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A Game within a Game Ch. 01

By: doberinca



Author's Note: This is my first story. I'm Dutch and therefore I have sometimes trouble to find the correct expression, forgive me, dear reader. I hope you still have fun in reading my story.

If I get positive reactions, I will post a follow up story.

This story is dealing with a lot of subjects, like cross dressing, bdsm, bi-sexuality (female to female), but I like to think that loving wives is the most appropriate main line.

Special thanks to my dear editor, who gave me courage to continue, Morgan_Lynn. 

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Epilogue

Rob came home from work. His wife Jenny was waiting for him. In her hands she held a letter.

Jenny said: "We received this letter today. It is sad news from Marion S. We have met her and her husband John a few times - do you remember? John has had a car accident while driving fast to one of his patients. He died in the hospital and tomorrow is the funeral. When I received this letter I tried to phone you at work, but your secretary said you were already gone. Anyway, I told her that you won't be at work tomorrow." 

Rob said "Of course I remember them - a nice couple." He was silent for a moment.

John and Marion were about the age of Rob and Jenny, who were in their mid-forties. Marion was an old friend of Jenny, from before the time that Rob met Jenny. He suspected that Marion was more than a good friend; Jenny always had been a bit vague about their relation.

He remembered John, and although he was the local family doctor, he seemed to be a bit shy. But in his work he was great; he had many patients and a flourishing practice.

But maybe he wasn't shy; it was perhaps the contrast between him and Marion. Marion was self-assured, very friendly, no doubt about that, but bossy and thus John came over as soft. Rob could imagine that a marriage with Marion could be difficult, to say it nicely.

That evening Jenny told him some more about Marion and John: "Did you ever expected that John had the same hobby as you Rob? And that she encouraged him in these things?"

Rob almost choked in his coffee they were having. "You mean dressing up?" Rob asked.

"Yes," Jenny said, "In a private conversation she told me about John. He was a transvestite, while you are cross dresser. When I told her about you, she wasn't surprised at all. Unintentionally we maybe have the same taste about men. You are also a bit soft, you know. Has anybody ever mentioned that to you?"

Rob said "No not really. But thinking about it, I told you about the S&M mistress I once visited in my discovery days. We spoke about the things she could do and what I liked. But she was very soon ready with me. She told me I was no real S&M person, and apart from dressing up, some bondage and a light spanking nothing else occurred. This mistress had a good judgment of human nature I think. Thus yes, in a way you are right."

Jenny then said "Let's go to bed, Rob. Wear a nice nightgown and let's cuddle a bit. I'm not in the mood for sex, but I want your arms around me. This event remembers us again that life is short. It's going to be a long day tomorrow."

The next day was the funeral and when Jenny and Rob arrived at the cemetery, already a big crowd gathered waiting for the sad occasion to begin.

Jenny saw Marion and walked towards her. She embraced her and they held hands. Rob made his condolences to Marion and kissed her slightly.

"Rob, I will support Marion. Be a dear and let us have a few moments in private," Jenny said.

Jenny and Marion talked softly and when the ceremony began, the two women walked to the grave and stood side by side listening to the vicar.

Both women were dressed in black and Marion wore dark sunglasses although the sun wasn't shining.

They seemed like sisters, Jenny dark haired and Marion dark blonde. Rob could see that Marion seemed much stronger now Jenny was standing beside her.

Finally the vicar was ready, and after also some other people spoke a few words, the ceremony was at an end.

Marion dropped sand on the coffin and walked back towards the funeral car. Jenny followed her and took her hand. The funeral car brought them to where Marion lived.

Rob followed them in his own car. Finally they arrived at Marion's house.

"Rob, do you mind if I stay a couple of days with Marion?" asked Jenny.

"You are invited also Rob," said Marion "I'm so grateful you both are here."

"Sorry Marion, but I have to go to work again. But I'll manage at home, and you stay with Marion, Jenny. I understand completely. Take all the time you need and let me know if there is anything I can help you with. Next weekend I can come here again" said Rob.

"Thanks Rob," and Marion kissed him on the cheek "You and Jenny are such good friends. Please come as soon as possible. I have spare bedrooms so if you can be here on Friday? Jenny and I have a lot to speak about and it will do me so good when I can tell my grief to people who really understand." 

Jenny stayed with Marion and Rob went to work the next couple of days.

On Friday he joined them and they talked (and cried) a lot about John. Although they had some drinks - wine and whiskey - they never really relaxed. The hurt was too fresh.

The next day they went to a nearby forest and made long walks. Afterwards they had dinner in a small restaurant.

"Rob," asked Marion, "do you mind when Jenny stays with me for another couple of weeks. I am still feeling so sad and she gives me so much support, just by being here. I would be in your debt forever. I can imagine that you don't want to be here every weekend, but still I would like that very much. I'm getting to know you much better and you are such a kind and strong person. Please say yes."

"I can't say no to you Marion under these circumstances. But you don't have to ask me, you have to ask Jenny," Rob said.

Jenny replied "You know that is okay Marion. But I need to go home to pick up some clothes, Marion."

"That's no problem Jenny. There is a big mall nearby, I can buy you and Rob too, if he wants some new clothes. It gives me some distraction and this way I can do something back. Would you like that?" Marion asked.

"If Rob agrees, it's okay with me. And you don't have to pay, I'm glad that I can do something for you, what makes your loss more bearable," Jenny said.

"Okay, that's settled," Marion said.

So Jenny stayed at Marion for about two to three months. Rob joined them almost every weekend and slowly but surely Marion recovered from her loss.

During that period Rob never noticed anything except a sisterly affection between Jenny and Marion.

One year later

Things got normal after a while, Jenny returned home and Rob was very busy at work.

Marion and Jenny kept in touch, although not so frequent anymore.

Then one day Rob received a very mysterious email at work.

First he thought it was a joke: the sender was a Hotmail address what he didn't recognize.

The message was short: "I see you soon XXX."

Nothing else.

The next day another message came: "I'm waiting for you XXX."

Pretty strange Rob thought. He didn't have any clue who the mysterious sender was.

Maybe his wife, so when he came home that evening he asked her if she was teasing him. She had a strange look on her face and clearly had no idea to which he was referring. He decided not to make her any wiser about his question.

On Wednesday the message appeared: "Can't wait to make use of you XXX."

Rob blushed when he read the message, this was getting serious. He quickly glanced at his secretary who worked in the adjacent room, maybe she had something to do with it, but no. His secretary Holly was about ten years younger, but she had always been somewhat dull. He had no other word to describe her. She had nice legs and her figure was okay, but the way she was dressed and her haircut, it made her look much older. On TV there had been programs to give someone a makeover, she would be a perfect candidate, Rob thought.

Still, apart from being a bit strange, she also was a loyal friend. Once and a while he invited Holly to have dinner with him and Jenny, and the conversation they had always was very interesting. Holly had a great sense of humor and he knew that he shouldn't underestimate her, she was very intelligent. Holly always had a particular way of seeing things and sometimes he and Jenny had been astonished by her clear insight.

Although Holly didn't seem to have any sexually interest in people, she always had been broad-minded, she never gave any comment on some eccentric customers they had. Often he thought that Holly suspected him of having a secret which he of course couldn't tell her.

The following day again a mystery email: "You will be mine XXX."

Rob smiled, this was getting funny. He couldn't take it serious anymore.

Then came Friday.

The email which he received was no longer innocent, as far you can speak of innocent, but this time it contained a message that implicated that the sender knew too much about him: "Dear Roberta, in a few moments you will get a parcel, it contains some lingerie. I want you to wear it. In fact, I must insist. When you are ready, you ask Holly if everything is okay. She will do a quick check. When you are ready you go home, and tell your beloved wife Jenny that the game can start. She will know what to do.

Remember: the word 'game' is crucial.

You WILL be mine. XXX."

Rob turned red. He watched Holly, but she was busy typing and didn't look at his direction.

What is this, he thought. Obviously Holly and Jenny are in a complot.

His phone rang and he took it up: "Reception. Somebody with a parcel. You have to sign personally for receiving the package."

Rob answered "I'm coming, one moment please."

He put the phone down and saw that Holly was smiling at him.

She knew, Rob thought. He wondered fearfully just how much Jenny had revealed to Holly.

"I have to go to the reception Holly. I have to receive a package personally."

Holly said "Exciting, we don't get much packages here. Have you any idea what it is?"

"Err yes; I have some thoughts about it. I'll be right back," and with these words Rob walked to the reception.

When he arrived at the reception he saw a handsome woman waiting for him. 

"Mr. R.G.?" she asked "I have a pretty expensive parcel for you. That's the reason you have to sign for it."

"Can you tell me about the sender?" Rob asked. 

"No sir, the person who bought this for you made it very clear that you have to take it in person, without knowing from who it came from. Normally we don't do this kind of delivery, rules you know, but in this case it is a nice surprise. I know the contents of this package and it is absolutely harmless." Rob signed for it and took over the package.

"I wish you much fun with it sir, I think we took the right size, while looking at you," said the woman provocative and she left with a big smile on her face.

Rob didn't think it was funny anymore. He went back to his office and walked along Holly.

"Is there anything I can do for you Rob?" Holly asked.

"Maybe later," Rob said.

He unwrapped the package. In it was a box from a well-known lingerie shop. The box contained several smaller boxes and Rob opened them one by one. The first box contained a black satin bra with pointed cups, in his size 40B. Another box contained a waist-cincher with six garters attached; the same brand as the bra; of course also his size. Black satin French knickers with pretty lace followed and a black knee-long full slip, again the same brand as the knickers and the bra. It was a complete lingerie set. Finally a pair of fully-fashioned black nylons with a seam, which was size eleven.

The sender sure knew how to please him.

Rob invited Holly to come to his desk. I have to know he thought.

"Holly, these are the items I received. Furthermore I received an email with instructions. That email suggested that I should wear all these things and that I should ask you if everything is okay. I suppose you know where I am talking about?"

"Yes Rob, I also received an email in which I was asked to check on you, that you will wear all things from the parcel when leaving the office. First I thought it was a joke, but after seeing this very pretty lingerie I know that this isn't a joke. 

My coöperation was asked to inform the sender by email whether you wear all the pretty things from the box or not.

I wasn't planning to do so, but now I will do it. It would be a shame if you wouldn't wear that pretty lingerie. It's obvious that someone has done a great effort to find all this in your size. I think you should wear it. You know that you can trust me, I consider you as my friend, not as an employer. I don't know the person to whom I will email back, Jenny presumably, but I'll go along." 

Rob sighed "Well, it's almost time to go home. I will do what is asked for. Give me a minute and then come to the bathroom." 

In a rush Rob went to the bathroom and changed his underwear for the pretty lingerie. He heard someone coming in.

"It's me, Holly. There is no-one else here now, so what can I do for you? Should I fasten your bra? Or tightening your waspie?"

"You are right Holly; I don't care if you see me in my lingerie. Please help me," Rob said.

Holly came in the unlocked cabin.

Rob said "I could not ever imagine that you would help me fastening a bra on me."

Then Holly saw his knickers that Rob already wore. "I see that you like what you are wearing," she was referring to his swollen dick that stood proud in his knickers.

"Now I go this far with you, I might as well tell you that I sometimes cross dress and I get very aroused by this silky stuff. It feels so smooth and slippery," Rob confessed.

"I know," Holly said, "I prefer this kind of lingerie also. You think maybe that I'm old-fashioned, but I know what I like. I can imagine that some men prefer nice soft female underwear above their own stuff.

You have to pull the suspenders beneath your knickers."

"I know," Rob replied "that way it's easier to go to the toilets." 

Now Holly blushed "you really amaze me. Everything fast and tight now. Your slip is also very nice, it's a shame you have to hide it all under your trousers and so on, but we have to be discrete." 

Rob then dressed in his outer garments and threw his male underwear in a bag.

"Time to go I reckon. You have to send someone an email I think, Holly?" Rob said with a smile.

"Yes, and I will tell her that I personally helped you dressing up," Holly answered "maybe I get someone jealous. A bit revenge for putting me in a situation I didn't ask for. But still, I liked doing it for you Rob. You know that the secretary always is a bit in love with her boss," she said with a sad smile.

Rob couldn't resist. He kissed Holly on her mouth. "Thank you Holly, I'm a married man, but you always will have a special place in my heart. Monday I will tell you all about today, and whatever the surprise will be, I will tell you all details, even if they are intimate. You deserve that."

"Thanks Rob, I'm sure it will be fun," and with that Holly waved him goodbye.

In a hurry Rob walked to his car. He could feel the suspenders against his legs. He had worn stockings before under his trousers, but never had shown it to anybody. Holly now knew, but he didn't care anymore. Rob was getting fond of that girl.

In a hurry Rob went back home. He was thinking what he would say to Jenny, in what delicate situation she had brought Holly and him.

Home 

When he arrived at home, Jenny still wasn't back from a shopping trip. Rob started up his computer and opened his mailbox. He got another email from the unknown sender: "I'm glad you did what I asked for. I hope you like your new lingerie. Please shower and shave, and wear your new lingerie. Don't put on any male clothing and wait until Jenny comes home."

Clearly the sender knew all about him. It could be Jenny after all.

Rob took a relaxing bath and dozed off a bit. Then he heard a door banging. He went out of his bath and quickly dried himself.

"I'm upstairs Jenny, I had taken a bath."

Jenny came upstairs; Rob was still naked.

"A little bird whispered me that you have received some new lingerie. Can you show it to me while wearing it?" Jenny asked.

With a sigh Rob started to put on his new lingerie.

"Don't pretend that you don't like it," hissed Jenny, "it was very hard for us to find this lingerie your size."

"Us?" asked Rob, "so Holly is part of the 'game'? In the emails I received I had to mention that the 'game' has started."

"No, Holly is innocent," Jenny stated, "We made use of her a bit, and I will make it up with her in the future. But for now I don't tell you anymore. You will soon find out."

"Okay, done and ready," Rob said to Jenny.

"No not ready," Jenny answered "I have some more things for you," and she gave him a black satin skirt and a black see-through blouse. "Also wear your high heels, honey!" Jenny commanded.

Jenny herself was wearing a wide black skirt with white tones and a white blouse with some ruffles. Rob also noticed she wore black low heels. Jenny could put on anything; she had a splendid figure; long legs and 36C bra size. Sometimes jeans but not often; Jenny was a very feminine woman and she knew that Rob liked female clothing, so she usually wore dresses. 

"I want you to be clad like this the entire evening Rob. It will be nice to see your butt and long legs in that skirt."

She was right, the satin skirt clearly showed Rob's butt. When walking on high heels, he was unaware that he swung his hips and it was a very erotic sight for a woman who stood open for this kind of behavior.

Finally they were having dinner. Jenny told Rob "And now for the real surprise. Tonight we will visit an old friend, and you are especially invited. Since it's weekend and she doesn't live nearby, we spend the full weekend at her place, so bring your nighty and toothbrush. You will go there 'en femme'. This friend is broad-minded; actually, even a bit kinky. She is the one who emailed you. Also, since I drive, wear your highest heels."

"But," Rob stammered "I have to go outdoors to our car and everybody can see me."

"Nonsense, it will be almost dark when we leave, and put on your coat, so nobody will notice," said Jenny.

During dinner Rob had worn easy low-heels but since Jenny asked him to wear high-heels he choose to wear his four inch heels and slipped them on.

He heard his wife also rummaging in her belongings and filling a suitcase.

"When I'm done here can you bring the suitcases to the car," she commanded Rob while he stepped in the dressing room. Then she saw his footwear. "Dearie, I said high heels, not half high. Please put on the ones I lately bought for you."

Rob moaned. "I can't walk in those for a long time." 

"Rubbish," she said, "where we are going to, you don't have to walk a very long time; she has chairs you know," and with that it was settled. With a sigh Rob went to his closet again and fetched Jenny's latest gift: a pair of black shiny six-inch high heels. 

Walking in them wasn't really a problem for Rob, but he didn't want to get any attraction while carrying the suitcases to the car thus being outdoors.

So with some hesitation he finally brought her suitcases and then two large weekend-bags with his own belongings to the car. He threw them on the backseat and quickly seated himself on the passengers-seat.

To the mansion

Jenny started the car and their journey had begun. Once at the highway, she could relax a bit and started fumbling his suspenders and caressing his stockings, while keeping both eyes on the road. "Is Roberta enjoying this?" she asked him.

Rob had been dozing a bit and fantasizing about where they were going to. "Roberta is having a good time," Rob answered, "but she is very curious where you will take her."


A Game within a Game Ch. 02B



Author's Note: This is the second story. I still have sometimes trouble to find the right syntax.

I hope you still have fun in reading this second story.

A third will be following.

The characters involved will appear more 'human', not real good and not real bad, and make sometimes bad decisions. 

Chapter 2B.

A letter. 

Rob decided, after cooling down a bit from his anger which Jenny's visit had given him, to do a short survey on the things she had left. First he checked their bedroom, and like Jenny said, she didn't take anything of her make-up. He rummaged through her belongings and wasn't sure he was looking for. Prove, that she had been unfaithful to him? She already admitted that. He had to get rid of the rest of her stuff, he couldn't stand to see it anymore. It brought back memories, memories he rather wanted to forget.

He opened another cupboard that was almost empty except for her bridal gown. He couldn't look at it without a feeling of tremendous loss.

The tears flowed over his cheeks. Were those tears because Jenny left him or that he eventually realized that his marriage to her never had been a real marriage? He didn't know and felt very sad. He closed the door of the cupboard without taking away anything, he couldn't, not yet.

Slowly he walked down the stairs to their living room. His eyes fell on a letter, that hadn't been there before Jenny and Holly arrived. He picked it up; it was sealed, and then looked at the backside to see from who it was. With a shock he read 'Marion'. 

Quickly he opened it and started reading: "My dearest friend, I still think of you as the new love of my life, no matter how angry you were on me and I was on you.

Whatever people say about me or John, understand that I really never ever wanted to hurt him. He was depressed and I couldn't reach him. Please talk to me in person, bring along Helena or Kim (I know you are close friends), but please talk to me and let me explain my point of view.

Ever since you have left me, I cry myself to sleep each night. Holly and Jenny are no replacement for what you and I had. Maybe, if we had talked more, it wouldn't have come this far, I don't know. I do know that I miss you terribly and I'm visiting a psychiatrist, but not for the reason you said I should do.

The psychiatrist is helping me through a depression caused by your leaving.

Can you have mercy and talk to me?

For always yours,

Marion."

Again Rob felt tears burning. What is happening, what a mess he got in, he thought.

He would talk things over with Helena and then decide what to do.

He put the letter in his coat and fled from the house. He wasn't planning to return soon, to many bad memories. Still he wouldn't sell it; he always had the idea that it might be handy to have a place to withdraw and to come to himself.

He drove home full of mixed emotions.

When he finally reached the estate he parked his car at the front door and hurried inside the house to meet Helena.

The moment Helena saw his arrival, she knew something was wrong. 

Tears came out of his eyes and with a broken voice he said: "That bitch Jenny stole almost 20 years of my life. Can you imagine, it was a farce from the beginning? I'm such a fool."

Helena comforted him by saying: "Nobody could ever expect this. You loved her and she loved you back, only not in a normal way like other people do. I think she cared for you; otherwise she wouldn't have stayed with you for so long. Your relation was not all betrayal." She held him in her arms while his head rested on her shoulder and she stroked his back.

Eventually he became calmer. He told Helena about the things Jenny said to him and let her read Marion's letter.

"This I didn't expect, maybe we were too soon with our judgment. I knew her long before you, and after John died, she was part of the circle," she saw the question in Rob's eyes, "Oh yes, she was hurt like all of us, and we could support her with her loss."

"And Jenny?" Rob asked.

"Never," Helena answered, "That weekend was the first time I met Jenny and you."

"What did you thought of Marion before the weekend we met?" Rob asked.

"I am not really sure," Helena replied, "You see, she was a woman in mourning. Our relation was not sexually. I believe Carmen and Olga knew her better and perhaps intimate as well. I only had and still have an affair with Kim. The circle, as we call it, was just a friends group from the past. Some women left it, but my oldest friends are still in: Olga and Carmen. Later Kim joined and Marion was introduced by her.

So the circle existed of 5 women, when you met us."

"And Marion was a real friend to you?" Rob asked.

"Indeed, she was. But, as you know, she has fallen in love with you, and we all saw it happen. Her world then only existed of making you happy. I think we should give her a chance, to explain her vision of the unfortunate events that happened on your last day at her place. Most of the hurt you had, was the feeling of betrayal. The physical pain disappeared after a few days, like Marion had said, if something like this would happen. And Marion was certainly not guilty of the betrayal. She shouldn't be so angry, but I think she knew she was losing you, in spite of all her efforts to make you falling in love with her."

"And what would be a suitable solution, for the three of us?" Rob asked diffidently.

"Do you know I have thought about that the moment you told me about what Jenny had said? Marion is a victim, again, and this time we are to blame. Jenny sure has a lot on her conscience. By her suspicious behavior you and I became alerted. Marion noticed that of course, she was totally fixated on you and saw things happening which she couldn't prevent. 

When I first met you, I asked you for a visit once or twice in the month. For me that would have been enough; then. Marion saw me as a rival, therefore her behavior.

We should talk this over with her and find a solution that is agreeable for all of us," Helena said.

She picked up the phone, "I will call her and ask her if she is willing to come here to speak with us."

Rob walked from Helena; he didn't want to hear what Helena discussed with Marion. He had no idea how to resolve this mess. Despite his anger towards Marion, he still had feelings for her. He would never forget her cries through the dungeon, but then he was so angry he couldn't care less. Since then his rage towards her had been tempered, he became unsure about himself what he would do, when facing her eye to eye, kiss her or walk away. 

He felt pity for her, so he would probably kiss her.

Helena had finished her phone call and was observing him.

"Have you made up your mind, I saw you thinking, I almost can read your face," she grinned.

Rob didn't think it was funny, and asked: "What have you decided?"

Helena answered: "On this very moment she is heading towards us. I expect her within 30 minutes."

"I take a drink, I need it, do you want some too?" Rob asked.

"Sure, a whiskey is OK, we deserve that after this emotional day so far, and it's not yet over," Helena replied.

Rob poured two glasses of whiskey and gave one to Helena. Silently they drunk some and relaxed a bit, before new emotions would come over them.

"Helena, I support all your decisions in whatever arrangement (or not) we agree. You are my wife, I have chosen for you and nothing can keep me away from you," Rob said tenderly. He walked to Helena and kissed her and also teased her a bit by pulling up her dress and caressed her legs. "Nice, you keep your word, you are still wearing stockings every day and a slip as well," when he felt the soft lace under her dress.

"Yes, and you?" Helena asked. 

Rob showed her his legs from under his trousers: he was indeed wearing nylons.

"Naughty," Helena laughed, "but that's one of the reasons I married you, never a dull moment."

She hugged him.

Then they heard a car stop on their drive. Helena stood up and said: "I will open the door and greet her. It will be emotional."

Reconciliation and compassion

Rob paced through their living room nervously. He heard the women talk, but could not make out what they said.

Then the door opened, and Marion trotted in, her eye shadow ruined by tears. For a moment Rob and Marion looked at each other. "May I kiss you?" Marion whispered.

Rob glanced for a moment at Helena, who came behind her and she nodded, and said "Come here," and Marion threw herself in his arms and kissed him over and over again, crying and finally said, between her sobbing "I was so afraid I would never hold you again or even see you," and she kissed and hugged him again.

Rob said: "Come and sit beside me on the couch, relax a bit, we will speak about what happened and about my fault."

Rob sat himself on a corner on the couch and Marion asked Helena "Do you mind if I cuddle up a bit, I have missed him so much." 

With tears in her eyes Helena said: "Of course dear, we have mistreated you, you were a victim also."

Marion then went sitting next to Rob and she grabbed his hand and held it firm, then she couldn't withstand herself and she hugged him again. She couldn't get enough of him. Rob couldn't do anything else than putting his arms around her and to let rest her head on his shoulder. He kissed her on her forehead and they sat like that for a couple of minutes.

Finally Marion let go of him, but still held his hand and squeezed it.

Rob said "First of all I have to apologize to you; I had no right to make these accusations on you. I assumed it was because of you he committed suicide, but now it appears that whatever you did to help him; he could not be cured from his depression. If people recognized the signs in time, how serious it was, maybe after a forced include in hospital he might have lived. And I regret my spitting on you, but I was furious, so be glad that it was the only physical damage I did on you."

"No, you had all the right to be angry; I was also out of control at a certain moment. It is a weak excuse, but when Jenny took revenge on you, it was as if all my anger came out then and I blamed you for all bad things. Please forgive me," Marion said, again with tears in her eyes.

"I forgive you, if you forgive me and Helena, let's just say in the heat of the moment we all lost control. But I do know someone who I never will forgive," Rob answered.

"Rob, believe me, I knew from the beginning when we first met, that Jenny hadn't been honest to you. In fact, she hadn't been honest her whole marriage with you. But how could I tell you? You know, that I was in love with you, and still am," and with a deep sigh she continued, "You wouldn't have believed me, and probably thought that I would say it to make Jenny look bad. So you had to find out by yourself, and I had no idea how to make it clear. Helena, with her female intuition, immediately sensed that something was wrong. The only fault she made was that she thought I had something to do with it. And that wasn't true."

Helena interfered, speaking softly: "And then I made love with him in your house."

Marion said: "Yes, that was the worst. I set up the whole afternoon, thinking it would be fun for all of us, and never expected this side effect. And now I've lost you," and she started crying again. Helena and Rob both comforted her, until she stopped sobbing. 

"Marion, Rob and I have a special marriage. We have married twice, one time normal, and one time for our intimate friends. In that second marriage I have asked Rob if he would obey me, when I should ask him to give pleasure to Carmen, Olga and Kim. He said yes. We don't have an open marriage, but these women are hurt, like you in the past, and if we can fuck now and then with our intimate friends, it's no big deal, as long we keep it in our circle. You were once member of the circle, we can include you again."

With big eyes Marion looked at her and Rob "You mean, you agree that Rob fucks e.g. Kim? I always thought you are very conservative in these matters."

"I am," Helena answered, "But if we can make pleasure with some more people who we trust and care for, who is there to judge us? We don't harm anybody; we just eat, drink, and have fun with each other and a good fuck with your very best friends, who are lonely. I don't see any harm in that. Rob stays loyal to me, and I to him, but we have enough love to share with our dearest friends and that can include you, if you like."

Again with big eyes Marion stared at them "So you invite me to make love with you and Rob, now and then?"

"Not now and then" Helena answered, "whenever the need is high. I don't have to ask you if your need is high," she smiled provocative. 

Marion was flabbergasted. She had never expected this. "Yes of course, I want to fuck you here right and now."

Rob said "I'm no piece of meat; I have something to say about that also."

"Go ahead," Helena nodded, "say what you think about it."

Marion suddenly seemed scared. Rob saw it and assured her "I have no problem with you dear. One moment, I will explain."

With a sigh of relief Marion relaxed a bit.

"I want to make a proposal, to both of you. You know I'm a sub; I do like soft S&M games. Soft S&M Marion," he repeated his statement explicit to Marion.

Then he carried on "Helena isn't sure about it. But I know she showed some signs in having fun with power games and domination. Therefore I want to ask you, Marion, to give Helena some training.

Furthermore, I want to include Kim, she is a sub like me and she is also as horny as hell. She even has rings placed on certain places, Marion. 

And last, I want to do these S&M games solely with the four of us: Marion, Helena, Kim and I. Nobody else; no presentations, no explanations, nothing!"

Both women agreed by nodding.

"As last item: what do we do with Carmen and Olga? We have to inform them that Marion is part of our circle again. Kim is fond of you, Marion; she would like it very much that you are back. But Olga and Carmen, I don't know," Rob hesitated.

Helena said "Maybe I have an answer to that problem. We only include them in teasing games, or when Olga or Carmen asks for a fuck, let's call it as it is, we just do that Rob. Sorry Marion, you don't have an exclusive right on Rob, only I have."

"I know," Marion sighed, "I'm grateful that I am in contact again with you, Helena, and Rob."

"It seems we all have to share him Marion, don't underestimate Kim, she is just as us in love with Rob.

What is it Rob, that you can meld our hearts?"

Rob answered half-serious "I don't know. Maybe it is because you are all bisexual. You love men and women, and I am a man who sometimes is masquerading himself as a woman. I am the best of both worlds; ahum, a bit soft character, wearing nice to touch lingerie and in possession of a real dick. Women can't resist, especially women who like other women. I'm not serious of course."

Helena said dry "Of course."

Then Marion asked "Thus you want to play again with me?"

Rob answered "Yes, but in the presence of Helena. First, she can learn, and second, she can keep an eye on you (he winked), and last but not least, we will have great sex afterwards. Helena doesn't know that yet, but while playing you get so horny, you will do everything and you can profit from that too.

S&M is nothing else then enhancing your lust, if the pain that is given is followed by sexual release. You will find out sooner or later."

Marion asked "And where you want to do our S&M games?"

Rob answered "For now here with us, we have a basement, and I can change that into a somewhat more suitable room to do soft S&M. Maybe later we can do a game in your house, Marion, if I ever get over my fear. I still tremble at the thought of your bullwhip."

Marion whispered "I burnt that blasted thing!" She looked him straight in the eyes "I still have some things left. I will bring it here in a cozier surrounding whenever you want me to."

Helena then suggested "It's almost dinner time, you stay with us Marion? And if you and Rob are up to we will have a nice evening. In fact, I have somewhere a Ping-Pong bat. If you color his behind, I'm going to suck his dick and later I try, and you do the sucking. And thereafter we will rape him."

"No strap-ons today, Helena," Rob spoke firmly. "I'm not in the mood for that, and to be honest, also not for that game you propose. I do like to make love to you both, I'm sure we have some sexy clothes for Marion and a nightgown or something, she can stay overnight and we all sleep in one bed, if you both agree?"

Helena said "Good idea, after dinner we go sit and relax in our lingerie or whatever and we talk some more, exchange ideas and we all get as horny as hell after a while. Would you like that Marion?"

Marion just stood up, walked to Helena and kissed her on the mouth.

Then she said: "We had a bad start, but I promise to make this a success. I could never dream that this would happen. When you phoned me in the afternoon, I had some hope," the emotions showed on her face and she almost started crying again.

Helena stood up and hugged her.

"What have we done to each other," Helena murmured.

"Shall I ask our cook for our dinner?" Rob asked Helena. 

"You have servants, I remember. Won't that be a problem if we all only wear lingerie?" Marion asked.

"No problem," Helena answered her question, "they all have left, only the cook is present, and when dinner is served, she leaves also. We don't have a staff during the evenings and the night. Tomorrow at seven o'clock the first will arrive, but I have given explicit instructions not to come to our bedroom, unless we are downstairs. We don't want curious people snooping around when we are in bed."

Rob left the living room; he wanted to ask the cook, if she was ready with her preparations. He would bring their dinner to the dining room.

Meanwhile Marion and Helena could speak freely and honest, things that were not said while Rob was present.

Helena started: "Marion, you should know that it never was my intention to steal Rob from you. In fact, I was planning to ask you, if I could 'lend' him sometimes when the need was high."

Marion answered with a soft voice: "You better not know how many times I cursed you. Later I realized that this could have happened, even when that weekend had worked out fine. You have a very different character, and sooner or later Rob and I would have ended in an enormous row. Maybe the solution you proposed is to our all benefits, but it still hurts."

Helena hugged Marion, removed some tears from her face and then kissed her.

"My gain is that I now have an extra lover. I'm not at all jealous of you or Kim; you both are in love with Rob, and only want the best for him. So do I; and with all that talk about love, he would be really upset if it ended in a furious battle to get Rob's attention. I think he would leave us all. When he makes love with Kim, I can do the same with you," and she pushed a hand between Marion's thighs, "and I think we could have sex in a more harmonious mode. We can have sex in one room, or as you prefer, in separate rooms. It doesn't matter, as long we all feel good."

Marion kissed Helena on her mouth and whispered "I never thought I would kiss you, but you are indeed my best friend after all, and I hope you forgive me." 

"Marion, there is nothing to forgive, we are all human, we make mistakes, and we make up again. The only thing I can't forgive is betrayal, and therefore I want nothing to do with Jenny and Holly."

Marion was silent for a moment and revealed: "Jenny had left me almost immediately after that weekend. We are still in contact and we do talk sometimes by phone, but she moved in with Holly and I believe they are searching for a new home. Ever since that weekend I am asking myself what went wrong, why I was so upset. I can't prove Jenny planned it, but she sure bought the large dildo to abuse Rob, while she knew that Rob had forbidden to use something like that. And I never forgive myself for my anger."




A Game within a Game Ch. 02B



"I will not ask you to break contact with Jenny, but please don't talk about her in the presence of Rob, unless he asks. The wounds are to fresh and deep. I still cannot believe that anybody can keep up such a betrayal for so long. On the other hand, Rob was a fool."

Marion replied: "He was no fool; he had suspicions and wanted to give her some freedom by letting her go to me. He always loved her."

Helena sighed: "Yes, that is part of the problem. When you really love somebody, you seem to trivialize wrong doings."

Rob came back and said: "I have sent the cook home and we can have dinner now. Everything is ready."

They all walked to the dining room. Marion was as amazed as Rob was when he first set foot in this large house.

Marion had never been in this part of Helena's house. Wooden panels covered the wall, and a lot of paintings of previous owners gave it a very rich aspect. The dining room had a large oblong table in the center, with enough seats for 20 or more people. A large chandelier gave a soft light, and the room felt warm, despite the room was so big. Rob had placed the food on the head of the table, and their glasses were already filled with red wine.

"You must be awfully rich, Helena," Marion said respectfully.

"You are rich when you have loving friends, a good health and not to forget a loyal partner and husband," Helena replied with a soft voice.

When they approached their seats, Rob held their chairs ready and helped Marion and Helena take place.

Then he sat himself between them.

They only gossiped a bit during dinner, but nobody had the urge to start a more serious conversation.

"Rob, Marion and I will chance to a more romantic outfit, I have plenty for Marion to choose. Will you join us 'en femme'; but it's no obligation," Helena asked.

"What do you have in mind?" Rob asked.

"Maybe something gothic for you; make sure we see your legs. I would like that," Helena smiled.

Marion and Helena disappeared to Helena's walk-in closet and Rob stayed behind and cleared the table.

He took the wine with him to their living room and sat for a while, thinking. 

Again decisions were taken for him, as if he was a play toy. On the other hand, they dressed themselves to look pretty, for him and nobody else.

He was the center of their attention and yes, he had sometimes the feeling he was Helena's toy, but he was not really honest by thinking that. He was her toy, no doubt about that, but also the love of her life.

He went to his closet near their bedroom upstairs. He could hear Helena and Marion laughing. He then searched for his gothic dress with a nylon lace skirt which had a short front side, and a long backside. The top of this dress was made of purple velvet with no sleeves, so he was not excessively dressed. 

Underneath he wore his usual black seamed stockings with a suspender belt. He decided not to wear a bra.

Then he put on low heels. He had the impression that it would become a long evening and wanted to dress as relaxed as possible.

When Rob went down again, he could still hear them laughing as if they were the best friends for years.

He realized that they knew each other long before he appeared. His arrival had made such a commotion, as if he were the only man alive.

He filled his glass with wine again and grabbed an easy chair, then put his legs on the table, not very feminine, but yet relaxing.

Finally Marion and Helena walked elegantly into the room. They both wore long wide evening dresses, Helena in pink and Marion in black, their petticoats showed as they walked towards him.

He quickly rose and offered them both an easy chair and together they sat around the fireplace, which Rob had lit that afternoon and now softly glowed. The fire gave still some heat and a domestic feeling.

"I have a question," Rob started the conversation, "Why am I the only man in your lives? There are plenty of men waiting for you outside, who could easily make both of you happy. Why is everybody so fixated on me?"

"That is easy to declare, Rob," Helena answered, "Like you already told us, you are someone in between. Don't forget, we all are bisexual, and in fact we want both. Above that is your character honest, not easy going, but reasonable. And you are absolutely loyal and serious. In short, qualities a woman seeks in a man. All our friends recognized that and liked you immediately. And some even fell in love for you," she looked at Marion, who fully agreed with her.

"I'm not convinced; I think I met the right women at the right time. Marion the mourning widow, and you Helena, tired of battling men who were not really interested in you, but the more in your family capital. Isn't that true?"

Helena and Marion both ignored his question. Clearly it was not important for them.

"Rob, will you fill the glasses of your Mistresses?" Marion asked, giving a smile to Helena.

"Huh? Mistresses, I thought friend and wife," Rob answered amazed.

"Rob, you just asked Marion to teach me to be your Mistress in a soft S&M game. I wanted to talk with you about that. Marion urged me to set rules, otherwise it will end wrong again, and I would love to be helpful in this, but then we all have to know what our different roles are in this. Otherwise I won't play that game and I don't take lessons from Marion," Helena said serious.

"May I continue?" Marion asked Helena. 

Helena nodded and Marion took over: "Rob, when we started our game at my place, I forgot something very important to tell, because I was convinced I didn't have to. John was a born sub, his character was different from you, and he worshipped me," she ended speaking more softly.

For a moment she said nothing, lost in her thoughts.

Rob and Helena looked at each other; they felt pity for Marion, who was for a short moment overwhelmed with grief.

Rob stood up, walked towards Marion and hugged her. "Go on Marion, please tell me more."

Then he grabbed the bottle of wine and filled Marion's and Helena's glass. The leftover he poured in his glass and went sitting again.

Marion spoke again: "Rob, we made rules on how we play the game, you remember, the five cards. I had to think of some way to make it fun and thought that would keep it more or less exciting. We can carry on doing the same thing, or we can invent 'punishments' for obedience and that sort of things, but that would mean the play would be live at all times, and I know you never will do that. Thinking about that, I don't want to either, nor Helena I think." 

Helena said: "Indeed, we all have to feel relaxed; there is more than these games." 

"Okay," Marion continued, "We agree on that point. Whether we do our card game or something else; find a good alternative; it's all okay with me. Next point I want to make clear: except for the last beating, which I always will regret, I was pretty easy on you Rob. The cane was tough, but bearable, the way I used it on you. I don't think you could see any brushes the next morning on your bum, although it can hurt a lot, I admit, but it is very temporary. That awful bullwhip I burned and I don't think I have anything left that causes much pain. But, don't forget, even a hairbrush, looking very innocent, can cause much pain in inexperienced hands. So I will train Helena, she already agreed."

"Yes Rob, you wanted it, now you're getting it," Helena said with a wicked smile.

"Somehow I cannot imagine you as a cruel mistress," Rob looked at her with a faint smile. 

"What I am going to tell you now, which I was forgotten to mention, is the most important thing of the game. And I blame myself for not telling you sooner," Marion said.

With a very serious look on her face Marion spoke to Rob: "When we play the game at your place, or at my place, or even outside, that isn't important, but when we are playing you call us Mistress Marion and Mistress Helena. And when giving us that title, you must feel with the whole of your body and mind, that we are indeed your Mistresses and that you belong to us. You put your trust in us and we care for you, we give pleasure and pain, but you do it for your Mistresses. We are your world, outside doesn't exists, nobody else exists, and you are there only to please us and to serve us, no matter what. Do you understand what I am saying?"

"Not quite," Rob answered.

"I'm not sure either," Helena spoke amazed.

"Let me explain," Marion went on, "When we did our demonstration you were not relaxed. Helena had warned you for me, maybe with good reason, but when I started I was really easy on you. I felt that you were at the point of exploding. When I bound you, you must have thought 'if she does this or that to me, I give her hell and worse back and so on'. True?"

"You are right," Rob admitted with a soft voice.

"So, what really happened was: One; you didn't trust me, and two; you didn't trust the other women, and three: you did trust Helena," Marion more or less accused them, and Helena looked a bit guilty.

"I only wanted the best for Rob and I was afraid that he would be hurt," Helena argued.

"I know," Marion's eyes spit fire for a moment, but then softened again, "we both want the best for him."

She walked to Helena and kissed her. "Don't look so upset, you did what you thought was right. Rob himself is also to blame."

"Why I am to blame?" Rob asked surprised.

"You didn't trust me. Even now, I just saw it in your eyes when I mentioned the word Mistress you don't trust me. And that is not honest to me. Our game is trust, nothing more, nothing less. It is about power, you give us Mistresses the power and you submit to it. You trust us, and you do it gladly. In fact, when we play the game, and we start, you have no more free will, we are your life. We, as your Mistresses, do all we can to make you feel good and by giving us the power, we also feel good. But you need to trust us, that we won't really hurt you -- not much; that we nurse you afterwards and if for some unknown reason your hurt is worse than we thought, we will even nurse you more and be assured, that is was not the intention. We are all human and we can make a mistake, and a blow at the wrong place can give you much suffering, as you have found out," Marion said with sternness.

"Can you give that to us Rob?" Marion asked with a softer voice, "Because otherwise we have to stop here and now. Kim is a sub like you, maybe you trust her to give you some spanking, but it won't be a game, if you really understand what I am saying."

Rob kept silent; it was obvious he didn't agree.

"When we start a game, you step into another world. You surrender yourself to us. We are the only ones who are important for you, and you are the only man in our lives that we love, and the latter not only in the game," Marion sighed and looked at Helena. 

"I'm not familiar with this game Rob, but I think Marion is speaking from her heart. She is absolutely convinced that the game should be played as she says: you have to trust us completely," Helena agreed with Marion.

"So I become a soulless being?" Rob sneered.

"No," Marion answered angry, "Not at all. We play a game, I still call it a game but it's much more, it becomes a life style at a certain moment when you surrender yourself to us. Don't you see? It is the most intimate thing someone can share with another person. You, Helena and I love each other so much, that we will do everything - within reason - for each other. Helena, he even one time drunk my nectar and he liked it. That particular moment we were one and that is what I am trying to achieve."

Amazed looked Helena at Rob "I had no idea that it could be like this; that your love goes so deep."

Marion started crying "Can you now imagine in what hell I have lived the last months after he left me? I loved him so much and Rob thought that I would do him wrong deliberately. I thought I had lost him forever." 

Marion stepped crying towards Rob and took his face in her hands and started kissing him: "You are my life Rob, please don't ever leave me again. You are married with Helena, I have peace with that, but can you give me some of your love also?" 

Her tears kept flowing and both Rob and Helena comforted her by holding her tight against their bodies.

Finally Marion relaxed a bit and wiped of her tears.

"Will you let me stay a bit longer here, Helena? I've missed him so much, I cannot leave now, and I am not strong enough."

With great compassion Helena looked at Marion and said "Keep your house for the time being and for now come and live with us. We will form our own little family and to hell what everybody is thinking. We will see how things work out. I will urge Kim to join us also and I believe we can this make a success. Just one thing, we shouldn't become jealous on another, it's the human nature to claim a person, but if we all think we can divide our love, it won't be a problem."

Rob thought it over. "It is too much for me," he sighed.

"What is," Helena asked alarmed and Marion froze on her chair.

"How on earth can I keep up with three women when I can't even satisfy my wife," he answered and looked at them with a naughty smile. 

Marion and Helena then saw he was joking and a sigh of relief came from Marion.

"Won't you ever scare me so much anymore as you just did? I thought you were serious," Marion cried and laughed at the same time, "I'm still so emotional, forgive me. Would you both mind if we don't have sex tonight? I know I'm dressed to it, but I feel exhausted. I only want to hold both your hands to make sure it's not a dream."

Thereafter everybody was relieved with this solution.

Helena clearly had underestimated Marion's love for Rob, but she could understand her completely. She also was fond of Marion and realized Jenny had a lot to answer for.

They showered together, with a lot of fumbling and teasing, and then went to their common bed, what was large enough for them to sleep relaxed.

Rob lay in the middle, Marion to his right and Helena to his left and both were holding his hand.

After all the emotions that day, especially Rob and Marion were exhausted, they fell asleep fast.

Marion and Kim.

Still early in the morning, it was becoming light, he heard Helena sleep very quiet. Marion was awake; she observed him and smiled at him when she noticed he was awake.

"What do you do to us women?" she asked him softly speaking. She rose a bit, took his face with her both hands and pushed her lips firmly on Rob's lips. 

Helena was awakening also, amused she looked at them "You still cannot believe it Marion?" she teased.

"I'm so happy," Marion whispered, "Yesterday I was alone and cursing that damn weekend, and today I have found back my dearest friends, who even invited me to live with them."

"And to make love," Helena continued.

"And to make love to you both," Marion answered, "yes, tonight we will. Now I'm feeling a lot better.

Helena, do you mind if I borrow Rob and we get my things? There is also some clothing from Rob; lingerie and some dresses that I didn't throw away. I can imagine that he would get rid of some things, too many bad memories, but I hope you keep the things I gave you."

"Let's have breakfast first, dear. We have plenty of time to go to your home. Do you mind if I come along? I want to have a good look inside your dungeon. Maybe we can use some of the things in your new home with us; if you want we can sort that out too," Helena replied.

"But first I want to have something I missed so long," Marion said and she grabbed Rob's erect cock and started nibbling on it. Then she slowly went over him and slides his cock in her juicy cunt. She rubbed her clit with her own saliva. Helena sat behind her and took Marion's breasts in her hands and caressed her nipples; then squeezed them a bit and let loose. She also brought her hand to Marion's clit and together they circled and rubbed it. Marion became mad with lust, her eyes fixated on Rob and caressing her own tits. Rob pushed his hips up, but with 2 women on his legs he couldn't do much. Marion rode him like a horse, up and down, to the point she almost let out his dick and back again. Rob felt his dick throbbing and his semen was pushed out "I'm coming, I can't hold" and he came, sweat broke out on the whole of his body and he went red in his face. "I'm still coming" and then Marion came also, her juices flow freely and her cunt flowed over with Rob's semen and her own fluid.

Marion turned over to Helena and started kissing her face and then caressed Helena's breasts. Marion was as horny as hell, and she had no more inhibitions. She didn't know anymore what she was doing, kissing Helena, grabbing Rob's soft dick and rubbing her own clit. Finally Rob managed to come out under her and now he climbed of the bed, stood behind Helena and fingered her. Careful he slide two fingers in her wet cunt and slowly rubbed her clit with his thumb. He then turned Helena around, she was now facing him; pushed her on the bed, got on his knees and started eating her. He brought his tongue inside her lovely pink love hole and flicked his tongue up and down. With a wet finger he kept massaging her hard clit and all of a sudden Helena came, not as wild as Marion, but still she became very moist; her fluids dripping on Rob's face who still was licking her. When her body relaxed, she sighed and said "I really needed that," and kissed Rob. 

"Time for a shower" Rob said with a grin, both women were for the time being satisfied, that evening they would do it again and in a much slower pace. This was just a quick fuck. 

With lustful eyes Marion joined him and Helena followed her into the bathroom. Soon they were standing under the hot shower. Like everything in this house was big, their shower also, so 2 people could easily stand under it. Rob just sat on the floor, between their legs and looking up now and then, directly into their love holes.

Finally they all got out of the shower and dried themselves.

"The staff is present, so I just wear my male clothing now. Marion, Helena took me outside for a walk and then tricked me to walk right through a village. It was last Sunday morning, not much people present, but still," Rob told Marion.

"Naughty, good for you Helena, Rob should become more self-conscious, I will gladly help with that," Marion grinned at Rob.

"Yes, I had real fun that morning, I was close and he didn't see me at all," Helena laughed aloud thinking of it.

"Hmm," Rob only said and didn't give any further comment.

Marion looked at Helena and she gave her a wink.

Rob was ready and went downstairs to fetch some coffee, he really needed that.

Helena said to Marion "As you can see, he still hasn't changed very much. He can be a little short and not feminine at all."

"I know," Marion said, "I've seen him angry, as you remember," and sighed.

Eventually they left for Marion's house, after they all had coffee and sandwiches.

This time Rob drove, he was in a somewhat bad mood.

He thought again about what happened in Marion's basement and wasn't really eager to visit it again. Still he must be strong and not show to Marion that he was afraid.

At arrival at Marion's house, it was as if he left the place only yesterday. He saw the windows of the living room, through which Jenny and Holly saw him leave that weekend and that Helena had followed him.

That particular action probably triggered their change of behavior towards him. He didn't want to think about it anymore.

He opened the car door for Marion and Helena and they walked towards the house.

Marion must have noticed his hesitation and said "I won't bite, Rob. And there are no ghosts here." 

And there she was wrong, Rob thought, he had ghosts to deal with. 

"Do we first take another cup of coffee, or do you want to go and get the clothes?" Marion asked.




A Game within a Game Ch. 02B



"First the clothes," Rob answered, not showing his deeper thoughts.

They headed to Rob's old bedroom. Marion had his belongings spread out on the bed.

"I'll only take with me, what I have received from you. I don't want to have anything what Jenny gave me," Rob said and started sorting things out.

Lucky for him, most of the things he really liked he got from Marion. The lingerie set which he received at the office, the beautiful nightgown and not to forget the treasures he found at the theatre shop.

"One moment," Marion said, "I have something special."

When she returned, she held in her hands a beautiful Southern Belle white dress, with lace and ruffles.

She also brought with her a long, white lace petticoat that came along with the dress.

"That is a really nice dress," Helena commented and she pressed the nylon against her face. "So pretty and soft, you sure know how to spoil Rob, and all that lovely lingerie you bought for him."

"I thought this dress wasn't my size?" Rob asked surprised.

"Correct, the one you found wasn't, but this one I had made especially for you. Only you had left me, before it was finished. When I received it, my first reaction was to throw it away, but then I thought that I could send it to you, so that you knew that you always would be in my heart. I saved myself mailing costs," she said with a sad smile.

"I will wear it tonight," Rob promised her.

"I am glad I get the chance to see it," Marion whispered.

"Cheer up, Marion. If you talk like that I will start to cry also," Helena said in an attempt to make Marion feel better, "think about the coming evening. That reminds me, when we go back, shall we see if Kim is willing to join us this evening. What do you think about that, Marion?"

Marion was a bit reluctant with her answer: "I would like to see her, but I'm afraid. Will Kim think the same about me and can she forgive me?"

Rob spoke before Helena could answer: "It is not to her to forgive you. That is something between you, Helena and I, Kim is just a bystander and besides that, the moment we have explained things to her, you will see that she has a very warm heart. And not to forget: you have to see her rings," he grinned at the thought.

"Rob, you have a dirty mind," Helena smiled also; relieved about the way Rob solved the question of meeting Kim.

"I think we are ready here," Rob said, "those shoes had Jenny bought for me, should I leave them here or take them? They are killing my feet - six inches, but to throw them away is a bit, well, you know."

"Yes, they were expensive," Marion agreed, "if you can get over it, that Jenny bought them, and just think about how well you look into them. Shoes don't have a memory."

"Take them with you, Rob," Helena agreed with Marion, "she can't hurt you anymore; it's only in your mind. Wearing those means only that you don't care anymore, you stand literally above it, on six inch heels to be exact."

"Ok, that's settled. I'm done here. The rest you can throw away in time, Marion. I don't want it." Some dresses and lingerie, even some woman's pants left behind.

"I think by buying those women pants, she wanted me to look ridiculous," Rob said to Helena and Marion.

"I'm not so sure Rob. I don't think she would do that, in fact, why would you look ridiculous? They are like normal male trousers, nothing special. Don't look for things that aren't there. She mistreated you, true, but in your cross dressing she helped you in all honesty," Marion did not agree with Rob.

"I will never know for sure - I have enough of this talk. Let's go to your basement. I'm scared, I admit, but if I have to go then let's do it," Rob said a bit harsh.

Helena was a bit frightened by the tone of his voice; she understood it would be difficult for him to walk in that dungeon. She took Rob's hand and said "I'm with you, darling, hold my hand," and with one hand holding his clothes and the other hand in Helena's hand they walked of the staircase. 

Rob dropped his clothes on the bench in the hall and together, still holding hands, they went to the basement. Marion walked in front of them and unlocked the door.

When Rob careful stepped in the basement, Marion turned on the light and Rob suddenly realized all was gone.

"I told you, nothing to be scared off, no ghosts here Rob," and Marion walked towards him and gave him a kiss. "Do you think that I left all that stuff here, all those memories to you (and John)? I don't think so. I have left some stuff in a cupboard, what might become handy, and like you with your shoes, I couldn't throw everything in the garbage can, but the most compromising things are gone. It was part of my recovery to get rid of memories. Even John's examining chair in the research room is gone. I do have some floggers and paddles, and handcuffs, these things I kept. The rest is gone, in my fireplace or as garbage."

"So I have to build our own soft S&M studio?" Rob remarked.

"Keeps you busy Rob, it will do you good," Helena said, "We have even a larger room at the back, behind the wine cellar what you can use, when you clean it first. Maybe we can make a large shower and toilets also in the basement, that would be nice, and a clothing room or something. Yes, I beginning to like the idea, now I think about it. You work out the plans, and as soon we agree, we let builders come. You do only the last part: the studio decoration and 'workbenches', I think it's a splendid idea."

"Marion, is there anything else we could take with us?" Rob asked.

"What about some clothes for me? If I can stay at your home for a while, I also need clothes," Marion said, "maybe even a dominatrix outfit..."

Helena replied: "But that is what we are here for, I help you pack, dear. Leave Rob here with his dreams," she teased him.

And they left the former dungeon, leaving Rob with his thoughts. He rummaged through the cupboards, took out some S&M equipment, pretty innocent as Marion had told him and looked around to see if he had missed something. The only visible witnesses of his beating were the rings on the floor he had been fastened to. He looked up, on the ceiling were some ropes hanging with a spreader bar and some pulleys.

He found some tools on the cupboard which Marion had used to dismantle most of her equipment and also a stepladder.

He managed to remove the pulleys and took everything down. This spreader bar with pulleys could be used again, the things itself were not frightening.

He wasn't so sure anymore that he wasn't traumatized by the whole event during that dreaded weekend and still felt a bit fearful here; in spite of the cold light what revealed everything.

He brought all the equipment to his car and threw it in the back. Then he went in the house again and waited for Marion and Helena to come down. He made coffee for them and when it was ready he poured it in a large cup and made himself comfortable on one of the couches in the living room.

Finally he heard them laughing and giggling walking down the staircase.

"I'm here and made us coffee," Rob shouted to them.

Just at the moment he wanted to take a sip of his coffee, the door opened and there the vixens were standing: they both had dressed themselves in Marion's domina outfits: Calf-high boots, stockings reaching under their leather skirts, leather top and leather bracelets. They were both wearing a corset or waist-cincher underneath, they had hour-glass figures that must have been the reason it took them so long: they have been helping each other with narrowing their corsets. 

"And how do you greet your Mistresses?" Helena asked with an alluring smile. 

Rob stood up, walked to them and gave them both a hand kiss. "You both look ravishing," he said, truly admiring them, what Marion and Helena clearly noticed. They smiled to each other, their little plan had worked, Rob wasn't freaking out, and on the contrary, he was obviously excited by what he saw.

Suddenly Rob seemed to realize something. He turned his back to Helena and Marion and took his seat again, making himself comfortable. Helena was speechless. 

"I dress myself for your pleasure and you ignore it?" she was utterly amazed by his behavior.

"Sorry Helena, I am not playing at the moment, nor will I do outside the playroom or dungeon or whatever you wish to call it. Only inside that room and when you call yourself Mistress I will give you the honor you wish to receive. Now I am visiting Marion, nothing more, nothing less," Rob said defiant. 

Marion motioned to Helena to say nothing more and they left the room. About ten minutes later they were back, in their normal clothes again.

"I'm not in the mood for coffee," Helena said stiff to Rob and waited for him to finish, she sounded a bit cold, she probably was angry. Rob shrugged and thought she would cool off.

"I will bring your clothes in the car, Marion," he said and walked to the hall, went upstairs, took the two suitcases from Marion and brought them to the car, together with his own clothes which he had sort out.

Marion locked the front door and off they went; Rob drove again. 

"Where to now, ladies?" he asked them.

Helena picked up her mobile and tried to get in contact with Kim. Rob heard her speak, but had to keep his attention to the road, so he didn't know what was decided.

"You can drive to Kim; she is expecting us. It can be that we have to wait ten minutes or so, she said, but it's quiet today. So we can sit in the waiting room at her place."

"Okay, I hope I still remember where she lives," Rob answered.

After about half an hour they arrived at Kim's house, what also included her practice. The house had belonged to John and Marion while he was still alive; after he died Marion sold it to Kim.

They just entered the building, and Marion directly walked to the waiting room. Rob and Helena followed her. Behind the door where Kim held practice they heard her talk to a patient. Soon the patient opened the door and left. A few minutes later Kim opened the door and saw them, including Marion. Flabbergasted Kim said "Marion, I didn't expect to see you here, with Helena and Rob." She was silent for a few seconds and then walked towards her and gave Marion a kiss. Helena and Rob rose from their chair and they hugged Kim.

"Come in; let's go the living room. That man was my last patient. In thirty minutes I have to make a few house-calls, but this evening I'm free." 

"Perfect Kim, do you want to have dinner with us, and do you want to stay the evening and night?" 

Kim looked again to Marion and replied: "Yes of course, tomorrow morning I am off duty, then later on the day I have the late call's, so I can longer sleep in case of a long night," and she provocative looked at Rob.

Then Kim could no longer restrain her curiosity "Now tell me, you are friends again? Rob and Marion have talked to each other? And you have made up? Please tell me."

Rob said mischievous: "Who say's we have made up?"

Marion's eyes became furious: "Don't tease me Rob, we have made up!"

"Yes Kim, I had wrongly accused Marion and we made things clear to each other. In fact we are at the same point as before that weekend when everything went wrong. So we even made love this morning, the three of us, and as you can guess, we want to do it this evening again and you are especially invited. Yes," Rob eyes brightened, "I suggest an erotic dinner to celebrate the renewed friendship with Marion. I think I put a lot of cream on my dick, and the three of you have me as dessert," he grinned.

Both Helena and Marion looked a bit skeptical, but Kim saw the humor of it and laughed with Rob. 

"Sorry Rob, I don't want to make a mess of our dining room," Helena said, a bit unease whether Rob was teasing her or not.

Rob saw the hesitation at Helena and reassured her: "I was only teasing you, dear. But to think about it, it would be nice to sit in our lingerie while having dinner. It will certainly make me hornier."

"We'll see about that," Helena wasn't convinced "Marion had bought you such a nice dress; I would love to see you wearing that gown. Yes, I want formal clothing if possible. If you don't have anything formal, Marion and Kim, I'm sure I have something in my cupboards. Is that a deal?"

"Sure," Rob said, "are you sure you don't want me in my waitress uniform," he winked at Marion.

"No, absolutely not, you are teasing me again, stop that Rob," Helena became upset.

Rob grabbed Helena and hold her tight to his chest "Come on, dear, don't take everything so serious, you know me by now," and he removed a few tears in her eyes and kissed her.

Happily she kissed him back: "I'm your wife Rob, don't make me look foolish to my friends." 

"Nobody here thinks one moment that you look foolish. You are still not used to my little teasing," Rob kissed her again, took her in his arms and made her sitting beside him on the couch and her head leaned to his shoulder. Then he grabbed her hands and held them tightly. 

Kim looked at them with big eyes and said: "It's nice to see you are still so in love." 

Marion sighed "We get the crumbs Kim," and smiled a bit.

Helena immediately reacted: "No, that is absolutely not true. You know my opinion, you Kim and Marion are my most trusted friends and I share all with you, including Rob. That is not always easy, I admit that, but I think we came this far and let us make the best out of our relation. As a matter of fact I want to make love with the both of you, Kim and Marion, but not during dinner," and with a big smile she looked up at Rob.

"Well, almost time for your house-call's I think Kim? Then we go and we'll see you in a couple of hours," and they all stood up, gave Kim a kiss and Kim whispered Rob "I wear my stockings for you," and off they went.

Helena had heard Kim speaking to Rob and chuckled: "Kim promised you something I heard," and Rob answered "you do the same for me every day," and they both laughed.

Marion, sitting behind them, was curious. Rob explained what Kim said and Marion said coolly "I did it also always for you," and Helena and Rob laughed again and Helena said "that's exactly I told Rob, we all do, including him."

In a good mood they arrived home, Rob carried the suitcases to Marion's room; she slept with them, but still needed a place for herself.

After that Rob unloaded the rest of the things, including his clothes given by Marion.

The S&M gear he brought downstairs and after he dropped it in their playroom, he walked further along the wine cellar until he reached a large space. It was empty and probably used in the past as storage room or cellar.

The room was easily 60 by 180 feet, enough for a bathroom, toilets, and clothing room and then their new to build playroom. He would design it, leaving the large works, like the clothing room, bathroom with a large tub and showers for at least four people, and toilets to builders. He would only decorate the playroom and then realized he needed a lot of special light effects.

The sooner he worked out some plans the sooner the works could start.

What people not will do for their hobby, for that's the way he saw it. Not like Marion, it became her life, but he wouldn't be part of that, he made himself a promise. And, in the unlike case of Helena would go along with Marion, he had seen the glow of lust in her face when she was wearing the dominatrix outfit, he would warn her not to go to much involved with this world of dominance other than in this playroom, because he would not participate with that aim and maybe even leave her in that case.

He thought he might yet tell her as soon as possible, before wrong ideas could form in her mind.

He quickly went upstairs and found Marion and Helena in the living room. They both had something to drink, but he was not in the mood for it.

"Marion, I have put your suitcases in your room, its right next to our bedroom. Although you will sleep probably in our bedroom, you need some privacy sometimes. You can take a look if you want, I can show you," Rob said.

"No, it's okay dear. But I think I will take a shower and look for a dress for dinner. I'll be right back," Marion answered.

That went well, Rob thought.

"Helena, we need to speak and well right now," Rob said serious. Helena was a bit shocked by the tone of his voice. "What is the matter, Rob?" she asked anxious.

"We have to talk about this afternoon, when you were dressed as a dominatrix. I was shocked when I saw you; I noticed you liked it very much, too much if you ask me. I don't know what you are thinking, but under no circumstances I will play a game outside the playroom. You can say 'Your Mistress wants you' and whatever, but I won't negotiate about anything. I will refuse. And if you become so angry, that you take other measures, I will leave you. I am so fed up, I ask for a bit of excitement, but I have the idea, that you and Marion are thinking way beyond that point. Is it true or not?"

Helena listened with tears in her eyes to his attack. "I never would do that, nor would I force you to do anything what you don't want to," she said.

"That is not what I said: I don't want to play any games outside the playroom, ever. Period. I want a normal life with you and not battle about things we could do or not. I saw you talking with Marion, and she is a sweet woman, and I love her, but I won't play her games anymore, never! I just want you to know that, don't try to persuade me, because the moment I realize what is happening, there will be a big problem."

"Ahem," Marion clearly had forgotten something and she had heard almost everything. 

"Rob, do you really think I want to make you do something you don't want to do?" Marion asked.

"That's not the point Marion, I urge Helena not to bring any game into our lives except what can be done in the playroom. I mean S&M games."

"Dressing in the clothes of the opposite sex is also a game what can be played by S&M lovers," Marion replied.

"That is than excluded, I mean games with assignments where I have to do this or that, and when the requirements are not met, I receive whatever punishment. I won't play such a game."

Rob continued: "I will go to the playroom when I feel to it, if you do want to play games with someone else, I have no problem with that, but count me out."

"My, my, you really are traumatized Rob. Not me, but you should visit a psychiatrist," Marion noticed, "Again we have the issue of trust and give yourself over to the ones who love you most."

"I'm sorry Marion, you will have to earn my trust, and the only trust I can give you is when we are in the playroom and we have had a session without freaking me out. Then I will start trusting you again, not sooner. The same goes for you Helena; I've seen what it can do to people who receive power. They even made a movie about it, and the victims had not a good time. I think that can happen to all of us."

"I can see you really are scarred Rob," Helena said, walking towards him and then softly kissed him on his mouth.

"We will do what you want Rob, not what we want. And if you for what reason back out, I will support you; don't see problems, where there are no problems. Marion and I support you all the way, and if you don't want to go to the playroom, it's fine with us. You asked me to take lessons from Marion, I didn't ask for anything." 

"That is true Rob," and Marion also walked to Rob and kissed him. He was now enclosed by the 2 woman he loved most; where is Kim, he thought. 

"Don't eat me, you get your dinner," and laughing a bit, but also very relieved that this crisis passed, Helena and Marion went upstairs to put on their formal clothing.

Rob took a whiskey; he thought the message was clear: don't bring me to where I don't want to go, or I am out.

He didn't know Marion was crying when she was out of the living room. Helena had seen what Rob's words did to her; his words attacked her as daggers. She didn't want him to see, but she was very disappointed that no matter what she promised, explained and declared, he didn't trust her, and worse, he was suspicious on Helena also.




A Game within a Game Ch. 02C



Author's Note: This is the second story. I still have sometimes trouble to find the right syntax. I hope you still have fun in reading this second story. A third will be following. The characters involved will appear more 'human', not real good and not real bad, and make sometimes bad decisions. 

Chapter 2C.

Dr. Catherine. 

The next morning when Rob wake-up, Helena sat beside him on a chair, looking anxious.

"Good morning, sleepy head. I hope that you slept well. The pills Kim gave you, surely helped."

Rob got out of bed, but lucky for him, Helena grabbed him, otherwise he would have fallen. "Kim told me, that this could happen. You have to eat and drink something, and then you will feel better."

Rob clothed himself; his male clothes were neatly folded next to his bed. Together they walked downstairs, Rob still supported by Helena.

At arriving in the living room, Helena said "I'll get something for you, just sit and relax." Then Marion rushed in the room and also anxious asked "How do you feel Rob?"

Rob answered: "A bit dizzy, my head is spinning."

"A normal reaction to the pills from Kim," Marion affirmed. Helena disappeared to the kitchen and Marion said to him: "You really scared us last night; we never thought that could happen. Kim made a bit noise to get your attention, but she didn't mean to get you so upset. She went home last night."

Helena heard her words when she came in the room, carrying a blade with some sandwiches and coffee for all. Helena said: "Her only purpose shouting at you was to get you following us. It worked but all too well. Anyway, she was very upset, saying she didn't want this to happen. We all know that, including you, I think."

Marion continued "While you were sleeping, we had a long talk about what really happened. It seemed to us, you had all kinds of thoughts of what we might do to Kim, and you became very angered. I don't have other words to describe it. And when you saw that nothing was going on, that it only existed in your mind, you let go your anger and you fainted."

Helena listened to what Marion said and when Marion stopped talking, she continued: "Rob, we all three came to one conclusion. You have to talk this over with a neutral person. It seems Marion and I thought about the same person, although we both know her from a different angle." Helena looked at her watch "I arranged a meeting with her in one hour. So finish your breakfast, you must be feeling a bit better now, and we leave in an instant."

"First I want to take a shower, Helena," Rob said. "Okay, do so quickly, and hurry."

Rob left the room for a shower and the women talked to each other.

"What did she say Helena, when you mentioned my name?"

"She asked in what capacity her help was needed. I said I wasn't sure, but maybe both. Then she said to bring a suitcase with extra clothing with us, she wasn't precise and said that maybe a few sessions were needed. I don't know to what she was referring of, but I packed a few things for us. I won't show it to Rob, you know how he can be, but maybe if we confront him with saying that it is better to stay overnight, he will accept."

"Good," Marion affirmed, "And we keep in contact by phone. And I will inform Kim."

They waited a few more minutes, and then Rob returned, freshly shaven and feeling better. "I'm ready to depart ladies."

Marion said "I won't come along Rob. It will be more appropriate if only Helena accompanies you, but I'll keep in touch. I will inform Kim as soon we know more, she is very curious about your wellbeing."

Rob tenderly kissed Marion goodbye and off they went.

Helena drove, although Rob felt better, she didn't think it was a good idea to let him ride.

Soon they arrived, after passing a number of small villages, at the suburbs of a larger city. They stopped at an ordinary looking family house. The house was standing at the edge of a small park where children were playing. All very ordinary, Rob thought. When they got out, Helena took the weekend bag with her. Rob saw it, but didn't say anything. He had no idea what to expect. At the entrance of the path to her front door a sign told them that psychiatrist C. K. was living here. They rang at the front door, and a handsome woman of around 30-35 year opened the door.

"Hello, come in, I'm Doctor Catherine, but please call me Cathy," she introduced herself. 

Rob observed her intensely: the Doctor was a slender build woman, with long legs and a good figure, her blond hair had been cut in a pony-style and the rest of her very long hair draped until below her shoulder blades. He also noticed she had a sincere smile and lines around her mouth; which implied that she had a good sense of humor. She needed that in her type of business, Rob thought. 

Helena and Rob gave her both a hand and followed her into the house. It was a typical private doctor's house, with certificates on the wall. Also some pictures of the doctor at her University. Cathy took them to her practice room, what looked like a normal living room; except for a long bench next to her desk. In front of the desk were also two chairs and Cathy nodded them to sit.

Helena started to talk about last night's event, and Cathy took notes. Then she asked Rob what he felt and why he was so angered. Finally she started to ask questions about their marriage and so on. Rob did not tell her about his cross dressing, he didn't thought it was of importance, the fainting had nothing to do with that, but the more with the anger he felt regularly. It took almost one hour before Cathy had everything placed in the right contents and she understood what really had happened.

"Helena, I want to talk with Rob in private," and when Helena wanted to leave Cathy said "Please stay here. I will need you later. Rob and I go outside and we will make a short walk. It will be relaxing and I want him to listen to my proposal in order to give him more mental stability. Just get a book or so and we will be back in half an hour I think."

Rob and Cathy left, leaving Helena behind.

When they walked outside Cathy asked Rob what he had heard about her. Rob answered: "The only thing I know is that both Helena and Marion know you, but from a different angle. Marion had been to a psychiatrist, so maybe she knows you from hearing. And Helena; well, she knows a lot of people."

"I'm sure she does," Cathy answered dry. "Rob no, Marion does not know me from her own problems. I'm a psychiatrist, but I'm also very much known in the 'scene', if you know what that is."

Rob looked dumbfounded; he had no idea where she was talking about.

"Ok, I'll come to that later. First, my analysis of your problem; you have had a marriage of almost twenty years, and on a bad weekend all came out, the anger of your wife, your unwitting behavior on what you sensed what might happen and the intuition of Helena what you instantly recognized as true. Together with the pain, humiliation and the sorrow Marion unintentionally brought to you, was it enough for traumatizing you. But it was Jenny who betrayed your marriage, and not Marion. Like she explained you and Helena, she was very upset about losing your love, and she could not handle it anymore; she too had a bad weekend, walked on her toes to make the weekend work and all in vain. Later your friends tried to help you, and in some ways they achieved their goal, but like Helena said: you still have ghosts to deal with."

Rob just looked at her with asking eyes, but said nothing.

"I have a proposition for you. But first you have to tell me: do you trust me? You don't know me, but because I don't really know you, I'm not prejudiced. You have nothing to fear from me. Agreed?"

"I guess," Rob said, he hesitated "When people started talking about trust, I am now beginning to think that I have to run as fast away from you as possible."

"Yes, Rob, but that is the problem. You cannot trust anybody anymore, because the trust you had, had been betrayed for twenty years. The moment you had found out, you needed professional help. Lucky you have found the perfect wife, the best you can imagine and she does a lot of healing. But, like Helena said, we have to remove some ghosts. We can do that by long talks, trying to convince you that the unhappy events have nothing to do with another, and that will take a long time, or we can do it in a shorter period: two days probably; today and tomorrow. About what Marion told me, and what you later confirmed by telling me about your feelings, I came to the following conclusion beforehand: a two day session will be the best solution. Do I have to convince you? We speak about that in the presence of Helena. I already asked Helena to bring some clothing with her for staying overnight and made the spare bedroom for you ready. I live alone; the only persons here will be us."

Rob still look dumbfounded. "I'm sorry, but I still haven't the slightest idea what you want to do in two session days."

"Rob, I will bring you to your highest senses and thereafter release. Therefore I need the help of Helena. Tomorrow I will repeat that, again with the help of Helena. Haven't you guessed already? Beside a psychiatrist, I'm a dominatrix."

Rob grunted "I should listen to my own words, the moment you started about trust I should have run."

Cathy said: "Rob, please listen before you start to run," she gave him a wink, "let me tell you this. You connect S&M and all what is connected to it with the experience you had; to Jenny. In fact, S&M means for you betrayal, mistrust, sorrow, humiliation and pain. At least three parts of that list I want to scrap, and I want to add four: ecstasy, trust, pleasure and excitement. I want to scrap mistrust, betrayal and sorrow. Do you understand? And when we have done two sessions, maybe you can add trust to the positive things on S&M and from that point you don't need me anymore, then you have Helena and Marion. You are very lucky to have this wife and dear friend. I believe you have formed your own little family? Then there must be a lot of trust present already. Now you have to delete mistrust from your dictionary. Did I make everything a bit more transparent for you?" Cathy watched Rob's facial expression; she wasn't sure if he really understood what she meant.

With a lot of hesitation said Rob "I guess so."

"That is not good enough for me, Rob. I want your fully cooperation in this. Let me put it in other words. Do you agree with me that I have nothing to win to scare you from an S&M session and everything to gain when you have in fact enjoyed a session?"

She waited a few moments to Rob make realize the truth in her words. "So what is your answer Rob?"

"You will be easy on me? I'm not experienced."

"I know that, you have my word. But I do things different as Marion; still, there is that word trust again." 

"How different?" Rob asked.

"I will make use of your whole body, not just your behind. Afterwards you will be exhausted, that means you take a rest. Helena and I will talk afterwards, after your session, but I promise: you will sleep as a bird. Can I count on you?"

"Yes," Rob said.

"When you have rested, we will have dinner, and we will see what to do next. Talking is important, so you have to give me as much information about your feelings as possible."

She silenced for a moment.

"One more thing, no safe-word, I'll give you the whole treatment, it is a beginners treatment, but sufficient for you. You just relax, most of the things you have experienced and maybe there will be a new one. Tomorrow you won't have any bruises or whatever; you will be as smooth as a baby. After breakfast we will take a walk again, with Helena this time, and you will say to her, or this evening; that will be even better, that you really trust her in every way, she deserves that. Don't you forget that, otherwise I have to punish you in the second session," and she smiled mischievous at Rob.

They have walked around the park and were at the beginning, almost in front of Cathy's house. "Are you ready to begin Rob, or do you need something to drink first. Helena maybe wants also something hot, so I suggest coffee or tea."

"You have told Helena what kind of treatment you will give me?"

"Nope, that's why I want to drink coffee with her."

They had come in front of Cathy's house. "Rob, promise me one thing. No more backing out, I will be gentle and Helena will be proud of you, and so will be Marion. You may know that she cried a lot about you. I know she isn't easy going, and maybe not the right life partner for you, but I don't think you will find yourself a better friend apart from your wife than Marion. Cherish her!"

"I know, we are friends again, and we already made love once. I won't make love with people I don't love; I can't see any other way to proof it. So you are the psychiatrist who treated Marion?"

"Yes, and I hope that by your renewed friendship with Marion, she doesn't have to visit me again as a patient. And I believe you, Rob. I know you now for a couple of hours, but I think you are very honest. And because you are like that it took you so long to recognize the misbehaviors of Jenny. Past time, we have to move forward."

She opened the door for him and they both returned to Helena, who was anxious awaiting their return.

Rob walked towards her and kissed her and said "We're back. Cathy made clear what had happened and why. She has two types of cures and will tell you all about it." 

"Yes Helena, I will make us some coffee and I will explain; I'll be right back."

The presence of a coffee-machine made her come back with three cappuccinos within five minutes.

"Helena, the main problem with Rob is his mistrust feeling. That mistrust is connected by actions of Jenny to the playroom and all what happened there, hence I have to give Rob trust and take away the mistrust. I can do that by long talks and convince him that he must learn to trust his most beloved ones, and that Jenny's betrayal to his love is an exception. Also, it is not to say that Jenny didn't love you, Rob, only not the way you thought she would. But that is not the issue now. Helena, you already knew I'm also a dominatrix, a Mistress if you prefer. I proposed Rob to do two sessions, right now after we have finished our coffee and this conversation; and tomorrow morning. You both are staying here overnight; I will make us dinner when Rob has had enough rest after the session, and tonight we will see what we do. But Helena, I need your help, are you willing to help me active in the power play?"

"Yes, Mistress," Helena said obedient.

"Leave that Mistress for later, I will instruct you first. Rob come with me, I'll be right back Helena."

Rob and Cathy left the practice room and she headed for him. They went upstairs and she opened a door. "This is your bedroom, when we have finished the session, you can go back to here, then take a shower in the adjacent bathroom and get some sleep. Undress yourself and put on the clothes I've laid out for you. I start with a bit of humiliation and the rest comes in time. Nothing serious as I said before, it's all to your benefit. Remember, things we are going to say are for your own good."

"We?" Rob looked up.

"Yes, I will ask Helena to humiliate you verbally also, it is to make you sure that everything that will be said is part of the scene and goes no further. You know people can sometimes say things which we don't really mean, and if you ever get a quarrel with Helena, and she calls you e.g. sissy, and she means it, she will have to answer to me. Because I want her signature that whatever happens here stays within these four walls. It's part of your treatment and as such she can never use it as weapon to you, should she do. To be honest, I don't see that happen, knowing her."

"I wait here?" Rob asked.

"Yes, I will call for you in ten minutes or so. Then we go to my playroom. Don't forget to put on shoes," she pointed to high heels, several pairs, in different sizes, but all the same: four inch high heels.

Rob took off his own clothes and started to examine what she had laid out for him: pink ruffled panties, white seamed stockings, a pink suspender belt and a pink bra 38c. Also a pink petticoat and a dress which he could not other describe than a sissy dress, in pink satin, lace and ruffles. Very childish, not his taste, but it was their party, he thought. Soon he had put everything on; he saw himself in the mirror and thought he looked ridiculous. The four inch high heels didn't give much problems, he could walk pretty on them, even fast if necessary. He didn't tell Cathy he was a cross dresser, so far it wasn't important. She soon would find out, she probably expected him to walk slowly and clumsy on this heels.

"One moment Rob," shouted Cathy from below. He wandered what took them so long. Then he heard them both laughing beneath the stairs.

Then suddenly: "You may come downstairs, sissy," the tone of Cathy's voice had changed significant.

Rob hurried to get below, his petticoats swished with every step he took. Then saw Helena him, she couldn't believe her eyes, and she started laughing. Rob felt ashamed. "Now you can see for yourself what a sissy husband you have, Helena." 

"I begin to understand what you mean, Mistress Cathy, but he is still a very nice person. And a cute one too, as it appears," and she started laughing again.

Rob looked up at them, they both wore a long coat, and he couldn't see much what they wore underneath. Surprise, he thought. "Follow us, sissy," Cathy demanded. Fast they walked to a back door, what came out to her garden.

"We go outside? People can see me," he said.

"Sissies really need to keep their mouth shut and only talk when they are asked," Cathy said.

"Yes, I also have so much trouble in keeping his mouth shut; he is sometimes a very bad sissy," Helena put some oil on the fire. "I'll make sure that this sissy will behave better, after this afternoon he won't give you any trouble, Mistress Helena," Cathy said.

She looked at Rob to see if he could follow on his four inch heels. To her amazement Rob could easily follow her. "I can see that this sissy has practiced to walk on high heels," Cathy remarked.

"Yes, sissy can walk faster on them than me," Helena replied. With a strange look on her face admired Cathy the elegant walk of Rob.

"I never expected this," she said to herself.

At the back of Cathy's garden was a newly build small house, with high windows so nobody could directly look inside. "This is my funhouse," Cathy explained and she unlocked the entrance door. They all went in. 

"We are here at my playroom, I want this sissy to take place on the chair in the middle of the room, and we will be there in a minute." Helena and Cathy disappeared in one of the rooms what probably was a dressing room.

Rob went through a small hall with doors to his left and right, he saw a toilet and probably another dressing room. He was preparing to make something like this in their basement at home.

The door in front of him gave admittance to the playroom, pretty innocent looking. The only thing what reminded him to an S&M room was X-cross on the wall, which was attached to a device that probably could be used for lifting the cross and place it somewhere else. He would soon find out, he thought, he wasn't very scared, she promised to be gentle on him, and Helena was here to protect him. He suddenly realized how much he already trusted her. She had never made a laugh when he was 'en femme' and always supported him. She even encouraged him, to go further than he really dared.

Cathy and Helena entered, they were not clothed as Marian and Jenny, in fact, they were dressed very elegant. Both wore a slender making dress of satin, Cathy in black and Helena in red, both dresses had a side split that reached to their waist, and clearly showed their corset with attached sheer black nylons. Their heels were pretty normal, just black low heeled pumps, but all together they were adorable.




A Game within a Game Ch. 02C



He immediately went on his knees and said "You are so beautiful, Mistresses, I'm honored to be in your presence."

Helena enjoyed his clearly visible admiration and Cathy was pleasantly surprised too, although she was experienced enough in her role as dominatrix to not show it.

"Mistress Helena, will you take place on that seat? Sissy, I just noticed something, you walked so pretty and fast on those high heels, you must have had practice, a whole lot of practice. You are even more a sissy than I thought you would be. I think, outside this playroom, you are a sissy too."

These words shocked Rob more than he thought. So far he considered it as a yoke, but now she was really offending him. He stood up and with a very low and dangerous tone in his voice he said: "I'm not here to be really insulted. That you call me a sissy because I wear these ridiculous clothes, okay, but don't push it."

Cathy just smiled: "Is our sissy insulted? You really have to learn a lot, don't you sissy? I bet you wear dresses in your home, does he Mistress Helena?" Rob watched Helena and was shaking his head.

Helena then looked up to Cathy and said "I'm not sure this is a good idea."

"Sissy, your mistress is very loyal, but I know what I see. You are a real sissy and I don't like sissies. I like real man, I don't think you are a real man, you wear dresses!"

With a growl from his belly to his throat Rob said: "Don't press your luck," and with fire in his eyes he stood before Cathy, who in spite herself took a step back, suddenly she was afraid she pushed him too far.

Helena also stood up and said: "Rob don't you do anything; she doesn't mean it, it's all to teach you to take insults."

Still with a growl in his voice Rob said: "I know that, if it was for real she would be lying on the floor."

"What?" Cathy asked, "You would hit women?"

"Ask Jenny when she had used her super-strapon on me, just one slap and she didn't stand anymore. So be careful."

"Your Mistress will take note of that," Cathy carried on if nothing had happened.

Helena went sitting again, giving a sigh of relief.

Cathy started to push Rob again: "But since you are a sissy, and sissies with a big mouth need to have their mouth washed with soap. Pity I don't have any at the moment. What a mess you make, sissy. I have to punish you otherwise. Lie down over Helena and reach the floor with your hands."

Hesitating Rob bowed over Helena's upper legs and softly rested on her lap. He knew he was a bit too heavy for her. "Relax Rob, it's okay dear," she whispered him.

Cathy pretended to hear nothing. "Since you were so impertinent and disobedient, Mistress Helena will give you a spanking. She will start with twenty slaps, on each bum ten. Lower your panties, sissy."

Rob did as was asked.

"You may proceed, Mistress Helena," and with a bright smile Helena started giving him twenty slaps. She was inexperienced, but still she had a hard hand and Rob's bum soon reddened.

After giving Rob twenty slaps, Rob had to stand up. He wanted to pull up his panties but a sharp "Leave those panties!" stopped him. He now really felled humiliated. "Step back sissy," Cathy ordered him and he did as was asked, shuffled slowly, with his panties on his ankles.

She walked around him, lifted his petticoats and dress and inspected his bum. "Hmm, it's been a bit red, but not much." Then she lifted the front of his dress and looked at his dick, what had been hardened a bit, but under her destructive look his dick softened soon. "That's what I thought, sissy. You have a real sissy dick and sissy dicks must also behave. The next time I see sissy's dick become hard again, I will have something to do about it." 

"Mistress Helena, can you fetch that hairbrush from the table? Right sissy, your next lesson. We will color your bum even further. Mistress Helena, please take the seat again, and sissy, you know what to do."

Without complaining Rob turned over Helena and rested again on her lap.

"Mistress Helena, please give him on each bum five strokes with the hairbrush. I want to hear him moan, so do your best."

With considerable force Helena gave Rob ten strokes. The first ones he could bear, but his arse went a bit sour and some hits really sting. At stroke nine and ten he moaned softly.

"Well done, Mistress Helena. Sissy, stand up, take a step back." 

Cathy inspected him again, this time his arse was bright red.

"Now your front" Cathy said and lifted the front side of his dress. "I knew it, this sissy is not learning fast. He has a hard-on." 

From a pocket in her dress she took a small whip, it was in fact a handle with velvet cords attached; took his dick in her hand and slapped it a few times with the penis flogger.

Rob moaned, this he didn't expect. His dick softened again.

"That is better. Mistress Helena, can you take the seat to the side? Ok sissy, undress yourself and put the clothes on that seat over there." She pointed at the chair that Helena just put there.

Rob hesitated with his lingerie, but Cathy snapped at him: "Naked please sissy." Quickly Rob removed all his clothing and did as was asked.

"I know you are a weak sissy, but can you help me with this device?" Cathy pointed at the ropes that held the X-cross in place.

Rob untied them and pulled some other cords Cathy gave him. He lifted the X-cross easily, on the ceiling and the cross pulleys were used, so with one hand he lifted it, and with his other hand he steered it to the center of the playroom. Then the ropes were fastened on the wall, and the lower side of the X-cross fastened to rings in the floor.

"This will be a harder exercise sissy. If you endure it, I won't call you sissy anymore, for now," Cathy warned. Rob's hands were tied to the upper sides of the X, and his legs to the lower side. His dick was hanging between the lower parts of the X.

"Mistress Cathy, I have had once an accident, a cane hit my balls and I passed out. I don't want to happen that ever again," he warned her.

"Funny that you warn me, you can't do a thing. Your hands and feet are tied, how will you get loose?"

Rob said nothing; she had no idea about what he was capable of. Some small shackles couldn't hold him. People always seem to underestimate him, but he let go, for now.

"I sense some defiance in you, is there something you want to say?" Cathy asked.

"I just did," Rob said defiant.

"Come with me, Mistress Helena," Cathy said to Helena and together they walked out of the room.

"He doesn't surrender at all, he is not a real sub," Cathy complained.

"I know, he had a very bad start, his mistrust doesn't come from nothing. He had been seriously hurt. Please be real careful with him, don't push him, I have seen him angry once or twice and you really don't want to stand in his way."

"Still he has to surrender to me," Cathy said. "I never met someone like him, intriguing, he sure is. We'll see what will happen. I will bring the whole of his body in flame, I hope he surrenders, and then he can bear it more easily. Urge him to, and whatever you do, please don't make him come. If you notice he is coming, give me a sign and we will down his dick. He needs to be aroused, and then he can take all."

They returned to the playroom. "I will heathen your whole body," Cathy said. She took a trolley from along the wall and rolled it near Rob. She grabbed a leather paddle and began hitting on Rob's whole body. She started on his back and then lowered to his bum, then to the backside of his legs, even the inside and finally down. At last she commanded him to lift his feet and she gave him also some hits on his foot soles. The last ones where a bit painful, but the rest didn't really hurt.

"This was your warming up" Cathy explained, "how is his dick?" she asked Helena. 

"A bit hard, but not very much," Helena said. She had been watching Rob's face during the whole session and she noticed he wasn't really hurt. So far so good, she thought. Helena turned the trolley and took out nipple-clamps and attached them to Rob's nipples. This time he moaned and sighed.

"I don't think he can bear it, Mistress Cathy," Helena said.

"We wait for 30 seconds, and see if he still is in pain," Cathy said. For Rob it took ages, but the pain lessened and at a certain moment it didn't hurt so much anymore.

"Can you bear them for a few more minutes?" Cathy asked.

Rob nodded.

"Excuse me?" Cathy asked angry.

"Yes Mistress Cathy."

Silent she took some more clamps and fastened them to skin of his scrotum. Rob knew that he could bear that anytime, only when the clamps were released, he would feel pain. Then she continued with a larger clamp, and put it on the inside of his thigh.

"Ouch," Rob really was in pain now. "I don't like it, get it off," Rob said very angry.

"You have just to endure it," Cathy said.

What then happened she didn't have foreseen. Rob became furious, his muscles rose and before Cathy knew what happened, Rob broke a shackle from his right hand. He then tore with both hands the shackles and one of them snapped. His hands were free. He removed all the clamps, walked to the hall and left the building as he was, naked, but he didn't care.

Cathy was flabbergasted, never in her life had she seen this. Helena run after Rob, she heard him run fast to his room. When she stepped in their bedroom, Rob was almost fully clothed.

"I'm out of here, I'm wasting my time and she doesn't listen. No safe-word and not listening when I say to remove it, she is lucky that I didn't put a clamp on her. And to be insulted also, she was referring to my real life, and not just the playroom. What a dominatrix," he raged scornfully.

Then Cathy entered their room. "Rob wait, let me explain," she asked.

"There is nothing to explain, no safe-word, no listening when I say to get it off and I got insulted about my real life. Again someone I cannot trust. The most who tells me to trust them, I cannot trust at all. The only one I trust my life to, is standing beside me. Helena, I'm out of here."

"Rob, please take a breath and let us hear what Cathy wants to explain. We have come this far, it would be a waste of time to give up now. Let's hear her out," Helena pleaded.

Rob sighed a few times and said "Okay, I'm listening."

"Let us go to my living room, I will make dinner and I will explain," Cathy asked, still under the impression of Rob's force and anger.

They followed her to her living room. In contrary of the business-like study- or practice room, this room was warm and inviting. One side of the room was filled with books and articles on various subjects; Rob read some of the titles and noticed a very divergent range of books. Some just were novels, others more or less study books, but a great number of books were S&M related: from fiction thru facts.

Before the enormous cupboard was an easy chair, with a small table next to it and a floor lamp. It was obvious this was Cathy's favorite place. On the wall opposite large windows was a sideboard. Some statues were placed and they all were related to BDSM: a woman lying on the floor with another woman above her; carrying a whip. Another figure was just a woman only wearing black boots and sat on a sort of a throne, and a few more. Rob understood that she normally nobody invited in her own living room, unless she could trust them. Again, that key word, Rob thought. 

In the middle of the room was a bench with two more easy chairs, with a low round table in between. Rob and Helena each took place on an easy chair. Cathy closed the curtains and put on some lights on the walls. The room bathed in a soft light glow, and in combination with the pink carpet it gave a very warm atmosphere. Rob felt very relaxed, when he finally sat down. His body still glowed from the light beating and to be honest: he was angrier about the humiliation than by the hurt of the clamp on his leg.

Helena also observed the room and noticed that all kinds of painting and pictures covered the wall, but no personal photos of relatives or other persons.

Cathy rummaged in the adjacent kitchen and soon she was finished, everything was on the fire and they had to wait for some twenty minutes to start their dinner.

"Will you please stay overnight, Rob and Helena? I think you have cooled down a bit, and we will talk it over, but please stay and then I can open a bottle of wine, I don't give wine if you want to go back home." 

Helena looked at Rob with asking eyes, and finally Rob said: "I have decided to stay. The latest clamp was the trigger to get me enraged, but the most anger I felt when you really humiliated me."

"I'm sure," Cathy said dry without further explanation.

She brought some wine glasses, a bottle of red wine and an opener from the kitchen and asked Rob to open the bottle. Rob did as asked and then poured some wine in a glass and offered it to Cathy. She sipped and said: "This wine is good." Then Rob filled all glasses and the tension between Rob and Cathy lowered.

Soon Rob felt more relaxed in her presence. Cathy sat opposite of him, still wearing the black dress, and she didn't mind or she did it on purpose, but she constantly showed the top of her stockings and garters. Rob felt his dick growing; he was attracted to her, in spite of the things she had done to him.

Helena also showed her legs; Rob knew she did it on purpose, because she gave him a very impish wink. 

His face reddened, he didn't know where to look. Lucky for him Helena started talking and he could ignore their sexy behavior.

"Cathy, can I ask you a personal question?" Helena asked.

"We are here together being very personal, so ask," Cathy replied.

"Cathy, I noticed when looking around, that you have pictures on the wall, but not even one of a person. Don't you have family or friends, or don't you like pictures of persons?"

"Helena, when my family discovered that my sexual interest was BDSM and I openly declared, that I am a Mistress, they couldn't understand. I still have contact with my mother, but she never calls me. I have to make the phone calls; and if it happens that I get my father on the line, he breaks the connection. So you can say I don't have family. About friends, you know how it can go in our world, the men who wants me, I don't want. I am not really attracted to women, but there are some women I do like very much and I don't see them as women, but as persons with whom I also can make love with," Cathy suddenly got a color and she excused herself, and went to the kitchen.

Rob said: "She likes you Helena. You attract more people that you know. What is it with you what makes people love you?" he smiled; these were almost the same words as Helena used on him.

"It seems we have another victim. Her business is to help people mentally, but who cares for her?" Helena spoke out what they both thought.

"Tell her about our circle of friends," Rob said. 

"Including sharing friends?" Helena asked serious.

"Whatever you like Helena, you know I am passive. I will never do anything without your consent," Rob replied. 

"That is true my darling; I am proud to call you my husband, friend and lover," Helena rose from her seat and gave Rob a long kiss. They were disturbed by Cathy, who walked in carrying a tray with dishes, with she already filled with their dinner.

"A simple, but healthy dinner, I didn't want to make much fuss on it, so I just put some on dishes. Vegetables, boiled potatoes and some beef, I hope you like it. Let's eat now, before it will cool off," and Cathy handed them forks, knives and spoons. Soon they were eating and when they had finished Cathy asked them if they wanted to have a dessert.

"I would like a dessert, let Rob get it for us. I want to tell you something first," Helena said. Rob took the empty dishes and brought them to Cathy's kitchen. On the sink stood three bowls with some pudding and fruit, which he brought to the living room.

Helena had started to tell about their circle of friends; about their damages and hurt, and their dealing with it, sometimes even with sex. Then told Helena Cathy about Marion, and how she changed both of their lives.

"So she now even lives with you, that you hadn't told me yet," Cathy remarked. 

"And we also asked Kim to join us," Helena said, "She loves us both and would do anything to please us. But since our marriage is still fresh, she doesn't want to - not yet."

"And you Rob, if they ask for intimate things?" Cathy asked very surprised.

"I do what Helena asks me to do; I'm not a gigolo, we must have consensus about this. If I don't want, I won't do anything, no matter what. But don't think we often have orgies or whatever you would call it. See it as follows: it can happen that one of our friends needs a helping hand. That can be an arm on her shoulder, a good conversation, sometimes just a fun afternoon or evening, and in rare cases I perform sexual acts; but that is not only me: Helena always joins."

"I am surprised Rob, now I understand you became so angry about calling you a sissy, you are all but a sissy," Cathy looked at Rob with respect. "Still, tomorrow I want you to do the same as today. No, not the clamps," she quickly said when she saw Rob becoming angry, "I want you to deal with humiliation. I will call you things to make you angry, because you need some anger management. Suppose Helena and you play a game that you go outside in woman's clothes," she stopped talking, she saw that Rob looked at Helena and they laughed at each other.

"Mm, by the looks of it, you have done that already. In any case, you always have the risk of being discovered and you can be mocked or worse. What are you going to do Rob? Take your high heels and give them a beating? You can't do that. What you have to do is go away, how difficult that can be. You have to swallow your pride and leave, believe me, that will be the best option. I hope you never come in such a situation, but I have clients, bigger and stronger than you Rob, who also walked away. Have you any idea how a 6'10" muscled man in drag feels when he is challenged by a man or boy, who he can give a beating what they never forget? Still he has to be the smartest, and that is to leave."

Rob sighed "I understand what you mean."

Cathy hesitated, "Helena, why did you tell me about your friends circle?"

Helena replied: "Since you are lonesome," she stopped talking because Cathy wanted to say something.

Cathy said angry "I'm not lonesome!"

"No, you have your friends and colleagues, and your fellow mistresses and your subs. How many people have you invited in your living room?"

Cathy replied with a soft voice "You were the first ones."

Helena replied "For some reason I thought so. You have superficial friends, but no soul mates, people you can tell your deepest thoughts. You are a psychiatrist, but who is helping you?"

Suddenly Cathy got tears in her eyes "I am strong, I can live the way I like," and was angry on herself for having showed tears.

"Don't be upset dear, we are all human, even psychiatrists," Helena said and they all laughed.

"So what did you want to ask or say before I interrupted you?" Cathy asked.

"I wanted to ask you, if you were interested to meet our friends when we are together next Sunday. We want to find out who the subs are and who the dominas are. Just a bit of fun, we talk a lot, we drink a lot, for those who want to go home and have to drive I can order taxi's, and some will stay overnight. I let my cook prepare a great dinner and sometimes, when we are in the mood, we fuck!"

Helena looked Cathy in the eyes as she spoke to her. "Sorry to say it blunt, but don't forget, these women live by themselves, like I also was alone in the past, and we had needs. Nobody disliked women, so yes, before Rob appeared we behaved more or less as lesbian lovers and why not? It is safe, we have no contacts outside the circle and that sexual behavior just deepened our trust." And again that word, Rob thought.




A Game within a Game Ch. 02C



"Now Rob is present, on these occasions he is always 'en femme' and he is teased in a friendly way, and some friends ask for a service, sometimes orally and sometimes a good fuck," she challenging looked at Cathy.

"And you ask me to join?" she asked Helena but looked at Rob.

"I don't ask anything," Rob said quickly, "I already have a hard time with these women without a new woman," and he gave Cathy a wink. 

Cathy blushed suddenly.

"Yes Cathy, if you like. Look at you; you are at about the same age, single, not having serious friends. I think you need us and with your background, I consider you a large gain to our group of friends."

"Is it the psychiatrist you asking, or me?" Cathy asked angry.

"I'm asking a friend," Helena said serious.

"Does that also mean that when I have high needs, I can ask you or Rob?" Cathy blushed again.

"You can ask me; you can ask Rob; and you can ask me and Rob at the same time. We usually do trios but whatever you prefer. But we have to spare Rob, I need him also and he can only perform two or three times. He is no young stud anymore," Helena said with a smile.

"Thank you," Rob now blushed, "she never called me a stud before, Cathy. I don't know if I should be flattered or offended."

Helena just smiled. "So you decide Cathy. Just talking is enough for us. You get a lovely dinner at my place and you can just leave when things are getting more intimate. Also, we are going to build a new larger playroom. It was intended just for Marion, Kim, Rob and I, but I'm sure we can let you play there sometimes with volunteers. But these volunteers are restricted to just us."

"It sounds very attractive," Cathy admitted.

"You know what?" Rob said, "You just visit us and then decide if you want to join the circle. You meet three other women beside Marion and us. I think you will like them. I think Kim will show her rings."

"Rings?" Cathy asked.

Rob laughed "Kim wants us all to take rings at eh, certain places. She already has them placed."

"Oh nice, then I maybe can show mine also," she blushed.

"No," Helena said a bit surprised, "You too?" she was shaking her head, but Rob knew her, she was acting. She seriously was thinking about taking them also.

"Are we all finished with the dessert?" Rob asked "shall I make us coffee, Cathy?"

"Yes please," Cathy replied.

Rob cleared the table and took everything from their dinner to the kitchen.

"Is he always like that?" Cathy asked Helena.

"Usually yes, he doesn't mind. It has nothing to do with being a sub or whatever, he just takes care of me," Helena replied.

"I want to have someone like him," Cathy sighed.

"Yes, and Marion and Kim and Carmen also," Helena now sighed. "Sometimes I really have to fight to get his attention, when they are all present," she smiled, "but he is mine, and he always will be. For some reason we are actually complementary, from the first day we met, we felt it. It was, as if we knew each other for years, and we knew in an instant, we were born for each other. All these years of longing, and then when you are fifty years old, by some foolishness event, you find the man of your life, my long awaited soul mate."

"And you are his Mistress," Cathy asked.

"Nobody is his mistress, he sometimes wants to play BDSM related games that can be dressing up, or spanking, I don't have to tell you, you know better than me what the possibilities are."

Rob came back, carrying three cups with coffee in his hands.

"Careful, very hot coffee," and gave them each a cup.

"And what have you decided?" Rob asked and looked at both women.

"What time it is?" Cathy asked.

"Around 8:30" Rob answered.

"Rob, I want to finish the session of today, but we will have to start all over. I will make haste with it, without being careless, but I want you to experience something Rob, and I don't think you know it. If you hate it, well, you've tried, but maybe, you like it. I told you I would explain: I will now. When you are in pain, the body will make sure that the pain becomes bearable, within limits of course. It makes endorphins and you can reach a higher state. Especially when you are aroused," and she showed Rob her legs again and even pulled up her dress, so Rob could almost see in her cross, "you can endure a lot more. That is why you never may come in a session, or it is the final reward," she smiled provocative when she pulled her dress back.

"I still have no answer on my question," Rob remarked.

Cathy was silent and she looked at Helena, with an unspoken question in her eyes. Helena then asked Cathy "You want?"

"Yes, very much, tonight," Cathy answered suddenly shy.

"Come here, dear," she hugged Cathy, "you get us both."

Rob said "I will fix the shackles, if you have some tools Cathy," and didn't wait for an answer. The women needed each other without him he thought. He could not be more wrong as he soon would find out.

Rob left the house and entered the building with the playroom.

Once inside the playroom, he looked for tools, he found them inside one of the cupboards. He fetched a pair of pincher's and soon fixed the links, one was broken, could be a safe-link he thought and the other he had torn from each other.

He returned the toolbox and went to see what Cathy and Helena decided.

Inside the house he heard nothing, he walked to the living room and there Cathy and Helena sat hand in hand, Helena comforting Cathy, she had been crying he could see.

Rob decided not to say anything and to ignore Cathy's tears. Helena looked at him and nodded. He then walked towards Cathy and asked "Would you do me the honor to play with me?"

She looked up to him: "If you want to make love with me this evening."

Rob looked at Helena who said "She needs it more than me," and caressed Cathy's hair.

"If anybody deserves it to be part of our circle, it is you Cathy," he kissed her hand and looked her right in the eyes "we will do our best to give you a pleasant evening."

A bright smile appeared on Cathy's face and she said "I would like that, Rob. Let's start with you," and she took them both by the hand and they went to the other building. Once inside they immediately went inside the playroom and Cathy ordered Rob to put off his clothes. Once Rob was naked, Cathy stepped out of her dress. Underneath she wore a black satin corset with six garters attached to her stockings. She lowered the cups of her corset, so her breasts became naked. "Let me see your rings," Helena asked, and indeed, Cathy had golden nipple rings, not as large as Kim's, but you could easily pull them. Then Cathy removed her panties and showed Helena two more rings, fastened to her outer cunt lips. Her cunt was completely bold, all her hairs were permanently removed, she told them later. Helena couldn't stay behind, so she also let her dress glide of her shoulders and stood before Rob. She already had removed her panties. "Your Mistress wants you to be tied again," Cathy said. Soon Rob was bound on the x-cross. "I will add some more bonds, when you should get angry again by real or imagined ghosts, next time you want to break loose, you could hurt yourself."

Cathy took some extra cuffs and fastened his upper thighs and upper arms, and a large belt around Rob's middle. He couldn't move anything. Yet he became aroused already, his dick was rising. "Keep an eye on that, Mistress Helena," Cathy said and pointed to his dick. Rob already had precum from the coming excitement.

Cathy started very calm, she wanted his bum reddened, to let his blood flow, and he could have more. She used several different paddles, leather, a double and even one with small round bubbles. It didn't hurt Rob much, now and then a glow feeling, he kept breathing quiet. After fifteen minutes of beating him with intervals, Cathy inspected his arse and upper thighs. "You are pretty red now," she didn't want to call him slave or sissy, but she liked it when he would call her mistress. "What do you say?" 

"Thank you Mistress Cathy," Rob said.

Rob couldn't see Cathy's face; otherwise he would have seen the smile Helena and Cathy exchanged. "I will commence to part two and right after I will use the flogger on you. Part two is to stimulate your nipples again," and in an instant she put on each of Rob's nipple a clamp. They were connected by a chain and she hung a small weight in the middle, so each time Rob moved his body, the weight would sling and give more pressure. A devilish invention, Cathy thought and smiled. Rob would get his endorphins.

Again she didn't use much force with the flogger, but each time she hit Rob, he moaned a bit. After five minutes or so, she released the clamps on Rob's nipples, the blood fled in and now he felt the pain again.

"That is stinging," he said.

"That stings, Mistress," Cathy amended.

"Sorry Mistress Cathy," Rob said.

Cathy continued with her beating, somewhat harder now. The strings made a swoosh sound before they hit Rob. He was prepared by her former warming up, so it hurt, but it was a hurting he could endure easy.

"Mistress Cathy, we have to do something about his dick," Helena said.

It was true; Rob had become rock-hard. Immediately Cathy stopped, walked to a refrigerator and took out some ice. Rob couldn't see what she took and before he knew it, Cathy had put his dick in ice. Rob shrieked out of surprise, Helena and Cathy almost laughed loud, but they had to be serious, otherwise Rob would be angry they knew.

It was time for the cane. Cathy knew Rob could get bruises; some people get them fast and others almost not; depending on the force of course. She touched him a few times to get the right angle and then, whack. If Rob could jump he would have. He moaned. Helena had lubricated her hand and now let his dick softly glide in the palm of her hand. Rob moaned again, but this was another kind of moan. He got a hard-on again. Then Rob got another hit, whack, next to the other. Again Rob moved the whole of his body. This was more severe than he had received from Marion. Cathy inspected the bruises, they were pretty normal, the sting was exactly good. She repeated the blows, each on another part of his bum, next to each other, until Rob had four bruises on each bum.

She grabbed ice, and again Rob shrieked when he felt his dick getting very cold.

Then Cathy gave him two more strokes on each upper thigh.

"Prepare for the pain Rob, are you ready?"

"Yes Mistress," Rob answered.

Cathy touched him a few times on his inner thigh, a very sensitive part of the human body, but harmless, and she gave him one firm blow. Rob gave a shriek when he received that blow.

"No more of those, never!" he said rather angry.

"We are done, you behaved well," Cathy said, "For a beginner you have a pretty high potency." 

Rob said nothing, still angry.

"Don't you say anything," Cathy asked. "Piss off, it hurt like hell, I never asked for this," he said angrier now "Untie me."

His body glowed, he felt good, except for that last blow, but he had a new kind of energy.

"How do you feel Rob?" Helena asked. 

"Pissed off," he said angry.

"Don't be a sissy, Rob," Cathy said, "You just received one blow that hurt. The rest wasn't too bad, was it? So how are you feeling?"

"A very special kind of feeling, warm and sensitive, but also tiring; the same feeling as if I had run a long time and now need to rest."

"These are the endorphins I told you about. Some people are addicted to this feeling," Cathy said.

Soon Rob was untied and he felt insecure. He kissed Helena.

"Doesn't your Mistress don't get a kiss?" Cathy asked.

Rob didn't want to give her a kiss, but Cathy put her both hands on his cheeks and kissed him deeply, and pushed her tongue into his mouth. Rob couldn't resist and kissed her back, he was getting a hard-on again and Helena saw that.

"I still think you went too far with that latest blow, you know I don't like that at all."

"Sometimes we have to test your limits, Rob. Now I know this is not for you," Cathy defended herself, somewhat disappointed about his behavior. 

"Shouldn't we go back to the house," Helena asked.

Cathy French kissed Rob another time, to make it up with him, and then let go of Rob and apologized to Rob and Helena. "Sorry, that was unforgivable, but I wanted to do that from the moment Rob cooled off this evening. I saw his strength, but also his tenderness and I wanted to kiss him there and then. I was upset, I had so many emotions, I am a weak mistress," and Cathy kissed Helena, "please forgive me."

"It's all right; a lot of women do react on his behavior like that. I've seen it before, in fact, I reacted the same," Helena cherished Cathy.

Rob had put on his clothes again, but Helena and Cathy only put on a coat and run outside to Cathy's living. Rob closed the small building and followed Helena and Cathy. Once inside he gave the keys to Cathy, who was practically naked again and said "I would like to shower if that's okay?"

Cathy replied "Shall we shower together and then make love? I really need it."

"So do I," Helena replied. 

Cathy headed before Rob and Helena, Rob now had a good look on Cathy's arse and cunt and he remarked "Nice arse," and got immediately hit by Helena who said "Behave yourself, we hardly know each other." Rob grinned, but so did Helena.

Cathy's shower wasn't very large, but it was very warm and Rob felt a bit tired, so he sat on the floor like he did with Marion and Helena, just a couple of days ago.

When Cathy and Helena finished their shower, it was his turn. They left the bathroom and he now was really relaxed. The hot stream massaged his back and bum and eased the pain. He looked in the mirror at his behind and saw it was still very red. The bruises were almost disappeared, Cathy was right, it was very temporary. It was hurting a lot, but after the beating he felt good. He could imagine a lot of people played this kind of game.

He stepped out of the shower, and started to rub himself dry. When he was almost finished, he heard Helena asking "Are you ready Rob?" "I almost am," he replied. He found some mouthwash and cleared his mouth. Then the door opened and Helena handed him clothes "Put that on Rob," and before he even could see her, he saw only her arm, she was gone.

She had given him a suspender belt and stockings. Rob smiled; Cathy wanted to see him in lingerie again. He didn't mind at all. Carefully he rolled the stockings over his legs and fastened the suspender clips, and then he walked to the room where he heard Cathy and Helena giggling. Both of them sat on the bed, on their hands and knees, their arses turned to him, their cunt inviting and waiting. "Wait a moment, I have to take a picture," Rob joked.

Both women giggled and turned around. They also wore their stockings again. "Helena told me you like to fuck while you also wear lingerie, I want to try that," Cathy said provocative.

"Yes Rob, give us your best shot," Helena said mischievous; Helena and Cathy both spread their cunt wide open and Rob saw pearls of lust in both cunts.

"You are both horny sluts," he said appreciatively.

"And you are a sissy," Cathy said defiant, "Come between us Rob."

And just as with Kim and Helena, and Marion and Helena, Cathy went over his dick and let it slide into her, while Marion straddled Rob's face and he started to lick her. But Cathy was different than Marion and Kim, she had been dry for a long time and she went wild. She grabbed her own breasts and touched her nipple rings, her head backwards all the while saying "oh god, oh god, yes" and panted heavy. Rob used one hand to stimulate her clit and with his other hand he careful pulled her clit rings. Cathy went up and down, her juices dripped to the base of Rob's dick. His dick was very wet and slippery, and each time she took the whole of his dick inside her body a feeling of lust went through his groin and he felled his semen rising. He always could control himself and when she climaxed she cried and wept and her body was shaking and trembling. Reluctant she climbed of Rob, his dick was still hard but she knew Helena wanted her share also. She started to rub her clit while looking at Rob, how he eat Helena. 

Rob looked surprised at Helena, he had hardly moved his dick, and also had easily withhold his coming. He quiet went on with lapping Helena's cunt and she let herself drift in her passion. Helena rubbed her clit, and then Rob tongued her there, circled and pushed it. She also nearly came. Then Cathy said: "I want another ride, please?" "Ride me," Rob said, and again Cathy let herself glide on his very hard dick. And again Cathy went ecstatic, the moment Rob's cock inserted her moist cunt, she freaked out again. Rob and Helena were surprised about the foul language what Cathy used to inspire herself: "Oh yes, horny cocksucker, give it to me. This slut wants all holes filled. I want your dick, your dripping hard dick, I need your cock, give it to me, give it to your whore, your cock loving whore" and more of these words.

For some reason Helena and Rob also got more excited by these words, and soon Helena came, spraying all over Rob's chin, who at that moment was concentrating on Helena's clit. Cathy also came again, her cunt muscles vibrated his dick and Rob let loose everything, and from the bottom of his belly, he pushed up his hips and exploded in Cathy. Squirt after squirt he injected in Cathy, and when she let go his prick, the juices from Rob and her mixed and dripped between her legs.

"I'm so horny, thank you Rob, and thank you Helena, that I could borrow your husband," Cathy said, sighing gratefully. She took a few towels, and they all cleaned themselves from their love juices. Both women then lay next to Rob. Cathy started fumbling with Rob's dick, but then Rob asked "Please let me rest for a moment Cathy. It's exciting when you caress me, but I need some time to recuperate."

With a sigh of disappointment Cathy stopped caressing, but she still held his dick in her hands. She can't get enough, Rob thought.

"Maybe you want to play with me Cathy," Helena asked, "did you ever try the scissoring position? Since we are both wet, it can be very pleasant." Of course Cathy wanted to try this and soon both woman lay opposite each other and Cathy on her site, one leg over Helena's leg and the other below her. Helena just lay next to Rob and looked at him while Cathy and she rubbed their cunts against each other. Rob kissed Helena, and she pulled him to her. They kissed each other with lust, Helena pushed her tongue in his while Rob caressed her breasts. He kept doing that, until he felt Helena shivering and moaning "I'm coming...". It took a while, but finally both women climaxed again, Cathy of course sooner, but she was so hot, she just couldn't stop anymore. When Marion had her next orgasm she asked Cathy to stop. After their love making the two women lay down next to Rob again, breathing heavy, both women put one leg over one of Rob's legs and started slowly to rub his legs. They all wore nylon stockings and felt very sensuous. Cathy felt asleep within minutes and so did Helena. 

In the middle of the night he woke up, a bit cold, and left the bed. He found a sheet and blanket, and put it over Cathy and Helena. Then he careful slide between them, and soon felt in a deep sleep.

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The continuing of this story follows in Chapter 2D



A Game within a Game Ch. 02D



Author's Note: This is the second story. I still have sometimes trouble to find the right syntax.

I hope you still have fun in reading this second story.

A third will be following.

The characters involved will appear more 'human', not real good and not real bad, and make sometimes bad decisions. 

Chapter 2D.

Another session - or not. 

The next morning Rob was the first to get out of bed. He took a hot shower and then dressed.

Both Cathy and Helena were still sleeping. Their orgasms had taken a lot of energy. Rob went downstairs, filled two cups with coffee and brought them to Helena and Cathy.

"Good morning, lovely ladies, do you want coffee?" Rob asked and both Cathy and Helena moaned and asked what time it was.

It was around 8:00, and Cathy soon came to herself and said "I had completely forgotten. This morning I have patients. I have to be in my office at 9:00."

They both drunk their coffee and Rob went downstairs again.

He also made himself a coffee; found a newspaper in the hall, and went to the living room, opened the curtains and started reading the newspaper while sipping his coffee. 

Soon Cathy came downstairs, now businesslike dressed in a grey dress and flat heeled shoes, a huge contradiction to the vamp she was last night.

"I promised you another session," she smiled wicked; "I completely forgot that I have to work for a couple of hours. We can postpone it, or you wait here to be spanked again. It's up to you, Rob. By the way, I didn't thank you for last night," and then she leaned forward and pressed her lips on his. "Thank you so much, dear. I really needed that. If possible, I want more, from you and from Helena."

"I heard that," sounded Helena's voice, "so you want more of me too?"

Helena had followed Cathy into the living room, wearing a satin nightgown and a terry cloth bathrobe which she had borrowed from Cathy.

"Yes, today if possible, if you want."

Helena grinned at Rob "She wants us, she has abandoned her inhibitions".

"And tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow, and the weekend," Cathy continued and with lustful eyes she watched their reaction.

"Ha, not a chance," Helena replied, "I want him a few days for myself. Maybe only today?" she looked at Rob.

"Cathy wants to do another session, I don't know if I am ready for that. My inner thigh still hurts. I have to think that over," Rob said.

"Don't you be such a sissy," Cathy said defiant.

"These are precisely the words that will make me leave right now," Rob said angry.

Cathy apologized "I'm sorry Rob; I know how sensitive you are on this subject. That is exactly the reason I want to do a repeat of yesterday. We can skip the spanking or most of it, but you really need to work on anger control."

Rob looked at Helena, but he saw at her face she fully agreed with Cathy.

"And what will we do in the meantime?" he asked still angry.

"I have a perfect idea. Marion had told me, that the theatre shop is nearby. I think I'm going to buy you the perfect sissy outfit," Helena said and both she and Cathy burst out in laughter.

Rob got even angrier. "I heard enough. I'm going home. Cathy, maybe I see you this weekend and maybe not," Rob took his coat and left the house.

Totally astonished Cathy looked at Helena "I didn't expect this; I thought he had learned at least some resilience."

"That is not true, you saw him last night when he got angry. You were completely right with anger management, but it has to be brought in small doses. I went too far, sorry, and he blames you too, my fault. I will try to be back with him this afternoon, otherwise I will give you a call," Helena kissed Cathy and thanked her; took her coat and run after Rob.

Rob stood waiting outside by their car.

Helena said stern "Rob wait please! Don't you think you overreacted? She and I were just teasing you. And you do have to try to stay cool when you are insulted. That is one of the reasons we are here. I hope you can see now that the betrayal of Jenny has nothing to do with playing games. And as soon we are home, you, Marion and I will do a play session, not severe, not like yesterday, but just a spanking. But above all, I want to know how you react on entering our playroom. Both Marion as me will be dressed as a Mistress, and we will expect you. We will discuss the details later.

I was not completely joking when I said we go to the theatre shop and buy you sissy clothing. I want you in your sissy clothing to enter our playroom at home, be prepared for that. And I would like you now to apologize to Cathy; she didn't deserve this, and tell her, we will be back this afternoon."

A bit ashamed Rob pressed the door bell. Soon Cathy came and let Rob in.

"I want to apologize to you. You made things clear and I got angry about it, while you were doing things for my own good. I did take it personal, while I knew; you were only trying to upset me. It worked all too well."

Again Cathy kissed Rob on his lips: "Apologizes accepted. Will you come back this afternoon Rob? Sorry, I will then repeat the sissy thing, but you don't must be feeling offended, which is the whole trick. And maybe, afterwards," she smiled impishly. "I think I have another costume you maybe would like. Yes, I give you the key of my house. Come back after 13:00 and let yourself in. I'll expect you alone to enter the practice room at 13:30 sharp. You and I have things to settle. Helena can come also, but no sooner than 14:00. She has to stay in the living room. It's a deal?" 

"It's a deal," Rob said and he received the key.

"The first time I saw you, you made no impression on me, but now I know you better, I understand why a lot of women are fond of you." She kissed him again. "Make me proud Rob, and make me happy this evening, tell Helena we will have dinner together again. And of course you can stay overnight again. I would really like that," and she hugged him. "Now, my patient will be here soon. Find yourself a nice outfit and otherwise you wear the pink dress again. I will lay it out for you on the bed."

Rob kissed her goodbye and he left.

"That took you a long time," Helena said contemplative.

"We made a deal: I must go to the practice room at 13:30 alone. You may come 30 minutes later if you want. She wants to do a sissy training, the anger management. It is maybe better that I go alone, when she offends me. It's better for me to bear it, without your presence. I think you can have your fun afterwards. She wants to have dinner with us later and also make love with us again. I promised her that we would do so. We were planning to stay today here with her anyway; a night extra doesn't matter to me. I think you should ride me, a little revenge for the things she probably will say to me." 

Helena chuckled. "So we go to buy you a sissy costume?"

"Maybe, it isn't necessary," Rob answered shyly.

"Oh, but it is," Helena replied seriously, "Like I said, you get the same treatment from me and Marion.

I just phoned her, she was pleased hearing that she had nothing to do with your fainting. And she agrees about the sissy thing, she is looking forward to bring it in a game. It serves a purpose."

"Hmm," was all Rob replied.

"I have the address of that shop, let's go there and maybe we make a stop somewhere for a light breakfast. Because of your stupid behavior we didn't have any," Helena said.

"I'm sorry Helena," Rob apologized.

"It's understandable, but you have to deal with your temper. Cathy is a good doctor. It took her just a short conversation, and she knows a lot of you."

"Still she likes me," Rob replied.

"That is also a problem, when women learn to know you, they fell for you. That makes my living with you pretty difficult. Have you thought about that?" Helena said very seriously.

"Yes, always. Therefore I won't do anything without your permission."

"And if I say no?" 

"Then no it is!" Rob said resolute. 

Helena smiled; she knew she could trust Rob on his word. 

"In 100 yards there should be a pub. Stop there, dear," Helena said.

An old pub was half hidden between large trees. It looked inviting, with lights shining on the wet pavement, it had rained last night. Other visitors were present; some cars were parked in front of the pub.

When they entered the pub, a few heads turned to them, but nobody took notice of them.

"I'll order us a traditional breakfast, I'm pretty hungry," Rob said and he walked towards the counter. Looking around to see if he knew anybody, he saw a known face. He walked to her; it was Bridget, the owner of the theatre shop. 

"What a coincidence, we were just heading to you. Hello Bridget," and he shook hands.

"We have met a few months ago?" she asked hesitating. She remembered him well, but pretended not to.

"Yes, you gave me your card and said that I should make an appointment for a 'session'" and Rob winked at her.

He couldn't tell clearly what he meant with all these people around them, some of them watched him curious when he shook hands to Bridget.

"We sit over there, she is my wife Helena, and I will introduce you to her as soon I give my order to the barkeeper. Can I order you something?"

Bridget declined, Rob gave his order to the barkeeper, then Bridget and Rob walked to Helena and said to Helena: "This is Bridget; she is the owner of the theatre shop and 'colleague' of Marion." 

Bridget gave a good look at Helena, shook hands and asked "She is not the same woman from the last time."

"No, I am divorced from Jenny," but gave no further comment.

"I understand, well hello Helena. I understand that you were on your way to my place? You were lucky to find me here. I am closed today; I have some business to attend to this afternoon, so I decided to keep the place locked."

She saw the disappointment in Helena's eyes.

"Were you looking for something special?" Bridget asked.

Helena looked around, to see nobody was listening. Bridget noticed and raised an eyebrow.

"Rob has some problems. He had a very bad experience in the 'playroom'. He connected Jenny's betrayal to the S&M scene, and he has to be cured of that. The S&M things have nothing to do with the betrayal. He found out yesterday. But, also came to pass, he has problems in managing his anger; he can be very short fused. Yesterday during a session, he became so angry; he freed himself from his chains by pure raw force. Our friend Cathy was shocked."

"Doctor Cathy?" Bridget asked.

"So you know her, yes. Anyway, to make a long story short, we need a sissy costume for Rob. He must be humiliated a bit and then he may not lose his temper. We do it for his own good. Who knows what will happen when he goes out 'en femme' and he is discovered and made a fool? He needs to walk away and not use his fists."

"I see your point. I have in fact exactly what you are looking for. When you are finished here, drive behind me and we go to my shop."

"Oh, that would be splendid," Helena smiled happily. 

Rob said: "I should have ignored Bridget, pretended I did not see her, so her shop would be closed when we arrived there."

"I never know whether you are serious, Rob," Helena said. 

"Oh, he is serious," Bridget said malevolently, "He doesn't want to be a sissy."

"Indeed, that is not my style, so why bother?" Rob agreed angry.

"Bridget, let's go to your shop. Don't mind Rob, he'll get over it."

They left the pub and followed Bridget.

Soon they reached Bridget's shop, all was dark.

Bridget had left her car and asked them to follow; she opened the shop and put on the lights.

Helena was amazed that the theatre shop was so huge. Rob had been there before with Jenny and Marion and he knew what area hold maybe some items what he liked. 

Helena and Bridget saw him leave on expedition and Helena said: "Leave him, he will have another difficult day today, Cathy has plans made for him."

"I understand. I also had asked Rob to pay me a visit, but he hasn't reacted so far. He is a bit afraid for all these mistresses; while it can be such a pleasant experience. People always think of us as bringers of pain, but in fact that is not true. But you know that already," Bridget sighed and continued: "A sub that becomes a soulmate is very hard to find. A lot of subs expect pain and humiliation and whatever, while it should be a game, in which two people who trust each other completely give and surrender to each other." 

Helena started to protest.

"Before you say anything, Helena, the mistress has to know everything about her sub, the do's and the don'ts. She must set a playfield, a story as you like that word and a timeline. It's not a game of: you have been a bad boy; I'm going to punish you, not at all. The mistress has to make commitments."

Helena was silent.

"And even then: you will learn during the play. You have to reset limits and do explorations. It's a very strange sex play, and sometimes there isn't even sex. Then the game is just about two people who play together and afterwards just kiss and hold each other. That is what I mean with finding the right sub and soulmate. That combination. Why do you think Marion was so devastated? She had found her treasure and lost it. Rob mentioned for a moment that she is living at your place? You are a remarkable woman that you have so much love. I'm a bit jealous on you, Rob and Marion. I realize that there must be an enormous love between the three of you."

"Four," Helena replied.

"Four. Four?" Bridget asked amazed.

"Yes, I asked Doctor Kim to join us, she is my female lover, but also very much in love with Rob. So it is four."

Shaking her head in disbelief Bridget walked in front of Helena to let her see what she had in mind for Rob.

They reached all kinds of children's costumes, that is to say, if the size was right. But all these costumes were made for adults.

"What do you think of this costume?" Bridget asked. She showed Helena a frilly Alice in Wonderland costume. 

"Wonderful, it would be perfect. Is it the right size?" Helena asked.

"It is large enough for Rob" Bridget confirmed.

The dress was a two-layer light-blue costume, of satin and covered with chiffon. The upper side consisted of see-through chiffon in white, with puffed sleeves attached to it, also of the same 2-layer material. The bottom of the dress was white lace, and the length of the dress was beneath the knees.

"This belongs to the dress," and Bridget showed her two petticoats, one in white and one in the same light-blue color and both had lace at the hem.

"I also have matching shoes, if you know Rob's size," Bridget pointed at various calf-length white boots, with laces. The heels were not too high, so Rob could easily walk on them, but Helena knew they were not the shoes he normally would wear, in fact, normally he would never wear these. She grinned; she could imagine his anger when she would ask him to wear it. But, as she agreed with Marion and Cathy, it would be necessary - and fun; she smiled again.

"I see you already have fun," Bridget asked amused.

"I have visions of Rob being angry putting this on, and he will be even angrier when we mock him for wearing this. I hope he won't tear it into pieces. I will have to bring it very cautiously," Helena said; a bit concerned now, while further thinking about it.

"You must really only humiliate him in the game, and absolutely not outside. He has to understand that! Please make him that very clear and tell him that he is brave to wear it. But never, never, laugh on his account, for you will lose him. Nothing is more serious for a man then being humiliated in real life. Urge your friends to do the same, so when he is dressed in this costume, compliment him and only in your playroom mock him. The moment he is done playing, again praise him for his braveness. Then he will understand. You play a dangerous game, Helena," Bridget warned.

"I will treat him with care, love and understanding. I will never make a fool out of him, he knows that. And a smile when he will put this on, is human, I expect he will see the humor of it. And I will never mock him in real life; you don't have to be afraid for that." 

"Good, I just wanted to make that very clear, as a friend and fellow mistress."

"You are indeed a friend. It's strange Rob never mentioned you," Helena said.

"I think he has had enough of mistresses, I can understand that after the unfortunate events you have told me about," Bridget replied.

"If you like, visit us sometimes. We can chat and exchange ideas if you want," Helena said.

"Maybe I will, you have my phone number. Is there anything else you would like?"

"Do you also have a costume for me, as domina?" Helena asked serious "I have a leather costume, and some PVC clothes, nothing special."

"I can show you some," Bridget said, "I can show you my favorite if you like. Follow me please."

They walked to another part of the store what was forbidden to minors. It was hidden by a closed curtain, and when Helena saw the contents of the room she understand why. Not only costumes, but also whips, paddles, floggers, bonds, masks and all kinds of equipment, used in the S&M scene.

"Amazing," Helena said, touching some of the instruments. "I feel like a kid in the candy store."

"Yes, I know. I generate a lot of my income from this part of the shop. People from the scene pass it to others in the scene and without advertising I get many customers." 

Bridget showed her a black fake-leather coat with long sleeves and open breast and closed at the top; and a matching officer's cap.

For underneath it Bridget gave Helena a strapless PVC corset with six garters.

As last Bridget showed her high heeled over-the-knee boots. 

Bridget explained: "The coat reaches the boots, so when you make your entree in the playroom, you wear all this," she pointed at the chosen items, "but the corset with attached stockings can't be seen, yet. At the moment you let go off your coat, you stand in full ornate before Rob. He will drool, I promise," she smiled wicked.

"Yes, I like it," Helena said. "I take all, can you pack all together, and Rob must not see it."

"Of course," Bridget said, "it will be a big surprise, all of it."

"We will make a new playroom, larger, with facilities. I'm sure Rob will come back here for some items. I leave it to him," Helena said.

"For now this will do. Let's see what Rob has found," Helena said.

"I will join you in a moment. I'll have to pack it first," Bridget replied.

Helena searched for Rob. Of course he was looking at dresses and long gowns in fifties style.

"Hello dear, did you find anything yet?" Helena asked.

"I'm not sure. Last time I found some wonderful stuff, today I cannot decide. What would you like me to wear?" 

"A short version of that Southern Belle dress, a pinup dress and a wide evening gown. You already have the elegant type." 

So Helena bought him some beautiful dresses, and also lingerie and when they finally left Bridget's shop, Rob carried a lot of bags.

Helena just carried one bag, Rob didn't ask what was in it, and he expected something he wouldn't like.

In a hurry they drove back to Cathy, she was expecting Rob at 13:00 and it was already 12:30.

In time Rob reached Cathy's house, opened the front door with the key Cathy gave him and they both went in.

"Cathy said you should wait in the living room, make yourself comfortable, and not sooner than 14:00 you can come to the other building. I don't know what she is planning; I don't have any idea what you have to do. She didn't give a clue."

"Well, I suppose I see you in an hour or so. Behave Rob; it really is for your own good. You will become mentally stronger out of this. And with all your female friends around you, you will be teased. You can't always walk away."




A Game within a Game Ch. 02D



Rob gave her a hug "I'll do my best."

Helena opened the door and made herself comfortable in an easy chair; Rob looked at her for a moment and closed the door. He directly went to the practice room. On the desk in that room was a large piece of paper with his name on it. He unfolded it and started to read what the instructions for him were.

He had to go upstairs to his bedroom, put on the costume there; including the wig and shoes, and come back to this room.

He did as was asked, and found the pink dress and matching lingerie.

Rob thought it rather funny and was not upset to wear this, he had worn it yesterday and the surprise effect was gone. Still, the wig was a different story.

It was a very childish blond wig, with long corkscrew curls along both sides of his face. The curled hair flowed on his shoulders. It really wasn't his style, but it was Cathy's party he thought.

Finally he was done clothing. He wore a white suspender belt with white stockings with seam, white bra and white panties. He made sure the seams were straight; he knew she would find a reason to punish him, but not about seams that weren't straight.

Furthermore he wore the pink dress and a pink petticoat, what showed beneath the dress. On his feet he wore pink low heeled shoes with laces. He watched himself in the mirror and thought that the outfit was cute. 

He went downstairs to the practice room and made sat himself in the chair at the desk. A few minutes later Cathy entered the room carrying a large bag and a cane. Rob couldn't see what was in the bag, but it was not heavy he could notice.

"So Rob, I'm not calling you sissy today, that effect will be gone and you will be prepared on it, so there is not much sense in repeating that. I have another practice for you today.

First you are going to write a text on that white board. I give you the text right here, but if you do things wrong, I'll punish you. Not by a cane, not yet, but be prepared for it later. You have already made so many mistakes, that you will be given six strokes on your butt. But first I have to ask something of you. Are you prepared to do what I ask? The only thing you will suffer is a bit of humiliation, nothing serious, and nothing to be concerned about, you won't have any troubles from it, I promise, but I want your word that you will do as I ask."

"I can have a bit of humiliation, as long it in the game," Rob answered, a bit reluctant.

"I promise: it is in the settings of this game. Me as the teacher, and you the 'student'."

"I promise: my word on it," Rob said, surprised.

Rob studied Cathy, she was normally dressed, a white blouse, a grey skirt, tan stockings but with a contrasting black seam, so she was wearing something sexy he thought; and normal flat shoes.

Rob had to write on the white board: 'I have to worship my Mistresses'.

"Is this all I have to write down?" Rob asked.

"I maybe have more texts, start with that," Cathy replied.

Rob grabbed a white board marker and started to write on top of the white board.

He forgot one thing, while he reached out to do his writing, his skirt was also reached out, so his stocking tops and garters became visible and a part of his bare thighs above it.

"I see you are not ladylike at all, I was so afraid for it," Cathy said, "don't you see what is happening? While writing I see your naked thigh, that is a very bad behavior. I have to correct that. My penance for this will be petticoat punishment. You already wear one petticoat; you will have to wear another one."

Cathy opened the bag and took out a white petticoat with lace on the bottom and gave it to Rob.

"Please put that on Rob," she commanded. 

Rob thought it rather funny and had no objections.

"Remember, for every next infringement you will be further punished. I have another petticoat in this bag."

"Thank you, Mistress Cathy," Rob just said.

"This is just part of your punishment. I want hold hands," she gave Rob a hand "and now you cannot let loose until I tell you. Please come with me."

Cathy went ahead, holding hands with Rob and left the house at the backside. Rob expected her to go to the house at the back, but instead she went left and walked behind her house on a gravel-walk.

Cathy followed the gravel-walk, which cornered around her house. Rob hesitated and looked behind. He saw the path probably was around the house. Suddenly he understood: she wanted to walk with him to the front-side of the house, so he would be visible to the public.

He stopped, firmly holding Cathy's hand, so she also had to stop.

"I won't go to the front of your house."

"Rob, you just earned yourself another petticoat, and another round of the house. You just gave me your word, does that mean anything? And should you be seen, who will recognize you? Do you think you are the first one I play this game with? I'm a very experienced Mistress."

With clear reluctance Rob followed Cathy. Finally they walked in front of the house, but lucky for Rob there was nobody near. He felt embarrassed, especially when Helena looked at him through the window and gave him an encouraging smile.

Soon they were at the back of the house again and went in the back door.

Cathy let go of him and they went in the practice room again.

She handed him another petticoat, this was a red one, even longer than the other two petticoats.

His skirt was really wide now.

"I'll be right back," Cathy said, and she left the room. Two minutes later she was back, and told Rob to give hands again.

Rob didn't say anything, he was sure otherwise the next punishment would follow.

So out they went, along the back-side, then along the house to the front-side and Rob thought he would froze. A woman was standing at the front door. He stopped immediately and said "I go back."

"Another punishment," Cathy said "I still have your word," and hesitantly Rob walked next to Cathy.

Cathy greeted the woman and said to her "This is my new pupil, as you can see I am giving her petticoat punishment, but right now I'm out of petticoats. He just earned another one."

"What a sweet boy-girl, and what a nice clothes. I'm Cathy's neighbor Christina and you are?" she gave him a hand. 

"I'm Rob," and shook her hand.

"I'm pleased to meet you Roberta. Cathy, I think I have another petticoat, just come to my house and pick it up."

"Thank you, I will be much obliged," Cathy said, "I'll come to you in a few minutes."

And Rob and Cathy walked further, finishing their round along the house and a minute later were back in the study room.

"Give me a second, Rob," and Rob was left alone again.

So far no real problems, Rob thought, that woman Christina probably had seen more guys like him.

A few minutes later Cathy came back.

"I thought you would have another petticoat," Rob asked.

"It is 'Mistress', if you want to say something to me, and we are going to get that petticoat right now."

And again they held hands, and together they left the house, again. 

Again they walked to the front, but this time she took Rob to the pavement. Rob didn't look up or around, he kept his eyes downwards.

They walked about 25 yards on the pavement, suddenly Cathy opened a low gate what gave admittance to the garden of the neighbor's house. They headed towards the front door of Cathy's neighbor and Cathy rang the bell.

He heard a whistle, he looked back and a young man probably had seen his petticoats and stared amazed at him. 

Rob felt he colored from top to toe and suddenly became very warm. Cathy looked at him and just smiled, she pushed the bell again of the front door and within a minute later Cathy and Rob stood in the hallway of Christina's house.

"It's a pity my husband isn't home, then he could also enjoy the sight of this pretty boy-girl." She smiled provocatively at Rob. 

He observed Christina, outside he didn't have to nerve to take a good look at her, but here in her own house he didn't mind. Christina was somewhat older than Cathy, still attractive, her face was lightly made up, and sporty dressed, wearing jeans and a sweater. But the sweater was pretty tight, and Rob saw that her breasts were perfectly shaped. He decided he liked her.

"Follow me, girls" and they all went upstairs to an empty bedroom.

"This was the bedroom of my daughter, but she lives in the city, but I'm sure she left me some lingerie."

Christina rummaged through belongings of her daughter in a cupboard, and finally she had a long petticoat in her hands. 

"My daughter used it with line-dancing, and it is still in a very good shape," Christina explained. 

She handed Cathy a purple ruffled petticoat, the other ones were soft, but this was a stiffer one.

Cathy looked at it and said: "I want to pay for it."

"No of course not, dear. It lies just dusting in my cupboard; in fact I give it to that nice boy-girl. She is so proud to come to my house, she deserves a gift," she smiled at Rob and winked.

Again Rob blushed, but still had the presence of mind to make a curtsey for her and to thank her by kissing Christina's hand.

"You have trained him well, Cathy." 

"No this is not my training, but from my friend Marion. I think you have met her a couple of times," Cathy answered.

"That lady with the reddish hair, yes I remember. You have nice friends, Roberta," and again she smiled.

"If you permit me, I want to watch one of your lessons in the future."

Cathy quickly replied "Not soon I'm afraid, Roberta is in the good care of his wife and Mistress Marion, this is just an extra session of petticoat punishment in combination with anger management." 

"I see," Christina looked at Rob with renewed interest. "So he has a wife and another Mistress; and now he is with you."

"Don't ask," Cathy said, "in fact he has another friend living with him soon; also a female doctor just like me." 

"You really must be special, Roberta," Christina said amazed. 

"I hope to see you soon," and they walked downstairs again and at the door Christina hugged Rob and whispered in his ear "Visit me soon, I'm not married anymore, I would love to dress you up."

When they walked outside, Rob dug in again for as far that was possible, Cathy asked Rob "what did she say to you?"

"She asked me to visit her."

Cathy was silent "I have no idea why I ever called you a sissy, you are everything but a sissy," shaking her head while they went in her house again.

Rob could hardly move through the hallway, his petticoats touched both sides of the wall.

"Do you want to have the purple petticoat Mistress?" Rob asked.

"Well thank you dear, but it was a gift from Christina to you, don't offend her by not taking it. She might ask you to wear it in the future. Please wait for me here." With these puzzling words she left Rob.

Rob did as was asked and waited for Cathy's return. It has passed 14:00 and maybe Helena was in the other building already. He decided to wait for Cathy as she asked him to, she had a bunch of tricks and he was sure she had taken care of Helena.

After a few minutes Cathy came in the room again. 

"So far you did pretty good Rob, I expected more resistance from you, and clearly you are a man with high principles. I like that. Whenever we will play a game again, I just ask for your word instead of trusting me. Maybe you learn to trust me, and you are right in distrusting: you need to earn trust instead of asking."

She asked Rob to follow and they both went to the other building.

"Should I undress Mistress?" Rob asked.

"No, keep everything on. I want Helena to see how petticoat punishment works."

They walked to the playroom and Rob had to sit in the middle of the room on a chair, in the middle of his petticoats. He wore just too many petticoats to sit comfortable. 

Cathy picked up two more chairs and placed them near Rob. She sat on one and both awaited Helena's arrival. Then Helena came in. She wore like Cathy a white blouse, but with a black skirt and high heeled black boots.

"Helena is the Head-mistress, I told her you behaved badly, and she will give you the six strokes with the cane.

But first I will do the warming up, never use the cane without preparing." The last sentence was meant for Helena.

"I think it pretty warm here, I just walk in my lingerie," Helena said, "but I don't want Rob to get too excited, so I just keep on my slip."

"I will do the same," Cathy agreed and soon both women paraded in their luscious slips.

Cathy wore a knee-length white slip, with lace at the hem and breast part. When she turned, Rob saw the side split, what showed her suspenders.

Helena had exactly the same slip, but in black. Now Rob could see: she also wore her suspender belt, as she promised to wear it at all times. 

"Rob, come here please, and bow over my lap," Cathy ordered.

Rob did as was asked; he felt her slip over her nyloned legs shove and couldn't resist caressing Cathy's legs. She didn't seem to mind, maybe she likes it, Rob thought. 

Cathy took away Rob's petticoats; Rob heard Helena say "Four petticoats? How pretty, I will buy you some extra Rob, at home I want you to wear five at least," and she laughed. "Very pretty, this is a game we can do in our living room also Rob. This has nothing to do with a playing room."

Cathy lowered his panties and softly began to spank him with her hands.

But soon she spanked him with more force, and Rob could feel his bum starting to glow.

After a while Cathy got tired and said to Helena "He is all yours. Stand up Rob, leave your panties where they are and 'walk' to Helena."

Rob sidled to Helena and went over her lap, exposing his bum to her. Helena lifted his petticoats and Cathy handed her the cane and showed her under what angle she should hit Rob and what part of the body was suitable for this kind of punishment.

She also showed Helena how far the cane had to be hold, because this instrument could easily be misused and do harm.

"Time for your first lesson, Helena, give the first one."

Helena lifted that cane and hit Rob with a perfect straight strike.

Rob moves his ass, but it wasn't very painful.

Helena noticed and her next blow was dealt with considerable more force.

A welt appeared on Rob's arse and he moaned "Ouch."

"Careful, Helena," Cathy warned Helena, she showed Helena the maximum angle from which she could hit Rob.

The third blow went much better, Rob moaned, but only a deeper red vague stripe appeared.

"Your next strokes should be next to the ones you have given. They may not cross, always the same direction."

Soon the six blows had been given and Rob thanked Helena by kissing her. It was not according Mistress sub protocol, but Cathy understood what was happening here: it was the expression of deep love between two people.

"Rob, I think you learned a valuable lesson today. One is trust, and the other is that not everybody out there is making a fool out of you, when you are vulnerable. And by trust, I hope you have learned to trust me. Yet, I hope you come back to me soon, with or without Helena, I'm not completely convinced that you can keep yourself in control."

Rob looked at Helena who said "If I notice he needs some learning again, and Marion and I can't make him understand, I will send him to you. Then it will be without me, I do trust you and I think: you are doing a great job."

"Well thank you Helena, I don't think Rob likes the idea coming here without you taking care of him, but he is a grown-up boy-girl now, and I think I can make him understand," both girls laughed. 

Rob didn't laugh, he had enough of the shit, and he already angered again.

To walk in these clothes was of course a funny sight, he was already used to it now, and he felt pretty comfortable wearing all these pretty petticoats, but he didn't like to be taken as a fool.

If they knew he enjoyed wearing them, they would have clothed him in something he would hate, he decided not to let know Cathy, that he liked this outfit.

But Helena had noticed that he liked them, she was too clever Rob thought, and she asked "Can I buy this costume from you, including petticoats?"

"Sure, I can get a new one at Bridget's."

"I will pay for your time also," Helena said.

"Just one day, if you stay tonight and we have great sex I will forget that day also. I consider us intimate friends. I do want to spend some nights next week at your place. Maybe I can help with the design of your new dungeon."

"I prefer the word playroom, dungeon is a word what gives me a bad taste in my mouth," Rob said defiant.

"You are very welcome to stay with us; you have a couple of days off?" Helena asked, ignoring Rob's anger.

"I just reschedule my appointments. I want to know how it is, how you live with Marion and maybe Doctor Kim. Just to see it from a professional point of view. Maybe I even join you, when you are having sex."

Rob and Helena looked at each other. Rob said "I think I retire for a couple of day at my old apartment."

"No, you don't," Helena smiled, "don't take notice of him Cathy, he acts if he doesn't like it, but in fact he feels very comfortable amongst women. Kim has made the restriction whenever she is fucking him, he should be 'en femme', so prepare yourself for that."

"It will be an amazing experience, no doubt."

"I have two more patients this afternoon. I suggest you make yourself comfortable in the living room or go out, whatever you like, and I join you at 16:00." I have fifteen more minutes, and then the first patient will arrive. I better dress myself more formally," and she left them.

Rob and Helena also went inside Cathy's house, Helena in her slip, Rob in his pink dress, which now belonged to him.

They changed their clothes, headed for the living room and relaxed a bit.

When Cathy was finished with her last patient, she joined Rob and Helena.

Helena proposed to get some take-away food and Rob would get it. He drove to the pub where they met Bridget today and ordered some home-made food.

In the meantime Helena and Cathy had the opportunity to talk about the last two days. Rob still was short-fused, Cathy told Helena. But he learned to cope with humiliation, which was something he had to learn fast, if they ever would go out, while he was dressed 'en femme'.

Helena then asked if she has anything in mind, except of course a good fuck. 

Cathy thought about it.

"I don't have much equipment here; otherwise I would propose a game of bondage. The only things I have are some handcuffs for personal use in bed." 

"I will make a note of that. Something for Rob to buy for our new playroom."

"By the way, who was that woman this afternoon; a neighbor?" Helena asked.

"Yes, a neighbor but also a friend. When I want to confront some of my sissy's with an unexpected event, I ask if she will visit me, that can be outside as with Rob or sometimes I invite her in the outside building. She finds it rather funny," Cathy answered.

"We also have dinner together sometimes. It depends on the circumstances."

"Do you also have sex?" Helena asked curious.

"No, she is too 'normal'; it is maybe the right word to describe her," Cathy said.

"It doesn't matter, when I need her, she stands ready for me, and vice versa."

"That is good, to have such a friend," Helena said pondering.

They heard the car of Rob returning. A few moments later Rob came in, carrying a few bags with their dinner. Soon they were eating.

"What have you decided to do this evening," Rob asked.

"Do you have a proposal Rob?" Cathy asked.

"Cathy made a remark Rob, we don't have bondage gear," Helena said.

"We need almost everything. But bondage gear can also be used outside the playroom," Rob answered, "but I only want to play in the playroom, remember that."

"What about another session and then a good fuck," Helena asked.




A Game within a Game Ch. 02D



"You like it, don't you," Rob asked, a bit accusatory. 

"Within limits, yes. I like to see you when you are bound and can't do anything and you are in my 'care'.

Being helpless and I can do what I want, tease you, play with you, humiliate you and bring you pain and pleasure, and pain and pleasure again," she laughed at the expression of Rob's face.

"I was under the impression that I had a safe haven being married with you, I'm beginning to doubt that," Rob wasn't joking this time, both Cathy as Helena noticed that.

"To be honest, Marion wants to do games with me, but you are getting the same thoughts. I really don't know if I want that."

"I thought you liked it," Helena said totally astonished and also aggrieved. 

"Just today I bought a mistress outfit, for you," those last words were spit out.

"I'm sorry Helena, but don't you think we should talk everything over. It's one thing to give me a spanking sometimes, but to become a Mistress for me, I didn't marry you to become your slave or whatever."

Helena was crying now "I only thought on you and that you liked it. If I knew you think about it, like you do, let's forget the whole thing. No new playroom, I think it is a bad idea, and I don't want to ruin my marriage with you." 

Rob hugged her "Helena, my dearest wife and lover, I don't want to fight with you about something stupid. The only thing I want between you and me is to be equal; I want you to be my wife and nothing else, my beloved, beautiful wife and friend and not to forget soul mate." 

Cathy didn't say anything during the whole discussion, but now she started: "Rob, your wife can be all that; and in a game with just you two, your Mistress. Why not? You trust her, you give your life for her as so to speak and if she is having some fun with being your Mistress, I think that is no problem for you. But, I see what you are afraid for, you think it might get out of hand. If you do this, next thing: do that. I understand completely. You have signed for your marriage; I suggest you do the same for the relation between you and Helena. Make a contract, tell each other what you like and more important, what absolutely not, and things you want to try and you are not sure off. And then each sign that contract and stick to it. And when you both feel you want to take a step back or further, change the contract, or Rob, when you don't like it at all, throw it in the dustbin and stop with the games."

"You are right Cathy, you are a so right. Helena, become my Mistress, but just you," Rob embraced Helena and kissed her deeply.

Helena kissed him back: "Let me be your friend, lover and mistress, my dear."

Cathy sighed: "I wished I found someone like you Rob. Do you want to drink something? I really need something strong."

Rob and Helena then let go and they all had a pleasant evening with a lot of sentimental talk, but also laughter and Helena and Rob knew: they had found a new friend.

Suddenly Cathy announced "Rob, I want you to go to your room and wait for us, until we call you. Strip, but keep your stockings and suspender-belt on".

Rob stood up and immediately went upstairs, he didn't dare to look at Helena, a smile would destroy the effect. The moment he left the room, Cathy and Helena fetched their specially chosen Mistress outfits; this time both in leather. Leather bustier with open breast, leather suspender-belt with attached stockings, leather bracelets and leather high heeled boots. They both applied a lot of dark-eye shadow on their faces, so they got dark smoky eyes. They applied white powder on their cheeks, and applied pure red lipstick on their lips. The effect was dramatic; all warmth had disappeared and they both looked like cruel Mistresses, and the smile around their mouths didn't promise much good for Rob. Cathy stepped towards Rob's bedroom and opened his door.

"Your Mistresses are awaiting you in our bedroom, follow me please!" and without a look at Rob Cathy went back to her bedroom. Rob followed her, he had seen her face and this he didn't expect. A game, sure, but they were taking it very serious now. As he entered Cathy's bedroom he saw his wife Helena, and she has never showed herself like this to him. The blood-red lips and her very dark eyes made her look frightening, and Cathy had the same expression on her face: no more friendly but cruel and haughty.

"On your knees, spread your legs, hands on your upper leg, and head down!"

Rob did as was asked, in this position his dick was well on display. both woman walked around him, mocking about his 'tiny' penis, his stockings "This sissy has so much to learn - he really should dress himself more properly, he has never heard of straight seams!" and that he didn't held his back straight.

"I sure need to punish him further for this insolent behavior, he still has no idea how to honor his Mistresses," Helena said, and the tone that she used made Rob clear that she meant it. 

"Stand up!" Helena ordered. "Climb on the bed, lie down and put your legs next to your head, arse in the air!" 

Rob did as was asked, he felt uncomfortable with his ass so fully exposed. 

Cathy and Helena both put on their dangerous looking strap-ons, and started lubricating them. Cathy was finished as first, she took a tube of KY-jelly and let drop some on Rob's open arse. Then she took a latex glove, lubricated that also and slide two fingers in his arse.

Rob moaned, he didn't like it, she went to deep...

"Be quiet, it is for your own good!" Helena said with a harse voice. "Cathy will join our circle, therefore she has the right to fuck you in the arse. You promised me that if I should ask, you would obey. So hereby you will do her honor by letting her fuck you."

Finally Cathy thought Rob was lubricated enough, she took her strap-on in her hands, she still wore her latex gloves, and she put the dildo before Rob's arse. Slowly but surely she pushed the dildo in, it was the same measure as the dildo Marion had used on him: a perfect fit. Every fraction of an inch that Cathy pushed the dildo in, Rob felt. He could feel the fake head of the dildo, the fake muscles on it, and when it passed his sphincter, he moaned and he got tears in his eyes; even when he didn't want to show them that the dildo was hurting him. Finally it was all in and Cathy started to fuck him, out, in, out and in. The other end of the dildo was in her cunt, so each thrust she did, she felt herself and it felt fantastic. The power it gave! The moving inside her, in and out her own cunt, very light, it was held in place by leather belts, still it moved inside her, and a specially designed point of the dildo pressed against her clit. She also moaned, but not of pain, but out of pleasure. She shivered and had no more remorse. Whether Rob liked it or not, she didn't withhold and she went faster, the way she liked most while her clit was stimulated, the whole inside of her cunt was filled up and she frenzied. Faster and faster, she pushed the dildo in and out, the sight of Rob's dismayed face didn't bother her: she wanted to come and hard. In, out, in, out, tears felled of Rob's face, what happened to him, never in his life he felt so humiliated, he wasn't enjoying this. Finally Cathy climaxed and with a 'plop' she withdrew her dildo. She panted heavily and made room for Helena. the seat dripped of cthy's face, ruining her make-up but she didn't care...

Rob wanted to sit up but a sharp command from Helena made himto fall back again, his knees in the direction of his head.

"Keep lying" Helena hissed to him, and now it was her turn. Her dildo went in easily, his arse still used to the length and thickness; and again Rob had to endure being fucked by his own wife. Like Cathy, Helena became wild and had no scruples anymore. In and out again, Rob's arse went sour, but Helena felt no pity. When she came, the dildo was withdrawn and she collapsed on the bed; next to Rob. The moment she was out, Rob jumped up and went to the bathroom and took a hot shower. He felt so humiliated and didn't want them to show his tears. He was angry and sad, and promised himself: never again. 

When he came back in the bedroom, they were both sleeping, exhausted by their own doing. Rob decided to spend the night in the other bedroom.

Bad Friday.

The next day it was Friday. Cathy had a lot of patients that day and Rob and Helena decided not to take much time from Cathy.

So they left early, after a lot kisses and hugs (but not so many from Rob, he still felt angry - but decided not to show it).

Cathy promised to visit them and stay for the weekend.

Rob drove straight home. He was tired, the last two days were physical and mental exhaustive.

When he steered the car over his own driveway, the front door opened and Marion was standing in the door opening.

Helena went out the car and directly walked towards her and cordial embraced her. They held each other for a minute; Rob saw that they really missed one another. 

Then Marion approached Rob, who was carrying the suitcases. Rob dropped them and like Helena he embraced Marion. She cried a bit: "Next time you won't leave me alone so long. Those were long days," and she hugged and kissed Rob while having tears in her eyes. 

"I didn't want you to see me like that, I am sometimes so sentimental, Rob hold me," and Rob hold her a little longer. Finally she let go of him also, Helena looked at them and said "Come inside Marion, Rob will take care of the suitcases." 

Rob didn't mind, he brought their luggage to their bedroom and started to unpack. He saw the package Bridget made, and put that on Helena's side of the bed. 

Then he went downstairs to join the ladies. 

During the day nothing special happened, Helena and Marion talked a lot and Rob spend a lot of his day behind his computer. In the evening they had a tasty dinner and afterwards Rob decided to take a walk through the park near their house.

Nobody followed and he was on his own with his thoughts. The past week flowed through his mind and he felt a bit disturbed. It was as if his subconscious was trying to tell him something.

Finally he went back inside and went to the living room. Marion and Helena weren't there at the moment; he didn't mind and started reading one of his books. So far he hadn't read a lot, while in the past he could read for hours.

Because the past days were very tiring for him, he decided to go to bed early.

He went upstairs, undressed and dove in his bed, ten minutes later he was asleep.

Then his bedroom door busted open, Helena and Marion came in, both dressed in leather and woke him up.

"Wake up Rob, it's still early, we want to play," Helena said.

Rob was awake in an instant, he was a light sleeper and he sat straight up in the bed.

"I don't want to play today, I need a break. Tomorrow I feel better."

"I didn't know you were sick," Helena snarled, "Marion is waiting for you, she really needs you and you are going to sleep?"

"Please Rob," Marion pleaded, "I want to make love with you."

But Rob, who had slept already, was absolutely not in the mood for fucking.

"Sorry Marion, I will make it up with you tomorrow." 

Marion was very disappointed. Helena then had an idea: "Marion, you and I are going to fuck and let him watch us."

"Yes, good idea, maybe he then wants to join us," Marion answered.

"Out with you, Rob. We need the bed. Go on and sit here," Helena pointed at a chair behind the bed against the wall.

With a sigh Rob sat himself in the chair.

Helena said: "But because you didn't want to fuck us, I won't let you getting near while we are busy."

She took steel handcuffs from a drawer, clicked one to Rob's hand and the other at a central heating pipe.

"So, I'm sure you won't get loose from these cuffs."

She was right; the steel cut his wrist when he tried to pull. 

Rob protested "This is no playroom; this is not what we agreed."

They ignored him.

Then the women undressed themselves, until they were both naked and started to make love. They moaned and groaned, even shrieked sometimes and both climaxed a couple of times.

Rob was naked and despite the fact that he was near the heating, he still got cold.

"You had your fun, now release me," he said angry.

"Oh no, this bed is only for lovers. You didn't love me, so you stay right there," Helena said.

She put out the light and cuddled with Marion and went asleep.

Rob couldn't believe what was happening. At first he thought they would let him go after an hour, but suddenly he realized: they would leave him here sitting all night.

He shouted: "Wake up, release me."

Both women awakened. "He is really annoying, isn't he?" Helena said.

She put on the light.

"What can we do about it?" Marion answered.

"I can gag him, but that is not safe," Helena said with a sigh. "I have a few more bedrooms, we close the door and he can shout as he likes."

And Helena and Marion left the room, put out the light again and Rob was alone in the dark.

He got colder and colder, his anger rose. Finally he dozed off a bit.

Still he didn't get much sleep from the cold and when the door opened around 8:30, he shivered over his whole body.

Helena came in saying: "I hope you learned your lesson, dear," released him and wanted to kiss him.

"Piss off - don't you dare to touch me!" Helena looked as if he had beaten her, very disturbed, she just could not believe what he just said to her. She knew, Rob could be very rude, when he was angry.

Rob ward of, walked fast to the bathroom, locked it and went to the toilet. Thereafter he took a hot shower. Helena was waiting at the door, asking him to open the door. She still thought he wasn't serious in his anger. He opened the door and took his towel and left the bathroom.

He didn't say a word anymore.

He passed Marion, who smiled at him and asked "Did you have a good night?"

The last time he was angry at Marion, when he left her, when she had hurt him in the basement, his eyes had spit fire. This look she had not seen before, his eyes were cold, without any expression. His mouth was one hard line. He didn't answer.

A bit concerned Marion joined Helena in the bathroom.

Rob put on his clothes, took some of his own suitcases and started packing. This time he took all his belongings, including things he had been given by Helena and Marion. He wouldn't make the same mistake, he thought. If they treated him as a gigolo, he would act like one. He brought the suitcases to the hall and went upstairs again. He picked up the rest of his stuff and used plastic bags, and brought that downstairs also.

Finally all his male clothes, female clothes and shoes were gone.

He checked if he hadn't forgotten anything and went downstairs again.

All his belongings in the hall he brought to his car.

He remembered one more thing: his computer. He went inside the house again and took his computer. 

Marion and Helena stepped in the room, upset about what they noticed.

"Rob, what are you doing?" Marion asked in distress, she saw what he was doing, but could not understand.

"I'm leaving," he said with an ice-cold voice.

"Rob, you are my husband, you can't leave," Helena said with unbelief.

"Everything what happened last week, except for the renewed acquaintance with Marion, and even with that I am beginning to wonder, was more or less acting according your plans.

You made me walk through a village, while I didn't were actually prepared for it. You started with Kim about the placing of rings.

You carried out with Kim the playlet by letting me think she was in danger.

Then you brought me to a psychiatrist, who gave me for two days a hell of a time, by hurting and humiliating me, all for my own good," the last words he spit out.

Rob's voice was lower now, people who knew him well, knew that this was the moment to leave, he could explode any moment. His eyes still looked cold at Helena and Marion, who looked as if they were beaten, their faces in total unbelief.

"Last night made me see what my subconscious was trying to tell me all the time: you are not my lover and wife and soulmate. I am for you nothing more than a toy that can be used and abused.

I trusted you, you were the only one I thought of I really could trust and see what happened? The moment I won't play along, you chain me like a dog. And I warned you not to do it, repeatedly: no games outside the playroom. But you choose to ignore me. It was so funny, but not anymore," Rob said furious, growling.

Helena and Marion now stepped back, Marion had seen him like this before, but not Helena and she became afraid. 

Rob continued his allegations "I even think that your rescue from Marion was nothing more than your own plan to get me. You even married me, but I'm sure you're lawyers will make sure I don't get anything out of this marriage."

All the time Rob spoke Helena was shaking her head, afraid, in disbelief and denying all.

"That is not true," Helena said with a small voice.

"Not true? You sure did your best to give me another impression last night. Well ladies." His anger had flared to near total rage...

Rob looked at Helena and Marion and now growled with rage. "Game over!"

He decided to give them one more punch: "I'm so glad I didn't gave up my old house, don't bother to visit me, I won't open!"

Without saying any more, Rob left the house with big steps, still carrying his computer and went inside the car. He drove away and saw in his mirror both women standing in the doorway, they shouted something but he couldn't care less.

He drove straight home, at arrival he called for a locksmith saying it was urgent and unloaded the car.

The locksmith came, changed all locks and finally Rob felled secure.

He was in his own house, he had made sure while at Marion's he paid off the mortgage and he was not so stupid at that time to think love stays forever, so the one million pound Helena had promised him, he took and had it transferred to a secret Swiss account.

Epilogue.

Rob's weekend was quiet, nobody had made contact. He made sure they couldn't phone him and he didn't read his mail.

He went for a walk and while thinking about his situation he got a marvelous idea.

The next day he searched the internet and finally he found, not too far away, what he was looking for.

He drove to a dog breeder and the owner had a few Dobermans puppies, which had exactly the right age to leave their mother.

Rob bought two female Dobermans and named the first one Inca and the other one Nicky.

These females would never hurt him...

The story will continue in part 3.



A Game within a Game Ch. 03A



Author's Note: This is the third story in the chain "A game within a game."

Special thanks to my editor NJLauren. 

*

From the moment Rob bought two puppy Dobermans, his days were filled. The puppies needed to learn that the only place to pee was outside.

Lucky for him, the nearest park was right across the street. When he bought the house, he always had in mind that he would take home a dog some day; and to have a park or forest nearby was an extra reason for him to buy his house.

His house, or apartment, was a normal family house, with 4 bedrooms and an attic. The one different thing about the house was the entrance was on the second floor, on top of a flight of steps. Beneath Rob lived an elderly woman about 80 years old or so, whom he sometimes had contact with. He would bring her groceries when the weather was too bad to go outside for someone so old, but she didn't want to take much of his time so their contact was limited.

The moment he came back from a walk in the park, he figured out that something was wrong. He noticed the an ambulance and a car with a doctor's name on it in front of his house. An apparent relative of the old lady who saw him coming home came over to him and explained that the elderly woman was found this morning dead, that she seemed to have had a stroke last night and probably died in her sleep.

Rob sadly gave the relative his condolences, told them if there was anything he could do to let him know, and then climbed the stairs to his own house, while carrying both puppies.

Once inside he thought about what had happened last weekend. He felt a bit guilty for some of the harsh things he had said to his wife Helena, but he felt she deserved it nonetheless.

He also felt a bit sorry for Marion, they had just become friends again and here he left her once again. But he felt she was also partly to blame, she could have freed him from the handcuffs, instead she probably considered it a good 'joke'.

As a result, his thoughts about the whole situation were "No More". He had no plans for the future, he was financially independent, so he could spend all his energy in taking care of his new dogs.

A few hours later he decided to go out again, and that would probably happen for the next few days; about every 4 hours until his dogs got the idea and were housebroken.

He didn't mind it at all, while walking in the park he talked to many fellow dog owners. He received a lot of attention from all kinds of people: everybody likes puppies; well, most people do so it gave him companionship of sorts.

This went on for a couple of days. Finally the puppies were housebroken and when they had to go out, they had a way to make him understand now. Rob generally had the habit to take a walk every morning around eight o'clock, and as most dog owners know, you usually meet the same people at when going out at the same time. Every day he met a handsome woman, she was a runner, and every time she met him she stopped, said hello and stroked his dogs. She was about his age, slender build, with long legs. Her hair was medium long, dark-blond and she always had a smile on her face. Rob thought she was very attractive. She was always nice to his dogs and they usually made some small talk for a bit before going back to what they were doing. 

Rob had been noticing a car with one or two persons in it that was parked near his house often. On rare occasions the car even followed him. He suspected that the person inside was someone who reported to Helena. He didn't mind at all and he was determined to let her sweat for a couple of weeks. Rob wasn't planning to divorce her, but he wanted to teach them all a lesson what they wouldn't forget. He was human, with faults of course, but he refused to be an obedient play toy.

On Friday evening his doorbell rang; Rob opened the door and a black-haired woman asked if she could come in, she was carrying a message for him. A bit curious Rob took her to the living room and once inside, the girl, Rob thought she couldn't be much older than 25, took off her coat. Underneath she wore a long black dress and when she pulled the knot tied behind her neck, the dress slipped off of her. She was standing there clad only in heels, black stockings, panties, suspender belt and bra. She started undoing her bra, but Rob stopped her by saying he was not interested.

A bit miffed the young woman asked: "Would you rather have had a boy?" 

Rob immediately felt insulted and said "Out of my house! For one thing I am married and secondly if I wanted to fuck, I'm perfectly capable of finding someone by myself!"

With a curious look on her face she dressed herself. Rob helped her with the back of her dress and helped her into her coat. The sooner she was gone the better, he thought. All in all she hadn't been inside his house for more than ten minutes. Helena must have sent her; Rob suspected she was playing games with him again. And indeed, the young woman left him a pink letter what she had placed secretly on the table. It was addressed to him. The sender was 'Helena'. Rob decided not to open it, he was very curious but decided to send it back, unopened, the first chance he got. 

The next day nothing special happened, he met the same people in the park he usually did. He saw the car once again and for a moment he was debating whether to confront the man or woman inside but he decided not to. "Let them look," he thought, he had nothing to hide. The next day, Monday, he brought an envelope with the unopened pink letter inside to the post-office and sent it via registered mail to Helena.

Once again, nothing special happened for a few days. His puppies Inca and Nicky became larger and no longer were cute puppies they had been, but now were almost as large as a Jack Russell. Still many children wanted to touch them and play with them. The female runner also gave them much attention. Rob now met her almost every day and they were having longer conversations. There was something familiar about her, but Rob didn't dare to ask where she lived and so on, he only knew her first name, Kate.

Then, on a Thursday, almost four weeks after he had left Helena and Marion, his doorbell rang. He went to look who it was, and saw that a medium sized truck from a well-known media shop had parked right in front of his house and that someone was unloading a large box out of the truck. The man at the door asked if he was Rob G., and then explained had to sign for the delivery. Rob was not going to do so and argued with the man from the shop for several minutes. Then a man dressed in black approached him and asked the man from the shop to wait for a few minutes. 

The man in a black suit explained "Rob, you don't know me, but you are under constant surveillance by me or one of my colleagues as I suspect you know. I realize this must seem pretty weird to you, but could you accept this TV and all that comes with it? I have been told to explain to you what it is for and why it was sent to you so you know it isn't a trick or someone out to hurt you in any way. So could you please sign and let them do their job? If you don't want it, you can give it to me; my children will be very pleased." 

He then grinned and said: "I'm joking; I have no children, but please cooperate. You will also receive a new DVD player and I have a DVD which I am to give to you in person and ask if you would please play it. When you are done with it, you can phone me and give me your answer. The DVD is a recorded message from your wife Helena; she wants to apologize and tell you something important and that is what this is all about." 

He gave Rob his card with his phone number along with the DVD, and on seeing the look on Rob's face, shrugged, apologized and said "I'm just the messenger," and left after Rob said he would sign for it, though not happily. 

The guys from the shop brought in several boxes, including the huge box. It contained an LED screen of considerable proportions. The screen was placed on his sideboard and soon everything was connected, including the DVD-player. Rob signed for the delivery as he had promised and the men from the shop left.

Rob was still holding the DVD from the man in the black suit. "So that man was a private investigator or bodyguard," Rob thought, "I wonder what he is doing for Helena and what this is all about?" He put the DVD into the player. He turned on the TV and soon the 'movie' started. Helena sat on a desk, with Marion standing behind her.

Rob immediately noticed that they didn't look too well, the dark areas under their eyes showed a lack of sleep. 

"Dear husband of mine. First I want to apologize for what I have done to you. The morning after I realized I had made a terrible mistake. We couldn't reach you and we knew that going to your house would be in vain, you were hurt too much. I deeply regret that. You can see that we look awful, we don't sleep well and each night I lie awake thinking 'How can I make you come back?'. It took me a couple of days to realize that you needed time. I also sent you a little surprise; I wanted to make sure that you had not forgotten me or us. Sorry for that, I should have known better, but at the same time I was trying to get in contact with you somehow."

She sighed.

"You then sent back my letter and then I decided to contact you through more drastic measures. The man who gave you the DVD is one of my most trusted employees. Since you are not coming back anytime soon it looks like, and you still need time to think things over, we decided to do the same thing, and decided that a break will do us all good. Tomorrow Marion, Kim and I will go on holidays and we will be back in four weeks. Since I am your wife, I've decided that if you don't want to live in the estate, I will come to live at your house. I think Marion and I should live at your place; it will be much easier for us to make up if you accept what I am saying."

Helena continued with a sad smile.

"I have to admit that I was wrong and I understand your anger, but some things you said to me were also almost unforgivable. I propose we just say that they were spoken out in the heat and anger of the moment. If you accept my idea I have made some preparations. Someone will call you soon for an appointment and he (or she) will take the measurements of your bedrooms; I decided to give all your bedrooms a facelift. Please let me do this for us, Rob."

"One more thing, my sister from Australia is living with me now. She won't join us on our holiday; she has seen enough and now only wants peace. She is very different than me, but she has been made part of our circle. You are aware what I mean by that. You already meet her almost daily (Rob suddenly blushed), and please be gentle with her. She knows all about you and she really wants to get in touch with you. I have given her my permission to get what she needs from you Rob; you know what I mean. Like all your friends of the circle, be a friend and when she asks for it, be a lover for her. She is abused, beaten, humiliated, you have no idea. The humiliation in the games we play is child's play compared to her experiences."

"Rob, Marion and Kim want you to know, they are waiting for you and as soon we come back from our holiday, prepare for an invasion of love." Helena smiled defiantly. "Please think of me, and about Marion and Kim, we all love you very much. You can always reach me on this phone-number," she showed Rob a written paper and waited a few seconds, Rob wrote it down; "Be safe dear, I love you and I will see you in four weeks. And hugs to your new children, I'm sure I will like them, in fact, it took me all my self-control not to visit you right away and find out for myself." Marion and she blew him a kiss and the screen went black.

Rob phoned the guy in the car and told him that he accepted the whole thing, and that as far as he was concerned he didn't need to be watched over. The man thanked him and left.

Then he decided to talk to Helena, she didn't deserve to be in isolation anymore. He dialed the number she gave him and within seconds he heard her voice: "Oh thank you for calling me!" 

"Helena, I also want to apologize, I have indeed said things that were unforgivable."

"Rob, I too also did a horrible thing to you. Please forgive me." They were both silent for a few seconds, searching for the right words. Then Helena said: "I am so glad to hear your voice again, dear. But we are leaving in a couple of hours."

"That is the reason I contacted you, I want you to know that I am thinking of you and wish you all a very good holiday. Where are you going to by the way?" Rob asked.

"We are going to New York, and then to Miami, and then from there we have a cruise."

"OK, well, have a lot of fun. I wish you good weather and smooth sailing, and I request that you only 'look' at all the pretty boys," he joked.

"When we come back, we will start all over again Rob. We have a lot to discuss, you, Marion and I."

"Yes, we sure have. One last question, what about your sister? You mentioned she is different, how different?"

"By different I mean normal. No S&M, no lingerie, a bit dull actually. Still she needs a shoulder to cry on."

"OK Helena, I think I understand. Well, bon voyage, my darling. A lot of kisses to you, Marion and Kim, give them my kindest regards."

"Until soon, my dearest," Rob could hear her crying now. Then she hung up.

Kate

The next day he stood up with a strange feeling: he would meet Helena's sister Kate; she was the female runner.

Earlier than usual he was heading to the park and Rob watched all the runners passing by. After a while the women he suspected was Helena's sister, Kate, approached him, hesitating. She wasn't running now. She knew of course that Helena had told Rob about her. When they finally met and Kate petted his dogs in silence, he said: "Good morning Kate. Do you want to have coffee at my place and talk?"

Kate turned to him and said: "I was hoping you would have asked me that much sooner." She said this with a small smile. 

"I didn't know then that you were Helena's sister. I saw you as an attractive woman, but I am married to your sister and I wouldn't do anything to compromise that."

"Yes, she said you would behave like you did. She really knows you."

"Not on all points. You heard of our recent quarrel?"

"Yes, but only a bit. She was vague about it." 

"Then I have a lot to tell you. Let's go" and they were heading to his house.

"Why do you run here by the way?"

"I wanted to see the soul mate of my sister."

"She still refers to me like that?" Rob was genuinely surprised, he thought after everything collapsed Helena would think a lot less highly of him. 

"You have no idea, what hell you have put her through. A few days after you left I took up residence with Helena. All that she and Marion did every day was to cry about how stupid they had been and fight to blame themselves more than the other person for what had happened. On top of that a Doctor Cathy visited them, and from what I saw and heard from her she was furious, telling them to listen to what she had explained before about Rob and asked about where the consensuality was in what they did. I know that Marion and Helena were feeling pretty small after they were spoken to by the doctor. I don't know what influence Doctor Cathy has, but they both were crying as she left, and Doctor Cathy was too. It was all about you, Rob. You must be very special."

"Hmm, I'm not special, they just think so."

They reached his house and he opened the door. She walked in and looked around. "You have made yourself a cozy place." She inspected his cupboard filled with books. Several titles and subjects attracted her attention: fashion, history, WWII, all kinds of fantasy books. She took one out. "This is a strange book in your collection: SM101," she hesitated to ask but did so anyway.

"I'm interested in a lot of things," Rob answered, without making her any wiser, or so he thought.

"Are you and Helena into S&M Rob?" she directly asked.

"Shall I give you coffee first and then tell you the whole story? Then you can decide if I am into S&M." Rob doubted whether she had noticed the difference between his explicit 'I' and the question of her when she referred to 'Helena and you'. But he underestimated her, she immediately asked: "You said 'I', is it different with Helena?" 

"It depends on your point of view. I am getting ahead of my story, but let me explain it like this: I like soft S&M and Helena seems interested in becoming a Mistress. She want to develop herself to be a Mistress and I don't want to submit to her. That is in very short the subject of our quarrel."

"I see." Kate nodded, though he wasn't sure if she fully understood.

"I don't think you can understand it without hearing the rest of how we met and the follow-up events."

The coffee was ready; Rob filled two cups and also prepared a few sandwiches. Then they made themselves comfortable on the couch. She seemed very relaxed in his presence. He put on some light background music and started talking...

About his ex Jenny, about Marion, about how Helena and he met.

He saw Kate look at him in disbelief. "So you are a transvestite?"

"I won't call it like that. I refer my lifestyle as cross dressing."

"What is the difference?"

"I feel good and excited while wearing lingerie. I also enjoy certain female clothing, like evening dresses, or to be dressed as a French Maid, anything but the ordinary. Let me say it this way: I go female from the neck and lower, while a real transvestite from top to bottom. Transvestites want to look like normal women as much as possible. For example: they wear pantyhose and I hate that; only fully fashioned stockings for me." 

"I have no idea what you are talking about, to be honest," Kate said.

"I will show you right now, that should give you an idea of what I mean."

Rob took a new pair of stockings and unfolded it carefully. "Normal pantyhose are stretch, only the most expensive ones look a bit like these stockings, but still have lycra in it. These stockings are made of nylon, sometimes another material is added nowadays to make it stronger, but this is how it should be."

He laid it out next to her. The nylon was sheer and black, with a seam what went up from the toe to the top of the stocking. The seam at the top was woven into an eye; you could recognize that it was an original stocking like women wore in the fifties. 

Kate was silent and felt the fine structure of the stockings. 

"I sure would like to feel that for myself," Kate said, wistfully.

"Ok, but only when I have told you the rest of the story."

"You were telling about transvestites," Kate reminded him.

"OK, let me tell what I don't do. I don't wear a wig, jewelry and make-up. Sometimes your sister tells me to wear them, though. But the rest, yes, I do wear, including shoes. And, I must admit, I went out one day with your sister, and she had used make-up on me and I also wore a wig. But that was because I didn't want to be recognized as a male in women's clothes. It had been rather fun, actually."

Then Rob told her about their marriage; their secret second marriage, and the circle.

"I understand from Helena that you are to be treated as a member of the circle."

"I guess so," Kate sighed but didn't intend to tell him more at this point.

So Rob continued telling her about the plans Helena and he had made, the new playroom, the rings of Kim, the anger management and finally the reason why he was so pissed off.

Kate was very quiet when he was finished explaining her almost everything he felt was relevant.

"Did I shock you? You now know your sister married a cross dresser, lives with another Mistress and even invited Kim to join us."




A Game within a Game Ch. 03A



"I never expected that from Helena," Kate said softly.

"She appears cool on the outside, but in reality she is a sexual animal. And I love it, normally. But sometimes she seems to forget that I need my rest, I am not eighteen anymore. Ah well, Helena and I will talk about that as well."

"And the S&M, how is that? I never understood that part of sex." Kathy appeared curious about it, but also seemed a bit uneasy.

"You can borrow that book SM101, that is a great book to start with. I haven't read everything, but I don't need to. I know my limits, now I have to make them clear to Marion and Helena."

"And just what are your limits?" Kate asked.

"I want soft S&M, I fancy the games, the excitement, the tension that is being built up - and that can be days before things will happen. Sometimes you get punished for something stupid or something that is out of your hands anyway, but it's because you need a reason; how silly that may be. It's a game. But the 'punishments' must be reasonable, and must absolutely not be referring to actual problems in our relationship that need to be solved. There may be exceptions to that, but punishments may never be administered in real anger. That is it in short I think. You better ask Marion or Helena what they consider S&M."

"Does the S&M also include humiliation?"

"It does indeed, but people must know each other very well to do such a thing. For what is completely harmless for one, can be utterly real humiliation for someone else. You could hurt someone in real life, with all the consequences of that."

Rob continued "And now I am at a point where Helena needs to earn my trust again. The last time was so bad for me, that I had to literally control myself; otherwise your sister would have ended up in a hospital. I therefore chose to leave her, for my and for her benefit."

"What had she done to you?" Kate asked.

"I was tired and went to bed early, she and Marion awakened me and wanted to play. I refused, then she told me to watch her and Marion, and I was not allowed to touch, so she chained me to the heating-pipe. I still was under the impression that it was part of a game; otherwise I would never let them chain me, but after their love making, they fell asleep with me naked on a chair, chained, until the next morning. I think it was their revenge on me for not giving in to their plan. When I yelled they just moved to another room. And while I am telling you this, I am getting angry again."

Rob had a smoldering fire in his eyes; Kate noticed he was really angry at the thought. 

"So she won't get my trust again, not soon. Neither will Marion, she could have released me but she didn't. They sure have something to explain" and he growled the last words.

Kate ducked when he talked like that. Rob noticed immediately.

"Sorry Kate, did I scare you?" 

"No, but you reminded me a bit to my husband," Kate spit the last word out, "he used to rape me, humiliated me and abused me physically and mentally."

"I'm so sorry to hear that my dear. Normally I would never, ever hit a woman, just once I gave Jenny, my ex wife, a slap in the face, hard enough to make her fall on the bed. But she had lied and betrayed my marriage for almost 20 years and also had just finished raping me when supposedly we were playing." 

"That I can imagine."

Kate was silent. Rob then filled both cups again with coffee. 

"Any more questions?" Rob asked.

"I want to wear those stockings, I want to feel it."

"You also need a suspender belt; I will get one for you." 

"Rob wait. I only wear stockings if you will also wear stockings; I want to see how it looks on you."

Rob blushed, he had no problems with women connected to the S&M scene seeing him in stockings, but she was so pure. "Are you sure? You are going on a slippery slope from now on. You are still innocent. You now have the illusion that it is not true what I told you, and your sister is just your sister, and not a novice S&M mistress."

"Show me Rob, maybe I won't like it, and maybe I will, or something in between. I want to know and I want to start with the most innocent form: just showing our legs." 

"Hmm," was all Rob said.

They went upstairs to his bedroom and he gave her a black waist-cincher and told her how to fasten the stockings to it.

"You can change in the bathroom." 

"No, I want to do it here in your bedroom, you too must put on your stockings."

Within a minute she stood completely naked for him. Her labia were shaven and her cunt was glistening. Rob had had no idea that his story had excited her so much. He couldn't stay behind and soon he was also naked, his dick in a half-hard condition. She had touched him somehow and Rob knew he would always have a special place for her. He looked at her. Her breasts didn't need a bra, but she had worn a sports bra, not very flattering, but alas there it was. Rob gave her an open breast bra, she looked at it if she saw it for the first time in her life, which probably was the case, and he fastened it behind her. Her breasts were magnificent with erect nipples. Then he closed the waist-cincher on the front and tightened it by pulling the ropes at the back. He let her sit down on the bed and gently rolled up one stocking and fastened it to the suspender-clips; and then did the other. He let her stand up, and showed her the seam which had to be straight. Rob also put on his stockings, the same as Kate now wore and fastened it to a suspender belt.

Rob nodded for her to sit beside him; she did so and he caressed her legs. "Have your legs ever felt so smooth? And one of the most sensitive and sensual things is to glide your stockings against mine." He softly glided his leg against her leg.

He felt her shivering. "That feels so good, now I understand Rob. I never experienced something like this." She saw that his dick was beginning to rise. "Will you make love to me Rob? For days I saw you, and I knew from Helena, that she would give her permission to fuck you. I need it."

Rob took her in his arms, kissed her and laid her on the bed. Then he brought his head between her legs and started to lick her juices. Her cunt was flowing now, she almost climaxed right there while he only had kissed her on her clit. He backed off and started to caress her breasts, softly, she needed to relax first. He kissed her warm mouth and brought in his tongue, her tongue met his and circled around. All the while his hands kept caressing her breasts and pinched her nipples softly. She moaned and he brought his mouth to her nipple and sucked on it. Then he wetted his thumb with her own juices and circled her clit; she moaned again and started to shiver once again.

"I'm coming, I'm coming," she made soft sounds and breathed heavily. She grabbed his hair and pushed his head in front of her pussy. "Lick me!" she ordered. Her breathing went faster, while Rob was trying to push his tongue as deep as possible. She kept moaning and he felt her muscles contract, she was on the brink of coming again. He brought his tongue to her clit and pushed, then he sucked and she started rocking. Her whole body moved and she put a fist in her mouth and her tears flowed, she came hard; her soft cries, suppressed by her fist in her mouth made clear she enjoyed this and at the same time she was overwhelmed by her emotions.

She sighed finally and said "Thank you. Never in my life I had enjoyed it as just now. I have missed a lot I now realize."

"My pleasure. You make me incredible horny, you are beautiful, your breasts are perfect, and your pussy, hmm."

Kate pulled up her legs and put her arms around her knees. Rob directly looked into her cunt, still wet.

He felt good and relaxed, like her. He still had to come, but as long she had at least one good orgasm he was satisfied. Helena would be proud of him, he thought sarcastically.

Kate then asked "Helena had told me you are a real pussy-eater."

"Did she? And what else?"

"That you like to be taken by another woman with a strap-on while fucking."

"Is anything safe?" Rob didn't like it that Helena has spoken to her about his deepest feelings.

"No worries Rob, I just wanted to know all about you. Next time when you fuck Helena, I will fuck you in your arse."

"And Marion?" 

"What about Marion?"

"She wants her share too, you are the intruder."

"I don't see a problem there," she said smiling, "you eat a pussy, you're dick is buried in a pussy and I'm taking your pussy."

"I can see you are related to Helena, a little family of dirty talking sluts," Rob said grinning.

"Enough talk," Kate pushed her hips forward and Rob couldn't do anything but eat her. He was slurping her; he licked the sides of her cunt and pushed his tongue in as deep as possible. She pushed her legs over his shoulder. He inserted a finger in her wet cunt and then rubbed the wet finger over her clit. He smelled her lovely odor, the smell of lust and being horny and sweat and Rob became hard again. She couldn't see it, her face was towards the ceiling and she caressed her breasts and nipples with both hands. "Oh god, now I know, I'm coming again," and she was shaken all over her body, her thighs squeezed his head in exaltation, she was breathing fast until she relaxed and she let go if him. Then she lie down; Rob lay himself next to her and kissed her face several times, while she still was panting.

"If I knew it could be like this, I would have raped you the first day of my arrival," she sighed and then she saw his hard dick. "Nice Rob, I want a different position. I want you to fuck me in my arse."

"Are you sure, I'm not so familiar with that," Rob said a little bit embarrassed.

"Yes, I want that very much," and she turned on the bed, sat on her hands and knees and showed her arse to him and widened it a bit with both hands. Rob took a bit of lubricant, inserted it on his dick and the entrance of her lovely arse and very gently started pushing his dick inside her sweet hole. He felt a narrowing, let his dick glide out and then in, passed the narrowing and went out again. He repeated that several times, all the time Kate was sighing and encouraging him by saying "Fuck me, give it to me. Do it!" Finally the whole head of his dick had passed her sphincter and then he thrust deeper.

Kate moaned of pleasure, and rubbed her clit. Her eyes were glassy. 

With each following thrust Rob went in deeper and deeper, until his balls touched her bum. He had done it before, and the tightness of a woman's arse always did pleasure him very much. He was as horny as hell and didn't hold back anymore. Kate moaned and groaned and she rested her head on the bed and with one hand she rubbed her clit while the other hand was inside her cunt. She wriggled her arse. Rob could feel her hand sometimes between the thin wand of her arse and pussy. Finally he climaxed and he noticed by her rocking movements that she also came again. He squirted load after load in her and his dick became very soft and with a sigh of contentment he withdrew his dick. "That felt wonderful, thank you honey." 

He embraced her breasts from behind and lifted her up. She sat between his legs and Rob kissed her neck and nibbled on an ear. Kate still breathed heavily, her breasts went up and down, and she felt safe and secure in Rob's arms. Then she turned her body and they now could see each other in the eyes. She kissed him again, on his mouth and pressed her body against his and held him tight.

"Rob, I have to tell you something. That arse fuck felt wonderful and I thank you for it. I knew you would be gentle with me. I had other 'experiences'," she stopped talking for a moment, "and you made me understand that it can be different. I was raped, and often in my arse and it did hurt so much, I can't tell you. When it happened I always rolled up in bed to give my arse some relief and I cried myself to sleep from pain and humiliation." While she was talking Rob caressed her and stroked her back.

"With you I am safe and relaxed and I really enjoyed the arse fuck very much, so thank you honey," she kissed him. "Rob, can I move in with you? I see no point in returning to Helena's empty house while my heart lies here."

"Of course you can, dear. I hope I can give back your confidence that not all men are brutes."

Kate lay down and so did Rob; their legs twisted and they rubbed them slowly.

"Ahh, that feels nice," she said.

"So you understand my passion for lingerie and stockings in particular?" Rob asked.

"How can you ask, it feels sensuous and smooth, you look sexy and your legs seem longer. I had not one moment doubt at that. I tricked you; I wanted to feel it for myself. I have talked a lot with Helena, and I know more of you than you think. Can you imagine how relieved I was that you made up with her again?" 

"I'm always way behind you women, you know how to play me and probably have a good insight of how I think. Except for that night, I am still getting angry again while thinking of it. How could she do that to me!"

Rob stood up and walked with a fast pace to the bathroom, he didn't want to show Kate the anger he felt. He had to forgive Helena, but he would never forget it.

He took off his stockings and suspender belt and stepped in the shower. He let the water flow onto his face, washing away his tears. He didn't understand why he still was so emotional about that night. All of a sudden he felt Kate's arms around him.

"It's OK Rob, I completely understand, the humiliation you don't expect from the one you love is the worst pain there is. I know, I've been there....," Kate had stepped with stockings and all in the shower, she had noticed his grief, and she had seen his shoulders shudder and knew he was in deep emotional pain.

Rob turned his wet face to her and tenderly kissed her. "It seems we both have deep wounds," he said with a broken voice. "Now you understand my passion for Dobermans. Everyone is afraid of them, but they are the kindest and most gentle dogs there are. They are always cheerful, want to play, want to be with you, and want to be cuddled. They would never give me pain, mentally nor physically."

"I won't either Rob. I have been hurt too much and I have seen what some people can do to others, including me." They held each other for a few more moments, while still standing under the hot shower. Finally Rob let go of Kate and stepped out of the shower, took a towel and started rubbing himself dry.

"I have to take a walk with Inca and Nicky," Rob said to Kate.

"I'll join you, please wait for me," Kate answered. She removed her wet lingerie and dried herself with a warm towel, and hung them over the heat.

Soon they were walking outside in the park, holding hands, and in their other hand they each held a puppy on the leash.

"If Helena could see us like this, I might have a problem," Rob said. "She wouldn't mind that we made love, but this is far more intimate. It's like we are husband and wife." 

Kate looked up at him. "I wish," she spoke softly, "but you are married to her, and I will take a step back when she is with you again." 

"Yes, I think it will be better. I do love her very much indeed. If only she hadn't humiliated me. Now I have doubts...." They walked in silence, each with their own thoughts.

"Are you bi-sexual?" Rob asked.

"I don't know, I never really thought about that. I sometimes think 'there is a woman I could make love to' but it depends on the woman. Not women in common."

"Helena told me that she and Marion will live at my place, when she returns. You know Marion and Kim, could you think about making love to them? Marion comes with Helena and Kim is a lesbian. I'm the only exception and Kim is in love with me, but I need to be 'en femme'."

Kate looked at him with wondering eyes at that last statement.

Rob made it clearer: "When making love to Kim, I should always be wearing female clothes."

"I see," was the only remark Kate gave.

"We will know soon enough what will happen. For now we are together, but I have to warn us both to keep our heads clear about the situation. I must not fall in love with you and vice versa, or everybody will lose. Just enjoy each other and when Helena returns I will have to give her my attention."

"Maybe it would be better for me to stay at Helena's place, then." Kate said sadly.

"Maybe," was Rob's only remark. 

The dogs were playing and soon their mood improved. Rob threw a stick and it was funny to see how Nicky caught it and Inca tried to steal it. After a while Kate and Rob walked back, again each with a dog on a leash.

"Shall I drive you to Helena's house and once there you can decide what you want to do? Are you coming back to my place after, and going there so you can pick up some clothes, or will you stay there?"

Kate looked at Rob, thinking and then said "Will we behave responsibly? We can fuck, we can love each other but we will try not to fall in love?"

"I prefer the word care; I will take care of you and will do so even when Helena is back. Can you live with that? And besides, being in love will fade out in time, but caring for each other takes a lifetime."

"Yes, yes, I care for you. It is love and it is more than love." She kissed Rob. "Let's go. I will go get my things and we have a lot of time ahead for deep caring," she thought about the prospect and smiled. At least she would have him four weeks to herself.

Rob brought the dogs inside his house, and soon they left.

At arriving at Helena's estate, actually Rob's living place also, he hesitated at first but then thought he had every right to be here, so he joined Kate and followed her inside the house he knew so well. They went upstairs, and Rob stepped inside the bedroom where Helena and he had been the last time he was here. He showed Kate the chair where he was chained to the heat-pipes and suddenly angered once again.

"That bitch!" he growled. 

Kate looked in dismay at him, she hadn't expected that he still could be so angry; sad yes, but this outburst she didn't expect. "I thought you were past your anger, that you are sad I understand, but you have quite a temper when it comes to this," Kate let the words flow between them and didn't continue. With some concern she looked at him. Rob's face still expressed his rage, but softened at her words.

"I'm sorry Kate, you should have seen me the morning they released me. I didn't say anything, but I had the whole night to build up my temper. I could control myself, but I don't dare to think what would have happened if I lost it. Those 'games' can be very dangerous and the most dangerous are the humiliation 'games'. When 'they' humiliate somebody and a link is made to one's personal real life, people can lose control, some will need a psychiatrist, others, like me, will explode. Let me say it this way, if it had been someone else than Helena or Marion, another Mistress who wanted try to play a 'game' with me, she would have ended up in the hospital."

"I understand what you are saying. There must be consent about everything including mental 'games'." Kate's eyes told Rob she understood the anger, but was sad at the thought of him being hurt.

"Indeed, and so far Helena and I haven't had that consensuality. You see, I had forbidden her to do anything outside the playroom, and also she is just starting as a mistress. So I didn't think it was necessary already. She thought to teach me a lesson using bondage, not knowing that I wouldn't accept such a game when it takes longer than an hour. If it had taken longer to release me I would have used the chair leg to make a wedge between the pipe and the wall. I would have torn the pipe out of the wall, but I was thinking about all the mess what we would have had, including hot water all over the place. But I was already thinking in that direction. She had no idea how close I was to causing absolute hell."




A Game within a Game Ch. 03A



"I don't think I want to be near you when you are in that state," Kate said, "the man I divorced had a temper, but I think you are worse."

"I'm sorry, normally I'm very quiet."

Kate then said: "But the people who are the most quiet, those you have to watch for."

"You don't have to live at my place if you feel insecure," Rob said defiantly.

"I'm sure you can behave if you want to," Kate was not impressed with his response.

"So you will still come?"

"Of course. I will get my things." Rob followed her to her room and soon she was packed and ready to go. He noticed she didn't have much to take along.

"Didn't you bring everything here?"

"No, I sold most of my stuff. I have had to start all over."

"Ok, the shops are still open. I want you to meet Carmen, maybe you have met her. She is a member of the circle, I don't know if Helena has explained it to you?"

"No, not really. She told me you would tell me. I didn't meet any of her friends, only Marion. She seems nice."

"Yes, she is, or can be. But she is an S&M Mistress, and that scares me."

"How exciting. A real Mistress. I think I would love to do a session, to see how I would react. I am very curious."

"Beware for what you are asking for," Rob remarked drily.

"But it doesn't have to be hard, you said so yourself. You don't like pain, but you like the game." Kate was somewhat confused by the tone Rob had taken. 

"I like the buildup, the suspension of anticipating events that maybe are going to happen. It's a bit difficult to explain. Like what Marion did to me, she warned me days before the actual event that something was going to happen. You then let your imagination, sense of fantasy, to wonder what will happen, to anticipate it. Now I can imagine me with a beautiful mistress whom I'm going to serve, and if I don't do it well, for example, I get spanked."

"I think I understand. It's like you are saying to me: 'this evening I'm going to fuck you, I want you to dress up nicely for me'. So I have to put on nice things and wear it almost the whole day, waiting for what is coming, and getting hornier and hornier in anticipation."

"Exactly, you used the right words."

They walked downstairs. Rob pointed to the basement.

"I told you about the plans Helena and I had," Rob said and continued "to build our own dungeon or whatever you want to call it. I prefer playroom, dungeon seems so 'harsh'. But still, I will have to work out details, and I want to build an atmosphere of suspense about it. Thus, maybe a dungeon after all, but also a classroom and a boudoir, well, use your imagination. There is plenty of room below the estate. We have found out that the room behind the wine cellar, used in the past as storage, is perfect for this goal. The servants are not allowed to come in the wine cellar, Helena always picks out the wine for herself, so we will have complete privacy." 

"Sounds good. I will ask Marion when she is back to play with me, or you Rob?" Kate said this eagerly, surprising Rob. 

"No, I'm not a dominant, no way. And, we don't have a playroom at this moment, Marion had one at her house, but dismantled it after our 'disagreement' when my bitch of an ex wife set me up. But, if you stay here, you get plenty of opportunities in the future." 

"And Helena?" 

"She is learning, but I think she wants to learn with me at this point and won't take on other people. Time will tell. At the moment I don't want to do anything, and you know why."

They decided to leave. Rob carried Kate's belongings to his car and soon they drove off to his place. At arrival they noticed a sign 'For Sale', at the apartment below his house. Rob didn't think twice, he took off the sign and brought it to his apartment, together with Kate's belongings.

"Make yourself comfortable," Rob said, "I'm going to make a phone-call" and soon he talked to the real-estate broker and managed to get an option for the apartment below.

"So you want to buy the whole house?"

"I think it is good to have a place where you can withdraw, if needed. And we are able to afford it, so why not?" 

They made their dinner together, and it felt natural to Rob. Kate was herself being with him. He secretly glanced at Kate and knew that he always would cherish her. 

Rob gave the dogs their food and while the dogs were eating, their own dinner also was ready and for the first time since Jenny had left him, Rob felt that his house had become a warm and cozy place again, a real home.

Changes

A week went by, a week in which Kate and Rob become close, yet Rob tried to keep his distance for his own good. Kate understood it, but didn't like it at all. They ate together, slept together, fucked and had a great time with each other. Still she knew something was missing, and she couldn't point the finger at what was wrong.

At last she decided to ask Rob what was bothering him.

"I never thought I would admit it, while you are here, but I miss Helena more than I ever thought. You have a special place in my heart, but..., you know," Rob said.

"I understand, you have built up a special relationship, and you are closer to her then you will ever be with me. In short: you have found your soul mate. It is a word what is easily used nowadays, but when you really find someone, you treasure her - or him," Kate said with a sad smile.

"I'm sorry Kate, my heart belongs to Helena, and that will always be. Last time she didn't treat me well, but it was a mistake, I realize she thought I would like it. It was our mistake by not negotiating when playing BDSM games and making it consensual. So, I'm also to blame, we have to communicate better."

"I will leave tomorrow Rob. If I stay too long, I will be hurt too much, and I have had my share of hurt; enough for a lifetime."

"Please stay for a couple of days more, search for a place of your own and from there you can build up your life again. You will always have a safe haven here or at the estate."

Kate looked at him "I'll accept your offer, but as soon as I find a place of my own...."

"Of course," Rob said, "Then you will be living on your own. But accept our support, and whenever you feel lonely, you can always come back. You are part of the circle. No, more, you are the only 'normal' woman I know, and you are also my sister, and I sure did my best not to fall in love with you."

Kate kissed Rob "Thanks love, but I think I will seek out a man of my own, I only hope he will have a good and friendly character."

"Just take your time, don't rush. You are still young. Look at me, I never thought I would meet a woman like your sister, and in my case, from something bad I got something very good."

To make a long story short, Kate stayed with Rob for two more weeks and then she moved to a small village in the area, and Rob helped her with moving.

In the meantime his house was being re-arranged. Rob moved all his clothes and other stuff out of the three bedrooms and had stuffed them in the bedroom which they didn't use, and within two days he had three complete newly decorated bedrooms. New beds, new wardrobes, new carpets and curtains, even new blankets and cushions. Helena had picked out the style: romantic French, soft white with trim, feminine and warm. The lighting had been changed as well, soft indirect light made their bedroom into a very warm place. While installers were busy with the bedrooms, he also let them rebuild his bathroom, the simple unit had been replaced with a larger tub, so when needed, four people could sit in the bath. There was hardly enough room left for other furniture, so he had removed the built-in cupboard; and a new lavatory, sink and bidet completed the bathroom. After all, he would be the only male; and three women would soon make their appearance. 

While the installers were busy, he slept on the couch, had long walks with his dogs and visited Kate now and then. Every time when he was at her place, he sensed the pain of loss, but they both knew, they had to let go and so they did. Rob pointed her at online dating programs and maybe, she could find a new friend and start to rebuild her life there. Kate also found a job, to keep her occupied; she didn't really need the money, because Helena had given her enough to live on without worries.

Finally the day came, that Helena, Kim and Marion returned.

A new beginning 

Rob and Kate traveled to Heathrow with two cars, to pick up the women. Rob had been called from New York to make sure he had enough space in his car (and Kate's) to bring along their entire luggage. When they finally stepped through customs, and Helena, Kim and Marion saw the two of them, Helena ran to him and fell into his arms, covering him with kisses. Then Marion followed, who did the same, and finally Kim who kissed him even more passionately. Rob knew at this point that his family was home again. Kate wasn't forgotten, she too had her share of kisses, and while Kim hadn't met Kate yet, they immediately seemed to like each other. Then the porter showed up with all their luggage and Rob didn't know whether to cry or to laugh, because of the so many suitcases they had brought with them.

"What's all this?" he asked Helena.

"A few presents and we bought some new clothes," and she smiled wickedly at him.

"I hope you had a good time. We had, didn't we, Kate?" and he smiled at her.

Kate smiled back with a sad smile "Yes we had, it's good to have you back," and she hugged Helena again.

Helena looked with asking eyes at Rob, who shrugged his shoulders, enjoying that he had made Helena uncomfortable a bit.

"To your house?" he asked Helena.

"It's your house too, but yes," so they headed to Helena's estate.

At arriving they all helped in carrying the bags and suitcases inside, and soon everybody was sitting in the living room. Helena, Kim and Marion were all glad to be home again. To go on holiday is nice, but it's even nicer to go home again, or so declared Marion.

Since it was still early, Rob ordered coffee for them all, and then everybody started talking.

After an hour or so, Kate said she had things to do, and kissed everybody goodbye.

Rob and Helena accompanied her to her car and thanked her. Suddenly Kate started to cry, and Rob took her in her arms and comforted her. Helena had a pretty good idea what was going on and said "You can always visit us Kate, I'm not the jealous type, if you really need a shoulder to cry on, you can have mine or Rob's." And Helena whispered to her "If you need a good fuck you are also welcome," and these words seemed to help.

Kate quit sobbing and asked Helena "Really?"

"On appointment," and she smiled at Rob, "Rob is not a machine, it has to come from both sides."

"Kate also would like to try a session sometime, I said Marion probably would be the best person," Rob said.

"Are you sure Kate?," Helena asked, "with your history of abuse...."

Kate said "Maybe it would help to forget, and maybe I would dislike it, I want to try it sometime, though."

"We'll talk almost daily," Helena said, "I will ask Marion and as soon Rob has some equipment and so on installed, we will try to do a session with you and Marion."

"Yes Kate, as I told you, Marion has nothing left, and we have to fix things here first. Maybe in a month we can do something. But I trust you will visit us every week? Or Helena and I could visit you if you would like that," Rob said.

Then Kate kissed Helena and Rob, and off she went.

"I was afraid this would happen," Rob said.

"I know, but she'll get over it. You gave her what she needed, and in a couple of weeks, when she is really settled, her mind will come to peace and she will understand. And like you said, when the need is high, she can always come back. But now it is my need that is high, Rob," and Helena looked him deep in the eyes and kissed him. Rob kissed her back and held her tight.

"I'm so sorry also dear. I overreacted, I admit that, but I was so pissed off and felt so humiliated, that I was thinking that I had made a big mistake in trusting you and Marion again. In fact I am almost convinced that I can't trust anyone anymore, except for these ladies." Rob hugged Inca and Nicky.

"Yes, they are real friends Rob, I know." She stroked his dogs. "And I'm sorry too; I thought you liked the little game."

"Absolutely not, and don't you do that ever again. I really was on the brink of destroying your room; I already figured out how to get loose, you would have had a water disaster, but I didn't care anymore. So don't bring me into situations without consulting me first ever again!" Rob said with a harsh voice and now he was once again very angry.

Helena took a step back and with a soft voice she said "I already apologized, what else can I do?" She looked hurt and confused at the harshness of his tone, she didn't expect that. 

"Learn from it!" and with big, heavy steps Rob went back into the estate again to join the others. Helena followed and once she was inside he said: "I'm going home now. You all have your own cars, so you don't need me," and he gave Kim and Marion a slight kiss, said goodbye to Helena, and took his dogs with him and he was gone. They heard him drive off fast down the driveway and then he was gone.

Marion, Kim and Helena looked at each other, Helena was very upset, she never expected this to happen.

Helena said almost crying: "I don't think he is over it yet, when he thinks about it, he becomes very angry. He told me he felt really humiliated, and that is very bad. But what can I do otherwise then to apologize?"

Kim said "You need to earn his trust again, it will be hard, but eventually you will. And unfortunately while I had nothing to do with what happened, he thinks I am on your side, and blames me also. I don't like this situation at all."

"Neither do I," Marion said, "We'll just follow your original plan Helena, if he doesn't want to come to us, we will move in with him. Right, girls? Maybe if he is in his own house, where he feels safe, the memories of what happened won't be as strong."

Both Kim and Helena agreed, so Helena and Marion packed their belongings, and drove off to Rob's house. Kim first went to her own place, and would join them later.

At arrival at his old house, Rob was still feeling pissed off. He thought had learned how to deal with his anger, but his rage had come back. He remembered how alone he felt when he was chained, his anger and pain that night. He felt the emotion of that night, of being on his own again, and the fact that he had put his trust in someone he thought would never hurt him, and then to be betrayed again, was something he couldn't deal with, several months after the incident had occurred. 

The moment he arrived at his home, he went for a long walk, figuring maybe he could cool off. By now he was used to walking alone, and his dogs seemed to understand his mood, they walked close to him as if they were saying 'boss, we are here for you'. Still Rob's anger rose, he was mad at himself, and promised himself one thing then and there, that never would he let a woman in his heart again. Helena and all the others would probably try to make it up to him, but he didn't want to get emotionally involved again. He decided to sleep alone, if they were coming or not, they could tempt him, but he would sleep in another bedroom no matter what. He felt better when he made that promise to himself. And if they felt hurt by his freezing them out? Even better, he thought.

After an hour's walk or so, he came back and the women were in their cars, awaiting his arrival. He unlocked the door, and soon they came all in, all bagged and sacked. Rob didn't look too friendly, but clearly they expected that, ignored him and went straight to the renewed bedrooms. 

He heard them talk "You have a nice bedroom Helena, very inviting," and heard them laugh. 

Rob closed the door, he couldn't stand it now, and wanted to ignore them. He thought about going out again with his dogs, but decided he had to deal with them sooner or later.

A few minutes later they all joined him, and Marion immediately started making dinner, she had brought along a bag with all kinds of food, while Kim took a whiskey and offered Helena and him a glass. Helena accepted it, but Rob refused, he wanted to have his head clear.

Helena opened the conversation "I think it is time we will live in your house for the coming period. I think moving in with you will accomplish two things. For one, it will give you time and space from the events that unfortunately happened in the mansion, and secondly, we will crystallize our plans on renovating our house [the mansion] and I want that to be all done before we move back there".

Helena looked at his face, Rob expected this of course. He still had a sour face.

"Are you going to stay angry at us all day? I don't care, we are planning to stay here until the structural alterations are ready, and so you'd better get over your anger; and deal with it. Call me names, curse me, whatever, and then forget it, you'll make it easier on yourself and for all of us," Helena said indignantly.

"Keep going on like that and I will throw you all out," Rob grumbled.

"You can't, we are married and I have every right to be here," Helena said with a soft smile. "Please talk about your feelings."

"Feelings? I have no more feelings. I was betrayed once again, when I thought you would never do that. You ignored my asking to be released; so did Marion. You thought it was a good joke, while you knew I wasn't in the mood. In fact, I was sleeping and you decided that I didn't belong in the bed anymore," Rob now was getting furious again. "You know what? Tonight nobody is welcome in my bed! Nicky, Inca, come on, I don't want to stay here," and he took his coat, whistled for his dogs and out he went.

"Let him go," Kim said, "let him cool off. He is reliving the whole happening and his anger is the same as at that time. He was traumatized by it, I don't have another word for it. Physically he is OK, but he endured too much during that time, emotionally he is a wreck."

"I will talk to Cathy," Marion said, "maybe she has some answers or suggestions for us going forward." They all agreed, and what was supposed to be a pleasant evening, ended up with the three of them sleeping in one bedroom as Rob slept in another.

The next morning it seemed pretty normal, Rob didn't say much, but he also didn't ignore them. He gave answers as they talked to him and even made them breakfast.

But Helena knew he wasn't his old self.

"Rob, be honest with me. Do you still love me?" Helena asked.

Rob looked at her for a moment and said "Yes, but I don't trust you anymore. You have hurt me too much. I have made myself a promise." He didn't explain himself further.

Helena asked "What promise?"

"I won't tell you, but it has to do with trust."

"So you don't trust me anymore?" Helena asked.

"I told you, I won't tell, I made myself a promise, and because I did, it doesn't matter anymore if I trust you or not, it is not important."

Marion and Helena looked at each other, they couldn't make out what he meant.

Kim said "Maybe you should talk to Cathy, Rob. She knows you better than you think, and maybe she can help you heal, restore some of your old feelings. To be honest, I don't recognize you like this, I had nothing to do with that incident, and yet still you ignore me. I am being hurt by you at this very moment, you won't even look at me. Whatever have I done to you?" and now Kim started weeping.

Rob felt guilty, but still did nothing and finally said "You are not in my camp. You went on holiday with Marion and Helena, while you knew I was hurting, not them. I had to sort things out by myself, without a friend. In fact, I had to 'entertain' Helena's sister. You all probably thought that if I would do that, my mind would be distracted? Sorry, no. I had to be distance myself from her, otherwise she would have been heartbroken. She has been a friend, but I had to keep my distance."




A Game within a Game Ch. 03B



Author's Note: This is the third story in the chain "A game within a game."
Special thanks to my editor NJLauren.


Chapter 3B


The session with Cathy

After a long absence Rob visited Cathy again. Both Marion and Helena had encouraged him to do so, in order to control his anger. Rob drove to Cathy's house, with mixed emotions: it would be exciting, Helena had promised him. Should Cathy become intimate with him, she wouldn't mind - this time only.

It had been planned a few weeks ago, Cathy sometimes had a very busy schedule with patients, even on Saturday's; and she had in fact rescheduled some appointments to give Rob a whole day of her time. She had promised him a lot of talking; but also a session. He would stay the night with her, then the next day she would continue his treatment. Cathy had warned him that it would be like the last time; not much pain, but to say that it would be totally painless, no.

Afterwards he would be rewarded, and she had smiled impishly at him when she had visited them and they made the appointment. Helena knew that it sometimes was better not to be present, not that Rob disliked it, but that Cathy would be freer in whatever she was planning.

He felt a bit anxious, he knew she wouldn't really harm him, but still he had some dread. He remembered last time, when she had suddenly stroked him in on the inside of his thighs that hurt a lot. Two days later he still could feel it, no matter what she said, the pain had not gone within a day.

He knew he would become stronger when he had endured Cathy's treatment as she was good in her second job as a domme.

So, here he was again, he parked his car in front of Cathy's house and got out. He walked to Cathy's door, when suddenly two men walked towards him. He didn't think something was wrong, until he heard: "Hi, are you Rob?"

Surprised he said: "Yes, and who are you?" The man acted as if he wanted to shake hands, and Rob lifted his arm to do so, and the man grabbed his wrist and the other man, who hadn't said anything, brought down a syringe and pushed some fluid into him.

They let go, and Rob began to feel weak. He wanted to say "What...," but his world became dark. Both men caught him and dragged him to the car what was standing nearby and pushed him inside. They drove off.



The waiting room

Rob had no idea how long he had been unconscious, but when he woke up, he had a terrible headache. A man came to him, the same man who had kidnapped him and gave him something to drink: "Drink up, you will feel better." 

Rob noticed he couldn't do anything, he only wore a brown cloak and he had some kind of leather harness around him. It was fixed around his waist, and his hands were bound into cuffs and those cuffs had been fastened to the harness. So he could walk, but still was too dizzy to even try. The man put a glass with probably water to his mouth and Rob drank some. Immediately he felt better, it probably contained a lot of sucker, to disable the effect of the drugs he was injected with.

"What is the meaning of this, untie me. Is this a trick of Cathy? I won't accept this, I will inform the police. Kidnapping and drugs, you have something to answer for." Rob became very angry and pulled his arms, but in vain of course. He couldn't do a thing.

"Wait until the mistress comes, she will explain," the man said softly, "the more you resist, the more pain she will inflict on you. Just let it come over you and afterwards I will take care of you." The sympathy from the man wasn't very reassuring to Rob, in fact, it frightened him more than if the man had been harsh. Outside he heard a lot of people cheering and yelling.

"What is this place?"

"You at a secret S&M event, only insiders, and different kinds of scenes are presented by Mistresses and their slaves. Your Mistress will explain it to you soon."

After an hour or so, Rob had no idea of the passing of time, a woman came into the room. Rob looked at her, she was dressed in leather, leather bustier, leather short pants and high heeled over-the-knee boots. She was around 60 years old, her face was dramatically made up. A lot of black around her eyes, even her lips were blackened. With cold blue eyes she looked at him. "So this is the angry boy."

"Boy? I'm not a boy. Who are you? Where is Cathy?"

"Silence! Speak on when spoken to. Cathy has nothing to do with this. Let me explain, I am Cathy's Mistress, you may call me Mistress Iris. Once and a while Cathy has to inform me of her 'patients' shall we say. Your name came up and she mentioned that she never had met someone like you. That made me curious and it came to my attention that you had an appointment with her. That was all I needed to know. You see, today we have a meeting here, and also a demonstration of the punishments of 'unwilling' slaves. They need to be punished. So, I will punish you."

"You can't do that. I am nothing to you, I'm not your slave and you are breaking the law by kidnapping me and using drugs on me."

"Who will believe you? You are just one more slave who will be punished. All will be clear when they see your arse and when I'm ready with you, boy, you can show them something!"

Rob suddenly became very afraid. "You can't do this. I'm not a volunteer."

"I know that, you need to learn obedience! In fact, it is our turn." The cloak was removed from his body and he was naked, except for the leather harness. She took a leash from the wall and secured a collar around Rob's neck. The points of the collar were pointing inside his neck, so when he would struggle, the points would hurt him. After one attempt he gave up. The man in the room said softly "Keep your head clear, good luck." Rob's legs almost collapsed, still a bit groggy he walked between men and women, all dressed in S&M outfits. Most people were connected to each other with a line, man to woman or woman to man, master and slave or mistress and slave. With full expectancy they awaited the next scene; and Rob realized he would be the next entertainment.

Two mistresses helped him up to a platform; this was where he would be punished. With abhorrence and fear he looked at the different kind of whips and floggers. This was no loving S&M anymore, this was the real stuff for fully hardened experienced S&M'ers

He was tied to a rack with his arms spread out, he tried to release himself, but a pull on his collar made clear it was a bad idea. He felt some blood flowing from where the points had punctured the flesh of his neck.

His legs were also tied to the rack, spread out, with several cords. He had to stand on a step, but when he was completely fastened, the step was removed. He was now hanging in the handcuffs that bit into his flesh because they were carrying his full weight.

Suddenly he got it: the rack could be turned and he probably would have to endure the whole thing upside down.

There was no warning, all of a sudden he felt the sharp stings of several cords from a flogger.

"Ouch," he yelled. The crowd cheered.

The mistress stopped immediately and said to the crowd: "This is a very insubordinate slave and deserves a severe punishment. But, he is also frightened of pain, and I don't want to hear his pitiful sounds, so I will gag him."

"No," Rob shouted, "She kidnapped me," but the crowd was too excited to hear or to listen.

Rob received a ball gag in his mouth and at the same time she took a venomous looking clamp and put it on Rob's nipple. He screamed again, but nobody paid any attention to it. Then a second one was put on his other nipple and in between was a steel chain on which she hung a few weights. Rob felt it constantly pulling, this was really different from other clamps he had experienced before and this kind of pain wouldn't lessen.

Then she hit him a few more times, on his back, his upper thigh and his arse. Soon he felt a dull pain spreading on the parts of his body where she had hit him. Finally she stopped. She turned the rack and the weight on the pincers dropped to the other side. Rob moaned from pain as the weights dropped to the other side, it was as if his nipples were being torn off.

She took out another flogger. This one was more painful, each time she hit him, several burn stripes appeared. Rob moaned and cried in his gag, but all in vain. She hit him again and again. Rob couldn't do a thing, he hung on the ropes, trying to escape the hits, but unrelentingly she whipped him. Finally she had enough of it. She laid down the flogger and took a small rattan cane. She showed it to the crowd. It went silent. She had turned him sideways, so she could reach his foot. The first hit Rob didn't feel right away. The hurt took some time to reach his brain, but then he felt something he had never experienced before. The pain was so intense, he almost fainted. She turned him up, and then to the other side. Now his other foot got hit. Again the pain was intense, he knew what was coming and his teeth bit the gag. Tears flowed, he was crying. The mistress just looked at him, her eyes had no expression at all. The rack turned again and he was upside down. Now she used the rattan on his arse. Stroke after stroke was given, and she didn't care whether the strokes were placed next to another. Some strokes crossed, and where they crossed blood appeared. Rob shrieked and howled in his gag, some people in the crowd noticed that this was an extremely hard punishment and no longer were cheering. Finally she stopped, laid down the rattan and fetched a bull-whip.

"Now you can really understand the meaning of worshipping a mistress."

She stepped a few yards from him, unrolled the whip and cracked the whip in the air. The crowd went silent. Then she started to lash him. Each time when the point of the whip hit him, it cut like a knife and gave him a blood trail. After five strokes she decided it was enough. Rob had fainted. The two mistresses removed the gag, slapped him on the face and he woke up. The crowd clapped for the mistress who bowed. She didn't give him one more look. The sympathetic man supported him while he tried to climb off the platform. Rob could hardly walk and he leaned on the man, who sometimes almost had to carry him back to the waiting room. At arrival the cuffs were removed and he had to lie down. There the man examined his wounds and used some antiseptic on them. It sting but it was for his own good, the man explained. Rob asked for his clothes and he got them.

"Are you OK? You were strong," the man said. "She can be very cruel."

"Do you have some more of that sweet water?" Rob got another glass and then he drank more of that sweet drink – he felt the strength coming back into his body.

"Don't drink too much of that stuff," the man warned him, "It's not good for your health." 

"But a beating is considered okay?" Rob asked with fury and sarcasm. 

"I will take you back if you want," the man said. 'You are lucky, the cuts weren't deep. If you are at home use some oil. The bruises will disappear in a few days. I've seen much worse."

"I have something to do first," Rob said grimly, " and I need a few more moments to rest."

He looked around the room, it was some kind of storage place, and all kinds of S&M related items hung on the ceiling and the wall. Then Rob saw a kind of thick stick, that would be perfect as a weapon. When holding that in his hand nobody would think of coming nearby.

The man left the room, while Rob got his strength back. He tried to stand and managed to do so without collapsing. He poured himself another glass of that 'water'. "Not really water, but it was good stuff," he thought. He climbed on the table and reached for the large stick. It was over a yard long, an inch wide and with a handhold on one side. It looked liked the sticks that the riot police used for dispersing crowds. It gave a strong swishing sound as he swung it back and forth.

Still his feet hurt, and he felt his back and arse burning; at the same time he got the needed adrenaline from the pain. Anger had become an understatement, he was in a raging fury. He put on the harness he was bound in and it came in handy to fasten another weapon to. He had decided to bring along the same rattan cane she had used on him, it had a leather belt attached to the handle, and he thus fastened it to the harness. 

He stepped out of the waiting room or whatever it was, and walked towards the platform, as well as he could given how bad he felt, where Iris was busy with another victim. While walking in the fresh air, he regained more and more strength and he pushed through people and while some complained, the look on his face made them back off, and when he raised his stick, they moved out of the way. 

People in front of him clearly noticed something and before he knew it, he had free passage to the platform. His arse hurt a lot, but at the same time it gave him the courage to go on, his anger gave him the needed strength. A guard was standing below the platform and tried to stop him, but at the sight of Rob, who came towards him with his stick held high, it was enough to back him off. However, the guard was too late in moving away, and as he held his arm up high to protect himself, one furious blow by the stick on that arm ended in disaster, it broke the man's arm.

 The man in response gave a cry and leaned backwards, against the platform. Rob took a good look at him and realized it was the same man who had drugged him with the syringe outside Dr. Cathy's house. He hissed at the man: "I should have broken your other arm too," and otherwise didn't find him worthy of any kind of compassion but also not worth any more violence. Another guard kept his distance when he saw the expression on Rob's face; a large stick in the right hand can be a formidable weapon and very persuasive. 

The crowd had become silent when Rob reached the platform.
The two other Mistresses had seen him coming and already jumped off the platform, but Iris didn't notice his arrival. When she turned to see what was happening, because the crowd went silent; she saw him. "What are you doing here, boy? Didn't you have enough?"

Then she noticed that he was untied and he was holding a thick stick in his hands. Suddenly she became afraid and called for the guard. "That guard below can't come, I broke his arm and you're next," Rob growled.

Now Iris became very frightened and started yelling for help, but everybody in the crowd waited anxiously for the next events. Rob took the rattan cane and before Iris knew what was happening, he hit her so very hard on the upper thigh, that her skin was cut and she immediately started to bleed. She gave a tremendous cry and fell on her knees. Then Rob hit her on the other leg, another blood stroke. Rob wasn't finished yet, he went into a frenzy and he tore off the leather skirt and bra and threw them into the crowd, then he pulled her up and held her high easily as she was in fact a very tiny woman. 

He then shouted: "I was kidnapped and drugged by this bitch. I was involuntarily involved in a BDSM demonstration, and now this old hag will suffer the consequences. Anybody who tries to help her, I will do the same thing I did to that guard."

The crowd was completely silent. He laid her down and without mercy he hit her on her arse and back. He also knew from Marion that a blow should be given next to one another and not as a cross, as Iris had done to him. Despite Marion's words Rob hit her several times more, deliberately crossing the strokes and she bled like Rob had. He kept on beating her, his fury broke loose and he didn't stop until she was howling and squirming in agony.

Despite this, the crowd was silent, nobody spoke or moved, probably afraid of what Rob could do to them. This was unheard of at their club, their main Mistress been made into a crying, yelling and trembling woman. Could this be the Mistress everyone feared?

"Now for the real pain." He held her leg upwards and hit her twice on the inner thigh, also in a cross. Now Iris fainted, but Rob still had no mercy, he slapped her brusquely in her face and she came to. Then he lifted her other leg and her other inner thigh received the same treatment, once again she fainted. She fell softly on the ground, looking like one whimpering piece of meat. He slapped her in the face and once again she came to.

Since everybody had already seen him naked, he didn't mind taking out his dick and urinated on her, his final revenge. He growled with a soft but dark voice and threatened her "If you come to my neighborhood, or contact Cathy, I will feed you to my Dobermans. I promise you I will destroy you. You and your buddies stay away from me as far as possible. If not I will find out where you live and if you try to do anything more, I will know. I have many resources and will use them, you piece of shit!"

Rob then stepped off the platform, holding his stick in his hands, ready to strike and the crowd again retreated. He still trembled with rage. Nobody dared to stop him when he walked back, still limping, to the waiting room. Once inside the man there stared at him as if he had done something terrible. Maybe he had, he didn't care. "Give me your keys and tell me where you parked your car." The man was very afraid now, after all he had participated in the kidnap, so he gave Rob his keys and told him where his car was parked.

Rob went out of the building and noticed that the party was over, more than likely his doing. He still carried the stick and the rattan cane and decided to bring them along. He followed the crowd to the exit, ignoring the whispers around him and soon he was at a gate. Again nobody stopped him. Once at the parking lot he found the car of the man in the waiting room, it was standing nearby at a reserved spot. He then drove off and headed for Cathy's house. It was around 20:00 when he finally arrived, tired and hurting. 

When he rang the doorbell, a very anxious Cathy opened the door and started to reproach him. "Where were you? I was so worried that something has happened, I saw your car, but you were nowhere to be seen. Where have you been? You should have called me or Helena." 

Rob stayed cool, and went into her living room. Then Cathy noticed the leather harness he was still wearing and the large stick and cane in his hands. "What is the meaning of that Rob?" she asked utterly amazed.

Rob told her what had happened to him that afternoon, he undressed and showed her his wounds. Cathy became furious: "That bitch. I will have her arse for that." She went to pick up the phone.

"I already did," Rob said.

"You did? how?"

"I was given a sweet kind of drink by a nice guy who had helped me from the main room after I was beaten and that soon gave me my strength back. I decided to give her hell myself, so I did. I broke the arm of the man who had drugged me." 

Cathy put her hand to her mouth and said "How did you do that?"

"I hit him with this stick and broke his arm. Then I climbed up on the platform and disabled the bitch by giving her a tremendous blow with this cane on her thigh. She couldn't stand anymore and she was bleeding. Then I undressed her, beat the hell out of her again with this cane and finally I gave her two more blows on each inner thigh in a cross. I'm pretty sure she won't walk for two weeks at least. Oh, and finally I pissed on her, literally, in front of the audience." Rob told her all what had happened, including the things Iris had told him.

In disbelief Cathy looked at Rob and thought about the rage she sometimes had seen in him and she shivered. 

"Oh yes, I promised her that if she even thought of taking revenge that I would feed her to my dogs. I will ask you for her address, because I plan on going to see her in a couple of weeks to let her know that I don't make idle threats. Furthermore I have forbidden her to ever make contact with you again, to protect you. I cannot forbid you to make contact with her, of course, but she may not do that the other way. If she ever does, you must tell me. Who the hell is she anyway?"




A Game within a Game Ch. 03B



Cathy answered: "In our BD/SM group, she is the Mistress of the Mistresses. She supervises the mistresses in the club, and they have to answer to her for everything they do otherwise they will be expelled from the club, which no one wants. Normally she makes appointments with each of us mistresses from time to time and listens to what we have been doing and gives us advice. Novice mistresses in the club are trained by her and her assistants. She is in fact the queen of our group, which is quite exclusive and widespread."

"Not anymore I think, I utterly degraded her in front of her worshippers, I don't think she will be able to look anybody in the eye after this."

"I think so either. Rob, what else have you done?" 

"Nothing yet, and I will make sure that nothing more will happen. I will use Helena's organization to find out all about that community and each member will receive a warning. In fact, I want to dismantle that community. They may have to look elsewhere for their meetings."

"You can be an extremely dangerous man Rob. I never thought you would have that in you," Cathy said respectfully, but also afraid. He could be extremely violent, she realized, he was indeed someone who needed treatment badly, otherwise things could get out of hand. He had all the right in the world to retaliate, and she knew that Iris was right in telling him that nobody would believe him, so his immediate revenge was understandable. Cathy gave Rob the address of Iris, but she bided him, not to harm her anymore. Still Rob would visit her very soon, he said. 

"Ok Rob. Enough talk. Lie down on the couch and I will treat your back." 

Rob did as she asked and carefully lowered himself on the couch. He couldn't believe himself that he made it to Cathy's house by himself. The drink that he had received in the waiting room must have contained more than just some sucker to give him strength.  

"So will you need another 'headmistress'?" Rob asked.

"I'm perfectly fine, thank you. I don't need an old hag telling me what to do to be honest. I have to apologize, when she was here the last time I mentioned you to her. She must have decided that she knew better how to make you more submissive or something. I have no idea how she could know that you were coming here today, she must have read my appointment book." 

She shook her head "I'm very sorry Rob, it's my fault, and I should have kept our relationship private," Cathy really felt sorry and guilty. "How can I make it up to you? You have had such a hard day, I cannot believe it happened, yet, I see your wounds... But, I don't think she will do such a thing ever again, in fact, every one present there who saw your rage will keep their distance I would bet," Cathy chuckled. "Rob, come upstairs to my bathroom. We will take a not too hot shower and I will give you a massage and rub your body with oil and ointments  and I hope most bruises will disappear. However, I can't do much more about your wounds, they will heal soon, but for now they will hurt."

Rob paused to think, and he calmed down a little bit "I am sorry you had to see me like this but I for example told Helena no blood, ever; and you heard that I was very angry at Helena when she had chained me and I bled from that, and I was very angry; believe me, that is a gross understatement. I was on the brink of a divorce, you may know that, and that was nothing compared to what happened to me with that bitch"

"I know, I told Helena and Marion about consensuality, or better said, the lack of it. So stupid, and it could be so much fun. It is really a pity, Helena loves you so very much, and then this... I can imagine that you need to rebuild your trust in her again. But give her a chance, I think she has learned her lesson. And maybe you and Helena should stop playing, and just do vanilla sex."

Cathy guided Rob to the bathroom and he undressed, helped by Cathy. His clothes, especially his shirt and underpants, were stained from his blood. Cathy picked them up and threw them in the waste bin.

"Would you mind to wear panties if I gave them to you?" Cathy asked. Rob admitted he didn't mind at all.

"I thought so," Cathy said, "I will sponge you carefully and try not to hurt you too much. After hearing your story I want to clean myself also, it's more a mental thing, but still. I feel dirty when you told me of that witch. And you know for yourself, that S&M can be so fulfilling, as two people interact and play their little games. It is in my opinion the most intimate thing lovers can have." 

Rob caressed her naked body and held her firmly against his body.

"You can't do anything about it, when people want to commit crimes, one way or another they will do it. You think you trust people like your head-mistress, but now you know something I have always felt, that very few people earn your trust."

While she pressed her body against his, he felt his cock rising.
"Sorry, that was not my intention," Rob explained.

"Pff, I would have been offended if that didn't happen. It is the proof for a woman that she is still attractive to a man." 
She took a sponge and softly slide it over his back. She tried not to hurt him. 'Rob behave brave,' she thought and thought about what kind of drink it was he had been given. Probably it contained more than just sucker.  

She held his cock for a moment and squeezed it a bit. 

"Always the mistress?" Rob said contemplatively. In spite of his hard dick, he wasn't in the mood for fucking, he felt so tired now. He was feeling relaxed, but the pressure of the last hours came back and suddenly he shuddered from a withhold sob. "Sorry," he said, "my nerves" and then couldn't stop from coming out with heart-breaking cries. 

Cathy held him in her arms, while he cried on her shoulder. For a couple of minutes his body trembled and he sobbed a few more times. Then he relaxed and held his face in the shower and the water flowed over his face, clearing all tears.

"Sorry, I couldn't help it, the delayed reaction from today's events."

"It's perfectly normal," Cathy said while comforting him, "this reaction only proves you are human. I will make inquiries about Iris, I will phone a friend in the community." She left the bathroom, only wearing a towel, and when she came back, she was rubbing herself dry with one hand and holding the phone in the other, talking. Finally as the phone call ended, Rob also had dried himself in the meantime and was very curious. "It seems, she is in the hospital. The only statement she had given the police who were alerted by the first-aid nurses, that a game went out of hand, and she didn't want press charges."

"Very reassuring," Rob said drily. "I was drugged and kidnapped, I'm pretty sure the friendly man will back me as my witness, and I think Iris knows that. She would have to face jail time if she tried telling them she was assaulted, it wouldn't hold up." He checked his behind, his wounds were closed thanks to that man in the waiting room. 

"So in fact you did her a favor," Cathy grinned. "I'm sure she will remember this day for a very, very long time." 

"Come to bed Rob. You don't have to make love with me, if you don't feel like it. I completely understand, but yet more than a little bit disappointed," she said impishly.

"Shall we drink something first? I have a tremendous thirst!" Rob remarked

"That is a good idea, hmm, what would you wear?" Cathy asked. She hesitated, "I don't have a bathrobe, I do have a babydoll," she winked at Rob. "No, I was just teasing, of course I have a bathrobe." She opened a cupboard and took out a pink ruffled babydoll and a white plain terry cloth bathrobe. "You choose," she smiled at him defiantly.

If Cathy thought he would back out on wearing that very feminine item, she was wrong. He liked the babydoll and said so: "Nice babydoll, is it my size?"

Somewhat amazed Cathy looked at him "No, I just wanted to tease you. I thought you wouldn't wear it, I should have known better." She grinned and took out a pink lace negligee with matching nightgown, still with the price tags on it, which she quickly removed. "I always thought when you would be here in my bedroom you would be wearing this," and she gave him the set. It was exactly his size, and it took him just a few seconds to put it on. The material was soft and smooth, and it caressed his skin. Cathy took out another set from her cupboard, in black this time and said: "There must be some distance between a Mistress and her sub." 

"No sub," Rob remarked, "don't you ever think I'm your sub. I'm your friend, maybe one of your dearest friends, I would sure like to think that."

"I'm sorry Rob, yes you are my dearest friend. In fact, you are the only male who has ever joined me in my bedroom," with that they kissed and hugged. Rob felt his dick hardening, in spite of his tiredness and wounds, his dick betrayed him.

"Shall we drink something?" Rob repeated hastily. He didn't want Cathy to find out he had an erection again.

"Of course, let's go downstairs." Cathy walked in front of him, and she urged him to follow by suddenly grabbing his dick through the soft material of his nightgown and said: "You think I wouldn't notice?," and gave him a wicked smile.

While walking downstairs she didn't let go, she kept on squeezing his dick, so his erection didn't lessen. "You are tired Rob, but your dick says otherwise," and Cathy kissed him again.

Once downstairs he took a large glass of water.
Then she showed him two bottles of wine.
"Do you dare to take some wine? White or red?" she offered him the choice. He studied the labels. "White, this is a German sweet wine, I still need to regain my strength."

"I just realized, you haven't eaten yet, I'm sorry, I will make us something," and Cathy went to the kitchen.

Rob filled two glasses with the white wine and joined Cathy, she was warming up some soup. "It smells delicious in here, it must be because I'm indeed hungry," and he grabbed her around the waste. "I meant you, you delicious woman," and kissed her neck. 

Cathy moaned "Please let me finish Rob, we still have plenty of time for that," and smiled, pleased, while stirring the soup. Finally it was hot and she filled two bowls with the now warmed mixture. Rob carried them to the living room and once seated they both started to eat. Rob realized how hungry he was and soon he was finished. 

"Get some more, there is enough and please bring some bread along!" Cathy said, noticing the way Rob wolfed down the food. Rob so did and when he finished his second bowl of soup and also ate some bread, he felt much better. He sat on his knees, his behind still hurt too much; his wounds didn't bleed anymore, but any pressure was painful. 

Cathy had finished her soup and observed Rob while he was eating. She felt really relaxed to see him eat in his pink nightgown. He didn't feel uncomfortable wearing it, and after seeing him wearing it without feeling shy, it became natural for her also and it didn't bother her at all.

Cathy sat across from Rob and teased: "Aha, finally you are on your knees before your Mistress; it seems Iris did me a favor," Rob started to tense up, but the soft smile on her face made Rob clear that she felt pity for him and was joking, not mocking him.

"Would you like that of me? That I kneel before you?" Rob asked with a strange sound in his voice.

"I would like that very much Rob, to be honest it gives me the shivers if you really meant that, that you recognize me as your Mistress." 

"I will kneel before you, because I want to make you feel good and I am prepared to honor you, but I will never acknowledge anybody to be my Mistress. I'm sorry, the only exception to that should be Helena, but not now. Helena has to earn my trust again." 

Cathy sighed, and said "You would do me such an honor if you would submit to me, Rob. Can't you reconsider? I will ask Helena for permission, I won't do anything without her consent. You are so dear to me, you have no idea. And I hardly ever inflict pain, I feel for you something I never felt for anybody else. I think it's your independent mind that we want to possess. Helena, Marion, Kim, Kate and me, we all would be very proud to say "this is my man". You are married to Helena, but you still could be my S&M partner. I won't go to parties, I just want to play with you and afterwards the release, and that can be very satisfactory." She smiled provocatively.

Rob thought long and hard about it. "Suppose I do, then I would have three mistresses. Both Marion and Helena want to play, and I'm really not in the mood to be everybody's sub, slave or whatever you would call it. First of all you should have Helena's permission. Then you would have to set a time and date, and not the least, I'm not a doormat, I am not going to honor every need or wish that you might have for me to do. Even when a date is set to play, I may not be all that happy about it" and he looked at Cathy with frowning eyebrows, his expression darkening. 

That look frightened her, knowing what he did to Iris, but when his look softened while looking at her with kindness in his eyes, she relaxed immediately. "You frightened me for a moment Rob," Cathy said.

"I'm sorry, for a moment I thought about all things I had to endure, by accident or not." They both were silent. 

"Rob, I never harmed you, did I?" asked Cathy reproachfully

"Yes, you did, on my inner leg. I made use of that knowledge to hit Iris as I told you."

"I'm sorry Rob, but I needed to know your limits at that time."

"Now you say: at that time. So now you are planning to change the boundaries once again, no?. This is precisely my point in refusing to submit or play" Rob growled. "Everybody wants to 'train' me, while I don't want to be trained in anything. Nobody listens to me and then when I get angry, it's too late to make it work."

Cathy looked as if she had been hit. Immediately Rob was sorry at the blunt tone of his remarks, though he didn't take one word back. "I'm sorry if I offended you, but that is how I feel." 

"Maybe we better say goodbye to each other if you think so badly of me," Cathy was really pissed off.

"Maybe we should." Rob stood up, straightened out his back and silently walked out of the room and went upstairs. His clothes were lying on the bed, he took off the nightgown and it felt as good, and as bad, as it had when putting them on earlier. Cathy then burst into the room. "Where do you think you're going?"

Rob answered: "Going home, this won't work, we are just upsetting one another." 

Cathy said, suddenly reproachful. "I didn't mean my words literally, I was angry, and I don't know what I really meant. I just know, that I want you, one way or another. Don't you have feelings for me?"

"Of course I have, perhaps too much. That is what it makes so hard to say these things to you. I would love to play games with you. I want you to be my mistress. I want to give you all my trust. I want everything and more. But I don't dare. Don't you see? I have been wounded too many times. Suppose an accident will happen, it doesn't have to be your fault, but at that moment I will suffer unwanted pain, once again at the hands of someone I trusted. Then you will untie me, then I will curse you, believe me I will, and then I am afraid of what I will do next. I don't accept anything anymore, do you understand that? Each time my rage will be even more violent, as I speak I can feel my anger rise again. And when I disappear, my trust in you and all others will be gone. Because my trust has been violated so many times, I won't trust anybody ever again. You know what I will do next? I will sell my house, take my dogs, and start somewhere else where I don't know anybody and I will never let anybody in my life again."

Cathy said, almost crying "Have you been hurt so many times?"

"With Jenny it was 20 lost years of living a lie. Then Marion. Then Helena. It is enough. I can't take it anymore."

"We have to talk Rob. Tomorrow it's Sunday. You really need to talk with me, as friend and as psychiatrist and as lover."

Rob hesitated "I don't know."

"Rob, please listen to me, I will phone Helena in a moment and will tell her what you have said. She can draw her own conclusions. She can join us, or she can stay at home, I don't care, but you need to talk this through. Marion can come also and probably should. But we need to get rid of that nonsense that you have in your head. Helena and Marion didn't betray you, only Jenny did. Sure, Helena and Marion screwed things up, but not as badly that it can't be mended anymore. And I want you in my bed right now. I want to hold you, I want to feel your dick inside me and I want you to feel safe and secure. In short: I want your arse, you are mine this night, pain or not."

Rob had listened to her and then laughed mockingly. "You feel pretty sure I will do what you like," he said defiantly, "but you can't have my dick tonight, I will sleep sideways and I'm not in the mood for sex." Cathy looked sad at this outburst, her last words were meant in a fun way, but obviously he had taken this wrong.  

"Rob, let's go downstairs, put on your pretty nightgown again and please, let us talk. You owe me that at least."

With a sigh Rob dropped his clothes and put on the pink nightgown and negligee.

He wanted to follow Cathy, but she directed him to go to the living room. "I will phone Helena right now," she made clear to him. 

Rob went downstairs and made himself comfortable by lying sideways on the couch, to take pressure off his wounds. And Cathy wanted him to make love, when he couldn't ever sit down? If they did it would have to be the missionary position, and nothing else. But so much better, no sex now for him. His wounds had started to burn once again, while he had put on his clothes he had hurt himself. He hoped his wounds didn't start bleeding again. He checked carefully, with his hand, but didn't see anything disturbing. Still, it did hurt a lot.

He took another sip of his wine. He had had enough of that and went to the coffee-machine he knew Cathy possessed. There he made a nice cup of cappuccino and it warmed his hands; it wasn't cold in the house but still he felt chilly. Then he felt shivers all over his back and he began to tremble. He couldn't sit anywhere, and it would hurt anyway, so he went lying on the floor, trembling and shaking. He felt hot and cold at the same time. His world went black.

When he woke up he was lying on a field-bed or something, in Cathy's living room. He had been laid on his side, and he felt cushions in his neck and lower back. His wounds were not covered by anything, what was the smartest thing to do, the healing would be better that way.

Worried faces were around him, Kim, Helena, Marion and Cathy. "I didn't know what to do Rob, you are too heavy to be carried upstairs, so we figured out that this was the best solution."

Kim said "Cathy did well, your wounds will heal fast. I don't think that was the cause of your black-out. It was the reaction to what happened this afternoon, you went into delayed shock, and your nerves couldn't handle it anymore. I will give you an injection of a sedative, sorry Rob, but you need a good night of sleep and tomorrow I will come back."
Kim gave him an injection in his arm, and within seconds Rob felt his eyes become heavy and he was sleeping.



Sunday at Cathy's place

The next morning, Sunday, Rob awakened, feeling a bit dizzy. He stood up, holding himself to the couch and stumbled to the kitchen, where he had heard noises. "Good morning sleepyhead," Cathy said with a soft smile, though worried. She gave Rob a kitchen chair and he tried sitting on it with caution. He shivered, Cathy quickly fetched a blanket from his temporary bed. 

"Do you have some water for me?" Rob asked, "I'm very thirsty."




A Game within a Game Ch. 03B



Cathy gave him a glass. "That thirst comes from your injection, it is rubbish, but it helps when you seriously need sleep. And you needed it for sure. It's past ten now, so you have slept for almost twelve hours." 

Rob drank the water and felt immediately better and now felt hungry. "Could I have something to eat? I'm sorry, I would grab something for myself, but I feel a bit... unstable," Rob hesitated in saying the last word. 

Cathy made him two sandwiches with cheese and Rob accepted them thankfully and started to eat. He also took coffee and finally his shivering disappeared.

Cathy told him "Marion, Kim and Helena all left last night after you went to sleep, they should be here again this afternoon. I really hope we can talk some more Rob. I have made my mind up about the things you have said to me. Soon you will be completely physically recovered."

"And then?" Rob asked.

"Then I will ask Helena to leave you to be in my care. I want you to get your dogs, in the mornings I want you take long walks, when I don't have patients I will walk with you, in the afternoons we will do sessions, and in the evening maybe another, maybe talk and maybe sex. But I will handle you with care, but you need help. That bitch Iris has no idea what she has done to you. You were already hurt, and that was the finishing blow. I will start this afternoon. I don't want to hear no, it is either this, or our paths will go in different directions. I ask for your trust, I haven't done anything to you, so I deserve it. And I want it. No, I demand it!  You have serious issues, Rob, and we need to work on your behavior. You have been hurt, more than once, and now you need to heal for your own sake as well as those around you."

Rob thought it over, and he knew Cathy was right.

"I agree, though I want do it without everyone else watching me. I want privacy. I know they all want to best for me, but I cannot stand them watching me while you humiliate me," Rob stated. "In fact, humiliation can only be done with my approval, I need to give my consent before you do anything, otherwise I won't feel safe."

"Rob, I promise you, you will not be humiliated for real, it will be what you said, you make the boundaries, and you decide what is possible or not. But I will exceed your mental barriers, that I promise you. That has nothing to do with humiliation, but everything with giving me your trust, and I in turn will earn your trust in me as well."

"That is OK," Rob said, he was tired of fighting at the moment.

They talked a lot, the time went fast, and soon Rob and Cathy had lunch together. Around 13:00 a car stopped and Helena, Kim and Marion stepped out, bringing with them Inca and Nicky, Rob's dogs.

Cathy opened the door and let them in, they all went to Rob and he was covered with kisses (and licks). Rob just let it roll over him, he knew they all had been extremely worried. At a certain moment Cathy had enough of it and said "Ladies, please, Rob is OK. It will take a few days more and by then his physical wounds will be healed. But I want to discuss his emotional condition with you, the wounds he has there." [

You could hear a pin drop, everybody was quiet.

"Should I leave?" Rob asked.

"That is a good idea honey," Helena said, "I think Cathy wants to speak with us and she can speak more freely when you are not here."

Rob whistled to his dog and put on a coat, then put a leash on his Dobermans and he then went outside. He sniffed the air, it felt good to be out, and he had had enough of the whole thing. He in fact thought about leaving, going back to his own house and staying there until he was healed, but he didn't want to ignore Cathy either. He felt she had sensed something correctly, that he wasn't his old self. 

It might be a good idea for him to recognize her as his Mistress, maybe he could give himself completely to her and get something back in the form of self-understanding, and maybe even a remedy and a cure of his deeper feelings. He knew by now that the beating he gave to Iris was of course a payback, but also an outlet from his frustration of the 20 years of betrayal of his marriage. It was not just Iris who he beat him to hell, it was also Jenny. She had hurt him more deeply than he had thought at the time. Yes, he needed Cathy, he would put his well-being in her hands, and if she wanted him to kneel before her and call her Mistress, he didn't mind, as long as she could help get his mind at peace, for now.

After walking the dogs for an hour, he returned. The women were talking, but not about him he noticed. It was small talk and they were all relaxed. They clearly must have reached an understanding in the time he was gone.

Helena stood up and nodded to Rob to sit beside her. He did so with some hesitation, as his arse wasn't healed yet. Very carefully he installed himself on the couch next to Helena. 

"My dearest, will you listen to us and not be angry?" she whispered to him. Rob looked at her with questioning eyes, for he had no idea what they had planned. Inca and Nicky laid themselves at his feet, as if they were protecting him, and he stroked them both.

Helena then looked at him and said "Ladies, I want to tell Rob about what we have spoken of and our solution. Rob, Cathy and Kim have agreed that your physical recovery will happen pretty quickly. That old hag Iris will remember you longer," she chuckled. "But, you also had an emotional meltdown, and it seems that Jenny is primarily responsible for that, but that Marion and I are also partly responsible. By chaining you like that I unknowingly had made a very big mistake, I apologize again." She looked at him with great tenderness.

 "I want to do everything to get your trust again, I would kiss your feet if that would help, or you could give me a whipping or whatever if that made you feel better (though I would rather not BTW)," she smiled mischievously, "but Cathy has given us a proposed solution/course of action. She wants you to stay with her for two weeks or so. In that time we will visit you, or you can come to see us, you are free to come and go. But the most of the time I will leave you in the good care of Cathy. When we visit you, we probably will join in with what Cathy is doing. This really can't go on any longer, the anger, the mistrust,  and you pass out whenever the tension level drops off from its peak. Because of the events what happened to you, you passed out after your adrenaline rush."

Cathy continued: "Rob, whenever you feel in danger, your senses sharpen, your reaction time is much better and I don't want to mention your strength. But after the danger, when you feel safe again, you collapse. You had driven to my place from Iris, it could have happened in the car, think about that."

Rob answered "So what have you decided?"

"We have decided that you will follow Cathy's treatment the whole coming week, starting today," Helena answered, "Kim, Marion and I will not interfere, but as I said, perhaps we will join in from time to time. And perhaps we will stay overnight once you are physically healed. To tell you the truth, I'm planning to fuck your brains out then, we have waited long enough." Kim and Marion showed him that they totally agreed by giving him encouraging smiles. Kim even provocatively touched her clit-ring by rubbing her hand over her jeans and gave him a wink.   

"Hmm, and I don't have anything to say about it?" Rob asked, somewhat defiantly.

Helena answered "The alternative would be an examination from a Doctor, who finally will come to the same conclusion that when you suffer the effects of too much stress etc., you can pass out when the crisis is over. I don't know what he would prescribe, but I reckon it will be a long and dull treatment. I think with Cathy's help, you probably will have better and faster results, and from what I heard, the treatment itself isn't so bad either. I will leave it up to her to give you the full details. She wants to start right this moment, so we will leave now."

Cathy then said "I think by around Wednesday, Rob will be able to 'entertain' us all, that is if he wants to."

"I'm really looking forward to that, Rob." Helena stroked his dick through his trousers, and whispered "Let's go outside for a moment dear." Rob followed Helena, the other women were not surprised to see them leave. Once outside they went to Cathy's examining room and closed the door. "Rob, I really need to tell you again how much I regret my actions. I feel very guilty, and I really have no idea how I can earn your trust again. Cathy told me about her treatment, at first I had hesitations about it, but then I thought it over and I agreed this would be the best solution. She is going to introduce herself to you as your Mistress, I wanted to let you know that."

Rob then said "But you are my mistress, my only mistress." His eyes clouded a bit. 

"Maybe, but for now I would like you to acknowledge her as your Mistress, for this time only. It was pretty hard for me to 'give you away' into her care, but I think we will all benefit. So, therefore as your wife I give you permission to do anything with her and for her, as she asks. Don't think for a moment that you will be cheating on me, normally I would have been present and you would do the same, and I would get my share, for now that's impossible. She will explain her treatment and you will understand why. It would be too exhausting for me to be a part of it."

"So, you are telling me that for now she is my Mistress, while I promised that to you at our wedding. You may know, that you need to earn my trust again on the S&M games, but in normal life you have all my trust. You are my wife, closest friend and lover. You have my heart, nothing will change that. When I left you when I was angry, I was playing a game also, I knew you would try to make it up to me, and that was exactly what I wanted. I wanted you to realize that I'm not a play toy, but your husband, and I need respect. By chaining me, you took that away. Now you know all...."

Helena had started to cry, when Rob explained his feelings to her. "Oh honey," she hugged Rob, hold him against her body and Rob caressed her back and then kissed her.

"We'll make it up when I get home, you will be my princess and we won't come out of bed for 24 hours."

"I hold you to your promise," she cried and smiled at the same time, with tears over her face.

Rob lead her back to the kitchen, fetched a towel and wiped of her face of the tears that had flowed there. Helena updated her make-up, as she didn't want the others to know that she had been crying. "I will be strong for you when I'm leaving, and be certain that I will want to make love to you this coming Wednesday. No matter what the others say or do, I want to feel you inside me."

They walked back to the living room. Kim and Marion were ready to depart, and then they all said goodbye, gave out many hugs and they promised to come on Wednesday.

Helena kissed him deeply, she hardly could let him go, but finally they left. Cathy and Rob waved them out and Rob also had to clear his throat a few times. 

"Let's go take a walk with the dogs; it will do us good and it will give me the opportunity to explain what we will do over the coming days. Not in detail, some things I still have to decide upon myself.

So they both put on their coats, Rob took Inca on the leash and Cathy took Nicky, and they walked slowly out of the village. On the edge of the village was a pretty large forest, and there the dogs could walk freely. At this time Cathy started to explain what would happen. "Rob, Helena explained to you I think, that from now on I will be your one and only Mistress, until further notice. Can you accept that? If not, then it is of no use for us to carry on. I need your answer now," and she looked at him with pleading eyes, rather than demanding ones

A bit reluctantly Rob said "Well, I guess so."

"That is not enough," Cathy said.

"I want you to be my Mistress," Rob then said hesitatingly.

"Again, not enough," Cathy said.

"Please Cathy, will you be my Mistress?" Rob asked.

"Yes, I will," and she kissed Rob, "thank you for that. Rob, the coming days will be very hard on you at times. Hardly any pain, a bit maybe and not for long, some bondage, but I will be present or monitoring you always, a lot of humiliation, I will come to that, but most of all, you have to worship me." Rob looked a bit disturbed at that. "That is not all, we will be very intimate, we will be more intimate then you ever were with a woman. You understand that this is no Doctor-patient commitment, but rather this will be a love commitment. I'll all appointments for you the day after tomorrow, and will reschedule some others to the coming week."

Rob still looked unsure and said "I am a bit apprehensive, I have no idea what you are planning to do ,I'm still recovering from prior bad experiences, so whipping and spanking is out of the question, I have to say that now to make it clear."

"Did you think that I would forget? I'm your Mistress, and your well being is now my responsibility."

Now Rob looked shy "Sorry."

"You are forgiven. Rob, there can be a downside to all this. Not for you or me, but for Helena. She is aware of what I plan to do, but out of love for you, she still agreed to it even though it involved our  being intimate. So you have to reward her for that  trust in you and myself as soon as she joins us. You see, the comings days I want to brain-wash you. Not as in the movies or so, but I think I mentioned this before while discussing being a Mistress: I will become your world. You no longer will think 'I', but 'my Mistress'. That will in the end result in a different view of each other."

Rob still didn't get it and his puzzlement was evident to Cathy.

"Have you no clue?" Cathy asked, "Because we will become very close, it will hardly be unavoidable that we will fall in love. I already am, and I'm pretty sure you have feelings for me. That will intensify."

"And Helena will be out of my thoughts?" Rob asked.

"Partly, therefore I will give you instructions on Wednesday. Because we will get very intimate, Helena agreed that I will be the fourth person in your personal circle. So our commitment will not end when you are cured. I want to ask you, will you accept me as your Mistress, but also as lover? That will be my reward." 

"I thought you already were?," Rob remarked.

"No, I am not. I always tried to keep a professional distance, as much as possible using the unorthodox methods I have been using. I have always had been in love with you, but as to sharing you with three women, I never thought I could be part of that. But it is the only way I think this could all work. Maybe if I find myself another man in the future who looks a bit like you..." she sighed. "It is not your good looks, by the way" she teased him.

"You like sissies?"

"Rob, you are not a sissy, that was simply part of our game. Maybe I will call you sissy again, I probably will, but never, ever think I see you like that. Rob, come here," she ordered him, took his head and kissed him on his mouth, "no matter what I say or do, you are very, very dear to me. Never forget that. And you will make me happy, oh yes," and she gave him a wicked smile.

"Let's go back," Rob said.

"Yes; we will start as soon as we are inside again. I will be your Mistress from now on. You will have to obey all my wishes, without asking or hesitation. I will ask a lot, but not really things you can't do or what will be against your nature."

Pretty soon they were inside Cathy's house again.

"While you are staying here, I won't call you other names than Rob, except on occasions when I want to humiliate you, but then you know for that is for a good reason. Next point: we will walk through my house, to let you familiarize yourself with all the rooms."

So she first showed him the kitchen and the scullery with the washer and dryer. Oh, I forgot to mention something: all the time, and I mean all the time except when we go out, you will wear a French Maid's outfit. Helena bought you several, and they are all upstairs. You just pick one and wear it. The next day or sooner, you will wear a different one. You will do all the laundry and also wash your belongings, including lingerie, uniform, whatever. Clear?" 

"Yes Mistress," Rob answered.

"Cathy will do for now until I say you are to address me otherwise," Cathy made clear.

Cathy then opened a door near her examining room. In here was a seat that looked like a dentist chair, it could be lowered and turned in all positions. Also some belts on it, to secure someone. A lot of electrical equipment was placed around it. Cathy smiled when she saw Rob's face.

"Ok Cathy, but what about that equipment?"

"It's not what you perhaps think it is though as you guess you will be required to sit on this chair tomorrow. It is a kind of lie-detector. I will show you some movies and I will do a test, I will measure not only your heart-rhythms, but also your brain activity i.e. E.E.G. you maybe have heard of it, blood-pressure and even the swelling of your dick. Let's continue to the other rooms."

Cathy went forward and showed him the rest of the house. There was no cellar present, but she had an attic and there she kept her bondage equipment.

"Here is your punishment room. Now I don't want to have a reason to punish you, rather I would rather it be because I want to, not I need to; understand?"

"Yes Cathy," Rob said.

"It would be nothing serious, it would be just to make you acquainted with bondage. I will bind you, but the max time will be about one hour. I will not always be physically present when you are bound, but look" Cathy pointed at cameras "I will always keep an eye on you. Tuesday I will have one or two patients, so I can do bondage then, or put you to work in the meantime, whatever suits me."

Rob sighed "You know how 'well' I behave during bondage." 

"I will monitor you from my desk in the examining room, and you will be doing it for me. There is a big difference with that and the unfortunate chaining event."

"Maybe I won't like it one bit," Rob said hesitantly.

"You are missing the point, Rob! It is not about you. You will do it, because your Mistress wants it from you. You want to please me. Can you give me that pleasure?"

"I can't promise you anything, I don't know how I will react if I'm bound, I never really tried that before and if I'm get claustrophobic you may have a problem."

"Are you claustrophobic Rob? I need to know all about you and what you can and can't absolutely take. I know you don't like blood, me either. I don't work with needles, so that is no problem, either."

"No branding, cutting or whatever."

"Of course not. Candle wax?"

"Never tried it before, but I have had it on me by accident, who hasn't. No big deal," Rob answered.

"If you think of something that comes up that is a limit or bothers you, please tell me. I have some things that you probably haven't done yet, but you will see it at the appropriate time. I promise you, no poop, and maybe pee."

"I've already done that with Marion."

"Golden shower? And what did you think about it?"

"If it is done naked I don't have problems with it, but I don't accept it on my clothing, and I want to shower afterwards."

"So will I, OK, we have agreement I think," Cathy said. "OK, where are you waiting for? You know what I want."

"I don't understand Cathy," Rob said.

"I want you to dress in your lingerie, in whatever you feel comfortable in. I want to see you always wearing stockings, the rest is for now up to you. You choose the uniform."

Rob hurried to his room, took off all of his male clothing and put on a suspender belt and long black stockings with seams. He also chose black French knickers and a black camisole, that reached the top of his stockings. Lastly he put on black low heeled shoes, he knew he probably would get cold feet otherwise, and it was sexier anyway. Then he picked out one of his French maid's uniforms, Helena had packed in three different ones.




A Game within a Game Ch. 03C



Author's Note: This is the third story in the chain "A game within a game."
Special thanks to my editor NJLauren.




Chapter 3C



The four mistresses.

The next morning they had an early breakfast together then Cathy had to prepare herself for a few patients, but she still gave Rob a warning that he had to be ready in his French-Maid costume at 10:30 sharp and be ready waiting for her in the attic.

Rob and Helena took the opportunity while Cathy was with her patients to walk with the dogs as it was fairly nice weather and the sun was shining, though the wind was cold. He had almost 2 hours left before the session with Cathy would start, so they decided to walk to the forest. Helena and he walked hand in hand, they were enjoying each other's company and felt really close. The dogs were playing ahead of them.

"I never knew how much fun dogs can be, when they are playing it gives you a good feeling inside" Helena said.

"So it was a good decision to get them?" Rob asked. 

"Of course, you automatically get your daily exercise, they are fun, are true friends and are good security on top of all that. And Nicky and Inca are so sweet, I never had thought that about Dobermans" Helena admitted.

"Let's discuss this Cathy, are you sure Marion won't mind? I think we have to ask her first before we commit ourselves to live together."

"You can ask Marion yourself, I already phoned her. Kim and her will have lunch with us and this afternoon we are going to visit someone. Who we will visit is a surprise, but Nicky and Inca should go along as well."

"And do I go?" Rob asked.

"Whatever you prefer. At first we thought that you would go out 'en femme', but it really doesn't matter."

"I don't understand, but I won't ask any further questions. So we will go with 2 cars I guess?"

"Yes, and don't ask any further questions, or the surprise will be gone."

They turned and around 10 they were at Cathy's house again. When they stepped into the hallway, Cathy came out her examining room and said "I have a patient inside. Rob, I think You know what to do. Undress upstairs and then go to the attic. I'll be with you within 30 minutes. Helena, will you please stay in the living room?" 

Both Helena and Rob did as they were asked to do. Rob took the opportunity to take a quick shower, he had an idea what Cathy wanted to do, and he wanted to be perfectly smooth and clean. He checked for hair growth, took his razor and finally rinsed off whatever stubble was there. When he was satisfied he started to dress in stockings, garter belt, high heels and a lace bra, all in black. Then his maid's uniform in black with a frilly white apron. Underneath he wore a short soft petticoat and when he was ready he inspected the results. Apart from his male face, he was looking very feminine and wearing high heels in combination with his shaved legs he looked fantastic he thought. 

At 10:30 Cathy came upstairs and inspected him. "To the attic!" she commanded him. Together they climbed the stairs to the attic and Rob saw that the bondage device was still in place. "You have to help me with this Rob," Cathy said and she carried a leather covered wooden bar, which had on each side wing nuts on bolts. Rob removed the wing nuts and at a height of approx 3 feet he had to push the bolt through holes in the metal frame and then fasten it with the wing nuts again.

"One moment, I have to check on my patient, he is filling out some paperwork," and off she went.

What had that devilish woman in store for him, Rob thought. He expected an arse fucking, she even had said so yesterday evening. He would surely soon find out. And she also wanted to upset him, that was also obvious. He had doubts about that. Cathy came back and stepped towards him. "We will do something special this morning Rob. Will you bend over the bar, you sure had figured that out."

Rob bent over and Cathy cuffed each wrist and also his ankles. With a spreader bar his feet were widened and then the spreader bar was attached to rings that had been hidden in the floor. The same she did with his cuffed hands.

Rob couldn't move at all.

"For your information Rob, Nicky and Inca are in the living room and the door is closed. I'm going to arsefuck you. I think you already figured that out." She lubricated his arse; and then used the pulley to make his arse rise as high as possible to get easy access. "I will start with putting this dildo in your mouth. It's almost like a real cock, suck on it Rob, the more you wet it, the easier it will slip into your arse." She pushed it deep in his throat and Rob almost choked.

"Yes, that is deep-throat, wouldn't you love to get a real dick in your mouth to deep-throat it?" 

"I absolutely don't want to," Rob said when Cathy removed the dildo from his mouth.  

"Mmm, pity, that patient in my examining room is gay, and I think he would love to put his dick inside you. Come on Rob, you will love it. You have come so far, what does it matter? You will like the taste of dick, we women do it so often, we always taste your dick, and I want you to taste one also."

"I absolutely don't want a dick in my mouth or anywhere else," Rob was getting angry.

Cathy now pushed a dildo in his arse and pushed it in further and further. It was not a large one, and it easily passed his sphincter. "If this were a real dick, you would have so much fun, at least, I would have."

Rob became very angry, but suddenly he remembered, she wanted him to become angry and told her so.

"You think so, do you? In fact, I want you to feel a real cock. But I don't want you to call Helena," and Cathy gagged him. She also put a blindfold on him. "I don't want you to know who is fucking you, I know your temper. We'll be right back."

We?, Rob thought. She is going to do it, that woman is mad, I absolutely forbade any males near my body or even in our home. Then he heard a male voice "Of course I want to help you," and heavy steps came to the landing on the first floor. He heard the man cough and then silence. Then heavy steps came to the attic, together with the sound of high heels. It was all done silently, nobody said a word. Then he felt a hand grease his behind and suddenly a warm cock was pushed into his arse. Rob moaned and wriggled his arse, but all in vain. He became mad with rage, but couldn't do a thing. The gag in his mouth prevented him from speaking or anything else; but the sounds he made were of an increasing rage. Slowly he felt the warm cock going inside and then out, in and out. He felt so humiliated, this time Cathy would feel his wrath, and if he ever came to know who that man was, he would end up in hospital.

Then it stopped, the dick was still in his arse and Cathy took off the gag and he growled "If I get my hands on you, you will long for Iris' treatment, because I'm going to beat you all over the house. If I were you, I would seek another location to live, you're not safe." He spoke these words with such hatred that Cathy pulled back from him in horror. 

She removed his blindfold and looked at him with a worried face. "Listen Rob, it's all in your mind. Nothing happened, it was all an illusion." Then Helena stood next to her and she withdrew the dildo from his arse, because it wasn't in fact a dick, it was a dildo in the form of a lifelike cock.

"Rob, I warmed the dildo in hot water, I'm wearing your shoes to make it sound like a man who was climbing the stairs and the voice you heard was indeed from that patient. I let him change a light bulb on the first floor, that is what you heard. It all happened in your mind. I will untie you now, please try keep your head clear about what happened." 

Cathy and Helena untied him and soon Rob stood in complete flabbergasted shock watching Cathy. "I was so sure that I had gotten a lifelike dick in me, and believe me, if it was for real, I could have killed that guy, and I could have given you a very severe beating Cathy. Be glad you didn't do it for real and had gotten me truly angry."

"Never! We are perfectly aware of your feelings towards other men and don't be afraid, we won't ever compromise you at any way with men."

"But the main question is Rob, how are you feeling, now that you are cooling off. Are you able to walk down the stairs ok?" Helena asked.

"I really think so, my anger has flared so many times between yesterday and today that I think I can control it a bit more."

"Ok, then carefully, Rob, go downstairs and change your clothes. We will be having have lunch soon" Cathy said to him.

Rob went downstairs and Helena and Cathy looked at each other and Cathy said "I would never seriously try to bring a man into the game, but now I am absolutely convinced that it would be a very bad idea. Poor Iris, I think Rob had this state of mind when he took revenge on her. If I think of the force he can develop when he is in this state, it's a wonder that she is out of the hospital already."    

Helena grinned "She will be happy that we are there to support Rob."

"Maybe she dropped dead from fear" Cathy said with a big smile, "we will know soon enough."

They went downstairs to prepare lunch and set the table for 5 people. Not all that much later Rob joined them and they awaited Marion and Kim, who were on their way. Around 12:30 they had arrived; Rob waited for them at the open door and took them both in his arms. They kissed and then Kim as well as Marion held him for a few moments. They longed for him he knew, and he felt the same for them, he really had missed them. 

When they gave their coats to Rob, his mouth opened amazed at what he saw: Marion wore her most serious Mistress outfit as he had seen it before, high boots, stockings attached to a corset, panties and long gloves. All in black and although she didn't show anything, this outfit was extremely sexy. Kim wore long white leather pants and a black see-through blouse. She also wore white satin gloves and white leather boots.

"What is going on here, why you are dressed like this?" he asked, in doubt, as there was no S&M session planned to his knowledge.

"You will soon find out, this is BTW not for you, although I thank you for your obvious approval," Marion smiled and stroked his enlarged dick.

 He opened the door of the living room and said: "May I introduce Mistress Marion and Mistress Kim." They all laughed together when the two newcomers entered, probably because Helena and Cathy already knew the purpose of those outfits but Rob had not the slightest idea. Soon they all were eating and the conversation they had gave Rob no clue. It was obviously intended for the place where they would be going to, but why in a Mistress outfit?

"If you are going to a BDSM club or meeting, I'm not coming along," he said assertively.

"It won't be any such a thing, Rob, in fact we will just be going out for a walk on the street and we will bring Nicky and Inca with us," replied Cathy, "maybe I'm the only exception," but she didn't gave him any further explanation about that last remark. Why was she the exception? He asked himself.

When they all finished eating Rob cleared the table while Kim and Marion made themselves comfortable on the couch. Helena and Cathy went upstairs 'also to dress properly' as they said to Rob.

While Helena and Cathy still were not around he asked Marion what she thought about Cathy, who would probably soon would join her/them in living at Helena's.

"I don't mind at all Rob. Sex is not everything, just to have you around means a lot to me. And when I get fucked by you now and then, it makes it even better. Sex is just a part of people being together, but the company, that is what I like most of all. I am not alone in my big cold house, I'm perfectly happy. I'm thinking of selling my old house, I enjoy being with you and Helena so very much. Helena is also my lover, and I also have Kim," and she gave Kim her hand while they laughed at each other, "so yes, I'm perfectly happy and I have no objections at all."

"Maybe I should join you guys also, what do you think of that, Rob?" Kim asked, and watched his face intensely.

"Oh, Kim, I asked you that from the first day to join us, you refused, saying Helena and I needed time to get used to one another. Yes, I think it would be a good time to join us. Wouldn't that be fun, Saturday nights, all those sweaty bodies, moaning and groaning, wet cunts, a throbbing dick, the lash of a whip."

At that moment Helena and Cathy came in, both wearing the same type of outfit Marion and Kim had on: Helena high boots, leather skirt, leather top and leather bracelets, all in black. Cathy wore the same, only in red leather, Rob never had seen this outfit and he said so.

"Rob, you haven't seen anything yet," Cathy smiled, pleased by his true admiration.

Helena said "I heard what you said Rob. I suppose you asked Kim also?"

"Yes, I think she is reconsidering now."

"Now would be a good moment to decide, Kim, we can rearrange the bedrooms, I'm thinking of getting everyone his own set of rooms, to withdraw to when you feel like it. You can invite people to visit you there, and it will be your own place. That also counts for you and me Rob. You can work on your computer and if you need sleep without being disturbed, you can sleep there. And of course a big bedroom for all of us, with two large king size beds, a lounger and whatever we can think of."

"Sounds good, but I have to keep my practice, but it's only a 30 min drive, yes, it can be done."

"The same goes for me," Cathy said, "for now I can keep my practice here, but maybe in time...."

They all liked the idea of Helena, together, and still have privacy.

Helena said "Then it's settled Kim? You will join us as well? I will give the architect the instructions. Soon they will start with the play room, and then they can do the upstairs rooms."

"In the meantime we will all live in my house until the estate is ready," Rob explained to Cathy, "but we still have to work some things out. I'm also thinking about an elevator, from the cellar to the attic."   

"We will discuss the details later, Cathy and Kim" Helena said, "for now we have a little driving to do. Are we all ready?"

"Helena, wouldn't it be funny if Rob would be going out 'en femme', for the effect?"

"Rob, I brought along your over the knee black satin dress, do you dare to wear that in public? You are covered by us and Nicky and Inca of course. After our visit we can have a drink in a pub or something."

Rob looked at the woman, who smiled at him encouragingly.
He hesitated, to go to a pub where a lot of people would be present was something he would never have thought of. But they all were dressed not 'normally' so maybe it wasn't such a bad idea. 

"OK, I'll do it," and he quickly went upstairs and picked out the dress Helena had mentioned from her suitcase. Soon he changed and wore his lingerie with high heels and the dress. He called for Helena, and when she came upstairs he asked if he should wear make-up and a wig.

That would be advisable, so soon some make-up was applied, lipstick, eye-liner and as last he put on the French-maid wig.

They all wore long coats, so nobody would know, except for Rob, that they all were dressed as mistresses. Marion even brought a horsewhip with her, that she placed in a holder on the outside of her boot.

With two cars they left Cathy's house. Nicky and Inca sat on the back seat, Helena drove and Rob admired the view. The car with Kim, Marion and Cathy followed. Soon they were heading to their destination, wherever that may be, Rob thought. About 30 minutes later they slowly drove into a suburb of London. Finally they stopped. "From here we walk," Helena declared. Cathy, Kim and Marion joined them and they were ready to go.

Cathy showed the way and held hands with Rob, while he kept in his other hand the leash of both dogs.

Cathy smiled all of a sudden and said to Helena, who was walking behind her: "We are lucky, she is outside."

Rob didn't get it, in the distance he saw an old woman working in her garden, and she was making it ready for the coming winter. Soon they stood before the gate, that gave entrance to her garden, and Cathy said for Rob to follow her.

Cathy whispered to Rob "She hasn't seen you yet, take your dogs and tell her that you keep your promises." 

Suddenly it dawned on him, it was Iris there working in the dirt! With big steps he was quickly next to her and ordered Inca and Nicky to guard. The moment they started to growl, the woman turned around and saw Rob. She snapped at him "What are you doing here, go away and take your friends with you." Rob understood, she didn't recognize him. He said defiantly: "Don't you recognize me? I brought my dogs with me, as I promised!"

"You!!", Iris said, and she almost fell backwards, while she made some space between him and herself. "I come here to remind you, that we have not forgotten you or what you did." 

"Who is we?" she sneered. 

All the women came closer. "We are his wife Helena P. now G.; and his friends. Meet his real mistresses," Cathy said and they all opened their coats for a dramatic effect.

Iris saw four furious woman, all dressed in leather, she recognized Helena and Cathy; their eyes didn't look friendly to her. She surely was impressed by the look on her face and was more frightened then a minute ago. 

"You needed to bring your Mistresses?" She sneered at Rob. Then she seemed to recognize someone else. "Aren't you my FORMER protégé Mistress Cathy" she almost spit the word out.

But then Iris realized something with shock, and she said with apparent worry: "Oh my, you are married to Helena P., if I had known that; I would have left you in peace. I'm so very sorry Mrs. P."

"It is now Mrs. G." Helena said coolly, "and if I understand you well, if Rob was married to somebody else, you still would have done the things you did to him? Rob, maybe you should let the dogs loose, I really think she needs another lesson. She doesn't understand that she is so lucky, that you didn't press charges for kidnapping, giving you drugs and assault for a non consensual beating. It still can be done, we know who you are, and you go behind bars for the rest of your life for what you did."

Iris was crying from fear and fell on her knees: "I'm out of the scene, I don't have anything to do with that anymore. Please, please forgive me," she was trying to kiss Rob's hand, but Inca and Nicky made clear she should keep her distance.

"Well, I promised you another visit, and here I am, just a reminder. Don't you or your comrades ever come into our neighborhood, we know where to find you," Rob threatened her.

They all turned and left without looking back.

Rob still was angered, now that he had seen her again. She was such a tiny woman, but on that platform she looked mighty (but not when he was done with her, he thought scornfully).

"That went pretty well, Rob," Cathy said, "You kept your wits about you. I think Helena is angrier with her now."

"I sure was and still am," Helena said, "what an awfully unsympathetic woman! She even called you a protégé, I don't get that. Were you so close?"

"No, not really. But she was the head of a BDSM group to which I also belonged. When the management realized what had happened to Rob, they decided to end all their activities and tell people to join other groups or found new ones. Iris is not welcome at any BD/SM groups, her reputation has made her persona non grata, and I decided to not belong to any other groups, feeling disgusted by what was allowed to happen to Rob in a community that supposedly prides itself on being 'safe, sane and consensual'. My hope was to go on play with Rob, in our own private playroom, to fulfill my needs. I still have that hope". 

Rob looked at Cathy and so did Marion. "It seems we have to talk very soon," Rob said, and Marion agreed by nodding. Helena said nothing but looked very concerned and finally she said "We won't quarrel, do we? Otherwise this living together will be a failure from the start."




A Game within a Game Ch. 03C



Cathy and Marion looked at each other and burst into laughter, "No, we won't quarrel, but I suppose we were both thinking the same thing, poor Rob, he lives with 2 mistresses and his wife is also becoming one."

Then Kim said: "I will join in Rob, I am submissive also."

Helena then said "To be honest, I want to try that also, maybe I will like that more than being a mistress. In RL I am dominant enough."

"So you are a switch," Cathy said with a smile.

"A switch?" Helena asked.

"Someone who can be either submissive or dominant, depending on their mood at a given time," Marion explained, "Mmm, I would love to spank you Helena, to color that white arse of yours in deep-red." she smiled in a friendly way to Helena who suddenly became shy.

"I would like to have some coffee, maybe we can continue our conversation in a pub?" Kim asked.

"Good idea," Helena said "let's search for a pub where they allow dogs."

"I know of one," Kim said, "We can go ahead and you follow us."

They all got into their cars; Helena and Rob followed Kim's car. Not very far from where they had visited Iris, they arrived at a large pub in a traditional style, with a large signboard with the name of the pub "Rose" painted on it. It was busy, a lot of cars were parked there and Rob could see a lot of men standing at the counter. From the outside he saw an empty table, so when they entered, they directly went to that table.

Not many people took notice of their arrival, they looked like a middle-aged women's party, looking good but not special. Rob took the most attention, not by his appearance, but because he had Nicky and Inca on the leash.

Helena did the ordering from the bartender and soon they had coffee with cake. It was a typical pub, a round bar where people stood drinking, the bartender in the middle and some tables with easy chairs placed nearby. They sat on high chairs at a high table and they had a good view of the rest of the pub. Rob saw that some guys were looking at him now, but he decided to ignore them. Because it was pretty noisy and they thus had to speak somewhat loudly, they kept their conversations light and about day to day things, and not about the submissiveness of Helena or Kim. That could wait until they were home again, they all agreed on that. When they had almost finished their coffee and were ready to leave, Rob needed to go to the toilet. He was reluctant to do so, because he had to pass the guys who were observing them and he decided to let Nicky and Inca loose beneath the table. They lied down and he told them to stay. 

Since he was 'en femme' he had to use the ladies toilet, so he walked towards it, when one of the guys asked "Sorry, may I ask you a question?"  "Sure," Rob said and he thought 'now it comes'. He decided to talk with his normal voice, as those guys seemed to know he was a man.

"You are dressed as a woman, why is that?" one of the guys asked politely.

Rob decided to tell the truth "Because I like it, because my wife also likes it and because one of my girlfriends only wants to fuck me when I'm dressed as a woman."

"Are these all your girlfriends?" he asked surprised.

"Yes."

"And you fuck them?" 

"Regularly, when their need is high, when I'm in the mood and when I'm not too tired."

Totally flabbergasted the man looked at him and said "Geez, I would dress up like you if that is what it takes to make love to women like them. Respect, man, respect," and he waved at the women and shook hands with Rob.

"My wife won't believe me when I tell her about this, but I do believe you; and you look great BTW, I didn't notice you were dressed up as a woman when you came in," and he turned to his friends who all watched Rob in utter amazement as well.

Rob went in the toilet and relieved himself. He fixed his appearance in the mirror and left, but when he came out a giant of a man blocked his way. "Excuse me, May I get by?" Rob asked.

"Look what we have here, a queer," and laughed at his own joke. His buddies didn't laugh, like the other guys they were amazed by his appearance. "I didn't notice at all," Rob heard one of them say.

"Are your breasts for real?" the big guy said and reached out. Rob took a step back and whistled. Suddenly Nicky and Inca were standing beside him. Rob said "Guard!" and they both started to growl. The big guy stepped back. "You need those doggies to protect you? My buddies and I will kick their asses."

A loud bang on the counter silenced all noise in the pub. Everybody was looking at Marion who had come beside Rob and had used her whip to get attention. Her dress had fallen open and everyone saw her leather corset and the rest of her outfit. "Back, you animal, or you will taste my whip!" Marion snarled at the big man. Then Helena, Kim and Cathy joined her and they all had their coats open, so everyone could see four women, dressed in leather. It was a most spectacular sight: four angry mistresses and two Dobermans to protect Rob.

The big guy backed down and Rob saw the friendly guys cheering and raising their glasses to wish him success. He waved to them and they left the pub.

When outside, they heard the noise in the pub starting again and several people were watching their departure, gazing through the windows.

Marion said "I never had such a good time in a pub," and they all start laughing.

"You should see the look on that guy's face, totally impressed. He didn't dare to say one more word," Helena said smiling, "well done girls."

Kim said "We all here to protect you, Rob, I can imagine that must give you a warm feeling."

"It sure does," and he kissed Marion, "you really impressed them, tiger," and then he kissed Helena, Kim and Cathy, "thank you, with this kind of behavior I am convinced we will make a success of our little family."

They all looked at each other, as if they now saw for the first time how really close they had become. At home it is one thing, but out in the open, was another thing. They all felt great.

"Cathy and Kim, can you both stay for the night?" Helena asked.

"I can," Kim said, I had worked last weekend and I am off for two days.

"I have one appointment, but I can reschedule that, I already suspected we would spend some more time together," Cathy answered. 

"That's settled," Helena said, "you were all so eager to give me a red bottom, I want to try that this evening, and you too Kim!" Kim blushed "I don't mind at all, the sooner the better."

Helena made a call to her housekeeper to be prepared for extra guests, but first they drove to a nearby forest where the dogs could walk freely and they all felt really relaxed. It had started raining softly and they decided to go home and to open a few bottles of wine. One hour later they arrived at the estate and soon they all were sitting around the fireplace in the living room. Rob had lit the fireplace, what gave a very domestic feeling to it all.

Marion took Rob aside and said "Rob, the playroom is hardly ready for dealing out a good whipping. Although it will be soft S&M, the atmosphere should be a more little frightening. Will you help me to get a St. Andrew's cross from Bridget's place? I have already phoned her."

"If I can make use of Kim's car which is a larger vehicle, sure."

"Here are her keys, we had already figured that out. I will accompany you. Let's go." 

So Rob and Marion were heading to Bridget's theater shop annex/ BDSM shop. Finally Marion had the opportunity to speak with Rob in private.

"Have you really forgiven me Rob for both incidents?"

"Marion, nobody has been more unselfish than you since we have made up. You did all you could to please me as well Helena and you were the first to love me at the time of the unhappy events with Jenny. I have treated you badly, so I owe you a lot of thanks and apologies. That is why I blamed you less then Helena with the last incident, I knew you were caught in the middle to a certain extent."

Rob took her hand and kissed it. "I am so glad that you live with us now, please never leave us. I feel happy when you are near me and I promise you, that I will give you more attention, dear," Rob was still holding her hand.

Suddenly he drove the car into a parking spot and stopped. He turned towards Marion who was looking forward, her eyes filled with tears. Rob grabbed her waist and pulled her to him and she leaned with her head on his shoulders, and then Rob kissed her softly. "I love you Marion, I always will. I can't live with you, but I also cannot live without you." 

Now Marion kissed him back "I will always love you Rob, with all your temper and bad habits, it doesn't matter."

"Would you like to do a session with me tonight, Marion?"

"You have no idea how I long for that. I will treat you right, Rob, after John you are my only real love. Of course I love Helena also, but it's very different with a man. If you give yourself to me, that in of itself will be a great reward. So yes Rob, yes!" she kissed him wildly, pressing her lips against his and opening his mouth with her tongue and furiously battled with his tongue. She had put her arms around his neck and now sat on his lap. He caressed her back and then lowered and stroked her thighs and played with the garters of her leather corset. "I want to fuck you Rob". She then lowered her panties, Rob lowered his, pulled up his skirt and Marion sat on his dick and slowly moved her body, up and down, caressing and kissing Rob.

Rob felt in heaven, he needed her and he had neglected her too long and felt sorry for that. This fucking was a small thing for him, but Marion was so happy that she was really close with him although it was only in a car.

Finally they both climaxed as Rob remembered that they always had great sex in the past. He also remembered she knew exactly how to please him and that her cunt muscles reacted well on his dick. Like Helena, Marion was totally under his spell and worshipped him. He fetched some paper tissues from the dashboard and wiped both of them clean. 

"We don't want to enter Bridget's place with cum drooping along our legs," Rob joked.    

"No, we sure don't," Marion smiled happily at Rob, she knew she had won her friend back and started crying.

Rob looked puzzled at Marion and asked "What is the matter dear?"

"I'm so happy Rob, we were intimate again and tonight you will do a session with me. You have no idea how grateful I am now that you give your trust to me."

"I wonder about that," Rob murmured.

"What did you say love?" Marion asked.

"I think you are right, by doing a session with you, I must be trusting you again. I said it even without thinking that I would do it."

"And I thank you for it Rob. I only hope we can make love as well, There is a lot of competition."

"I will tell Helena that tonight is yours."

Marion kissed him again, and Rob drove off while Marion leaned on him, she was completely happy now.

Not long after their stop they reached Bridget's shop. All was dark, they stepped out of the car and Rob walked to the front door of the shop. Rob pushed a button and soon Bridget came towards them and opened the door. She told Rob to drive in behind her shop, it was easier to load there. So he did and Bridget opened 2 large doors at the back, used for shipping. The parts from the cross already were packed in plastic and they loaded it into Kim's car, but had to leave the back door of the car open as the parts were too long and were sticking out of the car.

"Rob, can you come to see me next Monday? I want to show you something, but it has to be a surprise for your friends," and she smiled mischievously to Marion, "so please come alone."

"Can you be trusted?" Rob asked defiantly.

"Never," Bridget answered impishly.

Rob said that he would phone her to talk about the time. He was curious what Bridget wished to show him. He knew she was a mistress, but she never had given him any reason to suspect her of doing things that would hurt him and decided he would visit her, after telling Helena.

"Do we need anything else, Marion?"

"In the future, I recommend a caning bench, and maybe a sling or something. Not too expensive or frightening, but very effective and really nice for playing with somebody," Marion said.

"Personally I'm against all that reminds me a bit too much of medieval dungeons, a St. Andrew's cross is inevitable, but racks and so on, nope. I'm the decorator, and I decide what comes in. That sling what you mentioned, that is a fun thing, a good idea. I want us to enter the playroom with a smile, and not freak out the moment you see all the 'instruments'. What do you think, Bridget and Marion?"

Bridget said "I'm neutral on this. It's the style of play, in your case with role-play, soft S&M and whatever games you play, I'm with you, Rob."

Marion said "I want a mysterious atmosphere, not frightening, but still different. Rob, you are right, it must be a place of fun, sex, pain and pleasure."

They thanked Bridget and said goodbye to her; then Marion and Rob left.

While driving home Marion rested her head against Rob's shoulder again and she caressed his thigh with one hand, until Rob said to stop; he had to pay attention to the traffic.

 "You naughty woman," he reprimanded her, but when he had to stop for a traffic light for a few moments, he kissed her and whispered sweet things. They were close friends once again.

At arrival Helena and Kim helped them to unload the different pieces of the cross and together they brought the stuff to their play room. Helena immediately noticed something had changed between Marion and Rob, when Marion thought nobody was looking, she teased Rob by pulling on his skirt or by resting her hand by 'accident' in his crotch. She instantly knew something had happened and she took Rob aside and directly asked him.

"Yes, Helena, I had her neglected for such a long time, on the way to Bridget we had a quick fuck, she was in great need, and I didn't think you would have any problem about it. This evening she and I will do a session, when you and Kim are done. I also want to make love to her, together with you."

Helena smiled and said "I know she needed it and I thought you would make up with her when you thought the time was right. You have done well, my dear. It will surely improve the atmosphere, just look how cheerful she is."

And indeed, Marion had a big smile on her face and she was singing to herself. Kim noticed it also and grimaced as Helena who gave her a wink in return. 

"Ladies, including Rob who is also a lady now, our dinner is waiting for us," Helena called half seriously.

Rob said to Helena "I had completely forgotten about our staff. They probably have seen me."

"Sooner or later that would happen anyway. Just don't push it, no confrontations, so far you can always deny it was you, they only see an extra woman. No worries dear," she kissed Rob, "and thank you for being sweet to Marion. Look how she has changed, she is singing," and it was true. Marion didn't notice that she was singing while unpacking the stuff in the playroom, she was in a perfect mood.

"Marion," Rob said, "Dinner." Marion was in her own world, she smiled at Helena and Rob and followed them to the dining room. The dining table was laid out for five people, Rob at the head, although he didn't really want that position(he said that Helena should sit there), next to Rob on his right Helena and on his left Marion, then Kim next to Helena and Cathy opposite her. 

This time it was no simple meal, Helena said, it would be a five course menu, with two starters, entree, main course, and dessert. They all had two empty glasses and Rob opened two bottles of wine, red and rose, and asked who wanted what. Their food stood nearby on warming plates and soon everybody was eating.

When they finished their copious meal, they all went to the living room and relaxed there for a few hours. Rob and Marion went to the playroom and had the Andrew's Cross soon built and in place. The cross was put on a lying x, and the angle of the cross could be changed with two girders, which were attached between the base and the upper parts of the cross. Various cuffs were placed for ankles, wrists, upper thigh, upper arm and breast or waist. When they were ready they joined the others in the living room. Helena saw Rob arriving and with a nod Rob let Helena know that all was ready. Rob saw that Kim became restless and he asked for everybody's attention. 

"First, I want everybody to drink a cup of coffee. A glass of wine is usually pretty harmless but I want clear heads tonight."

So they all were going to have a cup of coffee, Cathy fully supported Rob by saying that was a very important thing to remember. After their coffee Rob asked for their attention again. Rob started: "Before we start, we have to set the rules. What went terribly wrong between Helena and me, I don't want to happen again. I think it maybe a good idea to use a common safeword, so everybody instantly knows what the person is saying - end of game or, even better, to just say it's not feeling good, or I like it. Talk and listen. We are very close to each other, so there is no need to withhold anything from anybody. I also want to fill in a checklist that Cathy has made for the subs. We need to play according to the rule: SSC; safe, sane and consensual. I may sound a little dramatic, but in my case it is very necessary."

Cathy stood up "Rob, what you said makes a lot of sense. Kim and Helena hardly have any experience as a sub, and like Rob said 'beware what you are asking for'. And maybe I will switch like Helena, so I will fill it in myself as well."

"And so do I" Marion said, "I want to be Rob's sub for a turn."

"What?" Rob said, "This is the world turned upside down, all our mistresses wants to taste being a sub. I don't know if I can be a dom, maybe one day, but for now Kim and Helena are the first 'volunteers' to be subs." Rob smiled at Marion. "When Kim and Helena are done, Marion and I will do a session."

Amazed, Cathy looked at him, she thought he wouldn't do a session at all.

Kim asked Rob "I want you to be present Rob, and support me," she gave a shy smile, "I don't know if I will like it if you are not there, to know you are present will give me more strength."

"I'll be there, my darling, but you don't have to. You want to try, I understand, but if you don't want to, it's your decision."

"No Rob, I want to try, but please, be there," Kim looked at Rob with eyes filled with emotion, and Rob knew that Kim, Helena, Marion and Cathy all were longing for him. It gave him a very warm feeling, but also a feeling like "run away". How on earth he could he keep all his friends and wife satisfied? Here there were very deep emotions in play, and without rules or commitments people could be hurt.

He decided to talk about it, right here and now.

"I want to talk with all of you, very seriously. Let's all please sit down for a moment." They all seated themselves in the easy chairs and couches.

"Today I promised to make love to Marion after we have our session. I'm a weak male," nobody laughed, and Rob continued, "Mmm, you agree, that was not my intention. But anyway, I'll put it bluntly, when I'm relaxed and not too tired, normally I can climax two times. I will need my rest sometime, you can ask Helena and Marion. So I don't want to fuck every night, I don't want it to be an obligation. I'm sorry if I disappoint someone, but I really can't. Does anyone have suggestions?"

Helena said "Since I'm your wife, I think I have the most to say in this. I love you all," and Helena looked at Marion, Cathy and Kim, "I seriously do. I have been intimate with all of you, and I have had Marion and Kim  as lovers as well. I would suggest that I have Rob for myself in private as husband and wife on Monday and Tuesday. I also suggest that the weekends are for all four of us; Rob, we don't have to be fucked to climax, and you can serve me well with your mouth and fingers. So that leaves us Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. Who wants Rob solo?"




A Game within a Game Ch. 03C



Kim, Marion and Cathy all made clear they wanted to spend one night with Rob.

Cathy wanted Rob on Friday, Marion took Thursday and to Kim it didn't matter, so Wednesday was ok with her.

They all agreed but Rob gave the remark that he sometimes just wanted to sleep without fucking. They all accepted that, and he gave a sigh of relief.   


The playroom

Everybody walked downstairs with their own thoughts. What Rob had said made a lot of sense, so far everybody had been thinking about the good times they would have together, but about the long term planning, nobody really had thought about that. Helena also was thinking ahead, but more in a practical way. Rob had made clear now that she would actually live with three other women. She cherished them, but sharing her husband is something quite different.

When they entered the playroom, Helena said "Wait a minute please." They all watched her and she said "Let's first take a seat on the couches." While heading for the seats in the back of the room, Rob wondered what Helena wanted to say, as he was not really happy with the solution thus far. Helena continued: "I have been thinking, Rob and I are married. I know you all love him, and me, but I want a change in the arrangement. I want the right to sleep next to Rob each night. Not that I will, but if I feel I need him or one of you, I want to have the right to do so. In other words, I want to sleep with whom I want and when I want, each night."

"I'm glad," Cathy sighed with relief, "what you propose is perfect. Just sleep with the one you need. Perhaps I will sleep with Marion and Kim - without Rob and Helena – and I like that also. Let's not claim each other, but just do what your heart is saying. I see Rob's point of view, he needs a moment to rest, but we women, can make love whenever we want."

They all agreed, so the only reserved days were Monday and Tuesday, and even then all could be invited when needed.

"Playtime?" Kim asked.

"You are the first, if you dare," Marion answered amused, "undress yourself. Rob used the word black and red as safeword; red is stop until the sub feels he or she can go on; black is total stop."

A bit reluctantly Kim started to undress herself. Now it was for real, she saw Helena, Rob and Cathy watching her, and Marion, normally very friendly, looking at her with cold eyes. Suddenly she shivered, and wasn't so sure anymore. Fantasizing about it is one thing, but the reality is sometimes very different. She looked at Rob, and he gave her an encouraging smile. She felt better now she knew that, Rob would take care of her. 

"Please hurry, I haven't got the whole evening!" Marion snarled at her. 

"Don't push me," Kim said, Marion seemed to be another person now, and Kim watched her with a bit of fear.

"The correct words are: Don't push me, Mistress Marion," Marion said rigidly. She wanted to make Kim feel like a real sub should feel in the presence of a Mistress.

Kim laid her clothes on a chair nearby. She only wore her stockings and her panties.

"Panties out," Marion commanded. Marion herself was wearing a corset, stockings and panties, and with her riding-crop still attached to her boots she was the classic example of what a Mistress should look like. Impatiently she waited for Kim and told her to stand at the cross. Marion also removed her panties. She cuffed Kim's wrists above her head, fastened to the cross and then her feet. She pulled a cord attached to the cuffs on Kim's wrists and Kim's arms were raised somewhat higher. Now Kim was stretched out at maximum and Marion fastened the cords. Then she fastened the rest of the leather cuffs and Kim could barely move a muscle.

Marion stroked her butt and with her middle finger she rubbed Kim's clit and slowly let it dwell on her arse's entrance and then up over her spine. Then she circled her hands over Kim's butt and squeezed them a bit. 

With her flat hand she gave Kim the first hit. Kim shrieked, not from pain but from the surprise. Marion went on with warming Kim's bottom. Slap after slap landed on Kim, her behind got a nice pink-red color, and Kim wriggled her arse, but there was no escape from Marion's slaps.

Finally she stopped and asked Kim how she felt.

Kim felt OK, she said, and asked to go on. Marion fetched a very soft flogger and let it gently go over her butt. Thereafter she hit her with considerable more force and finally Kim moaned. She got a few more and then Marion stopped. Marion now walked to a table with a few other instruments like tougher floggers and paddles. She took an ordinary hairbrush, walked to the front of Kim and let her kiss it.

"Are you up to the next stage Kim? I will give you a stroke of this, you say yes or no. Each time. Clear?"


"Yes."

"Yes?"

"Yes, Mistress Marion."

"Don't you forget that anymore. I'll  give you the first stroke of this as punishment for forgetting, then after the second you decide if you want to go on."

Marion hit her with the hairbrush on one side of her behind, and right after the other side. They all heard Kim moan. Rob stood up and stepped in front of Kim. She looked at him with tears in her eyes. Yet she gave him a brave smile. Rob wet his finger and touched her clit, then went into her cunt and softly stroked her. She moaned again, but not from pain now.

Rob looked at Marion and she gave him a wink.

"Ready Kim?" Marion asked.

"Yes," and Marion gave another hit with the brush. It must have stung, because Kim said "ouch" and sighed.

"Yes," Kim said, and she got another blow. Rob felt her cunt, she was soaking wet.

"Yes."
Whack.
"Yes."
Whack and so on until she had been given ten blows. Rob used his tongue to give her pleasure at the same time, Kim moaned.

"I want more," she whispered.

Marion now attached weights to her nipple rings and pinched the nipples themselves. Kim moaned again. Heavier weights were attached and also two tiny but vicious clamps on her outer cunt lips. Kim this time groaned heavily, it must really be hurting her by now.

Rob stood a few yards from Kim, to give Marion space. He looked at her, but Kim's eyes didn't look at him anymore, she was in her own world now and breathed very softly. Rob warned Marion about this and quickly all clamps and weights were removed. Marion stroked Kim's bottom and Rob did the same on her breasts. Soon she sighed. "That's good, keep on breathing. In and out, in and out," Marion said.

Kim was back again, she looked at them surprised and said "I had such a strange emotion. It did hurt badly, but on the other hand I longed for more."

"We have to watch you," Marion said, "You must breathe all the time. Keep talking, we want to know how you feel." Rob helped her with untying and thereafter Kim walked unsteadily to a seat, while Rob and Marion supported her.

"How do you feel Kim?" Marion asked. 

"I feel good, a bit dizzy, I never knew it could be like this. I understand now, I believe, it's like I've been running for two hours and now I'm back, tired but content."

Rob gave her a blanket "Keep yourself warm, or go and dress yourself." 

Helena and Cathy smiled at Kim, who just sighed and rolled up on the couch in a sort of ball.

"Keep an eye on her, Marion," Cathy whispered.

"You still want to try that, Helena?" Cathy now asked, "You see what can happen." 

"I know, Marion told me when I had the first training sessions with her."

Still, a bit overcome, Helena undressed and showed her body. She didn't wear stockings and removed all her leather gear. Cathy in her red Mistress outfit looked like a fury from hell, very impressive. Helena watched as she approached her and suddenly became afraid. She swallowed a few times and said "You will be gentle with me? I don't have a large pain threshold."

Cathy assured her: "I will be really gentle, you are fighting your own fears now, I promise."

She fastened Helena to the cross like Kim had been and soon Helena couldn't move anymore. Like Kim, Helena was given a warming up, for about ten to fifteen minutes her arse was given a spanking, from very light to some heavier slaps at the end. Helena's bottom was colored deep-red, Cathy had made more work of her then Marion with Kim. She knew that the more Helena's bottom was stimulated, the more she could take.

Cathy stopped and asked Helena how she felt.

"I feel OK," Helena said, her arse was glowing, but not unpleasantly. Cathy stroked her cunt and Helena was wet, not like Kim, but apparently she too enjoyed it. She took the hairbrush, and Helena had to kiss it. "Like Kim, say yes."

"Yes, Mistress Cathy," Helena replied.

Then Cathy gave Helena the first stroke. Helena didn't give a sound and only said "Yes." This was repeated six times and Cathy asked Helena again how she was feeling.

"Pretty good, Mistress," Helena said.

Cathy then changed the brush for a flogger. She didn't ask for a yes, she just gave Helena two blows. Each time Helena moaned. This had more effect on Helena, Cathy knew.

"Are you ok?" she asked Helena again.

"Perfect, Mistress," Helena said.

Rob stroked her cunt and she was dripping wet, she was very much aroused. He licked her clit when Cathy stroked her but only for a few of the strokes. Helena moaned and said "go on, both of you."

Cathy hit her a few more times and then Helena climaxed "Oh god, ohhhh, I'm coming," breathed heavy, and finally said "Enough."

Cathy and Rob released her and then they all went upstairs, dressed as they were. Helena like Kim had a blanket over shoulders to help keep her warm. The fire burned in the living room and everybody felt at home. All took a glass of red wine, a bit sweet but that was just what they needed. Kim and Helena were still under the  of what they went through.

Cathy asked: "Helena, would you do this again?" 

"Oh yes, definitely. I really enjoyed it, it was relaxing. I have the idea that I can go somewhat further."

"Yes, I am sure you can go further, but we should build it up slowly. If you go too fast, you can end up with an aversion against it, and with all you have invested in what is planned, we should play very cautiously. I don't even want the slightest impression made on you that it isn't fun. And like you, I also want to sub, I never really tried it, but among my dearest friends I really would like to try that," Cathy said.

Rob said to Marion "We still have a game to play."

"Yes, I'm longing to do that, come on dear."

"Please be aware of the wine you just drank, you need to keep your senses about you so it doesn't get out of hand," Rob warned.

"That won't be a problem dear, I didn't even empty it," and it was true, Marion had hardly attacked her glass.

"If you don't mind I'll stay here," Helena said.

"So do I, I'm sorry Rob, I'm a bit dizzy and I feel too good to move," Kim said.

Cathy just nodded to Marion and Rob, to make clear she would stay with Helena and Kim, to keep an eye on them.

So Rob and Marion went downstairs again alone. "Will you behave yourself, Marion? I am putting my trust in you, especially as we are playing alone."

"Mistress Marion will do what is good for you," and she pinched him in his arse. Rob said "ouch" and looked reproachfully at Marion. "Behave yourself, Mistress Marion."

Marion looked up at him and suddenly she stopped him and then gave Rob a long deep kiss. "I feel like in love with you again like when I first saw you," and rubbed his dick.

Immediately Rob's dick hardened and he kissed her back.

"This is feeling good," he said, "I like Cathy, I am fond of Kim and cherish her, Helena is my wife and my soulmate, but with you I feel safe. We don't even have to say much, just your presence is enough to make me feel warmth and security. I love you Marion, I always will."

"Let's see if you still love me after our session," she remarked with a wicked tilt to her voice.

"Come on the couch, Rob," Marion commanded. He did as was asked. "Now come over my lap". Rob did and Marion lifted the dress he was still wearing and lowered his panties. She still could see where he had been hit by that awful whip of Iris, but there was no sign that he felt pain on those places when she touched him there. "Please tell me if your old wounds are hurting and I'll stop. I want to make your bottom red, but it can hurt."  Then she started to slap his behind, softly and then a bit more severely. His bottom soon colored red and he had a tremendous hard-on. "No pain from old wounds?" Marion asked.

"Nope, Mistress Marion." Marion smiled and felt good.

Marion felt his dick against her legs and she smiled. "You like it, I feel something against my legs," and indeed, Rob liked what he felt, his dick touching her nylons. She stopped for a moment and then let his dick slide in her hand. She squeezed it and he moaned. "You will have to wait for relief," she warned him.

She saw a glass of water and she picked it up with one hand, brought it between her legs and pushed Rob's dick into the cool water. That caused his dick to shrink to normal proportions and she then carried on with administering blows. At a certain moment she felt she had given him enough blows to start and told Rob so.

"On the cross with you, but get undressed first," she said, licking her lips in anticipation.

 He undressed until he just wore his stockings and soon he was fastened to the cross and like Kim and Helena couldn't move anymore.

Marion used the flogger and after a few strikes she asked how Rob felt.

"I'm good," he said and Marion carried on. The flogger she used was a medium one, not for beginners, but certainly not a severe one. It was perfectly suited to give him a sensuous beating and that was her purpose. His dick was rock hard again and there always was the chance he could come spontaneously.

So finally she stopped flogging him and untied him. "Use a blanket dear, don't catch cold," and together they walked carefully back upstairs to the others. Rob felt dizzy as the others had, he was very aroused and although his dick was softened, he felt very horny. 

At arrival upstairs everyone there looked at him, and Rob smiled and gave Marion a kiss. "She did a wonderful job," he praised her, "I hardly felt a thing, but I became so very horny."

"That's the trick," Cathy explained, "a bit of pain, and a lot of pleasure." 

She poured all of them a new glass of wine and all were feeling relaxed. Marion was sitting next to Rob and embraced him.

Helena joined the two of them and together they were sitting on the couch. "I want to have a long hot shower and then a fuck, or is it the other way, first a fuck and then a hot shower, whatever," Rob said. Cathy and Marion noticed Rob was also a bit dizzy, they smiled, for they realized they both had done a good job on their friends.

Rob dozed off a bit, between the soft talk of his friends and the fireplace, and together with the light classical music on in the background, it made him feel very relaxed. Helena, still naked, left the room; Cathy soon followed her. In the meantime Kim was back to earth and she took the place of Helena and pushed her body against Rob. Then she glided her hand between Rob's legs and started to tickle his balls. Rob was suddenly very much awake and looked into the smiling eyes of Marion and Kim.

"You had promised me something, Rob," Marion said with a soft voice.

Kim still worked on his balls and his dick became hard. "What did you promise Marion?" Kim asked. 

"Marion and I are going to make love," Rob answered.

"Can I join?" Kim asked.

"Of course," Marion replied, "but I will make use of his dick first, you can take round two," and she kissed Kim on her mouth. "Come on Rob, let's go upstairs," and Rob walked hand in hand with Kim and Marion to the large bedroom. At arrival they heard moaning, Helena and Cathy were in the 69 position, they didn't pay any attention to them when Rob, Kim and Marion entered.

Rob made himself comfortable on the other bed and Marion took his member and brought it into her, while Kim straddled Rob's face. Rob smelled her sweet musky fragrane. Soon the only sounds that could be heard were moans and "ooh and aahhhh and I'm coming." Rob could withhold his coming, he wanted to give Marion a perfect orgasm, but he could hardly breathe, because Kim rubbed her cunt on his face and even though he tried to lick her she wouldn't give him much chance, she seemed to be using his face to make herself come. Marion came and when she was still shivering, Rob kept on fucking her, then Kim also came and his whole face was covered by her juice. She hadn't given him the room to lick her cunt out, she had just rubbed her clit against his nose. Kim climbed off of him, then Rob grabbed Marion and turned her around. Now he started to pump her, his legs between her legs, both wearing nylons, and soon Marion got her second orgasm, she panted heavily. Now Rob also let his sperm flow, and with squirt after squirt he filled Marion's cunt with his hot cum. Thereafter the three of them lay down on the bed, Rob in the middle and both Kim and Marion were fumbling with his balls and dick. Helena and Cathy also relaxed, and like them they gave heavy sighs.

Not long after his climax, Rob felt the life coming back again in his dick and it started to harden.

"My turn," Kim said, she sat herself on him and slowly let herself glide over his shaft. Up and down she went, then she let herself fall over Rob, her breast on Rob's chest and she started kissing him. Rob on his turn now made use of her nipple rings and started to play with them. Kim became even hornier then she already was, and moaned. Rob could now fuck her, he pushed her a bit forward, and his dick went in and out, in a slow pace, and like Marion, Kim also needed a good climax and when she finally came, she stiffened and then Rob gave her a few extra thrusts and she screamed "yes, yes yes...." Rob then also came again while Marion and Kim were kissing him. Kim laid herself again next to him.

Helena stepped past Rob, she also kissed him, fetched a sheet and a blanket and covered Rob, Kim and Marion. Rob thanked her and said goodnight.

Helena also had a blanket and sheet for her and Cathy, put out the light, and soon they all were sleeping.


This is the last chapter of story 3.



A Game within a Game Ch. 02A



Author's Note: This is the second story. I still have sometimes trouble to find the right syntax.

I hope you still have fun in reading this second story in 4 chapters.

This is chapter 2A.

The characters involved will appear more 'human', not real good and not real bad, and make sometimes bad decisions.

I want to thank Kittenkinky for her excellent work on editing this story. I have learned a lot from her.



The first steps

A few weeks later, after their 'special' marriage, on a Sunday morning, while having breakfast in their glasshouse, Helena asked Rob: "Are you up for a game, dear?"

She watched Rob with some caution because she knew from the past, that 'games' did not always end well.

With a curious glance Rob said: "I'm always in for a game. What do you have in mind?"

Helena continued: "Do you dare to go for a walk in the woods with me, but with you dressed 'en femme'?"

Rob looked outside - it was not a clear day, yet it looked promising. The fall had just began and trees were losing their leaves, but it seemed not to be cold and the sun was shining.

"And how will you be dressed? It must be exciting for the both of us," he asked.

He thought for a moment and then suggested, "What if you should wear a long coat, and underneath you wear only your lingerie without any panties."

"I have to think about that," Helena replied. She poured Rob and herself some new coffee.

"What if I go out bare breasted? If you dress properly, nobody will see that you are a man. I, on the other hand, will get into real trouble, when people see me like that."

"That is true," Rob admitted.

He thought some more, and finally said "I'll do it, on the condition that you will have to help me to put on some make-up, very little, just to cover me when I will be seen from a distance. When people see me better, they will find out anyway, and then I have to run fast."

"Wouldn't that be fun, you running fast on your high heels," Helena said grinning, "but walking in a wood is pretty harmless."

"By the way, Rob, I also made an appointment with Kim. She is expecting us this afternoon. No, don't look like that," Helena said, when she saw Rob frowning, "We just have a little chat, maybe a glass of wine. I'm sure it will be nice to see her again."

They finished their breakfast and went upstairs to put on the clothes in which they would go out.

Helena wore black seamed stockings, black panties and a leather skirt. She wore a leather bra that supported her breasts, but the bra had holes through which her breast stuck out, and because it was a bit cold her nipples proudly stood erect.

Calf-length black boots completed her outfit. 

Like Helena, Rob wore black stockings with a seam, attached to a black suspender belt. He had chosen a black satin long line corset bra. Black French knickers completed his lingerie. Over this he wore a black pleated cotton skirt and a white satin blouse with long sleeves. He put on a short brown wig, very discreet; he hoped he wouldn't get any attention. In fact he was dressed as a normal woman, the only striking piece of clothing were his stockings. He decided also to wear a pair of female low heeled shoes, not the high heels he normally wore while he was at home. He quickly shaved and joined Helena, who was waiting for him with anticipation. 

Rob took a seat at her make-up table in their bedroom and studied all her tools. He knew a lot about lingerie, but he was not familiar with the art of making a rather dull woman into an alluring temptress.

Still, he was very curious as to what Helena would make out of him: from a normal ordinary, not particular handsome man into a woman. 

Helena put some slight make-up on his face to give him some extra color, a touch of eye-shadow, a stripe on his eye-brows and darkened the area around his eyes.

She colored his lips with a very light red lipstick and asked him to make a kissing gesture as she did so.

Rob teased her and caressed her legs while she was doing his make-up. His hands touched her inner thighs and the top of her stockings, then strayed to her pubic mound and softly he stroked her.

Helena moaned. For a few moments she was carried away. Rob watched her eyes in the mirror. She was horny now, excited by what he was doing to her. He felt her becoming wet in her panties. 

Then she smiled impishly at him, she liked that he stroked her thighs, but they had a schedule and said "Maybe this afternoon, Rob. Now let me finish my work."

When she was done she looked at him and thought that although his was an obvious male face, still it wasn't too bad. 

"You can pass any day for a woman," Helena complimented him.

"When we go out, I don't want to draw any attention, including while driving. I know it's not illegal to go out dressed in the opposite sex clothing, but you know I'm not feeling comfortable, especially when men would see me," Rob said hesitating.

They both put on a coat and went outside. It was a bit chilly, but the sun still gave some warmth.

The car was parked next to their front door.

Helena studied him. "You look great, Rob. Nobody will notice. Let me drive the car, you are not used to driving with high heels." Helena was used to wear high heels while driving, but she also knew the neighborhood better than him, and soon they drove through a small village.

"Rob, do you remember it now? Over there is where Kim lives," Helena pointed to a house, "You have been there, remember?"

"True, but then it was dark," Rob replied.

"Anyway," Helena continued, "we have almost arrived. I'll park at that church and then we can walk to the woods behind the church. I don't see anyone, it's still early."

She drove the car to a parking place. No other cars were present, and they got out. Trees were surrounding the area and low bushes hid their parked car for curious eyes. While Rob got out of the car, he carefully hid his stocking tops by pulling down the hem of his skirt. This place would the ideal place for couples to retreat.

Rob felt a bit insecure, walking in the open, but much excitement also. He felt the wind against his legs and he had to lower his skirt again, otherwise his underwear would have shown.



Helena saw his trouble with his skirt blown up by the wind and commented: "Now you understand some of the difficulties women often have to face". 

They walked a few hundred yards, when Helena suddenly said with alarm: "My keys, I don't have my keys in my pocket." 

She hurriedly searched the pockets of her coat, and looked in her handbag, but they were not there.

"I must have lost them, between here and the car. Let's go back and try to find them."

But arriving at their car it appeared the keys were gone.

"What now? I don't dare to walk through the village like this!" With some panic she showed Rob her breasts, and the cleavage was clearly visible at the top of her coat. 

"Murphy's law" Rob mumbled. For some reason he felt he had expected this to happen.

"What did you say, honey?" Helena asked innocently.

"Everything that can go wrong, goes wrong. Murphy's law," Rob answered agitatedly. "It looks to me, that I need to do a fast walk through the village and go to Kim, and ask her to pick you up."

"Good idea, Rob. I think I will stand near the church, and wait there for you to pick me up." Helena gave him a kiss, said "success love" and hurried towards the church door, secretly watching his departure from the parking place to the road.

Rob sighed and started walking.

He passed a few farms, then some large houses with nicely designed gardens, but soon the houses were placed more closely next to one another. All of a sudden he was in the centre of the small village. He passed a few shops, closed of course for it was Sunday, but then a group of men approached on the other side of the street. Rob ducked his face inside his coat, as if he was very cold, and when he secretly gave a glimpse to the men, he saw that they openly stared at him, and when they detected his stockings with seam they whistled.

Rob started walking faster, but the men didn't follow. They probably had to be at a sport club or whatever, he thought. He didn't notice the car that was following him at a distance, and which now and then stopped to keep space between it and him.

While walking pretty fast, he almost ran into an old couple. 

"Good morning" they said to him and smiled. Rob wished them also a good morning, using a higher voice. He didn't look back. He wasn't aware that the old couple did not take any notion of him.

He sighed with relief when he walked out of the village centre. Then he passed a local pub as a young couple just came out, walking hand in hand. They only gave him a quick look, they were busy with each other, kissing and laughing.

Rob was getting more and more self confidence. So far, so good.

A couple of kids were playing football.

The ball rolled to his feet. His immediate reaction was to give it a kick, but then he remembered that ladies don't behave like that. So he picked it up, and gave the ball to the boy who came to get it. 

"Thank you, miss" and the boy walked to his friends. He saw them talking a bit and staring, but nobody said anything to him.

Then one of the boys gave a whistle, Rob looked up to him and saw that the boy blushed.

"Sorry miss, I didn't mean anything" and he turned his head away.

Rob laughed, he felt great.

A car stopped next to him, and Rob recognized the car. It was Helena! She opened the door and told him to get in.

"How was your trip, Rob?" she asked with a wicked smile.

"No problem," he replied, "where did you find your keys?"

"Actually in my pocket," she grinned, "I never lost them. I just wanted you to take a walk on a quiet Sunday morning and see how you would pass. It went very well, you didn't get into trouble. The whole time I was driving behind you, but you didn't notice, because you didn't dare to look over your shoulders. Next time it would be the safest for you to look around all the time. I could have been a horny man who wanted to pick you up," she now heartily laughed.

"Rob, it was a nice sight, to see you waggle with your arse. Although you don't wear very high heeled shoes, still you did swing your hips a bit. You are more feminine than you think. I loved it."

Rob got shy. "So I never was in danger?"

"No of course not. The moment I would have seen that you were come in trouble, I would have pulled you into the car immediately. They don't mess with me, I have learned self-defense. You don't know everything of me."

"Clearly not. Do you have any more surprises for me?" Rob asked a bit angrily.

"Mmm yes. Our meeting with Kim is social, but also we want to discuss something with you."

"Last time these discussions ended very wrong. Helena, I don't like to be surprised. As a matter of fact, unless it's a very pleasant surprise, e.g. you have bought me a lingerie set or something, please tell me the moment it comes up. Jenny also had surprises, and at first it seemed harmless, but the last surprise was my answer to her surprise: a divorce. I'm wondering how she is handling her situation."

"Maybe I can find out, if you like. But you are not thinking about going back to her?" she asked, suddenly concerned.

"Of course not, what gives you that idea?" Rob kissed her with great tenderness. She answered the kiss by putting her tongue in his mouth. Rob got excited; Helena could feel through his skirt that he had a hard-on. It must have been a pretty sight for people passing by, see these two pretty ladies kissing full of passion, she thought. 

"Let's go to Kim," Helena said, pushing Rob away a little. She gave him a quick smile and started the car.

Kim lived just a couple of blocks away from where Rob got into the car, so within five minutes they arrived.

Rob now got an idea of the house; it was fairly large, with two drive-ways. They parked behind what must be Kim's car. They got out and walked to the front door which had been opened by Kim who said "I heard you coming. Nice to see you lovely ladies," she grinned at Rob and gave him a kiss and a hug, then turned to Helena who she gave the same treatment.

"Come in," she said, "it's getting cold." 

Rob now had a good look at her. She was as usual femininely clad, this time in a short blue dress, black pumps and black stockings. He knew she had done this especially for him, knowing his passion.

She led them to the cozy living room, and soon they all sat on the couch and easy chairs.

"Coffee or something else?" Kim asked. 

"I would like something stronger," Rob answered.

"I have beer, wine, whiskey," Kim mentioned.

"Beer is fine," he replied.

"Kim, I don't go out today 'en femme' anymore, can I clean up my face a bit?"

Kim teased him: "But I like your appearance, you are so ladylike, and you know, I'm a known lesbian or in any case bisexual, but I don't like the normal male-type. I like you the way you are very much."

She studied him for a few moments and was amazed. "Helena has sure done a good job on you. I know you, but when I just glance at you, you never can see that you are actually a man.

But under these clothes you are still very male, I sometimes see something that ladies don't have." Kim teased him again, "and you like drinking beer; not very ladylike. I will get something to clean your face." 

She went to her bedroom and brought him make-up remover.

"You can use the bathroom upstairs or the kitchen sink" she said.

Rob opted for the bathroom and went upstairs. He always felt a bit unease when he was wearing make-up.

"Helena, what would you like?" Kim asked.

"Coffee is OK, dear," Helena answered.

She was a bit uneasy how to begin, about how to start the discussion. Kim and Helena had talked this over a few times by phone, but bringing it up with Rob was something else.

They drunk their coffee and talked about nothing important, both anxious about Rob's reaction to their ideas and didn't want to bring the subject into discussion before Rob returned.

Finally Rob came back; he had removed his make-up and wasn't wearing a wig anymore. Kim brought him a glass and a bottle of beer, while Helena and she were having coffee. Rob acknowledged Helena had something on her mind, but wasn't planning to make it easy on her.

Kim started: "I teased you a bit Rob, by saying you are very male under these clothes. That brings me to something we want to talk to you about." 

Kim continued: "The following I have told Helena, and she thought it would be the best, if we talked it over here at my place, just the three of us. I am partly in function now Rob, because we are going to discuss an issue where a real doctor - me - is involved.

Let me start to say, we have great sex," and Helena agreed with a big smile, "but things can be made better, especially for you, Rob," Kim stated.

Rob was completely silent; he didn't give any sign of approval or of understanding.

Kim went on, now a little bit uncertain: "There has been a new Swedish invention. This invention is a fluid that can be injected into women's breasts to make them larger. The good thing is that the fluid is body neutral, so there are no side-effects. The bad thing is that it only lasts one and a half years at max. Then the body will have driven out all fluid. So those women have to repeat it frequently, and it's also costly; about $7000 for a treatment. It's a conducting macrolane treatment which is a simple injection of collagen into the breast under local anesthetic and done in 45 minutes. It must be done however in a chirurgic room, to avoid any danger."

Rob remarked: "I don't need breasts, I'm perfectly happy with my bra" and he stared a bit agitatedly to Kim and Helena.

"I haven't told you all, Rob. My point is, if we do just one treatment, the fluid that will be brought in is just 100cc. But, the whole point of this, your nipples will get more sensitive, like a woman. So you get an extra stimulant. Another possibility is, and maybe you are more in for that, is to give you nipple-rings. That will also enhance your sensitivity."

"If you decide to take them, I will also take them," Helena interrupted Kim.

"And I already have them," Kim said, "I'll show you." She unfastened her dress, and let it flow from her shoulders. She stood in her lingerie before Helena and Rob. Kim wore a blue suspender belt and attached stockings, blue panties and a blue lace bra. She unhooked her bra and showed them her lovely pear-shaped breasts. On each nipple she had a small golden ring, about one inch in diameter, and she pulled lightly on one of them. 

She moaned, "That feels nice and sensitive" she said with a faint smile.

She recovered, showed her breasts clearly to Rob and Helena, picked up her bra and dress, and clothed herself.

"Now you have seen for yourself" Kim stated.

"A colleague did it for me, she gave me local anesthetic by two small injections, I don't like pain either Rob, except maybe in a game. Then she did the piercing, 2 small tubes and after some time you can exchange the tube for the rings. You can take it off, but when you leave it off too long the piercing wholes will disappear. Any questions, Rob?"

He was silent for a moment and then he stated: "No fluid injections, not worth the trouble and also not interested. I have to think about bringing in rings. And then you want me to take rings at other places also, while you are busy?"

Helena laughed: "Who knows, whatever excites you. I want to have a stiff drink, if it's OK with you, Kim. We will take a cab home if necessary. I really need something strong."

She walked up to Kim, and caressed her breasts. "You made me hot, dear. I want to pull your rings this afternoon. Have you any more rings to show to us?" She brought her hand between Kim's thighs under her skirt and sliding up to her cunt and did a quick inspection. "I thought so, you dirty girl, you are a perverted doctor." Laughing loudly, she kissed Kim on her mouth, "things we do for good sex," she murmured.

Rob wanted to stroke his dick, but he managed to withhold himself. 

"Whiskey ladies?" he asked and walked to the table where the stronger liquors were standing. He poured three glasses half full and gave Helena and Kim each a glass and took one for himself. 

Helena asked: "Kim, I have read about piercing and so on, some people have a couple of days of not being able to do anything and then it's OK, and for others it's sometimes weeks. Can you tell us, how you experienced the piercing and afterwards, and does it give you more pleasure?"

Kim made herself comfortable on the couch, next to Rob. She pulled her legs up, and leaned back, giving Rob a clear view to her stockings and panties. She thanked Rob for the whiskey he had given her. 

"I'm no hero either, and it is pretty easy for me to ask a colleague to help me, as I can do for you guys, and so I did. The anesthesia only lasted 30 min or so, so afterwards it was a bit painful. You have a wound of course, or more than one" and she gave Rob a wink, "but not very much. You need a larger bra, because you don't want to disturb the wounds. And cleaning with a bit of salt water, but it is very good to do. I was healed within a week. And my nipples are more sensitive. It is a constant reminder that I wear rings, I was horny as hell after a day's work, lucky I have Mr. Big who is always welcome to satisfy my needs" this time she gave Helena a wink.

"You noticed I have also a piercing on my clit. That is a hood piercing, it is stimulating my clit; done at the same time as the nipple piercing. That piercing is above your clit, but the hood is touching the sensitive part of your clitty, so the clit itself is totally intact."

"Mmm, sounds good" Helena thought it over, "what do you think Rob?"




A Game within a Game Ch. 02A



"I'm a coward in these things, you know that. I don't wear any rings, not even on my finger, let alone on my breasts or dick" Rob replied. "When I wear a ring on my finger, I feel it constantly. For some reason I can't ignore it, therefore I don't wear any jewelry. Not even my wedding ring, Helena knows that, and has peace with it. Before I met Helena, I also wasn't wearing any ring."

"I'm not asking about your dick or fingers, I was thinking of your breasts, they would become more sensitive, and I can make good use of it. I'll just bind you to our bed and I can hook a small weight to your rings, or a small rope; then I have the rein and I can ride my horse," and Helena gave him a wicked smile.

"Lucky that I gave you all that whiskey, Kim! Now you can't do anything to me." Rob warned Kim.

"I wasn't planning to do so, you have to think it over, and not take a hasty decision. The same goes for you Helena, I give no guarantee that all will go smooth and well," Kim replied.

"I know, I know, I was just teasing Rob. I know he doesn't like it. But you would recommend it to me, Kim?"

"Since you are a very sexual and even kinky person, I would say, yes, try. But it's really up to you; I like it, that doesn't mean you have to like it. But the effect of the hood - a small ball - tickling your clitty is amazing. If she does, Rob, you are getting a tough time. You have to make her come, and then again, and again" she burst into laughter. "Oh, Rob, the expressions on your face, we women don't make it easy on you. But this is what you always wanted, your own wife as horny as hell and your girlfriends wants to have something of the (cream)pie also" and now both women laugh very hard.

Rob blushed from top to toe. He wanted to say something, but he decided to keep his mouth shut.

"Some more whiskey, anybody?" and he walked over to where the alcohol was kept.

"Rob, not too much, you are here socially, but that doesn't mean you don't have to work," Kim said and again both woman burst into laughter.

"Let's go upstairs. I want to fuck with my dearest friends. After that we will have to eat something and when Rob is recovered I want another fuck," Kim said.

"A very good idea" Helena agreed, "come on Rob, leave the whiskey, you can drink us instead" and she took his hand and led him upstairs to Kim's bedroom. 

Kim walked behind them and when they arrived at her bedroom, Rob saw a large old-fashioned white bed with on each hook a pole. On the poles leather belts already had been fastened, and each belt had a leather handcuff.

The rest of the room was very feminine, white carpet, pink curtains, a fully equipped make-up table. On the wall the half-opened wardrobe revealed a lot of dresses and lingerie. Rob even saw a petticoat hanging.

He pointed at the ropes. "You have been busy, Kim."

"Only female company, Rob, and you know them all. You are the first man to come here. And the only reason you are allowed here is because you are a member of our circle, and you are a bit female yourself, the way you behave. The good thing is that you have something we all like." She grabbed him under his skirt and took his dick in her hand and squeezed it softly. 

Helena explained: "I would have told you sooner Rob, but I forgot to tell you the reason why we formed our circle. All women of the circle are hurt. And you were also hurt: by a woman, and the women by a man. So we have more in common than you should think. We will talk about it after our love making." 

Kim and Rob removed their high heels. They all helped each other to undress. Rob pulled the zipper of Helena's skirt and she let it slide from her hips. Then he reached for her panties and Helena elegantly stepped out of them. 

Kim unbuttoned his blouse from behind and he took it off. Helena unzipped his skirt, while Kim unfastened his bra. Rob in his turn made Kim turn, he pulled the zipper of her dress and she let it slide from her shoulders. Careful he took off her lace bra and then lowered her panties. Like Helena she stepped out of them. Helena grabbed his knickers and shove it down his legs. 

Kim lay down on the bed, clad only in her stockings and suspender's and was looking expectantly to Rob's dick: it stood proudly erect and pointed at her direction. She played with her 'hood' and inserted a finger in her cunt while her other hand played with a ring on a nipple. 

"Hurry Rob, I need you. Can I have the first shot, Helena? It's been a long time," Kim asked. 

On the lower part of her cunt a white drop of lust was visible; Kim had become very aroused by showing her intimate body parts. 

"There are more ways to come to a climax, it's OK. Rob, she wants to have your dick buried in her. Give it to her," Helena commanded, while standing in her stockings, suspender belt, half-open bra and high heels. The sharp look on her face made her indeed look like a mistress, Rob thought.

"Not so fast, I didn't get any whiskey after my first glass, now I'm going to drink her." 

Rob knelt down before the bed. This way he could easily reach Kim's cunt. Her pussy was bold, she had small cunt lips and it was an incredible erotic sight, with her ring on top. 

He started to lick her inside, she was very wet, her juices flowed and he had hardly started. She tasted salty, very pleasant actually, and he became highly aroused by her feminine smell. Her hips reacted on his tongue and she moved forward and grabbed his hair and pulled his face into her cunt, while making soft noises. Rob hardly could breathe, bringing in his tongue as deep as possible. His nose was pushing to her clit and as she moved her hips he almost was hurt by her pubic bone. He withdraw his mouth out of her cunt and then kissed her clit, made turns around it with his tongue and then suck on it. Then he made his tongue hard and pushed it gently back and forth, then suck it again. He couldn't get enough of her, and she couldn't withstand his lovemaking anymore and climaxed, giving a scream and bowed her back, again pushing her pubic bone in his face.

Meanwhile Helena lowered herself on Kim's face and ordered: "Make me come, you perverted doctor," pushing her cunt on Kim's mouth. 

Rob continued lapping Kim's lovely cunt, her lips were smooth as a baby, and he kept playing with her clit, circled it and pushed it. He reached out his hands and touched her nipples and softly pulled on her nipple rings. Kim moaned and grunted; now she became ecstatic. She pushed her hips forward into Rob's face again and she sighed, while still sucking Helena's cunt.

"Having a hard time, you bitch, come on, make me come. You're such a whore, with these rings. You love it, don't you, you're such a pervert," Helena said provocatively. She looked over her shoulder to Rob, who looked up at her. He had never heard her talk like that.

"Kim likes to be spoken at like that, she can be a real slut, you know. Our beloved doctor is in fact a whore to us all; she wants us to use her, and to be fucked. It is not me who is tied up to the poles, but the slut herself." 

Rob noticed, that Kim wriggled and moaned, and the more Helena spoke as she did, the more vehement the doctor's reactions became. He had to lick her cunt out quickly - her juices drenched her bed sheets. He stood up, took his dick in his hand and thrust it slowly into her.

Kim almost screamed with delight: "Yes, yes, give it to me, give me your dick, screw me, bang me," and she pushed her back up and lifted her arse a bit. Then she sighed "Ooh yes, I'm coming!" She sighed deeply again and slowly restarted to lick Helena.

Helena just lay silent, enjoying every minute while she was licked. Her eyes were closed but by the small soft noises she made, Kim knew that she loved it.

Rob withdrew his dick until the tip just touched the inside of Kim's moist cunt, then he thrust back inside her, all the way, until his balls touched the downside of her cunt. Then out again, in out, in out, deep thrusts. Now he felt his orgasm beginning to grown. To swamp him. He couldn't hold it back much longer. Kim bounced and moved her back, all the while moaning and still trying to eat Helena's pussy. 

Helena sighed heavily, she just let it come and let her thoughts flow. The soft tongue in her and sometimes flicking her clit brought her to the border of climax. Still she tried to postpone, as if she could. 

Then Rob came as first, he emptied his dick with squirt after squirt, he sweated and his face colored, he moaned long "That feels good, so good, so good." He closed his eyes while climaxing, all he could see in his mind where these wonderful maidens, sensual and soft, sexy and alluring, and all for his pleasure. When he opened his eyes again, after he had no more juice left in his balls, the sight of these sexy woman almost made him regret that he already had come. It was too fast, too soon.

Kim felt his sperm flow into her cunt, she already was so very wet and now his juices mixed with hers. Like Rob she closed her eyes and enjoyed the moment.

Rob tried to hold his limp dick inside Kim, although it went soft, he still moved his body against her and rubbed her clit.

Helena then also came: "Oh yes, oh yes, oh yes, oh" and with moans of pleasure she stopped moving her pelvis against Kim's mouth. Her juices dripped on Kim's face. Kim had stopped licking Helena and was also climaxing, not so heavy as the first time, but still a good and relaxing orgasm, giving much pleasure.

Rob removed his dick out of her and walked, panting heavily, to the bathroom, to clean his dick and face from all Kim's juices, and his own sperm.

Helena and Kim followed.

"I would love to take a shower," Rob said.

"Good idea" Kim said, and they all quickly removed their stockings and suspenders and took a hot shower. While showering Rob felt a hand slide between his thighs and squeeze his balls softly. Rob moaned and said "Careful Kim, that is a very important body part".

Kim giggled and then grab his dick "This is very important to me also". 

"Are you noticing what a horny slut she is? She can't just have enough of male meat. Whenever she can get a dick in her hand, she wants to make use of it".

"I didn't know you could talk like that, Helena" Rob said grinning, "I always thought you were a high class lady. You can really talk like a slut, like Kim."

"Look who's talking," Helena said with a big smile, "a minute ago you still wore stockings, ready to fuck" and she poked her tongue at Rob.

"Anyway, Kim loves dirty talk, don't you Kim?."

"Yup," Kim agreed, "it makes me so horny. But I also get horny from the sight of your stiff dick between your stockings."

"I totally agree," Helena affirmed, "it's very sexy, and I love it when we glide our stockings together at night in bed. We don't even have to have sex; it feels so good, so sensitive."

"I think you two should stay the night with me, my bed is big enough, and I want to feel both of your legs between mine. We will all wear our stockings. I have several nightgowns, it will be fun. I get hot while thinking about it. Yes, we have dinner first, and then coffee, and then we bring Helena to new heights. Afterwards some wine and then we all go in my bed. I don't have to get up early tomorrow morning anyway, I have the late shift, and I don't think you have to do anything special tomorrow morning?" Kim asked.

"Mm, I have to think about that" Helena replied, and she gave the impression that she was in deep thought. But then her face lightened. "Of course we can spend the night here, like we used to do when we were younger, Kim. But now we have a real dick to play with," and smiling she looked at Rob, who was full of expectations listening to the sweet talk both girls had, as if he weren't present. 

"Don't expect too much from me, I can come again after dinner, but a third time will be much more difficult," Rob remarked with a soft smile.

"You don't have to perform, Rob, we will just cuddle and caress in bed with us three. It will be a new experience for you. Just holding each other is enough," Helena said soothingly.

"I love you both," Rob said, and kissed Helena tenderly, and then Kim and at the same time touched her clit ring to tease her. 

"Don't become jealous, Helena," Kim said, "I just stole a kiss from your hubby."

"I'm not jealous, dear, in fact I will steal a kiss from you" and she French kissed Kim.

Then she grabbed her between the legs and caressed her clit, as Rob had done.

Kim moaned: "You two are mean, making me horny again."

Helena was defiant: "You're the one who decided to take rings, and we play with it, and you don't like it?"

"Ohh, but I do like it, I can't get enough."

Helena's answer was mischievous: "I think I will have my clit pierced like you, Kim. And take nipple rings as well." 

Rob stepped out of the shower and sat on a bench to dry himself off. He watched the women as the continued to shower. 

"These women can't get enough," he said to himself and he sighed. Both woman looked at him provocatively through the shower glass, fingering themselves. 

"Look Rob, I'm getting wet again, do something about it," Helena smiled and then she also stepped out of the shower.

"It's OK, honey," she whispered to Rob and then kissed him. "We were only teasing you."

A moment later Kim stood next to them, drying herself off.

"What shall we do?" Kim asked Rob and Helena, "Are we going to fully dress again, or be naked, or just pull on our stockings?" 

"Don't ask me" Rob said, "I will do whatever you both want". 

"You mentioned earlier having several nightgowns, Kim. Do you have something large Rob could wear?" Helena asked.

"I have exactly something Rob would like. It's new, and I bought it just for such an occasion. I somehow suspected that you would stay overnight," she smiled provocatively at Helena.

"You intriguer, you can be such a slut. All in the name of a good orgasm!" Helena grabbed Kim around her waist and kissed her again, her tongue in Kim's mouth and her hands playing with her ring and clit.

"Unbelievable, you are wet again. Such a slut, Rob, look," she held up her wet fingers, "Our doctor is even more a slut than I thought. You are almost as bad as I am," Helena grinned at Kim.

"Two sluts just for you, Rob. Soon I have to bring you to your old apartment; there you get maybe some sleep. Speaking about that, is everything out of it?"

"Before we talk about that, darling, let's put on some clothes first. I'm getting a bit cold." Rob said.

"Ok, I suggest stockings, suspender belt, and bra for the ladies and a nightgown," Helena said.

"I will fetch the nightgowns," Kim said, and she walked into her bedroom, grabbed a suitcase from under the bed and opened it. Rob and Helena followed her into the room. 

"This one is yours, Rob, I especially bought it for you, thinking of what you would like". Kim handed him a long lace blue nightgown with long sleeves and made of a satiny nylon.  

"And for you Helena, I have the same type, only in pink."

She continued "For myself I have a black one – after all, I'm the mistress of this house. I only forgot to buy a whip," and again she winked at Rob.

"Don't tease him too much, the poor boy has endured already so many things today," Helena defended Rob.

"I don't mind, Helena, Kim has proven to be a real friend to us. She can say everything to me, I know she doesn't mean it, and if she does, it's with a very friendly undertone. I bet she would like to spank me", Rob dared her.

"We all want to spank you Rob, that's no question," Helena said. "Maybe I will arrange such a meeting for you, see if you still say something like that afterwards."

"Mm, if it's just our circle, I don't mind. It would be fun to see you girls licking and moaning and groaning. A bit of spanking will heighten my senses more and more," Rob said with a laugh.

"Deal," Helena said, "I haven't told you yet, but in two weeks we will be all together again, a long weekend from Friday afternoon until Monday morning. I invited Olga and Carmen, and Kim already agreed. So prepare yourself. Maybe we will use our strap-ons also. Last time I didn't give myself time enough to get an orgasm while I used it on you, but for sure, it will happen one day."

Rob went red, again thinking about it. He didn't dislike it, but he felt a bit uneasy about it. On the other hand, nobody had been making any bad comments about it; on the contrary, they all said he was brave to endure using their strap-ons.

Kim agreed with Helena: "Yes, a bit of S&M will do us all good. I want to feel the whip or whatever you use also. Let's all do it. We will separate the subs and the doms and what is in between. Sorry for you, Rob, you are a typical sub, although you stay at the soft S&M side. But that's good; I don't like hard S&M either."

"What a splendid idea, Kim. I will inform Olga and Carmen to be prepared for a bit of spanking, it will be fun," Helena said. "So we will have a busy two weeks Rob, preparing our playroom."

"Maybe we can borrow something from Marion and Jenny," Rob said faux innocently.

"Don't say that, Rob. Not even as a bad joke. I don't want anything to do with them anymore."

"I totally agree with Helena. They are bad news, Rob. You really must forget about them completely. I know it's difficult, Jenny was your wife, and I seriously believe Marion was and probably is very much in love with you. They can't help it; they have some crazy ideas about love, but forget them. You have four woman around you, and like Helena I also love you, you are married to her, but I would have you anytime. Helena knows it, and therefore she forgives me my dubious remarks, and I would never steal you from her, because I make sure to get my part anyway. I have the lust and not the burden," Kim grinned at Helena. "You know I love you too, Helena, I wish I could marry both of you, wouldn't we be a perfect family?" and Kim kissed Helena tenderly on her mouth.

Rob put on his stockings and suspender belt, then the nightgown and said "I'm ready. Shall we go into the living room?"

Kim and Helena also dressed themselves in bras, stockings and suspender belts and over all this they draped their nightgowns around them.

Together they headed to the dining room. 

"I will make us something to eat. Rob, can you open a bottle of wine? I have some in my kitchen" Kim asked.

Rob followed her to the kitchen.

"Rob, Helena is not offended by my remarks. I saw your looks, but she and I are long time lovers. Even now! You didn't complicate things, because I have her permission to fuck you whenever you and I want. She only wants us to be open about it. We won't have any secrets for each other. Here is the wine, pick one."

Kim studied Rob's face as she spoke. He didn't appear to be shocked by her confession, but a sad expression came over his face. His ex-wife Jenny, had finally admitted that she was lesbian, and now he had got the confirmation that Helena and Kim also were lovers. He had no right to criticize Kim or Helena, but now he knew he wasn't the one and only to Helena, but her only male lover. Rob felt betrayed, again. Before they were married Helena gave no reason to believe that she had lesbian tendencies. He knew that the relation of Helena and Kim was closer than just 'good friends'. This openly declaration of being lovers was something he was not prepared for. The more, Helena knew why he had left Jenny. Would he be the same sucker again? The only difference from his past was that Kim openly declared she had a relation with his new found wife, while Jenny had lovers in secret.

Rob took a bottle of Ventoux, a light red wine, and opened it. He gathered three wineglasses and the bottle, put them on a tray. Kim handed him knives and some cheese, and he carried everything into the living room.

Helena had lit some candles. With the curtains closed and the central heating on, the atmosphere was warmly intimate. 




A Game within a Game Ch. 02A



Helena softly spoke, "I heard what Kim said to you. It's completely the truth. She and I are lovers; I suspect you knew that already. We are both bi-sexual and hurt by men in the past. Your appearance made us realize we still like men, but they must be woman-friendly and you have proven to be that often enough.

Carmen and Olga have had the same sort of experience with men, Olga suffered the worst and she had been seriously beaten by her ex, and is still recovering. That you could have given her an orgasm a few months ago, was for all of us a big surprise. We never thought she would let you."

"And Carmen?" Rob asked, not satisfied, he felt sick. "Is she also a lesbian?"

"Carmen has been seriously let down a few times. Even before the altar. That changes a woman. She was wounded like you, mentally. In fact, all of us are wounded one way or another."

"What about you?" Rob asked though he didn't really want to know. The more he found out the more he got disappointed. Why had Helena not told him she had a pretty serious relation with Kim?

"You know I'm pretty rich, so all my friends were out for my money. You know that it will happen, but the moment I told my husbands'-to-be, that I would marry them on prenuptial agreements, they were gone. You didn't realize I was rich, until you saw the house, and even then you couldn't believe it. You married me for me, and you seriously wanted to take care of me, by not giving up your job. So I knew your love was real, and even you were hurt so much, you gave your heart to me. And I already had fallen in love before you knew me. I had a private detective made inquiries and I had photos of you. You see, I knew that the party at Marion's would be intimate, and I wanted to make sure that no harm would be dealt to us.

Then I met you in person, and I was completely lost. I saw your unselfish behavior, you were there to please your wife and friends, without hesitations. You had so much love in you and yet, you were so fragile in your French maid uniform. I wanted to take you to my home, right away. I knew about Jenny, and I was not sure about Marion; but one thing was certain: you would be hurt. And that was exactly what happened."

"Why didn't you rescue me, you could have give me a warning?"

"I couldn't. You had to find out yourself. But now you are mine: I give you everything and more, just stay with me the rest of your life. I can't bear it to live without you anymore," Helena said softly.

Rob was convinced and kissed her: "I feel the same about you. I never knew that a marriage and a friendship could be like this. Still, I'm not your only love." 

Helena replied circumspect "No, you are not, but you are my only male lover. You are my husband and soul mate."

He felt a bit relieved now. Helena had been honest to him afterall, only not told all about Kim right from the start. She obviously didn't want to hurt his feelings. And Kim loved him too... 

Kim coughed: "Lovebirds, I'm here." 

Rob quickly went to her, "And I will never forget what you have done for me, and will do in the future."

"Rob, I already asked her to come and live with us, just like Jenny and Marion were planning, but Kim thinks also three is a crowd."

"Mm, she is right. Don't you think we need some time for ourselves? I know you were lovers before me, and still are. 

You can still see each other whenever you want or feel like it".

Kim agreed with Rob: "Yes, you are just married. You need time to get used to another. Maybe in the future, if you both still want me, but not now. And we will have fun anyway, I can visit you, or you visit me."

"Mm, there is common sense in what you are saying, Kim. Helena, if you are in need of a real female lover, you and Kim just do what you want to do, I can understand completely," Rob said.

He saw Helena and Kim thinking, and both disagreed. "No," Helena said, "Whenever Kim and I make love, you will be present. I won't do anything without you." 

"I totally agree," Kim said, "Rob, don't be so amenable. I also want you, and only if you can't perform anymore, and we want to go on, then we will do it and give you a show. But you must be there. But Rob, one condition, you always must be dressed for the occasion, I mean; I want you to be sexy also when Helena and I will be fucking." 

"So when you and Helena fuck, and I haven't any life left in my dick, I must wear sexy clothing. Ah, I get it, you and Helena want to be served by a French maid," Rob said provocatively.

"That would be nice, Rob. You see how lucky I became while marrying him. A friend and lover, soul mate, but also a servant and even a sex toy. And you are fond of playing games," Helena smiled happily looking at him.

"I was already jealous, now it's getting worse," Kim said with a serious undertone.

"No need, Kim," Helena saw the mixed emotions on her friends face, "we won't neglect you. Just come and visit us as often as your busy practice lets you. You are my other soul mate, and I love to do games with you also."

Kim face lightened up: "What kind of games are you referring to?"

Helena answered: "Today we went out for a walk dressed the way we arrived here this morning. I pretended to have lost my keys, and asked Rob to go to your place. So he had to walk through the center of the village. It was pretty exciting, some men even whistled at him."

"Nice," Kim commented appreciatively, "next time invite me also. I would walk next to you Rob, without panties, I promise you. But not here, where people know me."

"This is just an example of a game. Sometimes Rob is naughty and she deserves a spanking. You are naughty also, now I think of it. You are a slut, and must know your place. Yes, next time when I give Rob a spanking, you are invited also."

"Oohh, I'm getting wet again," Kim said horny, "I can't wait to be spanked."

"Our honorable insatiable doctor, it's getting worse with you, sex-animal," Helena laughed. 

"Could it be that something is burning in the kitchen?" Rob said, he wanted to chance the object; somehow he got enough of this conversation and hurried towards the kitchen. Kim followed, opened the oven and fetched a pie.

Rob carried it into the living room, and soon they were having an easy, but tasteful dinner. 

Afterwards they were sitting relaxed on the couch, talking and drinking.

"Enough with this chit-chat, Rob, I've been looking forwards the whole evening to your dick and to Kim's cunt, and now I want to be filled by dick and to eat pussy. Let's go upstairs," Helena said.

It was true, while they were talking and eating, all three just clad in their lingerie, Rob often became hard. Then after a while his dick softened; but each time when he saw that Helena or Kim had provocatively widened their legs for him, so that he directly could take a good look into their cunts, his dick rose again.

Rob chuckled to himself when he heard his wife speak like that. She could be really horny and then only wanted one thing: his prick inside her.

He didn't mind at all. He thought that is was really disturbing that he would think of Helena as his wife, while he had been so long married with Jenny. His marriage with Jenny had been a failure, but he didn't realize it at that time. He always wanted to please her, but in reality she gave him nothing back. He wondered how many times she was busy 'shopping' without him, and how many times she didn't buy a thing, but was having sex. He had been a real fool.

"I'm coming," he shouted to the girls who were gone upstairs. He put out the candles, got the bottle of wine and took a sip, straight from the bottle.

When he arrived in the bedroom, he asked, "Anyone else want a sip of wine? I didn't bring the glasses with me." 

Helena and Kim sat on the edge of the bed, waiting for him and gave no answer. They had thrown their nightgowns next to the bed and thus exposed themselves fully. With all lights on, Rob could admire Kim's nipple piercing; they glinted inviting to play with.

He admired both of the women bodies; Kim was younger than Helena, her breasts smaller as was her waist, while Helena was of a fuller build, but also had something wild about her: her hair was loosened and hung over her breasts. To people who didn't know her, she was cool and reserved. To her 'straight' friends she maintained a certain detachment and only Rob, Olga, Carmen and Kim knew how she could change into a furious sex animal, who wanted all holes to be filled at the same time and as often as she could.

In fact, Helena was insatiable. 

That had all to do with her youth: her parents were very rich; she was the only heir of their family-fortune and potential lovers were scared off by lawyers and private detectives.

The only one who came clean through the investigation was Rob.

Besides that: she always had to be the perfect lady and thus sexually she could not develop herself in full. 

Therefore she didn't give him much time to even reconsider a marriage to her. He had been so hurt emotionally, that he had little resistance to her romance.

When he agreed to marry her, she released all inhibitions. Helena was 50 years old when he met her, and while he was five years younger, the age difference hadn't been any problem.

Rob wanted her, for who she was and not the money that came with her. 

Helena now wanted to have sex with him as much as possible, to compensate for all these lost years, when she was so very alone and needed an arm around her shoulder.

But Rob's main attraction for Helena had been his loyalty to her. Being there, as a friend and buddy, a lover and sparring-partner, she knew she wasn't alone anymore.

And sharing him sometimes with her intimate friends, Helena did not have much problems with that; she benefited from that herself. Rob could do a lot, but not fill three holes by himself, and she loved to eat pussy, while she had a dildo in her arse and Rob's dick in her cunt. She shivered with anticipation.

"Rob, please will you join us, lie down on the bed, forget the wine and let's make love. I need you and so does Kim," she whispered enticingly.

Rob lay down between two women, Helena immediately mounted him, grabbing his cock and guiding him inside her. At the same time Kim came over him and straddled his face with her strong hips and shoved her cunt against his mouth. 

Helena then grabbed Kim from behind and with each hand she took a nipple ring in her fingers and slightly pulled them. In a soft cadence she rode Rob; she didn't want him to come fast. They had been making love so often, she knew exactly to what point she could go and then release him, to postpone his coming.

Kim just wanted to be eaten and Rob's tongue did his best to satisfy her. He circled around her clit, and while one of his hands touched her clit ring, his other hand searched Helena's rear to penetrate her arse with one or even two fingers.

All that could be heard were moans, groans and cries of pleasure. Kim came first. Her breasts were extremely sensitive with the attached rings and with the fondling on her clit-ring and Rob's tongue turning and pushing on her clit, gave her so much pleasure that she rocketed and trembled over her whole body.

Rob and Helena came almost together, their level of intimacy was such that they both knew exactly the other person's physical reactions to the lovemaking and therefore climax together.

With a sigh Helena laid herself next to Rob. 

Kim stood up, kneeled at Helena's cunt and licked Rob's and Helena's juices out of her.

"I'm a pervert, I know," Kim said, "but I love the taste of cum."

She laid herself also next to Rob and started fondling with his dick.

"It will take some time to get ready again," Rob sighed, but it wasn't completely true what he said, because his dick started to become erect again. 

"Please, give me some time to recover," he begged amused.

Kim pretended not to hear him and took his member in her mouth.

When she noticed that Rob was fully erect again, Kim climbed on him, and slide her moist cunt over his throbbing dick. Slowly she went up and down, she determined the rate and all Rob had to do was enjoying the ride. Helena also climbed on him, and like Kim she pushed her bold cunt to his mouth. Rob laid back and pushed his tongue inside her and started licking with fast and firm strokes. He used his hand to widen her pussy: her clit was stiff and then he flicked his tongue on her clit and pushed it. Back and forth, fast, slow, rapid; then he sucked it very carefully, all the while moving his tongue on it. His dick was squeezed by Kim and he felt her tightening. He knew he was on the brink of coming and couldn't withhold much longer. Helena and Kim both moaned and all three were panting heavy. Then the release came: Helena let out a squeal and pushed her cunt against his nose, grabbing him by the hair. Kim's cunt muscles draw together and Rob's dick responded by shooting his semen into her, squirt after squirt, until he had nothing left in him. He closed his eyes while he came, his coming was far more intense than the first time, more satisfying and he felt the whole of his body sweat. Helena and Kim also sweat and from Helena's cunt juices flow over Rob's chin and neck. He tried to lick her clean, but couldn't reach her very well. Finally he gave up and enjoyed this moment: two lovely ladies straddling his body. 

They climbed off him and slide next to him in bed. 

As promised they all slept in their stockings and nightgowns, Rob in the middle and it didn't take him long to fell asleep, between the two women he loved most.





Confrontation and revelation.

The next morning Helena and Rob left Kim after having breakfast. With tears in her eyes Kim waved them goodbye.

Helena reassured her; she could live with them anytime, and hugged her.

Rob held Kim a while in his arms, while she shuddered from tears.

"I cannot let you go, it's so hard, I have felt what it could be between the three of us," Kim sniffled.

"Dearest, so why don't you come this evening to our house?" Helena asked.

Kim refused again and told them she would reconsider soon.

When arriving at home their housekeeper informed Rob that Jenny had phoned him a couple of times already that morning. 

Rob hesitated to call back, but Helena urged him to do: "Get it over with; she probably wants to have the rest of her belongings."

So Rob phoned Jenny back and made an appointment to meet her immediately in their old home. 

It would take an half hour drive to reach his old home, he left quite soon after the phone call.

While driving he let go his thoughts and remembered the good things he thought they had; but the more he thought it over, the angrier he became: had everything been a lie?

Finally he reached his old home. He parked his car in front and entered warily the house.

So many memories, he thought. Jenny and he had been married for 15 years and before that had lived together for a couple of years. Why on earth did she ever want to live with him, he now asked himself.

The doorbell rang; Rob stood up and walked to the door. Jenny couldn't come in; he had changed the locks right after the infamous weekend.

He opened the door and let Jenny and Holly in. She needs backup he thought to himself. Both women didn't look him in the eye.

Rob said: "Please take a seat, I want to talk about what happened, to make me understand things, because up to today I still have no clue, other than what Helena and Kim told me.

Did you hate me and finally took revenge?"

Jenny then looked him in the eyes and said: "I have been a lesbian all my life, but I didn't realize it. I married you because I liked you, and because you were not a straightforward male. In fact, the times you were dressed up, I liked you the most."

"So all these years living with me, were in fact a lie, you didn't love me, but only liked me."

"I think that it covers most of our relation," Jenny replied.

"And that weekend, why did you hurt me so much? What have I done to deserve that?," Rob asked, his eyes filled with tears, now he had the confirmation that almost 20 years of his life he had been lied to. 

"You had hurt Marion so much that day, you needed a lesson. I had promised to take revenge on you, so I did," Jenny said angrily, "and I was planning to do so anyway, I had warned you, and that you had been so harsh on Marion was the last drop. And let's face it; no real harm was done, except to your pride."

"And to almost 20 years of my life; but that is not important, isn't it. As long you had your fun. And why you Holly," Rob asked. 

"The same reason as Jenny," Holly replied, "and that you made love to Helena was unforgivable."

"You both seem to forget that all had been a setup by Marion. The only problem was that I didn't handle things according to what Marion had in mind. And now, what is the situation with the three of you?"

Jenny said with a slight hesitation: "Better. Marion is visiting a psychiatrist and she is progressing. It will take her a time to recover from you."

"From me?" Rob asked surprised, "what do I have to do with it?"

"You probably think she is consulting a psychiatrist for what you have said to her. The death of John was not her doing. Maybe he committed suicide, which is still not sure. But John was depressed; the games Marion played with him should have cheered him up and not made it worse. Marion loved him dearly".

"I'm sure," Rob sneered.

"Don't you think you know all, Marion is a good person! She cared for John, but he was out of reach and nothing could return his mental health. She tried, yes, with S&M, with love, with holidays, everything she could think off to let him enjoy life, but all in vain." She was silent for a moment, to make Rob fully understand what she said.

"Marion has her second drawback, because of you," Jenny continued angrily, "Marion is not like Holly and me, she is bi-sexual but she prefers men, and especially men who are not so straightforward (again that word Rob thought), and she had been fallen in love with you. She couldn't bear to be neglected that afternoon and therefore she wasn't herself in the evening. 

You left her for Helena and now she only has us. She still wants you, but she realizes that you are out of her reach forever.

I think you should at least apologize to her for the awful accusations you have made on her. She knows she lost your love, but she deserves at least a dialogue to explain things; as well from your side as hers. She really wants that you hear her part of the story."

"She should be glad that I didn't use the whip on her, instead of just some harsh words," Rob replied agitated.

"You and Marion acted against all bdsm ruling. And your part I don't understand at all: if you were so disgusted of me, why didn't you leave? All the things you have said, it was one big lie. I suppose your shopping trips were also rendezvous?" 

"With other lesbians, yes," Jenny replied, "long before Marion appeared. I had dozens of lesbian lovers, all of them wondering why I stayed with you. Probably because I was afraid you couldn't handle the situation. Like now, you are almost crying again," she mocked him. 

"I have heard enough, get your things and I don't want to see you ever again. If I ever notice that you make use of my cross dressing to make me a fool to old friends and so on, I will come after you with all the lawyers, private investigators and money Helena can provide me with!" Rob threatened her.

Jenny knew that Rob never made idle threats. In fact, she suspected she was already the subject of private investigators.

She backed off: "Rob, I swear, whatever has happened between us, I would never betray you like that."

Rob answered: "I have been betrayed 20 years, so I don't give a damn about your oath. I have made my own preparations should I hear the wrong things. You have been warned; and the same goes for you Holly. I was the victim that weekend, and you both put me down as if I were to blame for everything. Jenny, get your personal belongings, or else I will get rid of them."




A Game within a Game Ch. 01



Jenny said amused "Well, it's all a matter of trust, and we have discussed this often. I wouldn't do anything what would hurt or upset you, so no worries."

But Rob wasn't satisfied: "You know I trust you, but so far I haven't been out dressed the way I am. Does your friend know we play our games as we do?"

Jenny hesitated with her answer what Rob noticed "I was not specific about it; the only thing I told her is that you are a bit submissive and very pleasing to me. She also knows that you like to wear female attire; but I think that only made her more curious about you. Therefore she insisted to meet while you are 'en femme' and to be honest, I couldn't refuse. And after all, she did send you some presents." 

Rob then asked "So you know all about the strange emails I received?"

With a smile answered Jenny "I was asking myself when you would have told me. Yes, I had given your email address to my friend. I might as well tell you now; it has been Marion all the time. Surely you remember I told you that we knew each other for years and lost contact. After the funeral we picked up things again. Remember, last week, when I went shopping without you? We met in town and old things had come up. She likes you very much and while talking about us we got an idea. While I stayed with her I had told her about us trying to play our little games and that we made some progress, but lacked time, place and inspiration. Since Marion now lives all by herself in that big mansion, she offered us to play there. But she insisted on joining and as far as I know you Roberta, I think you will like that."

Rob was shocked "So it wasn't you who send all the lingerie? I had been pretty sure it was you all the time."

"No," Jenny said "I knew that Marion had made some plans, but didn't realize that she had started already. So it was for me also a surprise when you told that the game had begun. I had planned this weekend to go to Marion with you, but now it seems this visit will be a bit more than just a social meeting." 

Jenny then said "You know we would be honest to each other. So far you didn't tell me about the emails.

You understand that you will be punished. In fact, that is one of the nice things about going to Marion: her house is on the country-side and no neighbors. So I can play with you without being disturbed. You can yell and nobody hears you."

A short silence. Jenny spoke again "This is a new house btw. After the funeral Marion sold her house, it had too many memories. The new house of Marion is much larger than a normal family home. I had the idea that she had a purpose with buying that particular house. We will soon see. I think she build a dungeon in the basement." 

Rob sputtered "But you just said you won't hurt me."

Jenny said cool "I keep my promises. So no worry about too much pain or inconvenience. But you will pay for not instantly informing me."

"But, but," Rob stammered, "I didn't know what the meaning was of the emails or what purpose."

Then Jenny said with a grin "Well, it's no big deal. It's all part of our little game. Action and reaction? We have to pretend it's very serious and I really desire to do this again with you. I need a reason to punish you, don't be such a wimp. Imagine, a full weekend for ourselves."

Rob was thinking and finally asked "And where does Marion fits in?"

"I can assure you, Marion is to be trusted completely. Otherwise we wouldn't be going to her place. And it's part of the surprise. Please don't ask any further. You will see when we get there," Jenny sounded a bit agitated. 

In silence they drove further to their destination. Happily for Rob, Jenny didn't ask him to pay at the gas station where they stopped for fuel. Jenny went out for herself and Rob ducked in his seat and covered his nylon-clad legs with his coat. Nobody took notice.

When Jenny returned she saw his coat over his legs and said "I love to see your legs, come on honey, show them to me," and with a sigh Rob removed his coat.

"I would feel so embarrassed if somebody should see me." 

"I can tell you this; when a woman passes by and she is seeing your legs, she thinks that I'm a lucky girl, to have a friend with these legs. You underestimate women; a lot of women would like to see their lovers dressed up in stockings when making love. For a lot of women it's also an incredible sexy sight; not only men are fond of stockinged legs. You know that," Jenny said. "And when a man is seeing you, I don't think he'll notice your legs. They look at me, not at you." 

Rob knew she was right, Jenny always had a lot of attraction from other men, he was lucky that he was the one to have married such a beautiful, loving, loyal and understanding woman.

After about half an hour drive they entered a small village which they crossed and then reached a small driveway which leads to a fairly large estate. Behind the mansion, was a small park and a forest, so there were no houses in the direct surroundings.

Jenny parked the car in front of the house and they departed their car.

In the meantime the front door opened, and Marion was standing in the doorway.

"Here you are again; welcome back Jenny and Roberta," she said with a smile and she kissed Rob on his mouth and hugged him. Thereafter she kissed Jenny also on her mouth "Lovely to see you again dear, and now we are all here at my new home. Roberta, you can take the luggage upstairs, first room on the left and then join us. Jenny and I will be in the sitting-room."

Marion hugged Jenny and they smiled to each other.

"Oh deerie, I'm so glad you are here. Jenny, you have no idea how I have missed you." Saying that both women went inside the house, walking hand in hand.

Rob had his thoughts about Marion's last sentence. Did Jenny not say they met in town and also bought his lingerie for him?

Whatever, he shrugged his shoulders and walked to the car, a bit stumbling on his high heels.

Rob opened the back of the car and picked up their luggage and went also inside the house.

He stood in the broad hallway where stairs led to the first floor. Several doors led to unknown directions, but he heard the women talk from behind one of the doors. Thick carpets covered the floor and stairs. He climbed the stairs and wished he was wearing his four inch heels instead of these six inch heels.

Finally he reached the top of the stairs and went to the room that Marion had reserved for them.

He opened the door and went inside. The room was a bit old-fashioned furnished with a large double bed. Satin sheets, very nice, he thought.

Heavy curtains covered the window and a large wardrobe had been placed in the corner. 

Their room also had thick carpets covering the floor.

He had to walk twice to carry all their luggage upstairs. Jenny brought a lot with her, but he also did: his male clothing and his female attire. Jenny had insisted that he would bring along everything. 

Time for a drink he said to himself and went downstairs to join the ladies. 

He heard them talk and laugh and when he opened a door, he saw a warm cozy living room, where they were sitting on a couch. "Pour yourself a whiskey and make yourself comfortable," Marion said when Rob stepped in.

Looking around Rob saw a fireplace where a small fire was lit, just enough to make the temperature comfortable. Next to it was a cupboard filled with books and another one containing the liquors. Large windows had been covered with velvet curtains and a broad carpet was laid before the fireplace up to the couch where the ladies had taken place.

Rob picked up a glass from a small table and poured himself some whiskey. 

He took a seat opposite of the ladies and didn't try to stare at Marion. In the full light he saw that she was dressed in a black dress, narrow closing from knees to her neck. Furthermore she wore black high heels and he presumed she wore stockings. She had painted her hair red, what suited her red lips. Her hair reached upon her shoulders. Her sensuous lips were curved in an alluring smile. Her large blue eyes, made up with a black shade, were observing him with interest. Although his wife was also very attractive, this woman had a strange effect on him.

In the past at the funeral and later on he had observed Marion of course, but it looks as if she had become a totally different woman.

"I hope you like what you see Roberta," Jenny said, noticing him staring.

"Sorry dear," said Rob "Two such lovely ladies in one room with me, it's mouth watering. Marion, I hope you forgive me, but you and Jenny, you both look astonishing." 

Marion replied "Well, you are also a nice looking woman yourself, you only lack a bit of make-up."

Rob blushed "I'm a cross dresser, I'm not going all the way."

"Well Roberta," Jenny said, "That's only a matter of opinion. You wear woman's clothing, we call you Roberta, you behave like a woman, even walk like a woman and want to be treated with care. To me there isn't much difference. What do you think Marion?" 

Marion rose from the couch and walked towards Rob and said "Stand up and turn around Roberta." 

He did as he was told and made a turn. Marion grabbed his buttocks and squeezed them. "Hmmm, nice arse. He's surely a woman alright. You don't mind if I examine him a bit Jenny?"

"Go ahead, she's all yours, but you don't mind if I watch?" said Jenny.

"No, of course not, on the contrary, it will be fun," Marion said.

Fun, Rob was thinking. He was getting aroused by the 2 women but he had no clue what the fun was about.

"Excuse me ladies," Rob said, "Why do you want to examine me? I am perfectly healthy and I like to be informed what you are planning to do. I know we play a game, but I thought that Jenny and I had been playing and maybe some involvement of you Marion, but now it seems you take charge."

Rob thought about his conversation this afternoon with his wife and about her reassurance about trust, but now he wasn't so sure anymore. 

Marion quickly replied "Dear Roberta, just a quick inspection. Jenny made me so curious and I wanted to see myself. You are a big girl and I don't think you are shy. So let's go to the next room, it's just to make us acquaintance to each other."

She walked back to the hall and said "Follow me Roberta, you too Jenny," and opened one of the doors in the hall. "In here please and Roberta, will you pull off your blouse and skirt? Jenny, if you feel more comfortable wearing something more suitable for the occasion, you can undress here in this room; I will change my outfit also. Rob please take a seat, we will be right back," and Marion and Jenny disappeared to an adjacent room.

Rob entered a small research room, what it obviously was. In the center a gynecology chair had been placed and alongside a couple of simple chairs. At the opposite stood a large cupboard with all kind of medical instruments and upon a small dresser towels and cotton where ready for use. Rob went pale when he saw the gynecology chair, his heart beat wildly. This was going too far; the game became very serious.

In the next room he heard Jenny and Marion laugh.

"Jenny," he shouted "I don't like it anymore. A game is fun, but this is the real stuff. Marion wants to examine me, I'm sure I have to sit in that chair."

"Well dear, of course it's for you," shouted Jenny back, "You are a big girl now and all big girls will be sooner or later taking place in that chair. It's nothing to be scared off."

Some ten minutes later Rob heard click-clack from their heels and Jenny quickly entered the room.

Jenny had been busy: she wore a black PVC outfit which consisted of a black bra through which her breasts almost completely had been exposed and a waist-cincher which made her hips looks much fuller. She didn't wear panties, her shaven labia was a wonderful sight. Long black stockings attached to the garters of her waist-cincher made her legs look much longer. Last but not least: her knee-high black PVC boots with pointed heels completed her mistress outfit.

"How it's going here?" Marion asked when she approached the room.

With a shock Rob saw the bizarre outfit Marion was wearing. Marion wore a PVC corset what enclosed her midriff tightly. Her breasts had been lifted by half-cups while leaving her nipples bare.

To the corset she had very sheer black nylons attached and she must have been walking on very high heels, from his position Rob couldn't see them well, but she looked much taller. No panties either and her cunt lips where clearly shown.

On her arms she wore long black PVC gloves.

Both women had their faces dramatically made up. Their eyebrows were darkened and around their eyes the make-up was smoked and dark, lips were dark-blue with black lines bordering, and a light red blush on the cheeks completed it. The blush also could have been coming from excitement. All together it gave their faces very sinister looks.

Rob felt his dick rising; never in his dreams he could imagine that these vixens made all the efforts just for him. He had never seen Jenny wearing this outfit before, and realized that she must have bought it especially for this weekend. 

Marion said: "I notice that you like what you see, no doubt about that," pointing to his bump what became visible through his skirt.

"Okay, I will start now, at the moment I'm not so interested in your dick but what I do want to know is what you can take in your arse. Therefore I will do some tests until I know from what point off we can train you further. You understand that you are here for that reason: to get proper training. When I'm ready we will discuss that face to face in all honesty."

"Well, do we have to wait long? Take off your clothes and fast please!" Jenny commanded.

Sighing Rob took off his skirt and blouse. "Your knickers and bra also," Jenny said. Rob stepped out of his high heels and put off his knickers and bra and stood with his slightly aroused cock before Jenny. Now he only wore his waist-cincher and stockings.

"Good girl," Jenny said. "I know that you are unfamiliar with this device so I'll help you. Just sit in the chair and put your legs in these brackets. Relax honey, everything will go just fine."

Rob climbed in the chair and put his legs in the brackets. His black stockings and girdle accentuated his cock what became stiffer. Must be the tension, Rob thought to himself and hold himself firmly to the arms of the chair. 

"Hold on," Jenny said and she picked up some leather belts and cuffs from a drawer. Quickly she fastened the cuffs to his wrists and elbows and attached the cuffs to the chair. The same procedure she did on his ankles and knees attaching them to the brackets.

Then she picked two larger belts and placed one around his chest and the other on his stomach, both attaching them to the chair. Now Rob couldn't move his body, arms and legs.

Marion said "I see you are comfortable Roberta, can I get you something before we start? Jenny, will you come with me please?" Both women disappeared and Rob wasn't feeling comfortable at all. His cock was clearly exposed and he felt humiliated. The fact that both women had to talk to each other without being overheard by him made him nervous. "You are still ok there Roberta?" Marion asked from the hall.

"To be honest, it's not so comfortable," Rob said. "Be patient dear, we are almost ready for you," Jenny shouted from a short distance.

Then both women walked in the room again. It was now obvious that they had discussed something he didn't need to know Rob thought.

"Okay, let's start," Marion announced.

Jenny asked "Can I be of service?"

"Yes dear - in the upper drawer you will find a collection of dildos, from small to large. Please get them for me," Marion replied.

While waiting for Jenny to bring the dildos, Marion started to lubricate her right glove with some oil which she took from a low cabinet with all kinds of medical stuff.

Then she pushed Rob's legs from each other thus making his arse more accessible. She applied also some oil on Rob's anus.

"So, now you get what you always wanted," Marion said to Rob, and with her gloved middle finger she softly accessed his rectum and gently pushed it in. "This feels good right? Try to relax, I really want to do things just fine, and we all benefit."

She withdrew her finger and then pushed two fingers in his arse. Rob moaned.

"Be a good girl, I have to grease you on the inside before I start with the dildos," Marion cautioned.

In the meantime Jenny smeared the dildos in with some lubricant. She gave the smallest to Marion.

Marion had withdrawn her fingers.

"This shouldn't be a problem. Good. Please give me the first one," Marion said and Jenny gave her the smallest dildo. Very gently Marion pushed the dildo in his arse.

It went in smooth without any problem. Marion removed the dildo and asked for the next one. 

Jenny gave her the following dildo; this was a 1.2 inch dildo what Marion inserted in Rob's arse. She guided it very slowly into his puckered anus. The ring of his anus gave resistance, Marion smeared some more lubricant on the dildo and his entrance and slowly, pushed deeper. Marion took her time, easing the dildo in by fractions of an inch. Rob groaned and gave a cry when the dildo suddenly passed the enclosure muscle. Very gently, inch by inch, Marion invaded the tight opening, withdrew the dildo then and pushed it back again.

Jenny in the meantime had taken his cock and caressed it softly, making the dildo attack somewhat better to endure. Then Marion was all in and slowly she pushed the dildo in and out. Rob was shaken by an intense combination of pleasure and pain. He felt as a woman who got fucked and thought it was the ultimate of enforced feminism. His cock was rock-hard. Jenny pushed her lips around the head of his cock and slowly curled her tong around it and sucked a bit.

Rob moaned.

Then Jenny stopped sucking "I won't go any further, otherwise you come to fast and we all want our share. It's still early."

Rob said "This felt so good, but you know it's my limit, I can't take any larger dildo. I won't let you do that."

Marion hissed "You aren't in a position to make demands, but as I promised, trust is the keyword and we won't do things somebody really doesn't want. That brings us to our next examining point."

Jenny came closer and gave a small box with she had been taken from the second drawer.

Marion took out a small nasty looking clamp.

"Nothing to be afraid of, Rob," Marion saw his fear. "It has some rubber on the inside and the pressure isn't high. We just try what you can bear," and she placed one on his nipples.

"Ouch," Rob shouted, "take it off!"

Quickly Marion took it off. "Mmm, this is too painful? But surely you can bear this," and then she took his skin next to his nipples and put a clamp on it.

Rob gave no comment.

"I thought so," Marion said, "This is better, even gives you pleasure, right? It's very stimulating."

Then she took a second clamp and did the same at his other breast.

"The funny thing is, I can give you a whole bunch of these, and that even includes the skin of your balls. It will be annoying, but also stimulating. It's a pity your nipples can't be used, maybe in the future; it's all a matter of practice."

Then Marion removed the dildo and took off the nipple clamps and started to untie him.

Within seconds Rob was loosened and he sighed of relief. "That feels better," he said "but it felt very stimulating and I think it is very erotic doing these things to me." 

He put on his knickers again.

"First complaining and when we stop you are disappointed?" Marion grinned.

"Typically Roberta, I told you, she is kind of a sissy," Jenny said. "But this girl will behave better in the future. Let's review with her what we have discussed before."




A Game within a Game Ch. 01



"And put on your bra also; and heels," Marion said "When you are in this house during weekends you always wear female attire, even outside the gaming time. The only time you wear your silly male clothing is when we go out or we tell you to wear your male clothing. And even then, maybe in the future, you can go out 'en femme' when you are properly dressed for the occasion."

Marion said "Right. Come on ladies, follow me please," and with saying that they all left the research room and went back to the living room.

"Roberta," Marion said "what I'm going to tell you is something you probably suspected. Jenny and I are not normal friends; in the past we had a very passionate affair. That was before you appeared. Those days were not as open-minded as you remember; therefore we had to do the proper thing. I married a family doctor, who one year ago died in a car accident as you remember." A few seconds she silenced. "He was my soul mate and best friend. But sexually I always wanted more than him, although I had a great time with John. Jenny and you were on his funeral, but what you maybe suspected: Jenny and I started a new affair. I assure you, only platonic, because we didn't want to hurt your feelings. But we came to a point that we wanted more and the solution was, to pick out the best of both worlds."

Jenny stared at Rob to watch his reaction. So far Rob didn't seem disturbed. Thank god, Jenny thought, he isn't angry.

"Rob," Jenny said, "For the moment you are Rob again, because this is very serious. I love you but I also love Marion and to be honest I don't want to lose any of the two of you. I hope we can come to an arrangement. I talked this over with Marion and also about very intimate things. Therefore she wasn't surprised to see you 'en femme'. In fact, it gives us an opportunity for a solution that can be very satisfying for all of us."

Marion took over "Rob, I am quite wealthy, my parents were rich, my late hubby also had a good job, and thus I am financially independent. I know from Jenny that you don't dislike your job, but maybe it's time for moving on, in your own pace. I don't want to rush you, but think it over when you are at home again after this weekend. By the way, I phoned your boss yesterday and managed to get you an extra day off as a surprise on my account.

My proposition is as follows: you and Jenny move over to my place and will live here.

I observed you during the months after the funeral, and I really like you and the things that Jenny told me, made me sure we can make this become a success. When you accept we will sign a legal agreement that after five years living with me as intimate friends and partners, you will be the rightful part owners of this mansion, but of course I hope you let me live with you" she grinned.

"Yet, I expect from you also indulgence. Don't be jealous when Jenny and I make love, or Roberta and I make love, Jenny, or on my account when you and Jenny make love. It's for us girls more difficult as for men, but Jenny and I have discussed this over and over and this is perhaps the best solution."

Rob hesitated with speaking "It all comes as a big surprise to me. Jenny, are you sure you want to go on with this?"

Jenny replied "Yes, I'm sure. It is not that I was bored with you, but I always had the feeling that I missed something. When Marion and me met again, it was as if I lived again. But as I said, I don't want to lose you. Therefore I full heartedly say yes."

Marion continued "But there is more Rob, and that concerns you. Besides bisexual, I'm also a dominatrix.

I always had it in me and at a certain point it came out; I will tell you in the future about that.

You have seen the research room, but that is nothing compared to my room downstairs. I used to dominate my hubby, he asked me for it and I never knew that it could be so much fun. I must have had it always in me I suppose, being a dom, but never admitted it to myself. My husband recognized it and we played lots of 'games'.

Jenny told me about your dressing up, your urge to get penetrated anally and even to get whipped sometimes, although I don't believe you have much experience with that. Jenny still has a lot to learn. 

By the way, when you agree and are willing to live here, and you quit your job, it's not the intention that you hang around doing nothing the entire day.

Therefore, during weekends starting on Friday morning you always will be dressed 'en femme', and sometimes when we feel like it, it also can happen other days of the week.

I will explain in a moment. During the rest of the time we can spend our time shopping or going out to nice places or whatever, and then you can dress your male clothing again.

So far so good?" Marion asked.

Rob's head was spinning. It was all too much. "What do you mean with dressed 'en femme'?" he asked.

Marion answered "I know you like being Roberta. Personally I like Roberta more than Rob; it probably brings out your softer side. And, you can make yourself useful of course. Just a reminder about things women always do: cleaning, cooking, making up beds, doing our laundry, just to mention a few things. Hmm, it would be nice to see you outside in your high heels hanging up the laundry. Yes, a good idea.

That is of course when you have quitted your old job. 

Also, sometimes we get friends to visit us. Don't worry, only female friends who are in the same situation as I am. There is Carmen, we are old friends but different as with Jenny, then there is Olga, she is a woman alone never married, Helena, slightly older as we are and maybe one or two other friends. When they visit us, I will inform them that I have a new maid, a very special one. I know them, they are broadminded, no problem there.

What do you think Rob?"

Rob hesitated "I have the feeling this is not all. You mentioned being a dominatrix. You examined my ass. I don't expect it was for putting ponytails in so you can make use of me as a pony?"

"Nice idea," Marion answered, "but yes, you are right, there is a very important part that I didn't mention so far. 

Listen good, this is very important. You are a beginner in S&M and maybe you stay at this point. That doesn't matter; everybody has his or her limits. But once every two weeks we spend a full weekend in the basement doing 'games'. Not full time, we eat and drink and do all normal things other people do. But I expect from you that you will join us. I will teach Jenny and I will teach you. Your role cannot be discussed, you are submissive like my late hubby was and I think we get along fine in our role. What Jenny concerns, I think she can do both, as well being a sub as being a mistress. It will be fun.

The ruling is as follows: you decide that you want to play or not play that weekend. If not, the next weekend you can decide not to play again, but in that case: the next two weekends will be played. Clear?"

"Yes Marion, perfectly clear," said Rob.

Marion said "I am very serious about this. When you do not follow this rule, it's over. However sorry and grief I feel, you are to leave the house and go back to your apartment. The next weekend you may call me or us again and humbly apologize and come back, without hesitation and we will play. You only get one chance. When it happens again it's over and out and we will see what consequences that has for your further relation with Jenny and me. I personally will regret that very much, because I believe we can have such a good and exciting time with the three of us, with many orgasms and a very satisfying sexual life. 

And not to forget, a life full of love. You get the love of two women and in return you have to satisfy them in more than one way. I really wouldn't hesitate to say yes."

Rob said "So far it's very clear and reasonable. I get the weekend to think this all over? And Jenny, what is your idea about this. Have you made up your mind yet?"

Before Jenny could answer, Marion said "Yes, Jenny agreed so far, but I feel she should decide again after this weekend. On Monday you will still be here, I will ask the both of you here in this room to put a sticker with the word 'yes' or 'no' on a piece of paper and hand it to me. Since it's a sticker we cannot see who applied what 'yes' or 'no' sticker. I will make use of a sticker also, thus I can change my mind like you guys. Only if we get 3 times 'yes' we will continue.

If there is one 'no', we will do the same next weekend and I will ask you again.

If then there still is no agreement, I cancel everything and we decide what to do next.

Jenny and I could go seeing each other, but I would love that you participate Rob. I have enough love to give for two people, and yes, I am a dominatrix, but you know S&M is love. And when we play, it does not have to be S&M, we could just scrabble."

Rob said "I don't like scrabble." 

"Neither do I," Marion said, "but you understand what I am saying. Dressing up is also a part of S&M, so we can experiment with that also."

Jenny said "Please Rob, I love you both so much and it makes me hot to think about all I can do with you and Marion. I have done my best to give you an appetizer of how things can be: this outfit, especially sought and bought for you. I want hot sex and I need it. I want to get out of my roof with pleasure each weekend and you are a part of it. Say yes dear, please. You know I love you and I can't go along with Marion if you disapprove."

Marion said "Okay, make up your mind after this weekend Rob. After all, we still have tonight, tomorrow and Sunday. 

What brings us to the games. I will explain the rules of the games just like my hubby and I played them.

We use safe words. I know in an S&M play they only make use of one word, but we use several. This has a purpose. It's to make in most cases Rob used to the things he has to undergo. Yes Rob, not all things will be very nice, but you have to please me and Jenny. I also can assure you, I won't go too far, neither will Jenny.

The safe words are 'red' and 'black'. You also get one 'white'. 

It goes as follows: during a game when you are not gagged you can use the word 'red', or when you are gagged nod three times.

'Red' means a break of maximal four hours. You really don't need that time to get to your senses, but it's more or less a time break to think things over.

When you aren't back within the four hours when used 'red' it automatically becomes a 'black'.

When you say 'black' during a session - all will end. You pack your things and go home.

When you are at home, you can contact me and say 'white'. 

If there is still time enough, you can come back to finish the game.

If not, you are to stay home the entire week and come back on Friday.

You notice, the 'black' use and consequences are about the same when not playing.

Each weekend you get two 'red'.

Everything clear?" and with that question Marion ended her speech.

For a moment Rob and Jenny were silent. Rob asked "Thus with a red you have to stop and when I say continue you go on again?" 

"Yes," Marion answered, "I restart the session, but from the point we have stopped. If the errand is to dash you twenty strokes with a paddle, and at ten you call red, you will receive after saying continue the other ten strokes. Once you used a 'red' you cannot use another one in that session, thus you are allowed just one break."

"Also," Marion continued, "a gaming weekend consists of minimal five sessions and maximal ten sessions. I just described an example of a session. That brings me to the following. You can earn sessions. You have to do your chores during the week. That can be everything. Whenever you do something Jenny or I dislike, you get an extra session. When you do your utmost best, you can earn disappearing an extra session. 

But these occasions will be rare. After all, we want to play our game.

The sessions are described on cards what you have to pull each Friday evening. That is the official start of the game weekend. In a moment I will show you them and we will commence. You cannot say 'no' to this weekend, you have to endure it to make up your mind about leaving or staying. The safe word can be used of course.

We will start with five sessions. Besides the cards with sessions, you also have to draw another card with a number on it. The number varies from five to twelve. I took out the no twelve.

I also have a max described on each session card, when you pull a number higher than the number on the session card, the session card rules.

This is of course to make you get familiar with the game. Maybe, with enough experience, we can skip that rule. For now we prefer session numbers.

Ah, I almost forgot. There is a free play session that will be played always during the weekend. Each weekend, no exception. That is to keep our senses sharp. That free session has also the safe word 'red' and can be used only once. This session is different because we can and make use of all we can think of, within reason. If Jenny decides to use a strap-on on you - this is the moment. If I feel I want to get fucked or being eaten out, all can happen. But also other things." 

Then Jenny said "The good thing is Rob, you have to make the decision what time we start the free play. But it can be really nice. It all depends on the mood we are into."

"When I hear you talk like that, Marion doesn't have to convince you anymore. I bet you have played already," Rob said, "I still feel a bit reluctant, as I always will be the sub."

"No, it will be me also sometimes, especially in the free session. And I want it. I want to undergo all what you will endure. I promise you that. It will be so much fun, at the thought alone my pussy begins to drip. Let's do a game, don't be such a sissy," and with these words Jenny declared her view.

"What do I have to do?" Rob asked to Marion.

"Great," answered Marion. "Let the games begin. One more thing, from this moment it is no longer Marion or Jenny, you will honor us with Mistress Marion and Mistress Jenny. You are now Roberta until Monday.

Only 'black' will stop all. Understood?"

"Yes Mistress Marion," Rob said.

"Roberta, stand up and pull the seams of your stockings straight. This is a warning, the next time you get an extra session," and with these words Marion started the game.

Quickly Rob rose from his chair, made lose his suspender clips and rearranged his stockings. When he fastened the clips again with great ease, Marion thought it was obvious he practiced that very often. She smiled; we will be having much fun she said to herself.

Marion took a pack of cards from a drawer next to her and spread the cards upside down on the table.

"Pick five Roberta," Marion spoke firmly.

With some hesitation Rob picked out five cards. "Don't show them yet," warned Marion, "here is another deck with the numbers." She shuffled them and Rob took another five cards.

"Please show the numbers Roberta" Marion commanded. Rob opened the number card and read them: "five, ten, five, joker with five, ten." Rob cleared his throat when he said the last word.

"The joker can be used for a one time switch, but you won't always be so lucky that you get a joker. There are only two jokers in a five two card deck. Now put the numbered cards below the session cards," Marion said. 

Rob divided the five cards and placed them under the session cards.

"Open the session cards Roberta and read aloud what it says," Marion spoke again with a harsh voice.

She didn't want him to stop now - this was a crucial moment.

Rob turned the cards one after another and read out aloud the instrument and the number: "Cat 'o nine tails, five; bull whip, ten; paddle, five, flogger, joker; penis flogger, ten. The number on the bull whip card is two, so I presume that is the real number. I want to change the joker card flogger with the penis flogger card. So that makes ten flogger and five penis flogger."

"Well done," Marion admitted. "Since we only have five sessions, we start tomorrow morning at ten sharp.

You may decide when we do the free session, I suggest between the normal sessions. Coming Sunday afternoon we receive my friends, and then I will need your services. You will be notified. Sunday morning I want to teach Jenny a few tricks, and then you also will be needed. It will be a busy weekend. Now I want to show you the basement. Follow me."

Marion walked before Rob with her hips swinging and he felt his prick rising again. Oh no, he thought to himself. 

Jenny suddenly said "I see you can't control yourself Roberta and your seams are not as they should. May I propose another two sessions, Marion?"

"But of course Jenny, this maid is not as obedient as she should be. What gave you your stiff clit Roberta?"

"Umm, sorry Marion - you walked in front of me and you have such lovely legs," Rob said.

"Another session; that makes three," Marion said "when you speak to me or Jenny it will be Mistress Jenny or Mistress Marion."

They reached the bottom of the stairs and Marion said "We have a toilet and shower here for any inconveniences and also we can freshen up between or after sessions. Ladies enjoy our playroom."

Marion put on the light and Rob was amazed when he entered the room. It had been a cellar what was rebuild in a room that held the middle between a relax room and a gym. It was about sixty feet long and about thirty feet wide. The walls were covered with dark green curtains. Alongside the opposite wall was a bench placed where they could sit. Before the bench was a large table with some glasses on it, next to the bench stood a refrigerator. On the left side along the wall was a round wooden board with hand- and foot cuffs and some belts in the middle. It could turn so that the victim could be held upside down.

On the right side was some sort of climbing rack placed, also with cuffs.

Next to it was a pillory standing with holes for hand and head. It didn't look very inviting.

"Watch out for the rings in the floor," Marion said when they walked to the bench. At the ceiling ropes were hanging and also some chains, attached to certain devices that could be handled from a distance for lowering the ropes and chains.

In the center was a leather-covered bench, about two feet high. Alongside there were also cuffs and rings.

Next to it was an X-cross erected and again with cuffs, belts and rings attached.

Next to the door where they came in, the room also had two cages, one three feet high, the top leather-covered with a hole in the center where the prisoner could stick his or her head out while the other cage was some seven feet high and barred, and the prisoner in that cage would be exposed to every whim of his keeper.

Left of the round table attached to the wall, several low cupboards had devices placed on them what you only could see in an S&M chamber and that was this room of course. All kind of whips, but also things what only could be described as chirurgical instruments.

Marion saw that Rob turned pale as a sheet when looking at the instruments. 

"Relax Roberta; most of the chirurgical stuff is decoration. The only thing that can be handy in an emergency situation is the scalpel, for fast freeing purposes." 

"I don't like these instruments," Rob stated pointing at the chirurgical stuff.

"This is a very good moment to tell me and Mistress Jenny: is there something what is absolutely forbidden to use on you?" Marion asked.

Rob said "First of all: no needles; ever. I hate them. Also, when you whip me, I don't want to see blood afterwards. I have never tried candle wax; I think I can have that, but absolutely no fire. Also, I'm extremely sensitive on my balls. I have been kicked at school in my balls one time, and I passed out.

So no kicking, busting or whatever some mistresses sometimes perform on men. Maybe you think I'm a sissy, but I like soft S&M, role-play and such, nothing else.