>>69414355>I can't help but return the hug. It's a hideous and ugly cry as the weight of everything strikes us. Her actions may or may not have just potentially completely ruined a life. I'm disgusted at myself and my inability to be tough with her in the moment. It's just all too much.>I accept her as we embrace. A warmth from her I've not known in quite a while. I slowly let my hangups drain. I still care for her. No matter. There's always the chance this had nothing to do with us, with her. It's a disgusting thing to have to rely on but it's all I have.>I pray this changes something. This changes her outlook. There's a chance. I'd wager a good one. I'm nauseous thinking at what it required to spur on but...maybe this is the best for us.>I slowly shut my eyes as I lean forward and rub my hands up and down Mia's back. Thing's will change. I know it.Fin
Last for now, was fun /snoot/.