Stress And A Mess

Today was one of the most memorable days of my life. A little bit of everything happened to me and I felt a little bit of every emotion. It isn't new for anyone that I always carry a diaper. My health problem forces me to use it, as I cannot control my bowels and bladder. This makes possible for me to have an accident at any time of the day, anywhere. But, you can bet, today's accident was the most memorable.
I am an aspiring to actress. I don't want to brag, but I'm really good at acting. I know I'm different from everyone else. I'm the only creature that walks on four paws instead of two. But that doesn't bring me down. Although I'm still learning, I am sure that one day I will be a famous actress. Maybe even get into one of those famous Disney movies or series. Who knows?
As always, today I left home early to go to the theater school. While walking the streets, I imagined myself working on one of the most famous stages in the world, next to the biggest stars, like Barry, that deer that played Bambi. The wind hit me in the snout and gave me a very good feeling of relaxation. The day was hot and I didn't felt any shivers.
Walking relaxed and thinking about a wonderful future, I didn't notice the time passing by and, without realizing it, I had reached the street of the school. I only realized that when I heard someone calling my name:
“Hey! Susan!”
I automatically recognized that voice. It was my best friend: Jessie. She was always a very fun and friendly hyena. Her raised hair tends to make boys frizzy and her laugh cheers anyone up. Don't think that I'm jealous. My soft yellow fur with black spots and a heart on the forehead is also very attractive. And my green eyes are prettier than her purple eyes. But Jessie and I are great friends. She supports me and she's always by my side when I need it. We are inseparable.
"Hi, Jessie." I greeted her with a smile. "Ready for another day?"
"Always." She replied, also with a smile.
"What do you think Professor Ricky prepared for us today?"
“Maybe he will put us to do something “spiritual”. Hahaha."
"Yeah. Hahaha.” I laughed at her joke.
"What's the joke?" Is Mark who arrives suddenly.
Mark is a leopard with lemon color and white fur and brown spots with a black outline. He has the craze that is better than everyone and he likes to tease me.
"You have nothing to do with it." Thankfully Jessie doesn't let him downgrade her. She always face Mark.
"Says the hyena that is always glued to the diaper cheetah."
“You're the one who should be wearing a diaper. In your mouth!” I couldn't help myself. I had to attack.
"What?! I will force you to remove what you said, you little...!”
"And we gotta go now." Jessie interrupted the leopard. "Come on, Susan." Jessie and I went up the school stairs, leaving Mark to talk to himself:
"Hey! I'm not done yet! Come back here!”
In the school hallway, Jessie and I headed for our lockers. “Thank you, Jessie. Again." I thanked her.
“You don't have to thank me, Susan. That's what friends are for. Besides, I can't stand that idiot.”
When I opened the locker, I noticed that there was no diapers there. However, I decided to ignore that. After all: what would be the probability of something happening during the classes? I love theater!
Nowadays there are many animals wanting to enter the world of theater and the school is full of different species: lions, tigers, jackals, foxes, elephants, giraffes, parrots... There are even ants!
We arrived at the hall, where some animals were already gathered. Our class is essentially composed of animals of African origin: lions, hippos, hyenas, elephants, crocodiles, zebras... The hall is basically composed of numerous benches and a huge stage, where we usually practice our representation skills.
“Jessie! Susan! I saved you a place!” In the distance, we saw our friend Kevin calling us. He's a yellow-fur lion and has a red crest on his head. He's very friendly and is always willing to help the others. Don't tell anyone, but I think he has a crush for Jessie.
"Thanks, Kevin." Jessie and I thank him when we sit on the benches next to him. At first it was a little strange for me to sit with all four legs resting on the bench, when everyone else sat with their bottom. But after a few days, I got used to it and so did they. And I wouldn't like to sit like them, since I have to wear a diaper.
“Hey, Kevin. Do you know what Professor Ricky planned for today?” Jessie asked him.
"Well... Last time, he said he had planned something special for us, but I don't know what it is."
“Look. Here he comes.” I warned.
Professor Ricky is my favorite teacher. He's a very smart old mandril who also knows how to make some jokes. That's why we all like him. In addition, he's a famous actor who participated in a film that you should know: The Lion King. That's right. He played the role of Rafiki. Now you understand that joke of the "spiritual".
"Good morning, my beautiful students!"
"Good morning, Professor Ricky!"
"Today I have a surprise for you." He showed us a small brown bag. “Each of you will test a different mode of representation. Inside this bag, there are several papers with excerpts from speeches by the characters from Hamlet, which you will have to represent.” At that moment, I and all my colleagues were amazed and a little scared. After all, Hamlet is one of the most complicated plays to perform. “That way, all of you will be able to test your skills to a new level. Now, I'm going to distribute the papers.”
My body started to shake with fear of what was to come and my bladder seemed to be filling. Jessie must have noticed that, because she put her hand on my back to calm me down. “Relax, Susan. You can do it, whatever it is.”
"Thanks, Jessie." I calmed down. The time hadn't come.
Some students started to criticize the characters they take from the bag: “What?! This character sucks! I wanna change!"
"No refunds." Replied the teacher.
“Damn.”
"And here's yours." When the teacher handed me the paper, I didn't want to believe it. Queen Gertrude?! Seriously?! The nervousness increased and what I feared happened: I wet the diaper. The urine came out hard and uncontrolled. I felt the diaper getting more and more full and my ass getting hotter. In fear, I looked around to see if anyone had noticed what happened. Phew! Nobody noticed.
"Now that everyone has your roles, you can start practicing." Asked Professor Ricky. "In a little while, I'll start calling you to the stage one by one to show what you're capable of."
“Hey, Susan! Guess what! I will play Ophelia.” Jessie informed me.
“And I'm going to play Hamlet. It's destiny.” Kevin tried to snuggle up to Jessie, but she she leaned over to move away from him.
"Yeah. Sure." She responded to him with irony, before speaking to me again. "What have you got?"
"Gertrude." I answered in a slightly startled tone.
“Really?! Nice, girl!”
"I don't know if it's very nice. Do I have to practice Hamlet? And do I have to play the queen?”
“You'll do well, Susan. Believe it.”
"I hope so."
I was still nervous and afraid that something more intense would happen in my diaper than the hot lake that was already there.
Some time later, Professor Ricky decided to start calling on students to take the stage. While they were representing one by one, I was praying to be the last.
I hear Mark acting: “Oh, my offence is rank. It smells to Heaven. It hath the primal eldest curse upon ’t, a brother’s murder.”
“Very well, Mark. You did very well.” Said Professor Ricky.
"Of course. Claudius's role is perfect for me.” The leopard boasted, leaving the stage.
"You can say it." Jessie commented, making me laugh slightly.
“Susan. It's your turn." What I feared. The teacher called me to the stage.
On the way to the stage, I came across Mark, who whispered: "I want to see you fail." I ignored him. I was too busy trying to prevent the lake of piss that I had in the diaper had stuck and falled to the ground.
I went up the stairs of the stage with caution and placed myself in the center, where I directed my gaze to the class: “He-Hello. I will... I will play Queen Gertrude.”
“I've never seen a queen wear diapers! Hahaha."
"Shut up, Mark!" Jessie defended me again.
"You can start, Susan." Said the teacher.
"Go, Susan! Shows how it is!" Jessie shouted.
"Yeah! Show what's in the diaper! Hahaha!" Mark teased me again.
Jessie and Mark started to argue and the teacher got up to calm them down. However, I could only think of what Mark said: "Show what's in the diaper!" Did he know? I tried to ignore the issue and focus on what I had to do. But that just made me more nervous. Mark, Gertrude, the wet diaper, all made me nervous. With nerves and fear growing more and more intense, my body heated up completely and my intestines became whirling. The moment I feared the most was about to happen. Suddenly, a sound came from my ass and I knew what was coming. The smell started to fly and I knew it was only a matter of time before everyone realized what was happening. It was then that I felt something come out of my ass. It was worse than I thought. Instead of hard excrement, liquid came out. Diarrhea. I couldn't control it and a huge amount of hot and moist poo came out of my ass to join the pool of piss I had in my diaper. Without taking any more, I decided to stop forcing the walls of my ass to try to block the exit. Instead, I relaxed my body to make it easier to get out of the product. "Aaaahh!"
A few seconds later, I realized that it was very quiet in the hall. That was when I realized: everyone was standing there looking at me with surprise and disgust. It happened. The whole class saw me doing... that. I looked at the floor. The amount of piss and diarrhea in the diaper was so much that it was already dripping on the floor.
"I knew it! You are just a cheetah that will never stop wearing diapers. You'll never be an actress!”
"Enough, Mark!" The teacher scolded him. "You went too far!"
Again, my mind traveled. I couldn't hear or see what was happening in front of me. I could only think of the public humiliation I just had. However, what Mark said was stucked in my mind: "You'll never be an actress!" Maybe he was right. After all, how am I going to be an actress if I can't even say a sentence in front of them? With tears in my eyes, I ran out of the stage with the diaper still draining.
"Susan!" I heard Jessie call me, but I ignored her. I just wanted to get out of there. I wanted to forget what happened.
I ran down the school corridor, ignoring everything and everyone around me, until I entered the women's bathroom. Once inside, I lay on the floor, still in tears. After a few seconds, the bathroom door opened and I got up, trying to look more cheerful.
"I knew you could only have come here." It was Jessie.
"What are you doing here?" I asked, easing the tears.
"I came to help a friend." Her answer made me smile. She bent down to hug me and I hugged her back. However, the embrace was short-lived. She walked away from me, covering her nose and asked: "Don't you think it would be better to change your diaper?"
"I... don't have any in the locker." I bowed my head sadly.
"It doesn't matter. Let's do this: I take your diaper off you and, while you wash yourself, I go to the market to buy a package of diapers for you. What do you say?” The school is in front of a market.
"I... I think it's a great idea." I smile.
Jessie is really amazing. She always helps me in the most difficult moments. And this was one of the most embarrassing moments of my life. She could look bad for staying with me. But still, she wanted to help me.
Jessie picked me up and took me to the changing table. "You're heavier than you look." She commented. She carefully placed me on the table, lying me on my back. "Let's do it." Carefully, she took my diaper off, opening it, which caused an intense stench to spread throughout the bathroom. My diaper was very damp due to the mixture of piss and diarrhea and that caused the diaper to drain a little on the table. “Ew! Susan! You had nothing else to let out?” Jessie covered her nose and looked away as soon as she saw that service.
"Sorry." I spoke, blushing.
With one hand, Jessie lifted my body slightly while using the other hand to push the diaper away. Then she put me down carefully again. “Now you can go and wash yourself. I go to the market and take the opportunity to leave this outside in the trash container. This bathroom doesn't need to be scented anymore.” I smiled when I saw my friend leave the bathroom. She has really been an incredible friend.
I jumped off the changing table and I headed for the showers at the back of the room. However, the mechanism was a little loud and, even when jumping, I couldn't turn on the shower. Being the only quadruped, I had another solution. I climbed over the bidet and managed to turn on the tap. The water started to come out cold, but it quickly heated up and I started rubbing my body. I usually don't like to touch the water. But in that case, it was the best thing to do. As I washed myself, I remembered what had just happened. First: I was unable to act in front of an audience of acquaintances. How am I ever going to be able to act for an audience of strangers? Second, everyone saw that I pissed and shited in public. What if one day that happens in the middle of a real performance? Maybe Mark was right in what he said.
Suddenly, I heard the door open and looked at it with suspicion. But I calmed down again as soon as Jessie came in with a diaper in her hand. "I'm back!"
"You were quick."
“There was no one in the queue. So what about you? Have you washed yourself yet?”
“I'm almost.”
"Let me help you."
"I don't need it."
“Come on, Susan. Are we friends or not?”
"Best friends." I replied with a smile.
Jessie approached me and started to slowly rub her hands over my soft fur. Somehow, her cautious movements made me feel a little shiver. Picking up some liquid soap, she rubbed my back like a relaxing massage. I felt every movement backwards and forwards. After all the stress I had, that was the best treatment I could ask for. Without realizing it, I let out a slight moan: "Oh."
It was then that Jessie asked me: "Do you mind turning around?"
"O-Ok." I did what she asked and turned on my back with my legs relaxed in the air. Her hands began to gently rub my belly, just as they had done with my back. Again from back to front and front to back. "Oh, yeah." I moaned again.
“Susan. You have an elegant body.” Jessie praised me while she continued to rub me.
Instead of answering, I just blushed. After a few more moves, Jessie stopped rubbing my belly. "What's wrong? Why did you stop?” I asked, hoping that she would continue.
"The most important thing remains to be cleaned." I realized what she meant as soon as I looked at my most private parts.
"So... what are you waiting for?" I smiled at her with some boldness.
She realized what I wanted and started rubbing my bottom with her hands, I still lying on my back. The water had already removed the dirt, but it was necessary to rub with soap to remove the smell. I felt good about her with every move. However, as soon as she started rubbing my pussy, my eyes widened and I felt a chill again. Jessie rubbed that area several times and it made me moan slightly: “Oh, yes. Go on." It was when she stuck her fingers inside my pussy that I groaned louder: “Ah! Jessie!” However, my moans didn't stop her. Instead, she continued to move her fingers inside me, giving me more and more pleasure: “Ah! More! Ah!” Her constant movements made me feel something inside me. But that time, it didn't look like urine. “Jessie! I will...! I..." I felt something jump out of my pussy. "Aaaaaaahh!" When the liquid came out, I relaxed again. "Ooooohh."
After a few seconds, I heard Jessie comment: "This is actually good." She must've licked her fingers after I got them dirty. "But... now I have to clean you again." She looked boldly at my pussy.
"What?!" I gaped when I saw my friend lower her head towards my hole.
After turning off the tap, she stuck out her tongue and started licking the product that had come out of my pussy. Her tongue slowly passing my fur again made my body tremble. Jessie continued to lick me, until her tongue moved to the center of my entrance, where the mess was bigger. As soon as I felt her tongue touching my entrance, I let out a slight moan. "Oh!" Carefully, Jessie stuck her tongue inside my hole, making me moan even more. "Oh, Jessie!" She swirled her tongue inside, touching my soft walls. "Mmmmmm." The pleasure I felt diminished as soon as I felt Jessie pull her tongue out of my den. "What?!"
"There. You're clean.” She said.
“But… Jessie. I... Thank you.” I wanted more, but I didn't have the courage to ask.
"Now, let me put your diaper on." I saw Jessie clean the changing table with a damp cloth. Then she picked me up and laid me on the table. After that, she took a baby wipe and rubbed my bottom carefully, wiping off any remaining dirt. Then she took the new diaper she brought. "Here it is." She lifted my body slightly and, with one hand, lifted my ass, while using the other hand to put the diaper underneath. Slowly, Jessie lowered me again, leaning my body against the clean diaper. Finally, she closed the diaper, squeezing it very carefully so as not to hurt me. With the diaper in the right place, Jessie carefully placed me on the floor.
"You look perfect." Jessie smiled. "Let's go now."
"Let's go?! Where are we going?!" I asked confused, getting up again.
"Back to class, silly."
"I can't go back, Jessie."
“What?! Why not?!”
“You saw what happened. They will all make fun of me. Besides, Mark is right. I will never be able to be an actress. I can't even make a small presentation.” I bowed my head sadly.
"Susan." Jessie put her hands on my chin, making me lift my head to look at her. “Mark is a jerk. He's just okay to bring the others down. You shouldn't care what he says. You've done other presentations before and you've been amazing. Is it because you have to play a character of Hamlet? Susan. You will get it. I'm sure. You are fabulous. Just believe in yourself the same way I do.” For a few seconds, the two of us stood looking at each other with a proud smile. "So? How will it be? Will you give Mark a reason or will you face him and show that you are strong?”
"You're right." I responded with confidence. "Let's go." I walked with Jessie to the door. The two of us left the bathroom with a confident and proud smile on our faces. As soon as we opened the door to the hall, we heard Kevin finish his performance of Hamlet and we watched him from the entrance: “To be or not to be? That is the question.”
 “Very well, Kevin. You almost convinced me that you were really Hamlet.”
"Thank you, Professor Ricky."
Jessie and I walked in and everyone looked at us in amazement.
“Susan. Jessie. I'm glad you came back.” Said the teacher. "You're the only ones who still have to represent. Who wants to be the first?”
"Go." I hear Jessie whisper.
"I'll go first, Professor." I decided with determination.
“Very well, Susan. You can go to the stage.”
I went back up to the stage, but this time, I didn't feel nervous at all. I noticed that the stage was clean. I'm glad. Then I looked at my colleagues, who were looking at me with curiosity. To the left of the stage, I saw my best friend winking at me, which gave me even more courage. Even before I started, I heard Mark teasing me: “See if you let us know this time, before you bust! Hahaha."
“Mark! One more of that and I kick you out!” The teacher scolded him.
That time, Mark was unable to provoke me.
"Whenever you want, Susan." Asked the teacher.
"You can do it, Susan!" Jessie screamed, making me smile.
I took a deep breath, before entering Queen Gertrude's body and beginning my presentation: “Good gentlemen, he hath much talk'd of you, and sure I am two men there are not living to whom he more adheres. If it will please you to show us so much gentry and good will as to expend your time with us awhile for the supply and profit of our hope, your visitation shall receive such thanks as fits a king's remembrance.”
I was silent for a while, afraid that I had made a mistake and was humiliated again. However, my mouth opened in surprise, as soon as everyone, except Mark's asshole, stood up and started clapping hands.
“Yeah! Nice one, girl!” I heard Kevin scream.
"You are the greatest, Susan!" Shouted the hippopotamus Shesty.
I looked at Jessie and she raised her thumb, indicating that I did fine.
"Okay, okay." The teacher spoke, making everyone sit back and shut up. “Susan. You were... incredible! You have a natural talent! You were born to represent!”
“Th-Thank you, Professor.” I blushed at the comment.
"Now it's Jessie's turn."
I went down the stage and came across Jessie, saying: "Good luck, my friend."
“Thank you, Susan. But I won't be as good as you was.”
As I returned to my seat, I saw Mark looking at me angrily. When I made a face at him, he seemed even more upset. His problem.
When I sat down, Jessie started acting: “My honour'd lord, you know right well you did...”
"Congratulations, Susan." Kevin said, after I sat on his side. "You were amazing."
“Thank you, Kevin. You were also very well.”
“...rich gifts wax poor when givers prove unkind. There, my lord.” Jessie finished her presentation.
“Thank you, Jessie. You did great.” Said the teacher. “Dear students, today I have an important commitment. Therefore, today we stop here. Tomorrow we'll start preparing a play to present at the end of the year. So, tomorrow I want everyone focused and no trouble. Understood?"
"Yes!" We all responded.
"The last one was for you, Mark." Professor Ricky added.
Mark just snorted and I laughed, along with Jessie and Kevin. “Hey, girls. Since we have this break, how about we take the opportunity to go out?”
"What do you have in mind, Kevin?" Jessie asked with some suspicion.
"How about if we went to the Esplanade Of The Baboons?"
"What?! Does it really have to be in that place?!” I asked. I never really liked baboons.
If you prefer, we can go to the Coffee Of Badgers.”
"Ok. Let's go to the Esplanade Of The Baboons.” Among baboons and badgers, I don't know what's worse.
“Come on, Susan. It will be fun.” Jessie said.
“Fine.”
Jessie, Kevin and I were walking towards the lockers when we felt a disgusting smell approaching. “What is this smell?! Ew!” Kevin covered his nose.
Jessie whispered in my ear, explaining what was happening. “Hey, Susan. Do you remember when I went to buy diapers for you?” I nodded in agreement. "Let's say I approved to give Mark a gift of yours."
“You what?!”
We stopped and saw Mark opening his locker. "Aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!" He shouted when he saw what was inside. Jessie had taken my dirty diaper and put it inside Mark's locker. Well done. That leopard was really asking for that.
As Mark ran out of school, all the animals around laughed at that situation, especially me and Jessie. "Nice!" We gave five for a job well done. "Hahahaha."
That's right. Today was a day to be etched in my mind forever. Despite my humiliation, I realized that I have a lot of friends and that I might be able to become a famous actress one day. In addition, Mark was also humiliated and that is something that should really be remembered forever. I also had a good time with my best friend Jessie. After all, she's not just a friendly and fun hyena. She's also "talented". And now, if you'll excuse me, I have to leave. I will meet my friends at the... yuck... Esplanade Of The Baboons. Perhaps we'll meet again someday. Bye.