sat on the swing and watched me. 

"Now, Mandy, I want you to tell us all what you are." I looked at mommy wide eyed, slightly stunned. "I told you that tonight, you will denounce what you tried to be and admit what you truly are to Sal, Laura and myself. Now, is the time to do that. Do it!" she demanded. 

"I am a girl," I whispered. 

Mommy giggled, "Mandy, that wasn't a declaration, I said declare it! Say it louder." 

So, I did. "I am a girl" I repeated, now louder and clearer. 

"Look at Laura and Sal and say it again" 

Tears welled up in my eyes as I repeated the words to them, looking right at them. They sipped their wine as the words flowed from my lips. I could see Laura squirming in the swing as I did. She was somewhat aroused at my words. I saw both her and Sal look me up and down as I said it. 

"Mandy," mommy said. "Do you love girls?" 

I looked at mommy, I saw the seriousness in her face. I knew she wasn't to be played with and I answered honestly, "No mommy." 

"Go on, tell us who you really love Mandy." 

"I love men." 

"Good girl," I heard mommy say. 

"Yes, good girl," Laura chimed in. 

"And Mandy, do you like pussy?" 

"No mommy, I don't" I said. 

"Go on, say it! You know what I want you to say. Say it!" 

"I love cock." I said confidently. 

They all clapped and smiled at me. I was blushing as a had a tear streaming down my cheek as mommy said, "Awww look, it's so emotional for her. Mandy, now this is very important. Take all of your old boy briefs and throw them into the fire! It's a very symbolic gesture. It's very important honey." 

I lifted the briefs a few at a time and placed them into the fire. 

"Never again Mandy. You will never wear that nonsense ever again, do you understand?" 

"Yes mommy" I said. 

They continued to drink wine and I drank iced tea until mommy asked me to take the glasses in the house and wash them and bring out another bottle of wine. I went inside and drank the remaining amount of wine from Sal's glass. I liked the taste. I liked that Sal had his lips to it. Sal came into the house to go to the bathroom at that moment and caught me drinking the wine, but he only smiled. He didn't mind at all. I asked him to open the next bottle for me, and of course he did. I commented on how strong he was as he popped the cork. We both saw the meaning in that. Popping the cork, my eyes on his, I took quite a bit from the bottle before pouring anyone else's as Sal walked down to the bathroom. I must have downed a full glass and I walked out to give Laura and Mom their wine glasses.

I said, "I am going to get some aspirin, I have a little headache." 

I headed down to the bathroom, waiting outside the door for Sal to open it. I could hear him peeing. The sound was very loud. I found myself even aroused at the power of his stream to make such a sound. Suddenly the door opened and Sal was already in motion, me right there. He had to try not to knock me down, so he grabbed me in his arms, and I held onto him. He pulled me close and kissed me passionately, our lips pressed against each other's for some time, pulling away slowly. 

We looked into each other's eyes as I said, "Sal, can I suck your cock now? You said I could after I admitted that I was a girl at my party. Please Sal," I begged now lowering my hands from his shoulders to his waist and then to his cock! 

I felt him along the outside of his swim trunks, growing in my hands as he moaned. "Yes Mandy." I pulled him into my room and closed the door. I didn't realize that in my excitement, the door did not close fully. 

" I wonder where Mandy is, " mommy said to Laura. 

Laura sips her wine and tells mommy to make sure that I'm ok. She walks down the stairs and hears familiar sounds coming from my room. She notices the door is slightly ajar and she peeks in and sees me on the floor, on my knees. My finger inside of me under my bathing suit bottom moaning on Sal's cock; as he stands over me, holding my head and moaning my name. Mommy is instantly fixed on the image. She touches herself through her suit as she watches his huge cock deep in my mouth. He holds my head and slowly inserts his cock into my throat, holding me there, forcing me to take more of it than I can handle. He pulls back, my eyes tearing, me trying to catch my breath, Sal looking down at me.

Mommy witnesses him ask me, "Mandy, is that too much cock for you honey? If you want we can stop. I can see you can't breath with my cock so far down your throat. But, then you can't have it, so do you want to have me continue to choke you with my fat cock or do you need to breath? Which is more important to you having my cock or breathing?" 

Mommy's mouth is wide open, she can't believe what he just asked me. She is waiting for my reply. Hoping I say what she wants to hear me say. Slipping her finger inside of her as she watches and listens. She is so turned on. She listens as she hears me tell him that I would prefer to have his cock. She hurries back down the stairs, onto the deck, pulling Laura from her seat on the swing and says, "Laura, you have to see this!" 

They head up the stairs, mommy holding Laura's hand, dragging her to my door. Laura watches, gasps, and looks at mommy. 

"That is fucking hot", she says. 

Mommy noticing Laura's nipples harden at the sight gently reaches for her breasts and pulls her bikini top down. Mommy places her mouth on Laura's large breasts looks up at her says, "Let's join them." 

They crash through the door and stand next to us, removing each other's clothes. Sal looks at them, unable to pulls his throbbing cock from my mouth. Mommy and Laura are kissing passionately, playing with each other as Sal picks me up and carries me to the bed. Mommy and Laura follow. I am lying in the bed, Sal's cock in my mouth as he still stands over me. His cock buried in my throat. Mommy and Laura lie on the bed next to me, their breasts right next to my face. Sal takes his cock from my mouth, now dripping with his precum and rubs it on Laura's nipples. He pulls his cock, squeezing more and more cum from it and rubbing her nipples with it. They are soaked in his cum as he commands me to lick it all off her. I do as he says. He watches mommy and Laura making out, playing, fingering each other, as my mouth is now covered with his cum as I suck Laura's breasts. His cock stiffens further at the sight. Laura stops for just enough time to open my legs, looking at mommy for permission. Mommy nods her approval and Laura holds my legs open and looks at Sal. 

"Fuck her Sal," Laura says. 

He smiles, as he guides his massive wet cockhead toward my throbbing pussy. Mommy and Laura watch as his huge cock slowly disappears inside of me. He begins to move in and out. Laura is so wet from this, her pussy is soaked. Mommy, unable to resist puts her mouth on it, tasting Laura, licking her. Mommy's head is buried in Laura's pussy as Laura holds me in position for her husband's cock. She is moaning, her eyes closing, but forcing them open to see my pussy devour Sal's cock. Sal takes over, grabbing my ankles as he spreads my legs further apart. Plunging his cock deeply into me, I let out a moan. It hurts! I've never felt such penetration before. Not in any of the previous times with Sal have I felt so much cock in me. The sight of mommy and Laura has caused his cock to swell to enormous proportions. He begins to thrust, making my pussy pulsate and wet. I am now whimpering. Laura is so turned on; now eating mommy's pussy as mommy eats hers. She watches as Sal fucks me harder than she has ever been fucked by him. The sound of the headboard crashing as he thrusts incredibly hard. My orgasm begins, through the pain. Mommy and Laura begin to climax as well. Laura comments on how wet I am from his fucking. 

" Sarah, she really cums from her little pussy!" 

Mommy smiles, "Yes Laura, she does. Tell us why Mandy, tell us loudly."

"Because I am a girl mommy." I scream. 

Sal begins to cum, the moan and the look on his face a clear signal. He explodes a massive amount of semen into my pussy, the wet sound now filling our ears. Dripping from my pussy, he continues to cum. 

Mommy looks to Laura, "Oh no, that is unacceptable. Laura, take the cum that is leaking out and feed it to her." 

Laura, her mouth agape, does as mommy suggests. As Sal's cock slows I feel Laura's fingers, drenched with her husband's cum force their way into my mouth. I lick her fingers. She removes her fingers from my mouth as we all fall onto the bed in exhaustion, smiling at each other. 

"I am so glad that we are neighbors," mommy says with a giggle. We all smile at each other just lying there, holding each other.