>>67486566fuck I guess I am doing WarSmith's requests now
>Been searching>For something>For someone….>I don’t know what it is I long for but…>There has been this feeling>Gnawing at me from the inside.>Ever since the shooting.>So I’ve just been asking around on threads>As desperate as it may seem, I dearly need something.>Other than this, whatever is eating at me.>Whether it’s guilt or loneliness or whatever.>I just want to feel something else for once.>and now I think I found it>After stumbling across some threads>I got into some conversation with some guy after posting about my trauma.>He seems to understand my pain and I’m having a pretty good time talking with him>from what I can tell he lives on the outskirts of Volcaldera.>Something about not liking the locals or something>I could get kind of behind it but still>as I continue talking with him he askes if we could meet up somewhere sometime>Not really keen on meeting new people especially if it comes from this god forsaken website.>But it’s not like I got anything better to do than live off of welfare and contemplate ending it all>So fuck it>I’ll bite the bullet>I quickly type out where I want to meet him>The Center of Lil Troodon and 4 PM is a decent time and place.>And he seems to agree>with that I close the thread and power off my computer.>The screen cuts to black revealing my face in the reflection>Alongside someone else’s reflection>It almost makes me have a heart attack but recomposing myself I ignore and immediately dart over to the bed.>getting under the covers I close my eyes shut and await my eventual slumber.Cont