I try to push it away
I try to run from myself
I try to get away
I try to get away from myself
I try to run away
I feel nothing at all
Before there is so much of something
That I begin to crawl
Right
Back
To you
I begin to crawl
Right
back
to you
Something keeps on surfacing I feel dead if I ain't yours
I feel we've been connected for life
Why do I feel this semblance with you?
Just wanna understand it
I wanna be pleasurable with you
I'm starting to feel worse everyday
Without you
This heart is yours, signed sent delivered
No matter how much I'll hate
There is something I can't run from
Because whenever I get too far
Your chain pulls me along, with you
I feel intense fear and hate
Before slowly the animal dissapears
And I start to uncover, who I was before
and what it all means
I just feel so dead inside, without you
Couldn't stand a week without you
Because over those days I was wasting away
Wasting away on you
You know my love is covered
But I can't do this any longer
Of running any longer
It's only killing me
From day one, I just knew something was wrong
And it wasn't with you, it's me running
Trying to be nice but I'm done running
I was trying to be kind and detach
But now I'm out of matches
I don't want anyone else
But you loving boy, no one else is on the shelf
It's only you I want
It's only you need
I crave you with intoxication
I want no one else but you and I
To breathe
Forget difference, I'd die without you
Forget your anger, I'll get sick without you
Because it just seems like the more you run away
I'm beginning to see how limited I really am
Can't run from it, no no
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I want your love, if my brains says the other direction
My hearts on reflection and I swear
I want peace, so much inner peace
I wanna free myself, but these shackles ain't breaking
I'm a slave, and you've got a chain to my heart
You tug me along, I try to run, but then it gets too short
This is real love
This is real life
I cannot deny reality, screw polarities
Without you I'm thinking of no life
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I try to smile every single day
But it'll never go away
Inside it's burning and like a dog I try to run
But your names always gonna be on my collar
I was truly happy for a while
I tried to smile, I tried to smile
And I know you're just exactly the same
Wether I like it, somethings inside your veins
Just like mine
I just can't run anymore
I just can't do this anymore
My mind is on solo
But my heart wants me to get you back for sure
If I ignore one, it'll kill me for sure
So I'm yours, ah ah
I'm yours
I know I'll chase you
Damn I just can't erase you
I wanna be pleasant and kind
But it seems I'll be on the lookout this time
For you, ah ah
For you
Bridge:
I just wanna be nice, but my heart screams
Love this man already, it'll kill you and me
I just wanna leave but you're pulling me along
Babes, I wanna leave, but your hearts where I belong
I just wanna be nice, but my heart screams
Love this man already, it'll kill you and me
I just wanna leave but you're pulling me along
Babes, I wanna leave, but your hearts where I belong
I just wanna be nice, but you're killing me in two
Love this man already, I'm a fool for you
Walter Umana Ticas, your names on my heart
And I can't get it off, no no
Will take something not of this world, oh oh
Chorus:
I want your love, if my brains says the other direction
My hearts on reflection and I swear
I want peace, so much inner peace
I wanna free myself, but these shackles ain't breaking
I'm a slave, and you've got a chain to my heart
You tug me along, I try to run, but then it gets too short
This is real love
This is real life
I cannot deny reality, screw polarities
Without you I'm thinking of no life
Chorus end:
Bridge 2:
So love me right now, oh oh
Don't let me go, oh oh
Cause I can't stand another day
Of feeling sick and tired, so damn lonely
I'll try to find another but it'll never work
If you can see my charm we can make it work
I'm not a lover, I'm a fighter for you
Gonna die without you, woo woo
Your love is my medication
Oh oh
Don't leave me sleeping, keep me awake
Your my sake, my sake
Just love me right now, I got no choice
This is me feeling too much pain to speak
Trust me I could leave but I'm yours
Just a realist speaking, my heart can't hate for too long
And I never forget, never forget
I'l run for the rest of my life
I'll die still somehow
Or drink myself to death, disconnection is poison
Whatever do I do?
Don't know how to stand you but I know I'll be pulled along
My heart is screaming love him, and I want him to stay
Can't help myself, fate is too dark a word
But fate is it, you and I are meant for each other
I'm lucid for you, desperate for your body
Mollycoddle me, strip me down to nothing
Treat me like a dog, I'm yours, yours, yours
Chorus:
I want your love, if my brains says the other direction
My hearts on reflection and I swear
I want peace, so much inner peace
I wanna free myself, but these shackles ain't breaking
I'm a slave, and you've got a chain to my heart
You tug me along, I try to run, but then it gets too short
This is real love
This is real life
I cannot deny reality, screw polarities
Without you I'm thinking of no life
I want your love, if my brains says the other direction
My hearts on reflection and I swear
I want peace, so much inner peace
I wanna free myself, but these shackles ain't breaking
I'm a slave, and you've got a chain to my heart
You tug me along, I try to run, but then it gets too short
This is real love
This is real life
I cannot deny reality, screw polarities
Without you I'm thinking of no life
Chorus end: