Maybe Today is the day I'll rise to the surface And breathe Finally filling my lungs With clean air All my fighting to reach the surface Finally bearing fruit Or maybe Today is the day I'll sink even deeper Closing my eyes And resigning myself Into the depths Knowing I won't ever break free From all of this water Drowning in emotions It's the same today As any other day And I don't think I'll laugh And find that spark That will set me free And make me want to fight again All of my fight left When I released you from my grasp Knowing that I was saving you And damning myself Made it easier But it didn't make it hurt Any less Maybe Today is the day