Happiness...

What is happiness...

I see happiness everyday...  
Couples being lovely.  
Children with their parents.  
Families...

Why can't I get happiness?...

Everytime I see this or celebrates a holiday with relatives,  
I put a smiling mask on saying everything is good, but in truth I'm crying inside...

Why can't I get happiness...

Everytime I see a pair share a quick kiss, I turn away...  
Everytime I see a small child, I turn away...

Because just seeing it stings hard in my heart.

Why can't I get happiness I ask my heart everyday.  
I never get an answer...

Then I ask:  
What is happiness?  
But also then I never get an answer...

What is happiness?

Why can't I get happiness?..

Why is my life so unfair?..........