>>67037143>"I'm a mess. Barely held together ball of stress. I can't ask you to deal with that. Not for me.">Still nothing.>"So I just can't. Can't drag you down with me. You're not ugly, not mean, not someone I dislike. You're great. Too great.">I think I finally settle enough to fully let it out.>"You'll find someone better. Someone who props you up, not drags you down. I can't selfishly step in like that.">I feel the morose speech settle in. This is it.>"If...if we can I still want to be friends. I do like hanging out with you. I get it if we can't.">Naser steps in >"Nona." His voice is firm. I pick my head up to look at him. He's not distraught nor displeased. He's got a strange sort of smirk on him.>"So you like me back, then?">I stammer out instantly "I- I mean yes but look we can't-">"Good.">He leans forward and hugs me. Dude I just told you we can't->He speaks to me without letting go.>"You're nothing like you think you are." My heart jolts. Don't do this to me you perfect man.>"I promise you you won't be a burden. You've already helped me feel better. Can you not see?" I swallow. No he doesn't really know who I am. He'll hate me. He'll abandon->"I won't" ...did I say that out loud?>"Show me. We have to at least try. C'mon." He pulls back and looks at me with a smile and pleading eyes. I want to say yes so bad. I want to be happy too.>He reaches out and grasps my hands in his. The cool smoothness of his scales rings something inside me. I find the courage to do this, a leap off the deep end. I can't be happy if I don't try.>"Okay.">I'm hugged again. God this is nice.>I find my hands slowly reaching behind him, tucking under his wings. We rock back and forth a while. I notice a gray figure in the door's window.>Fang's there, smiling. I get a thumbs up. God I owe her. She turns and leaves. Fin, I liked where that ended up.
>>67034956Next, probably short. Small break first.