so is this how it really ends yes and no evaluate what went right and what went wrong and perhaps you could be let go props you can change I wasn't always the best wolf of the pact wasn't I true but get on with it childhood I was so innocent back then yet so fearsome what do you mean I didn't have the best parents no one's perfect my father is abusive over aggressive an alcoholic and on top of it a smoker well that could lead down someone a dark path alone my mother was indirectly drugged up by doctors with so many antidepressants to the point that she became numb she became very dull and being a smoker too I still care for her but on same side I wish she could do more yet what's with the small horns so small they look like a female goat ironic you would say that my mom as messed around with magical forces before my birth a love spell so I imagine I have a little bit more magic than the normal person yes go on I never had any friends truly at the end otherthan one really fat wolf one possible female that's the only friend I had I've been bullied every year of my life during school oh really that explains why you're here then it all takes a toll doesn't it yes it does I'm going to guess your downfall you went more down the path of magic being your only friend you went to some dark alleys did some dark deals and brought about much death Maybe but this is my story yes despite everything I was a pretty good student aside from math I Ace most subjects and did well my sanity was tested multiple times yet I pushed through push through most of it all the crying in pain and sorrow and the attempts of much darker nature I see you mean yes why you taking such a pause I need a moment to remember to think without going crazy without screaming without getting angry I believe we have the time but be careful I might get a cat nap how funny I thought you were a lot bigger than a cat oh my someone decides to look away from their shoes pipe it yes take a moment breathe in breathe out I really regret my intelligence what do you mean once you make something new once it's in the public you can never take it back i see it started during my childhood years I began to try to do science experiments see how the world works then I realized Magic is strong is a different Force from the normal what would happen if both benefits could be achieved what could I make could I strengthen it make something higher than Magic if magic is fought of the will then perhaps if the brain is increased could make a stronger Magic when I was young I made a slight break through I made a substance called CCTY that had multiple magical properties that could be programmed could easily strengthen most materials or stretch them applying to anything CCTY had goo and its base form appearance and properties like it could be easily enhanced it could be easily mass-produced it's was the first time making something in Magic truly physical it could be enhanced and enhanced enhanced ironic but that was the first stage of my mistake how could it be for one it gives people that didn't have access to magic magic think of all the Horrors and one could do with magic many things because then they could eat the goo and then gain it if one was applied specifically the aspect of fire one could always increase it with spare Magic thus leading to a true stockpile thus leading to a stronger fire spell and that is just the tip of the iceberg