"What are you doing here?"

 

I turn slightly my head and look with the corner of my eyes, there's a litteral golden utahraptor and behind him a tall as fuck and skinny green gallimimus looking at me, i barely see that silver pterodactyl standing behind the two. So that is their new band? I mean, it's better than a purple trigger and a pink raptor. "Stop thinking about that, you are in a deep shit, remember?". Oh, yeah thanks brain, i forgot. As i start thinking about an excuse, i feel the golden utahraptor being grabbed and pushed away.

 

"Lost objects, idiot."

 

"Oooh, i completely forgot, but why Dave put it there?"

 

I get up slowly, trying to cover my face to prevent Fang to recognize my face. Too late, they leave their grasp on the gold dino and come closer to me. At this moment, i just can't feel my leg anymore. I freeze when i feel their hand taking my shoulder.

 

"Hey skinnie, i hope you found what you were looking for but now you need to get outta here, i don't like having vermin like you in the only room where i can rest a little."

 

At this point, racism is not affecting me anymore. I struggle to let out a complete and audible sentence.

 

"I...yeah...i...sorry...gotta go"

 

I try to get out of their grip but it just squeeze harder, what's going on? "Well, i'm glad to announce you that we are going to die". Wait, how? They can't have recognized me, they are behind me, they can't see my face! "Your voice, dumbass". Oh c'mon, my voice? After five years?! It can't be real, they should had forgot about me since ages. I try again to get out of their grip and like the complete retard i am, i turn myself to face them.

 

"What are you doing, let me out!"

 

My eyes lock in Fang's eyes. "Okay, we hit rock bottom, it's the end of the line this time". Fuckfuckfuckfuck, what did i do?! Their face is red and it's obviously not blush, it's pure rage. 

 

"Benji, Jacob, get...out...NOW!"

 

I would like to run with them but i'm still in their grasp, their claw entering in my shoulder, it's not bad as i thinked but it still hurt. Before i could say anything, they push me violently in the pile of lost objects, ow...

 

"ANON, son of a BITCH! Why are you here?!"

 

"I-"

 

"SHUT UP, LITTLE BASTARD!"

 

I shut my mouth, okay i deserved it, i just look at my shoes. Waiting for a respond or a scream, even a punch, yeah i would like a punch in the face. Not that i'm a masochist but i think that would be the least they could do to everything i did to them.

 

"Five fucking years, Anon, five years and you never came back to apologize or trying to fix this shit. Look at me... LOOK AT ME ANON"

 

They grab my head and i look up at them...

 

"I'm sorry..."

 

"Oooh no, it's not a simple sorry that gonna fix everything"

 

Tears staring to form in their eyes, they clenches their fists, they clearly didn't pass trough it since. For me, i already cried all the tears i could, i'm now dry and nothing can come out of me, not anymore...

 

"I don't want to see you, get out, let me alone, run away like you always did and don't come back ever again, you heard me?"

 

I just stay there, not knowing what to do."Here's your chance, you can run away, you can be a pussy and hide yourself again for five long years or you can stay and fix this once and for all, it's your choice stupid". My brain is fucking annoying, i need to find another one. I just... i want... a second chance, i got what deserved and i know i should never be forgiven. Why they would give another chance to a guy like me? An alcoholic, ex drug addict, smoker and poor dumbass like me would deserve to die alone in the streets, stabbed and robbed for a little 5$.

 

"You still mumble, idiot."

 

"Arrgh for fuck sakes! Listen Fang, punch me, choke me, stab me, do everything you want okay? I don't fucking care at this point, i just want to rest... just a little...rest..."

 

They slap me in the face. "Deserved". i know brain, i know... I get up and face them, i'm not gonna try anything. I grab my bag but Fang's voice stop me.

 

"I knew it was you when i found RAYmba on the table, why did you came here? To harass me, get me down, hurt me again?"

 

"I just wanted to watch a GODDAMN SHOW!"

 

I surpise myself by my tone, it was louder than i expected, even Fang seems disturbed by my sudden angry voice.

 

"I got out of you life like you asked me so tell me why would i be here to hurt you again? Why do you think i ran out of this place when i saw you?"

 

"So that's it, you come here to tell me to piss off? I tought you were dead Anon!"

 

"Well, maybe it would be better if i stay dead, i don't want to live this again, i don't want to hurt you again Fang"

 

These last words hit them hard i think because they start crying. "Wow, you are really the worst to comfort someone" Shut up, it's better like this, if i come back into their life it could be worst, way worst. I put my hand on their shoulder, they instantly push it away.

 

"Don't, fucking touch me"

 

"Fang you still have a life to live but not me, it's too late for me and it's been like that for a long time now. Don't worry, once i get out of this room, you'll never see me again, i promise"

 

I start walking toward the exit. "I want another body". Sorry brain but you are stuck with me and i'm stuck with you. When i walk outside, two dinos looking absolutely shocked of what just happened stand in the hallway staring at me. I let out a long sigh, i didn't expected to have this reunion. I'll leave this city tomorrow but for now, i don't want to talk with anybody tonight. I already had my therapy session, well the Scandinavian method but still, i had enough for today. I buy one last pizza before leaving, now there's only one dollar left in my wallet. Oh i forgot i owe Robert 10$, he's not gonna be mad at me, i hope. When i get out of the place i see one of the band members starting running to his home, it's the utahraptor, Benji if i remember correctly. After the tall golden dino, i see the even taller green tree, the gallimimus, his name is Jacob i'm pretty sure. I'm waiting to see the silver pterodactyl, after several seconds i start walking to... i don't know, somewhere i can just rest for the night.

 

I walk past the back of the Pizza Time and there they are, standing in front of the door, they instantly see me but don't talk or walk to me, "don't be surprised, you just announced them that they will never see you again after, fucker" Thanks brain, you always have the best timing! "Oh sorry if mister don't like my intervention" Just shut up, god i'm really arguing with my own brain, what's the problem with me? "Fang waited five fucking years to see you, with hope that you will apologize and try to fix everything, look at you now, running away like you do every time, did you thinked about what they would feel about this, what they can do after this announcement?" I...i don't wanna think about that okay? "They were on the edge, now they are literally hanging in the void and you are not here to catch them, hell even yourself is hanging in the void!" Exactly, you said it yourself, it's too late for me, i can't catch them because i already fell, but there's still hope for Fang, i know it. "Can i tell you a secret?" Brain, what the fuck did you do... "You don't know but we stopped, Fang is still there looking at our direction and just so you know, you still mumble, good luck buddy!" Motherfu...

 

"Anon..."