>The drive to the barracks was very bumpy, with the driver holding the pedal to the metal
>Made holding my wound so I don't lose all my blood in mere seconds a pretty fucking awful experience
>As if getting hit by a shrapnel straight into the aorta wasn't awful enough
>This is fucking bullshit
>My thoughts were getting cloudy, and the pain just wouldn't stop
>The only thing keeping me conscious was Lieutenant Red D Taur yelling in my face
>"HOLD IT, SOLDIER! YOU'RE GONNA MAKE IT OUT ALIVE, NO MATTER WHAT! JUST STAY WITH US!"
>Stay with us, uh-huh
>You know, if I just close my eyes right now and let myself some rest, it could all be over
>Just right here and now
>Nobody would even blame me
>I shouldn't fight for it
>It's hard to fight for it
>I...
>Lieutenant took my helmet off to get a better look at me
>And pulled out a photo
>"Twins, huh?"
>I managed to make a nod
>Fang sent me this photo a month ago. When I was drafted, she was already pregnant with twins. Looking at it filled my heart with purpose.
>Even if Greene was facing out from the camera, it was still a great picture.
>None of this matters now, does it?
>"Private, you cannot give up now. They need you."
>They'll manage.
>"You can't. They need you. STAY WITH ME GOD DAMN IT!"
>He shook me a bit, which made me wince
>"Come on, look at them. You're lucky to have such a family. You're gonna make it."
>I wince some more as I clench my fist. Tears roll down my face once more. He's right.
>I extend my arm to take the photo.
>As I look at it, clarity slowly returns to my mind
>I'm gonna live. For them.
>For Fang, my beloved wife
>For Amber, the light of my life
>For Gree...
>A wince of pain shakes my entire body once more
>Fang, my beloved wife
>Amber.. the light.. of my life
>And...
>
>My head hurts like shit
>I feels like I was used as a stair to the Gruggle store on the launch day of the new Grugphon
>I painfully open my eyes to see four ptero figures standing over me
>The sun was blinding my eyes
>"Fuck me..."