Chapter 1  
Here We Go Again

Well it seems like this cycle never gets old, new city, new people, and I know no one. Well since you don't know what I mean, let me take a moment and let us rewind to just 4 years ago.

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I was just an 18 year old fox, on my own. I ran away from home, yet for some reason I wanted to stay in school. I guess it was one thing I wanted to prove to myself, and kinda the big fuck you to my family. See they couldn't stand me being gay, to the point they were making my life living hell, so my 18th birthday I just left for school and didn't come home. Was one hell of day, one I will never forget for the rest of my life but I don't regret it.

From there I did a few odd jobs, got myself my own place, had a stable job as a cashier at a local big department store chain. Started to make some friends, but they were more of just people I hung out with to not let myself become to insane from lack of a social life. But I finally after about a year met a lion and wolf that were hooking up. I was their pet online, as my personal hidden social life to not let people know. But I wanted away from the hell of my boring lonely life in a city where gays never have a life. So I traveled half way across the country to meet the wolf and we would travel the rest of the way by car.

So a year later now, Well everything was great, or so I thought. I made it all the way there and well things started to go very well when I got to where the wolf lived. I met some of his friends, before we left to go on this long ass trip to move in with the lion. So me being the prepared and cunning fox I was I brought enough for a month or two to support myself if something was to go wrong. Well stupid me, the wolf needed gas money for the trip so there went 80% of my two month savings. That when we finally got there, plans changed last minute and then we were homeless... 

So pretty much long story short, I got with the wolf and they broke up. That wasn't intentional, it was merely just how it happened, as me and him lived on the streets of a city we didn't know well, with only me working because I transferred, and all sorts of other shit. It was a very dark and scary chapter of my life, and well simply put, made a large impact on my life. But we finally saved up enough money, and we were able to move back to where he hand connections and get stabilized.

Fast-forward a bit, we were together almost 2 years and things started to fall apart. I tried to save them but failed, however we ended our relationship on good terms. That also being said I was kicked out by a person who has now apologized to me, but he kicked me out to steal the boyfriend I had because well yeah, and well that boyfriend turned out to be a cheat anyways. But still, that is pretty much catching you up to speed with things.

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Anyways, fast forward a month later and here we are. I am in a city with people I don't really know still doing the job I started back when I was with the wolf that lets me work from home and pay my bills.  However, I am now trying to focus on work and keep the money flow going but that being said I been living with the slight hidden depression of being single and not looking attractive... what a great combination... and thus my story begins again.