Shoyru Dellema

By: R. Fishy

It was a sweet smelling spring day in clover-dale fields, the honey suckles were in full bloom and Senjo couldn't be happier to be alive. He gazed at all of the greens around him accented by the white and gold of they honey suckle; as he let his young eyes unfocused the foreground he saw far in the background the red and white cherry blossoms and leaned forward to try to smell them from so far away. He crept up onto his tip toes to try to get higher and closer to them flapping his little wings to help keep his balance. A gust of wind came along and pushed off his balance; he flailed his arms around wildly as his eyes grew bigger and he tried desperately to regain his balance. All in vein his struggles became as one paw came off the ground and his remaining paw on its tiptoes couldn't yet hold all of his weight. He came crashing down with loud fluttering and a thud.  He began to cry softly; his mother not too far away who had been watching the whole time came over to him to check.
"Senjo my sweet; are you alright?" She softly cooed.
"Yes ma; but but..." he sighed heavily "everything is so awkward. I cant smell the cherries even through I stood really tall and made myself as long as I could. The wind came and I fell. I feel so silly I just cried," he sniffled.
His mother laughed at her son's use of words she too could remember when she was young as he on the verge of puberty; everything was at a child's perspective but the rules somehow seemed to change and the world would lose its luster as heavy realities and constants that you never even knew existed would come to bear on you. She scooped him up into her arms admiring his red and gold marking and tracing each of them with her claw til he stopped sniffling and began to giggle a little. How she longed to feel that inside of her again; to rediscover the mysteries of growing up.
'If only I could go back and teach myself what I know now; i would have felt so much more alive at the stage he's about to pass into. Instead of so confused and shut out by the world's she thought to herself.
Senjo snuggled into his mother's breasts inhaling their creamy scent; though he was almost at puberty his mother had never stopped breast feeding him. It was something he had always looked forward to; the smooth rich taste that came from her rivaled anything else he had ever tasted. The thought of it made him drool for a moment as he pawed at one of her breasts. His mother chuckled softly at his ever growing needs on her body. She loved to nurse him and feel close to him. She knew all too soon he would lose interest which is why she had never stopped feeding him. Feeding time to her was something she relished because it would always strengthen their bond together.
"Senjo; its ok that you felt silly for trying to smell something so far away. But the important thing is that you learn from it. Its not the first time you tried you know." his mother said with a smile as she undid the clasp on the front of her bra.
"Ya mommy but; I thought I would smell better now that I'm bigger and so I had to try again. Will I ever be able to get it to work right?" Senjo sounded a little disheartened even as his heart started racing at the sight of her unclasping her bra.
"Senjo I don't think it will; but you can always try; just don't try it the same way every time. That way you can see how many different ways there might be to do it."
Senjo nodded as his mother brought out her large milk heavy breast. She cupped his head gently and brought it to her nipple. Senjo suckled firmly; though he wasn't at all hungry it felt good to him to drink from her. His mother moaned softly as he tugged at her and helped her relive the pain from her heavy breasts. Her body had responded in kind to every one of his growth spurts by making her lactate more and thusly giving her breasts a more than supple boost in girth and weight. One day she had even broken her DD nursing bra from their weight and decided to go and get a bra fitting. To her amazement they had gone from DD to G. Flush and for whatever reason feeling slightly embarrassed she had left the store and gone straight home. Out of curiosity again that day she had weighed them; each alone when ready to feed her boy would weigh in at almost 3.5lbs no wonder she thought she had gained weight. She had been wondering why the scale would read 7lbs heavy in the morning but her size 9 jeans would still fit. Her breast feeling slightly lighter and the nipple tender she helped Senjo switch to her other breast. His hands groped and kneaded her breast rushing the milk out of it into his mouth. He swallowed hard and slurped loudly guzzling down her sweet silky milk. He moaned at its taste so sweet and warm; he groped and prodded her breast even harder now his heart racing. A strange stirring in him awoke at that moment and he started grinding his head up against her breast.
His mother smiled and helped him along; she muttered softly "That's my good boy, that helps mommy so much. It makes her feel good. Take all that you need my sweet boy," she rubbed at his stomach which cause Senjo to start grinding his hips as his tummy was caressed. She heard her son moan and it made her salivate at his pleasure; what was this feeling stirring inside of her; she wondered for a moment and felt the world stop as she realized what it was.  Her son was making her go into a false heat. She knew it was false because his birth had made her go sterile. Which was part of the reason she had nursed him for so long and was determined to do so as long as it held his interest. She knew in her heart she could never force it on him but she wanted so desperately to have him close to her for as long as she could; she couldn't see any reason to stop the intimate moments of breastfeeding him. She felt his ragged breath on her milk soaked breast; it seemed now he was playing with her breast more than simply feeding and a secret part of her enjoyed it immensely.  And if she was honest with herself missing that discovery of her body she wanted to teach her son; her cunny ached as that deep seeded thought crossed her consciousness. Without thinking she let her paw drop to her boys cock slit and brush its edges. Senjo gasp with her nipple deep into his throat bursting milk heavily down into his stomach causing it to bulge slightly.  She removed her paw from his cock discretely at his reaction; for a long moment that seemed to last an eternity she sat there and longed for the day his sexuality would awake. Her salivary glands went into overdrive now and her breasts started leaking even harder now a full on gush into her sons mouth and all over his clothes.
Senjo began to slow his suckling and moaning showing his tummy was nearing full. He pulled himself from her breast and wrapped his arms and tail around her lovingly. She coddled him and patted his back softly causing him to let out a light burp. She giggled softly at the cuteness of it to her.
"Mommy; I'm messy from your milk," Senjo whispered into her ear softly.
"Alright my sweet boy lets go home and get you changed," she smiled as she lifted him up as she stood. Her cunny still pulsing from the arousal he had given her. As they walked the empty path home she couldn't help but slide her tail's tip into herself to soothe the great ache that was starting to overwhelmed her.  As they neared the door of their small home she was near the point of orgasm imagining her son's cock inside of her. As she opened the door and set him down he ran up to his room. Relieved that she could finally finish herself off she jumped on to the couch and began thrashing her tail around inside of her furiously. Contorting and twisting it so that it hit all of her sweet spots in the right order. She let her tongue fly out of her mouth as she gasped from pleasure her eyes closed tight. Her head all caught up in the moment of pleasure. Without thinking she called out her he sons named.
"Oh; Senjo! Your such a good boy! You make momma feel so good all over. I'm almost there don't stop! Just a little more, now feed from me while I finish, that's momma good boy," she carried on as her climax finally causing her mind to settle and her body to feel utter contentment. She lay there and reveled in her pleasure and played with her cunny more as her orgasm slowed feeling the juices all over her pads.  She licked the side of her face with greed and tasted her own milk on her face; she opened her eyes and realized she had orgasmed so hard her breasts had squirted milk all over her. She hadn't thought she would have enough left to do that; she knead at her breasts finally feeling them as lighter than they had been this after noon. But it seemed strange it felt as if they were already filling again. It usually took them several hours to do so. She looked around hearing the piddle paddle of her sons paws; she thought she should cover up but though the need inside her had subsided for a moment the thought of him coming near her made it jump into her front mind all over again.
Senjo came in front of his mother completely naked, seeing her covered in milk sent a shiver down his spine he could not explain, but it felt delightfully good and made his cock slit tingle in away it had never felt before. He needed answers; and needed them now. He had been feeling this tingle for the past few days whenever he fed from his mother and could not understand why. She had always taught him to try to understand his problems on his own for awhile before seeking help but had always made it quite clear he could always ask her anything. Like when he had doubts about the tooth fairy and had confronted her about it she had come forward with the truth and explain why she had lied and how important the time was when he had believed it. How it was important that he be able to believe in things beyond what he could see because it was necessary to strive for higher things he could not understand while he was young. He came closer to his mother staring at her naked body in front of him the tingle grew stronger.
"Mommy; I'm a little hungry still can I feed?" he asked sheepishly wanting a pretext to ask her about the tingling.
His mother smiled and motioned him over to her "Of course my sweet, come rest on mommy and feed."
Senjo crawled on top of his mother curling up onto her stomach and gently grabbing onto her breast. The smell of her milk that he now noticed was all over her made him feel hungry but in a different way this time it felt almost like the tingle he wanted to ask her about. He took a few pulls of milk from her breast before he spoke.
"Mommy why are you covered in milk?"
His mother blushed for a moment thinking of a way to explain it to him. Finally she decided to dance around it a bit; his nudeness and suckling making her cunny tingle and begin to seep its lubricating juices. She looked into his eyes her core hungry to feel the void inside of her filled again, "Well hunny mommy got a little over excited and when she got to the part where it felt the best her breasts squirted."
Senjo tilted his head not sure what she meant "Excited how mommy?"
She stroked his head softly trying to think of another way to put it, "Well hunny; mommy felt a really good tingle and that made her release her milk onto herself."
Senjo nodded understanding a bit more and found his opening to ask his question, "Well mommy I wanted to ask you a question about tingly feelings. When I do this, " he raised himself and caressed his cock slit softly and shivered "It makes me tingly; is that the kind of tingle that made you do that?"
His mother went flush at her son stroking and caressing his cock slit in front of her. A release in her mind finally unlocked, he had finally come to her with his innocent description of arousal and to her utter delight he was aroused by her, she would have to take this slow so he would understand and want to continue doing it with her. He would never want to leave and she would never want to stop making him feel the ecstasy he had made her feel all his life.
"Yes son just like that, its a good tingle isn't it? Mommy likes to feel that tingle and she knows all about how to make it feel the best for herself. It's a wonderful special thing to do and its something you always have to do in private to be nice to other because they don't always want to watch it. And most people don't think its appropriate to do in public," she explain with a loving tone.
"Well mommy can you show me how to make it feel good so far this is all I know," Senjo showed her as he caressed his cock slit up and down.
Over joyed he had actually asked her to show him she had to hold herself back from going too fast and it made her need for orgasm and penetration deep and throbbing at her core. She nodded to him, "Ok mommy will show you but you have to promise to never tell anyone what you and mommy do together that involves this tingle. They wont understand how much we love each other or how open we are about everything.  They might take mommy away or you away. So I need you to extra special promise me this wont ever leave our house and I will answer and show you the answer to every question you have."
Senjo thought about that for a moment before he responded, "So does that make it a bad tingle mommy if they take you away for helping me? Am I not supposed to feel this good?"
She looked deeply into his eyes "No dear, its not that, its just that other mommy's don't share this with their son because they are afraid or think that they should find out on their own or that they think that it is wrong when its not. Because more people find it to be that way than not this is the way its treated; when its seen everywhere in nature. If the bunnies, and the birds, and the deer, and the dogs, and the kitties do it, it should be natural right?"
Senjo thought a moment that did make a great deal more sense; it should be that way if all the animals did it this way then there shouldn't be a problem with it though he wanted to be sure, "What about the dolphins?"
His mother nodded, "The dolphins especially do this; they are the animals who are the most open about this feeling and they do it because it feels very good and because it brings them closer and shows each of them how much they mean to each other, how much they love each other and how good they want each other to feel."

Senjo put his arms behind his back and rocked his body back and forth, "Then you have my most special promise I wont tell anyone, not even Sammi."
She smiled "Well you can tell Sammi but be sure you are at home when you do," she giggled inside as he asked about his stuffed snow leopard's knowing their new secret. she felt better now that he had even thought of keeping it from his stuffed animal.

Senjo continued to stroke his cock sheath "Ok mommy show me; please mommy? I want to know."
She reached forward and touched his paw and followed his fingers, "like this sweety, that feels good right? you have to tell mommy what feels good, and you will get more," she inched his pad tips to open his cock sheath.
 As she did this he rocked and moaned in answer, "Yes mommy, that feels so good. Does it feel better than this?"
She began to help him pull out the tip of his cock, "Yes let mommy show you how good it can feel, " as she ended her sentence he began to shake and spasm so she comforted him "It's ok my son, you will like this let your body feel good; mommy loves to make her little boy feel good," as she finished this time with his limp cock hanging smally out of its slit fully and she took the whole of his cock into her mouth and gently suckled letting her head follow her sons erratic thrusting hips.
"Oh mommy that feels so good; please mommy I want more; its so tingly," Senjo managed to shudder.
She pulled back from his cock to speak, "there's a good boy for mommy, let it set in and feel good. " She began to roll her tongue around his still limp cock; not yet having his first erection it was all about sensation for him at this point; how she longed for his cock to get hard and be set free into her. But she knew she would have to wait for a little while longer. It would take his body a few hours of stimulation a probably a few times of cumming while he was limp for his cock to inflate to its full hardness. It would gradually inflate now and then deflate; but she knew his body would eventually get the idea for now she took great joy and pleasure out of sucking her sons cock. The thoughts and reality of it made her shiver and salivate even more now. His cock completely covered now in its own lubricant and her saliva. She could sense it dripping all the way down his cock and weting his small balls; not that male shoyru balls ever set very far out of their body, in fact most males held them inside their body but the ones that were lucky enough to have them outside their body were considered to be sexual dinomos because they had massive stamina and were extremely fertile because of the improved heat management it granted. They were very sensitive to any touch any whisper of breathe. As she coaxed his limp cock to swell again she gently played with his balls which made him grind hard against her mouth.
"M..mma...ma...mommy!  Its soo good keep going it feels like I'm going to explode!" Senjo exclaimed his body shivering and quivering to her rhythm, he held on to his hips not knowing where to put his hands and thrust out his tummy and watched as his "Little fireman" disappeared into his mothers mouth all the way and then came back out. He wasnt sure why but when she went all the way down and rolled her tongue along his base while she played with his balls it felt best. So he tryed to tell her that, "mmommmy, just.. jjj,..ust like that."
Getting the idea she kept her sons cock deep into her mouth and tongued his base while lightly massaging his balls she pulled back for a moment, "That's my good boy; mommy love to make her good boy feel good. if you need to explode into your mommy do it. mommy wants to feel you cum into her. that's what its called when you explode, its called cumming so, be a good boy and try to cum for mommy."
Senjo nodded fiercely, "yes mommy; i want to cum in you," he felt his cock tremble, "my fireman feels like its going to any moment!"
She corrected him now "it's called your cock son, and you're a good boy to let it feel this good; let go and let it all out into mommy." She more heavily sucked on his cock making it come to almost full firmness, as it did she twisted her tongue around it and pulled harder as she tasted his pre-cum, she bounced her head faster and faster trying to urge him to cum inside her mouth.
Senjo spasmed and shook as he felt his body erupting into her mouth he felt so wonderful as he felt her pull the liquid out of his cock, "Mommmmy I'm cuming in you now... its soo good!"
"That's mommy;s good boy let it all out!" She said as she helped him to quicken and let all the saliva she could spill on to her cock; having a sudden urge to lactate and wanting to taste the both of them together as he climax she grabbed one of her breasts and squirted milk onto his shaft, her breasts being large enough still to hit his cock without requiring any additional concentration as the milk hit his skin her son climaxed she tasted the salty sweet mixture in her mouth and the combination of his release and her desire to feel it made her body rock with a mental orgasm sending vibrations all through her adding sensation to her sons already climaxing cock.
Senjo panted heavily, "Mommy; that was amazing, no wonder you squirted milk. It looks like I did too into your mouth I see some on the corner of it."
She licked the last bit of cum and milk off of her muzzle, "Oh that's called semen son, and that's how you get a female pregnant. Its different than milk its salty and sticky not smooth and sweet like milk."
Senjo wrinkled his face, "I don't like salty things that much, i hope it didn't taste bad mommy."
She smiled up at him, "Not from you my sweet boy; I like your taste very much. And if you ever want this again all you have to do is say a special word. What word do you want to use hunny?"
Senjo thought for a moment, "Umm, how about cherry on top? Because that's what it felt like; it felt like when I eat a sunday's cherry first and before dinner instead of waiting to eat it."
His mother nodded in agreement, "That will work just fine son. I will show you more in a few days. Try not to rub you slit too much in the next few days you might get soar and not want to do this again."
Senjo felt frightened that it might not happen if he rubbed his slit again, "So not at all or is it ok to do it just a little?"
"Just a little hunny and wait for awhile; this is your first time cumming my son and your body needs to rest so what shall we do while it does? It needs to rest for a few hours any ideas?" She questioned him wanting to encourage the idea that all of this was normal and that they should go on about their daily lives as if it was as normal as dinner time.
"Humm, let's watch a movie and eat dinner!" Senjo exclaimed excitedly hopping away from his mother to go and choose a movie.
"That sounds wonderful sweetheart," she said as her heart finally felt full. She knew the day would come very soon when his cock would be ready to delve deep inside of her cunny. Drool slid down the side of her maw at the thought of it. How she longed for that day. The only thing that made it bearable is that she had finally made the first step toward what her subconscious had been urging her to do.