Today all my heart can do is cry. Today all I want to do is die. The one I love will be wed. The love in me will feel dead. Today for her I laugh and smile. Today inside I cry all the while. I sit and watch her big day. I watch my love waste away. Today ends years of trying to earn her heart. Today begins my eternal friend part. She will never know the pain I feel. She will only ever see a happy shell. Today all I can do is cry. Today all my heart wants to do is die.