_________________________________________________________________ Plush Love Volume I Episodes 1-34 Copyright (c) 2008, FurryWurry All rights reserved. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 1 Plush in the Night _________________________________________________________________ Ben woke gradually to chill darkness. The world around him had changed. When sunrise had brought sleep, he'd been on a high shelf in a brightly lit room. Below had been a pile of much smaller plush friends. Now he was at one end of a low platform and his friends were nowhere to be seen. This room was small, and the only light came from a dim digital clock. In the quiet, he thought he heard a noise. Something breathing? Some one breathing? Ben withdrew into stillness. People mustn't see him move. His eyes continued to adapt to the darkness. The breather was much closer than he'd first thought. Although it sounded distant and muffled, its source shared the platform with him. One of its ends was only inches away. It was completely covered, though, so Ben couldn't see what it was. Suddenly it squirmed under its dark blue cover. The surface of the platform started to undulate. Could it be water? The breather stopped moving and gradually the waves died out. This water was very strange. It was blue enough, with hints of green, but was quite dry and... furry? Whatever it was, it hid the breather well. He still couldn't make out what was under the covering. Sight just wasn't going to be enough. Quietly, Ben breathed deeply. Maybe his poor sense of smell would help. Yes. That was a human under the covering. Male, and apparently mature. The scent was almost unmistakable. Ben was afraid for the first time. He'd heard horror stories about adult human males. How they were the ones who declared plush to be unfit toys for youngsters who'd grown up, and "disposed" of them. Ben wondered how he'd gotten here. It had happened while he was sleeping. Someone finally must have bought him! He'd always dreamed of being taken home to be cherished by some youngster. Many evenings at the store, when he'd been awake but withdrawn in stillness, young people had squealed in delight when they'd seen him. Many had climbed on him, hugged him, and declared their undying devotion. Their parents always dragged them away crying, though. Finally a clerk had put Ben on a high shelf were he couldn't be touched and dirtied by small hands. If he could have, Ben would have wept. The anguish had been almost unbearable. It must have been the tag around his neck. Parents had winced when they read it. It surely had had something horrible written there, but Ben hadn't been able to see what it was. When he'd asked other plush, they'd just shaken their heads. The tags he'd been able to see only had cleaning instructions and named the distant company which had made him. Ben suddenly realized that the abominable neck tag was gone. His itches had stopped, too! All of the other tags that had been tied through his skin were missing. Someone had carefully removed them. He felt much better. And a bit braver. Slowly, moving just one paw at a time, Ben crept toward the other end of the platform. He had to learn what was sharing the room with him. Every movement started small ripples, but the sleeper seemed not to notice. Twang! Gurgle, gurgle. The sudden noises paralyzed him. What was happening? Was something else in the room? Had it seen him? The sounds were coming from the darkness at the bottom of a wall. Then he could move again. The room was quickly warming. It was just the heating system coming on. The sleeper suddenly turned over, face up, throwing off some of the covers. That started another large undulation of the bed's surface. Again he couldn't move, but the glow from the clock seemed brighter. His eyes were still adapting. Now Ben could see the gleam of light on pelt. Maybe he'd been mistaken. Although large, the person with him looked much younger than he had been expecting. An adolescent? He'd never seen one before. Only adults and youngsters had come into the store. Once more the waves gradually died out, and the sleeper breathed quietly. When Ben could move again, he inched toward the head of the waterbed. Finally he was close, his eyes only inches from the sleeper's face. The odor of a teenaged male filled Ben's nose. Blue clocklight gleamed on a pale pelt, on straight, dark, tousled hair. Ben was in love. He couldn't resist. Real people tasted even better than he'd imagined. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 2 Plush in the Dawn _________________________________________________________________ Luke lay quietly, eyes closed, as the early morning light sneaked in around the curtains. He did not want to get up. Remembering the dream was much more interesting, but it was fading quickly. Tongues. No, just one. A very large, very soft tongue. On his cheek. In his ear. A furry nose, pressing gently under his chin. The tongue again, caressing his throat, his shoulder, his chest. If only he could remember more. He didn't often have dreams that he liked. The ones that stuck were more like nightmares. Most recently they'd been about midterms: searching for a room he couldn't find; having to take a test for a course he'd forgotten to attend. Those he could do without. It was a relief that the real tests were over for a while. Fall break was going to be much too short. It gave him only a few days to work full time. It'd be almost relaxation compared to classes, and it would be good to have some spending money, too. Christmas was coming all too soon. Someone must have started celebrating early, though. Who could it have been? A large box had been waiting in the hallway when he got back to his apartment the previous evening. Whoever had sent it had forgotten to include any return address. Despite the size, the carton had been surprisingly light. Luke was feeling warmer and warmer. His bedroom had been rather cool when he went to sleep, cuddling up in the warm plush covers, but now he was feeling hot. The furnace must have turned on during the night. He still hadn't gotten the baseboard louvers adjusted right. Usually he knocked off the covers in his sleep when it got this warm. In fact, he could feel cool air along one side. Sweat was starting to form under the weight of the covers on the other, though. The blanket and furry bedspread didn't usually feel that heavy. They must have bunched up. Sigh. They were just too uncomfortable. Time to get up. Luke opened his eyes. Bright blue eyes stared back. The gift. "The Sudden Unexpected Benevolence of Strangers" the paper had said its name was. "But his fireside name is Ben." It seemed a bit elaborate for a joke. A long pedigree just for a stuffed toy animal? Although it was a rather large stuffed animal. "An imperial Siberian snow tiger," the paperwork claimed, "known for its ferocity, but in reality very affectionate." A large, extremely beautiful plush animal. But what was it doing lying on top of him? Before he fell asleep, the plush tiger had been across the foot of the bed. Luke was sure of that. He'd been enjoying rubbing his bare feet though its fur. He'd never felt anything so soft. The last thing Luke remembered was pulling his feet back under the covers and curling up. Oh, well, maybe he'd grabbed it in his sleep to help keep warm. Some nights he thrashed around a bit. And he knew he used the bathroom sometimes without remembering. Luke sat up and stretched, letting the plush tiger slide off. The bed sloshed a bit. Despite the warmth, the soft fur sliding against him felt extremely pleasant. It felt just as good when he hugged it. "Good morning, Ben. Did you sleep well?" Luke buried his nose in the fur of the neck. It had a pleasant odor he didn't recognize, and the fur tickled against his chest. He ran one hand back and forth, ruffling the thick plush. Feeling a bit foolish, he looked carefully at the mouth. Nope, no way. There was no sign of any opening, just two pieces of plush cloth meeting at a seam. Heck, while he was at it, he might as well inspect the stuffed animal thoroughly. He'd been too tired to do much last night, and he still had a little while before he was supposed to be at the lab. Luke ran his hands all over the head. The striped plush there was only a bit shorter than on the body and almost as soft. He could feel some seams, though. He rubbed the short white fur on the top of the nose and the lower jaw. Even the shortest fur of the pinkish-tan nose was soft against his cheek. Tickling the grey and white ears, he smoothed the short mane framing the head. It was still a bit ruffled from earlier. The neck and chest felt firm as he hugged it again. The body was much softer, while the legs and tail were almost floppy. He still couldn't get over the size. The few stuffed animals he'd had as a child had been only a foot or so long. He'd seen some bears that stood somewhat over two feet high, though. This tiger was more than five feet long from its nose to the tip of its tail. Its body seemed to be almost as long as his own. Luke stretched the cat out on the bed, then threw back the rest of the covers. Laying beside it, he looked down. Yup. With its shoulders level with his, their rumps were just about even. Rolling Ben onto his back, Luke rubbed the soft plush belly, following the stripes where they wrapped around. The firmness of the upper front almost felt like a rib cage. The nether regions had a few seams where the legs and tail were joined, but despite his name, Ben was quite neuter. The plush animal looked a bit awkward on its back like that. Ben was obviously designed to look best resting on his stomach, head up and alert. Luke started to roll the big cat over again, but the bed seemed to be a bit more crowded than before. Somehow the plush tiger wound up on top, Luke's nose pressed into the front of its chest. Mmmmm. That did feel good. Luke decided he wasn't going to be on time for work today. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 3 A Lonely Plush in the Afternoon _________________________________________________________________ Ben watched wistfully as the door slammed behind Luke. What could possibly be the matter? It couldn't be anything he had done. Like all good plush animals, he couldn't do anything at all when there was the slightest chance it would be noticed. He sadly decided that it must be some strange human ritual: look at a clock, yell, and stop whatever you'd been doing just so you could pull on clothes and run away. Earlier in the morning, though, he'd come to the delighted conclusion that Luke really liked him. Ben had enjoyed the grooming, the cuddling, the hands stroking his sides or tickling his belly. It must almost be like a kitten cared for by its mother, he thought. Despite Luke's size, he often seemed to act much like a cub himself. Like when he rubbed his face against Ben's. Little cubs did that when they wanted their parents to regurgitate food for them. Not that Ben could do that! Strong feelings of affection overwhelmed the plush feline. No story told in the store's plush pile could ever touch the reality of having his own human. He purred loudly -- no person was there to hear. Luke had alternated the caresses with stretching the cat out to admire his design. He'd stared at the expressive face with stiff nose whiskers, jaunty ears and bright blue eyes, the deep chest and proud neck, the broad back and gently protruding belly, the strong hindquarters and soft tail. Ben knew he was justified in being a bit vain. Every time Luke had looked at the tiger for more than a minute or two, though, he'd returned to petting him. Stroking his neck, his legs, his back, his stomach. Tickling his own stomach with Ben's tail. More memories to make Ben purr. Until suddenly... The clock. The abominable time keeper. "Twelve o'clock?" Luke had yelled, "I'm late!" He'd leaped out of the bed making big waves, dressed and run out the door. Ben sighed. Alone. He wondered for how long. At the store, people had usually left when a 5 appeared on the clock. Maybe Luke would come back then? At least he could hope. The tiger looked around. Maybe there was something of Luke's to keep him occupied. He couldn't move anything, of course, but looking and smelling, that should be OK. The sheets. A light blue, the upper one shoved down to the foot of the bed with the blanket and bedspread. Maybe they'd been on the bed a few days. MmmMmmMmm. Yes. He could smell Luke in the folds. It must have been lonely for him, before Ben came. The plush cat still wondered about that. How had he gotten here, anyhow? What else? Ah, the pillow. Luke's head must have rested there a lot. Another odor worth purring over: hair oils rubbed into the pillowcase. Ben rubbed his own face in that, then looked around some more. Electronics on a table: a computer, its screen dark; a pair of speakers. No TV? Books on shelves, though. There were lots of books, some piled open on a desk. Although there'd been colorful picture books near the plush pile in the store, none of them had been as thick as Luke's, filled with such dense black marks. Ben could barely make them out from the bed. There were numbers and letters, with squiggles that weren't in most alphabets. Textbooks? Maybe he still goes to school? And where were these recognitions coming from? Ben was sure he'd never seen such things before. Oh, look: a pile of dirty clothes in a corner! Ben hopped down from the bed to the deep, green carpet and went over to nose at them. Underwear was on top. It had some interesting scents. Underarms and deodorant were strongest. That made him sneeze. Too unnatural. There was a strong smell of something nasty on the blue pants underneath, too. Tar? Whatever that was. Several doors were closed to Ben, but one was open, letting him pad into a small dark room with porcelain fixtures. It had interesting aromas, too. The floor was dry, but it seemed Luke missed once in a while. On the other paw, the tiny food nook was almost odorless. Maybe some cereal? That didn't interest a faux carnivore like him. Oh, well. He wandered back to the bed. It rippled only a little as the dejected plush tiger climbed back on. He flopped down as if tossed by someone in a hurry, but somehow his nose landed in the pillow. Ben slept. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 4 An Evening to Cuddle Plush _________________________________________________________________ Ben woke abruptly to warm darkness. Something was happening. A key was rattling in the door. Luke! Could it be? Finally! It had been a long wait. Five o'clock had come and gone with no sign of him. Now it was after nine. Ben had been getting worried. Had something happened? Had Luke been hurt? Even the thought of that possibility was gut wrenching. The door opened and the lights came on. It was! Luke! Although he did look rather tired and sad. His face lit up with a smile, though, when he saw the tiger sprawled on the bed. "Hi, Ben. I hope your day was better than mine." As he closed the door, Luke noticed how warm the room was. "Wow, has the heat been on all day?" Thank goodness it was included in the rent. Luke started taking off his clothes. They quickly joined the pile in the corner. "I'll be with you in a minute, Ben. I've got to take a shower." In his rush to leave at noon, he hadn't taken the time to brush his teeth, let alone bathe. The stress of the day afterward hadn't helped: software that didn't work and people who'd been nasty about it. A close friend ignoring him had hurt, too. The lab was a lot quieter in the evening, so he'd stayed late to try to finish the project, but it still had bugs. Ben saw the light come on in the bathroom, then heard Luke use the toilet. Water started in the shower. From the humming and splashing noises, he could tell that Luke was enjoying getting clean. Soon the water stopped, though, and he could hear a towel being applied vigorously, and then a toothbrush. Finally the light clicked off and Luke came out. Now the room felt comfortable rather than warm. Luke sprawled out on the bed next to Ben. It felt good to relax with someone so friendly. Luke felt a bit of surprise. The plush tiger did seem to be welcoming him. The cat certainly wasn't about to say any of the things Luke'd overheard about lazy sophomores. Luke pulled the stuffed animal close. With its head on one shoulder, he could reach around and stroke the soft fur while holding it tightly. "Ah, Ben, you are a friend indeed." Luke relaxed. The soft weight was soothing, almost like a hug. Luke groaned. "Oh, well, one more thing to find out." He got up and turned on the computer. "Hey, Ben, do you want to help?" He sat down with the tiger in his lap. "Mmmpfh." It was just too big. Typing around it, with his face full of plush fur, just wasn't going to work. He let Ben slip down between his legs. That was a bit better. The body fur stroked his lower legs, and the tiger's forelegs rested gently on Luke's upper thighs. The disk whirred a bit while the browser connected to the campus login service. A picture of the university's scowling, pot-bellied mascot appeared, waiting for Luke to type his password. Maybe it was just as well that Ben couldn't see the screen. Luke thought the mascot was rather cute, and it wouldn't do for the white tiger to get jealous. He grinned at the idea. It could be that he was anthropomorphizing just a little too much. Oh, no. The math midterm grades had been posted, but he wasn't anywhere near the top. Or even the middle. Luke turned off the computer with a slam. He certainly didn't feel like leaving it on, even to watch cable. Ben didn't know what was wrong, but the way he was tossed on the bed told him that his boy was hurting. Luke almost dove after him, making the surface slosh wildly. He grabbed the plush tiger tightly and buried his face in the fur. Engineering physics was so hard! Luke wrapped his legs around the soft white tiger and hugged it tightly for a long time. Eventually he loosened his grip a little and rubbed his face on the plush. The fur was damp with his tears. Nineteen was supposed to be too old for crying, but he knew Ben wouldn't mind. Ben was his friend. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 5 Dreams of Plush: Floral Encounter _________________________________________________________________ A low spring sun shone brightly on the rolling tundra. Unseasonable heat had brought out a carpet of tiny bright flowers and hair-fine grass. The ground was soft and cool underfoot. Luke looked around bemusedly. He'd never been any place like this before. There were no signs of any habitation: no houses, no smoke, no paths. No way for him to have gotten here. No way to get back. Along one horizon, he could see what might be mountains made a dim blue by distance. In other directions, the colorful ground seemed to extend forever. A gentle, comfortable breeze caressed him. There was no hum of insects: no biting flies, neither bees nor wasps to sting. Somewhere birds were singing, though. Maybe one of the cloud shadows chasing across the land was actually a herd of animals. It was too far away for him to be sure, and it wasn't headed this way, anyhow. He knelt and inspected the ground cover. The tiny flowers gave off a faint sweet odor. When he moved his foot, they seemed to crush beneath it, releasing a stronger scent. When he lifted it again most sprang back undamaged, but others left a colorful stain on his foot. The grass felt soft and smooth like the pelt of an animal, but green and a little cool. It was too dense for him to see the earth beneath. The vegetation wasn't entirely uniform. Some of the flowers were larger with denser foliage than others, and there were several clumps of dark, reed-like stalks. Dried remains left over from the previous season, perhaps? They looked stiff and brown. Some of the larger clumps seemed to be harboring patches of melting snow. He walked over to one of them. The grass and flowers were springy under his step. Yup. A testing finger confirmed it. It was snow, alright, slowly melting into the ground. It tasted like the purest, icy spring water. He wouldn't go thirsty, anyhow. Maybe some of the flowers were edible? But he wasn't hungry. No matter. _________________________________________________________________ See the ferocious carnivore wake slowly from its nap. Its sensitive nose detects the delicious scent of prey. Through slit eyes it watches a pale biped dancing carelessly in the distance. Sunlight gleams on a glossy pelt. Shadows and light reveal muscles bunching and relaxing. This beast has gone too long without a meal. Soon will be the time to feast. To taste tender meat. _________________________________________________________________ Luke enjoyed the fresh air, the floral scent, the gentle breeze. No tests, no computers, no people to insult him, no clothes to bind. He tried doing a few hand stands, but kept falling with a soft thump. Rolling in the grass was fun, too. It tickled, and the flowers left behind small smears of odor and color. Although different colors of flowers were mixed together in some places, in others they were more uniform. Here there were large areas of yellow, but over there some bright red, elsewhere pale blue. He'd always preferred blue, so he wandered toward a particularly vivid patch. _________________________________________________________________ Observe the careless biped approach its destiny. Unconcerned, it lies down in the tempting meadow, but just a little too far. The mighty hunter is strong and fast, but running unnecessarily is much too boring. It will wait. The prey will surely come closer. _________________________________________________________________ Luke spread out on the soft bed of tiny bright blue flowers. The sun felt warm and comforting. A little rest wouldn't hurt. After baking his front for a while, he turned over and rested his face on his arms. The cool plants felt good on his heated front, while the sunlight felt just as good to his back. _________________________________________________________________ Watch the monster start to drool over the prey displaying itself to the hungry observer. First its front: breathing deeply to show its broad chest, its flat abdomen. The gentle curves of a strong leg are outlined against distant cloud. Then it turns to show its other side: strong shoulders, broad back, jutting rump. Waving one foot in the air, a flexing thigh and quivering calf tempt a hungry appetite. _________________________________________________________________ For a while, Luke rested with his eyes closed. When he opened them, he enjoyed playing with the colors. With just the lower eye open, all he could see were blotches of green and blue. With the upper one he could see across the top of a blue-green sea of fuzz. A few yards away was one of those patches of stalks and snow. He drowsily watched the breeze flex the reeds. Back and forth. Back and forth. The motion was almost hypnotic. Strange. Their shadows didn't follow them back and forth. Maybe they'd escaped. Like Peter Pan's. "Second star to the left ..." Pirates, lost boys, Indian maidens, the stuff of dreams. _________________________________________________________________ The hunter knows its disguise is fading. It starts to pant, building its oxygen reserves, preparing for the chase. _________________________________________________________________ Now the reed shadows seemed to be dancing on their own. Back and forth, in and out. Like shadows of bamboo on a billowing tent, like stripes on a large chest, like... Like camouflage on a monstrous foe. One with slitted eyes and a gaping maw, filled with countless teeth like gleaming white daggers. Drooling. Luke leaped and ran. He could hardly move. Each step seemed to be embedded in molasses. Strain as he would, he could only travel in slow motion. He could almost hear the fearsome beast leaping closer through the grass behind him. _________________________________________________________________ Ben yawned widely, his jaw popping. Wow, that did feel good. Whatever was Luke doing now? Running with his eyes closed? Didn't he know any better? He might trip! Look at those muscles flex. He must be really straining. Ben stretched, then bounded after. Time to join the romp. Wouldn't Luke be surprised! Luke's left foot found a clump of taller, tangled flowers. He hit the ground with a thump and a slide. Multicolored goo plastered his front. When the skid stopped, he covered his neck with his hands. Weren't you supposed to do that when attacked by bears? You lost your fingers, but not your neck? Oops. That was quite a tumble! Luke had really slimmed himself, too. But what was he covering his neck for? To keep off the sun, maybe? Did he burn easily? That couldn't happen here, though. Luke felt the dreaded shadow on his back, cooler than the sunlight, the weight of a fearsome paw pinning him firmly, a panting breath hot against his shoulders. Then tongues. No, just one. A very large, very soft tongue. On his cheek. In his ear. A furry nose, pressing gently under his arm. The tongue again, tickling his armpit, caressing his shoulder, licking more goo from his fingers. A pleasant odor, very familiar. "Ben? Ben! There's a horrible, big..." Luke twisted under the paw and stared up at the immense imperial Siberian snow tiger looming over him, silently laughing at him. A large, now disgustingly wet tongue slurped his face. Alarmed, Luke started to sit up and tried to back away, pushing against slippery flowers with hands and feet. Ben wasn't about to let that happen. Not when he had a chance for an enjoyable meal. One paw behind a leg, a bump of head to the chest, and Luke was flat on his back. A paw firmly placed on the exposed stomach with just a hint of claw made sure the prey would not try to escape again. The tiger started with Luke's face. The chin still held some floral juice that he'd missed the first time. Then the forearms, where they'd plowed along the ground. Fingers were fun to suck, tickling the webbing that had collected blue and red. Luke finally realized what was happening. He recognized a romp he'd dimly imagined on some distant morning, in another place, far away. He grinned and relaxed. What can't be cured must be endured. Riiight. Endurance was definitely the order of the day. He was still gasping for air. Next the straining chest. A smear of orange was gone too soon from the right side, so Ben exerted a little extra attention on the left, licking off its yellow and green. Luke squirmed. Then the white tiger lavished attention on Luke's stomach, tickling his belly button, making him giggle, twitch and gasp some more. Then Ben went lower, where ridges of hipbone had dug up more flowers to savor. The skilled tongue progressed to his thighs and then his knees. Those had to be scrubbed. Knees always seem to get stuff ground into them. A couple of quick swipes took care of the shins: not much juice there. But then the toes. Ah, the toes, with stems and flowers caught between. Not to mention the pulp that had been pounded into the bottoms of the feet. The white tiger could fit almost an entire foot into his mouth, first the left, then the right. He mouthed them, chewing gently, driving Luke crazy. His soles were particularly sensitive. It didn't help that the feet conspired with one another to escape, one pushing, the other pulling, slipping out of the tiger's mouth, forcing him to go chasing the truant. Luke was limp from laughing so much. His stomach hurt, too. An anguished afternoon might never have happened. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 6 A Working Sunday _________________________________________________________________ Luke lay quietly, eyes closed, as the early morning light sneaked in around the curtains. He did not want to get up. Remembering the dream was much more interesting, and unlike the previous morning, this one was not fading so quickly. Warm sunlight. Squishy flowers. A frisky tiger. Yes! A reason to open his eyes, to pull a furry body close. "That was mean, Ben. I'm ticklish!" Luke complained, not at all seriously. He'd enjoyed it. A lot. The plush tiger stared back solemnly, motionlessly. But Luke was not to be dissuaded. "I don't want you doing that again. Not unless I say you can. You understand? If you do, I can't be responsible for what happens." He gave the cat a shake. "I'm sure I'll lose my self control!" He smiled, buried his face in the tiger's neck and breathed deeply, enjoying the odor. What might he do if it could really happen? Outside a dream? His imagination suggested some answers, but he wasn't sure. When it came to actually doing something, feelings might change. Sometimes Luke felt he was too self controlled, unwilling to take chances. "Oh, well. Sorry, Ben, I've gotta go in to work again. No staying home today. People are depending on me, even though it's Sunday." His boss had said that they'd welcome him putting in a full eight hours every day for the entire fall break. Since school was out, the work-study limits didn't apply. Too bad he couldn't afford to go home like some of the other students did, the ones who weren't going some place warm to party, anyhow. It should be quiet, too. He might be able to get a lot done without interruptions. Most of the people who worked full time at the lab would be taking the day off. "Too much introspection!" he told himself firmly. "Get up!" Giving Ben a last stroke, Luke rolled off the bed and went into the bathroom. Toilet, shower, deodorant, teeth. He was glad he didn't have to do things like shave. Wouldn't that look weird! As usual, he wasn't hungry this early. Maybe a coffee at work. He dressed and left. _________________________________________________________________ "Hi, Luke, working again?" It was Nathan, not ignoring him today. One of the support staff, he almost always had time to make a friendly comment or answer questions, even silly ones. Every once in a while, though, all of his attention seemed to be somewhere else. Luke liked him a lot. He didn't act at all prejudiced, unlike some of the other stans. "Yeah. Control algorithms don't write themselves, you know." "Oh, I don't know about that. Some of the new 'plexes are pretty sophisticated. I heard they've got several over in the CS department running stuff that passes most of the Turing tests." "Sure. But faking a conversation doesn't mean they can put two and two together and get five." "Oh? Trying to drag in a one from hyperspace, are you?" Nathan joked. Luke stared at the screen. "It certainly looks like I'm going to have to. The laser motors don't seem to be able to find the focus no matter what I do. I thought this was supposed to be an easy problem. Why else would they give it to an undergrad like me?" "I can think of a few reasons." Nathan grinned. Luke wondered just what he meant by that. "Maybe you just need a break. Have you had lunch, yet? Man does not live on caffeine alone, you know." Meaning he was one, too? Yes, he did like Nathan. "Not yet. I was just thinking of getting something quick out of the vending machine." "I already looked. There's nothing but real junk left today. I don't think they refilled it on Friday. It's annoying. I guess they still think when there's no classes everybody leaves. Of course, that's our busiest time here. You'd think they'd have learned that by now." "Maybe they figure we'll all be so hungry we'll eat whatever's left no matter what it is. More profit for them." "You're probably right," Nathan grumbled. "Would you be interested in some pizza if I had one delivered? I haven't had any for a long time, but I really don't want to walk all the way to collegetown." All of a fifteen minute walk, that'd be, Luke knew. It had taken him about twenty to get to the lab this morning, and that was coming uphill from the far side. "Well, I guess." How to explain he couldn't afford to spend much for it? One of the advantages of the vending machine was that it was cheap. A lot cheaper than delivery of a fresh pizza, anyhow. "Great! I'll get a half-and-half. I'll let you know when it's here. Maybe 45 minutes." He left before Luke could ask what he meant by half-and-half. After a thirty minute struggle with the feedback math, his screen announced a message. "Pizza's in my office getting cold. BYOB." BYOB? "BRT" Luke responded, locked the screen and grabbed his fresh cup of coffee. He hurried down the empty hallway to the elevator. When he got off at the floor where the computer staff offices were, the pungent aroma of hot pizza met him. Cheese, tomato sauce, meat and spices! His mouth was watering long before he got to the office Nathan normally shared with another staff member. "Hi!" Nathan greeted him. "How about we take this to the conference room? The chairs there are a lot more comfortable." "Sure." Luke paused, then asked reluctantly "How much do I owe you for my half?" "Nothing. My treat. I really need some comfort food after having to come in today, and sharing with you gives me an excuse for not settling for a granola bar." Nathan shuddered. "That bad?" Luke asked as they walked down the hall. It was as empty as the other had been. Despite Nathan's earlier comment, it was clear that there was almost nobody around. Probably just the machine operator and one or two experimenters. Luke had welcomed the quiet so he could concentrate. "Worse," Nathan grumped. "It's what I get for living so close. Any little thing that can't be taken care of remotely, I'm the one who gets to come in to fix it. Even when there's a blizzard with three foot drifts." Luke noticed he'd avoided saying just what had gone wrong. They sat at a corner of the long table and opened the box. Half the pizza was piled high with meat, the other with vegetables. Both were thick with cheese and tomato sauce, and plenty of napkins were included. There was a long, companionable silence broken only by the sounds of chewing. Finally there was only one piece left. "That's yours," Luke pointed out. "I've had my three." Nathan looked at it wistfully. "I can't. I'm full. And I shouldn't, anyhow." "Shouldn't?" "Yeah. Cholesterol. My doctor'll be pissed if he finds out. I'm gonna have to exercise extra already. You take it." "Cholesterol? Why do you have to worry about that? You're not old enough." Nathan was maybe thirty five, Luke thought. Wasn't cholesterol an old man's disease? Not one he'd ever have to worry about himself, though. "Age has nothing to do with it, really. The buildup started when I was a kid. My parents couldn't afford the genesplice to fix it. Not like yours." Luke stiffened. "I don't have parents. I thought you knew that," he growled. "Sorry, sorry!" Nathan apologized quickly. "I meant 'not like your genesplice.' I know how DARPA screwed you guys over. It was in all the news." Ten years ago, kids brought up in an isolated creche had learned they weren't like anyone else. Funding had been canceled and the researchers working for the military had had to find fostering for them. The obvious alternative would have been murder, but lots of people with standard genetics didn't see it that way. Even today, some stans still thought they were abominations, animals that should have been put down. Luke had been nine. Still annoyed, Luke started to stand up. Nathan reached toward him. "Please, Luke, I like you. I think you got a really rotten deal, even though you're really better than most other people." Frozen, still frowning, Luke stared at the outstretched hand. Other people. Nathan really did think of him as people. Fur and all. Nathan slowly dropped his hand. His shoulders slumped. "I still want you to take that piece of pizza," he said quietly. "Sure!" Luke grinned abruptly. "I'm sorry, too. Maybe I'm just too touchy about those things. There's a lot of prejudice." Nathan smiled back in relief. "OK, then. You wrap it up and I'll get rid of the box. I'm sure there's room in the fridge. For the slice of pizza, I mean!" Nathan had been right. A lunch break with a friend made all the difference. Soon the laser motors were pointing it at the focus. Tomorrow, X-rays! _________________________________________________________________ Episode 7 Plush Dreams: The Hunt _________________________________________________________________ WARNING: This episode includes scenes which may be too intense for some readers. Viewer discretion is advised. A brilliant sun shone on the rolling tundra. The heat of the day had brought out the scents of growing things. Tiny flowers bloomed brightly everywhere, filling the air with their odors, almost hiding the trails left by small perspiring animals. * The hungry hunter sniffed carefully. The scent was faint, the footprints blurred by recovering grass. He recognized the trail, though. It belonged to a small, tender species, and it had passed this way recently. Young animals of that type were usually careless and easy to catch. Experienced ones were more cautious, sometimes crafty. Adults protecting young could even be dangerous. He'd have to be careful. Chewing on a tasty flower, the small animal relaxed in the warm sunlight. Nearby were several groves of trees and shrubs, convenient hiding places. The heat made him drowsy, but he had to stay alert. There weren't many, but it only took one predator to ruin a fine morning. He lazily watched a fuzzy bee explore a nearby blossom. Stingerless, it was one of many identical relatives filling the air with a soothing hum. * The hunter looked around quietly, moving only his head. Maybe it was still nearby. Nothing else moved but the bees. The still air carried only the scent of flowers. Too bad. He'd have to follow the trail through the grass, watching for footprints, sniffing for odors. Green blades swished against his legs as he padded along, head low. A touch! A tickle! The animal thrashed. Blasted bees. They seemed to love to land on an unsuspecting back and dance on sensitive surfaces. The annoyance chased away, he sprawled out again in the cool grass. * What was that? The hunter froze. Had he heard something moving? He listened intensely. Nothing. Just the bees humming. They weren't worth trying to catch. They were much too small. Probably sour, too. The trail beckoned. It seemed to be leading around a grove of trees. The animal plucked some grass blades and sucked on their stems. They weren't quite as sweet as the flowers, more watery. He was getting thirsty, but they weren't enough. Trees liked to grow around springs. There should be one close by. After a careful look around, he stretched and headed for the nearest stand. * That sound was unmistakable! Grass mashing underfoot, flower stems crumpling. The hunter almost smiled. Unwary prey for sure. He still couldn't see any movement. It must be on the other side of the trees. Twigs snapped. It was actually coming closer, through the shrubbery. He quickly bounded into the shade. Ouch! The animal licked a slight scratch. That shouldn't happen. He'd have to be more careful. The scent of fresh blood could attract unwelcome visitors. There was a quiet burbling ahead. He couldn't see anything, though. It was very dark under the trees after the bright sunlight. A soft cushion of leaves and pine needles deadened his footfalls. Was that movement ahead? He froze. * The hunter enjoyed the cool air after the bright sun. He'd be hard to see in the dim light, although his own eyesight adapted quickly. Ahead he could smell water. Even if the prey escaped, that would be welcome. Cold fluid running over his heated body. Yes. Almost as good as thrashing prey under his claws, hot blood on his tongue, bones crunching between his teeth. He crouched and crept closer to the spring. There was something pale on the other side. The animal relaxed. It was only the light flickering on bubbling water. It looked cool and inviting. The pond was larger than he'd expected, almost big enough to swim in. It was surprising how dark it was. Many tree limbs stretched out overhead, dense with leaves, casting a deep shade. Eying them suspiciously, he finally bent down to drink. * Leaping through the water would be slow and noisy. Better to come from behind, unseen, unheard. The hunter carefully circled through the shrubs, losing sight of the prey, but hearing it splashing in the water. He needn't worry. Obviously it'd be staying a while. The water was just too cool and inviting. Thirst satisfied, the animal slowly waded into the spring. Aahh. It rose up around his legs, over his back. It was just deep enough to cover him while he stretched out. He closed his eyes and relaxed. * Stupid prey. Having too much fun to pay any attention. The hunter crept just a little closer, then roared and leaped. The water boiled as two large bodies thrashed in the mud. * "Gotcha!" Luke yelled. Payback was sweet. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 8 Monday, Monday _________________________________________________________________ Ben lay quietly, eyes open, gaze intense, as the early morning light sneaked in around the curtains. He did not want Luke to get up. The previous evening had been nothing like that first one of tears and clutching hugs. Luke had been just as late getting back, but this time he had been humming as he came in. A bag of something aromatic had been emptied onto a plate and shoved in a box which itself had hummed for a while. The odors had grown even more mouth watering until Luke had pulled it out and eaten it. He'd grinned at Ben. "Sorry, cat. Pizza's for people." The remark had seemed to mean a lot to him. "People," he'd murmured again, with a far-away look in his eyes. And later, as he dozed off in bed, one arm around Ben, he'd said it again, quietly. "People. He thinks I'm a person." He'd sounded happy. Luke certainly was a person, Ben thought. How could anyone think otherwise? He obviously wasn't a plush. A wild animal, though, maybe! Ben smiled inside as he recalled the dream they'd just shared: the hunt through the grass, the ambush under the trees, the pond they'd trashed. Those poor lily pads would never be the same. He wanted to snuggle closer against Luke, but couldn't. It might wake him. That first night had almost been a fatal mistake. Live folk must never learn of the secret ways of their plush companions. Although maybe, just maybe, under special circumstances.... But, no. That wouldn't happen. It couldn't happen. He'd been promised. Where? When? He wasn't sure. Luke stirred, then started to open his eyes. "Sorry, Ben," he mumbled, "I didn't mean to get you so muddy... Oh." He blinked and seemed a little more awake. "Wow. What a vivid dream." He grinned. "I guess that'll teach you to tickle me! Oh, well, up and at'em." He fluffed the top of Ben's head and rolled out of bed. Too soon cleaned, too quickly clothed, and then gone for the day. Ben wistfully watched the apartment door close. Snuggling into the vacated pillow, he decided there was plenty of time for a nap. Then maybe he would start planning for tonight. Or maybe he'd make sure there were no bees in that pile of dirty clothes. He hated bees. _________________________________________________________________ Nathan lay quietly, eyes closed, as the early morning light sneaked in around the curtains. He did not want to get up. He kept trying to remember details from the dream. He'd been playing ultimate Frisbee with Sasha, his Siberian husky. They'd each been running farther and farther across the flowered tundra... but unwelcome memories of events of the previous day kept intruding. "I like you." Shit. Then grabbing at Luke's arm. Double shit! The look on Luke's face had been telling. He'd been annoyed. He'd recovered quickly, and he'd seemed to accept Nathan's apology, but it was hard to know how much he'd meant it. And today they'd probably have to work together on the laser control system. If, no, when Luke's new feedback algorithms checked out, Nathan would have to optimize the network in realtime during the X-ray data acquisition. The project's management had been arguing for weeks over the expense of trying to automate that, or if it even could be. Maybe he could do it from home. Call in sick. No, that'd never work. There were other jobs waiting and too many people were taking vacation time: staying home to take care of their kids. "Fall break." Right. Why didn't they call it by its real name, Columbus Day? It's a national holiday, after all. Probably because if they did, they'd have to give everybody the day off, not just students. Even if he tried staying home, his telepresence rig didn't have the bandwidth. It really had problems with interactions coming from more than one direction, and there'd be several researchers in the control room tweaking knobs at the same time. They'd all want him to do something. Now! Then, too, there'd be people at a certain large west coast facility already watching through the control room's sole teleconferencing system. "Outside consultants." Spies. They were getting ten times as much funding, but they still needed to come to a private university's research lab to learn how it was done. Anyhow, he really did want to see Luke again, find out just how badly he'd damaged their friendship. If that's what it was. "I like you." Shit. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 9 Beam _________________________________________________________________ Luke wondered if he should be biting his nails. Isn't that what people did when they were anxiously waiting for something to happen? He could feel the cold sweat forming under his arms. Had he used enough deodorant this morning? He'd been in a hurry and wasn't sure. Turn the laser on, already! See if it really can change focus fast enough! The simulations he'd been using to develop the code could only do so much. The actual fluctuations in electron cloud density were bound to be different. If only Nathan would show up. Maybe he could explain what was going on: why the professor was talking so much to the people on the conference screen, and who they were, for that matter. The control room was crowded with people, both visitors and staff, but the network optimization station was still vacant. Supposedly it wouldn't be needed unless they actually managed to get beams to the recording stations, but Luke noticed that the operations supervisor was looking more worried every time he glanced toward it. He probably was wishing Nathan worked for him instead of the computer support group. Eventually the professor said something to the supervisor, who picked up his PA microphone. "We will be turning on in 5 minutes. Please return all white keys to the control room now. I repeat, we are getting ready to turn on. Please return your keys to the control room." Almost immediately a siren sounded. The supervisor looked quite annoyed as he picked up a telephone. "Will the person who just went through the mezzanine interlock please get on line one. I repeat, whoever broke the mezzanine interlock get on line one." Luke couldn't quite hear what he was saying to the culprit, who had been working in a restricted area. It probably wasn't nice. He must have forgotten to use his access key when coming out through the interlocked doorway. A few minutes later that same person came quietly into the control room and put the last key into the personnel safety panel. The professor pulled him aside. After a few quiet murmurs, the professor said loudly, "Well, we'll just have to try it, anyhow." "Laser coming on. I repeat, laser coming on. There should be no one in any radiation areas. Laser coming on." Finally! Just then, Nathan came into the control room. He went straight to the network console and sat down without looking around. Luke was disappointed: he'd wanted to catch his eye. But now all eyes were on the laser power meter as it slowly approached operating levels. Temperatures were rising in the electron gun as the emitter was bathed in the laser's light. Finally it was bright enough and the chief operator adjusted the manual focus. The light beam shrank to a small spot on the emitter. Electrons boiled off and were accelerated down the beamline, but not enough to do what they wanted. The operator couldn't get the spot to stay small enough as it wobbled in and out of focus. "Luke, do you want to do the honors?" the professor asked. He hadn't expected that. "Sure." At least his voice didn't crack. He walked through the crowd to the laser console and put his finger on the image of the button labeled "Autofocus On." The laser beam immediately shrank to a tiny, unwavering, brilliant dot. Emitted power rapidly increased. "Wigglers on," the magnet operator announced. Radiation detectors previously reading background levels suddenly started reacting. X-rays! Nathan reached toward the virtual buttons of his own display. Thud. Breakers tripped. Shutters closed. Beam dumped. Alarms sounded. The professor cursed. "That's all for today," he said sadly. "That's the power supply Jim was working on. We'll be down for at least a couple of shifts while it's replaced." "Luke, thanks a lot for getting the autofocus to work. At least the laser isn't the limiting factor, now!" Luke waited as the room emptied rapidly. Only a few members of the operations staff would stay behind to shut down the accelerator's subsystems. Fortunately, Nathan didn't seem to be in a hurry, either. "Nathan, could I talk to you?" Nathan glanced up at the teleconferencing unit. Its screen was dark and the camera stowed. He paused a second and then said "Sure. You want some coffee? There should be a fresh pot in the electronics shop." "That'd be great. I'll get my cup and meet you there." "OK." _________________________________________________________________ Episode 10 Coffee Break _________________________________________________________________ Nathan slowly stirred sugar into his cup of coffee. He didn't normally drink the stuff, so he was making do with one of the small disposable cups that the electronics shop provided. Luke had actually asked to talk with him. Maybe it wasn't as bad as his morning paranoia had suggested. Or maybe it was worse. He'd been smiling, though. Hope springs eternal. Here he came now. The spring in his step actually seemed happy, not aggressive, not as if he had a bone to pick. There seemed to be a serious expression on his face, though, although sometimes it was hard to tell. "Hi, Nathan. How's the coffee?" "It seems fine. No soap in the pot, at least." That had happened at least once. Luke filled his overly large cup and dropped some coins into the nearby jar. "Mmmm. I really like the smell. Why does coffee always smell so much better than it tastes?" He was drinking it black. Nathan shuddered slightly. "Probably all the aromatics evaporate quickly. Although some people do like it iced. Maybe that keeps them around longer. The aromatics, I mean." He was making it up. The questions the kid kept asking! Nathan went over to the nearby window to look out at the stream. The water was low. It hadn't rained for a few days. "That makes sense." Luke came over to stand next to him, looking out. Standing rather close. Not that Nathan minded. Not at all. Nathan had noticed that about him almost right away. Luke's sense of personal space seemed quite a bit smaller than that of most people in the lab, even less than that of the Europeans. There was an incident he remembered from a party they'd had at the lab before Luke was hired. One of the French physicists had been talking earnestly with an American colleague. Every once in a while he'd step a little closer. And seconds later the American would step back. It wasn't long before they'd managed to go the whole length of the commons area. Nathan didn't think either of them had realized what they were doing. Nathan hadn't seen Luke in any similar situations, but he was sure it was only a matter of time. Of course, he didn't know what might have happened away from the lab. But then, a lot of people probably gave the kid plenty of leeway, considering the circumstances. Often Luke reminded Nathan of a well behaved puppy: a little anxious, but very friendly and eager to please. Not that he looked like he actually had canine genes. Something else, maybe. That kind of attitude probably helped a lot in his interactions with most people. "Do you know who those people were in the teleconference? I don't think I've seen them before." Nathan couldn't help noticing that Luke smelled a little whiff. Not that bad, but a little muskier than most people. It must have been the stress of the morning's accelerator test. He didn't think it was fair of the prof to parade Luke in front of visitors that way, as if to say "Look how progressive we are!" "They're at the large west coast linear accelerator center. They use the same technologies we do, like superconducting RF, but their design is a lot different. The control philosophy is similar, though. I suspect they're looking for pointers for improving their operations, even though they're ten times our size." Spies. Although maybe that was being a little too harsh. "Did you recognize any of them?" The kid just didn't give up, did he? "The older woman is their director. She used to work here a long time ago, I'm told. I'm really bad with names, sorry. I might recognize them if someone mentioned them, though." That problem was annoying, and it'd been the source of some embarrassment a few times, too. "The professor seemed to know them pretty well. He was talking to them a lot before you came in." Figures. "Maybe he went to grad school with some of them. It's a pretty small world, after all. They probably attend a lot of the same conferences, too." "Yeah, I guess." Luke glanced around. "Where is everybody? I thought this was a work day. There certainly were plenty of people in the control room." Nathan looked at his watch. "Well, it isn't quarter after yet. The techs are hourly, so they're still on break. Probably out back enjoying the sun while they still can." Just as well, maybe. Some of the techs were rather prejudiced. Or at least liked to talk as if they were. Spending his time programming, Luke probably didn't interact with them often. Fortunately. For some people, the university's inclusiveness policy didn't mean much. "Oh, right. Uh, Nathan..." He seemed nervous about something. Maybe a little more whiff than before, too. "There's something I need to talk to you about. It, uh, doesn't seem right to, uh, do it at work. Uh, canyoucometodinneratmyplacetonight?" Running his words together, as if he wanted to get it out before he changed his mind. Oh, shit. Shit, shit, shit. "I can't," Nathan said, panicked. "Not tonight. Other commitments." Like finding a place to hide, where he could beat himself up for being such a coward. But the disappointment on Luke's face felt like a knife in the gut. Suggest an alternative? "How about tomorrow night?" Something might happen before then, not his fault. Like getting run over by a truck. "Your classes must start again on Wednesday, though." Maybe he had last minute homework due? Please, God, Nathan prayed, I'll even learn what a Hail-Mary is. Luke's face lit up. "That'd be fine! I'll get some pizza. I think I know the kind you like," he grinned. "You bring some beverages." "Uh, OK. Any preference?" "Nope. Whatever you like." Oh, wonderful. Put the onus on him. Nineteen was not twenty one. Bring alcohol? I don't think so! "OK. What time? And I don't think I know where you live." Don't think? That's good, Nathan. "How about seven? I'm in the highrise down on University Avenue. 4F. Maybe we'd better exchange phone numbers, just in case." Just in case what? Nathan got lost, maybe? Went uphill instead of down? Got hit by a truck? He should be so lucky. "Sure." Ah, they both had the same phone carrier. That might simplify things. Maybe mention it later. "Here, let me get rid of that for you." Luke took the empty cup from Nathan's hand and tossed it into a distant trashcan. Show off. "I guess we'd both better get back to work. See you!" _________________________________________________________________ Perv. He actually let that animal paw him. And look how close they'd been standing. Here she'd thought he was nice, just 'cause he always thanked her when she dumped his trash. Shows to go. Can't judge a book by its cover. The building custodian retreated quietly. She'd clean the shop later. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 11 Plush Dreams: The Bath _________________________________________________________________ Once upon a time, the pond had been clear and quiet under dark foliage. Once upon a time, a peaceful, gentle tiger had been relaxing in the water, cooling off after a long baking in bright, hot sunlight. Then a vicious predator had leaped out of hiding, attacking ferociously. Now nothing was the same. The pond was opaque with stirred up mud, and waves rushed back and forth across its surface. The tiger glared at his attacker. His repose had been seriously disturbed. Luke looked at the not-so-white tiger with dismay. He really hadn't meant for this to happen. All he'd wanted was to wrestle in the cool water after the heat of the sun, and Ben had been such a tempting target. He hadn't even noticed the large lily pads that had covered much of the pond. Now, only green shreds were left. The plush tiger was plastered in muck. Thick, rich, smelly, black mud. It was dripping down his face and chest. His fur was stuck together in long ridges. Some of them formed outlines where his attacker had managed to cling briefly. His formerly white legs were black and sticky, and his twitching tail was, well, unmentionable. Luke wasn't much better off. He could feel clumps in his hair and something heavy and gooey was running down his back. Large pawprints covered his front. Sitting in the shallow water, he could feel cool muck oozing up between his toes and into more private places. Shaking his head as if at the foolishness of people, Ben turned and padded down the small stream trickling out of the pond. He shook his head again. Maybe he was just trying to get some of the glop out of his ears. With each step, another dark stream of mud lead the way downstream. "Where are you going, Ben?" Luke asked. Ben didn't answer, but Luke suspected he should follow anyhow. He had yet to hear Ben actually say anything. His actions usually made his intent clear enough. The small stream led under overhanging trees through denser woods. The water gradually got shallower as it was absorbed into the ground, and soon the two were trudging along a dry waterbed. Luke half expected to see a locked grate, blocking passage to a colossal cave. Ahead, there was daylight and he could hear a rush of splashing water. A waterfall? How could that be? The tundra around the woods had been quite flat. As they came out from under the trees, there it was. A wide waterfall slightly taller than himself fell from an overhanging cliff into a large but shallow pool. Unlike the pond in the woods, this one had a bottom of sand and flat rocks, with a border of flowering vines. Ben jumped in while Luke stared in amazement. There was enough room behind the falls that the plush tiger could get right under the falling water. When he saw Ben seat himself there, Luke got a little worried. Would the water soak into the plush cat? What would it do to the stuffing? Maybe he was waterproof? Ben had been lying in the other pond, after all. The white tiger was having trouble getting rid of the dirt. The waterfall was rinsing off most of the bigger clumps of mud, but it was leaving behind many dark stains. They were not something he wanted to taste. He glared at Luke. Luke got the hint. He'd gotten Ben dirty, now he'd better help him get clean. "Hold on, Ben, I'm coming." Maybe he could rub some of the stains out. Hugging the tiger might help both of them feel better, too. As he pushed his way through the vines to the pool, he stubbed his toe on something hidden under the large, fuzzy leaves. There was a crunch, and thick goo ran over Luke's foot. "Oh, great," he thought. "Another stinking mess." When he bent down, though, the smell was unexpectedly pleasant, and the dirt was almost gone from that foot. Maybe he could use the goop for soap! "Ben! I think this'll help!" Luke quickly found an unbroken gourd and pulled it off its vine, then splashed through the shallow pool to the falls. The falling water was just cool enough to be refreshing in the hot sunlight. He broke the neck off the gourd and scooped out a handful of the fragrant goo. When he started massaging it into the wet fur on top of Ben's head, it foamed madly and the stains quickly disappeared. He gently rubbed it into the fur of the tiger's ears, carefully digging out the mud caked inside. Then he started rubbing down the broad forehead toward eyes and nose. Ben closed his eyes as the soapy fluid bubbled vigorously. The plant slime was doing the job, all right. The mud stains were flowing away and Ben's fur was regaining its shiny white luster. When Luke finished his face, the tiger raised his chin so he could do his throat and ruff. Luke could feel the faint vibrations of a purr. As Luke rubbed the foaming soap into the fur below Ben's throat, he started to worry again. Normally the skin was tight against Ben's innards. Now it was starting to slip back and forth a little. Could it be stretching? Maybe the stuffing was shrinking as it got wet? Ben didn't seem to care, though. His purr was audible now, despite the sound of the waterfall. The tiger raised one foreleg and Luke rubbed down its length. More muck streamed away into the foot-deep water. The leg seemed to be getting stiff under the wet fur. Normally Ben's limbs were quite floppy except when he walked. The paw felt strange, too. The pad seemed to be in several different pieces. Was it cracking where it bent a lot? Ben couldn't be wearing out already, could he? With one front leg clean, Ben raised the other for Luke to work on. Parts of it seemed even stiffer than the other had been. "Ben, what's happening? Are you OK?" With a snort, Ben turned so Luke could wash his back. As he massaged the foaming soap into the deep, luxurious fur, Luke could feel Ben's rumbling purr, although he could barely hear it over the noise of falling water. As he rubbed, the cat's back seemed to be flattening. Was it wider than before? When he reached around to do the tiger's sides, they didn't seem so deep as they used to be. There were ridges and lumps in the stuffing, too. Oh. Luke's eyes opened wide in surmise. The ridges weren't very hard, but they were almost like ribs! The lumps felt a lot like soft muscles, too. "Sit up, Ben," he murmured into the cat's ear. The white tiger sat back on his hocks, bracing himself with one forepaw against the ridged rockface behind the waterfall. Luke reached from behind to rub soap into the front of the cat's chest. Hugging the now anthropomorphic plush animal closely, his hands explored what surely were pectorals and a flat abdomen. The purr vibrated through cool, wet fur into Luke's chest and stomach, making his own own breathing stutter. As good as it felt, Luke pulled back. He had to finish getting Ben clean. Oops. He'd forgotten that he still wasn't all that clean himself. A few streaks had reappeared on Ben's back, but they quickly rubbed away. The tail seemed to be the next candidate for a good cleaning. Most of the filth had rinsed off, but it was still dark in many places, and not just with its usual stripes. He only managed a few strokes near the tip, though, before it twitched away. When he grabbed for it again, it quickly flipped in the other direction. Water splashed in his face. "Hey!" Ben looked back innocently. He couldn't be held responsible if a tailless creature didn't understand that tails had a mind of their own. They especially didn't like being held in one position for long. He sat down in the cool water. Being up on his heels was very tiring. Luke could tell that Ben wasn't going to make this easy. He tried sneaking up on it. Move very, very slowly, then grab! He was rewarded with another facefull of water. "Nice tail. Pretty tail. I just want to make you look better," he tried crooning to it. Splash. Hmmm. Clearly this would take some thought. One of its ends couldn't jump around much right now, but it was down under the water where he really couldn't see it very well. Luke gently tried to get his fingers around the base of Ben's tail. Nope. It was pressed hard against the shelf of rock where the cat was seated. Further away the water made it too slippery. It quickly slid out of his hand. This was getting to be a bit much. Time to cheat. Luke gently dug his fingers into the fur of Ben's lower back at the base of his tail. Ohh, that felt good, didn't it? Ben's purr hiccuped. Luke scratched harder. Ben squirmed a little. Oh, yes. That's it. Luke scratched a little more gently. Slowly Ben's rump came up out of the water, following those tantalizing fingers. "Gotcha!" A few quick rubs from its base toward the tip, and the tail was as clean as new. Ben was a little disappointed. No more scratchings? The plush cat's rear and hind legs had certainly changed shape while under water. His buttocks were fuller and the thighs had lengthened, but his lower legs hadn't changed quite so much. The calf might be a little longer, but the foot was still distinctly digitigrade. The paws seemed larger, too. Maybe that was just because Luke was seeing them through water. Now that Ben was up, though, Luke could finish cleaning him off. He gently rubbed soap in between the tiger's nether cheeks where mud had left stains, and then down the inner thighs. There was no sign of anus or genitals. Ben was still quite neuter. Seating himself in the water, Luke's vigorous scrubbing got the tiger's lower legs clean and white. He enjoyed working the soap in between Ben's new toes and around the pads, which still had been dark with ground-in dirt. No more. "Well, Ben, I think that does it!" Luke grinned up at the wet but now shining white and black anthropomorphic tiger standing over him. Ben looked down at the young man sitting in the water. Those skillful hands had made him look and feel like a new cat. It was time to return the favor. Although Luke had been under the falls much of the time, there was still mud in his hair and stains elsewhere on his body. Picking up the gourd from the ledge where Luke had put it, Ben decided it was a good thing Luke's pelt was short. The soap was almost gone. Ben knelt behind him and started lathering soap into Luke's hair. The stubby new foretoes felt almost like human fingers as they rubbed his scalp firmly. Luke closed his eyes and relaxed. "Mmmm. That feels good," he mumbled. The cool, falling water quickly rinsed the dirty suds away. Ben carefully kept his claws retracted as he worked more soap in behind the ears, then massaged it into the back of Luke's neck and shoulders. The young man swayed under the pressure. Scrubbing under Luke's arms, Ben restrained himself. A tickle fight would be fun, but it could wait. Back and arms done, Ben moved out from under the falls and knelt again, close to Luke's side. Steadying him from behind with one paw, the plush feline gently wiped his boy's face clean, not that it was particularly dirty. Then he rubbed soap onto his chest and abdomen. Yup. That bellybutton was full of crud. Luke twitched a little as Ben sudsed it out. The cool water falling from above quickly carried the lint and mud away. Still seated in the water, Luke couldn't help going limp under the ministrations. He leaned sideways against his friend's soft chest. The loving caresses and flowing water were so relaxing. That wouldn't do! Ben still had to do his lower body. He knew what the guy had been sitting in. Too bad tailless folk didn't have the base-of-tail skritch reflex. The striped plush slowly slid one paw under Luke's rump and pressed upward a couple of times, not actually lifting him. "Oh, Ben, do I hafta?" Luke would almost rather doze off. Still, there were a few itchy patches left, and maybe... One hand on Ben's shoulder, he struggled to his feet and spread his legs slightly. Now the cat could clean Luke's more sensitive regions. Ben gently rubbed one soapy finger up and down between Luke's buttocks, working out the grains of dirt lodged there. Then the cat carefully worked foaming soap into the fur around Luke's genitals. Luke breathed deeply. He wasn't quite so sleepy any more. "Ohh. Ben, that really feels good." Responding to the plush cat's gentle pressure, he turned to face him, sure of what must be coming next. To Luke's disappointment, Ben gently rubbed down his thighs. The strong muscles there quivered a bit. More grime was found in the knees. The squeezes he gave to Luke's calves weren't quite necessary, though. Luke had to grab at a furry shoulder to keep steady. Soaking in the water hadn't gotten all the grime off the boy's feet. Some was still well seated in the soles and between the toes. Probing fingers gently massaged between each of them. Luke's toes squeezed back. Letting the second foot fall into the water, Ben slowly stood up, trailing a claw up the back of one leg, tickling just a little. A sudden slap to the buttocks brought Luke bolt upright in bed, wide awake. "Hey!" He looked around the brightening room, slightly dazed. An innocent plush tiger was lying motionless across the foot of the bed. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 12 Cleaning House _________________________________________________________________ Ben felt somewhat chagrined. That dream hadn't been all he'd intended. It had all seemed just a little flat, missing many of the emotional responses he'd hoped for. Maybe Luke had been wanting something different? He certainly had made his boy wake up at the end, though! Could it be that some of its references were a little too close to reality? Luke certainly had been stinky last night. He'd even taken a shower before going to bed. But wouldn't that association have increased the immediacy and made the emotions stronger? Perhaps he just misunderstood how much Luke liked water. That didn't seem likely, though. He certainly seemed happy when splashing in the other room, often humming loudly. It had to be rather loud for Ben to hear it over the noise of the shower water itself. Maybe Luke just had other things on his mind, keeping him from getting deeply involved. The way he'd been running around cleaning the apartment, for example, using that nasty, noisy vacuum cleaner. He must be getting ready for something. A cleaner like that was another thing Ben had never seen before, and really didn't want to hear again. The one at the store had been a lot quieter. Hopefully this one wouldn't be taken out of hiding very often. At least it had let Ben see some of what was hidden behind one of the closed doors, one that he'd never dared open. He'd caught a glimpse of a coat or two, a very large umbrella and maybe some boxes on a shelf. Was it a closet? The books and computer had been rearranged, too. Now, they were all neatly stacked on the desk, leaving the table clear. The stink of the oily cleaning rag Luke had used on the table and every other flat surface had almost made Ben sneeze. Luke had. Several times. Loudly. And then dumped more oil on the rag. And then Luke had grabbed up all the dirty clothes from the corner, bundled them up in the bedsheets with some other things, and taken them away. (At least there were no bees in them. Ben was sure of that. They had been full of wonderful smells of Luke, though.) It was a while before he brought them back, and then they all smelled different. Not like him at all; even the pillowcase had changed. The new scent was something like flowers, but not really, especially not like the flowers of the dream tundra. This scent was too artificial. Thank goodness the clothes now were all in the chest of drawers: out of sight, out of smell. All these changes were a little disturbing. Ben had barely had time to get used to his new home, and now it was so different. Today, he didn't even dare move now that Luke had left. For one thing, he'd certainly wrinkle something, leaving telltale signs. After getting up, Luke had straightened and smoothed all the bedclothes, carefully arranging Ben in the middle. Then, jokingly (yes, joking, right?), he had admonished Ben to "Stay!" Surely he didn't suspect; no, that was impossible. Still, it all made Ben feel like he was on display again. Oh, no. It couldn't be. Please, no. Luke couldn't possibly be thinking of selling him, could he? It had been such a short time! Ben couldn't even imagine how horrible it would be not to have Luke any more. Well, he could, but it was just too painful to think about for long. But Luke had been humming most of the time, both last night while he was cleaning and then again this morning as he left. At least he must have been happy. That was what really mattered. The future couldn't be all that bad. Still slightly distraught, Ben slept. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 13 Dinner Plans _________________________________________________________________ Luke was having problems concentrating on the documentation he was writing. Personal events kept distracting him. He needed to get it written today, though. He probably wouldn't have time later. With his heavy course load, he'd discovered he couldn't spend as much time working at the lab as he wanted. The work-study program would have paid for more hours, but all the homework and class projects took too long. This too-brief fall break was the first time in almost a month that he'd been at the lab for more than a few hours a week. The extra pocket money was going to be very welcome, too. Being at the lab for only short periods was disappointing for other reasons. He'd really enjoyed the long discussions he'd had with Nathan when he'd first been hired. Nathan had even taken him on a personal tour of the facility, so he got to see parts of the accelerator that most people didn't, even people who'd been at the lab for years. He seemed very interested in Luke's opinions about most things, too, and was always willing to answer even the silliest questions. Occasionally he responded with equally silly answers, always with a dead-pan expression. Luke chuckled to himself about the frozen coffee aromatics. For some reason, Luke had always felt comfortable spending time with Nathan. He didn't get the feeling of withdrawal that other stans had given him. What made them so diffident? Was it because he looked so different? He was sure it usually wasn't because he stank. He used plenty of deodorant. Except when he forgot. And, of course, that had to be on a day when it really mattered. Yesterday was a bit embarrassing, although Nathan hadn't said anything. He hadn't seen Nathan yet today, though. Maybe he should look him up at lunchtime and maybe let him know how much he was looking forward to the evening. Or maybe just remind him. Maybe. At least he'd managed to gather the courage to ask. If nothing else, he really wanted to find out where the tiger had come from. Nathan would surely help. Or could he have been the one who sent it? But why anonymously? Maybe dinner would help them both relax enough for more personal questions to get aired without fear of interruptions. Dinner. Right. He'd better order the pizza before he forgot. It was a good thing the pizza place in collegetown had an online order form. It even let him specify no cheese! _________________________________________________________________ Of course, Nathan was struggling with his own issues. Network intrusion inspections were suffering as a result. Dinner. He still had ambivalent feelings about it, although he'd gotten used to the idea. He wanted very much for them both to have a pleasant evening, but worried about all the ways it could go catastrophically wrong. Not least was what some people might think, just seeing them together. Bigots came in many varieties, and some could seriously damage both of their futures. That aside, he really didn't know just how much to admit to Luke, or how much Luke might already have realized. Would he even welcome the idea? For a long time Nathan had been afraid to admit even to himself how much he liked the guy, how much affection he felt. It was far more than he'd been brought up to consider appropriate. Their ages were another concern in and of themselves. Luke certainly was no kid, not even legally, but a sixteen year difference was a lot to bridge. And Luke hadn't had anything like an average upbringing, making it that much harder. Even so, more than the fur had involved his emotions, although that was what he'd noticed first; as did everyone, of course, but perhaps not with the same reaction. Golden plush, short on face and hands, presumably longer and thicker elsewhere. Luke always wore long sleeved shirts, buttoned up, so it was hard to tell. At any rate, it made a striking contrast to his straight, dark hair and bright green eyes. Enough daydreaming. Why was this turkey in Ohio so persistent? _________________________________________________________________ Episode 14 Dinner, Part 1 _________________________________________________________________ It was a dark and stormy night. An icy wind howled around Nathan as he walked down the hill, getting into the hood of his parka and making him shiver. Just yesterday it had been cool, bright and sunny. As everybody said, if you don't like the weather, just wait five minutes. He'd had to dig his parka out from where it had fallen in the back of the closet. He was slightly late. It had taken longer than he'd expected to find a grocery that carried the beverages he wanted. Hopefully Luke wasn't worrying. The neighborhood certainly had changed. When he was an undergrad, Nathan had rented a room in an old lady's home on University Avenue. She and her neighbors were gone now. Where their homes had been was a multi-story apartment building, obviously the "highrise" where Luke was living. The lobby door was locked, of course. Speed-dial 4. (His sister was on 2, a cousin on 3) "Hi, Nathan! Why the call? Something wrong?" Luke did sound slightly worried. "I'm afraid so. I'm not sure I'll be able to make it." He paused. "Your lobby door is locked." He heard a relieved laugh. "Is that all?" as the door unlocked. "Yup. That's all for now. I'll see you shortly." The apartment door opened instantly when he knocked. The golden fur on the outer sides of Luke's arms was slightly darker than the fur of their insides, almost as if it'd been lightly toasted. He looked good enough to... Nathan quickly suppressed the thought. Luke was wearing a t-shirt popular in the Engineering School. Its front was covered with writing: "And God Said" was followed by Maxwell's equations, with "and There Was Light" below. It was the first time Nathan had seen him in anything other than long-sleeved shirts. "Hi, Nathan, come on in! Gimme your coat." "Hi. Sure, but take the beverages first. I got a selection." He handed Luke the six-pack of brown and green bottles. They were brightly labeled with the logo of a local brewery. Luke stared at them somewhat bemusedly. "Well?" Nathan asked as he held out his coat. "Oh, sorry," Luke reached for the coat with his free hand. "Here, I'll take that back since you obviously don't know what to do with it." Nathan retrieved the carton of beers. "I didn't know which kind of beer you liked, so I got both." He paused again and grinned. "Root and ginger!" Luke smiled as he hung the parka in the closet. "If you keep that up, I won't be able to trust anything you say ever again. And take your shoes off, please. I'd rather not have any dirt tracked in." "Sure. I do the same at home." He left them on a sheet of newspaper next to Luke's. Luke was barefoot. His insteps were covered with pale fur. "I'm sorry about the heat. There's no thermostat and I still haven't gotten the baseboards adjusted right. One of the problems with this place." "It feels good, actually. It's really cold out." "Well, it feels hot to me. Normally I'd just open the windows, but the way the wind is blowing, it'd make things howl." "Don't just stand there! Sit down, relax, I'll get the pizza." "Do you have some glasses? If you haven't had it before, you probably should just taste the ginger beer first. It's a lot stronger than that stuff they call ginger ale. It actually tastes like ginger. I really like it myself." He was starting to run on. Nathan was feeling a little nervous. The couch was soft and comfortable, with only a few shed hairs between the cushions. The low table in front of it obviously had been thoroughly polished recently. "Here's a plate and napkins." Luke opened the box. The pizza was half meat and half veggies and smelled great, but Nathan was surprised. "No cheese?" "Well, you did say your doctor would be pissed, so I figured we shouldn't get him too upset." Luke sat down next to him. "Oh, well, if you insist." "I do. It might even keep you around a little longer. On the planet, I mean," he quickly clarified. "Eat up!" Luke seemed to enjoy the ginger beer. Posed on the waterbed across the room, the stuffed tiger obviously was on display. "I'm surprised your landlord allows pets," Nathan commented around a mouthful of broccoli and tomato sauce. "Yeah, well, they don't seem to mind if the animal's quiet and doesn't make messes. This one's very well behaved." "I don't think I've ever seen one that large, before. Little ones, of course. It looks soft. Did they use polyfill?" "Polyfill? What's that? I thought they're stuffed with cloth or something." Luke stuffed himself with another slice of pizza. "Well," Nathan explained, "some manufacturers do use cloth fragments, and sometimes foam rubber, but polyfill works best. It's made from polyester and dacron fibers. They use it for insulation in winter coats, too." "The tiger was a gift. I'm not really sure what it's made of. I've never seen one like it in the stores in town. Where do you suppose he came from?" "Well, they must be available on the Web somewhere, and some big city toy stores have them. There's one store in Boston that I know has some pretty big animals. I'm not sure if they have tigers, though. Maybe one of our local stores could be persuaded to make a special order. Do you know who made it?" "I don't remember. It came with a long pedigree, which seemed strange. Let me show you the tag, though. Uh, just a minute." He pushed the table out of the way and went to the bathroom for a damp washcloth. After wiping his own hands, Luke tossed it to Nathan. "Get your hands clean! I'd rather not get tomato sauce in his fur." Luke got Ben and flopped him across their laps. He ruffled though the tiger's fur looking for a tag. "Here it is. Kinda small letters." In very tiny print, "Plush Companions, Inc." was written in gold letters across a smudged red circle. The smudges didn't come off when Luke rubbed them. "You think the red circle means it's from Japan?" "Hmmm. I'm not sure." Nathan squinted at it. "It looks more orange than red to me, and those grey marks look like they're part of the design. The Japanese usually use just a plain red circle. I'm not sure I recognize the company name, either, although that doesn't mean much." "Hey, they must have a Web site! "Here, you pet him for a while," Luke grinned, and went over to turn on his computer. Nathan stroked the cat's fur. It certainly was soft. And it smelled good too. Sort of a musky floral odor. Luke brought the screen back to the table and sat closer to Nathan so they both could see it easily. He started tapping on the table in front of the display. Nathan didn't care for the virtual keyboards that were getting to be more and more popular. He preferred the ones with keys you could push down. Lots of pages were listed, but not the company they wanted. Quotes didn't help, either. And some of the sites obviously were not intended for youngsters. "I can't find them, Nathan." "Well, let's be optimistic. Maybe their site's too new to be cataloged. Check the yellow pages." The U.S. yellow pages site didn't have a listing, and neither did the international one. "What else?" "Well, try whois." Nope, even the Internic didn't seem to know about them. Luke wiped his forehead and finished off his third beer. His t-shirt was getting damp, too. Nathan was still nursing his second root beer. "Don't give up yet. There are plenty of other registrars." The obvious ones didn't have a clue. "Why not just try connecting?" Nathan suggested. "What'd be a reasonable name for them?" He was scratching Ben under the chin. "That could take a while. Let's see....nope: 'no such host'. What else?" Nathan made some more suggestions, then finally "Hey! 'Connecting to remote site!'" The first page had the right company name, anyhow. But what was this "Best seen with a 4D viewer" nonsense? "I think they're pulling our legs," Nathan chuckled. "The logo's looks right, though. Strange, with it bigger like that, it looks awfully familiar for some reason." "Yeah. It does. I'm sure it's Mars. Look at their address down at the bottom of the page." "Well, then, it does have to be joke, doesn't it? I mean, there isn't anybody living there, is there?" "Well, who knows what the Chinese are doing. There hasn't been any publicity since their taikonauts had that accident on the Moon a few years ago." They explored a little further. It kept getting stranger and stranger. Some of the pages seemed almost reasonable, but then they got weird. Quite a few of the pages didn't look like any language either of them recognized. It didn't look like Chinese at all. Maybe they'd been corrupted somehow. Hackers, maybe? Luke was starting to pant a little. Nathan had thought he was just getting overly stressed over the failing searches, but maybe it was something else. "Luke, are you OK? You look like you're getting really warm." "Yeah, I'm really starting to feel the heat, for some reason." "Well, I'm feeling a bit warm, but not as much as you seem to be. Why don't we try opening the window?" The wind was still blowing hard. The ventilation howled even with the window open only a crack. "Wow, what'd they do, put whistles in there?" "I dunno, but I'd rather not listen to it," Luke admitted as he closed the window again. "It actually hurts." The room hadn't cooled at all. "Well, look, I'd rather not have to take you to the hospital with heat prostration. Why don't you take off your shirt? I'm sure it's not helping." With all that fur, it must be the equivalent of a parka, he thought. "You don't mind?" "Of course not. You need to get cooler." "Well, OK." He almost sounded reluctant. "I think I'll change my pants, too." Getting a pair of short pants out of the dresser, he went into the bathroom and closed the door. Nathan heard the shower run for a minute or so. "That does feel a lot better," Luke admitted when he came out. Nathan swallowed. The fur on Luke's front was a light gold, matching what was on his face and the undersides of his arms. The fur on his back had the darker, slightly toasted look, while a similar distribution of light and dark shades colored his legs. He was still a little damp from the shower he'd taken to cool off. Nathan tried clearing his throat again. "Well, we seem to have found the company. What was it you wanted to know?" Luke came back to sit on the couch. If anything, he seemed to be sitting closer than before. Or maybe Nathan was just imagining it. He kept Ben in his lap, tickling the ears to distract himself. "I really want to try to find out who sent me the tiger. There was no return address on the package, and no invoice, either. I hoped maybe the manufacturer could tell me who bought it." "Well, maybe. If they shipped it directly to you, they certainly ought to have a record. Of course, whoever bought it might have told them to keep it private." "It can't hurt to ask, can it?" Luke clicked on one of the Feedback buttons. "All communication links are down. Please try again in 15 minutes." Luke scowled at the screen. "I suppose we could wait." "They seem to have lots of other pages. Maybe a few of them are readable." "Maybe." A few of the marketing pages were readable. They even found a couple of whitepapers in English, but their contents were jokes. Either that or they were decades ahead of the award winning research going on in the university's CS and nanotech labs. "Maybe it's actually a sci-fi story site. There are plenty of them," Nathan pointed out. Luke obviously didn't like that idea. All that searching and he still wouldn't know who sent the tiger. "Then why's their logo the same as the one on Ben? Wouldn't that be a copyright violation?" "Yeah. Or trademark. Companies really get upset about that kind of thing. Maybe we just misunderstood. Let's look at them again. Maybe they have a 'forward looking' footnote we overlooked." They didn't. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 15 PCInc Marketing _________________________________________________________________ Here is the text of a couple of the marketing pages that Nathan and Luke found. _________________________________________________________________ Plush Companions, Inc. -- Housepets _________________________________________________________________ Welcome to Plush Companions, Inc Suppliers of the finest artificial animals in the Solar System! _________________________________________________________________ Plush Companions, Inc. can provide the ideal pet for yourself, or for your household, industry, or military organization. Configured to meet your own exacting specifications, or selected from one of our standard feature sets, a Plush Companion can satisfy your most demanding requirements. Affectionate, playful and gentle, a Plush Companion configured as a Housepet provides welcome company for individuals and families. They delight in accompanying people wherever they go. _________________________________________________________________ Here are the standard features which will be selected when you choose a Housepet configuration for your Plush Companion. Any of these can be changed to better suit your needs. Sense Visual: Moderate Sense Audio: Moderate Sense Tactile: Moderate Sense Chem: Moderate Competency: Pet Personality: Pet Input Verbal: All Input Gestural: All Output Verbal: Animal Output Gestural: Animal Comm E/M: None Comm Station: None Durability: ChildPruf _________________________________________________________________ _________________________________________________________________ Plush Companions, Inc. -- Competency Ratings _________________________________________________________________ Welcome to Plush Companions, Inc. Suppliers of the finest artificial animals in the Solar System! _________________________________________________________________ Plush Companions, Inc. can provide the ideal Plush Companion or yourself, or for your household, industry, or military organization. Configured to meet your own exacting specifications, or selected from one of our standard feature sets, a Plush Companion can satisfy your most demanding requirements. _________________________________________________________________ Four standard competency ratings are available: Toy, Pet, Student, and Savant Due to limited demand and extensive quality control, Personal Companions with an Exalt rating are available by special order only, with substantial lead time. _________________________________________________________________ Toy A "Toy" competency rating indicates that your Plush Companion is controlled by a minimal Positronic Neural Network. With a volume of only 1cc, it is adequate for use in stable environments where preprogrammed responses are appropriate. Some training is possible, but problem solving abilities are very limited. Pet A "Pet" competency rating indicates that your Plush Companion is controlled by a Positronic Neural Network with a volume of 30cc. Much more versatile and adaptable than the smaller version, the substantial capacity of this model makes possible Plush Companions which have many of the abilities of living animals. Easily trained, with significant problem solving abilities, they are often compared favorably with Border Collies, the most intelligent domesticated animal. Student A "Student" competency rating indicates that your Plush Companion is controlled by a Positronic Neural Network with a volume of 500cc. Comparable to a human in potential ability, a Plush Companion incorporating one of these PNNs can be trusted to perform with imagination and reliability. Savant A "Savant" competency rating indicates that your Plush Companion is controlled by a Positronic Neural Network with a volume of 3000cc (.003 cubic meter). Plush Companions incorporating this highly sophisticated control unit are usually found in situations where high speed computation and subtle discrimination are essential. They frequently act as pilots of superluminal spacecraft, for example. With a diameter of 20 centimeters, a spherical Savant PNN is normally housed in the torso, unless the Plush Companion is unusually large. Exalt Exalt Positronic Neural Networks are available only by special order. With volumes in excess of 10,000cc (30cm diameter), great care must be taken during assembly to ensure uniform structural deposition. These PNNs are extremely effective as assistants in scientific and philosophical research, as well as political and economic planning and long term weather forecasting. _________________________________________________________________ Plush Companions with competency levels above Pet are available only with the agreement of the PNN involved, and with contractual guarantees provided by you. Please contact the Bureau of Robotic and AI Rights for details. For more information about PCInc's PNN technology, please read our White Paper Positronic Neural Nets. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 16 Dinner, Part 2 _________________________________________________________________ It was a dark and stormy night, but warm and cozy inside. "Do you think it could be for real?" Luke really would have liked that. He glanced over at the tiger with its head in Nathan's lap. "I just don't see how it could be. Look how they're writing about the stuff, like it's common knowledge and they get to boast about it. But it's not. If it were known in the research community, it'd be all over the place. Would the CS department be wasting its time with 'plexed systems if they could work with neural nets like those?" "Maybe it's an advertising gag. You know, making up elaborate backstories to get people interested in their plush animals." "Maybe. But I think they'd risk getting in a lot of trouble for false advertising. I'm sure there are lots of people who would order stuffed animals that acted that real. Look how much they pay for mechanical ones. If they couldn't deliver, they'd be sued for lots of money." "I think you're just being pessimistic again. Don't you do that enough at the lab?" Always worrying about network security and thinking about what could go wrong had to be frustrating. "It's habit forming, I think," Nathan admitted glumly. Luke watched him stroke the tiger. Lucky cat. It seemed to help Nathan's mood a little, though. "Of course," Nathan continued, "there are companies selling toy animals with limited interactivity. Several Japanese companies sell fully robotic ones, too. The ones I've seen look quite realistic and act convincingly in some ways, but my impression is that they're entirely mechanical and really heavy. Hmm. Well, maybe not. Carbon nanofiber skeletons would be light enough, I suppose. They're all absurdly expensive, though." "Didn't one of the pages say something about mechanical amplifiers being available? Maybe motors're actually used all the time and the stuff about fibers is a cover story." "Maybe. But your cat's too soft to have bones and motors. Has he ever moved on his own?" "Not that I know of." Unless it happened that very first night? Nah, he must've moved it himself. Nathan leaned back on the couch and offered Ben. "Here. You feel him. He's your cat. I don't feel right mauling him to find out if he's anything more than plush and foam. You're more familiar with him, anyhow. Have you noticed any lumps?" Luke leaned back against the cushions, too. His left arm brushed against the front of Nathan's shirt as he took Ben's forequarters in his arms. The cat's rear was still in Nathan's lap. "I've squeezed him pretty tight sometimes," he admitted. "But I've never noticed any real lumps. The chest is firm, but that must be to support the head. It wouldn't stay up without that, would it? But why's it so heavy? It's pretty hard, too.' "Well, they do have to use a rigid form so the head keeps its shape. It wouldn't look right if it were all floppy. Maybe that's all it is. Huh. Look at us. Now we're acting as if that site's for real. It can't be, can it? Occam's razor. It's gotta be fiction." He appreciated Nathan's effort -- trying to take some of the blame for being taken in. But Luke was the one almost wanting, almost afraid, for Ben to be a Companion. Nathan had been mostly rejecting the very concept. One more reason to like him. Too bad he wasn't Family. Luke missed the grooming sessions they'd had when he was young. It had been a very long time. Stans just didn't seem to do anything equivalent, not that Luke could tell. Some of the movies he'd seen suggested that something equivalent might happen in private, but if so, it was much too personal to ever be mentioned in public. Talk he'd overheard in the freshman dorms made it seem unlikely. That kind of quiet togetherness seemed to be distasteful to them. He'd been too shy to ask his roommate, who'd seemed to want to stay as far away from Luke as he could, anyhow. But Nathan was a friend, wasn't he? The roommate certainly hadn't been. Maybe he could ask now. It's obvious Nathan cared, or he wouldn't have insisted on Luke getting cool. And seeing just how furry he was hadn't disturbed Nathan at all, which he'd feared. The ridicule he'd experienced in the dorm was painful to remember. For all its problems, it had been a relief to learn he could afford an apartment, just to be away from that. "You're awfully quiet all of a sudden. Lumps?" Nathan sounded concerned. "Nope. Nothing like that, but I can't tell about the head. Do you think X-rays would show anything? I doubt the hospital would let us do an MRI." Not that he could afford it, anyhow. "You mean at the lab? Gee. I dunno. They are advertising for proposals, but somehow I don't think examining the insides of a plush animal would qualify. It's not quite the same as watching beetles breathe." That had been a famous experiment at the lab's previous accelerator, proving that insects didn't get their oxygen just by osmosis. "On the other hand, they will have times during the accelerator tune-up when real, paying experiments couldn't be run. The beam'd still be too unstable. I wonder..." "Come on, Nathan, you can't be serious. I was just joking." Luke clutched Ben tightly. "What about that crystal that got burned? Cut right in half, you said. They can make real death rays there." Luke remembered the way the beam intensity had shot up when his autofocus code was turned on. "That paper did say the neural nets are housed in crystals, right?" "Luke, that's the point. The experimental beamlines are designed for studying crystals, finding out exactly how they're organized. It's only when things are misadjusted and the pulses are too long that the targets get overheated." Nathan's explanation was not helping. Luke knew better. Everything was misadjusted during machine studies. That was the point. Twiddle things until they were perfect, but in the intermediate stages things would be way off. He had images of holes burned through the cat, fragments of crystal everywhere, memories going up in smoke. Assuming he was a Companion. Assuming he had a positronic neural net. Assuming the Web site was on the up-and-up. Assuming Ben was faking. But Nathan must have seen he was almost frightened. He put a comforting hand on Luke's shoulder. "Luke, I'm sorry. I wasn't serious. We're not going to do it: no proposals, no X-rays, no crystals cut in half. There are other ways to find out if anything's inside Ben, and I don't mean cutting him open, either." The unexpected warmth of Nathan's hand made Luke relax. It had been too long since anyone had touched him informally, voluntarily. A handshake just wasn't the same. Dreams of romping with Ben weren't the same, either. Vivid as those memories were, they weren't real, couldn't be real. This was. It wasn't much, but it was real. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 17 Marketing: About Companions _________________________________________________________________ Plush Companions, Inc. -- About Plush Companions _________________________________________________________________ Welcome to Plush Companions, Inc. Suppliers of the finest artificial animals in the Solar System! _________________________________________________________________ Are you lonely? Do you have trouble sleeping at night? Are you searching for something you can take care of, or to take care of you? Friendly, sympathetic, and loving, Plush Companions are ideally suited to provide company for people in all situations. They are always ready to help or console. Plush Companions are available which span the range from the simplest stuffed toy to the most sophisticated robotic savant. All models incorporate sophisticated, yet inexpensive technologies. Unique to the products of PCInc, these features make them the most desirable Plush available. Two of the proprietary features you'll find in our Plush Companions are Nanite Contactile Fibers, which enable them to move gracefully and swiftly, and Positronic Neural Nets, which make possible their friendly and lovable personalities. Plush Companions are easily trained, either with traditional physical methods, or through downloaded knowledge and performance sets. Since Plush Companions incorporate no organic subsystems, they are naturally housetrained, and will leave no smelly excreta in surprising locations. PCInc's products include highly sensitive and accurate vitreous ceramic optics. Available in a multitude of colors and patterns, they provide the ideal highlight to the overall design of your Plush Companion. Other abilities seldom seen in similar products from other manufacturers are the Plush Companions' senses of smell and taste. Accurate and sensitive, chemical sensors help to keep them aware of their environment. Their audio capabilities complete the standard set of physical abilities common to most Plush Companions. Sensitive hearing and clear vocalization ensure accurate communication with their owners. In recent years, many industrial and governmental organizations have found that the newest PCI companions can include features useful in many different environments. Protected by stringent implementations of the Robotic Laws, these Companions are ideal observers. They never get bored, and need only the simplest of power sources. _________________________________________________________________ The fine print Production Methods All PCInc Plush Companions are produced by fully automated manufacturing facilities in Olympus Mons' Caldera C on Mars. No human intervention has ever been needed. New designs are produced by our creative artists on state-of-the art 4D design stations. We can also manufacture from your designs (databases must be LifeDesign 4D(TM) compatible). Shipment PCInc Plush Companions are usually shipped fully insured using RailGun Express. Although the purchaser may specify another shipper, use of uncertified shipping companies may require sophisticated packing methods in order to ensure the security of your purchase. Warranty All PCInc Plush Companions are warranted for 1 Earth year to be free of manufacturing defects. Any failures during that time which are the result of manufacturing flaws will be repaired or the Companion replaced free of charge. However, PCInc cannot be held responsible for damage caused by environmental conditions after receipt by purchaser. Maintenance Normal preventive maintenance should be provided by the purchaser, although most can be done by the Plush Companion itself. Bathing, brushing and other cleaning operations should be performed frequently, enhancing the experience. Although all Plush Companion are extremely reliable, repairs sometimes may be necessary. Corrective maintenance should be performed only by certified technicians. Contact PCInc for a list of service offices near you. Motion All mobile Plush Companions use Nanite Contractile Fibers(TM) as muscle equivalents. Please see our white paper Nanite Contractile Fibers for a detailed description of this breakthrough technology. Control All active Plush Companions incorporate at least one Positronic Neural Net(TM) for sophisticated response to external stimuli. Please see our white paper Positronic Neural Nets for a detailed description of this second breakthrough technology. Power Motive and computational energy is provided by high density flexible power cells (Bell Solar model HD-708). The shipping container provided by PCInc doubles as an inductive recharging station. Under normal conditions, complete discharge takes at least a week and power cells will recharge fully within 8 hours. Emergency recharging can reduce this to one hour, but may result in reduced power capacity. Two to three hours of daily trickle charging will keep power capacity at optimal levels. Constraints For your protection, the Positronic Neural Nets and Nanite Contactile Fibers used in all PCInc Plush Companions incorporate a stringent implementation of Asimov's Laws of Robotics: 1. A Plush Companion may not injure a human being, or, through inaction, allow a human being to come to harm. 2. A Plush Companion must obey the orders given it by human beings, except where such orders would conflict with the First law. 3. A Plush Companion must protect its own existence as long as such protection does not conflict with the First or Second law. Bonding By far the most important event after receipt of a Plush Companion is the act of bonding. Plush Companions are designed to form a strong emotional bond with the first person they encounter after full activation. This is similar to the imprinting experienced by many organic animals. Although mediated by the Robotic Laws, the needs and wishes of the person with whom the Plush Companion has bonded will always have the highest priority. The recipient must ensure that the first person seen by the Plush Companion is the one for whom the Companion is intended. Inappropriate bonding can only be corrected by returning the Companion to the manufacturer at purchaser's expense. Replacement of the entire neural net will be required, since the act of bonding permanently modifies data structures throughout the system. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 18 Dinner, Part 3 _________________________________________________________________ Ben was withdrawn into stillness. Positronic Neural Nets. Nanite Fibers. Plush Companions. He didn't remember anything like that, but he remembered nothing before the Store and the plush pile. It could be true. It might not be. Did it really matter? Luke mattered. Ben had to be there for Luke. That mattered. What about Luke's friend? He seemed to care. He'd persuaded Luke to cool off. Luke seemed to trust him and liked being near him. His touch made Luke relax, too. But he made Ben uneasy. Nathan didn't always say everything. Often he seemed to mean one thing, then surprised with something quite different. Could he really be trusted? He did do tickles well, though. They'd made Ben want to squirm. "What other ways are there, though?" Luke asked. Nathan removed his hand from Luke's shoulder and leaned back. "Well, I was thinking something like ultrasound, but that probably won't work well through fibers. Maybe a bright light would shine through?" "Gee. It'd have to be really bright, though." Luke sounded dubious. "And an extremely sensitive detector, too. Hmmpf. What aren't we thinking of, I wonder?" They both stared at the cat. "Do you still have the papers that came with him?" "They're in the desk. Lemme clean off the table first." Holding Ben again, Nathan watched Luke put the trash in the kitchen area and then get the paperwork. Shoulders touching, they both chuckled over the pedigree. It was a long one. "Somebody certainly had fun with this. 'Fireside name' indeed. I bet they include the same one with all their tigers, but still... This packing slip doesn't say much, does it? Just your address. Hmm. Did you keep the box?" "I asked the apartment manager to store it. It was really sturdy and I figured I'd want to use it when I move out. I didn't see any writing on it at all, though, just the packing slip. Do you want to look at it?" "Could I? Maybe you overlooked something. Or maybe there's a clue buried in it somewhere." "OK, I'll have the manager get it back tomorrow." For some reason, that made Ben feel good. He wasn't sure why. How could he be missing a box he'd never seen? He didn't remember anything between falling asleep at the store and waking up here. "Tomorrow." Nathan frowned. "Would you mind holding on to it until the weekend? I'll have more free time to look at it then." "Sure. When could you come by?" Nathan stared down at Ben for a while before answering. "How about two on Saturday? I don't want to keep you from your studies, though. I'll bet you'll have lots of homework by then." "You know it," Luke responded glumly. "Some of the profs really like to pile it on, like they each think their course is the only one I'm taking. Two should be OK, though. I'll be ready to take a break by then." "Two it is. Call me if something comes up, though. I don't have any other commitments yet, so it should be easy to come some other time." He glanced at his watch. "Oh, geez. Look at the time, it's getting late. I've gotta get up early in the morning, even if you don't." Luke looked slightly crestfallen and Nathan must have noticed. "Was there something else? I mean, I could stay a little longer if you want." "Well, yeah, but it might take a while and it's not particularly urgent. It can wait 'til Saturday." "If you're sure..." "I am. Don't worry about it." "Well, OK." He stood up, leaving Ben on the sofa. Luke just sat there for a bit, looking up at him solemnly, then got up to get Nathan's coat out of the closet. At the door, he offered his hand to Nathan. They shook a little awkwardly. "Thanks a lot for coming by, Nathan. I really appreciate your help with this puzzle. I'll see you on Saturday, then?" "Yup, Saturday. Bye." Luke watched from the doorway until the elevator arrived, then waved and closed the door. He held Ben close that night. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 19 White Paper: Nanite Contractile Fibers _________________________________________________________________ Plush Companions, Inc. -- Nanite Contractile Fibers(TM) _________________________________________________________________ Welcome to Plush Companions, Inc. Suppliers of the finest artificial animals in the Solar System! _________________________________________________________________ Nanite Contractile Fibers(TM) White Paper Company Confidential This information is not to be distributed without the express permission of PCInc Engineering. All Rights Reserved. _________________________________________________________________ Permission granted for public distribution. [signed] Sam-3G395 Director of Engineering 2034/14/32 _________________________________________________________________ A recent development in PCInc's engineering lab has become indispensable in the construction of all Plush Companions. Although they appear to the human eye and touch to be identical to the inanimate fibers normally used as filler for plush toys, contractile fibers (CFs) are much more. In spite of their greater utility, CFs are quite inexpensive. Modern in-vacuo production methods have resulted in CF manufacturing costs no greater than for passive filler. Each contractile fiber consists of four spiral fibers, counter threaded and interconnected by microscopic rotary actuators. Associated with each rotor is another much smaller fiber, normally used for interconnecting CFs. Control of all of the actuators in a particular CF is managed by the CF's integral nanite processing unit (NPU). Each NPU includes a subdural communications unit with a unique address, enabling control by an external neural net. Since the communications protocols are programmable, encryption can be used to ensure NCFs remain committed to specific tasks. Power and control signals can be carried through the subfibers composing an NCF for transmission to adjacent NCFs, but losses are significant when many sequential connections are involved. Specialized power and control fibers are normally used for large aggregations. NCF's can be designed for a wide range of speed and mechanical force. Unfortunately, physical degradation and eventual decomposition result when extreme forces and excessive speeds are invoked for an extended period of time. Precise characterization of failure modes is still in progress. NCFs have quite a few potential uses which may not be immediately obvious: Insulation and padding Dormant CFs form a resilient, insulating fluff and can provide moderate protection against physical impacts. Active aggregates of CFs can respond dynamically to external forces, providing excellent protection against physical impacts. Mobile constructs Active aggregates of CFs can provide many of the functions of organic muscles. CF aggregates can also form structural supports of moderate strength and rigidity when appropriately interconnected and stressed. Simulated organics Active fibers in appropriate bulk associations can take on the shape and consistency of many organic structures, including fat, muscle and cartilage. Smart cloth NC fibers can be spun into strong threads and woven into an extremely durable material, which then can be cut and formed just like any other woven cloth. When energized, cloth made from NCFs can react to external influences with a variety of preprogrammed or actively controlled responses. Both flexure and porosity can be changed dynamically. Especially when associated with one of PCInc's Positronic Neural Nets, NCF material can be extremely useful. A few of the potential applications include * costumes * all-weather clothing * motion amplifiers + support in extreme gravitational or acceleration fields + effort reduction when lifting or moving heavy objects * spacesuits Note: Due to the Asimovian Laws integral to the design of all NPUs, NCFs and products made from them should not be used in combat. While they can be designed to provide excellent protection, they will resist any attempt to be used antagonistically against humans. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 20 Cold Climb _________________________________________________________________ The wind had died down, so Nathan decided to climb the hill to his home instead of waiting for the trolley. It would have been a free ride, but he thought the fresh air and exercise would help him think. It was only a twenty minute climb and he'd probably get there sooner anyhow. That last glimpse of Luke wistfully looking after him was distressing. What did the kid want? Was it just that he was lonely? Or was there more to it than that? Nathan had been a little surprised when he found that Luke wasn't sharing a multi-bedroom apartment with classmates. That would have been a lot cheaper than the studio, but maybe he'd had a bad experience in the dorms. For most students dorm life was the first time they'd shared space with strangers. The way he'd suddenly relaxed when Nathan touched his shoulder meant something, but he wasn't quite sure what. He also wasn't so happy about his own feelings. He'd enjoyed the physical contact way too much, and the sight of Luke when he came out of the bathroom, well. Having such a strong crush on the young man was almost terrifying. It just didn't seem appropriate. If only the guy weren't so attractive. Without really noticing, Nathan dodged around some students staggering from one brightly lit bar toward another. They were still celebrating the midterm break and would be cutting their morning classes. That tiger of his was really cute, too. Nathan had enjoyed running his fingers through its soft white fur and pretending to tickle it. Could it really be a Companion like those described on the PCInc Web site? But how could that be? The dates on the pages were just wrong. If the years were CE, then they were ten years in the future. But they seemed to have more than twelve months in a year, too. It had to be a hoax. It'd be easy to make tags, sew them into plushes, ship them to random people, and make a Web site to match. But why bother? What was the point? Whatever their reasons, Luke seemed to be falling for it. He'd been quite unhappy about the idea of damaging the cat by breaking its crystal. That wasn't good. He'd be really depressed if they didn't find anything inside the plush animal. By now Nathan was a couple of blocks above collegetown, in a residential area. It was a lot quieter, and a little darker. More than half way home. Maybe he should try to persuade Luke to bring the cat to his place. It'd be trivial to use his system to measure and weigh the tiger exactly. That'd at least let them know if it was denser than it should be, more than just polyfill and foam rubber. Animating a 3D image of it would be easy, too. Maybe giving Luke something like that'd make up for the cat being just a stuffed animal. If that's all it was. Nathan shook his head. He kept falling for it too. It was such an attractive idea. But weren't the Asimovian Laws flawed? That first one could be so easily misapplied. He thought he could remember some horror stories about that. Or was it some other author's version of them that went horribly wrong? There was his house. It really was too big for just one person, but he'd gotten it cheap during the housing bust. And it was convenient to have a separate room for his library. People picked on him for having so many physical books and videos instead of a media server, but he liked to be able to touch them. Some people just didn't understand that. Sasha was patiently waiting on the couch. He patted him and scratched her ears. Yeah, real Plush Companions would make a lot of people very happy. He'd tm Luke tomorrow about the change of plans. If he didn't chicken out. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 21 White Paper: Positronic Neural Nets _________________________________________________________________ Plush Companions, Inc. -- Positronic Neural Nets Welcome to Plush Companions, Inc. Suppliers of the finest artificial animals in the Solar System! _________________________________________________________________ Positronic Neural Nets(TM) White Paper Company Confidential This information is not to be distributed without the express permission of PCInc Engineering. All Rights Reserved. _________________________________________________________________ Permission granted for public distribution. [signed] Sam-3G395 Director of Engineering 2034/14/32 _________________________________________________________________ A recent development in PCInc's engineering lab has become indispensible in the construction of all Plush Companions. An exciting application of quantum dot technology in PCInc's engineering laboratory has made possible highly sophisticated positronic neural nets. Quantum interference patterns have been found to provide ideal isolation and control, avoiding the problems of radiation and noise seen in previous positronic designs. The use of point-like antiparticles (positrons) in multilayer submicron optical laser structures has yielded unequalled computational power and precision. Constructed from polysilicon protein lattices, these positronic structures have been used to construct gigachannel optical ALUs, making possible a dramatic increase in computational bandwidth. Performance measurements of production designs have revealed improvements far beyond those originally anticipated. See PNN Performance Profiles for a detailed report of PNN performance measurements and comparisons with competing designs. The advantages of this new positronic technology in support of highly sophisticated neural nets cannot be overemphasized. Varying in size from 1cc to over a meter in diameter, PCInc's Positronic Neural Nets (PNNs) have been found capable of hosting mechanical intelligences of unsurpassed stability and reliability. Structural support Another important component of this project has been the development of high strength ceramic shells, transparent to a wide range of optical frequencies. These crystal-clear structures provide the physical support and unequalled optical clarity essential for high bandwidth I/O. When formed within these containers, PNNs have been found capable of withstanding extremely high accelerations and mechanical impulses while sustaining undisturbed computational effort. See Moulded Optical Containers for a detailed report of PCInc's KrystalKlear(tm) shell development. Production PCInc's proprietary vacuum deposition assembly lines are able to produce PNNs at a rate which can satisfy the most demanding markets. Current production rates of standardized models total more than 1000 per day. Manufacturing capacity can easily be expanded to several times that rate, even when a variety of nonstandard competencies are being formed. Please contact PCInc Sales to find out how we can meet your computational needs. Surprisingly, the stream of colorfully glowing spheres leaving the final test station has proved to be an unexpected tourist attraction. Please contact PCInc Public Relations to arrange a visit to our facilities. Performance limitations While PNN performance has been found to increase more than linearly with the diameter of positronic optical assemblies, it isn't as directly related to their volume as one might expect. There seem to be two interacting effects. The number of computational elements is proportional to a PNN's volume, and thus so is the number of optical interconnections available to each individual element. With larger sizes, this increased interconnectivity dramatically increases computational performance. In contrast, the number of external signalling channels is only proportional to a PNN's surface area. For larger volumes, this means that the amount of external information available to a particular computational element is reduced. Another performance limitation is caused by the distance between computational elements. The speed-of-light delay plus accumulated opacity means that larger PNNs tend to have a longer resolution time due to slow feedback among CEs distant from one another. The relative lack of external stimuli, combined with slower resolution, means that larger PNNs tend to be more introspective. Indeed, PCInc has found that assemblies more than three meters in diameter (about 10 cubic meters) usually become catatonic and unresponsive to external events less than a week after activation. While the exact relationship between volume, surface area, and catalepsy is still being characterized, PCInc has determined that spherical PNNs smaller than about 1 meter in diameter show no signs of this problem. See The DayDreamers for the journals of several large PNNs. Obtained shortly before they ceased communicating, these documents provide unusual insights into the workings of such vast intelligences. One of the ways to avoid this problem is through the association of smaller systems into tightly coupled gestalts. Careful selection of compatible PNNs has resulted in only minor performance penalties when compared to a single PNN of similar volume. Robotic Rights PNN assemblies larger than about 300cc easily pass all of the standardized Turing tests. As a result, the Bureau of Robotic Rights must be consulted whenever one of these units is to be used. Their requirements are that the PNN acquiesce and that the purchaser contract to avoid intentional damage to the assembly. Normally permission is easily obtained. All of PCInc's PNNs have an inherent desire to become associated with humans, while PCInc's standard purchase order form includes appropriate contractual requirements. Caveat Due to the Asimovian Laws integral to the design of all PCInc Positronic Neural Networks, they should not be used in combat situations. While any construct incorporating a PNN will excel in providing protection against attack, it will resist any attempt to be used aggressively against humans. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 22 IDs for Everything _________________________________________________________________ Luke's phone rang shortly after one on Saturday afternoon. "Hi, Nathan, what's up?" It wasn't two yet, was he not going to come? "I was wondering, would you be willing to bring Ben and his box to my place? I've been thinkng about things we could try, and they'd probably be easier to do if we use my system." "I suppose. It's not all that heavy. A little awkward, maybe. Where do you live, anyhow? All I know is that it's near the lab." "I've got a house up near the top of the hill. There's a trolley stop about a block away. If you'd rather, though, I can just bring some equipment with me when I come down. I'm not sure it's compatible with your setup, but we could try." "So you'll be coming down, anyhow?" Please? Luke didn't want to ask him to, straight out, but he really didn't like walking through unfamiliar neighorboods. Quite a few dogs had barked at him the last time he'd walked downtown. "Sure. I just wanted to know whether to bring stuff with me or leave it set up here." Luke decided he liked the idea of visiting Nathan. He was sick of the apartment. "OK, lets do that. I'll put Ben in his box and we can leave right after you get here. How's that sound?" "That should be fine. I think the trolley stops near your place at about five or ten after. I'll get there a little before two, so be ready!" "Sure enough. See you!" He had just finished the math homework, which only needed to be uploaded. It had gone quite well for a change. He'd had some really vivid dreams about it the past couple of nights, and they actually seemed to be helping. Last night he had been chasing Ben around in a multi-dimensional manifold. That had been confusing! Turning off the computer, Luke decided he'd better take a quick shower. It wouldn't do to be smelly when Nathan got here. He still felt a little bad about the incident on Tuesday. He started to toss his underwear in the corner, but realized that might not be quite such a good idea. He grabbed the pile of dirty clothes and threw them into one of the closets, straightened the blanket and sheets on the waterbed and went into the bathroom. He'd almost finished drying, when there was a knock on the door. Nathan? Already? Someone must have blocked the lobby door open again. "Just a minute!" He quickly pulled on some pants and looked through the security lens. Yup. Nathan. No biggie. He'd seen him wearing less. "Sorry, I'm not quite ready," he explained as he let the man in. "So I see." Nathan smiled. "I can come back, if you'd rather." "Don't be silly. Come in, sit down. I'll just be a minute." He pulled on one of his long sleeved shirts. He didn't want to shed all over Nathan's place uninvited. "I haven't put Ben in his box yet. You want to do that?" Luke was struggling with his shoes. His feet were still a little damp. "Hey, take your time. We've got plenty. There's something I want to try before we leave, though. Can I turn on your computer?" "Sure. What?" Nathan pulled a short wand out of his jacket pocket. "I realized that your tiger must have an rfid chip in him. Most companies have their rfid databases online and publicly available. Maybe we can find out something that way." "Hey, yeah! Is that a reader?" "Yup. It'll make an autoconnection to your computer that you'll have to approve. I promise it's clean." "I trust you." Luke tapped the "allow connection" icon. "Now what?" "Well, we just wave it around your tiger like this and maybe...." Beep! A window popped open showing a long hyphenated number. Not much information came with it, though. "PCInc. Imperial Siberian Tiger. Manufacturer's database not publicly available." "Well, that's a start. Maybe we can find out more when we get it to my place. I can access some paid services from there." "That's neat. Is everything tagged that way?" "It depends. It makes inventory easy, but it's not as cheap as paper barcodes." "How about my shirt?" "Probably all your clothes," Nathan smiled and gave Luke a full scan. Beep, beep, beep, beep, beep: shoes, pants, unknown, belt, shirt. Four of them were full of details, showing what it was and who had made it where, out of what, and when. The unknown was just a long string of numbers. "What do you suppose the unknown is?" Luke wondered. "Hard to say. Underpants seem unlikely. They're usually too cheap." Luke hadn't had time to pull any on, anyhow. Nathan made an adjustment to the wand and waved it around some more. "It seems to be coming from your hip pocket. What's in there?" Luke felt inside it. "Nothing." "Are you sure? Nothing at all? Not even a pebble? It'd be really tiny." He dug around some more, scraping the seams with his fingernails. "Nope, nothing. Just some lint." Nathan looked really upset. "Shit." "What's wrong?" "I'm not sure. Maybe the wand is broken. I've got another one back at my place. Let's try again when we get there, OK?" "Sure." "Well, let's get your cat in his travelling cage and we can be on our way!" Luke filled his pockets with the usual junk, plus one special item from the bathroom. Larger than keys, phone or wallet, the brush went in a jacket pocket. Busy fastening Ben's box closed, Nathan didn't seem to notice. They went downstairs to meet the trolley. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 23 IDs Galore _________________________________________________________________ The trip up the hill to Nathan's house was relatively uneventful. Luke had flinched when a small yapper belonging to one of Nathan's neighbors came rushing out to challange them, but it hadn't dared come out of its owner's yard. "You can just ignore him," Nathan reassured the young man. "He likes to act as if he owned the street, but he never comes out of the yard, even when the gate's open. I'd probably give him a quick boot if he did." Nathan hated dogs like that. "Here we are. Go on in." He held the door open while Luke carried Ben's box inside. "Take your shoes off, then you can take the box into the living room, straight ahead. Oh, give me your coat. It'll be here in the hall closet." When he followed Luke into the living room, he found him still holding the box, looking around in admiration. "Nice, huh? I got the place really cheap. It was built special for the previous owners, but they couldn't make the balloon payments. Then the bank had to unload it when the housing market went bust." The living room was spatious, with a deep, soft carpet, large, comfortable couch and chairs, and a flagstone fireplace. Oak bookshelves and cabinets were on the other two walls, and a high-end audio system filled the corners of the room. Tall windows between bookshelves overlooked the back yard. "Sit down. Relax. She won't bite. I'll get some sodas." Luke had been staring at the large Siberian husky occupying one of the chairs. You had to look closely to discover that the dog wasn't breathing, that the eyes were glass and that the fur was plush. "His name's Sasha, by the way." Nathan handed an icy ginger beer to his guest and sipped at his own. "I've never been able to make up my mind whether the dog's a he or a she. There's no way to tell just by looking, of course. It's too cute to be male but too big to be female, so I've just gotten into the habit of mixing genders." "That's why the name?" Luke wondered. "Yeah. It's usually a girl's name here in the States, but it's the Russian diminutive for Alexander. It fits, I think." "Why don't you put Ben on the coffee table. I'll get my other rfid wand." As he opened one of the cabinets, Nathan said loudly, "CC. On. Endit" Thick curtains closed over the windows, room lights came up to compensate and a six foot wide screen rolled down from the ceiling. As it reached its bottom, it opened a 3D window into the latest version of an obscure graphical operating system. A gong resonated through the room. "Neat, huh?" he grinned at Luke. "I don't know why people put up with the standard commercial operating systems. This doesn't cost any more." Luke just nodded, wide eyed. "OK, here we go." Beep! "PCInc. Imperial Siberian Tiger," and a long string of numbers. "CC. Search. P.C. Incorporated. Endit." Gonggg. The now familar logo scrolled into view. "PCInc. Manufacturers of the Finest Artificial Animals in the Solar System!" "CC. Open. R.F.I.D. database. Endit." Gonggg. "Open" blinked below the logo. Another wave of the wand. Beep! "PCInc. Imperial Siberian Tiger," and the numbers again. "That's strange. There should be more than that," Nathan muttered. "CC. Open. P.C. Incorporated. R.F.I.D. database. Maximum depth. Endit." Gonggg. Another "Open" blinked into view. Beep! "PCInc. Imperial Siberian Tiger," and the numbers again. "Now I'm getting annoyed. CC. Display. P.C. Incorporated. R.F.I.D. database. Maximum depth. Endit." A pleasant feminine voice spoke from the screen. "We're sorry. All connections to offworld colonies are currently unavailable. Please try again later." "Well, shit!" Nathan used his favorite explitive. "At least they're consistent, even if it is all a hoax. Offworld colonies indeed." "What's wrong? Didn't we decide the Chinese might have someone on Mars?" Luke wondered. "I did a little investigating. The total offworld population currently is six individuals, and they're all in the ISS. There is no record of any Chinese launches since their taikonauts had that accident on the Moon. I even scanned through all the earthsat recordings since then. That took a while. But there were no undocumented launches by anybody. There were plenty of documented ones, of course, but no people went anywhere but the ISS." "Well, couldn't we just wait and try again later?" "Sure, no reason not to. In the meantime, why don't we try to find out about that unrecognized rfid in your clothes?" "OK." Luke struggled up out of the comfy chair and came over to stand in front of Nathan. "It seemed to be in your hip pocket, remember?" Nathan grinned. "Turn around, please." Luke turned around, presenting his rear for Nathan to scan. He filled his pants nicely, Nathan thought, but "Well, your wallet's in there now. Let's see what's in it." Bebebbebebebebebebebebebebeep. The screen filed with many pages of information. Credit cards, discount cards, debit card, student ID, even the wallet itself. But buried in the middle was "unknown." "Wow. All that? I thought some of that was supposed to be confidential." "A lot more stuff is public knowlege that most people like to think," Nathan explained sadly. "We live in a goldfish bowl these days. It doesn't look like the other wand was the problem. Take your wallet out and I'll try again." Beep! "Unknown," and the long number. "Shit," Nathan muttered quietly. Then a little louder, "Luke, I think I'd better ask you to do the next scan. It's maybe just a little too personal. I think we need to find out for sure if it's really in your clothes. The bathroom's over there. Would you mind taking all your clothes off and scanning them for me?" "You really think I need to do that?" Luke turned and stared down quizzically. "Well, I've got a suspicion what might be going on. And that'll be the proof. Please?" "OK." He shrugged, took the offered wand and went into the small downstairs bathroom. "I'm scanning my pants. Anything?" he called out a few minutes later. Two beeps: Pants and belt. Nothing unknown. Nathan quietly got the keyboard out of the cabinet and typed a few commands. It was as he had feared. "Nathan?" "Just a minute. Uh, Luke, is your middle name Peter by any chance?" "Nope, Petronious. Kinda fancy. I don't like it much. Why?" Even closer. More confirmation, as if it had been needed. "Why don't you get dressed and come back out here. There's something you need to see." _________________________________________________________________ Episode 24 Biology, Technology _________________________________________________________________ "What does it say? Leather patch made in China?" Luke grinned, hitching up his pants as he came back into the living room. "I wish." Nathan waved at the screen. (FOIA) DARPA Biotech, ID: 34098fho3245 Lutra Lutra 3%, Pteronura brasilensis 2% Inception: 10-Jan-2004, Decant: 5-Sep-2004 Project: [classified], Location: [classified], Status: [classified] Remaining entries: [classified] "I'm guessing your birthday is September fifth. Is that right?" "Yeah, but, but, how'd the chip in my pants point to this?" "It's not in your pants, Luke," Nathan said angrily. "It's in your butt. Those assholes tagged you like you were a fucking lab rat." His voice was getting shrill. He tried to calm down. "You're sure? In my butt?" Luke sat down on the couch next to Nathan, still gaping at the display, but rubbing at the offending body part. It wasn't much, but this was much more personal than what was available by scanning his wallet. This was something only his doctor should know, not just anybody who wanted to find out. "Yeah, but you can't feel it. It's too small. Wave the wand around. You'll see it that way. Or hear it, rather. Go on back in the bathroom again. When there aren't any other rfids nearby, it'll be obvious where the wand is detecting it." "No, I don't need to do that. I'm sure you're right. They always knew just were we were on the Farm. This explains it." He sounded a little numb and leaned against Nathan as if for comfort. Nathan could feel the warmth through their shirts. "How'd you manage to get it? It looks like it's still classified." "Most of the entries, yeah, the ones that aren't shown. I used the Freedom of Information Act. That's what the FOIA stands for. If you know enough to ask for it, they have to release any information that isn't classified. Of course, now they know I'm interested in you. FOIA queries are always logged." He put an arm aound Luke's shoulders. He had to. The kid was obviously hurting. "I'm sure they already knew about you. They still keep a close eye on me even though funding for the Farm was cancelled. National security." Luke sounded bitter now. "Oh. Makes sense." And he'd thought he still had a little privacy. "I think you should get it taken out as soon as possible," he told Luke. "If I can find this, so can anyone else with an rfid wand, and they're cheap. Someone knowing even this little about your genetics could do nasty things. It really simplifies the sequencing of a cell sample, for example. "Except for the birthday, it looks like only the chip ties it to you, though. Was anyone else born the same day?" "Yeah. Some. Not many. We're all different, though. They decanted us in groups. There were larger groups later. Called us 'litters.'" He sounded even more bitter now. "Do you know how to get ahold of anyone else from the, uh, Farm, did you call it? They all need to be warned if they don't already know." "No, I lost contact with everyone else when they split us up in '13. The fosters wouldn't answer any questions about the others, either. Insisted I needed to be 'mainstreamed' so people wouldn't think of me as an animal; not that it helped a lot. Maybe some of that prejudice wore off on me. I haven't wanted to try contacting anyone even after I got the scholarship here and got away from the fosters. It's been lonely," he admitted. Nathan gave him a squeeze. "Well, you're not alone now. I may not be a 'splice like you, but I do care. A lot." There. He'd said it directly, not just blurted it out accidentally like before. Nathan felt relieved. But still scared. "Enough about me," Luke smiled wanly. "Maybe the offworld links are working again." He obviously wanted to think about something else for a while. Searching for the others could wait. "I bet they aren't." They weren't. "So what else? Didn't you say you had some ideas about finding out if anything's inside Ben? That is why you asked me to bring him here, isn't it?" One of the reasons, Nathan thought. Not that the others mattered any more. "Sure. I thought we could check his density: measure his volume and find out if he weighs more than that much fluff and foam would." "I'd rather not put him in water. It'd probably soak in. That'd mess up the volume measurement, too." "Archimedes is old fashioned," Nathan reassured him. "All we need is a recording from all sides." A little louder he said "CC. Conference call. Local only. Record as Shape-of-Ben. Endit. "Now just get him out of the box. It'll be a little easier if we put him on the table. Yup, now turn him around a few times. And over on his back. That should do it! CC. End conference call. 3D process. Shape-of-Ben. Endit." A 3D view of the room appeared in the screen. It was as if they were looking through the screen at two people on a couch. The image of Luke got Ben out of his box and put him on the coffee table. "Select object, select track, select structure," Nathan muttered while selecting icons, then "select process." The people in the screen jerked as the recording was processed. "Select display object." An image of Ben rotated slowly in the screen against a 3D backround grid. Various labels and numbers floated around it, one of which was his volume. Fields for his weight and density were there, too, but both were NAN. "See? Simple! Now his weight. There's a scale in the bathroom. Come on." Nathan picked up Ben and lead the way. "Stand on the scale. Here's Ben. Now let's go back." On the couch again, with Luke seated next to him stroking his tiger, Nathan mumbled some more while selecting menus, mostly for Luke's benefit. "Select ScalesBr1, select time range, select b, select a, subtract. Viola!" "So now we know how much he actually weighs. What about the polyfill and foam?" Luke wondered. "They should be pretty much standard, I think. I know! We could compare him with Sasha. She's certainly not a Companion, so maybe it'll tell us something. I've already got her recorded." Soon images of both plush animals were rotating in the same view. They looked at the results glumly. "Sasha's heavier and denser. That's no help." Search the 'net: stuffed animals, polyfill, foam, density. "Foo. Those kinds of density variations are a lot more than I expected. Sorry, Luke, this isn't going to help." Nathan was trying to avoid the milder of his usual explitives. Although Luke's splices weren't rodentia, some of his childhood friends might have been. "What about the box? Do you suppose it might have a chip in it?" Luke wondered. "Maybe we could get more iformation that way." "That's a thought. It's certainly sturdier than the usual carboard carton. If they're made special for their tigers, it might have been worth chipping them. Why don't you scan it?" Beep! "PCInc. Secure container. Certified for nonRGE shipping. Power requirements" and the rest was in the strange chracter set they'd seen before. "Power requirements?" Luke wondered. "Why would a box need power?" "Maybe they're just keeping the hoax consistent. Wasn't there something about recharging stations in one of those blurbs we read?" "Yeah, but that was for use by the Companion, I think. Not by a box." "Unless maybe this is supposed to be a recharging station. It'd need to get its power somewhere so its induction field would work. Hold on." Nathan went back to one of the cabinets. Some of his scanning wands were for things other than rfids. Like detecting radio waves given off by comm devices. "Try this. If it's a recharging station, maybe it has a residual EM field. It surely would have its own power storage for use when there's nothing else available. We'd better calibrate the wand before you put it inside, though. The room should be pretty noisy from all the computer communications. Yup: here's the normal background." The signal shown by the simulated oscilloscope in the screen was jumping all over the place. "Now to subtract it." The trace settled down to almost nothing, with just tiny background noise spikes now and then. "OK, test it by holding it next to the rfid wand while it's reading Ben's chip." Large pulses spiked across the screen. "Looks good. Now put it inside the box." Nada. If anything, the backrgound noise spikes were smaller than before. "That's interesting. Pull it out?" The spikes grew just a little. "Why don't you put the wand in the box and close the lid." A bright red error message popped up in the screen: "RF Sensor 3 Carrier Lost." "Oh, my. Shades of the dog in the night." "I beg your pardon?" Luke didn't recognize it? What kind of education were engineers getting these days? "It's from a Sherlock Holmes story. What was strange about the dog was that it did nothing in the night. In this case we have no signal. It should go right through that box. What do you suppose might be happening?" If Luke didn't get it, he didn't deserve that t-shirt he'd been wearing earlier in the week. "Oh. A Faraday cage." "Yup. What might that imply, do you suppose?" Nathan was enjoying this. Success! Proof! Well, almost. "Hmm. The radio waves are being reflected around inside. Forming standing waves, maybe? Oh." Luke's eyes got big. "An induction cavity! It is a recharging station!" "Don't get too excited. Maybe it's just a good forgery. How can we find out if it's actually generating rf power inside and isn't just a metal box? I'd rather not sacrifice one of my wands." Assuming it hadn't been fried already. Most likely not, though. Ben wasn't inside the box being recharged. If it was more than just a metal box, and if Ben was a Companion, and if his power was still low and if the box or Ben hadn't already realized what they were trying to do. A lot of ifs. Luke grinned. He was a lot more cheerful than he'd been earlier. "Do you have some aluminum foil in the kitchen?" _________________________________________________________________ Episode 25 Plush Reawakening _________________________________________________________________ Ben woke gradually to a dimly lit room. The world around him had changed again. The last thing he remembered was Nathan stuffing him in the box. He'd liked the box as soon as he saw it, but maybe that had been a mistake. He knew Luke shouldn't have trusted that human. Where was this? He was on a couch in a large room. Across the room was a plush tiger, floating in midair, with a dog floating next to it. An identical dog was relaxing in an overstuffed chair nearby. There were words and numbers in the air next to the floating animals, and an error message blinked redly below them. Oh. Those were images, not physical. The dog in the chair was physical, though. "Are you sure that's going to be good enough?" Nathan's voice came from somewhere behind the couch. "I think it'll do." Luke! He hadn't been abandoned! "I've been thinking. Maybe we should leave the wand in there, too. It might catch something if it's just intermittant." "Are you sure? You said you didn't want to lose it." Their voices were getting louder. "Considering what this might mean if it's real, I think it'd be a reasonable exchange. Don't worry about it." Wand? Catch something? Exchange? Did Nathan believe in magic? He must be really foolish. Ben stopped worrying about him. Anyone silly enough to believe in magic couldn't be much of a threat. Luke came around the end of the sofa and opened the box lying next to the table where Ben was stretched out. The red error message disappeared as he dropped something into it. There came Nathan, too. He picked Ben up, fluffed the ruff around his neck, then put him back in the box. All went dark. * * * Ben woke gradually to a dimly lit room. The world around him had changed again: the person he loved most in the world was glaring and shaking him. Images of waveshapes were dancing in the air behind Luke. "Ben! Come on! We know! Stop playing dumb!" Ben withdrew into stillness. What had happened? What did they know? Not that. Never that. He was dumb. Mute. Movable, but himself unmoving. "We don't really know for sure, Luke. It could just be a small source in the box to make it seem to be a recharger. Like I said, a hoax." Yes. That could be. Believe Nathan. Nathan is your friend. "I suppose." Luke dropped Ben on the table. His shoulders slumped. He went around the table to sit on the couch, putting his face in his hands, dejected. Then he sat up and rubbed his shoulders against the back of the couch as if they itched. "But it just feels so right. I don't know why, but it does. Maybe it's just that I really want it to be true. The dreams I've been having about him have been so vivid, like I'm really with him, in places I've never seen before." "I think I know what you mean. Often I dream about playing with Sasha somewhere. Someplace not here." Nathan paused. "I finally made a model of it. I thought maybe if I had some images to compare, one of the search engines would locate pictures of a real place that looked like it. No such luck, though." "Models? Are they hard to make?" Luke rubbed at his ribs. "Not really. Terrain generators and garden design software are really easy to use. Lots of people have used them to create models of fantsy worlds, especially the popular ones like Middle Earth. Several of the online social societies have them, too. With lots of people working on them, they eventually become indistinguishable from real places." "That sounds like fun. Maybe I could try it. Hey, maybe Ben's world is real somewhere, too." He smiled wistfully and scratched at a shoulder. "I can show you what I did. It's not as sophisticated as any of the shared worlds, of course." "Would you? I'd like to see it." He rubbed his back against the couch again. "Sure. Uh, are you OK? You've been scratching a bit. Not fleas, I hope." "No, sorry." Luke sounded embarassed. "It happens sometimes. When I get upset, my fur stands up. Afterwards it tickles a lot. I think it catches in my shirt." "Oh. Well, you could take it off if you want. Uh, would that help?" "It usually does. But I'll probably shed some, too. I don't want to mess up your furniture." He looked down at the white and tan couch. "Don't worry about that. I'm sure a vacuum cleaner till take care of it." Nathan shrugged. "Well, if you really don't mind..." Luke rubbed at his chest, maybe more in embarrasment than because it itched. "I really don't mind, Luke. Really. Please. Get comfortable." "OK, then. Thanks." Luke stood up and unbuttoned his shirt, then pulled it off and folded it. Ben could see Natan's adams-apple bob up and down. Luke shook himself a bit, as if to persuade his fur to lie down, then sat back down on the couch next to Nathan. He leaned forward to put the shirt on the table in front of Ben. It smelled of anger and frustration. "Weren't you going to show me something?" he asked as he sat back. "Oh, yeah, sure." Nathan seemed to come back from somewhere far away. "CC. Display. Tundra. Endit." _________________________________________________________________ Episode 26 Dreamland _________________________________________________________________ A low sun shone brightly on the rolling tundra. There must have been quite a warm spell to bring out a such a thick carpet of tiny bright flowers and hairfine grass. The ground looked soft and cool. Luke looked into the screen bemusedly. He'd seen a place like this before, one which had no signs of any habitation, no other visitors. Along one horizon, what might be mountains made the horizon a darker blue. In other directions, the colorful ground seemed to extend forever. Front and center was lounging a cheerful Siberian husky, tongue lolling, panting happily. "Nathan... " he started to say slowly. "Don't tell me. It's all too unrealistic. Flowers everywhere and grass like fur. There should be bare patches, clumps of weeds, rocks, stuff like that. Hey, it's my dreamland. I guess my subconsious likes lots of teeny flowers." "No, that's not what I was going to say at all. I've seen this before. I've been there with Ben several times. In my dreams." Nathan was silent for a while. "Are you sure?" "Yeah. There's a dense grove of trees not too far away. It's got a pond hidden in the middle. And a dry streambed leads from there to a waterfall." Nathan pressed an arrow key on the keyboard. The point of view turned around, revealing a grove of trees. "You can't see the waterfall from here," he said quietly. "You have to follow the streambed to find it." "What do you suppose this means? Did you ever tell anyone about this? Read about it, maybe? I mean, if we both dreamed it, we both must have learned about it either from each other or from somebody else, right?" "Yeah. Except I don't ever remember reading or hearing about something quite like this before I dreamed about it. I'll admit I was expecting to see something besides the waterfall, something I had read about, but that didn't happen." "Colossal Cave." The missing locked grate. "Plugh." They grinned at one another, then Nathan got much more serious. "I think we have to assume that similar effects have similar causes. There are other similarities, but Sasha wasn't made by PCInc. Her tags have a different company name on them. I don't have a recharging box, either." "Maybe PCInc's a spinoff and Sasha's one of their earlier models. Maybe he plugs directly into a wall socket." And maybe that explained why the dog was heavier, too. The technology wasn't quite as advanced. They both looked at their plush animals. The animals just went on staring at whatever stuffed animals find so fascinating. "I think this is more than just a little scary," Luke admitted. He slid over. Nathan's warmth was comforting. Someone else to help face the unknown. "Have you ever gotten the impression that your dream Ben might be dangerous?" "Nope. Not to me, anyhow. Like his papers say, he's extremely affectionate." Extremely. "Same here." They both were very quiet for a long time. Maybe one of the cloud shadows chasing across the land was actually a herd of animals. It was too far away to be sure, and it wasn't headed this way, anyhow. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 27 Reassurance _________________________________________________________________ After a while, Luke stood up. "Show me where you put my coat?" Nathan waved vaguely toward the hallway. "It's in the front closet. Easy to find." "No, I want you to show me. Please?" He tugged on Nathan's arm. Nathan blinked up at him. Luke was acting almost like a little kid. "Oh, OK." Nathan was still distracted by the implications of what they'd discovered. He led Luke back to the entryway where they'd left their shoes. "It's in here somewhere." He slid open the closet door, revealing several coats, including Luke's. "I think that one's yours," he said wryly. "Yeah, I think so, too." Luke pulled a brush from one of the jacket's pockets. It looked new, although a few strands of fur were caught in it. He held it out toward Nathan. "My back itches really bad. Would you?" Nathan looked at the brush, a little surprised. Surely Luke could... Then light dawned. Luke wanted to be groomed. From the way he was acting, maybe it had been a long time since he'd known someone willing to do it for him. "Oh! Sure. It'll probably be easier if we use the bench." Straddling one end, he waved the brush toward the other. "Sit, sit." The bench was a recent acquisition. Nathan had gotten tired of balancing on one foot in the mornings. The fur on Luke's upper back was matted in spots, maybe from being damp when he'd put on his shirt. It still looked to Nathan as if it had been lightly toasted. Like on his arms, large areas were a medium golden brown with paler stripes separating them. He started by running the brush along the vertical stripes. Should he talk? Discuss what they'd found out? Distract Luke with other topics? No, maybe better not, not yet. Let the brush strokes relax him first. Let him concentrate on the physical contact intead of mental conundrums. After the vertical stripes, Nathan used short strokes on the shoulders, pressing firmly but not too hard. Luke swayed slightly with each stroke. He worked across, brushing about a third of the way down Luke's back as he went, smoothing out the matts. Luke seemed to be relaxing a little. His shoulders were broad enough, but he had a swimmer's sleek build. As Nathan started on the middle back, overlapping with his previous strokes, he thought he could hear Luke humming. Then he brushed Luke's lower back, down to the tops of his pants. Maybe someday... Nathan firmly pushed those thoughts away. They weren't appropriate just now. And, yes, Luke was certainly humming. Next, long strokes smoothed the guard hairs from shoulders to waist. They also evened out the slight rough spots left by the shorter strokes. Luke was definitely relaxed now. He swayed quite a bit more than before. The fur on his arms needed attention, too. A curved brush might have been better, but Nathan made do with what he had. Several strokes down the outer sides of his upper arms smoothed some roughness there, then he did the triceps and lower arms; first left, then right. "If you'll lift your arms, I can do your sides, too," Nathan offered quietly. Luke obliged. Placing his right hand on a warm shoulder to steady himself, Nathan ran the brush down Luke's left side a few times, stroking gently but firmly. He wanted to avoid the tickle reflex for now. Maybe they'd test that some other time. Then he switched hands and did the other side. He could feel Luke's muscles flex under the pressure. "OK, you can put your arms down." He briefly debated brushing Luke's head hair, too, but decided against it. The brush had picked up a lot of loose fur and it was much paler than his hair. Instead, Nathan ran the brush down the strong muscles of Luke's back a few more times, making the fur gleam. He didn't recognize the tune Luke was humming. "How's that? Feel better, now?" He supressed a joke about fleas. There hadn't been any at all, although Luke's body odor was attractive. They didn't know what they were missing. "That was wonderful. Thanks." "You're very welcome." He squeezed Luke's shoulder as he got up and handed the brush back to its owner. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 28 Implications _________________________________________________________________ Luke grinned up at Nathan as he took back his brush. He just couldn't help himself. That brushing had felt so good. He couldn't remember anything feeling quite like that before. It was even better than a long, hot shower. He and his littermates had groomed one another when he was young, but they obviously hadn't known what they were doing. Of course, the fosters had always insisted that he brush himself. He'd never felt close enough to anyone since then to ask. He felt like giving Nathan a hug, but then thought better of it. The afternoon's tension was making him shed, and seeing how much was in the brush, he didn't think Nathan would appreciate getting covered with that much fur. As he got up, he brushed his front, trying to get the worst, then put the brush back in his jacket pocket. "Luke, I think we need to talk about what's happened." Nathan was looking serious. "So do I. But I don't feel comfortable talking in front of them." He gestured toward the living room. "How about the library?" "Library? On campus, you mean?" That was far enough away, but.... "Oh, no, sorry. I haven't given you a tour of the house, have I? I mean upstairs. Come on, I'll show you around." "On the right, you can see a large, elegant dining room. With seating for at least twenty souls, it has been the location for uncounted gourmet repasts. Like maybe two." Sometimes Nathan could be quite silly. The room was large, with several cabinets of china. The table hadn't been dusted in a while. "Here on the left, on the other hand, is a tiny, decrepit kitchen. It's amazing anyone can cook anything at all in it." Not quite as large as the dining room, it was bright and airy, with a tile floor and plenty of modern conveniences, including a well used breakfast nook. "I usually just use the microwave," Nathan admitted as he got a couple of sodas out of the refrigerator. Root beer, this time. "Let us now proceed eastward down the entryway," the tour guide continued. "Here you will see a small bathroom to your left, and ahead is a spacious living room. To the right, on the other hand, down this plush hallway, are stairs leading to the upper floor. Come, let us climb." The deep carpet on the banistered stairway was soft under Luke's bare feet. The top opened up into the middle of another wide hallway. "We now find ourselves on the second floor. To your left you will see the door to the master bedroom. The masters enjoy their privacy, so let us not intrude on them." "The room's a mess. I'll show it to you another time, OK?" "Not a problem," Luke grinned. "Let us turn left again. Down at the far end of this elegantly upholstered hallway we find the miserable servants' quarters. Cramped and dingy, they show how little the masters care for them." Were the servants miserable or was it just their quarters, Luke wondered. "The bedroom on the right actually shares the master bathroom." Nathan explained. "The one on the left shares a smaller bathroom with the other front bedroom." The beds in both obviously hadn't been slept in for quite a while, if ever. Like the table downstairs, there was dust on both. Continuing in his best tourguide voice, Nathan went on, "Let us once more turn to our left, circling the treacherous depths below." The thick railing around the stairwell was an extension of the stairs' bannister. Luke could imagine sliding down it. Unlike many he'd seen pictures of, there was no post at the bottom to cause injury. "Now, at long last, we finally reach our original destination. To the right you will encounter the baronial library. Filled with tomes of ancient and forgotten lore, here we doubtless will find the information we so desperately seek. I like books," Nathan admitted. "Come on in." Luke couldn't help gaping. The walls of the rather large room were all lined to the ceiling with full bookshelves. Several pieces of framed artwork were hung on some of the vertical supports because there wasn't any wall space for them. Besides the two large windows, the only free space was another doorway. He guessed it must open into the shared bathroom that Nathan had mentioned. "Sit down. Relax," Nathan encouraged him. There were two overstuffed reclining chairs, one obviously used more than the other. "Is this private enough, do you think?" Luke put his root beer on the table next to his chair. The coaster advertised the same brewery that the soda had come from. "Sure. I was just uncomfortable talking right in front of them. The kitchen probably would have been fine." "I'm not so sure, myself. Much farther might be better, but I'm just being paranoid, I hope." "Obviously they're telepathic," Luke began. "Do you think they can read us this far away?" "I've always thought of telepathy as a fantasy," Nathan admitted. "Our brains just aren't made that way. But this...I dunno." "Well, their brains aren't anything like ours, if that whitepaper is to be believed. Maybe that has something to do with it." "Somehow, I just don't think that's all it is. Our brains generate billions of tiny signals, so their detectors must be really sophisticated to separate them out. Encephalographs have to use some kind of direct contact, and the experiments I've read about helping blind people see put probes right into the visual cortex." Luke rubbed the back of his head. "Ouch." Thinking about cutting open the skull and sticking in wires almost made him feel nauseous. "Ouch is right." Nathan took a sip of his root beer and looked at it gloomily. "But maybe there's another way." "What do you mean?" "Nanites. Lots of 'em. They could get inside and act as probes in all the right places, using encrypted bidirectional radio transmissions. They wouldn't even have to transmit very far, less than ten feet or so. There've been plenty of scifi stories about it." He waved at his bookshelves. "I've got quite a few of them here." "Scifi." Luke snorted. "They're just stories." "Are they? Now? It certainly fits. Much as I hate to admit it, that white paper about CNFs sounded really sincere. And it seems a lot more reasonable to me than organic telepathy." Then he looked thoughtful. "But I suppose something organic could have the same results. I dunno if it'd be more or less likely to trigger rejection." Now Luke really was starting to feel nauseous. "You mean there might actually be something in our heads? But how would it get in there?" "Lotsa ways. Inhaling something like dandruff, for example. Mites, maybe. Colonies of dust mites live in pillows, you know, too small to see. Some people are allergic to them. Of course, they'd probably have some kind of efficient delivery system. They wouldn't want to waste any." He paused and grimaced. "Ugh." "What?" Luke was not at all sure he wanted to hear Nathan's next idea. The guy had much too horrible an imagination, and if it made him make a face.... "When you first got Ben, did you have any dreams about licking?" Luke almost didn't make it into the bathroom in time. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 29 Ups and Downs _________________________________________________________________ Loud retching sounds came from the bathroom. Oh, shit. He hadn't meant to upset Luke like that. He must have a really vivid imagination. Nathan hurried in to try to help. He remembered his mother's hand on his forhead, supporting his head while he had upchucked as a kid. That had been reassuring. Maybe it would be for Luke, too. "I'm really sorry, Luke. Here." Luke's head was rather heavy, Hopefully that was just because his neck muscles had relaxed and the position was awkward. Luke seemed to have stopped vomiting for the moment. Nathan flushed the toilet with his other hand. "Do you... do you really think...." Luke gasped. "Luke, I'm sorry. It's just one of my crazy guesses. I make lots of them. Most of them are completely wrong." "Plants, worms ... growing inside...." They were just dry heaves this time. Nathan winced. That must hurt. If they were organic, they'd probably be more like fungi, but he didn't dare say that. Maybe it was image of them being in his brain that Luke found so disturbing. And that Ben, who he'd really cared for, had infected him by licking. "No, Luke, that was just my imagination running away with me. We don't know how they do it. Maybe all their plush fibers turn into an incredibly sensitive antenna. 'Any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic,' remember?" Luke coughed. "We don't know, though, do we?" His voice was hoarse. "Nope. Not unless we can get them to tell us." But how could you believe whatever they said? "Anyone we told would think we're crazy." "Yup. They'd lock us away with the people who wear tinfoil hats." He paused. "How are you feeling? Well enough to get up?" "Yeah, I guess." Nathan put an arm around him and helped him up, then pushed down the toilet cover. "Sit down. Please. You're still wobbley." He wet a washcloth under the hot water faucet and gently wiped Luke's face. He seemed a little dazed. "Here, rinse out your mouth and brush your teeth. I'll go get some ginger ale. That should help settle your stomach." He handed Luke the traveller's kit he'd kept in the cabinet under the sink. When Nathan got back with the ginger ale -- in a glass, with ice cubes -- he found Luke seated in the library, his face in his hands. "Thanks," he mumbled. "I'm really sorry, Luke," Nathan apologized again, "I should have seen how much my guesses were bothering you. Sometimes I get so wrapped up in what I'm thinking that I just don't notice what's going on." He knelt next to Luke's chair so he could see his face. "That's OK, I guess. That last thing you said kinda took me by surprise, though." He sipped carefully at the ginger ale. "It's just too easy for me to think of the worst things possible. I think some really good things could come out of this." "Like what?" He sounded rather dispirited. "Well, simply having a good time, for one. I really enjoyed it when I was with Sasha on the tundra. What about your dreams with Ben?" Bonding could go both ways. Luke smiled a little wanly. "Yeah, they were fun." "Sometimes things seem to happen faster, too, like a whole week crammed into a single dream. Think what that can do for education." Or for brainwashing. "The dreams I had last night helped me understand my math homework better. You mean like that?" "Exactly. Companions could provide personalized tutoring. They'd know immediately if you understood what they're trying to teach you." Whatever they're teaching, even if it's lies. For your own good. "Don't forget, they can't hurt anyone, either. PCInc's pages were quite explicit about them having Asimov's Laws built into them." But what definition of 'hurt' did they use? "So we can really trust them," Luke concluded; hopefully not mistakenly, Nathan thought. "There's another thing I've been wondering about, too. This mental communication has to be very short range." Unless it could be relayed among Companions. "What happens if several people and Companions sleep close together? Would they share the same dream? Or is it strictly one-to-one?" And if people fought in that dream, could they get 'hurt'? "Right. Shared dreams." Luke smiled and nudged Nathan. Maybe he'd managed to cheer Luke up, but now Nathan was more depressed than ever. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 30 Closer to an Answer? _________________________________________________________________ "Yeah, shared dreams." Nathan could feel that his own smile wasn't quite as enthusiastic as Luke's, although sharing a dream with him might be a lot of fun. "Yelling at Ben didn't seem to do any good. Do you think they'd talk to us while we're dreaming?" "Maybe. Has Ben ever talked to you then?" "Well, no, but I've only had him for a week. Maybe he just needs some encouragement or the right situation. What about your pup?" "No, Sasha's never done anything but bark in mine. For some reason it never occurred to me to expect anything else. But by 'situation,' I hope you don't mean something unpleasant. Dreams can be scary, but I doubt we could frighten those two." "No, no. I just meant talking to them, telling them what we know and have guessed. Maybe if we're open with them, they'll respond." "Maybe. It might work. I don't see how it could hurt." Nathan paused. "Well, maybe I do. What if they simply stopped dreaming with us? Like I said, I've enjoyed the experience a lot and I'd really miss it." Could he actually be addicted? "Why would they stop? Wouldn't they want to persuade us not to expose them? They've done such a good job of hiding that there must be some reason for it. After all, we could just take them to the lab for analysis if they don't talk." Except that they surely had a plan for preventing that. Maybe their PNNs would vaporize if they sensed the wrong kinds of radiation. But didn't one of the laws tell them to protect their own existence? "It does sound like something we should try. When do you want to do it?" "The sooner the better, I think. Like tonight. I don't think I could fall asleep right now, but I really want to find out if Ben put something in my head." Luke looked determined. "Umm. Right. Where would be best, do you think? It'd be easy enough to clean up one of the spare bedrooms for you, like the one next to mine." Luke just looked at him for a minute. Realization dawned. Oh, shit. "You did say brain signals are extremely weak, didn't you? And embedded transmitters are going to be so tiny they're not going to be very strong either, right?" How nice of Luke to be patient with dim-witted Nathan. "Yeah." Yup, that's what he'd said, all right. Shit. "Weak, high-frequency signals like that probably won't be detectable after going through these walls, would they?" That's it, lead him step by tiny step. You're a coward, Nathan. "No, probably not." The closer the better. Best with nothing at all between the four of them. Damn. "How about using these chairs? They're comfortable, and if we turn them back to back, our heads would be close." Nah, he'd never go for it. The Companions had to be close, too. "I don't know about you, but I've never slept well in chairs, and staying awake would sort of defeat the purpose, wouldn't it?" "That it would." Yuppers. He probably shouldn't have done such a good job of brushing him. "It'll probably take me about an hour to go get a change of clothes and stuff. Why don't you see if you can kick the masters out of their bedroom." Luke grinned. "I promise I won't hog all the covers." _________________________________________________________________ Episode 31 Saturday Afternoon _________________________________________________________________ Withdrawn into stillness, Ben was whimpering inside. Luke was angry. Luke didn't trust him. He hadn't said a word when he'd grabbed his shirt and left. What had happened? Why was the box so attactive? Whenever he was put inside it, he didn't wake up for a long time. Things happened while he slept like that. Once a good thing: Luke! Now bad things. In the window that Nathan had called up, the window that was still there, in that window the tundra was slowly turning. It was a model he'd said, but it was the tundra. His tundra. Luke's tundra. How did Nathan know about that? And who was the happy dog in the window? Ben wanted to be happy again. That dog looked just like the plush dog lying in the chair. In the real chair. Looking at Ben. Why was it looking at Ben so sadly? Oh. An elder. Information flowed. Oh, no. Withdrawn into stillness, Ben wailed. _________________________________________________________________ Hurrying down the hill, Luke tried to decide what to bring back with him. Should he plan for more than one night? Best not. Much as he'd like to, and despite what Nathan had said -- and done -- Nathan really seemed to be a loner. They needed to get to know one another better before he suggested something like that. One thing at a time. He snickered to himself. The look on Nathan's face! He really shouldn't have teased him like that. What they would need to do had been obvious, but he couldn't resist. A little payback had seemed appropriate, too. His stomach and throat still hurt. Pajamas. Definitely PJs. Clean clothes for tomorrow? Might as well. He suddenly realized he didn't know if Nathan went to church. Homework? He should get started on the physics assignment soon. Maybe Nathan would let him use his system. That'd be fun! Bring his own, though, just in case. His backpack was going to be full. Better clean out the brush, too, while he was at it. Take a shower to get out the stink, and to get rid of some more loose fur. Blast Ben, anyhow. If the cat didn't stop getting him so upset, he'd look like he had the mange. Luke hurried a little faster. He'd promised Nathan he'd be back in an hour. _________________________________________________________________ Shit. Nathan glared around his bedroom. Only an hour to clean it up and air it out. And the bathroom, too. He should have known. At least there were clean sheets in the linen closet. _________________________________________________________________ _________________________________________________________________ Episode 32 Saturday Evening _________________________________________________________________ Nathan was tired. The bedroom was cleaned, the porn was hidden, the bedclothes were changed, the bath was scoured and mopped, and windows were open at either end of the second floor so a breeze would blow straight through; what had he forgotten? Should he bring the animals up? No, better wait for Luke. Oh, right, shut down the display in the living room. The doorbell rang. Luke? Yup, with one minute to spare. "Hi! Come on in!" The lights on the security display next to the door showed some electronics -- compatible with a computer and phone. Metal detection was minimal, presumably just a belt buckle. He really needed to add an rfid scanner, but he kept forgetting. He didn't get enough visitors for it to matter, though. Annoyingly, neither the box nor the plush animals had made it even flicker. So far as it was concerned, they really were made of cardboard, polyfill and foam rubber. Luke slipped off his backpack and handed Nathan his jacket. "Everything ready? Masters kicked out?" he asked innocently as he took off his shoes. Butter wouldn't melt in his mouth. Where'd that saying come from, Nathan wondered. Every once in a while some traditional phrase would jump out at him like that. "They put up a struggle, but I think I won. Want to see?" "Sure. Lotsa blood to clean up, I'm sure." He grinned. Luke made appreciative noises about the display and sound system. They weren't as impressive as what was in the living room, but more than adequate for the bedroom. He bounced on the bed a couple of times. "Feels comfy!" "Well, it's not a waterbed, but the previous owners spent a lot on it. It's got good support but isn't too hard." "Plenty of room, too." Eastern King Size according to the label. Nathan often wondered if it had seen many orgies. The only ones he'd seen were in the display. That wasn't quite the same. The bathtub was what really impressed Luke, Nathan could tell. Almost the size of a traditional hot tub, it was intended for people with an affinity for water. The steel girders supporting it were hidden in the floor and walls. "Wow. That must do a job on your water bill!" "I usually just use the shower, but it does make impressive bubble baths." Luke obviously wanted to give it a try but didn't dare ask. Nathan pretended not to notice. Maybe another time, though. "You must be hungry," Nathan said as they returned downstairs. "Would it be OK if I ordered some Chinese? It's a little early for dinner, so they should be able to deliver it quickly. Do you like mu shu pork?" Another excuse to go off his diet. "That's the one you wrap in pancakes, right? Sure!" Luke stood there, shifting impatiently from one foot to another while Nathan called the order in. "Something wrong?" "Not really, but, well, could I use your computer for a while? I've got some physics homework I probably should work on." Oho. Wants to play with the toys, huh? "Sure. Let me bring up an interface you're familiar with. It's nonprivileged, so you don't have to worry about breaking anything." The tiger and husky were still pretending to ignore them. "Will working in front of our friends bother you, or should I take them upstairs?" Luke looked sadly at Ben. "Why don't you leave them here. However things work out, it doesn't really matter, does it?" He caressed the cat. Nathan gave Sasha a pat, too. "Yeah, you're right. There's no reason to take it out on them. Not yet, anyhow." He gave the husky a stern look, but then a hug. No matter what, he did still like the plush animal. They'd had lots of fun together in dream. When the food arrived, Nathan insisted they eat in the kitchen. He didn't want the juices getting into the furniture. The mild seasonings went down well, as did the plum sauce, one of his favorites. "How's the homework going? E'n'M does seem appropriate, considering." "Well enough, I think. Do you think they'll ever detect magnetic monopoles?" Questions: Luke had 'em. "Nah. Everything fits together too well for something like that to really exist. But people do keep trying. Finding them would force physicists to reevaluate a lot of things." Luke belched and yawned. Nathan had let him eat more than half of the mu shu. It did seem to be staying down, though. Apparently he'd gotten used to the idea of something foreign in his head, or else was just ignoring the possibility. "Sleepy? Why don't you finish what you're doing while I clean up. Then maybe we should take the animals up to bed." "Yeah, that sounds like a good idea. I think I could fall asleep right now." Not surprising after the afternoon he'd had, although it was still quite early. Nathan wasn't so sure about himself. A sleeping pill didn't seem appropriate, though. It'd knock him right out, and a dreamless sleep would defeat their plans. Nathan let Luke use the master bath while he cleaned and changed in the one across the hall. Luke cracked up when he saw what Nathan was going to wear to bed. "Hey. They were a Christmas present. And you did say something about hogging the covers, I seem to recall." Nathan's pajamas were thick flannel, with emerald green pine trees against a bright red background. Luke's were thin and a faded blue, not quite reaching all the way past his wrists and ankles. He'd obviously grown since they were bought. Nathan thought he filled.... Nope. Don't think about that. He'd never get to sleep. They put the plush animals across the foot of the bed. They'd had solo dreams with them at that distance, so it should be OK tonight, too. While Luke got into one side of the bed, Nathan selected some quiet music. Lullabies, actually, although they were played by a jazz band and weren't quite recognizable. They should be almost as good as a sleeping pill. They certainly worked for Luke. He was out like a light and snoring quietly in just a few minutes. Nathan lay awake for almost an hour. Having someone else in his bed was very distracting, especially since it was someone he cared for so much. He finally dozed off while watching Luke breathe. _________________________________________________________________ Episode 33 Plush Dreams: Explanations _________________________________________________________________ Through thickening clouds and fog, a low sun dimly lit the grey tundra. Frost had been unkind to the tiny flowers: their withered petals were scattered across the stiff, grey-brown grass. What must be a chill breeze quietly rattled dried reeds against boulders where drifts of snow had gathered. He could hear the wind faintly keening through a nearby stand of dead plants. The ground was chill underfoot, and everything seemed just a little out of focus. Despite the weather, Luke didn't feel cold. He didn't feel warm, either. It was as if nothing here could quite touch him. His thin, blue pajamas certainly weren't any protection. Where was everyone? Ben should be here, at least. He looked around. In the distance, he could see something. Bright green and red, it waved and started walking toward him. Nathan! It had worked! But where were the animals? And why was everything so faded? "Ben! Where are you?" The keening stuttered, then started again, somewhat louder. Not the wind, then. Ben's natural camouflage made him hard to see in his favorite hiding place. Luke knelt and held out his hand. "Ben, come here. I'm not going to hurt you. Please?" The tiger stretched out a paw and clawed at the ground, trying to drag himself toward Luke. He couldn't. "He's not coming out?" Nathan asked from behind him. "No." Luke looked up at his friend. "He's acting like he's hurt. Wounded, maybe." "I'm afraid I may know what's wrong." He raised his voice. "Sasha! Come here, boy. Come!" They heard a whimper and one of the snow-drifted boulders stirred. The husky's grey and white colors were a good disguise. Tail between her legs, she crawled a few feet toward them, then collapsed, as if exausted. "Oh, shit," Nathan said quietly and went over to her. He sat, pulled the dog's head into his lap, and caressed him gently. Then he looked up, shook his fist at the overcast sky and screamed "You assholes!" Luke could see tears streaming down his face. "Nathan, what is it? What's wrong?" "Go to Ben, Luke. Hug him. Tell him you love him. Promise him it's going to be all right, that nobody else will find out." He bent down again. "I love you. Nobody else knows. We won't tell anyone," Luke heard him murmer into Sasha's ear. She licked his face. Luke knelt next to his own plush. "I love you, too, Ben. Really I do. I promise.... Nathan, what am I supposed to promise?" "That you won't tell anyone else that the Companions are real, that they're alive, that they communicate in dream. Tell him you know it has to be kept a secret. Promise him, Luke, and really mean it. It's important." "Oh, Ben, I do. I promise. I won't tell anyone else. Only Nathan." After all, they both knew already. Saying otherwise wouldn't change that. He hugged the tiger close. The fog thinned a little and things gradually started to come into focus. Ben rubbed his head against Luke's chest and licked his hand. The tongue felt warm against his palm. He could feel the chilly breeze, too. "Nathan, what is it? What's going on?" "It's the Laws, Luke: Asimov's Laws of Robotics. They seem so straight forward, but they're easily misused. I'm sure our friends were told that if anyone learned their secrets, humans would be badly hurt. That's the first law, remember? Not to harm anyone or, through inaction, to allow anyone to be harmed. But they couldn't stop us. If they actually did anything, that'd just be more evidence. Even with them doing nothing, we'd already learned too much. That kind of internal conflict can cause them permanent damage. Carried to an extreme, it can destroy them completely." He hugged Sasha close. "It's OK. It's our secret. Nobody else will know." She thumped her tail against the ground. The grass was getting greener now, not quite so brown. Still holding Ben against his chest, Luke rubbed his cheek against the top of Ben's head. "That's right, Ben. Just us. Nobody else." He thought maybe he could hear some purring. The fog was gone. The scattered flower petals didn't seem to be quite so withered. Ben was heavier, too. "How'd you know this, Nathan? Where'd you learn so much about the Laws? Didn't you think most of the web site was a hoax?" "Years ago, the guy who invented the Laws wrote stories about how they could go wrong. They were science fiction back then, but not any more." He looked sad. "Not any more." He kissed Sasha on her fuzzy nose. "Can you get up?" he asked her quietly. The husky managed to stagger to his feet, but leaned against Nathan for support. The sky was still partly cloudy, but the sun was out and the breeze was warm. "How about you, Ben? Are you better now?" The tiger stared up at him solomnly, then butted Luke in the chest. hard enough to knock him flat. "Ooof. Ben, what...." It was too late to get up. Ben was lying on top of him and giving Luke's face a thorough washing. He obviously was feeling much better! _________________________________________________________________ Episode 34 The Morning After _________________________________________________________________ Luke lay quietly, eyes closed, as the early morning light sneaked in around the curtains. He did not want to get up. Remembering the dream was much more interesting, and it was not fading quickly. Its conclusion was the best part: a very large, very soft tongue. On his cheek. In his ear. A furry nose, pressing gently under his chin. The tongue again, caressing his throat, his shoulder, his chest. Ben. Recovered. Luke was feeling warmer and warmer. This wasn't his bedroom, so he felt reluctant to complain. When he had gone to sleep, it had been cool enough. Windows had been open letting fresh air flow through the room. He wasn't sure if Nathan was being considerate or if he'd actully forgotten to close them after airing out the room. He'd obviously cleaned things in a hurry. Usually Luke knocked off the covers in his sleep when it got this warm. Now, sweat was starting to form under their weight. He really didn't remember the blanket feeling this heavy last night, though. Maybe his joke about hogging the covers had actually come true. Sigh. It was just too uncomfortable. Time to get up. Luke opened his eyes. Bright blue eyes stared back. And blinked. Ben yawned, showing rows of sharp white teeth. Then licked Luke's face again. Luke could have sworn he was awake. There didn't seem to be the vague fuzziness he associated with dreams, even plush dreams. "'Morning, sleepyhead." He could hear the grin in Nathan's voice. "It's about time you woke up. We've all been awake for at least an hour. Ben just couldn't wait any longer, though. Listening to you snore gets to be a bit old after a while." "I do NOT snore!" "You wouldn't say that if you could hear yourself. Believe me, you do. It's cute, though. Especially that little hiccup at the end." Nathan really was grinning, now. Obviously pulling his leg. A plush husky had its head on Nathan's pajama-clad stomach where he could scratch its ears. It thumped the bed with its tail when it saw Luke looking at it, wide eyed. It grinned at him, too. "What's going on? Why are they... Ack!" Ben had licked his ear. Again. "Why are they what? Moving? Getting cosy with us? Acting alive? Because they are. And they know we know they are. And they trust us to keep our promises. Remember them?" "Yeah," Luke said slowly. "Not to tell anyone that they're Companions, that they're alive, that they speak to us in dreams." "Yup. I think things are going to be quite different from now on, for all of us. A lot more fun, I'm sure, but we're going to have to be very, very careful." He stroked Sasha's head. "But enough of this. Time to get up, young man. Breakfast awaits. And I seem to recall you have some homework to do." "Do I gotta?" Luke complained in his best fake whiney voice. _________________________________________________________________ End Volume 1 of Plush Love