Ive wanted to call the suicide hotline for some time |
Im curious what would they say who would it be?
I wish i had the option to cut my own lifeline |
If i did what would be the day what would i say i need?

Ive wanted to call the suicide hotline just to say im fine |
But the resources wasted itd hurt my soul inside |
What if i did theyd see through me and id get declined |
I could say im calling for a friend they promise to call next time |

No.

My life has been decided for better or worse |
Im living till the day i get shoved in a hearse |
Ive promised too many people i love my time and my words |
Im gunna always remain strong for them no matter how much it hurts |

Ive seen pain ive seen blood ive seen broken minds and scars as long as shooting stars and as deep as the are far away |

And for those people they belong too im standing strong for right or for wrong because i promised id be here till my dying day |

Ive wanted to call the suicide hotline |
But love |
Always gets in the way |