Such a mistake
Such a disaster
To meet a man
Who has led me in mental plasters
Insanity, you got a hold of me
But you're holding me down too long
Such a mistake, such a mistake

Ran off with your boy, left me in pain
I'm screaming out, wondering
How to drop this out, how to leave it behind
I wasted two years, of my time?

Why eh? 
What was the point of all this
Daydreaming sunk to the abbyss
Of your new boy, ready to play every night
Leave me here, full of your venom bite?

Snake boy, you got me snakeboy
Never loved me so, he said
He wasted 2 years, somehow it's hard to define
But every intimacy I make up, leaves me insane

So come on baby, what you gonna do
Never come back and hate me through and through?
Do you know what it's like to sit through 2 months
And feel only your seething anger on my tongue?
Somehow I messed up, got it all wrong

[chorus]
Please make sense to me, oh please
Sure I dumped you, but now it's with the birds and the bees
Why isn't it over? Why am I suffering so long?
You tell me the day after you never loved me
I was just your fuck buddy all along?

How do I take this in, I would love to like vanilla delight
Move on now, changing only throws me out of sight
All I feel is deeper redder blood, pump through your veins
If I'm such a mistake, I understand the shame
But it should be over, but I'm not sure how long
[chorus]

Karma hitting me now? I'm sure as hell
But I fixed the abuse, wheres my nice day?
I didn't lie for 2 years, I was totally straight with you
Left alot of times to forget however the abuse
The lies and promises you'd break
You say you're only young

But you're not the only one

So give me up, let me go
Nobody has to know, I'm bleeding to death
I wanted to kiss and make up, end regrets and fix the past
I can't regret something that'll never last
It's common sense, yes my heart was blown and it's wrong
But it's no use holding on, when you're off with another man

[bridge]
Baby, I swear, I was underprepared
Same as you, we were both baby blue
Snuggling tight, dreaming of tucking in
But baby, I do wanna accept it, it's a fight with my heart
I know too well you wanna tear me apart

But I do wanna let this go and forget the past
I know I done wrong
I'd love to be cooperative, but my heart is tying you down I know
I still love you, if you ever run back
I still fixed all that I did in this pact

Maybe I'm not romantic, but I sure shown you
I don't get me, guess it was all the cheating and ridicule
That made me insane, wanna leave you Christmas Eve
Couldn't take it anymore, all the inconsistency absurd
Can't change the past, I went to hell to face it and love you
But now what can be heard?

Just leave me I know, you wanna close fully shut the door
I know you can't hear me screaming anymore
I'm trying to move on, maybe I'll forget
I'm forgetting the control, that got you upset

Just leave me now if it makes you feel better
I understand, I wasn't a perfect lover
I'm so fast, just went insane
Couldn't see past the cheating, the light of day[bridge]
[chorus]
Please make sense to me, oh please
Sure I dumped you, but now it's with the birds and the bees
Why isn't it over? Why am I suffering so long?
You tell me the day after you never loved me
I was just your fuck buddy all along?

How do I take this in, I would love to like vanilla delight
Move on now, changing only throws me out of sight
All I feel is deeper redder blood, pump through your veins
If I'm such a mistake, I understand the shame
But it should be over, but I'm not sure how long
[chorus]

I just wanna move on
I just wanna move on
Make it easier on you
Move on... to move on...
I know I done wrong, I changed the past
Now I know you're having a blast
I know, too long, too long...