Icy rain hitting my bare flesh as I stand naked in a monsoon Twisted fate driving me from those who foolishly begin to love me Full of hurt and anguish I patiently stand there waiting for my impending doom Swirling winds surround me as I stare at the clouds in all its fierce ebony An inaudible scream of self-hatred releases itself from the deepest parts of my soul Brought to my knees; my mind races with the regret I feel in my heart Blinding grief tearing in my eyes for the loss of the better half to my whole My head kisses the earth; loathing there not wanting to be apart The earth trembles as lightning surges upward Heat flashing through the air against my skin My body grew weak as I heard Odin�s son thundered Chances for survival are undoubtedly thin Little to my relief the calm of the storm would arrive In the mist of the chaos silence now filled the air Opening a single eye laying there half dead; I wonder why I'm still alive This horrendous torment is far too much for anyone to bear Shock now besmirched my face Praying for death yielded only blue skies and white light That of a skeptic I look around yet the storm is gone without a trace I laugh fearing that this be some sick and twisted plight Rays from the sun now beamed through the clouds Falling tears from the sky breathing life into the ground. Sharp winds carefully removing the shrouds My heart skips a beet hearing one familiar sound Pupils grow narrow as I stare into the sky A shadowy figure singing a song I once new Feeling a loving embrace I say "this must be a lie" The ghost meets my gaze to say "if only that were true" My long lost love now stands before my eye Joyous tears quickly begin to swell My heart again whole with the bonds that tie And a deep feeling that all now is well But tis not to be for my love doth say "Apologies my sweet for my death is oh too real" "I too have longed to spend with you just one more day" "But in this game called life we must accept our own deal" "Live On" was the last words I heard Before the soul that stood beside me soon disappeared May she fly so high like a majestic bird And now know peace for I no longer feared